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          ijvyN cMgy gux qy cMgIaF afdqF, bwdl dI CF vrgy huMdy ny jF pfxI ivwc iksy aks vrgy, jF dy ryq dy infnF vrgy! jo plF iCnF ivwc imt jFdy ny. iesdy ivprIq mfVy  vYl, BYVIaF vfdIaF, afdqF, Trk, isrVI jnUMn qy vihm ieh sfry qF awQry jqUn dIaF jVHF vrgy ZIT qy jfbr huMdy ny ijhVy pwQr df sInf pfV ky vI afpxIaF jVHF kfiem kr lYNdy ny. ieh cMdry axQwk boVHF dI Aumr vrgy huMdy ny. ieh Clfvy, supny dy Bog vrgy huMdy ny. ieh qqVy iksy klr dI isAUNk vrgy huMdy ny. ieh BYVy iksy mry swp dI ihr vrgy huMdy ny. ieh iksy mMJy qy AUT dy lMby vYr vrgy huMdy ny. ieh sONkxF dy sdIvI kly vrgy huMdy n. ieh sdf iksy irsdy nsUr vrgy huMdy ny. fied qF hI qF kihMdy ny ik bdIaF qy BYVIaF afdqF df kdy vI bIj nf nhIN huMdf. iesy leI qF pMjfbI fierI dy bfbf bohV, jnfb vfry fh jI ies qwq qy afpxI sdIvI mohr lf gey sn ik vfry fh n jfx afdqF, BfvyN kwtIey porIaF porIaF

          fied iesy qrHF myry Un aMdr vI kYNsr vFg ilmI jnUMn df kIVf Gr kr igaf sI. ijsnUM mYN lwK cfh ky vI kdy mfr nf sikaf. lwK vkqI qOr qy hfdisaF, sdimaF, nmoIaF dIaF QrYpIaF krvfeIaF. Pyr vI ikqy nf ikqy ies cMdrI bImfrI dy Gfiqk kItfxU luky rih hI gey. CUq dI bImfrI vFg jd vI ies bImfrI dy log sMprk ivwc afAuNdy ny Pyr pqf nhIN iewk dm ikvyN afpy hI ieh bImfrI eynI afphudrI ho jFdI ey, purfxy, nvyN, nuksfnF, qklIF, nfkfmIaF, sB nUM plF ivwc iCwky tMg idMdI ey.

          1995-96 ivwc Pyr myry jnUMn df lfvf, bykfbU ho igaf. ieQy (knyzf-torMto) dy hI kuwJ lokl klfkfr qy tYknIIan nUM lY ky mYN iewk tYlI ilm dI Xojnf afrMB kIqI. ijsdf pMjfbI vrjn srbwq df Blf qy ieMgil vrjn (Be-A-Friend) rwiKaf sI.

          ieQy knyzf dI qyj-qrfr qy ckfcOND vflI iMdgI dI dOV ivwc jfxoN hr bMdf aMnHy vfh dOiVaf jf irhf hY. bws sB qoN awgy lMGx dI hoV lwgI hY. BFvyN iknHy hI afpixaF, sky sMbMDIaF qy XfrF dosqF dy moiZaF qy pYr rwKky nf lMGxf pvy, iksy nUM koeI aihsfs nhIN koeI krIc nhIN. koeI vI nmoI nhIN. bws iksy vI qrHF amIrI dI dOV ivwc sB nfloN awgy afAuxf hY. qy Pyr afpxy hMkfr qy eIrKf nUM pwTy pfAuxy ny, iewk bfr afpxy rIky nUM nIvF idKfAux leI BFvyN afpxI mIr qy afqmF inwGr ky bywk hmyf leI pfqfl ivwc Dws jfey. bws iewk bfr ikvyN vI rfqo rfq vDIaf mihl mfVHIaF KVIaF ho jfx. BFvyN afpxI aOlfd dy ipafr qy siqkfr qoN hmyF leI swKxy ho jfeIey. bws sdf sfzy bYNkF dy Kfqy rwjy rihx. cfhy afpxy rjF nfl axgihlI krky, sfzIaF DIaF, BYxF, bIvIaF, kurfhy pY jfx pr ipwCy pMjfb (Bfrq) ivc sfzI PokI ohrq dy JMzy rUr gwzy rihx. bws iksy qrHF rfqo-rfq purfxI jwdI puqI grIbI dI kflI sUcI ivcoN nF Kfirj ho jfvy aqy sfzy qy fndfnI amIrI df sdf leI pwkf lybl lwg jfey.

          ies uB kfrj leI afpxy hIxqf Bfv qoN zrdy sB nfloN pihlf sfzf afpxI pMjfbI mF bolI qoN mUMh Pyrnf. Pyr afpxy Aucy sucy sMskfr qy siBafcfr nUM iqlFjlI dyxI, qIjy afpxy rwjy puwjy sfdy Kfx pIx dy aMdf nUM jfihl qy GtIaf mihsUs krnf qy Pyr Dwky nfl vlYqIaF dy cuwqV cwtxy, aYvyN dysI kuwkVI qy vlYqI TUMgy mfrI jfxy. ikho ijhy vI kukrm krny pYx, pr CyqI qoN CyqI krVJot vlYiqey lwgIey; nF hI kol dysIpuxy dI apxwq rhI nF hI awgoN vlYqIaF ny mUMh lfey. BFvyN iksy qrHF nfl mfVI motI qn dI amIrI qF hfisl kr leI pr pMjfbI rUh qy mIr vwloN mUloN hI kMgfl ho gey. hux pCqfey kI bxy jd icVf cug igaf sfrf Kyq.

          so amIr mulk (knyzf) dy qfjy qfjy qn dy ql qy bxy amIrF ny ikvyN afpxIaF rUhF rUhfnIaq, apxwq, siqkfr, afpsI BfeIcfrf, sB ies fnoOkq leI igrvI qF Dr idwqf pr hux icMqq ny afpxy bwicaF dI PrmfbrdfrI, Dfrimk sFJ dm qoV rhy afpxy sikaF sMbMDIaF dI ilhfj leI. afpxy vwizaF burgF dy siqkfr leI, qkrIbn awj ieh iqVkdy iriqaF df sMqfp, knyzf df hr twbr hMZf irhf hY. awj afphuwdrI hoeI, bybfk, byrm, bykfbU hoeI aOlfd, eynIN burI qrHF pwCmI siBaqf dy vihx ivwc ruVHI jf rhI hY, ijs sfry hwdF bMny roVHky jfxoN awj pMjfbI qihIb nUM burI qrHF nfl lhU luhfn kr idwqf hY. so awj dI qfrIK ivwc ieQy hr irqf qy aihsfs pUrI qrHF lfcfr hY. afMdro-aMdrIN fs krky hr pMjfbI afpxI Yrq leI isr JUr irhf hY. pr kr kuwJ vI nhIN irhf. ikqy vI bwicaF qy mfipaF ivwc koeI afpsI qfl myl nhIN irhf. bws sfry hI PrI-PrF ivwc nrVy hoey ny. sfry mfpy byrmF vFg gMZy vI KfeI jFdy ny qy iCwqr vI.

          so asIN ies AulJI qfxI nMU sulJfAux leI iewk inmfxI ijhI koi krky dyKI sI. ikvyN do ivwCVy iknfiraF qy afpsI sFJ df muVky pul AusfrIey. qy ikvyN eyzy vwzy eIrKf-kly dy pfVy nUM pUrIey. ikvyN tuwty iriqaF nUM muV ky surjIq krn leI mfipaF qy bwicaF df afpsI qfl myl ibTfeIey.

          sB nfloN pihlF asIN bfby nfnk dy amr sMdy, srbwq df Blf ivwc hI sB Blf loc skdy hF. afpxI zlI qy afpxf hI rfg gf gf ky isr afpxI mYN nUM pwTy pfAux nfloN qF asIN sfry pihlF isr mnuwKqf nUM pihl dyeIey. mfns kI jfq sBy eyk bMdy dy guxF nUM pihcfxIey. dUjy DrmF qy siBaqfvF df vI siqkfr krnf iswKIey. jy asIN rlky ivfl smuMdr pfr krny ny qF sfnUM pihlF afpxy rUVHIvfd CwpVF df KihVf Cwzxf pvygf. afpxy hMkfr qy ahm nUM qjky asIN vI bfby nfnk vFg, inmrqf nfl afpxy qoN nIivaF nUM gl lfAuxf iswKIey. ies leI qF Be-a-Friend df PfrmUlf bVf hI guxkfrI qy kfmXfb hY. sB nUM afpxf dosq bxfAux dI adf pYdf kro. irqy aksr tuwtdy qy qoVdy ny, dosq hmyf hI joVdy ny, swcI dosqI ivwc kdy eIrKf nhIN afAuNdI sgoN iewk dUjy qy ivvfs huMdf hY. dosq hmyF dosq dI suwK hI mMgdf hY. pr irqydfrI hmyF afpxy hwk mMgdI ey. hwk kdy iqafg nhIN krdf, sgoN Kohx dI afdq pfAuNdf hY. Kohxf qy luwtxf klyF dy Gr ny. kdy FqI dy nhIN ho skdy. mF puwq, Brf Brf, BYxF BYxf, pqI pqnI, jd afpsI iriqaF qoN AuTky isr dosq bx jFdy ny (Be-a-Friend) Pyr AunHF dI afpsI gwl bfq qy sFJ eynI byqkwlu, byO ho jFdI ey jo iPr afsfnI nfl vwzI qoN vwzI jitl smwisaf df hwl plF iCnF ivwc lwB lYNdy ny. Pyr AunHF dI afpsI sf suwQrI dosqI ivwc aYvyN koeI inMdk pfVf pf ky afpxy inwjI lfB nhIN AuTf skdf. so ies uB kfrj leI hmyf pihl sfnUM vwizaF nUM apfxy bwicaF nfl krnI cfhIdI hY. sfnUM hmyF bwicaF df dosq bx ky, apxwq nfl AunHF df XkIn ijwqxf cfhIdf hY qF ik Auh sfzy nfl kdy vI iksy vI aOkV dI sFJ pf ky byiJjk gwl bfq kr skdy ny qy asIN vwzy pUry TrHwmy nfl pihlF bwicaF dI sfrI gwl suxIey qy sdf hI afpdI dosqI dy ql qwk rih ky hI Aus aOkV df rlky hwl socIey. kdy vI qY ivwc af ky afpxI burgI df rohb nf GsoVIey. so ies qrHF qusIN bwicaF nfl sihjy sihjy afpxI apwxq dI sFJ pf skdy ho. ijvyN kunIn dI dvfeI aksr wkr cfV ky sOKI KuafeI jFdI hY iesy qrHF hOlI hOlI qusIN afpxf Brosf ijwq ky, AunHF nUM afpxI qihIb df vI cskf pf skdy ho. Aus leI sB nfloN pihlF afpxy bwicaF nfl afpxI pMjfbI mf bolI dI sFJ hmyF qoN hI bxfeI rwKo. iewk idn iehI mF bolI dI sFJ, kwlH nUM quhfzy bIqy hoey kwlH qy afAux vfly kwlH ivwc iewk pul bx skdI hY.

          asIN iksy vI dys, kOm dI siBaqf aqy AusdI qrwkI ilf nhIN; dunIaF ivwc hr iewk nUM vwDx Puwlx qy afpxf nfmVf Kwtx df jnmiswD aiDkfr hY. kI qusIN ies hurq qy aY afrfm dI iMdgI leI ikqy apfxf ivrsf qy aOlfd qF dfa qy nhIN lf idwqI? hVH df pfxI hmyf slF nUM roVdf hY. sihjqf dy inMmy inMmy isMNjx nfl hr sl prvfn cVHdI hY qy ldI uldI hY.

          so asIN ieQy (knyzf) dy sulgdy msilaF nUM sulJfAux leI ieQy dy hflfqF qy duKFqF ivwc Eq-pRoq krky iewk khfxI isrjI. so iewQoN dy smfijk smuMdr ivwc do nykI bdI dIaF byVIaF AuqfrIaF. jfxoN do vwK vwK pirvfrF df jIvn isrijaf. AunHF dy afpxy afpxy sMskfr-ivhfr qy jIAUx dI adf vI vwKrI-vwKrI isrjI. ikvyN iewk pirvfr dy bMdy rfqo rfq amIr hox dy cwkr ivwc afpxy sB nfloN vDIaf qy Fully Paidup vwzy Gr qy Qwly mihgIaF Au-wcy brFz dIaF fhI kfrF hox. aksr hr jfie qy nfjfie qrIkf apxfAuxoN rqf vI nhIN kqrfAuNdy. do do iPtF kMm krky vI ikvyN bwicaF dy pflx pox, moh siqkfr, qy afpsI apxwq qoN swKxy rih jFdy ny. pr Pyr vI ZITF vFg hr vyly afpxI iehI glqihmI nUM hI pwTy pfeI jFdy ny. jy asIN tuwt tuwt mrdy hF qNF isr bwicE quhfzy leI asIN kmf kmf ky zflrF dy Zyr lf idwqy ny, Auh vI quhfzy leI. asIN quhfnUM dunIaF Br dy aYo arfm KrId ky idwqy ny. asIN awj dy nfl nfl quhfzf kwlH afAux vflf BivwK vI surwkiq kr idwqf hY. kI hoieaf jy asIN afp Gr rih ky quhfzI hwQIN prvir nhIN kr sky, pr sfnUM siqkfrdyxf qy afigafkfrI hoxf quhfzf r bxdf hY. bs iewQy afly sfzy pMjfbI mfpy Qfp Kf jFdy ny ik sMskfr qy siqkfr ikqoN KrId ky nhIN idwqy jf skdy. ieh qF bwicaF dy nfl nfl ivcrky hI imldy ny. ikyvN mF ipE dI Cqr Cfieaf ibnF kol sB kuwJ huMidaF vI aBfgy bwcy kurfhy pY jFdy ny. BYVI kugq ivwc pY ky, sfry jhfn dy aYb shyV lYNdy ny. loBI mF ipE vFgUM Auh vI loBI, svfrQI, GmMzI qy icVicVy bxf jFdy ny. aMq nUM ies afphudry pirvfr dI lfzlI qy bylgfm gusqf kuVI iewk kfl grl bx ky rih jFdI hY qy vwzf muMzf qff qf GridaF df bxfieaf ipRMs Aubilaf Aubilaf cwtdf, iewk idn nsLweI gYNg ivwc AulJ ky rih jFdf hY. Pyr inwq gYNgF dI afpsI dumxI qy golLI bfjLI, bs iewk idn iksy axpCfqy nsLweI muMzy dI lf puils GVIs ky lY geI. dUjy idn abfrF dI vwzI surI ivwc CpI pMjfbI muMzy dI qsvIr ny sfry pMjfbI BfeIcfry dy mUMh qy kfl poc idwqI. nmoI df mfrf ipE hfrt atYk nfl cwl bisaf qy mmqf `c awnHIN hoeI mF nIm pfgl ho geI qy Coty nfbflg muMzy nUM bwicaF dI (suDfr kyNdr) jlH ivwc zwk idwqf. dUjy pfsy iewk sbr, sMqoK, isdk nfl jIAUx vfly mfpy ruwKI imwsI Kfky, Aucf suwcf jIvn jIAUx vfly ihMmqI mfpy afpxIaF kdrF kImqF nfl juVy rihMdy ny. AunHF dI kuVI XUnIvristI ivwc top krky srkfrI vIy nfl vkflq pfs kIqI qy sfry pMjfbIaF qy afpxy mFipaF df nF Au-wcf kr idwqf. Pyr Aus kuVI ny goiraF dy vrlz cYnl Auwqy jf ky afpxI ieMtrivAU ivwc iewk pRx ilaf ik mYN sfrI Aumr mnuwKqf dI syvf krFgI, hr mjlUm dy hwk leI lVFgI, BFvyN Auh iksy vI rMg nsl df hovy. BFvyN Auh qy Ausdy grIb mfpy awj vI iksy ikrfey dy Gr ivwc rihMdy ny pr Auh afpxI amIr qy hoxhfr aOlfd nfl mflfmfl ny.

          iewQy asIN bfby nfnk jI dy hI iewk lsPy muqfibk cMgy bMidE qusIN Au-wjV jfE aqy mfVy AuQy hI vsdy rihx. qy qusIN prdysF ivwc af ky bfby nfnk dy supny sfkfr krny ny. ikvyN cMgf nfmxf KwtxF hY, ikvyN afpxI qihIb qy sMskfrF nfl mnuwKqf dI syvf krnI hY qy hmyf srbwq df Blf hI mMgxf hY. hoCy bxky pMjfbIaF df nF nhIN rfb krnf.

          so iesy mMqv leI asIN pMjfb dy iewk ipMz ivcoN Aus pirvfr dI cMgI prvir leI AunHF dy iewk burg dfdf jI nUM knfzf ilaFdy hF qy Pyr Auh bfbf ikvyN hOlI hOlI afpxy sdguxF nfl Aus bwcy nUM afpxy vwl afkriq krdf hY. ikvyN bfbf Aus bwcy nUM DIrj nfl sbr-sMqoK qy sFJY BfeIcfry df sbk pVfAuNdf hY. bfbf kdy Aus bwcy nUM ihwk nfl lf lYNdf hY. kdy AusdI AuNglI PVky kdy Aus dy mgr mgr kdy nfl nfl hOlI hOlI dfdf poqf ivwc dosqI df irqf kfiem ho jFdf hY. iewk idn bfbf afpxy poqy df pUrf Brosf ijwq lYNdf hY. afpxy inwky ijhy afVI poqy dIaF mfsUm iwdF pgfxIaF bfby nU McMgIaF lgdIaF ny. hOlI hOlI bfby ny poqy nUM bfby nfnk dIaF CotIaF CotIaF rock gfQfvF suxf suxf ky poqy dy idlo idmfg ivwc bfby nfnk bfry vDyry hor jfnx df Auqfh pYdf kr idwqf. Pyr iewk idn poqy ny bfby nUM afp ikhf ik mYN quhfzy bfby nfnk df jnm asQfn aqy aMimRqsr drbfr sfihb (Golden Temple) dy drn krnf cfhuMdf hF. iehI pirvrqn qF bfbf afpxy poqy ivwc cfhuMdf sI. so bfbf afpxy poqy dI AuNglI PV ky pihlF nnkfxf sfihb, pMjf sfihb, pfiksqfn dI DrqI qy phuMcky drn mylf krdy ny Pyr bfbf bfrzr lMG ky aMimRqsr dI DrqI afpxy pMjfb phuMc jFdy ny. drbfr sfihb dIaF pirkrmf ivwc bfby dI acfnk qbIaq Krfb ho jFdI hY pr poqy nUM pivwqr srovr ivj cuwbI mfr ky sfrI soJI af jFdI hY. poqf ivrlfp nfl mrdy afpxy Xfr bfpU nUM kihMdf hY, mYnUM awD ivcfly iksdy shfry Cwz cwly ho bfpU jI. myry bwcy, iewQy myrI Xfqrf smfpq ho geI qy qyrI iewQoN nvIN Xfqrf urU ho geI ey. awj qYnUM aijhy dfqy dy lV lf cwilaf hF ijs qoN bfad qYnUM kdy iksy hor shfry dI loV hI nhIN rihxI.

             pihlF puwC-puCf ky Auh bwcf bfby df imRqk srIr afpxy jwdI ipMz lY ky jFdf hY. Pyr AuwQy ipMz vfilaF nfl rlky bfby df aMiqm sMskfr krvfAuNdf hY. Pyr Auh bwcf kIrqpur sfihb afpxy bfby dy Puwl mfrky vfips knfzf dI DrqI qy srbwq df Blf mMgx vflf iewk Cotf ijhf guriswK pcMgI sjky af jFdf hY. jy iesy qrHF sfzy ies inmfxy ijhy Auprfly nfl iewk vI Btky bwcy nUM syD iml geI qF asIN afpxy afp nUM DMn smJFgy. iesy pfksqfn dI PyrI dy dOrfn sfry gurU DfmF dy KuwlHy drn kIqy. fs krky nnkfxf sfihb, pMjf sfihb qy vwlI kMDfrI dI drgfh Au-wqy iesy UitMg vyly dfs nUM donoN Kfs qqF (nnkfxf sfihb qy pMjf sfihb) qy afp gurU RMQ sfihb jI dI qfibaf bihky pfT krn df suBfg imilaf aqy pMjf sfihb dy inrMqr 500 sflF qoN Au-wqy bih rhy Aus inrml somy ivwc ienfn krn df vI mOkf imilaf aqy asIN dfdy poqy ny AuQy bfby nfnk dy lwgy pMjy Au-wqy bfrI bfrI afpxy pMjy vI lfey qy mYN afp Aus sIrIal ivwc lyKk qy inrdyk dy nfl dfdy dI BUimkf vI inBfeI. ies qoN ielfvf asIN vfirs fh qy buwlHy fh dI drgfh qy afpxI akIdq dy Puwl cVHfey. Pyr hIr mfeI dy mkbry dy drn kIqy. AusdI kbr dI Cwq ivwc iewk gol mGorf hY. AuQy dylok kihMdy ny cfhy ikMnF vI mINh pvy pr hIr mfeI dI kbr AuvyN hI suwkI rihMdI hY. swcy afkF qy rwb dIaF rihmqF hmyf rihMdIaF ny.

          ijnHF idnF ivwc asIN pfiksqfn UitMg leI gey, AudoN AuQy rwb vwlON rmjfn df mhInF cwl irhf sI. idny sfry bfjfr bMd rihMdy, sfry Kfx-pIx dIaF dukfnF aqy hotl qF fs krky bMdf rihMdy sn. fm nUM sfry ihr ivwc gihmf-gihmI ho jFdI sI. myrf knyzIan poqf kihMdf, bfpU jI, iewQy qF Dwky nfl sfiraF nUM zfeIitMg krvf krvf rhy ny. sfry Ausdy Boly pn qy hws pey. iPr asIN afpxI khfxI nUM QuVf nvF moV dy ky Au-wQy dy kuwJ lokl tI[ vI[ afritst lY ky bVf rock zrfmf ricaf. iewk qF pfiksqfnI afs vIrF nfl sFJ pfeI dfdy poqy dI. iesy bhfny dfdf poqf AunHF dI eId dy mubfrk jn ivwc fiml hoey. iewk musilm pirvfr ny pihlF dfdy poqy nUM eId dIaF syvIaF KuafeIaF qy nfl hI afpxI burgI qy mihmfnvfI dy nfqy dfdy dy poqy nUM eIdI vI idwqI qy QoVf rmfn dy 30 roiaF bfry vI cfnHx pfieaf. awj Pyr Aus BolI ijhI gwl krky sB nUM hsf idwqf, bfpU jI, eyny idnF dI BuwK brdfq krky eId dIaF syvIaF qF afpy suafd lwgdIaF ny.

          asIN qkrIbn pfksqfn ivwc iewk mhIny dy krIb ruky sI. iesy UitMg dy dOrfn sfzI mulfkfq pfiksqfn dy mhUr imAUik zfierYktr sfbr alI nfl hoeI. AunHF nUM myrf klfm bVf psMd afieaf. Pyr AunHF lfhOr ihr dy iewk mhUr irkfrizMg stUizE (Sun Rise) ivwc myrIaF 12 lF irkfrz kIqIaF. ijnHF ivwc 8 AurdU dIaF qy 4 pMjfbI dIaF sn. irkfrizst seId sfihb ny bVI iwdq qy imhnq, sfry gfiek qy gfiekfvF dIaF surIlIaF afvfF irkfrV kIqIaF. iekbfl bfhU, bVy drvy qy surIly gfiek sn, dUjy inafkq alI, ulfm alI sfihb dy Coty Brf, ieh vI bVy hI rMgIly qy surIly sn. qIjy ulfm awbfs jI bVy hI surIly, sihXog dyx vfly gfiek sn. sB nfloN vwD fiaf mnjUr bcI AudoN hfly kfilj ivwc pVH rhI sI, bVI hI hoxhfr, Kuwb ky gfAUx vflI kuVI sI. mYN hI sB nfloN pihloN AusqoN do AurdU dIaF lF guafeIaF. fiaf mnUr dI iewk gfeI l bVI hI mkbUl hoeI. Pyr mYN knyzf af ky AusdI spYl vIzIE Ut kIqI Auh vI bhuq mkbUl hoeI. fiaf qy myrI afm lokF ivwc ies l ny kfI sFJ pfeI. hr koeI kihMdf ieh l dy bol qF myrI iMdgI dI qrmfnI hY

bn bn ky hr bfq ibgVI

kuC qo hmI my kmI hogI,

iMdgI duKoN kI ieMqhf sy gurI,

kuC qo hmIN my kmI hogI

          ies irkfrizMg dOrfn acfnk iewk idn jnfb nusrq iqh alI Kfn sfihb dy sYktrI jI af gey. AunHF ny ikhf, srdfr, qusIN bVI hI sfdgI ivwc bVf hI Aumdf klfm ilKdy ho. kuwJ sfnUM vI afpxIaF nmF ienfieq kro jI. mYN suBfivk hI puwC ilaf, hUr, mYN qF bhuq hI sfDfrn ijhf fier hF. iswDI sfdI ijhI qukbMdI kr lYNdf hF. Pyr vI quhfnUM iks gfiek leI myrf klfm loVINdf ey. AunHF awgoN ikhf, jnfb nusrq iqh alI KF leI. jfxoN mYN qF KuI ivwc pfgl ijhf ho igaf hovF. Pyr mYN hwQ bMnH ky Aus awgy gufir kIqI, bws mYnUM iewk bfr Aus mOiskI dy ihnfh jnfb nusrq iqh alI KF sfihb dy dIdfr krvf idE, BFvyN myrf sB kuwJ lY jfvo. Aus eydF hI hU-b-hU AunHF nUM jf ky dwisaf. dUjy idn AunHF sfzy leI afpxI gwzI Byj idwqI. mYN bVI iwdq nfl AunHF dy pYrIN hwQ lf ky AunHF nUM afpxf sjdf kIqf. AunHF awgoN bVI Audfrqf nfl ikhf burgo, ieAuN sfzy qy Bfr nf cfVo. qusIN sfzy sUsI mihmfn ho. quhfnUM jI afieaF kihxf qF sfzf hwk bxdf ey. awgoN mYN bVy hI Bfvuk ho ky ikhf, jnfb ieh sdf quhfzy guxF nUM ey, quhfzI Aumr nUM nhIN. myrf afpxy leI ieqrfm sux ky nusrq jI gd gd ho gey. AunHF ny afpxy gly nfl lfieaf qy afpdy hwQF nfl kfvf bxfky iplfieaf. Pyr AunHF myrIaF kuwJ nmF bVy hI ghu qy ipafr nfl suxIaF. BFvyN myrf idl rwKx leI ikhf, srdfr jI, ieh kuwJ fs nmF qF ies fidm leI huxy rfKvIaF kr idE. ieh qF sgoN Aultf myry qy AunHF df aihsfn sI. Pyr AunHF myrI dfd vjoN mYnUM eynf UbsUrq iewk jumlf ikhf, blbIr jI, afp ivwc fs adf hY. qusIN rUM dy Mby nfl bMdf mI kr idMdy ho. ieh AunHF dy bol myry leI keI kroVF rupey qoN vwD dy sn. myry ijhy iewk adnf inmfxy bMdy leI ieh bol keI sony dy qgimaF qoN Au-wqy sn. myrIaF awKF ivwc uI dy hMJU mwlo mwlI Clk pey. iewk bfr Pyr myrf isr adb nfl Aus drvy mOiskI dy ihnfh awgy afp muhfry Juwk igaf. ieh myry leI pfiksqfnI PyrI df sB qoN vwD nfXfb qohf sI.

          mYN afpxI pfiksqfnI PyrI dOrfn ijwQy vI igaf, mYnUM pfiksqfnI afm vIrF ny qy klfkfrF ny bVf hI mfx siqkfr idwqf. fs krky sfry pfiksqfnI vIr Kfx pIx dy bVy OkIn ny. Pyr lfhOrIaF dI mihmfn nvfI bs puwCo hI nf, bMdy nUM brdsqI Kuaf Kuaf ky kmlf kr idMdy ny. fs krky goq nUM bVI hI aihmIaq idMdy ny. mYN iewk idn qMg af ky puwC hI ilaf, BilE loko, koeI aYsI dfl sbI vI hY, ijs ivwc qusIN goq nhIN pfAuNdy. hux qfeIN fied iewk bYNgxF qy asIN qrs Kf leIdf hY. kwlHdf koeI Brosf nhIN. mYN hws ky ikhf, sfzy pfsy dy pMjfbIaF nUM rfb ny Jwlf kIqf hoieaf ey. fied quhfnUM goq ny. sfry hws pey. mYN afpxy pfiksqfnI vIrF dy ipafr siqkfr qy AunHF dy afpxpx df sdf irxI rhFgf.

          iesy qrHF iewk idn pfiksqfnI ilmI qy tI[ vI[ adfkfrF dy kuwJ zfierYktr qy rfeItr sfihbfn ny rlky myrf mfn snmfn kIqf. afpxI aososIeyn dy dqr ivwc CotI ijhI cfh pfrtI vI rwKI geI.

          iesy qrHF kuwJ imhrbfn dosq qy ajI mYnUM iekbfl bfhU jI dy nfl afpxy iewk pfiksqfnI tIvI cYnl qy irkq krn leI lY gey. tIvI qy mYnUM bqOr iewk lyKk, inrdyk jo bMbeI ilm lfeIn qoN afpxy fs mihmfn vwjoN py kIqf igaf. bfhU sfihb ny ikhf, ieh sfzI u iksmqI hY jo bMbeI ilm ieMzstrI qoN sfzy guaFZI Bfrq dy pihly aijhy fier ny jo afp cwl ky iewQy afey qy pfiksqfnI gfiekF qoN afpxf klfm gvfieaf. mYnUM vI iehnF df klfm pMjfbI AurdU ivwc gfAUx df mOkf imilaf. blbIr jI bVI hI sfdgI ivwc idl tuMbvF klfm ilKdy ny. ienHF iewQy dy kuwJ tIvI aqy ilmI klfkfrF nUM nfl lY ky lfhOr dy afsy pfsy UitMg krky donF dyF ivwc klf dI gUVHI sFJ pfeI hY. mYN afpxy sfry adfry vwloN ienHF nUM ies Auprfly dI vDfeI idMdf hF. iesy qrHF bflIvuwz dIaF ilmF nUM lY ky qy pfiksqfnI ilm ieMzstrI bfry hlkf Pulkf qskrf huMdf irhf. iewk pfiksqfnI pRoizAUsr-zfierYktr ny ikhf, ilmF qF asIN quhfzy mukfbly dIaF bxf skdy hF jo sfzy kol quhfzy ijnIaF vwzIaF aYrtrI hox. mYN ikhf, jy vMz nf huMdI qF afpxI lfhOr dI ilm ieMzstrI bMbeI ilmI ngrI qoN ikqy Gwt nf huMdI. fs krky pMjfbI ilm nUM bhuq Zfh lwgI hY. quhfzy kol pMjfbI rfeItr iewk qoN iewk vwD hY. qy bMbeI ivwc tYknIkl lfjvfb ny. ivcoN hI acfnk iewk muqsvI ijhy pfiksqfnI lyKk ny ijvyN iekdm mYnUM Tfh sotf mfr suafl kr idwqf hovy, srdfr jI, qusIN iksnUM afpxf rihbr mMndy ho? qy qusIN ikhVy mhb ivwc XkIn rwKdy ho? quhfzf iswK mwq jF ihMdU mq jF sfzf ieslfm, iehnF ivcoN ikhVf mhb bMdy nUM injfq duaf skdf hY? jfxoN mYN qF iewk dm ijvyN skqy i vc af igaf hovF. bygfnf kwtV ieslfmI mulk. pr iewk dm ijvyN dfqy ny myrI lfj rwK leI hovy. mYN bVy adb qy TrHMmy nfl ikhf, hUr, injfq qF sfnUM quhfnUM sfzy kIqy amlF ny duafxI ey. iksy mHbF ny nhIN. sfzI lVfeI qF afps ivwc mMgiqaF dI hY, AunHF dfiqaF dI Au-wkf hI nhIN. AunHF qF Br Br JolIaF YrfqF vMzI jfxIaF ny. BFvyN afpxf hovy jF Yr. sgoN Boly qy anjfn bMidaF qy Auh dfqy kuwJ iafdf hI imhrbfn huMdy ny. sfry myrf srl qy sOKf ijhf jvfb sux ky bVy u hoey. Pyr mYN gufir kIqI jy iefjq hovy qF afpxI iewk nm dIaF cMd lfeInF afp sB nfl sFJIaF kr skdf hF. kdy mYnUM kuwJ aijhI hI iscUeyn qy ilKx nUM iksy bolIvuwz dy zfeIrYktr ny ikhf sI. sB ny ieko sFJI afvf ivwc ikhf, ikAuN nhIN srdfr jI. jI sdky kho. qusIN qF mnuwKqf dy fs Aupfsk ho. ierfd.

iksI ny muJy tokf,

Xh arQI nhIN QI,

Qf iewk jnff

iPr qUny iesy

sdf ikAuNkr kIaf,

kmrIEN kI ho geI

bs ieMqhf

hmsy iewk lf

ko BI n bf gXf,

Xy isr mftI QI,

hmfrI iewk rihnumF,

mYny ies lIey

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                                                                   -blbIr iskMd-

 


mOq dy rMg -blbIr iskMd  (416-335-5914)

 

sonIpq, ieMInIairMg kfl ivwc dflf ilaf. AunF idnF ivwc idwlI qoN lY ky cfeInf dy bfrzr qwk iewk ivfl pMjfb huMdf sI. awTvIN mfq qwk qF sfry pMjfbI Bff pVHdy huMdy sn. BfvyN Auh jft, phfVIey jF iswK mhfy hI hox, pMjfbI dI pUrI Dfk qy pMjfbI nfl moh ijhf huMdf sI. ieAuN qF sfzy kfl ivwc hr sUby qoN af ky muMzy pVHdy sn pr awsI pRqIq pMjfbI pVHdy sn aqy boldy vI pMjfbI sn. ies leI mYs ivwc iafdf qr pMjfbI Kfxf hI pRDfn huMdf sI. pqlI ibnF qVky dy imrcF vflI dfl, qy hr sbI qkrIbn qrI vflI hI huMdI sI. rotIaF ajIbo grIb afty dIaF jo TMzIaF ho jfx qy gulyl vFg ijMnIaF mrI iKwc lAu, kI mfl tuwt jfx. AunF idnF ivwc kfljF ivwc sInIar ividafrQIaF dI pUrI Dfk huMdI sI, qy AuhnF ijdo ijwdI dws dws qy kdy bfrHF-bfrHF rotIaF Kf jfxIaF. keI vfr qF jUnIar ividafrQIaF nUM dfl sbI pI ky hI gufrf krnf pYNdf. keI mF dy lfzilaF ny QflI awgy rwK ky mF nUM Xfd kridaF AuWcI-AuWcI rox lwg pYxf. yr iksy awKV jft muMzy aigAuN QflI cuwk lYxI qy kihxf Cory qUM pihly jMmky ro ly Kfxf kwl Kf lyxf. sfry ZIT ijhy hoey sn, iksy nUM iksy dI koeI pRvfh nhIN sI. hr gwl ivwc hr QF QoVf bhuq nhIN, sgoN iafdf Dwkf cwldf sI. sfry hostl vfsqy iqMn bfQrUm qy isr iqMn lYtwrIn hI sn. sInIar muMizaF ny afpxy kmry ivwcoN al nMgy hI inkl ky afAuxf qy isDf jf ky nvyN muMizaF nUM pry krky afp nhfx lwg jfxf. hdoN vwD EdoN hoxI jdoN kuwJ sInIar muMizaF ny lYtrIn gey jUnIar muMizaF dy nfl hI nfl vflI KuwzI qy bih jfxf. rmfkl muMzy ivwcoN AuWT ky Bwj jFdy. keI sInIar qF sfbx qyl qy vI hwQ sf kr lYNdy qy jUnIar muMizaF qy nfl nhfAux jf vwVdy qy AuhnF df hI sfbx, qyl qy qOlIaf vrq jFdy sn. jy koeI awgoN kuskdf qF gflHF kwZdy qy keI qF kuwt mfr vI krdy sn. iesy cwkr ivwc keI ivcfry jUnIar muMizaF ny ibnF nhfqy qy ibnF nfqf kIqy iewk awD pIrIaz lyt kflj phuMcxf. klfs ieMcfrj ny AuproN hor kihr ZfAuNidaF YrhfrI Tok dyxI. iqMn idn df pRYktIkl bVf aOKf huMdf sI: fs krky PorijMg hIt tRItmYNt. sfrf idn awg AugldIaF, vwzIaF-vwzIaF BwTIaF ivwcoN lfl sur lohf kwZky, vwzy sfry hQoVy nfl kuwt kuwt ky aOfr bxfAuxy pYNdy sn. psInyN nfl juwqIaF Br jFdIaF qy yr fm nUM iewk mIl dI vft pYdl cwl ky hostl ivwc msF phuMcxf. ilbVy iqbVy bYTy AuzIkxf ik kdoN pfxI afvy qy nhfieaf jfvy. pr fm nUM Pyr sInIar stUzYNtF dI AuhI pRyfnI afVy afAux KloNdI. jy hostl suprzYNt awgy ikfieq kIqI jFdI qF Aus ny kihxf koeI gwl nhIN agly sfl qusIN vI afpxy jUnIar nfl iehI kuwJ krogy. ieh qF sdf qoN cldf afieaf hY, koeI nvIN gwl nhIN. hOlI hOlI qusIN vI XU tU ho jfAugy, ijvyN imltRI ivwc rMgrUtI vyly nvyN jvfnF nUM sUeI dy nwky ivwcoN lMGf dyNdy ny, Ausy qrHF ijhVf pihlf sfl kwZ igaf, smJo Auh iMdgI ivwc kdI ikqy vI mfr nhIN Kf skdf. sfry nwry vwry qy rVkF inkl jFdIaF ny. iewk vfrI qF aijhf bMdy df puwq bxf idMdy ny ky iPr bMdf kdy kMm ivwc pfieaf nf rVky. fied iehnF sB kfrnF krky sfl dy urU ivwc hI pMjfh-swT muMzy dflf lYNdy hI hOlI hOlI ikrny urU ho jFdy qy feInl sfl qwk pMcI- qIh hI klfs ivwc rih jFdy sn.

sfzI pMj-Cy muMizaF dI jotI sI. do iqMn bhuq qwkVy, kOZI dy plyar bVy hI inDVk sn. myjr isMG GolIey klF df aqy rGbIr isMG jlflfbfdI qy qrlocn isMG DfmIaF klF df, iqMnoN lVfeI muwl lYxo, mUloN nhI zrdy sn. CyqI hI sfzI jotI dI Dfk bx geI, sfzy nfl sihjy kIqy, Auh awKV sInIar muMzy vI pMgf lYxo hwt gey.

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BYxf qy BrfvF ny vI Aucyc nfl lfz kIqf. 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Bfa jI ipafr dy ky gwzI ivwcoN Auqr gey. gwzI hOlI-hOlI iGsrdI qy DUaF CwzdI rOlf pfAuNdI qur peI. gwzI qurn qwk vI qrlocn nhIN afieaf sI. huiafr pur vflI gwzI qF kdoN dI jlMDr CfAuxI crokxIaF svfrIaF lfh ky jlMDr ihr phuMc geI hoxI eyN pr qrlocn ikAuN nhIN afieaf socF ivwc zuibaF gwzI jdoN luiDafxy jMkn qy phuMcI qF mYN plyt frm qy Auqr ky kfI awgy ipwCy dyiKaf qF nf rGbIr qy nf hI myjr ikDry nrIN rVky. afiKr sItIaF mfrdI qy mYnUM icVFdI gwzI luiDafxy styn qoN vI qur peI qy mYN iekwlf hI afpxI sIt qy bYTf vfps jf irhf sI. kuwJ imqrF dy nf afAux qy inrfsq qy kuwJ pCqfvf ijhf qMg krn lwigaf. mYN aYvyN sfry Gr idaF nUM nfrf kr ky iekwlf hI gwzI cVH afieaf sF. iesy AuDyV bun qy sopMj ivwc sfrI rfq inkl geI. 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Aus ny ikhf sfry idn krqfr dy hI isrjy ny. iewk jvfn ny boly so inhfl kih ky jYkfrf Cwz idwqf qy sB ny siq sRI akfl kih ky jYkfrf sMpUrn kIqf. yr pfT krn vfly OjI ny ikhf nfnk nfm cVdI klf qyry Bfxy srbwq df Blf. ieMny nUM tIcUM-tIcUM krdI gwzI mohrI styn qy af rukI. QoVI dyr bfad gwzI qurn lwgI pr yr brykF lwg geIaF qy gwzI muV ruwk geI. ivwcoN hI iksy ny ikhf fied iewQy sfhmixAuN afAux vflI gwzI df krfs hovy. iewk hor ny Mkf jfihr kIqI ik aYs vyly ikhVI gwzI df krfs ho skdf hY. iewk hor ny jvfb idwqf ik fied jnqf aYkspRYs ny lMGxf hovy. ieh psMjr gwzIaF qF nKsmIaF hI huMdIaF ny, ijQy mrI rok idwqf. kdy kdy qF GMitaF bwDI ieMjn styn qy KVf hOkdF rihMdf hY. mYN AuprlI sIt qoN Auqiraf qy bfQrUm vwl viDaf pr bfQrUm ivwc koeI viVaf hoieaf sI, mYN nyVy hI kwlI sIt qy iewk jvfn nfl GusV ky bYT igaf. Aus ny ikhf kfkf jy bihxf cfhuMdf hY qF cMgI qrHF bih jf, jy khyN qF mYN qyrI AuprlI sIt qy rf ipwT iswDI kr lvF. mYN ikhf ikAuW nhIN Brf jI qusI afrfm kr lE mYN qF vysy vI sonIpq Auqr jfxf hY. Auh jvfn Aupr cVH ky lyt igaf. mYN styn qy psiraf swnftf dyK irhf sI. bhuq hI Cotf ijhf styn Aucy plyt Pfrm vI nhIN bxy sn. ikqy ikqy tFvIN-tFvIN bwqI jl rhI sI. iewk qF pihlI jnvrI dI qVky dI TMz AuqoN mfVI-mfVI ikx imx vI ho rhI sI. mYN bfhr JfqI mfrI jfxo ieMjn zrfievr plyt Pfrm qy KVf iksy nfl bIVI pI irhf sI qy eyny nUM koeI dUjf bfQrUm ivwc vV igaf. pqf nhIN kI hoxI df ikRmf vfpiraf mYN iewk dm AuiTaf qy bfQrUm qy drvfy nUM Dwkf mfiraf pr aMdroN drvfy nUM ictknI lwgI sI. pqf nhIN mYnUM kI Jl ciVaf mYN gwzI qoN Qwly Auqr igaf qy hOlI hOlI ieMjn dy isgnl vwl dyKdy dyKdy awgy vwD igaf. mYN plyt Pfrm qy hI iewk vwzy sfry drwq dI afV ivwc KVky ipfb krn lwg igaf. eyny nUM sfhmxy qoN afAuNdI krfs krn vflI gwzI UkdI afAuNdI nr peI qy myry dyKdy-dyKdy bdiksmqI nfl KVI gwzI vfly trYk qy pUrI rqfr nfl af geI. myrIaF awKF twzIaF rih geIaF. myry dyKidaF dyKidaF plF iCnF ivwc aYnf vwzf aqy iBafnk ryl hfdsf ho igaf. dono ieMjn afmxy sfhmixE iBV gey aqy sfnF vFg iqMn vfr tkrfey. Pyr dono ieMjn ijvyN jwI pf ky KVy ho gey. myrI vflI gwzI KVI sI dUjI pUrI spIz nfl af rhI sI, sfzI gwzI dy pihly do zwby qF pUrI qrHF nfl drVy gey qy burI qrHF kwty, vwzy, icpky lfienoN lih gey. sfzy zwby ivwcoN qF iewk vI bMdf nhIN bicaf sI. dUjI gwzI df vI bhuq nuksfn hoieaf, iafdf qr qIvINaF aqy mfsUm bwcy ax afeI mOq mfry gey. kuwJ kwty vwzy gey qy kuwJ imDy jkVy hoey cI ichfVf pf rhy sn. kuwJ lff qF eynI byrihmI nfl kwtIaF vwzIaF geIaF sn ik dyK ky idwl dihl AuTdf sI. hr pfsy hfhfkfr mwc geI sI. kuwJ svfrQI aqy byrihm lok, afpxy zwibaF ivwc hI bYTy rhy. pr kuwJ ihmwq vfly aqy rihm idwl XfqrI qy lok pIVqF nUM bcfx leI pUrI qfx lf rhy sn. 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mYWs ivwc aksr BMg hI BwujdI sI. BwuK qoN qF asIN kdy nhIN sF zry pr ijs gwl df hux zr sI Auh hoxI bx isr cV ky bolI, vfrinMg lYtr myry qy qrlocn XfnI dohF dy Gr phuMc gey. qrlocn dy Gr idaF ny qF ijvyN cup hI vwt leI, koeI hF XF nf nhIN kIqI. bs qrlocn df Krcf Byjxf bMd kr idwqf. soicaf hoxfd ey ik afpy Jw mfr my muV afvygf. yr krFgy sfry rwl ky Aus nfl kuwqy-KfxI. swdky jfeIey qrlocn dI dUr aMdyI dy ijhVf Bfxy nUM pihlF hI BFp ky bYTf sI ik kwl nUM kI hox vflf ey. Auh bVf hI ijgry vflf muMzf sI, nf Aus dy aMdr dI pIVH qy nf kdy Aus dI pRyfnI nUM koeI Ausdy ichry qoN pV sikaf sI. bVf hI sihj rihx vflf iensfn sI Auh. bVI hI sihjqf nfl hr GwVI ivcrdf sI. Ausdf hwT qy inrBYXqf vI Ausdy guxf ivwc hI fml sI. Auh bhuq hI hIn qy AusdI Xfd kqI bVI iqwKI sI. Auh plF iCnf ivwc vfl dI Kfl AuDyV ky rwK idMdf sI. Ausny muZ qoN hI jIvn nUM sUeI dy nwky QfxI lMGfieaf hoieaf sI. ied iesy leI Auh kuwJ kfmryzI qy kuwJ smfjvfdI sIaq df mfilk sI. Auh hId Bgq isMG dI hfdq nfloN Ausdy ivcfrF df iafdf kfiel sI. fied iesy leI Aus dIaF keI gUVIaF gwlF sfzy isr AuqoN dI inkl jFdIaF sn. Aus kol afpxI smfj AusfrI soc sI jo fied bVI AucI sI. Auh ud vI iewk kRFqIkfrI XoDf bxnf cfhuMdf sI. smfj dy awgy ho ky smfj fqr kuwJ krnf cfhuMdf sI. pr asos hflfq Aus df sfQ nhIN dy rhy sn. Auh aksr kihMdf vgdy pfxI ivwc hI qfgI rihMdI hY qy KVf pfxI qF hmyf muk mfrdf hY. KVOq Aus nUM sdf nf psMd sI qy iesy leI Auh hr gwl qy hr kMm ivwc hmyf ikRaf Il hI rihMdf sI.

hux gwl krdy hF myry vwzy vIr bldyv dI ijs df bcpn df nF Bolf sI qy Cotf nF dyv sI. sfry twbr ivwcoN ies Brf nfl qy vwzI BYx zOlI nfl myrI bhuq bxdI sI qy ieh dovyN hI myrf pwK pUrdy sn. BfvyN Aumr ivwc ieh Drm Bfa jI df hfxI sI pr myrf qF Xfr Brf sI. ieh sfzy sfry twbr ivwc sB qoN sohxf sI. gorf icwtf rMg aMgryf vrgf, srU vFg lMbf kwd swc jfxo lokI KV KV vyKdy huMdy sI. ijnf sohxf sI Aunf hI u imjf qy roxkI qbIaq df mflk sI. hr pl hr iewk leI Aus kol muskrfht sI, qy Auh sdf hI hfsy vMzx vflf s sI. pVfeI ivwc lfjvfb qF sI pr vflIbfl qf vI bVf vwDIaf iKzfrI sI. bhRuq hI qy qrfr idmfg Aus nUM rwb ny biaf sI. CotI ijhI Aumry hI Aus ny ieMjnIairMg dI izgrI hfsl kr leI sI. hr klfs ivwc awvl afAux kfrx hI pMjfb srkfr vwloN srkfrI vIy qy klkwqy qoN AucyrI ividaf hfsl kr ky afieaf sI. afAuNidaF hI iswDf cMzIgVH ivwc ieMzstrI izpfrtmYNt dy hYz afis ivwc izvYlpmYNt asr lwg igaf. ies dy bfvjUd Aus ny okIaf qOr qy kfnUMn dI pVfeI kridaF lfa dI izgrI vI pRfpq kr leI sI. keI ubfnF Auh cMgI qrHF jfxdf sI. iesy leI Aus ny AurdU aqy frsI dI aflmPfl dI pVHfeI pUrI kIqI. pMjfbI mF bolI nUM rwj ky ipafr krdf sI qy pUrf siqkfrdf sI. iesy kfrn Aus ny afpxI mF bolI pMjfbI ivwc igafnI bVI hI rIJ aqy AucycF nfl pfs kIqI sI. Aus nUM fierI df BI ok sI qy Kfskr AurdU fierI ivwc Aus nUM kfPI mhfrq hfsl sI. qlq mihmUd Ausdf psMdIdf gfiek sI. eynf bhumuwKI hox dy bfvjUd Aus nUM koeI gumfn jF nrf nhIN sI sgoN Auh qF bVf hI imlnsfrr qy inmrqf psMd iensfn sI. ijvyN hr loVvMd dy kMm afAuxf Aus dI kmorI bx igaf hoieaf sI. shI mfXny ivwc Auh iewk Aucy ikrdfr vflf iensfn sI qy fied iesy leI Auh myrf Xfr vIrf sI. myry krky Aus nUM aksr mF ipE dy AulFBy vI sihxy pYNdy sn. aksr mF jI aqy ipqf jI qoN Aus nUM suxnf pYNdf ik qyry lfz ipafr ny hI ibwly nUM ivgfiVaf hY. Auh hws ky kih Cwzdf ky ibwlf afpxy pRIvfr df bybI hY. dyv vIr jI ny bfad ivwc bqOr ipRMsIpl vjoN mogf ivwc afeI[tI[afeI dI urUafq vI kIqI sI. Auh afpxy ividafrQIaF qy stf mYNbrF nUM bVf ipafr krdy qy AuhnF qf hr qrHF iafl rwKdy sn. iesy leI awj qfeIN Aus ielfky dy bMdy AusnUM Buwl nhIN sky!

Auh mYnUM rwj ky idwloN afpxy bwcy vFg ipafr krdf sI. fied iesy leI kMplyNt dI icwTI imldy sfr hI sfry kMm Cwz ky myrf Xfr vIrf cMzIgVH qoN sonIpq af igaf. isDf myry kflj phuMc igaf. hYz afis ivwc AuWc asr lwgy hox kfrky kflj df sfrf stf Aus df bVf mfx-qfx krdf sI. mYnUM vI br iml geI ik qyrf vwzf Brf cMzIgVoN af ky ipRMsIpl dy dqr ivwc bYTf hY qy qYnUM sB burI qrHF nfl lwB rhy hn. mYN ieh sux ky burI qrHF qRbk igaf ik hux kI hoAu. ikvyN Aus drvy vrgy vIry df sfhmxf krFgf. myry ipwCy Aus nUM hor ikMnI lflq JwlnI peI hoxI hY. mYN socF ivwc iGr igaf ky mYN hmyf Aus df ivvfs qoiVaf hY qy swt mfrI hY Aus dy ivvfs nUM. Aus dy lfz ipafr df nffie fiedf AuTfieaf hY. qy hux ikvyN Aus dy sfhmxy jfvFgf. myry vrgy inkMmy bMdy nUM ikAuN DrqI ingl nhIN jFdI. aMdroN iewk hONkf ijhf AuiTaf ik hfey rwbf mYnUM Aus ryl hfdsy ivwcoN jIAuNidaF rwKx ivwc qyrf kI QuiVaf sI. hux vIrf qF dUjy muMizaF qy mfstrF nfl kdy vI hostl puj skdf sI. clo afpy muV jfvygf lwB lwBf ky mYnUM. mYN nhIN kr skdf Asdf sfhmxf. mYN qF bws ikqy jf ky jfn dy dyxI hY. pr qrlocn jo iewk qrHF nfl myrf sfXf bx igaf sI mYnUM smJfANdf qy vrjdf myry ipwCy ipwCy af igaf ik ikqy ieh kmlf swc muwc hI koeI kfrf nf kr bYTy. AuDr myrf Xfr vIrf mYnUM lwBdf lwBdf hMB igaf. ivcfrf BuwKf Bfxf mYnUM qlfdf irhf jfxo Auh zflI zflI qy asIN pwqy pwqy. do idn inkl gey qy ieh lukx mIcI cldI rhI, keI vfr qF myrf vIrf qy Aus dy kuwJ sfQI myry nyiVAuN vI lMGy pr myrI ihMmq nf hoeI ik mYN Auos dy sfhmxy ho skF. lukF vI qy roeI vI jfvF qy aMdro pCqfvf vI, qy awk ky qrlocn ny vI mYnUM zFitaf- kmilaf eynf moh mrn vfly vwzy vIr nUM kdy eydF qMg krIdf ey? lfhnq hY qyry qy, qUM aYnf kfier hovyNgf mYN soc vI nhIN skdf sI. qrlocn dI ies lfhnq ny mYnUM Dur aMdroN JMjoV ky rwK idwqf qy fied myrI ihMmq nUM vMgfr ky mYnUM hoNslf vI idwqf qy mYN pUrf mn bxf ilaf ik hux kuwJ vI hovy, vIry dy mwQy rUr lwgxf hY. CyqI hI mYN vIry dy mgr nwT ky Aus dy pYrF ivwc jf izigaf. inky bwicaF vFg Aus dIaF lwqf nUM icMbV ky roeI jfvF. myry rwb vrgy vIiraf mYnUM mf krdy mYN qYnUM bhuq Kwjl Kuafr kIqf hY. vIiraf mYN zr igaf sI. qyrf sfhmxf krn dI ihMmq nhIN pY rhI sI. vIry ny cuwk ky mYnUM afpxy ivfl sIny dy nfl lf ilaf, afpxIaf bfhF ivwc Guwt ilaf ijvyN kihr dI TMz ivwc loeI dI bukl leI jfvy. Aus ny ikhf -Jwilaf afpixaf qoN ieMj dUr QoVf BwjIdf tutIaF bfhF qF hmyf gl nUM afAuNdIaF ny. kdy ieAuN dUr nhIN jfeIdf. qy yr mYN qrlocn vwlF iefrf krky ikhf ky vIiraf ieh myrf Xfr qrlocn hY, mYN awj jINdf hF qF isr iesdy swdky hI. ieh prCfvF bx ky myry aMg sMg irhf. ies df dyxf mYN kdy nhIN dy skdf. vIry ny qrlocn nUM vI klfvy ivwc lY ilaf qy Ausdf DMnvfdI hoieaf. yr pihlF qF vIr jI ny sfnUM sfiraF nUM nyVly Zfby qy rotI KuafeI qy afp vI sfzy nfl hI KfDI. ir asIN sfry kflj phuMcy. vIr jI dy asr rsUK ny sB kuwJ plF ivwc sYtl kr idwqf. asIN vI sfry stf qoN mfI mMg ky surKrU ho gey. Qwky hfry vIr jI ny Auh rfq sfzy hostl ivwc hI muMizaF dy nfl kwtI, ikhf awj mYnUM quhfzy ivwc rih ky afpxy kflj qy hostl dy idn Xfd af gey. sfry stf vfly qy muMzy bfro bfrI imlx afAuNdy rhy qy hoNslf bMnfAuNdy rhy ky iskMd sfihb qusI byikr ho ky cMzIgV jfE quhfzf inwkf Brf sfzf inwkf Brf hY. sB ny bVI Aucyc idKfeI qy vIr jI dUjy idn qVky hI pihlI bws V ky cMzIgV leI rvfnf ho gey. hOlI hOlI sB kuwJ pihlF vFg nfrml rutIn ivwc cwlx lwg ipaf. asF sfiraF ny rwl iml ky qrlocn dI dUjy mhIny dI PIs qy hostl df Krcf nfl hI jmf krvf idwqf. BfvyN qrlocn jfhr nhIN sI krdf pr Auh ro GridaF vloN Byijaf jFdf afpxf mnIafrzr AuzIkdf. inrfsqf vwDdI geI qy pVfeI vloN vI Ausdf mn Aucft hox lwg igaf. Auh afpxy afp nUM sfzy qy boJ ijhf mihsUs krn lwg ipaf. keI vyrF rotI Kfx df vI tflf kr jFdf. mYN bQyrf ikhf ik Xfrf myrf qyrf koeI vMizaf ey, afpF dovyN rl iml ky gufrf krI jfvFgy. qyry afsry mYN vI cfr awKr pVH jfAuNgf. nfly vIr jI ny vfadf vI kIqf ey ky mYN hr mhIny qYnUM PflqU pYsy Byijaf krUMgf. kuwJ afpF sB qoN vwzy Brf blvMq jI qoN mMgvf ilaf krFgy. ipqf jI ny vI qF pYsy Byjxy hI ny. jy bhuqf hoAu qF hostl qoN bfhr koeI Cotf motf kmrf lY ky rih lvFgy qy afp rotI tuk pkf lvFgy. rwb ny cfihaf qF jd qwk mYN jINdf hF qwd qwk nf qyrI pVfeI ruwku qy nf hI afpF kdy BuwKy izZ sOvFgy. qrlocn Xfr hoNslf rNwK, mYN vI qyry ibn aDUrf hF. jy qUM mYnUM Cwz ky ikqy clf igaf qF yr Jwilaf mYN vI pVfeI pUrI nhIN krnI. mYN vI qyry mgry itMz OVI cuwk ky iqwqr ho jfAuN. hux qrlocn dI afvf kuwJ kurKq ijhI ho geI. ibwlU qLUM ajyhI koeI mUrKqf nhIN kryNgf. qUM dyvqf vrgy afpxy vwzy vIr qy myry nfl vfadf kIqf sI ik mYN kdy quhfnUM ikfieq df mOkf nhIN idaFgf. smiJaf, afpxy bolF nUM pugfxf iewk mrd dy bwcy df kMm huMdf hY. qy nfly iewk krmXogI mhfn OjI df puwq hY. jdoN dI mYN qyry koloN qyry ipqf jI dI hwz bIqI suxI hY swc puwCyN mYN qF AunHF df ijvyN murId ho igaf hF. myry leI qF Auh pRyrnf sRoq bx gey ny. pqf nhIN qUM AunHF qoN syD nhIN lYNdf. Aus dIaF dlIlF ny mYnUM inrAuqwr kr idwqf sI.

keI idn bIq gey qy iewk idn qrlocn ny acfnk hI myry koloN vIh rupey dI mMg kIqI qy ikhf ky jy hYN ny qf dy dy pr ieh nf puwCI kfhdy leI cfhIdy ny. mYN ibnF iksI hIl hujq kIiqaF Jwt cup cfp rupey kwZ ky Aus nUM dy idwqy qy gwl afeI geI ho geI. mYN, rGbIr qy myjr iqMnoN kflj gey hoey sI. ipwCoN qrlocn afpxy QoVy bhuqy Kfs-Kfs smfn df ibsqr ijhf bMn ky pqf nhIN ikwDr clf igaf. ibwly Xfr mf krIN, quhfzy ro ro dy aihsfn Qwly myrf mn Guwtdf hY. mYN jy hor aYQy ies qrHF irhf qF myrf mIr qy axK hmyf leI axafeI mOqy mr jfxgy. mYnUM lwBx dI koi vI nf krnf. hF jy mYN jINdf irhf qF quhfnUM afpy lwB lvFgf. hfl dI GVI qF mYnUM ieh vI nhIN pqf ik mYN ikQy jfxf hY. mYN kI krnf hY qy myrI kI mMil hY. jwd mYnUM hI kuwJ nhIN pqf qF quhfnUM kI dwsF. KYr qusI u rihxf qy iewk dUjy df iKafl rwKxf. Ub idwl lf ky pVHnf. ibwly mYN afpxIaf ikqfbF qy nots qyry leI Cwz cilaf hF, fied qyry kMm af jfx. Kfs kr ky ibwilaf hux kdy vI iekwly rfqF nUM bfhr nhIN jfxf qy nf hI kdy CwlIaF BuMn ky KfxIaF ny. qUM hmyf myrIaF XfdF ivwc fml rhyNgf mYN ikqy vI qy iksy vI hfl ivwc rhF. yr keI sfl bIq gey qy qrlocn nfl kdy vI mulfkfq nf hoeI qy nf hI myrf Auh Xfr ikqy nrIN afieaf. mYN pVHfeI pUrI krky btfly ihr ivwc ieMzstRI ieMspYktr lwg igaf sF. acfnk 1965 dI jMg iCV geI. ro btfly dy Kyqr ivwc ikqy nf ikqy bMb rUr igrdf sI pr Pwtdf nhIN sI. hOlI hOlI lokF df vI bMbF qo zr ijhf lwQ igaf sI. jdoN rfq nUM blYk-afAut dy vyly koeI pfiksqfnI lVfkU jhf iblkul CwqF qy kOloN lMGdf qF cfnxIaF rfqF hox kfrn jhf dy nMbr qwk pVHy jf skdy sn. sB lokF ivwc mOq df sMnftf Cf jFdf qy cuPyry suMnmsfx vrq jFdI. iewk vihm ijhf idwlF ivwc qRbkdf ik hux vI mry qy hux BI mry . srkfrI nOkrI vfly bMdy afpxf hYz kuaftr Cwz ky ikqy afAut afP styn nhIN jf skdy sn. AunF idnF ivwc myry Ausqfd nMd lfl purI jI vI bhuq ibmfr rihMdy sn. mYN afpxI jfn qlI qy rwK ky AunHF nUM imlx jlMDr jFdf huMdf sI. ienHF idnf ivwc hI pqf nhIN ikQoN acfnk lwBdf lwBFdf iewk imltRI vrdI ivwc lYNs nfiek qy PIqy lfeIN pUry jo qy jlfl nfl Biraf iewk OjI jvfn ny af ky myrf bUhf KVkfieaf. mYN bUhf Koilaf qy Aus OjI jvfn qy nr pYNidaF hI mYN hwkf bwkf ijhf Aus nUM vyKdf hI rih igaf. pihlF qF Auh QoVf ijhf hwisaf qy yr boilafikvyN ibwilaf kfiem eyN. myry sB Mky Aus dI afvf ny mukf idwqy qy mYN iewk dm Aus dI pihcfn kwiZaF bol cAuiTaf Auey qrlocnf qUM! Oj ivwc? acfnk aYQy, myrf pqf ikQoN lwB ilaf ? iewko sfh ikMny hI svfl stYngMn ivwcoN inklIaF golIaF vFg mYN df idwqy. bfhr hI KVy nUM sB puwCI jfeyNngf ik aMdr mYnUM Dwky nfl vVnf pAU. asI dono hws pey! bVy icrF bfad awj mYN KuwlH ky hwisaf sF qy yr ikhf, ibwlf vI qyrf qy Gr vI qyrf hY. jI sdky, jI afieaf nUM! iewk vfr ir afpxy Xfr nUM Guwt ky jI pfeI qy yr aMdr Aus dy ivCoVy df sog Aux ipaf qy mYN zuskidaF ikhf- acfnk ikwQy Cwz ky clf igaf sI, yr koeI br sfr vI nhIN idwqI. qrlocn ny cyqy krvfieaf ik qYnUM Xfd hoxf ey, mYN afpxy q ivwc iliKaf sI ik mYN quhfzI pUrI br rwKFgf qy afpy hI lwB lvFgf. qy vyK mYN lwB ilaf ey qYnUM ibwilaf. mYN Aus nUM hwQIN pfxI df nlkf gyV ky nuhfieaf qy yr afpxf kuVqf pjfmF pfx nUM idwqf. asIN Zfby qoN mMgvf ky bVy icrF ipwCoN iewk vfr yr kwiTaF rotI KfDI. iesy dOrfn qrlocn ny afpxI sfrI hwz bIqI suxfeI. Auh bVy hI krVy sMGr ivcoN inkilaf sI. hux vI mOq Aus dy isr qy mMzrf rhI sI. lVfeI lwgI hoeI sI qy Aus dI izAUtI iblkul PrMt qy zyrf bfbf nfnk vfly bfrzr qy lwgI hoeI sI. ijQy hr vyly vrdIaF golIaF dI F F qopF dy goly bMkrF dy Aupr hr GVI aksr dhfVdy rihMdy. jhf alwg Cfpy mfrI krdy hoey AuproN bMbF dI brsfq kr rhy sn. bfrzr dy nyVly sfry ipMzF dy ipMz KflI krvf idwqy gey sn qF ky isvlIan jfnI nuksfn nUM bcfieaf jf sky. bws, dono pfsy qoN iafdf qr pMjfbI lV rhy sn. srhwdoN pfr muslmfn pMjfbI qy iewDroN iafdf qr iswK pMjfbI afpo ivwc lV mr rhy sn. dono pfsy lIzrF dI koJI isafsq jvfnF qy mfsUm bwicaF qy qIvINaF dIaF jfnF nfl iKlvfV kr rhI sI. mnuKqf nUM wbrI bfrUd Kuafieaf jf irhf sI.

mYN ajyhy hflfqF df vfsqf dy ky qrlocn nUM ikhf ik awj myry kol hI qUM ruk jf, kuwJ GVI qF iekwTf jI leIey. hfly qF mYN qYnUM rwj ky dyiKaf vI nhIN. qrlocn ny ikhf-3333 pihlF qYnUM qyrf qohf dy idaF, aYzf vwzf asr lwg igaf eyN hux qF Kfx pIx lwg igaf hovyNgf. Aus ny Joly ivwcoN iewk rm dI boql kwZ ky mYnUM py kIqI. afh lY qYnUM qyry iewk OjI Xfr df nrfnf. qyrf qohf isr mwQy Xfrf pr mYN pINdf nhIN. mYN ikhf. qrlocn ny ikhf pINdf qF mYN vI nhIN, cl iksy afpxy ipafry nUM dy dyvIN. KYr mYnUM hux iejfq dy. fied bfrzr qy myry ihwsy dI koeI golI mYnUM AuzIkdI hovygI. mYN yr Aus nUM ruk jfx leI qrlf kIqf. qrlocn ny ikhf- ibwly mOq qF AuQy lfmI hY qy eyQy vI ho skdI hY. jy iewQy mr igaf qF iewk OjI leI kuwqy dI mOq hovygI, jy AuQy bfrzr qy miraf qF vqn df hId kihlfvFgf. Gwto Gwt myrI Gr vflI nUM QoVI bhuq pYNn qF iml jfAUgI. ivcfrI aOKy-sOKy afpxy Coty-Coty bwcy qF pfl lvygI. Aus dy mhfn by ny mYnUM lfjvfb kr idwqf qy Aus dI dy pRsqI qy myrf isr rDf nfl myry ojI Xfr awgy Juk igaf. Ausny myry sfhmxy hI zyrf bfbf nfnk jfx vfly iewk ojI trwk nUM afp hwQ dy ky roikaf. PurqI nfl Aus ivwc cVH ky afpxI mOq ivafhux qur ipaf. Ausdy khy bd awj vI myry kMnF ivwc AuvyN gUMjdy ny qyry kol kuwqy dI mOq AuQy hId dI mOq hovygI. pihlF qF mYN Ausdf irxI sF, hux sfrf ihMdosqfn hmyf Aus OjI df irxI rhygf. afmIn.

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mYN pMjfb dy iewk sfDfrn ijhy iswK pirvfr ivwc pYdf hoieaf. myrf ipCokV BfvyN pyNzU sI pr ipqf jI dy PLOj ivc hox kr ky vwK vwK sLihrF, QfvF `qy vI irhfiesL krnI peI. myry mF jI bhu-pwKI sLKLsIaq sn. Auh dfnI, mnuwKqf nUM ipafr krn vflI aqy bVy hONsly vfly pMjfbx sI. huMdI vI ikEN nf. iewk qF PLOjI dI GrvflI aqy dUjf pMjF BrfvF dI iewko iewk CotI BYx. nfnf jI vI PLOj ivwc sn aqy AuhnF ny do ivsLv XuwD lVy sn. do iqMn murwby jLmIn dy aMgryjL srkfr ny idwqy hoey sn. nfnf jI dy qlKL qjrby sfzy sB leI sdf pRyrnf sroq bxy.
asIN pMj BYx-Brf sI. sB nfloN vwzy vIr blvMq isMG, dUsry bldyv isMG, qIjI BYx bljIq kOr, cOQI BYx blbIr kOr aqy sLfied myrI vfrI GridaF kol hor nF hI muwk gey sn, AuhnF myrf nF vI blbIr isMG hI rwK idwqf. bfkI vwzy BYx Brf ipMz qfieaf jI kol pVHdy sn aqy mYnUM ipqf jI qy bIjI, ijwQy PLYmlI hYzkuafrtr huMdf sI, nfl lY jFdy. kdy ikqy qy kdy ikqy. sLfied gwl 1942 dI hY, AudoN aMgryjLF df rfj sI, imltrI hspqfl ivwc aksr aMgryjL nrsF jF aYNglo ieMzIan nrsF huMdIaF sn. ipqf jI dI positMg sLfied lKnAU CfAuxI dI hoeI sI, sfzf Gr (kuaftr) lKnAU imltrI hspqfl dy nfl lwgdf sI. bIjI dwsdy sn ik iewk jYnF nF dI mym nrs aksr mYnUM GroN lY jFdI qy keI-keI idn nf moVdI. jYnF kihMdI, Xyh bybI qo iblkul hmfrf bybI lgqf hY. nIlI nIlI aFKyN, BUry bfl, gorf icwtf. imstr isMG Xyh bybI qo muJy dy do. mYN pflUMgI.
myrI BolI mF swc-muwc zr geI ik ikqy jYnF swcIN myrf puwq vlYq nf lY jfvy. bws bIjI iekwly mYnUM lY ky ipMz muV afey. ipqf jI ivcfry ipwCy mYWs dIaF rotIaF KFdy rhy.

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ipMz af ky rihx lwg pey. mYN sB nfloN Cotf sI. cfry BYx-Brf aqy ipMz vfly vI mYnUM bVf ipafr krdy. lfz nfl koeI ibwlf kihMdf aqy koeI ibwlU kih ky bulfAuNdf . bcpn ivwc QoVHf QoVHf sLrfrqI vI sI. bhuqf mn-mOjI ijhf aqy sLurU qoN hI msq mlMg aqy jjLbfqI vI sI.
iewk idn PLwtI pocdy pocdy dUjy bflF nfl mYnUM vI toBy (CwpV) ivwc nhfAux df cfE ciVHaf. kwpVy lfhydUjy muMizaF dI rIsIN mYN vI mwJ dI pUC PVH ky CwpV ivwc vV igaf. mwJ afpxI msqI ivwc hor qy hor zUMGy pfxI ivwc jfeI jfvy. mYN zrF. Dur aMdr jf ky mwJ ny mfVIaF ijhIaF nfsF pfxI qoN AuWqy nUM kwZIaF qy afp sfrI dI sfrI Qwly pfxI ivwc bYT geI aqy mYN lwgf goqy Kfx. iewk do vfr hwQ AuWqy qy eyDr Edr mfry aqy PLyr hwQU ijhf afieaf. mYN Qwly zuwbx lwgf. eyny nUM kuJ vwzy muMizaF ny dyK ilaf.
Eey AuWprilaF df ibwlf zuwb igaf! kihMdy kuJ qfrU muiMzaF ny mYnUM Ptf PLt bfhr kwiZaf. PLyr iZwz ivwcoN pfxI kwiZaf. sfry ipMz ivwc rOlf pY igaf. pihlF qF sfiraF roNidaF roNidaF iJVikaf aKy kmilaf! jy qYnUM kuJ ho jFdf qF!
myrI mF ny mYnUM sIny nfl lf ky lMmF hOkf ilaf, vy! pihlF mYN qYnUM isr sVIaF mymF qoN bcfieaf, hux qUM CwpV ivwc zuwb cwilaf sI. vy mYN qF luwtI jFdI!
qfieaf jI ny vI bVy hyrvy ikhf, bhU jy awj ibwly nUM kuJ ho jFdf qF mYN mlUk (ipqf jI df nfm) nUM kI jvfb idMdf?

muMzf kmlf ho igaY

sLfied ipMz ivwc sfzf hI afpxf pihlf KUh sI. iewko iewk ipMz ivwc pihlf sFJf KUh. bVI dUr dUr qIk imwtI dy AuWcy AuWcy Zyr lwgy hoey sn. QwilEN pfxI inkl afieaf sI. keI idn lf ky puMnUM qrKfx nyN PLlfeI lwkV dI vwzI sfrI gol cugfT ijhI GVI sI, ijsnUM sfry pfisEN lMby lMby mjLbUq rwsy pfey hoey sn. bhuq sfry bMdy rwsy PLV ky dUr qfeIN KVydo iqMn rfj imsqrI KUh dy Qwly AuWqry hoey sn. kfPLI iewtF vI ilaFdIaF peIaF sn. mYN Aucycy qOr qy EQy puwj igaf. qfieaf jI ny myrf hwQ PiVaf hoieaf sI.
ibwilaf awgy nf jfeIN! qfieaf jI ny qfiVaf. mYN qfieaf jI nUM Boly Bfa hI ikhf, qfieaf jI ies ivcfrI lwkVI nUM ikEN qusIN sfiraF ny jkiVaf hY. ieh ikwQy BwjI jFdI sI? kol KVy sfry jxy hws pey aqy PLyr qfieaf jI ny ikhf, nhIN kmilaf ies nUM hOlI hOlI asIN sfry KLUh ivwc Auqfr rhy hF. PLyr ies nUM Dur QWly itkf ky ies AuWqy hOlI hOlI iewtF icxFgy qy KUh AusfrFgy. PLyr mOx bxfvFgy, iPLr ies qy hlt lfvFgy. mYN puwiCaf, qy PLyr qfieaf jI? qfieaf jI ny jvfb idwqf, PLyr hlt gyV ky KLUh ivwcoN pfxI kwZFgy.
qy PLyr---qy PLyr qfieaf jIies ivcfrI lwkVI dI cOgfT nUM muV ky kdy koeI nhIN dyK skygf? qy ieh ivcfrI sdf leI Qwly hI grk ho jfvygI? kih ky mYN AuWcI AuWcI rox lwg ipaf. kuJ sMjIdf ho gey qy kuJ hwsx lwg pey. kihMdy, jdoN df ieh muMzf CwpV c zuwibaf, ies df zmfg TIk nhIN irhf. ies nUM iksy isafxy nUM idKfE.

huwky dI guV guV

mYnUM Xfd hY awj vI, sfzy Gr iewk hI pwkf kfmf sI. nF Ausdf sI virafm isMG. jwtF df muMzf sI. awKV. CotI ijhI Aumry Auh GroN lV ky aijhf sfzy Gr afieaf ik sfzy Gr df jIa bx ky rih igaf. qy PLyr sfzy Gr dIaF iqMn pusLqF Ausdy hwQIN jvfn hoeIaF. Auhdy ivhfr ivc afpxf px sI Gr `qy afpxf hwk vI smJdf sI aqy pUry rohb nfl rihMdf sI. kI mjfl Gr dI koeI vwzI CotI suafxI Aus dI dfl sbjLI ivc jLrf-mfsf Gwt mwKxI pf idaf kry! psMd nf afAuxI qF pYr dy pMjy `qy rwK ky kOlI sxy dfl ivhVy ivwc dy mfrnI. awgoN qfieaf jI ny kihxf, virafimaF! kwl qoN awDI bfltI dwuD qUM vfVy ivwc hI pI ilaf kr.
mYN Aus nUM lfz nfl qfieaf jI kihMdf sI. kdy kdy suhfgf mfridaF Aus mYnUM afpxIaF lwqF ivwc ibTf lYxf. kdy kdy mYN hl vfhux dI ijLwd krnI qF Aus hwsidaF kihxf, Coitaf srdfrf! pihlF hl dy muMnyy ijwzf qF ho jf. Ausdy leI cfeIN cfeIN cfh-pfxI lY ky jfxf aqy kdy Aus koloN bfqF suxn leI AusdI rjfeI ivwc vV ky bih jfxf. qfeI jI ny gflHF kwZxIaF, moieaf qyry vI jUMaF pY jfxgIaF. jy aONqrf sfPL suwQrf rihMdf qyrf qfieaf iesdf ivafh nf kr idMdf. AuWqoN awg lwgxf huwkf pIx dI ibmfrI pqf nhIN ikwQoN lf leI? mYN Ausdy leI hmysLF mGHdy koly pfQI `qy rwK ky lY jFdf aqy PLyr AuzIkdf rihMdf ik kdoN Auh guV guV dI afvfjL kwZUgf. eydF hI iewk idn mYN Ausdy leI koly lY ky afieaf, Ausny afpxf huwkf qfjLf kIqf aqy pqf nhIN kI-kI CMgx-mMgx kr ky iclm iqafr kIqf. ikqy acfnk vwCf rwsf KulHf ky gF nUM jf icMbiVaf. virafm isMG vwCy nUM bMnHx clf igaf, pqf nhIN mYnUM kI Jwl ciVHaf, mYN huwky dI nlI mUMh ivwc PLsf leI. lwgf PLUkF mfrn--- mYnUM kI pqf sI sfh aMdr nUM iKwcIdf ey jF bfhr kwZIdf ey. mYN AultI aMdr nUM PLUk mfr idwqI aqy sfrI iclm ivwc buJ geI. DUMaF DuaFKV ho igaf. eyny nUM AuWqoN virafm qfieaf vI af igaf. Aus af dyiKaf nf qf, myrI gwlHqy cpyV jV idwqI. Ausdy pwQr vrgy hwQ ny myrI gwlH qy nIl pf idwqf. qy PLyr Ausny huwkf vgfh mfiraf. mYN bONdilaf ijhf AuWcI-AuWcI ihckIaF lYx lwg ipaf. PLyr qfieaf virafm mYnUM sIny nfl lf ky vrfAux lwg ipaf- sHOiraf kfljf lUhxf sI---mYnUM mfPL kr dyh myry bwcy, mYN qyry qy hwQ cuwikaf---awj qoN qyrf qfieaf ies kulihxy huwky nUM kdy hwQ nhIN lfeygf.
iewk dm koeI nsLf Cwzxf ikhVf sOKf ey. pqf nHIN ipCly vIh-qIh sflF qoN hwzF ivwc ricaf hoieaf nsLf sI---. cMdry nsLy dI qot hwz pYr qoVx lwgdI, qfey nUM hfloN byhfl krn lwg pYNdI. qfey df isrV qF bhuq msLhUr sI. GridaF nfl iksy gwloN nrfjL hoieaf qF ipCly pMjfh-swT sflF qoN muV afpxy GridaF vwl mUMh vI nhIN sI kIqf. bQyry qrly imMnqF aqy hfVy kwZy sn Ausdy GridaF ny, pr qfieaf ts qoN ms nf hoieaf.
qfieaf ibmfr rihx lwg ipaf. mYN vI ipMzoN sLihr af ky afpxy mfqf ipqf nfl pVHn lwg ipaf. iewk idn qfieaf pwTy vwZx igaf.---acfnk pwTy vwZidaF brsIm ivwcoN AusdI AuNgl qy swp lV igaf. qfey ny Jwt rMby nfl afpxI AuNgl nfloN lfh idwqI, PLyr pwg nfloN pfV ky afpy vwZI hoeI AuNglI qy lIr bMnH leI. PLyr iewk awD vfr sLrfb df qUMbf lf ky pwtI bMnH leI. hOlI hOlI jLihr cVHdf igaf. qfieaf iqwKy qfp c hUMgx lwg ipaf. byhosLI dy aflm ivwc Aus Aucycy qOr `qy mYnUM Xfd kIqf. myry qfieaf jI nUM ikhf- sohx isaFjy ho sky qF myry Xfr puwqr ibwly nUM bulf dymYN Ausdy hwQF c mrnf cfhuMdFAuhI mYnUM awg lfvy--! sunyhf imldy hI asIN sfry Gr dy jIa ipMz phuMc gey. myry Xfr qfey ny myry hwQF ivwc dm qoiVaf. mYN pihlI vfr ieafxI ijhI Aumry iksy nUM mrdy vyiKaf. pihlF hwQIN awg idwqI qy PLyr---PLyr bQyrf BuwbF mfr ky roieaf. pr qfey df isvf qfey nUM svfh kr ky hI TMzf hoieaf.
BfvyN qfey virafmy nUM suafh hoey nUM keI dhfky ho cuwky hn, pr awj vI AusdIaF XfdF myry nfl ijAUNdIaF hn.

mwkI dIaF rotIaF

ipMz dI iewk hor Xfd mlkVy ijhy myry jLyhn ivwc qfjLf ho geI hY. mYN qIjI jF cOQI ivwc pVHdf sF. sfzf ipMz BfvyN Cotf ijhf icVI dy pMjy ijwzf sI pr ipMz ivwc bhuq pVHy ilKy aflHf aPLsrF dy kfrn ipMz ivwc pRfiemrI skUl aqy zfkGr 1907 df hI bixaf hoieaf sI. nfl lgdy keI ipMzF dy pfVHy dUroN dUroN cwl ky sfzy ipMz ivwc pVHn afAuNdy sn. BilaF vyilaF vyly sMn 1930 ivwc myry dfdf jI, puils dy vwzy aPLsr, idwlI dI cFdnI cONk cONkI qoN irtfier hoey sn. sfry AuhnF nUM vwzy Qfxydfr sfihb jF drogf sfhb jI kih ky siqkfr idMdy. bVf roab aqy adb mfx sI AuhnF df. ielfky dy nyVly ipMzF ivwc bVf aflIsLfn iqMn mMijLlf rMgly sLIisLaF vflf Gr 1920-25 ivwc bxvfieaf sI, jo awj qfeIN Esy sLfn nfl KVf hY. 1950-51 dI gwl hY. sfzf iewk sIrI huMdf sI, ijsdf pUrf nF qy mYnUM Xfd nhIN, sfry AusnUM moqI kih ky bulfAuNdy sn. Auh bhuq hI sunwKf aqy drsLnI jvfn sI. AusdI GrvflI vI iksy qoN Gwt nhIN sI. keI qF AuhnF nUM hfsy-TwTy ivwc hIr-rFJy dI joVI vI kihMdy sn. donF df bVf hI imlfpVf ijhf suBfa sI.
iewk idn mYnUM myry qfieaf jI ny moqI nUM ipMzoN bulfx leI afiKaf. mYN cfeIN cfeIN puwC puCf ky Ausdy Gr phuMc igaf. AuhnF dy idlF vFg AuhnF df ivhVf vI KuwlHf zuwlHf sI. iewk kwcf ijhf cuwlHf aqy svfr ky ilwpIaF hoeIaF kMDF AuWqy gfcxI nfl qoqy qy mor bxfey hoey sn. moqI dI GrvflI cONky ivwc mwkI dIaF rotIaF lfh rhI sI. moqI ny bVy adb aqy ipafr nfl sUq dI bxI mMjI ivhVy ivwc zfhI aqy AusdI GrvflI ny bVy lfz nfl puwiCaf, Coty srdfrf , rotI KfeyNgf? mYN ikhf Kf lvFgf. pihlF qF Auh hYrfn hoeI aqy PLyr Ausny afpxy pwlU nfl kYNh df Qfl pUMJ ky do qwqIaF qwqIaF mwkI dIaF rotIaF myrI QflI ivwc rwK ky AuWqy aMb df acfr Dr idwqf. mYN Esy mMjy AuWqy bih ky pUry suafd nfl rotIaF ctm kr leIaF. do gvFZxF pqf nhIN kI Gusr-musr krI jFdIaF sn.
awj vI AuhnF rotIaF ivclI apxwq, sLrDf aqy ipafr df jLfiekf mYnUM Xfd hY, pr Es vyly myrI qfeI ny myry Gr vfps muVidaF hI AUc-nIc aqy jfq-pfq df ivvfd CyV idwqf sI. mYN hws ky Boly px ivwc isrPL eynf hI ikhf sI, kI hoieaf jy mYN do mwkI dIaF rotIaF AuhnF dy Gr Kf afieaF, Auh dohvyN jIa vI qF sfzy GroN rojL rotI Kf ky jFdy ny, qusIN AudoN kdy rOlf nf pfieaf!
smF bVf blvfn hY. sfzf ipMz AuWjVdf AuWjVdf qkrIbn AuWjV hI igaf. koeI tfvF tfvF hI Gr rih igaf. qkrIbn pMjfh ku virHaF bfad mYN pRdysoN afpxy jwdI ipMz pwuijaf. sfzf Gr aqy kuJ hfxI qF khfxI ho cuwky sn aqy kuJ hfxI qF myry vFg KLsqf hflq ivwc sn. aOKy-sOKy afpxy sLrIky ivwcoN iewk BqIjy Guwg nfl rfbqf kfiem kIqf. kuJ nvIaF purfxIaF XfdF qfjLIaF kIqIaF. gwlF gwlF ivwc moqI df ijLkr afieaf. Aus ikhf, cfcf jI, Auh moqI qF hux ipMz dI sLfn bx igaf hY, hux qF srdfr moqf isMG kho. Asdy do puwq amrIkf ivwc zfktr ny. vwzI kfr ivwc pMj-swq sfl pihlF afieaf sI. afpxy ipMz dy skUl aqy hspqfl leI 10 lwK rupey dfn kr ky igaf, jFdy-jFdy ny quhfzy Gr kol afpxI kfr rukvfeI aqy puwiCaf, ies Gr dI sFB koeI krdf hY? mYN ikhf- mYN hI kdy vrHy iCmfhIN JfqI mfr lYnf hF. cfcf! Es ny Aucycy qOr qy quhfzy bfry puwiCaf ik ijhVf mlUk isMG df Cotf muMzf ibwlf huMdf sI, ijsnUM asIN sfry ipafr nfl Cotf gFDI vI kihMdy sF, AuhdI koeI AuWG suwG hY? Guwg ivcfry nUM moqI (moqf isMG) df kfrz qF nhIN lwiBaf pr mYnUM pMjfh sfl pihlF Auhdy KuwlHy zuwlHy idl vrgf ivhVf aqy ivhVy ivwc bYT ky KfDIaF mwkI dIaF rotIaF dI Xfd qfjLf ho geI.


sLgn

grmIaF dIaF CuwtIaF hoeIaF sn. mYN CyvIN jF swqvIN jmfq ivwc CfAuxI dy ivktr skUl ivc pVHdf sI. grmIaF dIaF CuwtIaF hoeIaF qF acfnk myrf ipMz jfx df pRogrfm bx igaf. koeI BYx Brf nfl jfx nUM rfjLI nf hoieaf aqy Xfr kwlHy hI qur pey. mF ny bQyrf smJfieaf ik qUM kdy kwilHaF sPLr nhIN kIqf pr mYN nhIN mMinHaf. aKLIr mfqf jI ny 2-4 prONTy acfr nfl bMnH idwqy aqy cfr joVy kwpVy Joly ivwc pf idwqy. afAux jfx dI itkt dy pYsy aqy kuJ jyb KLrcf vI idwqf. vwzy Brf ny sfiekl dy ipwCy ibTf ky CfAuxI dy stysLn qoN gwzI qy ibTf idwqf. vwzy Brf dIaF sfrIaF hdfieqF iewk kMnoN suxIaF aqy dUjy kMnoN kwZ idwqIaF. Bly vyilaF dI gwl hY- pMj-ds rupey bVI vwzI gwl huMdI sI. do hPLiqaF df KLrc qF mYN rsqy ivwc hI cfVH igaf. hOlI-hOlI afpxy purfxy afVIaF dy nfl rl ky pYsy AuzfAuxy sLurU kr idwqy. iewk bfbU nF df bMdf sI nfl dy ipMzoN. Auh cftI ivwc KwtI lwsI qy Bwly pf ky ilaFdf sI. kdy AuWn dI grm pwtI ivwc lpytI kulPLI gwPLy vflI, sMdUkVI ijhI ivwc pfeI huMdI sI. kuJ afVIaF ny do-cfr hwwd awT afny ivwc Kf lYxI. keIaF JolI Br dfixaF dI dyxI. Ausny bohV jF iCCry dy pwqy AuWqy do cfr CotIaF ijhIaF kqrF CurI nfl kwt ky pf dyxIaF qy asF pwql qy puaf ky Kf jfxIaF. KFdy KFdy EhI duwD dI imwTI lwsI bx jfxI. AusnUM vI pwql qoN cwt ky sfh lYxf. bws iewk do vfr Bwly aqy do ku vfr kulPLI Kf ky aqy afVIaF nUM Kuaf ky afpxI vfpsI df ikrfieaf vI bMny lf idwqf.
pYsy muwk gey qF rojL suxf ky ikhf krF, qfeI jI, mYN hux vfps jfxf hY. skUl KuwlHx vfly hn aqy mYN ikqfbF vI nfl nhIN ilaFdIaF. hfly qF jf ky hom-vrk vI krnf hY. keI hor bhfny lf ky vI afpxy muVn df sunyhf ijhf dyxf. awj Blk krdy krdy vIrvfr df idn af igaf. afKLr qfeI jI ny ikhf, cMgf kwlH pihlI gwzI cly jfeIN.
sLuwkrvfr nUM svyry hI sfiraF nUM iml ilaf aqy afpy afpxf Jolf vI iqafr kr ilaf . Joly ivwc rfh leI prONTy lY ky vI pf ley. PLyr do iqMn vfr qfeI jI dy pYrIN hwQ lf ky ikhf ik mYN cwldf hF. qfeI jI ny isr plos ky ikhf ik ijAUNdf rih puwqrf, iDafn nfl jfeIN, rfh ivwc sLrfrqF nf krIN, jFidaF hI iewk kfrz jLrUr iBjvf dyeIN ik qUM TIk Tfk phuMc igaf eyN. nhIN qF sfnUM iPLkr rhygf. bfhrly drvfjLy qy af ky mYN PLyr pYrIN hwQ lfieaf qy qfeI jI PLyr EhI hdfieqF, cMgf puwq kuvylf nf kr, ikqy gwzI nf KuMJ jfvy. cOQI vfr mYN awk ky ikhf, qfeI kI gwl aYqkIN sLgn nhIN dyxf. qfeI ny ikhf, hF hF puwq mYN qF Buwl hI geI gwlF c, awg lwgxf cyqf hI nhIN afieaf. qfeI ny pMj rupey sLgn dy idwqy aqy mYN sLukr kridaF suwK df sfh ilaf. PLyr stysLn nUM aYsI CUt vwtI ik gwzI cVH ky sfh ilaf. ies Dwky nfl ley sLgn dI nmosLI mYN kdy vI iksy nfl sFJI nhIN kIqI.


PLrmFbrdfrI

myry sB nfloN vwzy vIr jI blvMq isMG jI df bcpn qoN aMqly sfh (Aumr 72 sfl) qIk pVHfeI hI jnUMn aqy iesLt irhf. Auh pihlI jmfq qoN hI klfs ivwc tfp krn dy ajyhy afdI bxy, PLyr jfxoN AuhnF df ieh isrV bx igaf hovy. 1946 ivwc dsvIN pMjfb XUnIvristI lfhOr ivwcoN tfp kIqf, Auh vI iewk Coty ijhy ipMz ivwc rih ky. cfr mIlF df pYNzf rojL qih kr ky skUl jfxf aqy skUl qoN bfad cfr mIl vfps ipMz prqxf. kdy kdy Auh ibnF sfiekl qoN vI skUl jFdy sn. lfltYn dI mwDm ijhI rOsLnI ivwc dyr rfq qwk pVHnf aqy qVky AuWT ky PLyr pVHnf. mUMh hnyry hI skUl leI qur pYxf. kdy kdy Gr dy kMmF dI vgfr vI pUrI qrHF inBfAuxI pYNdI, bVI hI sfdI ijLMdgI. sfdI KLurfk dy bfvjUd vI Auh bulMd hONsly aqy isrVI isdk kfrn afpxI mMijLl qy phuMc hI jFdy aqy dUsiraF leI pRyrnf dy sroq bxy rihMdy. dUr dUr dy ipMzF qIk lok vIr jI dI imsfl idMdy sn. ijvyN kiuhMdy ny ik inwgr lwkV sMg lohf vI qr jFdf hY. asIN sfry Coty BYx Brf vwzy vIr jI df bhuq siqkfr mfx krdy. Ausdy awgy qF kI bolxf sI, kdy Ausdf nF vI lY ky nhIN sI vyiKaf. Auh vI sfnUM sfiraF nUM afpxy bwicaF vFg hI ingrfnI ivwc rwKdf. rwj ky ipafr krdf aqy pUrf roab vI rwKdf. vIr jI dy sdkf hI asIN Coty BYx Brf sfry hI cMgI aqy AuWc pwDrI ivwidaf hfsl kr sky. AuhnF sdkf hI myryy dUjy vIr jI bldyv isMG ny vI ieMjInIairMg dI mfstr izgrI hfsl kIqI aqy izptI zfierYktr afPL ieMzstrI lwigaf irhf aqy mYN mkYnIkl ieMjInIairMg df izplomf hfsl kIqf.
mYN keI vrHy ieMspYktr (ieMztsrI) lwigaf irhf. vwzy vIr jI ny aYm:aYs:sI[, aYm[ey ihstrI aqy aYm[ey[ iPLlfsPLI dIaF mfstr izgrIaF kIqIaF. ieh iqMnoN izgrIaF AuhnF ny tfp pujLIsLn qy rih ky hfsl kIqIaF. afpxy jIvn dy pRoPLYsLnl pVfvF ivwc ikqy pRoPLYsr aqy ikqy PLyr ipRMsIpl rhy. kYnyzf ivwc pYNqI sfl mYQymYitk pVHf ky irtfier hoey. pVHfeI dy nfl nfl vIr jI nUM cMgf sMgIq suxn df vI sLONk sI. klfsIkl sMgIq bfry AuhnF nUM cMgf igafn sI. Auh do iqMn imAUjLIkl ieMstrUmYNt vI ply kr lYNdy sn. mYNzolIan aqy vfieln AuhnF dy psMdIdf sfjL sn. sB qoN vwzI gwl AuhnF dI eynI sfdgI dy bfvjUd ik Auh eyny ieMtYlIjYNt ivakqI sn, Auh aMqly svfs qwk iewk stUzYNt hI bxy rhy, kdy mfstr nhIN bxy. iehI AuhnF dI sPLlqf df vwzf rfjL sI. sLfied iesy leI AuhnF kol bhupwKI igafn df BMzfr sI. Auh krmXogI afpxy igafn dy gwPLy loVvMdF nUM insLkfm vMzdf irhf. mYnUM mfx hY ik ajyhI mhfn sLKLsIaq dI mYnUM aMqly smyN koeI iqMn cfr sfl rwj ky syvf krn df mOkf imilaf.
ies smyN dOrfn asIN Xfr-Brf bx gey. kdy-kdy vIr jI lor ivwc af ky afpxy bwicaF nUM myry bfry kihMdy, ieh sLurU qoN myrf lfzlf puwqR-vIr aqy KLfs PLrmFbrdfr sI. iewk vfr ieh qIjI-cOQI jmfq ivwc pVHdf hoxf. koeI 9-10 sfl df hovygf. mYN ies nUM do iqMn vfr slyt qy svfl smJfieaf pr ies df iDafn bfhr Puwtbfl Kyzdy inafixaF ivwc sI. svfl ikwQy smJ ivwc afAuxf sI. mYN jfx ky slyt qoN svfl imtf idwqy aqy ikhf ik awCf hux afpy kr. ieh smiJaf huMdf qF krdf, mYnUM ies dy JUT qy pqf nhIN ikEN guwsf af igaf. mYN Puwtf mfiraf qy Auh vI tuwt igaf aqy mYN ikhf hux ijhVI sotI nfl mfr KfxIN eyN afpy qoV ky ilaf. ieh ivhVy ivwc lwgI vwzI sfrI inMm `qy cVHI jfvy aqy nfly zuskI jfvy. PLyr iesny iewk motI ijhI sotI qoV ky ilaFdI.. cMgI qrHF iCwl svfr ky aqy pwqy afid CFg ky myry kol af ky sotI myry hwQ ivwc idwqI. mYnUM iehdI PLrmFbrdfrI qy bVI dXf, ipafr aqy mmqf afeI. mYN sotI prHF vgfh mfrI aqy ies bwcy nUM Guwt ky sIny nfl lf ilaf. sLfied ieh pihlI aqy afKLrI mfr sI iesdI. mYnUM awj vI iesdI PLrmFbrdfrI qy nfjL hY. ies ny myrI skI Aulfd nfloN vD ky myrI syvf kIqI hY.
vIr jI ny moh aqy apxwq ivwc iBwj ky kihxf, myry sfAU, myry ibwly sLfh PLkIr! hux mYnUM ivdf kr ky hI ikDry jfeIN.
swc-muwc Es drvysL vIr ny myry hwQF ivwc hI aMqly pRfx iqafgy. mYN Aus vyly Ausdy isrhfxy suKmnI sfihb df pfT kr irhf sI. hfly qyhrvIN asLtpdI sLurU hI kIqI sI ik AuhnF ny afKLrI ihckI leI. bfkI bfrHF asLtpdIaF bfad ivwc AuhnF dy isrHfxy bYT ky sMpUrn kIqIaF.
 

icwqRkfrI

vYsy qF mYnUM icwqRkfrI df Buws bcpn qoN hI sI. pMjvIN CyvIN ivwc hI mYN kfPLI cMgI zrfieMg kr lYNdf sI. ihAUmYn portryt bxfAx dI mYnUM kfPLI muhfrq sI. iewk vfrI myry ies sLONk ny mYnUM kfPLI jLlIl vI krvfieaf aqy kuwt vI pvfeI. vwzy vIr blvMq isMG jI kol asIN iewk sfl iqMny Coty BYx-Brf isLmly ivwc pVHy ikAuNik ipqf jI dI duryzy bdlI ho geI sI. EQy nF qF PLYmlI stysLn dI shUlq sI aqy nF hI EQy BfsLf df igafn, ijhVf EQoN dy nvyN prvfsIaF leI iewk vwzI aOkV df kfrn sI. isLmly gOrimMt skUl zrfieMg aqy aYm[tI df iewk pIrIaz huMdf sI ijs ivwc bqOr hYNzI mYn lwkVI dI dsqkfrI isKfAuNdy sn. myrI zrfieMg bhuq vDIaf sI. ies kfrn mYN PLtf PLt afpxf zrfieMg pRfjYkt pUrf kr ilaf. myrf iewk jmfqI burI qrHF nfl atikaf hoieaf sI. keI vfr AusnUM mfr vI pY cuwkI sI. iewk idn mYN qrs Kf ky Ausdf pRfjYkt bxf idwqf aqy mfstr jI dy dsKLq vI ieMn-ibMn kr idwqy. mfstr jI df nfm rfm isMG sI pr Auh isrPL afr[aYs[ awKr hI pfAuNdy sn. jd mfstr jI ny myry sfQI nUM nvF pRfjYkt kridaF vyiKaf qF AusnUM puwC ilaf ik kI Ausny pihlf pRfjYkt kr ilaf hY? mfstr jI ny jdoN AusdI kfpI cYWk kIqI qF EQy hI isafpf pY igaf. do iqMn PwtIaF pYNidaF hI Auh bk ipaf ik myrf mfzl ibwly ny kMplIt kIqf hY. afp dy dsKLq vI ibwly ny hI kIqy hn. bws PLyr kI sI myrI qF afPLq hI af geI qy mYN klfs Cwz ky Bwj ilaf.
sfzf sfrf hI skUl Kyq ivwc sI. isLkfrI kuwiqaF vFg dUjy muMizaF ny mYnUM Gyr ilaf. BUqry muMizaF ny GsIt ky mYnUM mfstr jI kol lY aFdf. mfstr jI nUM pUrf roh ciVHaf hoieaf sI. do bFkF ivwc myry hwQ jkV ley aqy bVf BMinaf igaf. bVIaF gflHF kwZIaF ik hF, hF, qUM myry dsKLq ikAuN kIqy? dUjy idn vwzy vIr jI afpxy kMm qoN CuwtI lY ky myry nfl myry skUl afey qy imMnqF qrly kr ky smJOqf krvfieaf. iesdy bfvjUd vI myrf icwqRkfrI df sLONk mwTf nF ipaf. PLyr ipqf jI dI bdlI pUny, ikrkI (mhFrfsLtr) ivwc ho geI. EQy kfPLI pMjfbI rihMdy sn aqy mYN iewQoN hI awTvIN aqy nOvIN klfs pfs kIqI. ihMdI, mrfTI, aMgryjLI aqy sMsikRq cfr BfsLfvF nfl nONvIN krn nfl mYnUM iehnF BfsLfvF df igafn hfsl hoieaf. iewQy mYnUM icwqRkfrI bfry bhuq kuJ iswKx df mOkf vI imilaf. iewQy mYN vftr pyNitMg, afiel pyNitMg aqy nyl (nOhF) nfl vI portryt bxfey. hux myrf bhuqf smF icwqRkfrI ivwc bIqdf.
iewk vfr mYN iekwlf hI pUny qoN muV ky vwzy Bfa jI kol isLmly phuMc igaf aqy iewQy hI pVHn lwg ipaf. dsvIN klfs AuhnF dy jLyry sfey pfs kIqI. iehnF idnF ivwc hI ipqf jI dI bdlI PLyr qoN jlMDr CfAuxI dI ho geI aqy asIN sfry BYx Brf muV ky jlMDr iekwTy ho gey. dovyN vwzy Brf qF afpo afpxI jfb krdy sn aqy BYxF dI vI lwgBwg pVHfeI pUrI ho cuwkI sI. hux sB df iDafn myry vwl sI aqy mYnUM rwj ky pVHfAux qy jLor idwqf jf irhf sI. sB ny myry AuWqy afpxIaF afsF lf rwKIaF sn. vwzy vIr jI mYnUM KLUb pVHf ilKf ky pRoPLYsr afid bxfAuxf cfhuMdy sn aqy ipqf jI imltrI aPLsr. bldyv vIr jI mkYnIkl ieMjInIairMg dy KLyqr ivwc pfAuxf cfhuMdy sn . pr mYN klkwqy sLFqI inkyqn ivwc cfr sflf afrt df izplomf krnf cfhuMdf sI. quhfnUM sB nUM qF pqf hI hY ik pMjfb ivwc qF aYgrIklcr qy hI jLor hY. kwly klcr afrt nUM iewQy kOx puwCdf hY? sfry kihx qUM sLudfeI ho igaf hYN. ipqf jI ny ikhf ik ieh sLONk horF sUibaF ivwc hI PLwbdy ny qy qUM BuwKf mryNgf. sfrI Aumr bfkI BYx-BrfvF koloN mMg ky KfeyNgf. kmilaF vFg rMg aqy bursLF df QYlf cuwkI iPLryNgf, kuJ qF akl nUM hwQ mfr. ieho ijhIaF nsIhqF mYnUM sB ny idwqIaF. mYN bQyry hwQ pYr mfry aqy afpxI klf aqy hunr dIaF duhfeIaF idwqIaF pr iksy ny iewk nf mMnI. bldyv vIr jI df ieMzstrI izpfrtmYNt ivwc cMgf rsUKL sI aqy AuhnF mYnUM sonIpq, jo awj kwlH hirafxy ivwc hY, dfKLlf duaf idqf. Bfa jI ny mYnUM smJfieaf aqy ikhf ik qUM EQy iekwly ny hostl ivwc rihxf hY, pVHI vI jfeIN aqy nflo nfl afpxI icwqRkfrI df sLONk vI pUrf krdf rhIN. iewk vfrI mkYnIkl df izplomf kr lY PLyr mYN qYnUM cMgI nOkrI duaf idaFgf. PLyr qUM jo mrjLI krIN, cfhy sfrI qnKLfh dy rMg aqy bursL hI KLrId leIN. gwl kI sfiraF rl ky myrI kUhxI nUM guV lf hI idwqf aqy mYN sonIpq mkYnIkl ieMjInIairMg df izplomf krn lwg ipaf.
myrf iewQy pUrI qrHF nfl idl nf lwigaf. bws iewk smJOqf hI smJo! ikwQy sohl klf dy nrm nrm bursL qy supinaF dy swqy rMg aqy ikwQy qpdIaF BWTIaF aqy msLInF dI Twk-Twk. AuWproN aplfiez mkYink aqy tirgnomYtrI dy nfl nfl mkYnIkl zrfieMg. sfrf kuJ ruwKf ruwKf aqy KLurdrf ijhf, sB kuJ isr Kpfx vflf. bVf aOKf aqy bybws ho ky qflmyl ibTFdf, pr kdy kdy klf df mrdf sLONk mYnUM bfgLI bxf idMdf. do-icwqI ivwc prYktIkl krdy smyN afey idn koeI nf koeI aYksIzYNt huMdf, swtF lwgdIaF rihxIaF. ikvyN nf ikvyN pihly sfl dy Cy swq mhIny kwZy. keI muMzy qF pihly sfl ivwc hI ivwcoN Cwz ky Bwj gey pr mYnUM sfry GridaF dy ipafr aqy hwlfsLyrI ny Bwjx nf idwqf. PLyr mYN dsMbr dy vwzy idnF dIaF CuwtIaF ivwc cfeIN-cfeIN mF kol ds idnF leI Gry afieaf. mF ny vI Edry puwqr dI KLfs Aucyc kIqI. hr qrHF df mn BfAuNdf Kfxf bxf-bxf ky Kuafieaf. myrf vfps jfx nUM AuWkf hI mn nf kry,pr vfps qF jfxf hI sI aqy mYN mn mfr ky vfps sonIpq prq igaf. myrf sLONk dm qoVdf irhf aqy aMq mYN sonIpq qoN mkYnIkl ieMjInIairMg df izplomf hfsl kr ilaf aqy myrf icwqRkfrI df sLONk ikqy ipwCy rih igaf. mYN icwqRkfr bxdf bxdf mkYnIkl ieMjInIar bx igaf.

 


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          mYN jlMDroN cwl ky sonIpq, apxI pVHfeI jfrI rwKx leI af qF igaf sI pr Aucft idl nfl guaficaf guaficaf hI quiraf iPrdf. kdy hostl ivWc hI, apxy kmry ivWc bYTf rihMdf. kdy kdfeIN kfilj qoN isWDf hostl prqx df nF nf lYNdf. bs, aYvyN hI dyr rfq qIk Btkdf rihMdf. ijs iBafnk ryl hfdsy dy KOPL qoN mYN ijMnf bcxf cfhuMdf, Enf hI AusdIaF KrUdI XfdF mYnUM aksr hI JkfnI dy ky myry ijLhn ivWc mlkVy ijhy vV ky, ieWk bIqI iPLlm rIl vFg cwlx lwg pYNdIaF. mYnUM plF iCxF ivWc hfloN byhfl kr idMdIaF. jfxo, mYN iPr iksy axjfxy ijhy KOPL qoN kMb jFdf. Pyr keI keI GMty, kdI kdI keI keI idn vI lwg jFdy, mYnUM muV qoN suKfvIN hflq ivWc aFidaF aFidaF. sLfied iesy krky hI myry Xfr bylI Kfs krky iqRlocn qy rGvIr, myrf Aucycf hI iDafn rwKdy. mYnUM Gwt vwD hI iekwilaF rihx idMdy sn. Auh jfx ky mYnUM iksy nf iksy idmfgI jF ijsmfnI ruJyvyN ivWc AulJfeI rwKdy. iesy qrHF kridaF krFidaF grmIaF dIaF CuwtIaF af geIaF. qkrIbn sfry hI muMzy jf cuwky sn. kuJ qF bhuqy hI kfhly, cfeIN cfeIN Ausy hI idn, kuJ ku agly idn apxy apxy GrIN cly gey sn. aKIr nUM rGvIr qy iqRlocn vI myry qrly imMnqF krdy, Qwk hfr ky donoN ivcfry apxy apxy ipMz cly gey. hux jfxo, mYN kwlm-kwlf hI apxy hostl ivWc rih igaf sI. hostl df lMgr Gr vI bMd ho cuwkf sI. cOkIdfr aqy hostl dy suprzYNt ny vI mYnUM afKrI icqfvnI dy idWqI sI ik kwlH qfeIN kmrf KflI hoxf cfhIdf hY, kihx lwgf, qUM BfvyN ikqy vI jfh, asIN sfry hostl nUM ijMdf lfAuxf hY.

          hux, mrdf kI nf krdf, apxf ink-suwk df Jolf lY ky sonIpq dy Coty ijhy stysLn qy af igaf. ieWk lMbI AuzIk qoN bfad, sLfmI jlMDr jfx vflI EhI gwzI Pyr PV leI.

          BfvyN hOlI hOlI sPLr qF Gt irhf sI pr rfq dy sMnfty nfl myrf KOPL vDdf jf irhf sI. ijvyN ijvyN mohrI stysLn nyVy nyVy afeI jFdf, myrf idl hor GtI jFdf ik ikqy awj Pyr iesy mnhUs stysLn qy gwzIaF dI twkr nf ho jfvy. rfq dy qkrIbn ieWk vjy dy nyVy gwzI mohrI stysLn qy phuMcI qy Pyr CyqI hI AuQoN cwl peI. mYN rwb df lwK lwK sLukr kIqf ik ajy koeI nvF Bfxf nhIN bIiqaf. jfxoN, mYN burI qrHF sihimaF ipaf hovF, pqf nhIN ikAuN idl jLor jLor nfl DVk irhf hovy qy awKF ivWc mwlomwlI hI Drl Drl hMJU vih rhy hox. mYN jfx buwJ ky muVky apxIaF awKF KolHxf nhIN sI cfhuMdf. iesy iKWcoqfx ivWc gwzI qF icrokxI aMbflf plytPfrm qy KVI sI.

          acfnk hI ieWk aDyV Aumr dy bjLurg ny myry moZy qy hwQ rwK ky ikhf, kI gwl kfkf, qUM ieQy Auqrnf nhIN? gwwzI qF kdoN dI KflI ho cuwkI hY.

          mYN awBVvfhy AuiTaf qy bVbVfieaf, mYN[[[ mYN vI aMbfly kYNt hI Auqrnf sI[[[ aMbflf kYNt af vI igaf?.

          hF byty, icroknf af igaf, Aus BfeI ny awgo ikhf.

hF, hF mYN vI ieQy Auqr ky awgoN jlMDr jfx vflI gwzI PVnI hY. kI qusIN vI bjLurgo?

hF hF mYN vI, pr mYN qF KMnf mMzI Auqr jfxf hY

asIN dovyN awgV ipWCV dUjy plytPfrm qy cly gey. EQy jf ky asIN ieWk invykly ijhy bYNc qy bYT gey. bs, kuJ srsrI ijhIaF gwlF hoeIaF, kuJ dyr bfad Auh AuNGlfAux lwg ipaf. mYN Pyr apxIaF socF ivWc guafc igaf. acfnk plytPfrm qy afx ky hrIduafr pisMjr rukI qy lokF dy rOly rwpy ny BfeI dI nINd qy myrI soc nUM qoiVaf. asIN dovyN vI awgV ipWCV Aus gwzI dy sfhmxy zwby qy svfr ho gey. mYN qF PurqI nfl bfrI dy kol apxI sIt mwl ky bih igaf qy BfeI vI svfrIaF ivc GusV ky bih igaf. afiKr koly dy ieMjn ny kfPLI cIk ichfVf pf ky gwzI iKWc hI leI. gwzI hOlI hOlI KfmosL sMnfty qy hnyiraF nUM cIrdI qy lMbIaF lMbIaF axQwk loh-lfeInF drVdI drVdI PLwrfty Brn lwg peI. mYN kdI awKF pfV pfV bfhrly sMnfty dy pfr dyKxf cfhuMdf. Pyr kdy kdfeIN tfvIN tfvIN mwDm ijhI koeI bwqI njLr aFdI qy Pyr dyKidaF dyKidaF awKoN EJl ho jFdI. Pyr koeI Cotf motf stysLn aFdf qy af ky clf jFdf. sLfied hI eyny qVksfr koeI musfiPLr EQy cVHdf jF Auqrdf hovy. ijvyN gwzI ieMjn cflk, gfrz qy stysLn dy mulfijLm sfry dy sfry hI bVI byruKI nfl apxI apxI Kfnf-pUrI krdy hox. iesy BMnqoV ivWc mYN pqf nhIN kdoN luiDafxf stysLn qy phuMc igaf sI. BfvyN qVky dy cfr-pMj df vkq sI pr Pyr vI vwzf stysLn hox krky kfPLI cihl pihl sI.

mYN bfrI vflI sIt qy bYTf, aYvyN hI lokF dI afvfjfeI ivWc lIn bfhr qwk irhf sI. acfnk myry iblkul koloN dI ieWk mwDm ijhI afvfjL peI - hfey jI[[[ hfey jI koeI solF sqfrF sflF df grIbVf ijhf muMzf bVI hI KLsqf hflq ivWc Coty Coty AuWGVy dugVy ruwKy vfl, mYly kucYly KLfkI ijhy kpVy, hwQ ivWc pqf nhIN kI lohy dIaF qfrF df iCWkU ijhf PiVaf hoieaf sI. dubfrf Pyr myry kol EvyN hI hfey jI hfey krdf lMiGaf. jfxo Auh AunINdry df BMinaf sI. jfxoN Auh ivcfrf bysurqI ivWc hI apxf gyVf lf irhf sI. aYqkIN mYN Aus nUM rok ky puwC ilaf, kI gwl, hfey hfey jI krI jfnf eyN, KLYr qF hY?

hfey jI, nhIN[[[ cfey jI[[[ cfh ilafvF quhfzy leI? jfxo Aus ny qrwBk ky ikhf.

cMgf, iPr do grmf grm hfey jI lY af awgoN mYN vI Aus nUM Ausy ton ivWc ikhf.

cMgf, awCf jI kih ky Aus clf igaf. eyny nUM Aus dI guafcI pihcfx Aus df ipWCf krdI krdI, keI vrHy ipWCy clI geI. Jtpt sfrIaF XfdF apxy bcpn dy ivCVy hfxI nUM Gyr ilafeIaF hYN, ieh EhI qF hY[[[ hfey! ies ivcfry dI eynI mMdVI hflq ikvyN? jfxoN mYN kMb igaf hovF. aYny nUM Auh lohy dy iCWkU ivWc do iglfs grmf grm BfPF mfrdI cfh lY ky af igaf. mYN Aus nUM zwby dy aMdr vV ky nfl dI sIt qy bihx dI gujLfirsL kIqI. Auh iJjkdf iJjkdf aMdr af ky myry sfhmxy vflI sIt qy bih igaf. mYN Aus dy hwQoN cfh df iglfs PV ilaf aqy dUjy hwQ nfl dUjf iglfs afpy iCWkU ivWcoN kwZ ky, Aus nUM PVfAuNidaF ikhf, lY ksLmIr, qUM vI pI lY.

mYN[[[ mYN ksLmIr[[[ k[[[ sL[[[ mI[[[ r, nhIN nhIN, qYnUM jLrUr koeI glqI lwgI huxI ey Auh jfxoN ieWkdm qRBwk igaf hovy. Auh AuWT ky Bwjx lwgf. mYN awgoN Guwt ky Aus dI bFh PV leI. pihlF Auh QoVHf qVPVfieaf pr Pyr CyqI hI TTMbr ky bih igaf. ieWk dm Aus dIaF awKF syjl ho geIaF jfxoN Aus df ieWk dm gwc Br afieaf hovy. Auh kuJ pl qF mYnUM bVy hI gOh nfl zOr-BOiraf ijhf ho ky dyKdf irhf, Pyr Aus ny myrIaF nIlIaF awKF ivWc ijvyN apxIaF awKF gwz idWqIaF hox qy ikhf, ikqy qUM Xfr blbIr ibWlf qF nhIN?

hF, hF mYN EhI qyrf bcpn df Xfr, ibWlf hI hF. sfzIaF dohF dIaF ieWk dm BuwbF inkl geIaF. mYN AuWT ky Aus nUM jwPI pf leI. ikMnI dyr asIN ieWk dUjy dI ihWk nfl icMbVy rhy. pihlF mYN Aus dy hMJU pUMJy, Pyr Aus ny apxy gMdy ijhy Jwgy nfl myry hMJU pUMJy. Pyr mYN hI cuwp nUM qoV ky, gwl nUM awgy qoridaF Aus nUM ikhf, Xfr ksLmIr, ieh arsL qoN PLrsL qy ikvyN af igaf? ieh kI hfl qUM apxf bxf ilaf ey? qyry mF ipE, qyrf Gr-bfr sfry ikWQy gey? qYnUM ieh KLsqf hfl ivWc dyK idl dihl jFdf ey jfxoN mYN ieWk sfh ivWc hI Aus qy svflF dI JVI lf idWqI hovy.

ivcfry ksLmIr ny ieWk lMbf ijhf hOkf Biraf, qUM KusL rih, ibWilaf Xfrf, kI lYxf qUM awly jLKLmF nUM AuDyV ky. bVI hI lMbI khfxI hY myrI brbfdI dI imWqrf. qYnUM qF pqf hI hY ik ies brbfdI dI Kfs ijLMmyvfr hor koeI nhIN, isrPL qy isrPL mYN qy myrI mF kihMdf kihMdf Auh ivcfly hI gwl Cwz ky Auqrn lwgf. mYN Pyr bVI apxwq qy qrly ijhy nfl Aus nUM muV ibTf ilaf, bih vI jf sLIiraf, nhIN qF mYN vI gwzI Cwz ky qyry nfl hI Auqr jfxf ey.

nhIN nhIN, qUM nf Auqr, mYN hI qyry nfl cwldf hF. asIN qF aksr hI ieWk do stysLn ieDr EDr Btkdy rihMdy hF. Auh muV ky EQy hI bih igaf. Pyr asIN dovyN vrqmfn qoN Cy swq sfl ipWCy cly gey. kdI asIN dovyN jlMDr CfAuxI dy ivktr skUly pVHdy huMdy sI, ieWko hI zYsk qy bihxf, kwiTaF vMz ky awDI CuwtI nUM rotI KfxI. mYnUM zrfieMg bxfAux df bVf sLOk huMdf sI qy mYN hfkI df cMgf plyar vI sI. skUl dI jUnIar tIm ivWc Puwl bYk vjoN Kyzdf sI. sLIry nUM ikWsy pVHn df bVf sLOk sI Kfs krky iPLlmI qy kfmuk ikWsy bVy hI cMgy lwgdy. kdy kdy Auh skUloN bMk mfr ky iqMn qoN Cy vflf sLoa dyKx clf jFdf qy apxf bsqf myry bsqy ivWc quMn jFdf. isnmf dyK ky isWDf myry Gry phuMc jFdf. EQy asIN kwTy myrI mF kol cuwlHy awgy bih ky ijdo ijdI rotIaF KfxIaF qy myry hI Gry myry nfl sLIry ny sON jfxf. kdy kdy mYN vI sLIry dy Gry clf jFdf, rotI, cfh-pfxI qwk sIimq rihMdf ikAuNik myry Gr dy mYnUM GroN bfhr sOx dI AuWkf iejfjLq nhIN sn idMdy. ies df ipqf srdfr bKsLIsL isMG cImf myry ipqf jI qoN ieWk rYNk AuWpr sI. sLIrf mfipaF df kwlf kwlf puwq sI sLfied iesy leI mF dy lfz ipafr ny ies nUM bhuqf hI cOV kIqf hoieaf sI. ipE qoN corI mF ies nUM KulHy pYsy Krcx nUM dy idMdI sI. pr sfzy Gr ivWc asIN pMj BYx Brf sI. mYN Gr ivWc sB nfloN Cotf sI. sfry hI GridaF dI myry qy pUrI ingrfnI rihMdI sI. sfry hI Gr dy mYnUM rwj ky ipafr krdy sn pr jy ikqy koeI glqI ho jFdI qF sfrf twbr vfrI vfrI myrI TukfeI vI krdf. sfry BYx BrfvF df pVHfeI qy pUrf jLor sI. dovyN vwzy Brf qF aksr apxI jmfq ivWc awvl aFdy sn sLfied iesy leI sfry hI myrI pVHfeI qy Kfs qvwjo idMdy sn. sfry hI BYx Brf rl myry mfqf ipqf nUM kihMdy, afpF sfiraF ny rl ky ibWly nUM KUb pVHfAuxf ey. hux qF asIN sfry hI pVHx vfly hF qy ipqf jI kwly sfnUM pVHfAux vfly ny qy Pyr asF sfiraF ny rl ky ibWly nUM KUb pVHfAuxf hY. gwl kI, rojL myrf hom-vrk cYWk huMdf sI aksr myry nfl idaF muMizaF qoN vI myrI puwC-igWC huMdI rihMdI. kdy kdy Gr df koeI jI myry skUly gyVf mfr aFdf, Kfskr bfpU jI qF myry mfstr nUM Aucycy qOr qy imlky kihMdy, mfstr jI, muMzf quhfzy hvfly kIqf ey, bs jLrf cMz ky rwKxf. bs Pyr kI, mfstr jI hor BUqr jFdy, sgoN dUjy muMizaF nfloN mYnUM bhuqI sjLf idMdy ijvyN AunHF ny myry BivWK df Kfs Tykf ilaf hovy. lwK bMdsLF dy bfvjUd vI hOlI hOlI myry qy ksLmIry dI sMgq df rMg cVHxf sLurU ho igaf sI. ieWk do vfr mYN vI skUloN sLIry nfl Bwj ky KUb aYsL kIqI, bwqy pIqy, Coly BtUry KfDy qy bflUsLfhIaF vI KfDIaF; bfad ivWc mMzUaf vI vyiKaf.

          sLfied ieh myrI ijLMdgI dI pihlI iPLlm sI. asIN rfj kpUr dI iPLlm avfrf kI dyKI, asIN afp dovyN idn-b-idn avfrf huMdy gey. pUry ZITF vFg JUT qy JUT bolx lwg pey. gwl hor awgy vD geI, klfs dy mfstr ny nfvF kwtx dI DmkI dy idWqI qy ikhf, apxy apxy GridaF koloN icWTI aqy AunHF nUM nfl lY ky afE qF quhfnUM hYWzmfstr jI dy awgy pysL krnf hY. gwl kI, donF nUM ipWsU pY gey, hux kI bxU[[[ bfpU qF sfzy dohF dy aVb POjI ny bs, iesy musLikl qoN zrdy hux lgfqfr skUloN gLfieb rihxf sLurU kr idWqf. sLIrf aksr sLyKicWlIaF vFg inWq nvIaF nvIaF skImF GVdf rihMdf. kdy kihMdf, afpF GroN Bwj ky bMbeI cly jfvFgy, EQy jf ky iPLlmF ivWc kMm kiraf krFgy. mYN awgoN Gbrf ky ikhf, bMbeI jfx leI ikrfieaf ikQWoN ilafvFgy? nfly, EQy ikhVIaF sfzIaF mfvF bYTIaF ny ijhVIaF sfnUM Qfl pros ky dyxgIaF?

qUM vI ibWly Xfr, bVf hI PosV hYN. jLrf hONslf qF rwK, sB TIk ho jfvygf. bs, qUM muT rwK. hux, pihlF afpF isnmf Gr ivWc koeI nvF ijhf sfeIkl corI cwk ky, vyc ky KUb aYsL krFgy. hor nhIN qF do rMby lY ky Gfh Kod ky vyicaf krFgy. ibWly, ieWk hor ies qoN vI sOKf qy rock pRogRfm, afpF gwzIaF ivWc kilWp qy kMGIaF vyicaf krFgy. nfly sYr dI sYr, kmfeI dI kmfeI, jfxo, mYN qF AusdIaF sLyKicWlIaF vflIaF inWq nvIaF skImF sux sux ky ieWk dm Dur qwk kMb igaf. ieWk axjfx KOPL myry mfsUm ijhy idl idmfg nUM sqfeI jFdf sI. hux swp dy mUMh kohVikrlI vflI gwl ho geI sI. nf Gr dwsx Xog irhf qy nf hI skUl jfx dI ihMmq ho rhI sI, jfvF qF jfvF ikWQy? jfxo, hwQIN idWqIaF gMZF nUM dMdF nfl KolHxf pY irhf sI. ijAuN ijAuN idn vDdy jFdy, gMZF hor pIzIaF ho rhIaF sn. iesy iKcoqfx dy dOrfn, awk ky mfstr jI ny sfzy dohF dy GrIN muMzy Byj idWqy. muMizaF ny vI pUrf imrc msflf lgf ky sfzIaF krqUqF GridaF nUM dwsIaF. bs, Pyr kI sI, afeI sLfmq. mYnUM qF Gr vVidaF hI dboc ilaf igaf, qkVI igWdV-kuwt hoeI myrI.

          bQyrf mYN apxI mF dy qrly kIqy, lylVIaF leIaF ik ieWk vfrI bcf lY mYnUM myrIey aMmVIey. myrI qObf! Pyr kdy nhIN krdf bs ieWk vfr[[[ pr myrI mF ny ikWQy mMnxf sI, sgoN kihx, ies awg lwgxy nUM awj jfnoN hI mfr idE ijvyN mYN Aus df skf puwq nf hovF. Aus idn acfnk eynI byruKI vrqI sfry twbr ny. iksy ny mYnUM cuwp nf krfieaf, nf hI iksy mYnUM rotI idWqI. kwlIaF iJVkF, mfr qy lfhnqF nfl hI iZWz Brnf ipaf. agly idn, skUl ivWc vI mfstr jI ny rVy mYdfn ivWc sfiraF dy sfhmxy mYnUM bwkry vFg Zfh ilaf. mYN bQyrf roieaf, ipWitaf pr jy Gr ivWc nf iksy suxI sI, bfhr kOx suxdf. bVI hI kuwqy-hfxI hoeI. Auh qF Blf hovy pI[tI[ mihMgf isMG df ijs bc bcf krvf idWqf, kihx lwgf, hor nf mfro. jy mUloN hI Bwj igaf qF myrI hfkI dI tIm Krfb ho jfeygI.

          bVI hI sKqfeI, krVI ingrfnI qy nmosLI hyT kuJ idn kwZy. ipqf jI dI acfnk pUnf, mhfrfsLtr ivWc bdlI ho geI Pyr iqMn cfr sfl EQy hI pVHnf ipaf.

awgoN qyry nfl Aus idn kI bIqI, qUM dws dy, mYN ksLmIr nUM puwiCaf. Aus ny lMbf sfh ilaf qy ikhf, kfsL! qyry vrgf hI slUk myry Gr dy myry nfl krdy qF ieh idn nf dyKxy pYNdy. swc puwCyN qF Ausy idn qoN hI myrIaF brbfdIaF df muwZ bwJf. kfsL! myrI mF ny vI qyrI mF vFg kuJ dyr leI sIny qy pwQr rwK ilaf huMdf qy Auh ieklOqy puwq dI mmqf ivWc aMnHI nf hoeI huMdI!

          myrI mF ny bs eynf hI ikhf, vYsy qF puwqrf qUM mfVf hI kIqf ey pr cMgf hoieaf Aus vyly Gry mYN hI kwlI sI jdoN sLkfieq lY ky qyry jmfqI afey sn[[[ mYN iksy qrHF sFB ilaf. qYnUM qF pqf hI ey qyry ipE df guwsf, Aus qF qYnUM QF hI mfr dyxf sI. hux dI GVI qF qUM puwqrf, afh lY do sO rupey qy apxy nfnky vg jf. Pyr kuJ dyr bfad apxy Coty mfmy qy mfmI nUM nfl lY ky af jfvIN, jd qwk gwl vI kuJ TMZI pY jfAUgI.

          gwl TMZI huMdI qF Gry muVdf, ijvyN nfnikaF dy lfz ipafr ny bldI qy hor qyl pf idWqf hovy. inWq nvIaF gusqfKIaF, nvyN nvyN pMgy, kdy iksy dy btUey ivWcoN pYsy kwZ lYxy, Gr ivWc klysL pYxf; kdy iksy mfmI dIaF tUmF cwk ky vyc dyxIaF. afiKr, nfnky vI kd qfeIN myry awKVpx qy krqUqF nUM brdfsLq krdy. hOlI hOlI Cotf motf hwQ aFZ guaFZ vI mfrny sLurU kr idWqy. ibgfny puwq kdoN ilhfj krdy, mYN ikhVf sfry muhwly df dohqrf sI. gwl Tfxy qwk phuMc geI. hvflfq dy bMd drvfijLaF nfl nfnikaF ny vI sdf leI apxy drvfjLy Zo ley. koeI pYrvfeI nhIN kIqI. pulIs dI aMnHI mfr ny mYnUM AuWkf hI ZIT bxf idWqf, jfxo, myry leI sfry hmdrdI dy drvfjLy bMd huMdy gey qy nrk dy drvfjLy KulHdy gey.

awk ky ieWk idn,  keI idnF df BuwKf ipaf sF, ibnF itkt hI gwzI cVH igaf. awgoN luiDafxy stysLn qy PiVaf igaf. nwTx dI nfkfm koisLsL vI kIqI pr rylvy pulIs dy Gyry ivWc af igaf. bVf CwlIaF vFg rVy plytPfrm qy AuDyiVaf, bQyrf roieaf kurlfieaf pr iksy nf CuVfieaf. jdoN mYN aDmoieaf ijhf ho igaf,aKIr cfh dy KoKy vfly Tykydfr ny mYnUM CuVvf idWqf, ikhf, jfx vI idE. af jfE, cfh pfxI pI lvo. kuJ syvf vI kr idMnF hF quhfzI. pqf nhIN Aus pMj dws rupey vI idWqy ik nhIN AunHF nUM pr mYnUM apxf ihqYsLI bxf ilaf qy QoVHf hOslf vI idWqf. Pyr mYnUM grm grm cfh vI ipafeI qy kuJ Kfx nUM vI idWqf qy ikhf, muMizaf ikWQy jfxf ey?

mYN kI kihMdf, myry leI qF hr drvfjLf bMd ho cuwikaf sI. koeI cfrf nhIN sI myry kol, mYN ikhf, ikqy nhIN[[[ myrf koeI vI nhIN. jfxo, Aus idn asl ivWc nrk dy drvfjLy apxy leI mYN afp KolHy sI qy ipCly sfry bMd kr ley. Auh rfqIN mYnUM apxy kuaftr ivWc lY igaf. kuJ Kfx pIx leI Auh bfhroN hI bxvf ky lY igaf sI. Pyr Aus hOlI jyhy apxI zwb ivcoN dysI sLrfb dI boql kwZI, pihlF ieWk hfVf Aus afp pIqf, dUjf jLbrdsqI mYnUM iplf idWqf, pI lY pI lY myry sLyrf, iehI hY qyry sfry duKF df ielfj. jdoN do iqMn hfVy qyry aMdr gey qF qYnUM sfrIaF drdF afpy Buwl jfxgIaF.

bs, EhnF iqMn hfiVaF ny mYnUM nrk dI pihlI pOVI qy cfVH idWqf. Aus rfq Aus Gfg Tykydfr ny myrIaF mjbUrIaF qy mfVI ijhI hmdrdI dI mlHm rwK ky myry nfl Aus mUMh kflf kIqf. jfxo, mYN jINdy jI apxI hI njLr ivWc igr ky ijvyN iksy pqfl qfeIN inWGr igaf hovF. ieh nmosLI mYnUM Gux vFgU KfeI jFdI rhI. kdI mjbUrI ivWc pIqI sI, hux pIx df afdI ho igaf. ieWk do vfr pI ky mYN Tykydfr nUM kuwt ky apxI BVfs qF kwZI pr kI krdf, sLrimMdgI df klMk qF nhIN imtdf. awgoN Aus mkry Tykydfr ny kihxf, cwl bwcy, guwsf Cwz. pIqI KfDI ivWc kdI ho hI jFdf ey. hux qUM qmfsLf nf bx qy nf bxf. vkq nfl smJOqf krnf isWKIdf ey. cuwp cfp cfh vyc. jy qUM idl lf ky kMm kryNgf, mYN qYnUM dUjf cfh df KoKf KolH dyvFgf.

bs, iesy JFsy ivWc Aus mYnUM hor glq kMmF ivWc AulJf idWqf, kihx lwgf, jy qUM Coty rsqy CyqI jfxf cfhuMdf eyN, Aus ivWc QoVHf bhuq Kqrf qF jLrUr hY pr qUM idnF ivWc hI amIr bx jfeyNgf. nhIN qF cfh vfly jUTy BFzy mFjdf rhIN qy iksmq nUM JUrdf rhIN, Aus mYnUM kfly mfl dy gyVy lfAux ivWc AulJf idWqf. mYN vI lflc ivWc af igaf  -ieWk lflc rfqo rfq amIr hox df, dUjf ies nrk ivWcoN inklx df qy qIjf ies kmIny Tykydfr qoN bdlf lYx df. iesy cwkr ivWc ieWk do pulsIey vI gMZ ley. AunHF nfl Kfxf pIxf sFJf ho igaf ijvyN kihMdy ny nf BYVy BYVy Xfr myrI Pwqo dy.

iesy dOrfn gwzIaF ivWc muMdIaF, Cwly, kMGIaF vflI ieWk Pwqo nfl XfrI ho geI. hY qF BfvyN Auh ipWCoN rfjsQfn dI sI pr hux pMjfbI sohxI bol lYNdI ey. vkq dI BfvyN rulI hoeI sI pr rUp Ehdf awj vI zlHkF mfrdf hY. jfxo, asIN dovyN hI rMg, nsl, jfq-pfq qy AUc-nIc dy sfry ivqkiraF qoN AuWqy AuWT ky, ieWk dUjy nUM idloN rUh dI gihrfeI qwk ipafr krdy hF. asIN awj qwk kdy ieWk dUjy dy aYb nhIN dyKy bs, ieWk dUjy dI isPLq qy gux hI mfxy ny. Eh sLyr dI bwcI vI myry vFg apxf sB kuJ guaf ky ienHF hflfqF ivcoN ivcr rhI hY. Auh vI myry nfl hux sfry nsLy pwqy kr lYNdI hY pr hY bVI dlyr. kdI kdI do iqMn hfVy lf ky bVHkF mfr ky kihMdI, prHy ht jf Eey ksLmIiraf, sfnUM qF jo ienHF kmIinaF ny luwtxf sI luwt ilaf. hux sfzI vfrI ey. hux afpF lutFgy ienHF nUM. Xfrf, igx igx ky bdly lYxy ny.

ieWk idn asIN dovyN mfl smyq spYsLl cYWikMg vfilaF dy kfbU af gey. mYN ies nUM Bwj jfx leI ikhf qy sfrf ieljLfm apxy qy lY ilaf. pr ieh myry nfl KVI rhI. Pyr kI sI, pulsIey vI kdy iksy dy imWq hoey! myrIaF awKF dy sfhmxy donF ispfhIaF qy hrfmI cOkIdfr ny vfrI vfrI myrI Pwqo dI ieWjLq luwtI ijvyN hwzF roVI qy pfgl kuwqy muPLq df murdfr KFdy hox! mYN awgoN aOKf ho ky boilaf qF ieWk pulsIey ny mYnUM rUM vFgU ipMj idWqf. dUjf kihMdf, lfh ies kuqy dy vI kpVy qy bxf lvo ies df vI mor.

Pyr ieWk ispfhI ny mYnUM vI kfxf kIqf. jdoN kort ivWc pysL hoey qF mYN bQyrf cIikaf ik sfzy qy JUTy kys pfey ny nfly ienHF iqMnF ny vfrI vfrI sfzI ieWjLq vI luwtI hY. jfxo, JUTy vkIl, PLrjLI gvfhF qy inrmohI jwjF dy rfj ivWc lfvfirs grIbF nUM kdoN iensfPL imldf hY! mYnUM cfr sfl qy ivcfrI Pwqo nUM do sfl dI kYd ho geI. awgoN jylH ivWc ies kohV df ikhVf koeI aMq hY ieh kohV qF kYNsr vFg ajyhy nrk ivWc kuJ ijLafdf hI byKOPL PYldf hY. grIb lfvfirs kYdIaF dI kfhdI jUn rojL krVf qsLwdd, nvyN qoN nvyN JUTy kys, jhflq, nmosLI, DwkysLfhI, lfcfrI qy inWq dI KwjlKuafrI gwl kI, kuwt kuwt ky kwlf kwlf joV ihlf idMdy ny. bfkI dI sfrI ijLMdgI leI nkfrf qy apfihj bxf idMdy ny[[[ hux qF ies nrk ivWc Dsy pey hF[[[ hux hor ajyhy dfgI bMidaF nUM hr koeI Jwldf vI nhIN[[[ muV muV ky iksmq dI lfcfrI qy BuwK iesy kmIny dy dr qy ilaf KlfrdI ey.

hux qF jI krdf ey, jy ikqoN aslf sxy ipsqOl iml jfey BfvyN ieWk idn leI hI seI, ienHF sfry hrfmjLfidaF nUM ieWk ieWk krky BuMn idaF BfvyN mgroN Pfhy ikAuN nf cVH jfvF[[[ mYnUM koeI ihrK qF nhIN rhUgf qy Pyr apxI jIvn lIlf df BfvyN hwQIN aMq kr idaF. pr Pwqo kihMdI ey nf sLIiraf, Cwz hux KihVf bdilaF df. ieh qF Aus zfZy rwb df kMm hY. cwl, ies nrk qoN ikqy dUr inkl cwlIey. afpF ruwKI suwKI awDI hI Kf lFgy. muwZ qoN ijLMdgI dI sLurUafq krFgy.

sLIiraf, qyrI Pwqo TIk qF kihMdI ey mYN Aus nUM tokidaf ikhf, Xfr, hfly vI zuwlHy byrF df kuJ nhIN ivgiVaf. sLIry Xfr, awj kr myry nfl vfadf ik qUM apxI Pwqo dI gwl mMnyNgf. qusIN donF ny agly hPLqy myry nfl sonIpq cwlxf hY. EQy asIN sfry muMzy rl ky quhfnUM Cotf ijhf cfh-pfxI df KoKf KolH idaFgy. bs, jy Eh idn nhIN rhy qF ieh idn vI nhIN rihxgy.

mYN agly aYqvfr nUM iesy gwzI ivWc bfrF vjy dy krIb qyry kol puwj jfvFgf. bs qusIN iqafr rihxf, afpF iqMnoN kwTy sonIpq cwlFgy. mYN itktF ipWCoN hI lY ky afvFgf, qusIN ikrfey dI iPkr nf krnf. sLIrf bhuq hI Bfvuk ijhf ho igaf, Aus dIaF BuwbF inkl geIaF. roNdy roNdy kihx lwgf, kfsL! ibWly, myrI mF vI qyrI mF vrgI huMdI qF mYnUM ieh idn nf dyKxf pYNdf.

hF sLIiraf, qyry mF ipE dI qYnUM koeI AuWG suWG hY ik nhIN?

myry kmilaf Xfrf, jdoN bdnsIbIaF aFdIaF ny qF sfry twbr nUM lY ky aFdIaF ny. mF qF do ku sfl bfd myry Jory ivWc hI mr geI qy bfpU jI nUM sLrIky vfilaF ny jLmIn dy lflc ipWCy DoKy nfl mrvf idWqf. sLfied iesy leI qF hr pfisEN burI qrHF tuwt igaf hF.

sLIiraf, kihMdy ny zuwbdy nUM iqnky df vI bVf shfrf lwgdf hY. qyrI Pwqo qyry nfl hY, mYN qyry nfl hF[[[ bs, hONslf rwK, mYNN apxy Jwgy nfl Aus dy awQrU pUMJidaF ikhf.

awCf ibWly Xfr, agly aYqvfr nUM ieQy gwzI qy iesy plytPfrm qy mYN qy Pwqo qyrf bysbrI nfl ieMqjLfr krFgy kihMdf kihMdf Eh qkrIbn cwldI gwzI qoN hI Auqr ky dUjy pfsy nUM PgvfVy qoN luiDafxy jFdI gwzI ivWc nwT ky cVH igaf.

ijMnI qyjLI nfl Aus dI gwzI myrIaF awKF qoN alop ho rhI sI EnI hI qyjLI nfl sfzIaF purfxIaF XfdF Aus dy ipWCy ipWCy dOV rhIaF sn. awj qoN lwgBg Cy-swq sfl pihlF kI sLIry dI TfT huMdI sI! KFdy pINdy Gr df ieklOqf lfzlf puwqr, ies dI mF ies dy sfhF nfl jINdI sI. hwQIN ies dy mUMh ivWc lfz nfl burkIaF pFdI sI. Gr ivWc nOkr awgy ipWCy, sfihb, Cotf sfihb krdy nhIN sn Qwkdy. vDIaf Doqy iesqRI kIqy kpVy rojL pfAux nUM imldy, pr awj qn qy Pty purfxy qy boa mfrdy mYly kucYly kpVy ijhVy psIny qy mYl krky qn nfl hI icMbVy pey ny. sLfied Aus kol dUjf joVf vI nf hovy jo ieh lfh ky Do sky. kdy ilsL ilsL krdy pfilsL kIqy bUt huMdy sn pr awj pYrF dIaF ibafeIaF pftIaF hoeIaF ny, vDy hoey nhuM mYl nfl Bry pey ny. pYrF ivWc isrPL tuwtI rbV dI kYNcI cwpl hY. kdy GVy coN hwQIN kwZ ky pfxI nhIN sI pfieaf qy nf kdy Kfxy vfly myjL qoN awgy pey jUTy BFzy hI cuwky sn, awj EhI ivcfrf lokF dy jUTy BFzy mFj irhf hY. kdy dfl, sbjLI suafd nf lwgxI qF sxy sbjLI QflI vgfh mfrnI, awj sLfied kdy do vyly rwjvIN rotI vI nsIb nhIN huMdI hoxI. keI rfqF ivcfrf BuwKf hI sON jFdf hovygf. kdy kUly ibsqiraF ivWc rysLmI rjfeI lY ky sOx vflf awj rVy plytPfrm qy iksy borI qy pftf purfxf jUaF qy KtmlF nfl Biraf kMbl lY ky sONdf hoxf ey. DMn Aus df isdk jo ies hfl ivWc vI jI irhf hY! hfey, kI hsLr hoieaf ieWk mfsUm ijLMdgI df! jy ikqy mYN vI ies dI sMgq ivWc rihMdf qF myrf vI iehI hfl hoxf sI, ieh soc ky jfxo mYN Dur aMdr qIk kMb igaf. mYnUM TMZIaF qRylIaF afAux lwgIaF, mYN AuWcI AuWcI bubuVfAux lwgf, nhIN, nhIN.

bs ienHF hI socF dy qfxy bfxy ivWc mYN AuliJaf pqf nhIN kdoN jlMDr CfAuxI dy stysLn qy gwzI ivcoN Auqiraf qy kdoN hOlI hOlI qurdf qurdf mYN apxy Gr df jf kuMzf KVkfieaf. rwb vwloN awgoN mF jI ny hI kuMzf KoilHaf. bs Pyr kI sI, ieWk inWky ijhy bfl vFg BuwbF mfr ky apxI amVI nUM icMbV igaf. ijMnI dyr mF nUM icMbiVaf irhf, mYN zuskdf hI irhf qy rwj ky amVI dI mmqf df inWG mfixaf. Pyr vfrI vfrI bfkI dy twbr nUM pUry inWG qy cfa nfl imilaf qy idl hI idl ivWc sB df sLukrgujLfr hoieaf ik awj mYN quhfzy sB dy sdky hI bicaf iPrdf hF nhIN qF mYN vI ikqy ksLmIr vFg hI rul Kp jfxf sI. nfl hI nfl apxy nfl ieWk vfadf vI kIqf ik hux iksy qrHF ies Gor inrfsqf ivWcoN inklxf hY qy ienHF sfiraF dIaF afsF qy pUrf Auqr ky ivKflxf hY. hux, ivWc ivWc mYN sLIry nUM iml ky Aus leI koeI nf koeI jugfV iPt krnf hY, iksy nf iksy qrHF AunHF dohF nUM ies nrk ivWcoN kwZxf hY. hOlI hOlI mYN afny bhfny sfiraF jIaF koloN kuJ pYsy mfT mfT ky iekwTy krdf irhf sI. mYN vwzIaF BYxF dy ieWk do purfxy sUt aqy kuJ apxy purfxy kpVy iekwTy kr ky apxy bYg ivWc itkfeI jFdf. apxI qfx muqfibk apxf pUrf vfh lf irhf sI.

afiKr, imWQy idn qy mYN sB BYx BrfvF nUM iml ky mfqf ipqf qoN ivdf lY ky bVy hI AuqsLfh nfl vfips muiVaf. pihlF sonIpq dIaF iqMn itktF leIaF Pyr EhI gwzI PVI ijs ivWc ksLmIr qy Pwqo nfl awgy jfx df pRogRfm AulIikaf sI. gwzI luiDafxy stysLn qy rukI, bVI bysbrI nfl myrIaF awKF AunHF donF dI rfh qwk rhIaF sn. kuJ dyr AuzIkx qoN bfad mYN nfl dy XfqrI nUM apxy smfn qy sIt dI ingrfnI dI gujLfirsL kr ky afp AunHF nUM lwBx qur ipaf. afiKr hfr ky mYN ieWk cfh vfly muMzy nUM rok ky puwiCaf, kI qUM cfh vfly muMzy ksLmIr nUM dyiKaf hY?

Auh muMzf, jo Tykydfr hIrf lfl kol kMm krdf sI? Aus muMzy ny puwiCaf.

krdf sI? kI mqlb?

kI dwsF srdfr jI, Eh ivcfrf krmF mfiraf qF kl rfq eI gwzI Qwly af ky mr igaf. lfsL burI qrHF drVI geI hY. iqMn nMbr plytPfrm qy lfsL peI hY cfh vflf muMzf cIikaf qy kihMdf kihMdf afpxf iCwkU cwk ky Eh cfh vycx ivWc ruJ igaf.

mYN af dyiKaf nf qfa, ivWcoN hI lfeInF twp ky awBVvfhy lfsL kol phuMc igaf. KLUn nfl lwQpwQ lfsL keI QFvF qoN burI qrHF drVI qy vwZI tuwkI geI sI sLfied hI koeI aMg sbUqf bicaf hovy. Aus dy gfVHy grm KLUn dIaF DrfVF vg ky PrsL qy hI jMm cuwkIaF sn. mwKIaF QF QF qy iBxk rhIaF sn. AuWqy ieWk mYlI ijhI cuMnI sLfied Pwqo ny hI pfeI sI. lfsL kol jfxo ieWk AuWjVI ijhI mYly kucYly kpVy, KuWQy ijhy vflF vflI ieWk sFvlI ijhI kuVI AuWcI AWcI vYx pf rhI sI. kdI lfsL nUM icMbV jFdI, kdI Pyr duhwQV mfr ky kIrny pfAux lwg pYNdI, mYnUM vI vYrIaf, nfl hI lY jFdf. mYN qyry ibnF kwlI kI krUM? kMDF ivWc twkrF mfr ky mr jfAUNgI.

kuJ XfqrIaF dIaF awKF syjl ho geIaF qy kuJ ieWk ny qF pYsy vI lfsL qy cVHf idWqy. pr kuJ kTor-idl qmfsLbInF ny qnjL vI kwsy, sflI hrfmjLfdI, rMzI Xfr leI zrfmf kr rhI hY. sB pYsy kwTy krn df ZkvMj hY.

eyny nUM mYN vI bONdly hoey ny jf ky sLIry nUM jwPI pfeI, AuWT myry sLIiraf Xfrf, awj qF mYN quhfnUM dohF nUM lYx afieaf sI. qUM qF ikqy hor hI qur igaf eyN. hfey, ieWk mOkf qF idMdf apxy bcpn dy Xfr nUM. eyny nUM Auh kuVI mYnUM vIr jI kih ky myry gl lwg ky AuWcI AWcI rox lwg peI. Aus zuskidaF ikhf, vIr jI, quhfzf Xfr rojL quhfnUM bysbrI nfl AuzIkdf sI qy kihMdf sI dyKIN Pwqo, afpF donF nUM ies nrk ivWcoN kwZx leI, myry bcpn df Xfr ibWlf PLirsLqf bx ky af irhf hY. hux afpF muwZ qoN ijLMdgI sLurU krFgy[[[ ieWk nvIN nkor slyt qy[[[ muwZ qoN, k-K-g qoN pr vIiraf, hoxI ny pihlF hI apxf kihr vrqf idWqf.

mYN Aus nUM idlfsf dyx dI koisLsL kIqI, bIbf, hux qUM hONslf rwK. afpF sLIry dI lfsL df inrfdr nhIN hox dyxf. pUry siqkfr nfl ies df aMiqm sskfr krvfvFgy.

hF vIr jI, mYN vI eyhI cfhuMdI hF.

eyny nUM do ispfhI, ieWk hOldfr, nfl do iqMn rylvy krmcfrI sPLfeI vfly, ieWk lohy df KLUn nfl ilbiVaf hoieaf stRYcr lY ky af gey, cwlo prHy ht jfE sfry, lfsL cuwkxI ey. CyqI kro, CyqI cuwko, gMdgI PYl rhI hY[[[ lfsL boa mfr rhI hY[[[ klH rfq dI lfvfirs lfsL peI hY, hfly qfeIN klIar ikAuN nhIN kIqI? PLtf PLt kro. do iqMn hor sPLfeI vfly lf ky gMdf plytPfrm Do ky cMgI qrHF nfl PnYl pf idE qF ik boa nf afey.

mYN qy Pwqo ny awgy vD ky rokxf cfihaf qF sfnUM dohF nUM Dwky mfr ky prHy suwt idWqf. hOldfr ny bVI hI byrihm qy kVkvIN afvfjL ivWc sfnUM vrijaf, cuwp cfp prHy ht ky KVy rho. aYvyN srkfrI kMm ivWc dKLlaMdfjLI nhIN krIdI. Eey muMizaf, kI lwgdf ey qyrf?

jI, myrf bcpn df Xfr hY.

Pyr mYnUM jLrf prHF iljf ky smJfAux lwgf, dyK Eey kfkf, mYnUM qUM iksy sLrIPL Gr df muMzf lwgdf eyN, ies leI myrI rfey ivWc qUM iksy vI Jmyly ivWc nf pY, cuwp-cfp ieQoN qurdf bx. dyKIN ikqy qYnUM lYxy dy dyxy nf pY jfx. ies nUM koeI irsLqy, dosqI df nF nf dy, bs, ieWk gumnfm lfvfirs lfsL hI rihx dy. iesy ivWc hI sfiraF df Blf hY, qyrf vI qy sfzf vI[[[ qy ies lfsL df vI. hux ies dy rfjL ies dy nfl hI muwk gey. mYN nhIN cfhuMdf qUM aYvyN lMby KljgxF ivWc pvyN, qyrf kI iKafl ey? lfsL vfrsF nUM sihjy hI iml jFdI ey? sO QF Kfnf-pUrIaF[[[ QF QF qy irsLvqF, AuqoN lfsL dI KwjlKuafrI vwK. nfly qyrf ikhVf koeI skf sbMDI hY, qUM qF ikqy pVHdf huxf ey. jfh kfkf apxI pVHfeI kr nhIN qF sfnUM dUjf qrIkf vI afAuNdf ey smJfAux df.

mYN pihlF qF kuJ iQVikaf pr ihMmq kr ky agFh viDaf qy apxI pwg isroN lfh ky Aus lfvfirs lfsL nUM Zwk idWqf. eyny nUM dUjy ieWk inrdeI awKV krmcfrI ny ivcfrI Pwqo, jo burI qrHF lfsL nfl icMbVI hoeI sI, nUM lfh ky prHF GsIt ky pwky PrsL qy ptkf mfiraf. Auh jfxoN bONdl geI hovy, PrsL qy bysuwD EvyN hI peI rhI. Pyr mYN Pwqo nUM pUrI apxwq nfl pkV ilaf qy ikhf, Pwqo, kmlI nf bx. ienHF ksfeIaF kol koeI idl, dieaf, afqmf nF dI cIjL nhIN.

Pwqo kuJ dyr qF myrI CfqI nfl lwg ky bwicaF vFg AuWcI AWcI roNdI rhI, vYx pFdI rhI, hfey ies nUM nf lY ky jfE[[[ mYnUM ikAuN nhIN ies nfl jfx idMdy?

jd nUM ryVHy qy peI lfsL nUM dUjy pfsy ieWk nMbr plytPfrm qy iljf cuwky sI. pqf nhIN Pwqo ivWc eynI qfkq ikWQoN af geI sI. Auh mYnUM Dwkf mfr ky vfho dfhI lfsL mgr BwjI. myry sMBflidaF sMBflidaF Aus ny dohF plytPfrmF ivcly trYk qy Cfl mfr idWqI qy lfeInF pfr krn lwgI. eyny nUMM pqf nhIN ikDroN ieWk sLMitMg krdf iekwlf ieMjn Aus ivcfrI dI mOq bx ky kdoN qy ikvyN af igaf. plF ivWc Pwqo df kImf bxf ky rwK idWqf. ivWcoN ieWk aDKV ispfhI  ny ikhf, lwgdy hwQ ies lfvfirs lfsL dI vfirs lfsL nUM vI cwk ky lY cwlo!!!

mYN buwq bixaf ieh zfZI hoxI df qmfsLf dyKdf irhf. ieh plF iCxF ivWc kI df kI ho igaf sI. Auh scmuwc hI dovyN ies nrk dI jwd qoN inkl ky bhuq dUr jf cuwky sn. jfxo, AunHF dy duKF df mOq rfxI ny aMq kr idwqf sI.

mYN pCqfvy, nmosLI qy XfdF dI BfrI pMz apxy nMgy isr qy cuwk ky EvyN hI apxy Gr jlMDr af igaf. Auh pMz awj qIk nhIN lwQI, nf hI jINdy jI kdy lfhFgf[[[ afmIn!

 

asIN afDuink siBa vrg dy lok bVy hI cfqur hF. asIN doglI, ivKfvy vflI EprI ijhI, PLrybI ckf-cOND vflI ijLMdgI jI rhy hF. asIN sfry bVy guwJy bysLrmF vFg ieWk dUjy nUM vrq rhy hF. ijMny sfzy ilbfs qy ichry ickny copVy ny, Enf hI sfzy Dur aMdr hnHyrf, eIrKf, icWkV qy gMd Biraf hY. asIN iksy nUM PLryb dyx lwigaF jLrf nhIN iJjkdy. asIN iksy dI cfplUsI kridaF jLrf nhIN sMgdy.

sfzI hr sFJ svfrQI qy mwkrI hY. asIN kdy vI iksy nfl inrpwK qy inrml nhIN ho skdy. ies dy Ault, ieh dovyN BfvyN qn dy ql qy dfgLI sI, gMdy, mYly kucYly ilbfs ivWc ilpt ky inWGry jIvn ql qy jI rhy sn pr ienHF df ipafr Enf hI zUMGf, qy pfkL-pivWqr sI jo afqmf dy Dur aMdr qIk ricaf hoieaf sI. ajyhf ipafr kdy mrdf nhIN! nf hI kdy koeI mOq ajyhy ipafr nUM alwg kr skdI ey. ajyhy aimt ipafr ivWc ieWk dUjy leI aMqF df ivsLvfs huMdf hY aqy kdy vI eIrKf, dvysL qy sLwk dI guMjfiesL nhIN huMdI BfvyN kdI ies sLwk dy syk qoN ieWk swc dI mUrq sIqf mF siqXuwg ivWc vI nhIN bc skI sI.

hux qwk KLbrnfmf dI vYWb sfeIt nUM pfTk vyK cuwky hn

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