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sMivDfnk lIhF qoN lwQf ipaf njLr afAuNdf hY pMjfb df rfj pRbMD

-jiqMdr pnUM

            rfj pRbMD bwicaF dI Kyz nhIN huMdI, qy ieh KuMZF `qy bYT gpOV Cwzx vfilaF dy vws df rog vI nhIN huMdf. ies nfl Aus rfj dy lokF df nsIbf juiVaf huMdf hY. AunHF dI rojLI-rotI qoN afvfjfeI qwk dy pRbMD hI nhIN, AunHF dI aglI pIVHI dy mOlx-ivgsx dI ivAuNqbMdI vI rfj pRbMD dy clfAux vfilaF dI nIqI aqy nIq nfl bwJI hoeI huMdI hY. ies krky rfj clf rhy lokF df sMjIdf hoxf vI jLrUrI huMdf hY, sfAU hoxf vI, isafxy hoxf vI qy sMivDfn Auqy pihrf dyx vfly hoxf vI. jdoN asIN afpxy pMjfb dy rfj pRbMD Auqy njLr mfrdy hF qF ieMj lwgdf hY, ijvyN ieh sB gwlF hux AwukIaF hI byloVIaF ho geIaF hox.

            sMivDfn Auqy pihrf dyx dI shuM cuwk ky muwK mMqrI qy mMqrI bxn vfly swjx kFgrsI hox jF akflI, ies nUM loV muqfbk awKoN proKf kr jFdy hn. imsfl vjoN pMjfb dy sLfh-rfhF Auqy AusfrIaF rokx df kfnUMn awj qoN sfZy cfr dhfky pihlF bixaf sI. ies dOrfn iewk drjn muwK mMqrI afey, awDI drjn gvrnr vI iswDI vfg sMBfl ky rfj krdy rhy, pr iksy ny vI ieh nhIN soicaf ik ieh njfiejL AusfrIaF EdoN aiVwkf bxngIaF, jdoN sVkF cOVIaF krnIaF hoxgIaF. sLihrI ivkfs bfry kfnUMn bixaf rih igaf qy ibnF pfrk jF munfsb cOVfeI dIaF sVkF Cwzx qoN njfiejL klonIaF kwtIaF jFdIaF rhIaF. awj vI pMjfb ivc lgBg igafrF sO ieho ijhIaF njfiejL klonIaf kwtIaF jFdIaF rhIaF hn, pr kdy iksy ny rokIaF nhIN, sgoN hr srkfr votF nyVy afAuNdIaF vyK ky bx cuwkIaF njfiejL klonIaF nUM mnjLUrI dy ky jfiejL kr jFdI rhI hY. cMzIgVH nyVy iewk vwzy klwb dI njfiejL AusfrI jf rhI hY, Aus dI mihMgI mYNbrisLp vwzy aPLsrF qy afgUaF nUM hI nhIN, kuJ jwjF nUM vI muPLq dy idwqI geI, jd ik AunHF nUM syvf inXmF muqfbk Auh lYxI hI nhIN sI cfhIdI. ieh sLgn pRfpq kr lYx mgroN Auh sMivDfnk pRbMDF nUM nhIN vyKxgy, ies dI QF ijs df idwqf Kfvxf, iqsu khIaY sfbfs dy mhFvfk Auqy aml krngy.

            huxy-huxy iewk mfmlf pMjfb dI ivDfn sBf nfl sMbMDq sfhmxy afieaf hY. dosL ieh lfieaf igaf hY ik ipClI kYptn amirMdr isMG srkfr dy vkq luiDafxf ieMprUvmYNt trwst vfly skYNzl bfry ivDfn sBf `c hoeI bihs dI kfrvfeI df irkfrz qoV-mroV ky bxf idwqf igaf. hor sO skYNzl vfpry hoxgy, pr Bfrq dy iksy rfj dI ivDfn sBf dI kfrvfeI ieMj kdy nhIN sI qoVI-mroVI geI. ies mfmly nUM lY ky sfrf BFzf Aus vyly dy sQfnk srkfrF bfry mMqrI cOODrI jgjIq isMG dy isr BMnidaF ivDfn sBf dy do sInIar aiDkfrI vI dosLI grdfny gey. dosLI grdfnx df ieh kMm ijs mOjUdf bfdl srkfr ny kIqf, Ausy srkfr ny AunHF do dosLI aiDkfrIaF ivwcoN iewk nUM pihlF Cy mhIny nOkrI ivc vfDf inXm qoV ky kr idwqf qy hux dosLI grdfny jfx ipwCoN iqMn mhIny dI imafd hor vDf idwqI hY. jy Auh aPLsr eydF df dfgI sI, Aus dI ipClI srkfr dy sB qoN dfgI mMqrI nfl eynI sFJ-iBaflI sI, qF mOjUdf srkfr nUM Aus nfl eynf moh ikAuN hY? kI ies df mqlb ieh nhIN inkldf ik ies srkfr ivc vI kuJ lokF nUM ieho ijhy kfirMidaF dI loV hY? kfhdy leI, ies df aMdfjLf sihjy hI lfieaf jf skdf hY.

            kysF dI gwl cwlI hY qF lwgy hwQ luiDafxf ieMpruUvmYNt trwst dy Aus skYNzl dI crcf vI krnI bxdI hY, ijs Kfqr ivDfn sBf dI kfrvfeI ivc BMn-qoV kIqI geI. Aus kys df clfx pysL kr idwqf igaf hY. ies clfx nfl kys iksy isry nhIN lwg jfxf, isrPL sMbMDq bMidaF dI Kwjl-KuafrI hI hoxI hY, kys ieh jLrUr keI sfl cwlygf. hoxf ies krky kuJ nhIN ik ijnHF ny KfDf hY, AunHF `coN iksy dy nFa iswDf kuJ Kfs lYx-dyx inklxf nhIN. dUjI gwl ieh ik kys df muwZ bwJx vyly hI ies ivc kfx af geI sI. ijhVy pihly vfrMt jfrI hoey sn, AunHF ivc kFgrs dy sfbkf sUbf pRDfn hrivMdr isMG hMspfl df nFa vI sI. hPLqy dy aMdr-aMdr nfmDfrI drbfr ny iewk Kfs smfgm rwK ilaf. Aus smfgm ivc muwK mMqrI bfdl sfihb jf puwjy. nfmDfrI muKI dI hfjLrI ivc bfdl sfihb qy luiDafxf kys df EdoN qwk df muljLm hMspfl iekwTy bYTy sn. ieh iewk iesLfrf sI ik nfmDfrI drbfr nfl gwl ho geI hY, Aus drbfrf nfl juVy hoey hMspfl nUM hux kuJ nhIN kihxf. cOvI GMtI dy aMdr-aMdr puls ny adflq nUM ilK ky dy idwqf ik hMspfl dI igRPLqfrI dI hux loV nhIN. bfkI kFgrsI vI ieh soc ky cuwp kIqy rhy ik aYPL[ afeI[ afr[ ivwcoN iewk bMdf kwZy jfx nfl bfkI df kys vI kmjLor ho jfvygf. qIjI kmfl dI gwl ieh ik luiDafxy df kys isrPL isafsI lIzrF ivruwD hI nhIN, Aus kMpnI ivruwD vI hY, ijs nUM pRfjYkt kYptn amirMdr isMG dI srkfr ny sONipaf sI. Bfjpf dy ijs kyNdrI afguU ny luiDafxf af ky akflI lIzrF dy nfl Qfxy jf ky kys drj krvfieaf sI, idwlI ivc Auh Ausy kMpnI df vkIl hY. kI ies `coN iksy rfh dI guMjfiesL nhIN inkldI?

            iewk hor kys bIbI rijMdr kOr BwTl dy ivruwD hY. dosL ieh hY ik jdoN Aus nUM iqMn ku mhIny pMjfb dy muwK mMqrI bxn df mOkf imilaf, EdoN bIbI BwTl ny muwK mMqrI vfly aKLiqafrI PLMz `coN vIh lwK rupey iksy nUM idwqy sn, ijhVy TIk itkfxy nhIN puwjy. kdy iksy muwK mMqrI dy aKLiqafrI PLMz dI vrqoN, jF durvrqoN, jF iPr gbn, df kys Aus qoN pihlF pMjfb ivc nhIN sI bixaf. ieh pihlf mfmlf 1997 ivc s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl dI srkfr ny hI cuwikaf sI. jdoN bIbI BwTl dI QF kFgrs dI kmfn kYptn amirMdr isMG dy hwQ af geI qF bfdl sfihb ny qfV ilaf ik pycf hux amirMdr isMG nfl pYxf hY, ies leI BwTl df kys kmjLor kr idwqf jfvy, qF ik kFgrs dy aMdr afpxy nfl sMprk df koeI sUqr pYdf kIqf jf sky. amirMdr isMG dI srkfr afeI qF Aus ny pfrtI aMdrlI afpxI sB qoN iqwKI sLrIk bIbI BwTl df isLkMjf kwsx leI kys dI rPLqfr iqwKI kr idwqI. iewk vfrI kys Kfrj ho igaf qF cOvI GMty vI nf lwgx idwqy qy nvyN isirEN sLurU krvf idwqf. jdoN bIbI BwTl cflI ku ivDfiek nfl lY ky idwlI jf bYTI, srkfr KLqry `c pYNdI idwsI qF kYptn amirMdr isMG ny ieh ibafn dy idwqf ik kys nfl sbMDq rsIdF lwB geIaF hn qy bIbI BwTl df koeI ksUr hI nhIN inkldf, pr jLrf ku KLqrf tldy sfr Auh kys Pyr AulJf idwqf. s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl EdoN bIbI BwTl nUM kihMdy huMdy sn ik amirMdr isMG ny sfzy iKlfPL qF bdlfKorI krnI hI hY, ieh quhfnUM kFgrsIaF nUM vI itkx nhIN dyNdf. hux hflfq bdl gey hn. bfdl sfihb dy muV ky muwK mMqrI bxn ipwCoN pMjfb kFgrs dI kmfn bIbI BwTl dy hwQ af geI hY qy Auh jfxdy hn ik hux tkrfa Ausy nfl hovygf. nqIjf ies df ieh hY ik bIbI BwTl dy iKlfPL kys Pyr qur ipaf hY qy jnvrI dI qrIk vI pY geI hY. kys hY isrPL vIh lwK rupey dy lYx-dyx df, sfZy ds sfl ho gey cwlidaF nUM, mihMgy vkIlF dIaF PLIsF aqy srkfrI kfrvfeI Auqy hux qwk keI kroV Krcy gey hoxgy, qy hfly hor Krcy jfxgy, pr nqIjf aMq nUM jLIro inklygf.

            aMq nUM jLIro nqIjf inklx dI gwl dfavy nfl ies krky khI jf skdI hY ik sfzy sfhmxy boPLorjL kys df qjrbf hY. svIzn dI boPLorjL kMpnI dI hfivtjLr qop dy sOdy ivwcoN rfjIv gFDI srkfr vyly pYNhT kroV rupey dI dlflI Kfx df dosL lwgf sI. ijhVy muljLm Aus kys ivc sn, AunHF `coN jy kuafqrocI dI nyVqf rfjIv gFDI dI pqnI sonIaf gFDI dy pyky pirvfr nfl dwsI jFdI sI qF ihMdUjf Brf vI muljLm mMny gey sn qy AunHF dI nyVqf nf atl ibhfrI vfjpfeI nfl lukI nhIN rih skI sI, nf kfmryz joqI bfsU dI srkfr dy kuJ ruknF nfl. jdoN mfrksI pfrtI ny ihMdUjf BrfvF ivruwD pfrlImYNt aMdr qUPLfn KVf kIqf hoieaf sI, EdoN hI pwCmI bMgfl ivc iewk pRfjYkt dy AudGftn mOky kfmryz somnfQ cYtrjI qy ihMdUjf Brf iewko styj `qy iekwTy bYTy sn. iksy ny svfl kIqf sI ik qusIN qy ihMdUjy iekwTy ikvyN? kfmryz somnfQ cYtrjI df jvfb sI ik iehnF ivruwD hfly dosL hI lwgy hn, sfbq qF nhIN ho gey. jdoN dosL lf ky pfrlImYNt dI kfrvfeI jfm krn vfly Kud hI ieh kih rhy hox qF kys df kI bxnf sI, iehdy bfry EdoN hI ikafPLy lwgx lwg pey sn.

            hux afeIey iewk hor kys vwl. iewk vfrI pfrlImYNt coxF smyN kotkpUry ivc iewk pwqrkfr dI kuwt-mfr hoeI qy Aus df kYmrf Koihaf igaf sI. rOlf pY jfx ipwCoN iewk puls aiDkfrI Auh kYmrf lY ky Aus aKLbfr dy dPLqr cMzIgVH Kud dyx igaf sI. jdoN Auh pulIs aPLsr kYmrf PV ky Aus aKLbfr dy dPLqr dI pfrikMg ivc KVHf sI, Aus dIaF Poto lY ky aKLbfr ivc CfpIaF geIaF sn qy Pyr prcf drj krvfieaf igaf sI suKbIr isMG bfdl aqy Aus dy sfQIaF Auqy. bdly hoey hflfq ivc ivc hux Aus pwqrkfrF ny kih idwqf hY ik kYmrf suKbIr isMG bfdl ny nhIN sI Koihaf qy adflq ivc sPLfeI pwK ny ieh dlIl vI dy idwqI hY ik koeI kYmrf Kohy jfx dI khfxI hI sLwkI hY. suKbIr isMG bfdl aqy bfdl pirvfr dy bfkI jIaF iKlfPL ijMny vI mukwdmy sn, rfj bdl jfx ipwCoN hux sBnF dy gvfh iewk-iewk krky muwkrngy sLurU ho gey hn. muwkrngy hI, ijhVf ivjIlYNs df aYs[ pI[ kYptn amirMdr isMG dy kihx `qy bfdl pirvfr dy iKlfPL kysF dIaF PfeIlF Brdf huMdf sI, Auho hux bfdl srkfr dy kihx Auqy kYptn amirMdr isMG qy Aus dy sfQIaF ivruwD kys iqafr krn qy adflq ivc pysL krn dI ijLMmyvfrI sMBfl irhf hY. ijvyN srkfr bdlI qoN bfdl pirvfr dy iKlfPL gvfh muwkr rhy hn, aglI vfrI srkfr bdlx `qy kYptn amirMdr isMG qy bIbI BwTl dy iKlfPL vI muwkr jfxgy.

            awj dI qrIk ivc kYptn amirMdr isMG nfloN vI vwD cricq srbdIp isMG ivrk df hY. Aus nUM PiVaf qF ies krky igaf hY ik Aus ny ivDfn sBf coxF qoN pihlF kYptn amirMdr isMG nUM dobfrf muwK mMqrI bxfAux leI ivAuNqbMdI ivc ihwsf ilaf sI. ieh Aus dy suBfa df ihwsf ho skdf hY. ipClIaF sMn 2002 vflIaF coxF ivc Aus ny sR[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl nUM muV ky ijqfAux leI vI itwl lfieaf sI. mhfrfsLtr kyzr df aiDkfrI hox krky pMjfb ivc rihx leI hI sLfied Aus nUM mOky dy muwK mMqrIaF nfl ieho ijhI sFJ pfAuxI pYNdI rhI hovy. bfdl pirvfr nfl purfxy sMbMD vfhvf suKfvyN rhy sn qy ienHF coxF ipwCoN iPr bx skdy sn, pr Auh nObq afAux qoN pihlF hI aPLsrF dI iewk tIm ny kfhl-kdmI ivc Aus nUM idwlI qoN jf ky igRPLqfr kr ilaFdf qy Auh nObq hI nf af skI, hflFik ivcoly srgrm sn. jo vI hovy, ivrk ivruwD kys vI eydF df hY ik ies ivc srkfrI KLjLfnf vI ruVHygf, ivrk pirvfr df Krcf vI bQyrf hovygf, pr aMq nUM ies kys df hsLr vI Auho hovygf, ijhVf bfdl pirvfr jF hornF ivruwD bx rhy kysF df huMdf hY.

            sfzy ieh kihx ipwCy vI iewk KLfs afDfr hY. asIN s[ srbdIp isMG ivrk, kYptn amirMdr isMG, bIbI BwTl jF bfdl pirvfr `coN iksy nUM koeI klIn-icwt nhIN dy rhy, hflfq nUM ghu nfl vyK rhy hF. ivrk nUM igRPLqfr krky jdoN mohflI ilaFdf igaf, Auh ibmfr sI qy adflqI kfrvfeI leI mfxXog jwj nUM Kud hspqfl dy kmry `c afAuxf ipaf sI. jdoN jwj sfihb ny puwiCaf ik kys kfhdf hY qy jFc aiDkfrI kOx hY qF suirMdrpfl isMG aYs[ pI[ ny awgy ho ky ikhf sI ik kys iewk klonI kwtx df hY, jo ivrk ny srkfrI aPLsr huMidaF ibnF iksy aiDkfr qoN kwtI qy jFc aiDkfrI mYN hF. srbdIp isMG ivrk ny Esy vyly tok ky ikhf; suirMdrpfl qUM jFc aiDkfrI ikwdF ho skdY? qUM qF Kud Aus klonI `coN iewk plft mMigaf sI qy mYN qYnUM idvfieaf sI. asIN EdoN hI ilK idwqf sI ik kys df sRIgxysL hI dwsdf hY ik iehdy `coN ivrk dI Kwjl-KuafrI qoN vwD kuJ nhIN inklxf.

            hux Auh kys hfeI kort ivc hY qy EQoN ies kys dI kfrvfeI Auqy hfl dI GVI rok lgf idwqI geI hY. rok df afDfr Aus hspqfl vflI pihlI pysLI mOky sfhmxy afey qwQ hI bx gey hn. adflq ivc ivrk dy vkIlF ny ieh qwQ pysL kr idwqf hY ik klonI ivrk ny nhIN sI kwtI, iewk sosfietI kwt rhI sI qy ies qwQ nUM kys drj krn vyly lukfieaf igaf hY. ieh vI ik Aus kys df jFc aiDkfrI hox bfry suirMdrpfl isMG ny EdoN qwk lukoa rwiKaf, jdoN qwk adflq ny nf puwC ilaf. qIjI gwl ieh ik ijs sosfietI ny kflonI kwtI hY, Aus nfl suirMdrpfl isMG jFc aiDkfrI dI pqnI vI sMbMDq hY qy sfDfrn mYNbr vjoN nhIN, sgoN Aus sosfietI dI ahudydfr hY, pr ieh gwl kys drj krn vyly lukfeI geI hY. sB qoN vwzI gwl ieh ik kys df isLkfieqI vI suirMdrpfl isMG Kud hY qy jFc aiDkfrI vI. kI koeI isLkfieq krqf afpxI isLkfieq dI jFc df nukqf ieho ijhf hY, ijs df jvfb sDfrn bMdf vI dy skdf hY.

            asIN Pyr sfPL kr dyeIey ik iksy vI hor vFg srbdIp isMG ivrk nUM vI asIN koeI klIn-icwt nhIN dy rhy, sgoN ieh kihxf cfhuMdy hF ik kmfn kFgrsI lIzr dy hwQ hovy jF akflI lIzr dy, adflqF qwk ijho ijhy kys sfzf rfj pRbMD iljf irhf hY, Auh iksy sMivDfnk rfj df pRBfv nhIN dy rhy. huxy-huxy ivDfn sBf `c bihs dOrfn kFgrsI afgUaF ny dosL lfieaf ik pMjfb srkfr vwloN rfjnIqk ivroD rwKx vfly srpMcF ivruwD kys bxfey jf rhy hn. pMcfieqF bfry mMqrI rxjIq isMG bRhmpurf ny AuwT ky kih idwqf ik asIN qF isrPL do sO srpMc hI muawql kIqy hn, kFgrsI srkfr ny iewk hjLfr kIqy sn. sfnUM puwiCaf jfvy qF pMjfb dIaF bfrF hjLfr qoN vwD pMcfieqF `coN Gwto-Gwt pMj hjLfr ieho ijhy srpMc hoxgy, ijnHF ny kFgrsI jF akflI-Bfjpf rfj dOrfn eynf mfl KfDf hY ik AunHF dIaF muwCF ilwbVIaF vI sfPL ids rhIaF hn. ies dy bfvjUd ieh gwl swc hY ik AunHF ivruwD bxfey kys nf kFgrsI rfj `c isry cVHy sn, nf akflI-Bfjpf rfj `c cVHny hn. ijhVy lok eydF df mfl Ckdy hn, Auh gvfhF nUM burkI pf ky bcxf vI jfxdy hn qy srkfrF dI nIqI vI kys isry cVHfAux dI nhIN Kwjl-KuafrI qwk dI hI huMdI hY. smuwcf rfj pRbMD hI eynf iBRsLt ho cuwkf aqy sMivDfnk lIh qoN lwQ cuwkf hY ik kFgrsI jF akflI-Bfjpf dovF dy rfj `c koeI PLrk hI nhIN pYNdf. qIjI iDr hfly koeI lwB nhIN rhI. jdoN iehnF dovF iDrF dI Auwqr kfto, mYN cVHF hI rihxI hY qF iksy suDfr dI afs koeI ikvyN kr skdf hY?

 


pwky pRbMD krn dI loV hY pRvfsI BfrqIaF dI cmVI lwQx qoN rokx leI

-jiqMdr pnUM

            afAuNdI jnvrI ivwc prdysIN vwsdy BfrqIaF leI iewk aYWn[ afr[ afeI[ smfgm kIqf jf irhf hY. ieh smfgm krn dI rIq keI sfl pihlF peI sI qy pihlf vwzf smfgm jlMDr ivwc hI hoieaf sI. Kcf-Kc Bry gurU goibMd isMG styzIam dy mMc qoN Aus sMmyln nUM sMboDn krn vfilaF `c iehnF sqrF df lyKk vI sI, ijs dIaF khIaF kOVIaF-iPwkIaF gwlF qoN pRsLfsn dy keI hlky eyny nrfjL hoey ik Aus ipwCoN kdy Aus sMmyln leI swdf hI nhIN afieaf. eyQoN qwk ik ibRitsL kolMbIaf df pRImIar bx ky eyQy afey AuWjl dosFJ dy snmfn smfgm mOky vI jfx-buwJ ky bfhr rwiKaf, pr jdoN Aus ny afAuNdy sfr puwC ilaf ik pnUM nhIN idws irhf, qF EdoN dy muwK mMqrI bfdl sfihb dI hdfieq AuWqy KVy pYr aPLsrF ny myry PLon vI lYx dOV peIaF sn. jlMDroN cwldI aYWn[ afr[ afeI[ sBf aml ivwc aYWn[ afr[ afeIjL dy nFa AuWqy cODrF cmkfAux vfilaF dI KihbfjLI df aKfVf hI bxdI jf rhI hY. muwK mMqrI bdl jfvy qF ahudydfr vI bdl jFdy hn qy hyTlIaF kursIaF vI kuJ nf kuJ ihwl jFdIaF hn.

            plyTy smfgm ivwc myrIaF ijhVIaF gwlF dI kOV mnfeI geI, AunHF `coN iewk ieh sI ik idwlI df hvfeI awzf (EdoN ajy aMimRqsr qoN kOmFqrI AuzfrIaF sLuurU nhIN sn hoeIaF) inkldy sfr pRvfsI BfrqIaF dI luwt sLurU ho jFdI hY. tYksI vfly vwKrI luwt krdy hn, jFc dy nFa AuWqy atYcI-kys Polx vfly pulsIey vwKrI qy rylvy stysLn AuWqy itktF lY ky dyx vfly dlflF qoN sLurU ho ky kulI qwk vwKrI. ipMz afx ky ptvfrI qoN qsIl dPLqr qwk vI luwt huMdI hY qy Qfxy qoN kcihrI qwk vI. ieh vI kih idwqf ik sfzy lIzr gwlF bhuq krdy ny, aml Enf nhIN krdy, pRvfsI BfrqIaF nUM qF EdF df aml hoieaf cfhIdf hY, ijho ijhf AunHF dy mulkF `c huMdf hY.

            Aus qoN bfad ijhVy keI pRvfsI lok, Kfs kr ky lyKk, eyQy afey qy gey, AunHF ivwcoN keIaF ny vfps jf ky ieh kuJ bVI Aucyc nfl igxfieaf ik Auh ikhVy-ikhVy lIzr jF aPLsr dy Gr jf ky Kf ky aqy pI ky afey hn. eydMU ijLafdf syvf qF pMjfb qoN igaF lIzrF qy aPLsrF dI Auh afp krdy rihMdy hn, ies ivwc Kfs gwl kI sI? Pyr vI keI sUJvfn swjxF ny sfPL ilK aqy kih idwqf ik pMjfb ivwc igaF nUM sfnUM mihPLlF nhIN cfhIdIaF, hr cIjL EQy pwCm qoN ssqI hY qy asIN afp vI Krcf kr ky EQy mihPLlF sjf skdy hF. sfnUM qF kMm hoieaf cfhIdf hY, qy Auh huMdf nhIN. njfiejL kMm asIN kihMdy nhIN. ijhVf jfiejL kMm sfzy mulkF `c afpxy afp ho jFdf hY, Auh Bfrq ivwc gyVy mfr-mfr ky qy keIaF dy qrly kr ky krvfAuxf pYNdf hY qy iPr vI Auh ieMj krdy hn, ijvyN sfzy isr aihsfn kr rhy hox. iewk swjx ny qF ieh vI ikhf ik afpxf kMm krvfAux gey nUM mYnUM keI aPLsrF ny rfhdfrI qy itkt Byjx dI hukm vrgI bynqI vI kr idwqI sI.

            ieh sB kuJ swc hY. mYN ieh nhIN kihMdf ik sfry pRvfsI BfrqI swcy hI hn, AunHF ivwc vI keI gLlq kMm krdy qy krvfAuNdy hn, pr AunHF df koeI kMm kdy atkdf nhIN. ieho ijhy lokF ny iksy nf iksy pRBfvsLflI bMdy nfl kuMzI pfeI huMdI hY, ijhVf bxdf-srdf lfg lY ky sfry kMm krvfAuNdf rihMdf hY. musLkl afAuNdI hY qF Aus sDfrn pRvfsI BfrqI nUM, ijhVf jfiejL kMm jfiejL ZMg nfl nymF anusfr krvfAuxf cfhuMdf hY. Aus dy mulk `c jfiejL kMm sfry pwK cYWk kr ky nf isrPL afpxy afp kr idwqf jFdf hY, blik Aus dI sUcnf vI ByjI jFdI hY, pr pMjfb ivwc icrF ipwCoN afey Aus bMdy nUM ieh vyK ky Jtkf lgdf hY ik iewQy iewk myjL qoN Aus dI arjLI dUjy kmry vfly sfihb qwk puwjidaF hI pMdrF idn lwg jFdy hn. gwl inrI pYisaF dI nhIN huMdI, iewQoN dy pRbMDkI ZFcy dy inafry rIqI-irvfjF kr ky vI ieh dyrI huMdI hY.

            imsfl vjoN muwK mMqrI ny, jF ibnF klgI vfly supr muwK mMqrI ny, iksy idn iksy sLihr df gyVf mfrnf hovy qF ijLlHy df izptI kimsLnr, zvIjLn df kimsLnr, aYWs[ zI[ aYWm[ puls df zI[ afeI[ jI[, aYWs[ aYWs[ pI[ aqy zI[ aYWs[ pI[ sB Ausy dI KfqrdfrI `c lwg jFdy hn. ijnHF lokF df Qfxy jF kcihrI `c kMm atikaf huMdf hY, Auh gyVy mfr ky muV jFdy hn. ies pRpMc dI loV kI hY? ijs aPLsr dI loV hoeI, Aus nUM bulfieaf jf skdf hY, bfkI sfry jxy afpo afpxy dPLqrF ivwc kMm krdy rihx qF lokF nUM Kwjl nhIN hoxf pvygf. bhuqI vfrI iehnF sfiraF nUM swidaf nhIN jFdf, Auh afp hI jI-hjLUrI krn vfsqy jF ies zroN phuMc jFdy hn ik myrI gYr-hfjLrI ivwc koeI myry iKlfPL cuglI nf kr dyvy. sBnF df iewk hwQ kursI nUM qy dUjf pwg nUM hMudf hY, kMm Auh kfhdy nfl krngy? pRvfsI BfrqIaF nUM iehnF gwlF nfl icV hY. EQy mMqrI hI nhIN, muwK mMqrI vI afpo afpxI kfr AuWqy iekwly cVHy iPrdy hn.

            torFto dI qfjLf PyrI mOky mYnUM iewk gwl iksy ny ik EQoN dI iewk mMqrI bIbI ny hvfeI awzy qoN pMjfbI tYksI zrfeIvr dI tYksI leI. rfh `c Auh zrfeIvr qoN kuJ gwlF puwCx lwg peI, ijhVIaF df sMbMD zrfeIvr dI inwjI ijLMdgI jF smfj nfl qF sI, sPLr nfl nhIN. zrfeIvr ny puwiCaf ik qusIN ieh ikAuN puwC rhy ho? bIbI ny dwisaf ik mYN Plfxy ivBfg dI mMqrI hF, ies nfl mYnUM ieh smJx `c sOK rhygI ik ivBfg dy kMm bfry lok kI socdy hn? zrfeIvr shI-shI jvfb dyx lwg ipaf. sPLr dy KLfqmy `qy bIbI ny tYksI dy ikrfey df ibwl aqy kuJ pYsy itwp dy ky rsId mMg leI. zrfeIvr ny ikrfey dy pYisaF dI rsId idwqI qF Aus ny ikhf ik ieh gLlq hY, mYN pYsy vwD idwqy hn, pUry pYisaF dI rsId dyh. jvfb ivwc zrfeIvr ny ikhf ik qusIN ieh pYsy izAUtI kridaF Krcy hox kr ky ivBfg qoN lYxy hn. quhfnUM isrPL Auho pYsy lYxy cfhIdy hn, ijMnf ikrfieaf bxdf hY. itwp mYN mMgI nhIN, qusIN KusLI nfl ijMnI vI idE, Auhdf boJ jnqk KLjLfny `qy nhIN pYxf cfhIdf. mMqrI bIbI ny ies gwl leI Aus zrfeIvr qoN muafPLI vI mMgI qy DMnvfd vI kIqf ik Aus ny TIk rfh ivKfieaf hY. kI asIN pMjfb jF Bfrq ivwc ieh kuJ vfprn dI kdy afs kr skdy hF?

            afpxy keI dOiraF dOrfn mYN EQoN dy smfj bfry jo kuJ vyiKaf, Auh pfTkF nfl keI vfrI sFJf kIqf hY. hr gwl pwCm ivwc mfVI nhIN, EQy jo kuJ cMgf hY, Aus bfry sfzy mMqrI, aiDkfrI EQoN pONzF df mFjf mfr ky ilafAux vfly sfD-sMq eyQoN dy lokF nUM dwsdy ikAuN nhIN? imsfl vjoN EQoN dy bYNkF jF hor QfvF AuWqy mYN AuvyN hI gfhkF dI lfeIn lwgI vyKI hY, ijvyN sfzy dysL ivwc huMdI hY, pr QoVHy ijhy PLrk nfl. EQy kfAUNtr sfhmxy isrPL iewk gfhk huMdf hY, bfkI dI sfrI lfeIn iewk mItr df PLfslf rwK ky lwgI huMdI hY. ies df kfrn ieh hY ik kfAUNtr sfhmxy KVf bMdf pYsy lY irhf hY jF dy irhf hY, ieh jF qF Aus nUM pqf hoxf cfhIdf hY, jF sMbMDq krmcfrI nUM, ies qoN ibnF iksy hor nUM ieh jfnx df hwk nhIN ik AuhnF ny kI lYx-dyx kIqf hY. sfzy mulk `c bYNk dy KLjLfncI dI iKVkI ivwc iewko vkq pMj-pMj hwQ vVy huMdy hn. iewk jxf lYx-dyx krdf qy cfr jxy vyKdy hn. iPr kdy-kdy AunHF chuM `coN iewk jxf mgr lwg jFdf hY. jy ieh gwl krnI hovy ik kfAUNtr `qy isrPL iewko bMdf hovy, bfkI lfeIn iewk mItr df PLfslf rwKy, qF ies AuWqy iewk kfxI kOzI df Krcf nhIN hMudf, pr krn dI nIq hI nhIN iksy dI. kdy iksy aPLsr, mMqrI jF sfD-sMq ny lokF nUM ieh nhIN dwisaf ik jy eydF hovy qF vwD TIk hY.

            dUjf pwK hY pRvfsI BfrqIaF nUM pysL jfiedfdF dy mfmilaF df. hfly ipCly hPLqy dy iewk idn ieh irport afeI hY ik pMjfb ivwc pRvfsI BfrqIaF dIaF swT PLIsdI qoN vwD jfiedfdF njfiejL kbijLaF jF adflqI mukwdimaF ivwc AulJIaF hoeIaF hn. XkIn nfl nhIN ikhf jf skdf hY ik ieh swT PLIsdI hoxgIaF jF ies qoN vI vwD, ikAuNik keI mfmilaF ivwc pRvfsI BfrqI ieh soc ky aMdry aMdr cuwp vwt ky rih jFdy hn ik sfzI ikhVI iksy ny suxnI hY. qy ieh hY vI swc. keI mfmly ieho ijhy hn, ijwQy njLdIkI irsLqydfrF ny hI sfrf kuJ hVwp ilaf hY, pr ijs df sfrf kuJ hVwipaf igaf, Auhny cUM qwk nhIN kIqI, cuwp-cfp muV igaf hY. jlMDr dy iewk nfmI pRoPLYsr, ijhVf lyKk vI hY, dy iewk njLdIkI irsLqydfr ny mYnUM dwisaf ik pYsy asIN Byjdy sF, koTI sfzI bxdI sI. bxI koTI `c jf ky asIN rihMdy vI rhy. hux keI sflF ipCoN pqf lwgf hY ik jLmIn vI pRoPLYsr ny afpxy nFa KrIdI sI, bfkI sfrf kMm qy ibjlI, sIvryj dy kunYksLn vI Aus ny afpxy nFa krvf rwKy sn. sbUq hI koeI nhIN, asIN kys vI kI kr skdy hF? kbwzI dy iewk AuWGy iKzfrI AuWqy vI pRvfsI BfrqIaF nfl eydF dIaF TwgIaF mfrn dy keI ikwsy pRcwlq hn.

            ieMglYNz dy iewk pMjfbI pihlvfn ny DI ivafhI qF Qfxydfr df puwq psMd kr ilaf. bfhroN afieaF nUM puls dI vrdI df rohb vI bVI iKwc pfAuNdf hY, iesy leI Aus ny bfhlI pux-Cfx nf kIqI. muMzf nsLybfjL inkilaf qy ieMglYNz jfxoN ies kr ky nFh kr igaf ik EQy kMm krnf pAUgf. pihlvfn dI Gr vflI afeI qF afAuNidaF nUM Aus dI koTI ivwcoN sfrf kuJ luwitaf jf cuwkf sI. sB nUM sLwk sI ik Qfxydfr qy Aus dy puwqr dI krqUq ho skdI hY. puls swdI qF koeI iswDy mUMh gwl hI nf kry. pqf lwgf qF mYN afp EQy igaf. ieMspYktr nUM myry jfx ipwCoN iPLMgr ipRMts vfly swdxy pY gey, pr AunHF ny af ky kih idwqf ik insLfn hI koeI nhIN imldy. pirvfr dy iewk dosq ny pry iljf ky iPLMgr ipRMts vfly dI jyb `c do hjLfr rupey pfey qF iPLMgr ipRMts iml gey, pr Qfxy jf ky Auh kfgjL guafc gey. munsLI myrf jfxU sI, mYN Aus nUM puwiCaf qF jvfb iswDf sI, jnfb, puls ny hux afpxf Qfxydfr QoVHf Psf dyxf hY? ivclI gwl mYN quhfnUM dws idwqI hY, myrf iksy kol nFa nf ilE jy. kys df aMq swcmuwc ieho hoieaf sI.

            qIjf pwK hY srkfrI skImF df. muwK mMqrI qoN lY ky pRDfn mMqrI qwk sfry afKdy hn ik pRvfsI BfrqI eyQy af ky ivkfs ivwc ihwsf pfAux, pr AunHF qoN sihXog mMgx vflI srkfr afpxI msLInrI dy purjLy cYWk nhIN krdI. iewk ipMz `c pRvfsI BfrqIaF ny kfPLI sfrf pYsf lfieaf. ijLlHy df izptI kimsLnr igaf qF pMjfh hjLfr rupey dI grFt dyx df aYlfn kr afieaf. ieh pMjfh hjLfr ingUxI ijhI rkm sI, pr ieh vI afeI hI nf. Auh gyVy mfrdy rhy, dPLqr vfly kihx ik hfly cYWk iqafr nhIN hoieaf. iPr izptI kimsLnr bdl igaf qy nvF myrf jfxU sI. mYN Aus nUM nfl lY ky Ausy ipMz df gyVf mrvfAux qur ipaf. mksd ieh sI ik Aus nUM dwsF ik pRvfsI BfrqI kI Xogdfn pfAuNdy hn qy AunHF df dPLqr kI krdf hY. Aus ny sfrf kMm vyK ky ikhf ik Auh ipMz leI jo vI ho sikaf, krygf. agly idn Aus ny PLon kIqf: qusF dwisaf ikAuN nf ik ipCly izptI kimsLnr ny vfadf kIqf sI, pr quhfnUM grFt df cYWk nhIN imilaf? mYN grFt df cYWk kwtx lwgf sF qF rIzr ny dwisaf ik ipCly zI[ sI[ df kwitaf hoieaf cYWk vI dyx vflf hY. Auh cYWk vyiKaf qF Aus dI imafd puwg cuwkI sI. mYN nvF cYWk bxf ky pihlF Auhdy vI Byj irhf hF, bfkI d CyqI hor ByjFgf. sfPL hY ik Aus dPLqr df amlf-PYlf pMcfieq nUM JUT boldf irhf sI ik cYWk hfly bixaf nhIN.

            iewk hor ipMz dI pOxy ku kroV rupey dI skIm leI srkfr ny do-iqhfeI pYsy dyxy qy qIjf ihwsf pRvfsI BfrqIaF ny dyxf sI. jvfb ieho imldf irhf ik skIm hfly pfs nhIN hoeI. Pyr iewk ey[ zI[ sI[ af igaf, suBfa df eynf ruwKf ik hwQ imlfAuxf vI byloVf smJy, pr hyTly amly nUM iKwc ky kMm krvfAux vflf. Aus ny duubfrf skIm dI PLfeIl bxfAux leI stfPL ibTfieaf qF pqf lwgf ik skIm qF ipCly sfl dI pfs hoeI peI hY, srpMc nUM icwTI ByjxI Buwl geI sI. ey[ zI[ sI[ df Pon afAux `qy Auh pRvfsI swjx icwTI lYx gey qF sMbMDq aiDkfrI ny kih idwqf ik ieMj hwQIN icwTI dyxI kfnUMnI qOr `qy jfiejL nhIN. asIN ijLlHf pMcfieq aPLsr nUM ByjFgy, Auh bI[ zI[ E[ nUM Byjygf qy bI[ zI[ E[ quhfnUM dyvygf. pRvfsI swjxF `coN iewk ny QoVHf kOV Kf ky ikhf; ieMj icwTI dyxI qF jfiejL nhIN, pr ibnF sUcnf idwqy ikvyN jfiejL hY? asIN ey[ zI[ sI[ sfihb kol hI jf ky isLkfieq krdy hF. iPr pMjF imMtF qoN pihlf icwTI iml geI, pr eydF df JgVf hr koeI pRvfsI BfrqI nhIN kr skdf. jy sFJy kMmF dIaF skImF bfry vI ieh hfl hY qF ijs iksy dI inwjI qklIPL hovygI, Auh kI krygf?

            cOQf pwK hY pRvfsI BfrqIaF nUM JUTy kysF ivwc Psf ky Qfxy ibTfAux df. iewk ipMz `c iewk pRvfsI BfrqI afieaf qF Aus ny afpxy njLdIkI irsLqydfrF nfl purfxy lyKy-pwqy dI gwl CyV leI. dyxf Auh kuJ cfhuMdy nhIN sn, pr pihlF ieh kih ky AulJfieaf ik qsIl qoN sfry kfgjL-pwqr ilafAuxy hn, afpF drKfsq dy afeIey. drKfsq idwqI qF qsIldfr dy rIzr nfl iml ky iewk mhIny dI qrIk pvf idwqI. bfhroN afey swjx leI qF eynf rihxf vI aOKf sI, dUjf kMm ieh kIqf ik sLrfb pI ky ipMz dy iewk bMdy nUM EdoN gfhlF kwZIaF, jdoN bfhroN afieaf irsLqydfr nfl sI. Aus dUjy bMdy ny Qfxy jf ky isLkfieq kr idwqI, ivwc pRvfsI BfrqI df nFa vI ilKf idwqf ik iehnF ny gfhlF kwZIaF qy jfnoN mfrn dIaF DmkIaF idwqIaF hn. Qfxydfr ny swd ky pRvfsI BfrqI nUM ikhf; ajy isLkfieq drj nhIN hoeI, jy ho geI, quhfzI igRPLqfrI pfAuxI pAUgI qy quhfzf pfsport vI rwKxf pvygf. ies kr ky jy qusIN eyny icr ivwc iKskxf cfho qF mYN mdd krf skdf hF. pRvfsI BfrqI nUM jy pfsport jmHF krvf ky Cy mhIny eyQy rihxf pY jFdf, AuhdI nOkrI vI jFdI rihxI sI qy hor Krcy vI hoxy sI. Auhny pMjfh hjLfr Qfxydfr nUM idwqf, pMjfh Aus drKfsq dyx vfly nUM dy ky rfjLInfvF kIqy qy iKsk igaf. Aus dy jfx mgroN Aus dy Brf ny, Qfxydfr ny qy drKfsq dyx vfly ny rfq nUM iksy hotl `c iekwiTaF bYT ky iznr kIqf qy afpo ivwc vMzIaF pf leIaF sn.

            mYN eydF dIaF imsflF dI JVI lf skdf hF. eyQy bhuq sfry lok hn, pMjfb ivwc vI qy idwlI ivwc vI, ijhVy iksy pRvfsI swjx df iewk kys inptf ky iewkI pRYWs not jfrI krdy hn, ijnHF ivwc vfr-vfr Aus pirvfr df ijLkr krdy hn, qF ik sB nUM pqf lwg jfvy ik Auh pirvfr df ijLkr krdy hn, qF ik sB nUM pqf lwg jfvy ik Auh pirvfr isrPL AunHF df bcfieaf bc sikaf hY. ivdysLF `coN lwKF pRvfsI hr sfl eyQy afAuNdy qy prqdy hn, ijnHF `coN bhuiqaF nUM ieho ijhIaF AulJxF df sfhmxf krnf pYNdf hY. iewkf-duwkf df mslf qF ieh aKLbfrI Bwl Kwtx vfly swjx hwl kr dyNdy hoxgy, bfkIaF dI cmVI lwQx qoN rokx df pRbMD kOx krygf?

            jnvrI ivwc pRvfsI BfrqIaF df smfgm hox jf irhf hY. Aus qoN pihlF ieh sfrf kuJ ilK ky iewk qF mYN srkfr qy pRsLfsn nUM bynqI krnI cfhuMdf hF ik pMjfb dI afriQkqf ivwc hr sfl kroVF jF arbF nhIN, KrbF rupey qwk df Xogdfn pfAux vfly iehnF pRvfsI BfrqIaF nUM luwt qoN bcfAux leI pwky qy ZuwkvyN pRbMD kIqy jfxy cfhIdy hn. dUjf mYN pRvfsI swjxF nUM bynqI krnI cfhFgf ik Auh vI iesy gwl `qy KusL nf ho jfieaf krn ik Plfxy aYzy vwzy aPLsr jF mMqrI nfl iml ilaf hY qy Aus ny kMm krfAux df Brosf idwqf hY, sgoN amlF nUM vyiKaf krn. ijhVf vI vjLIr jF aPLsr itwly dy PLkIr vFg gwlIN-bfqIN duwD-puwq dy ky aml ivwc koeI mrd nhIN krdf, dUjI vfrI EQy gey nUM AuhnUM BrI mihPLl ivwc KVo ky ieMJ Cwitaf krn ik awgy qoN Auh ieMj krn jogf hI nf rhy. ies dy ibnF hor koeI cfrf nhIN.

 

 


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          pfxI ivwc mDfxI dI gwl qF asIN bcpn qoN suxdy afey sF, keI vfrI gwlbfq dOrfn vrqI jFdI vI vyKI sI, pr ies dy arQ sfnUM bIqy hPLqy hI smJ pey hn. pUrf iewk hPLqf, sgoN Aus qoN vI vwD, ies gwl dy lyyKy lwg igaf hY ik sMq jrnYl isMG iBMzrFvfly dI qsvIr sRI hrmMdr sfihb nfl juVvyN iswK ajfiebGr ivwc lwgxI TIk hY jF glq? lfAux vfly ies nUM TIk afKI jFdy hn, ivroD krn vfly ivroD krI jFdy hn qy pMjfb dy muwK mMqrI sfihb khI jFdy hn ik sfzf ies ivwc koeI hwQ hI nhIN. AunHF dI sihXogI pfrtI Bfjpf nukqfcInI vI krI jFdI hY qy ies nUM sLRomxI kmytI df afpxf mfmlf dws ky tflI vI jFdI hY.

          sMq jrnYl isMG iBMzrFvfly PLrIdkot ijLlHy dy rozy ipMz dy bfbf juigMdr isMG df iewk puwqr sI, ieklOqf nhIN sI. bfbf juigMdr isMG ijLMdgI dy iewk Kfs moV qwk kimAUinstF df hmfieqI sI qy 1953 ivwc Aus ipMz ivwc lwgy kimAUinst pfrtI dy isDFqk kYNp ivwc keI idn syvf krdf irhf sI. Aus df puwqr jrnYl isMG bfkI BrfvF qoN vwKrf inkilaf qy hOlI-hOlI iswKF ivwc siqkfr rwKdI sMsQf dmdmI tksfl dy mihqf cOk vfly kYNp df muKI ho igaf. sMq jrnYl isMG dy muKI hox df dOr hI sI, jdoN lokF nUM dmdmI tksfl df iBMzr klF vflf purfxf kyNdr Buwl igaf qy mihqf cOk vflf kyNdr hI aslI mMinaf jfx lwgf. jdoN qwk sMq jrnYl isMG ny tksfl dy muKI dI pdvI nf sMBfl leI qy Aus df dbdbf mihqf cONk qoN muMbeI qwk nf bx igaf, EdoN qwk (sMq jrnYl isMG dy afpxy nyVly sfQIaF dIaF ilKqF muqfbk) rozy pirvfr ivwc vI Aus dI bhuqI puwC-pRqIq nhIN sI.

          dmdmI tksfl dy pihly sfry muKIaF qoN vwKry suBfa dy ies nvyN muKI ny isafsI afgUaF nfl nyVly sMbMD vI rwKy qy ivroDI soc vflIaF Dfrimk sMprdfvF nfl tkrfE df rsqf vI aKiqafr kIqf. inrMkfrI sMprdf nfl iesy iksm df tkrfa hOlI-hOlI 1978 dI ivsfKI dy idn aMimRqsr ivwc vfpry KUnI kFz qwk lY igaf. Aus idn EDr nUM jFdf jQf rokx leI pMjfb dy akflI vjLIr jQydfr jIvn isMG AumrfnMgl ny pUrI vfh lfeI sI, ikAuNik EdoN dy muwK mMqrI sR[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl vwloN hI aijhI hdfieq sI, pr Auh rok nhIN sn sky, ieh gwl vwKrI hY ik ipwCoN bfdl sfihb ny AumrfnMgl df loV vyly sfQ dyx qoN ipwT Pyr leI sI.

          KUnI kFz vfpr jfx ipwCoN duvwlI ibafnbfjLI `c iewk pfsy sMq iBMzrFvfly qy Aus dy sihXogI ieh dosL lfAuNdy sn ik ieh sfkf mOky dI akflI-jnqf srkfr (asl ivwc Aus dy muKI sR[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl) dy iesLfry AuWqy vfpiraf hY, dUjy pfsy jQydfr AumrfnMgl qy Aus dy sfQI sfrf dosL sMq iBMzrFvflf `qy lf ky ieh vI kih dyNdy sn ik AunHF nUM awgy lf ky kFgrs ny Kyz KyzI hY. kuJ smyN bfad hoeIaF sLoRmxI gurduafrf pRbMDk kmytI dIaF coxF ivwc jdoN jQydfr AumrfnMgl dy mukfbly dmdmI tksfl ny BfeI amrIk isMG nUM AumIdvfr bxf ilaf, kFgrs vfly KuwlH ky Aus dI hmfieq AuWqy af gey. msF zyZ ku sfl hor lMiGaf qy pfrlImYNt dI cox af geI, ijs ivwc kFgrsI AumIdvfr rGunMdn lfl BftIaf dI mdd leI dmdmI tksfl vfly nMgy-icwty mYdfn ivwc af gey. ieho nhIN, mgry-mgr afeIaF ivDfn sBf coxF mOky vI ibafs hlky qoN jQydfr AumrfnMgl dy ivruwD AunHF ny kFgrsI AumIdvfr qy sfbkf lok sBf spIkr guridafl isMG iZwloN dI mdd kr idwqI. mjLydfr gwl ieh ik nf qF sLoRmxI kmytI dI cox BfeI amrIk isMG ijwq sky, nf ivDfn sBf dI guridafl isMG iZwloN qy pfrlImYNt dI cox vI rGunMdn lfl BftIaf dUjy ielfikaF dy isr `qy hI ijWqy sn, ies hlky `coN lIz nhIN sn lY sky.

          iPr afieaf pMjfb ivwc grmf-grmI qy KLUn-Krfby df dOr. Aus dOr ivwc keI AuWGy lokF ny pYNqVy bdl ley sn. pMjfbI bolI dy do sLoRmxI sfihqkfr Kwby-pwKIaF nfl qIh-qIh sflF dI soc dI sFJ Cwz ky Kfilsqfn dy hmfieqI ho gey qy Auh jQydfr AumrfnMgl Kfilsqfn df ivroDI ho igaf, ijhVf 1975 ivwc aMimRqsr dy izptI kimsLnr dI kcihrI AuWqy Kflsy df JMzf lfAux igaf sI. hflfq kfbU qoN bfhr hMudy-huMdy nObq jUn 1984 dy Aus afprysLn bilAU stfr qwk afx puwjI, ijs ivwc nf isrPL tYNkF smyq PLOj sRI hrmMdr sfihb dy aMdr geI, blik keI kuJ aijhf vfprdf irhf, ijs df smuwcf ijLkr kdy vI nf kIqf jfvy qF TIk rhygf. hr gwl ieqhfs df ihwsf nhIN bx skdI, bhuq sfrIaF gwlF qoN ieqhfs nUM vI pfsf vwt ky lMG jfxf pYNdf hY, qy sLfied iehdy ivwc vI koeI Blf Cuipaf huMdf hY.

          aprysLn bilAU stfr qoN bfad pMjfb ivwc hor kI-kI huMdf irhf, idwlI smyq ikwQy-ikwQy iswKF nfl kI kihr vfpiraf jF pMjfb dy lokF ny kI-kI kuJ Bugiqaf, Auhdy ivsQfr ivwc jfxf byloVf hY. clMq muwdy nfl sFJI gwl isrPL eynI hY ik lgfqfr bfeI sfl ieh ikhf jFdf irhf ik sMq iBMzrFvflf ijMdf hn. AunHF dI gLYr-hfjLrI ivwc dmdmI tksfl dy kfrjkfrI muKI vjoN bfbf Tfkr isMG kMm clfAuNdy rhy qy kihMdy ieho rhy ik sMq jrnYl isMG jI ny af jfxf hY, mYN qF EnI dyr leI hF. sMq jrnYl isMG dy ijMdf nf hox dI gwl EdoN hI iewk iDr ny mMnI, jdoN bfbf Tfkr isMG dy clfxy ipwCoN agly muKI dy nFa AuWqy dmdmI tksfl doPfV ho geI. EdoN vI ikAuN qy iks mjbUrI ivwc mMnI geI, ies df kdy Kuulfsf nhIN kIqf igaf.

          ies lMmy arsy dOrfn keI vfrI ieh mMg AuWTI ik ajfiebGr ivwc sMq jrnYl isMG iBMzrFvflf dI Poto lfeI jfvy. keI vfrI sLoRmxI gurduafrf pRbMDk kmytI dy kuJ pRmuwK aihlkfr vI aYlfn krdy rhy ik qsvIr lfeI jfvygI, pr lfeI kdy nhIN sI geI. hux vI ieho ijhf koeI pwkf imiQaf hoieaf poRgrfm nhIN sI, bs do idn pihlF sLoRmxI kmytI dy mOjUdf pRDfn avqfr isMG mwkV ny cfr ku jixaF nfl slfh kr ky rfqo rfq sfry pRbMD kIqy qy aglyry idn qsvIr lf idwqI. qIjI vfrI pRDfngI sFB ky hPLqf vI lMGx idwqy ibnF Aus ny ieh kMm ijs qrHF kIqf, Aus nfl Aus nUM muV-muV pRDfn bxfAux vfly muwK mMqrI bfdl sfihb leI vI musLklF pYdf ho geIaF. sihXogI pfrtI Bfjpf vfly iqwKI ibafnbfjLI kr ky AulJxF vDfAux lwg pey, hflFik AunHF nUM qsvIr dy lwgx jF lwQx nfl mqlb nhIN, isrPL ihMdU vot bYNk kol ieh gwl puwjdI krn nfl vfsqf hY ik Bfjpf ny ies qsvIr df ivroD vI kIqf hY. Auh ieho ijhI gwl nUM qUl dyx dI QF ies nUM vrq ky ieh dbfa bxfAuxgy ik pMjfb ivwc asIN bhuqf rwPV nhIN pfAuNdy, bfkI sfry dysL ivwc BfvyN modI mfrkf muihMm vI clfeI jfeIey, bfdl akflI dl ivroD df koeI sLbd nhIN Aucrygf. qy ies gwl ivwc Auh pUrI qrHF kfmXfb hn.

          dUjy pfsy ies qsvIr nUM lY ky kFgrs dI mOjUdf pRDfn bIbI rijMdr kOr BwTl iewkdm ieMj srgrm ho geI hY, ijvyN iesy iewk gwl nUM muwdf bxf ky bfdl sfihb qoN muwK mMqrI dI kursI Cuzf dyxI hovy. kuJ Kwby-pwKI swjxF ny vI iqwKI ibafnbfjLI kIqI hY.

          asIN ies sfrI ibafnbfjLI nUM byloVI smJdy hF. nf asIN muwK mMqrI df pYNqVf TIk smJdy hF, nf qsvIr dI ivroDqf krn vfilaF df.

          muwK mMqrI s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl df ieh kihxf srfsr glq hY ik qsvIr dy mfmly nfl AunHF df koeI lYxf-dyxf nhIN. eynf gwl TIk ho skdI hY ik AunHF qoN pwuCy ibnF qsvIr lfey jfx df kdm sLoRmxI kmytI dy pRDfn ny cuwk ilaf hovy, pr sLoRmxI kmytI pRDfn avqfr isMG mwkV dI s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl dy mUhry hsqI kI hY? hfly iewk mhInf pihlF qF Auh kihMdf sI ik mYN qIjI vfrI pRDfn bxnf hY jF nhIN, ieh rwb jfxdf hY jF bfdl sfihb jfxdy hn. EdoN keI lokF ny ies gwl dI nukqfcInI vI kIqI sI ik mwkV ny bfdl nUM rwb dy brfbr qol idwqf hY. hux Auho pRDfn mwkV jy eyzf vwzf kdm cuwk lYNdf hY qF bfdl sfihb dI siQqI hfsohIxI ikAuN nf hovygI? iPr vI ieh gwl afm hY ik bfdl sfihb afpxy bMdy dIaF glqIaF nUM nhIN, Aus dI gusqfKIaF nUM nhIN, Aus dI vPLfdfrI nUM vyKdy hn. ieho kfrn hY ik eyzI afphudrfsLfhI dy bfvjUd AunHF ny mwkV sfihb nUM nf jnqk qOr `qy kuJ ikhf hY, nf kihxf hY.

          ijwQoN qwk kFgrs pfrtI vwloN kIqy jf rhy ivroD df sMbMD hY, Auh asloN hI byloVf hY. gwl qF iewk qsvIr dI hY, lwg geI, so lwg geI. ijwQy iksy dI cwldI hovy, Aus ny clfAuxI huMdI hY. jy zfktr mnmohn isMG dI srkfr nf hMudI qF aMzymfn dI jylH ivwc vIr sfvrkr df bwuq lwg jfxf sI qy iewk vfrI lwg cuwkf Pyr iksy ny bdlxf nhIN sI. muMbeI ivwc vIr sfvrkr dy nFa AuWqy vI sVk df nFa hY, mhfqmf gFDI dy nFa AuWqy vI hY. sLRomxI kmytI AuWqy ijnHF lokF dI jkV hY, AunHF ny afpxI mrjLI pugf leI hY, koeI ikvyN rok skdf hY? iPr AuWQy isrPL sMq jrnYl isMG iBMzrFvfly dI qsvIr hI qF nhIN, aprysLn bilAU stfr ivwc Aus dy nyVly do pRmuwK sihXogIaF BfeI amrIk isMG aqy myjr jnrl sLbyg isMG dIaF qsvIrF vI lwgIaF hoeIaF hn. sRImqI ieMdrf gFDI nUM pRDfn mMqrI huMidaF golI mfr ky kql kr dyx vfly byaMq isMG qy sqvMq isMG dIaF Poto vI EQy lwgIaF hoeIaF hn. BfrqI PLOj dy sfbkf muKI jnrl arux sRIDr vYidaf nUM kql krky PLFsI cVH jfx vfly suwKf qy ijMdf dIaF Poto vI EQy lwgIaF hoeIaF hn. jy eynIaF qsvIrF lwgIaF hoeIaF hn qF iewk qsvIr hor EQy lwg jfx nfl koeI kihr nhIN tuwt pYx lwgf. AunHF sfrIaF qsvIrF df qF iksy ny kdy ivroD nhIN sI kIqf, ies iewk qsvIr nUM hI muwdf bxf ky ikAuN AuCfilaf jf irhf hY?

          ibnF iksy vfjb kfrn qoN AuCfilaf igaf ieh muwdf eynf vwzf bx igaf hY ik iewk ihMdU sMq ny Aus bMdy nUM iqMn lwK rupey dyx df aYlfn kr idwqf hY, ijhVf sRI hrmMdr sfihb jf ky iBMzrFvfly dI qsvIr lfh ky ilafvygf. iksy hor ny suixaf hovy qF pqf nhIN, eyzf vwzf mUMh-pfVvF aYlfn krn qwk Aus ihMdU sMq df nFa asIN qF kdy suixaf nhIN sI. jlMDr ivwc cfr ku CCohry iksm dy bMidaF ny ieh aYlfn kr idwqf hY ik Auh ies qsvIr nUM lfh ky ilafAux leI mrjIvVy iqafr krngy. afp Auh mrjIvVy bxn nUM hfmI nhIN Br sky, bfhroN pqf nhIN Auh supfrI lY ky kMm krn vfly mrjIvVy lwBx lYxgy. ieh sB gwlF pMjfb dy amn nUM awg lfAux vflIaF hn. vkq qF hosL qoN kMm lYx df hY.

          ijs smfj ivwc asIN rihMdy hF, eyQy sihxsLIlqf nUM iewk Kfs drjf hfsl hY. dysL dI rfjDfnI idwlI ivwc cly jfE qF EQy rUs dy kimAUinst ienklfb dy bfnI lYinn dy nFa `qy vI sVk hY qy afr[ aYWs[ aYWs[ dy afgU dIn idafl AupfiDafey dy nFa AuWqy vI. gurU goibMd isMG mfrg vI EQy hI hY qy aOrMgjLyb roz vI. dysL dI afjLfdI Kfqr afpxy cfry puwqrF dy isr ktf dyx vfly bfdsLfh dy nFa AuWqy bhfdr sLfh jLPLr mfrg vI hY qy ieh kihr kmfAux vfly aMgryjL hfkmF dy nFa AuWqy vI. asIN aMimRqsr ivwc hI cly jfeIey qF dysLBgqF df Gfx krn vfly byrihm jwj kUpr dy nFa AuWqy kUpr roz vI hY qy pMjfb dy jLflm aMgryjL hukmrfn lfrYNs dy nFa AuWqy lfrYNs roz vI hY. ieho ijhIaF keI imsflF idwqIaF jf skdIaF hn.

          afE, QoVHf ijhf ipwCy cwlIey! sR[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl dI agvfeI hyT 1997 ivwc akflI-Bfjpf srkfr kfiem hox qoN iqMn mhIny mgroN hI iewk smfgm kr ky BfrqI PLOj dy sfbkf muKI jnrl vYidaf dy PLFsI lwgy kfql suwKf qy ijMdf dy pirvfrF nUM jQydfr gurcrn isMG tOhVf ny isropy dy ky snmfnq kr idwqf sI. do ku idnF bfad Auh jlMDr afey qF pwqrkfrF ny puwC ilaf ik suwKy qy ijMdy dy pirvfrF nUM snmfnq krn nfl ikDry awqvfd nUM sLih qF nhIN imlygI? jQydfr tOhVf df hfsohIxf jvfb sI, ZfeI gjL lIr nfl awqvfd nhIN af jFdf. ies gwloN sfnUM vI byhwd hYrfnI hoeI sI ik gurU-GrF ivwc siqkfr sfihq isropfE bKLisLsL krn vfly jQydfr tOhVf ny Ausy isropy nUM ZfeI-gjL lIr afK idwqf sI. AunHF ny ieh gwl khI qF iksy ny ikMqU nhIN sI kIqf, pr jy ieho gwl iksy kFgrsI jF kfmryz dy mUMhoN inklI huMdI qF qUPLfn AwuT KVf hoxf sI.

          mYN awj vI isropy nUM tOhVf sfihb vFg ZfeI-gjL lIr nhIN kih skdf, pr iewk gwl pwkI hY ik ijvyN Aus ZfeI gjL lIr nfl awqvfd nhIN sI af skdf, AuvyN hI sMq jrnYl isMG iBMzrFvflf dI qsvIr nfl vI koeI Bucfl nhIN af jfxf. sRImqI rijMdr kOr BwTl ivdysLF dy gurU-GrF `c jFdy hoxgy, AunHF `coN QoiVHaF nUM Cwz ky bfkIaF ivwc sMq iBMzrFvflf dI qsvIr lwgI hoeI hY. ijs iksy dy mn ivwc iBMzrFvfly pRqI siqkfr hovygf, Auh sLrDf nfl isr Jukf dyvygf, bfkI pfsf vwt ky lMG jfxgy, pr ies muwdy nUM AuCfl ky lokF dIaF BfvnfvF nfl iKlvfV krn dI kI loV hY? rfjsI pfrtIaF ny jy krny hI hox qF hor bQyry kMm hn, ieh muwdf qF inrI pfxI ivwc mDfxI hY, ijs ivwcoN inklxf hI kuJ nhIN.

 


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          iesLk qy jMg ivc sB kuJ jfiejL df aKfx qF bfby-dfdy ny vI suixaf hovygf, pr sfzy simaF ny sfbq kr idwqf hY ik rfjnIqI Auqy ieh aKfx sgoN iksy vI hor nfloN vwD Zukdf hY. rfjnIqI rUs dI hovy jF pfiksqfn dI jF iPr iksy BfrqI rfj dI, sB QF ies dy njLfry ies aKfx nUM swcf sfbq krn vfly hn. ijhVy pwCmI dysL lok-rfjI kdrF-kImqF dI bVI duhfeI dyNdy rihMdy hn, AuhnF ivc vI hux iksy QF iswDI qy iksy QF lukvyN qOr `qy ieho gMdI Kyz KyzI jfx lwg peI hY. ivcfrDfrk pYNqVf hux koeI arQ hI nhIN rwKdf jfpdf, mhwqv ies gwl df bx igaf hY ik dfa lwgf qF pON bfrF, nhIN qF iqMn kfxy hI hoxgy.

          Pyr vI BfrqI rfjnIqI ijMnIaF zUMGfxF ivc lwQdI jFdI hY, EnIaF iksy hor dysL dI sLfied hI lwQI hovy. jdoN asIN iksy hor dysL dI gwl krdy hF qF ieh iesLfrf pfiksqfn qy bMglfdysL vrgy mulkF vwl nhIN huMdf, ijwQy rfjnIqI dI DOx `qy jrnYlF dI juMzI df gozf itikaf rihMdf hY. ieh iesLfrf AuhnF pwCmI mulkF vwl ho skdf hY, ijhVy ivksq aKvf ky vI nIvyN pwDr dI rfjnIqI dI ijwlHx ivc Psy hoey hn. ivkfs dIaF hor mMijLlF AuhnF qYa kIqIaF hoxgIaF, rfjnIqk ivkfs df pwDr bhuqf nhIN cuwk sky. qd vI Bfrq qF Bfrq hY, ies df mukfblf Blf kOx kr skdf hY?

          afjLfdI qoN bfad dy pihly sflF ivc Bfrq aMdr rfjnIqI ivcfrDfrk pYNqVy dy afDfr AuWqy cwldI sI. akflI pfrtI jy iswKF dI pRqIinDqf df dfavf krdI sI, qF do-rMgI nhIN sI KyzdI. ihMdU mhF sBf qoN bfad BfrqI jn sMG bxf ky rfsLtrI soiemsyvk sMG ny ijhVf rfjnIqk pVuwl bxfieaf sI, Auh KuwlH ky ihMdU rfsLtr dI sQfpqI leI sMGrsL df aYlfn krdf sI. nvF-nvF pfiksqfn vwK hoieaf hox kr ky muslmfnF dI pRqIinDqf dI ihwk-TokvIN koeI iDr hfly nhIN sI huMdI, ies krky jn sMG qoN lY ky akflI pfrtI qwk sfry jxy kFgrs nUM hI muslmfnF dI ilhfjU afK ky BMzdy huMdy sn. hux iehnF ivwcoN iewk vI iDr afpxy Aus pYNqVy `qy KVI nhIN lwBdI.

          keI akflI pfrtIaF `coN muwK iDr bfdl akflI dl hux kihx nUM hI akflI hY, AuNj Aus df kuJ vI akflI nhIN rih igaf. sLoRmxI kmytI ivc afpxy bMdy vwD ijqf ky qy joV-qoV krky kbjLf krI rwKx nfl akflI nhIN bixaf jf skdf. ijnHF mMgF leI akflI pfrtI lVdI huMdI sI, AuhnF nfloN hux bfdl akflI dl nfqf qoV cuwkf hY. akflI dl ny pMjfbI sUby dI kfiemI leI morcf lfieaf sI qy keI jfnF dy ky ies mMg dI pRfpqI hoeI sI. awj akflI pfrtI dI agvfeI hyT pMjfb dI kmfn Aus afgU dy hwQ hY, ijhVf cOQI vfrI muwK mMqrI bixaf hY qy cfry vfrI pMjfbI sUbf bxn mgroN hI bixaf hY. jy pMjfb hux vflf nf huMdf qF Auh ies pdvI df suPnf vI nhIN sI lY skdf. kmfl dI gwl ieh ik ijnHF nUM ibnF mMigaF hirafxf iml igaf, AuhnF ny qF afpxI sQfpqI df hirafxf idvs mnf ilaf hY, pr cOQI vfrI muwK mMqrI bxy bfdl sfihb dy rfj ivc pMjfb dI srkfr ny pihlI vfrI ies idvs nUM axgOilaf krky ibnF iksy smfgm qoN lMG jfx idwqf hY. ieho nhIN, purfxI akflI pfrtI pMjfbI bolI leI sMGrsL krdI huMdI sI, hux dI akflI pfrtI ny 1997-2002 dy afpxy rfj smyN pihlI jmfq qoN aMgryjLI dI pVHfeI sLurU krfAux df muwZ Aus svrgI akflI afgU qy sfbkf muwK mMqrI lCmx isMG igwl dy ipMz qoN bMinHaf, ijs ny pMjfbI nUM nvyN pMjfb dI rfj BfsLf df drjf idvfieaf sI. ieh muwZ iksy hor ipMz dI QF Aus ipMz qoN bMnHxf dwsdf sI ik pMjfbI bolI hI nhIN, bolI nUM rfj-BfsLf df drjf dyx vfly nUM vI hux dy akflI kI smJdy hn.

          idlcsp gwl ieh ik purfxI akflI lIzrisLp mfstr qfrf isMG dI hovy jF sMq Pqih isMG dI, dovyN ies dfavy AuWqy kfiem rihMdy sn ik Auh iswKF dy pRqIinD hn. AuhnF `qy hor koeI vI ieljLfm lwg jfvy, do-rMgI Kyzx df dosL kdy nhIN sI lwgf. hux dI akflI lIzrisLp ny sLoRmxI gurduafrf pRbMDk kmytI dIaF coxF lVn leI iewk sMivDfn gurduafrf cox kimsLn nUM pysL kIqf, ijs ivc ikhf igaf ik ieh iswKF dI pRqIinDqf krdI hY. iPr ivDfn sBf coxF qoN pihlF iewk vwKrf sMivDfn Bfrq dy cox kimsLn nUM dy idwqf ik ieh iekwly iswKF dI pfrtI nhIN, sfry DrmF dy lokF dI pRqIinDqf krdI hY. ies dI isLkfieq adflq ivc clI geI ik ies pfrtI ny dovyN QF do vwKo-vwK sMivDfn pysL kIqy hn, iewk pfrtI dy do sMivDfn nhIN ho skdy, ieMj ies ny dovF `coN iek QF jLrUr JUT boilaf hY. keI qrIkF tfldy rihx mgroN akflI dl (bfdl) nUM hlPIaf ibafn dy ky ieh swc kbUl krnf ipaf ik Aus qoN ieh glqI hoeI hY. kI ieh isrP glqI hY? shI sLbdF ivc afiKaf jfvy qF glqI nhIN, Aus dy lIzrF ny mMn ilaf hY ik AuhnF ny jF qF Bfrq dy cox kimsLn nUM DoKf idwqf hY jF gurduafrf cox kimsLn nUM, qy pMjfb dy lokF nUM qF dovF hflqF ivc hI mUrK bxfieaf hY.

          dUjI iDr hY BfrqI jnqf pfrtI dI. ieh purfxy jn sMG df hI nvF rUp hY. lIzr purfxy, pfrtI df nFa, JMzf qy cox-insLfn nvyN hn. sLrfb purfxI hY, isrP nvyN lybl lf ky nvyN Zwkx vflI nvIN boql ivc pf ky pysL kIqI geI hY. aMdroN ies df Guwt-igxqIaF pRqI jLihrIlfpx Gwtdf nhIN, bfhroN ieh srb sFJIvflqf df cogf pfAux df pfKMz kdy-kdy jLrUr kr lYNdI hY. aXuiDaf ivc bfbrI msijd Zfhux dI agvfeI krn vfly ies dy lIzr jFc kimsLnF sfhmxy jf ky mUloN hI muwkr jFdy hn. muslmfnF nUM ieh ivKfAux leI ik Bfjpf AuhnF nfl vI nyVqf cfhuMdI hY, kdy koeI seId nkvI, kdy koeI iskMdr bKq qy kdy koeI sLfhnvfj husYn lwB ky lIzr vI bxf lYNdI hY. eydF dy lIzr bQyry hn, ijhVy iksy vI jLor vfly DVy dI sYnq vwjdI vyK ky AuDr nUM qur pYNdy hn. kFgrs dy keI sYkUlr aKvfAuNdy lIzr vI awj-kwlH ies pfrtI `c jf ky purfxy lIzrF nfloN Kud nUM vwD ihMdUqvIaf sfbq krn lwgy hoey hn. ivcfrDfrf dIaF sLrqF nUM pfsy rwK ky ieh pfrtI dUjIaF pfrtIaF dy lIzrF nUM sItF df cogf iksy vI hor iDr qoN vwD suwtdI hY. sflF-bwDI syvf krdy afey soiemsyvk vyKdy rih jFdy hn qy rfqo-rfq dUjIaF pfrtIaF `coN afey hoey lIzr eyDr af ky vI mohrlI pfl ivc jf bYTdy hn.

          kdy ies pfrtI aMdr isDFq (ijho ijhf vI Aus pfrtI df hY) aqy mirafdf nUM pihl idwqI jFdI sI qy pfrtI dy aMdr dI gwl bfhr isrP aPvfhF dy rUp ivc hI afAuNdI sI. hux ies dy lIzr afpxI inwjI lVfeI nUM vI cOkF hI nhIN, QfixaF qy kcihrIaF qwk ivc iKwcI iPrdy hn. ies dI AuGVvIN imsfl vyKxI hovy qF awj-kwlH dy rfjsQfn ivc vyKI jf skdI hY. EQy muwK mMqrI vsMuDrf rfjy cuxI hoeI muwK mMqrI nfloN iewk rfj-Grfxy dI rfjkumfrI qy dUjy rfj-Grfxy dI bhU-rfxI vjoN vwD ivhfr krdI hY. ies qoN Bfjpf dy afpxy afgU hI sVy hoey hn. ipwCy ijhy Aus bIbI ny afpxy iksy cfplUs qoN iewk kYlMzr bxvf ilaf, ijs ivc muwK mMqrI vsuMDrf rfjy nUM dyvI durgf bxf ky pysL kIqf igaf sI. Bfjpf dy kyNdrI afgU aqy Bfrq df ivdysL mMqrI rih cuwky jsvMq isMG mOky dI qfV ivc sn, AuhnF ny afpxI pqnI koloN muwK mMqrI vsuMDrf rfjy dy ivruwD adflq ivc kys krvf idwqf ik Aus dIaF Dfrimk BfvnfvF nUM swt vwjI hY. muwK mMqrI vsuMDrf rfjy vI mOky dI qfV ivc sI qy CyqI hI ieh mOkf Aus nUM iml igaf. Bfjpf afgU jsvMq isMG ny muwK mMqrI dy ivroDIaF leI iewk idn dfavq idwqI qF rfjsQfnI irvfj muqfbk EQy aPIm vI vrqf idwqI. muwK mMqrI ny ies kfrvfeI nUM nsLf ivroDf kfnUMn dI AulMGxf mMn ky Qfxy ivc mukwdmf drj krvf idWqf. dovyN lIzr Bfjpf dy hn, prcy Qfxy qy kcihrIaF ivc iewk dUjy dy iKlfP krdy iPrdy hn, pr dfavf dovyN ieho krdy hn ik AuhnF ny qF mirafdf df iKafl rwiKaf hY, dUjI iDr ny nhIN.

          iehnF qy ieho ijhIaF hornF iDrF df mukfblf hr QF muwK qOr `qy kFgrs pfrtI nfl huMdf hY. purfxI kFgrs pfrtI hux bIqy dI gwl bx geI hY, ijs ivc mhfqmf gFDI, jvfhr lfl nihrU, srdfr ptyl, mOlfnf afjLfd qy lfl bhfdr sLfsqrI vrgy lIzr huMdy sn. Auh lIzr qF pfrtI leI kurbfn hox vfly sn, pr hux inwjI ihwqF leI pfrtI dI blI dyx vfly eyny lIzr af gey hn ik purfixaF dI vMngI df koeI jy hovygf vI qF ikDry rVkdf nhIN. pUrf nksLf hI plitaf ipaf hY ies pfrtI df.

          AuhnF purfxy lIzrF `coN pRmuwK huMdf sI jvfhr lfl nihrU. Aus dy ivruwD pihlI lok sBf cox mOky ihMdU iPrkfpRsqF ny iewk sfDU ieh kih ky ilaf KVf kIqf ik nihr ny DI df irsLqf iksy gYr-ihMdU nfl krky Drm df nuksfn kIqf hY. AumIdvfr bxy Aus sMq ny kfgjL Brn smyN mUMh `qy pwtI bMnH leI ik nihrU dy ivruwD kuJ bolx dI loV vI nhIN qy Auh bolygf vI nhIN, lok afpy swc pCfx ky votF pfAuxgy. pqf lwgx `qy pMzq nihrU ny jvfbI aYlfn kIqf ik sMq ny qF bolxf nhIN, mYN hlky ivc hI nhIN jfvFgf, qF ik lok isrP swc pCfx ky afpxy afp inbyVf kr skx. votF peIaF qF nqIjf isrP ieh nhIN sI ik pMzq nihrU ijwq gey jF Aus sMq dI jLmfnq jLbq ho geI, sgoN ieh vI sI ik Aus sMq ny tYlIgRfm dy ky nihrU nUM vDfeI dyNidaF kbUl kIqf sI ik quhfzI Drm-inrpwKqf dI ijwq hoeI hY. aPLsos ik awj iewk vI lIzr Aus pfrtI aMdr Auho ijhf nhIN, ijho ijhy pMzq nihrU huMdy sn.

          pMzq nihrU dI lIh qoN kFgrs pfrtI koeI icr pf ky nhIN sI lwQI, QoVHf icr bfad AuhnF dI DI ieMdrf gFDI ny hI ies nUM lIhoN lfh idwqf sI. Drm-inrpwK ipE vI sI qy DI vI, pr Prk ieh sI ik pMzq nihrU iksy vI Drm asQfn ies krky nhIN sI jFdy ik Drm dI durvrqoN df dosL nf lwgy aqy rfjnIqI qy Drm ivcfly Pfslf vI rwiKaf jf sky, jd ik ieMdrf gFDI gMgf gey qF gMgf rfm qy jmnf gey qF jmnf dfs dy aKfx vFg aMimRqsr jf ky pMjfbI sUt pf ky hrimMdr sfihb clI jFdI sI, agly idn ajmyr ivc pIr dI drgfh ivc cfdr cVHf ky qy qIjy idn mMdr dy twl jf KVkfAuNdI sI. Aus dI ies rfjnIqk Kyz nUM Aus dy puwqr rfjIv gFDI ny hor awgy vDfieaf, jdoN sLfh bfno kys ivc suprIm kort df PYslf Aultf ky muslmfnF nUM KusL krn ipwCoN bfbrI msijd aMdr ihMdU mUrqIaF vfly kmry df qflf KuwlHvf ky ihMdUaF nUM KusL krn dI cfl cwilaf sI. afs qF ieh sI ik dovF iDrF dIaF votF nfl Aus dy rfj dI zor-lMmI ho jfvygI, pr hoieaf Aultf ieh ik dovyN iDrF hI Aus qoN pfsf vwt geIaF qy rfjIv gFDI hurIN sVk svfr ho gey.

          Aus dy ipwCoN dI ajokI kFgrs isrP iewk pfrtI qF hY, aYlfnIaF pYNqVy vjoN Bfrq dysL dI sB qoN vwzI sYkUlr pfrtI vI aKvfeI jFdI hY, pr ies dy aMdr isrP sYkUlr lok nhIN. kwlH qwk dy ihMdU kwtVpMQIey sLMkr isMG vGylf jy Bfjpf lIzrF nfl ruwsy ky kFgrs ivc af gey qF Auh Drm-inrpwK hox df iemiqhfn pfs nhIN kr gey. sflF bwDI isLv sYnf ivc bfl Tfkry sfihb dI muwC df vfl bxy rhy nfrfiex rfxy qy sj inruUpm (iewk jxf mhfrfsLtr df muwK mMqrI rih cuwkf hY qy dUjf pfrlImYNt aMdr isLv sYnf dy gruwp df muKI rih cuwkf hYY) awj kFgrs ivc af ky duwD Doqy nhIN ho gey. kYptn amirMdr isMG smyq pMjfb ivc keI swjx vIh-vIh sfl akflIaF ivc rih ky kFgrsI bx gey qF AunHF dy isrF dI soc nhIN bdl geI.

          keI sfl pihlF idwlI ivc iewk sYmInfr ivc kFgrs pfrtI dy ajoky ikrdfr dI crcf ho rhI sI. iewk bulfry ny ikhf sI ik hux dI kFgrs qF Aus smuMdr vrgI hY, ijs ivc gMgf df pivwqr jl vI pYNdf hY qy klkwqy dy gMdy nfly vI pYNdy hn. ivafiKaf Aus ny ieh kIqI sI ik ies pfrtI aMdr purfxy dysLBgq jF AuhnF dy pirvfrF dy bcy-Kucy lok vI iml jfxgy qy Auh vI, ijhVy afjLfdI dI jMg ivc aMgryjLF dy tfAUt huMdy sn. ieMj hI ies pfrtI aMdr bcy-Kucy Drm-inrpwK qwq vI iml jfxgy qy isry dy iPrkU ansr vI. EdoN ieh gwl hfsy ivc rul geI sI, pr awj keI sfl lMGf ky jdoN Aus df cyqf afAuNdf hY qF ieh gwl kFgrs dy mfmly ivc hI swc nhIN lwgdI, sgoN eydF dI bx cuwkI kFgrs pfrtI hI BfrqI rfjnIqI dy ajoky pVfa df aslI nmUnf jfpdI hY. BfrqI rfjnIqI dI ieh qsvIr suKfvIN hY ik duKfvIN, ies df inbyVf Bfrq dy AuhnF lokF dy ijLMmy hY, ijnHF dI afpxI hoxI vI iesy qsvIr vfly ikwl nfl ltkI peI hY.

 

 


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          pwqrkfrI Kyqr dy sfzy vrgy lyKkF aqy ies Kyqr qoN bfhrly lyKkF ivwc bhuq vwzf PLrk hMudf hY. Auh afpxI ilKq nUM ilK ky awj vI pfTkF awgy pros skdy hn, hPLqf-ds idn jF iPr agly mhIny qwk rok ky Kud muV-muV GoKx jF iksy nfl msLvrf krn leI vI vkq dI qMgI nhIN huMdI. sfzI mjbUrI ieh huMdI hY ik awj ilKxf hY qF awj hI ilKxf hY, kwlH AuWqy nhIN pf skdy. ies kr ky myry vrgy bMdy nUM kdy vI ieh dfavf nhIN krnf cfhIdf ik Auh bVy Auwcy imafr dI ilKq pysL kr irhf hY, pr ieh dfavf krn df hwk hoxf cfhIdf hY ik pysL mYN Auho kIqf hY, jo myry mn ivwc TIk lwgdf hY, soc nUM iksy mjbUrI jF iksy dI nfrfjLgI shyVn dy zr qoN bcfAux df nhIN kIqf. afpxI khI gwl AuWqy ibnF sLwk iksy vI lyKk nUM aVnf cfhIdf hY, pr jy qwQ iksy qrHF sfbq krn dI kicafeI rih geI sI, Aus kicafeI nUM pRvfn krnoN vI iJjkxf nhIN cfhIdf.      

          koeI iewk sfl ho igaf, jdoN mYN iewk ilKq ilKI sI ik pMjfb ivwc  BeIaf klcr nUM hAUaf bxf ky pysL krn vfly swjx TIk nhIN kr rhy. bIqy hPLqy dy iewk idn lMzn dy pMjfbI vsoN dI bhuqfq vfly ielfky sfAUQfl `coN iewk swjx df Pon afieaf qy Auh Aus sfl purfxI ilKq dI crcf Coh bYTf. kfrn ies df Aus ny ieh dwisaf ik Auh huxy-huxy iewk ivafh dy islisly `c pMjfb ho ky vfps priqaf hY qy Aus ny mihsUs kIqf hY ik pMjfb ivwc BeIey eyny ijLafdf ho gey hn ik pMjfb dy siBafcfr nUM hI KLqrf pYdf ho igaf hY. bhuq hI jLor nfl Aus ny ieh suJfa idwqf ik ies klcr qoN pMjfb dy lokF nUM sfvDfn krn leI mYN nvyN isirEN lyK ilKF qy Aus purfxI Dfrnf nUM Cwz idaF, ijhVI ipCly sfl dy lyK ivwc ilKI sI, ikAuNik Aus dy iKafl ivwc myrI Auh Dfrnf TIk nhIN sI.

          ies pUry hPLqy dOrfn mYN muV-muV soicaf, sMBv hwd qwk eyDr-EDr dy ivcfrvfnF nfl ivcfr-vtFdrf vI kIqf qy ieh dwsx dI koisLsL kIqI ik glqI ikwQy sI? Dfrnf iPr vI bdl nhIN skI, sgoN muV ky ieh ilKxf pY igaf ik BeIaf klcr df hAUaf sfzI kwc-GrV socxI `coN hI inkldf hY, hkIkqF df ies nfl koeI sMbMD nhIN.

          kI hY pMjfb swiBafcfr, ijs nUM KLqrf pYdf ho jfvygf? swiBafcfr koeI KVoqf pfxI nhIN, csLmy vFg vgdf vihx huMdf hY. ies ivwc qbdIlIaF afAuNdIaF rihMdIaF hn. ijMny lok eyQy afAuNdy hn, afpo afpxy ZMg nfl kuJ eyQoN lY ky jFdy hn, kuJ sfzy kol Cwz vI jFdy hn. aMgryjLI BfsLf dI bxqr smJxI hovy qF afksPLorz dI rYPLrYNs izksLnrI vfcxI cfhIdI hY. Auh dws dyvygI ik AunHF dI bolI df lwgBwg hr sLbd iksy nf iksy dUjy mulk dI bolI `coN afieaf qy aTfrvIN sdI qwk qF aMgryjLI bolI kroVF lokF vwloN bolI jfx dy bfvjUd ies df koeI pwkf kOmFqrI rUp pRmfxq hI nhIN sI mMinaf jFdf. ijvyN EQoN dy bfisLMidaF ny dunIaF Br dy dysF qy swiBafcfrF `coN vMngIaF (Auh cMgIaF hox jF mMdIaF) afpxy swiBafcfr nUM afpxy sLbd aqy ivhfr dI vMngI vI idwqI. jdoN aMgryjL pMjfb ivwc afey, Aus ipwCoN sfzy GrF ivwc muMizaF dy nFa myjr isMG, krnYl isMG qy jrnYl isMG rwKy jfx lwg pey, EdoN pihlF ikAuNik aMgryjLI dy sLbd myjr, krnl qy jnrl ieQy afey nhIN sn, muMizaF dy nFa vI sUbf isMG, jLYl isMG, lhOrf isMG, psLOrf isMG qy mulqfn isMG jF sulqfn isMG hI huMdy sn. ijhVy aMgryjL lok pihlF sfzI rotI qy dfl-sbjLI qoN icVdy huMdy sn, Auh hux BfrqI hotlF `c Aucyc nfl rotI Kfx jFdy hn.  

          1917 df rUsI ienklfb afieaf qF EdoN hfly kimAUinst pfrtI jMmI vI nhIN sI. Aus dy ipwCoN muMizaF dy nFa ienklfb isMG vI rwKy jfx lwg pey. ieMdrf gFDI dy dOr ivwc jdoN sovIaq XUnIan nfl nyVqf hor vD geI, swiBafcfrk vPLd qy ividafrQI vI afAux-jfx lwg pey, EdoN sfzy keI muMizaF dy nFa pvyl qy kuVIaF df nFa qfnIaf jF nfdIaf vgYrf rwKy jfx lwg pey sn. ies df mqlb ieh qF nhIN sI ik ieho ijhy nFa rwKx vfly lok pMjfbIaq qoN kwty gey sn jF bfhly kwtV ienklfbI ho gey sn. zI[ aYWm[ ky[ pfrtI vfly kruxfinDI df puwqr stfiln hY, pr Auh ienklfbI jF kimAUinst nhIN. mYN pMjfb ivwc iewk vfihgurU isMG nUM jfxdf hF, ijs ny vfl qy dfVHI ktvfey hoey hn qy iewk ienklfb isMG nUM jfxdf hF, jo bfdl akflI dl dy XUQ ivMg dIaF rYlIaF ivwc suKvIr isMG bfdl dI ijLMdfbfd dy nfhry mfrdf iPrdf hY. nFvF nfl koeI PLrk hI nhIN ipaf, ieh qF swiBafcfrF dy myl-sumly qoN sihj suBfa hI rwKy gey hn. ieMj hI keI gwlF hor vI suwqy-iswD vfpr jFdIaF hn.

          BeIaf ihMdI bolI df sLbd hY, ijs df mqlb Brf hI hY. iksy nUM Brf dI bjfey BeIaf bolx nfl pMjfb df swiBafcfr nhIN ivgV jfxf. pitafly ivwc iewk BfAU BfeIcfrf bx igaf hY. mYnUM pqf lwgf ik mfJy dy lok ikAuNik vwzy Brf nUM, qy keI GrF ivwc bfp nUM vI, BfAU kihMdy hn, pitafly dy kuJ lokF ny EDr jf ky vws gey mJYlF dI afmd nUM nfpsMd kridaF AunHF nUM BfAU ieMj kihxf sLurU kr idwqf, ijvyN XU pI qy ibhfr qoN afey mjLdUrF nUM hkfrq nfl BeIey ikhf jFdf hY. AunHF dI gYrq ny tuMibaF qy Auh BfAU BfeIcfrf bxfAux qur pey.

          BfAU hovy jF BeIaf, mqlb vI dovF df iewko hY qy ieh drd vI dovF df sFJf ik afpxy ielfky ivwc ieh sLbd afdr df icMnH hY qy pRvfs krn mgroN nvIN QF jf ky icVfAux df bhfnf bx jFdf hY. sQfnk vsoN nUM BfAU jF BeIaf sLbd qoN icV nhIN huMdI, ies gwl qoN hMudI hY ik AunHF dI jLYldfrI vfly ielfky `c ieh nvyN GuspYTIey ijhy pqf nhIN ikwQoN afx vVy hn? Auh ies gwl nUM smJ nhIN rhy ik eydF df prvfs afid kfl qoN hMudf afieaf hY, ijs dy ipwCy pRmuwK do kfrn huMdy hn. pihlf ieh ik bMdf afpxI hoNd kfiem rwKx leI BuwK df qoV lwBdf-lwBdf dUjI QF vwl jFdf hY jF iPr ijLMdgI dI jUn suDfrn vfsqy nvF itkfxf Bfldf hY. dUjf ieh ik Aus nvyN ielfky dI afpxI vsoN eynI iswQl hoeI jFdI hY ik iZwz `qy ipaf byr cuwk ky mUMh `c pfAux leI vI Auh iksy df shfrf BfldI hY qy shfrf dyx vfilaF nUM aiswDy ZMg nfl afpxy vwl Kud iKwcdI hY. pMjfb dy mfmly ivwc ieh dovyN gwlF zUMGy ivcfr dIaF lKfiek hn.

          pihlI gwl qF ieh ik eyQy lgfqfr vDdI afbfdI, pr ivkfs ivwc rPLqfr dI kmI, ny bhuq sfry lokF nUM jUn suDfrn leI bfhr jfx dy rfh pfieaf. sKLq imhnq kr ky AunHF ny ivdysLF `c jf ky vI awzy jmfey qy dys dyy aMdr pMjfboN bfhr dUjy rfjF ivwc vI. klkwqf, kfnpur jF idwlI ivwc vwsdy iksy pMjfbI nfl gwl kro qF afm kr ky ieh gwl mMn lvygf ik idl Aus df ajy vI pMjfb dy Plfxy ipMz ivwc DVkdf hY, pr eyQy af ky vwsx dI QF vsybf Auh EQy hI krnf cfhuMdy hn, ijwQy rotI QoVHI sOKI kmf skx. ieMj hI pMjfb ivc afey hoey pRvfsI lok vI kMm eyQy krdy hn, idl ipwCy DVkdf hY. ieh eyQy koeI GuspYTIey nhIN, sgoN loV leI afey hn, pr AunHF dy afAux df afDfr asIN afp pYdf kIqf qy AunHF nUM iKwc pfeI hY ik XU[ pI[ jF ibhfr ivwc kMm nhIN imldf qF pMjfb cly afE, kMm iml jfvygf.               

          pMjfb ivwc kMm ikwQoN iml irhf hY? Auh eyQy af ky Jonf vwZdy, JfVdy qy prflI sFBdy hn. jdoN pRvfsI mjLdUr eyQy nhIN sI afAux lwgy, EdoN vI Jonf qy kxk huMdy sn, AudoN PLsl qy iPr prflI jF qUVI nUM kOx sFBdf sI? pUrf-pUrf prvfr KyqF ivwc kMm krdf sI qy imwtI nfl imwtI ho ky vI lok rIN-rIN nhIN sn krdy, qswlI krdy sn ik hwQIN ikrq kr ky Kfx jogy cfr dfxy kmf ley hn. hux eyQy ikrq dI Bfvnf KLqm hoeI jFdI hY qy ivafhF mOky sLrfbV jMF mUhry ies gfxy `qy nfc huMdf hY; kMm kfr nhIN krnf qy krnI jYNtlmYnI af. bfby nfnk ny ijs pMjfb nUM ikrq kro, nfm jpo qy vMz Cko df AupdysL kridaF ikrq kro pihly nMbr `qy rwiKaf sI, Aus pMjfb ivwc hux jdoN ieh aKIrly nMbr Auqy vI nhIN rih igaf qy ies dI QF kMm-kfr nhIN krnf[[[[[ df swiBafcfr BfrU ho irhf hY qF sfPL hY kMm kfr nf krn vfilaF nUM KUMjy lfeI jfxgy. afpxf Gr qF asIN sFB nhIN sky qy dUijaF nUM gflHF kwZI jFdy hF. ieh kOVf swc kOx nhIN jfxdf ik bhuq sfry iksfnF dy puwqrF ny jLmInF gihxy rwK ky motr-sfeIkl lY ley hn? motr-sfeIkl dI iksLq nfl-nfl pYtrol df KLrcf vI pYNdf hY qy kmfeI ies `coN kuJ hoxI nhIN huMdI. Auh pMjfbI df ieh aKfx vI Buwl gey ik mwJ vyc ky GoVI leI, dWuD pIxoN gey, ilwd suwtxI peI. nqIjy vjoN sfl-Cy mhIny clf ky iksy nUM awD-pcwDy muwl Auwqy vyc ky sfrI Aumr leI krjLf isr cVHf lYNdy hn qy gfAuxoN Pyr vI nhIN htdy, kMm kfr nhIN krnf qy krnI jYNtlmYnI af.

          dUjf pwK hY eyQoN ivdysLF qy dUjy rfjF nUM rhy prvfs kfrn pY rhy Kwpy df. kMm dIaF ibhqr hflqF dI Bfl ivwc pMjfb ivwcoN lwKF lok bfhr jf rhy hn. sfnUM bfhroN af rhy qF idwsdy hn, pr bfhr jFdy nhIN idwsdy hn, pr bfhr jFdy nhIN idwsdy. jn-gxnf dy 1991 dy srkfrI aMkiVaF muqfbk igafrF lwK CwbI hjLfr lok pMjfb ivwc pwky qOr `qy bfhroN af ky vwsy hn, AunHF nfloN qkrIbn iqMn lwK vwD, kuwl cOdF lwK igafrF hjLfr lok pMjfb qoN bfhr dUjy rfjF ivwc jf ky vwsy hoey hn. Bfrq qoN bfhr jf ky vwsx vfilaF dI igxqI ies qoN vI ikqy vwD hY. jy sfizaF df bfhr jfx df hwk hY qF bfhr vfilaF df eyQy afAux df hwk vI mMnxf pvygf.

          ipCly sfl jlMDr dy iewk AuWGy akflI afgU ny sfzy kol ieh icMqf jLfhr kr idwqI ik eyQoN dI imAuNspl kfrporysLn ivwc iqMn BeIey kONslr cuxy gey hn, iksy idn eyQy asMblI qy pfrlImYNt dy mYNbr vI bx jfxgy. sfnUM kihxf ipaf ik ies nfl koeI anrQ nhIN af jfvygf. mwD pRdysL ivwcoN Bfjpf dI itkt Auwqy srqfj isMG pfrlImYNt df mYNbr hY; ptny qoN awYs awYs afhlUvflIey nUM pihlF kFgrs vfly pfrlImYNt `c Byjdy rhy qy hux Bfjpf vfly Byjdy hn, JfrKMz dI ivDfn sBf df spIkr ieMdr isMG nfmDfrI iswK hY. Aus nUM Xfd krfAux leI sfnUM ieh vI dwsxf ipaf ik ijs anMdpur dy mqy nUM Aus dI pfrtI ny pfs kIqf hY, Aus ivwc mMg kIqI geI hY ik iswKF nUM dUjy rfjF dIaF ivDfn sBfvF ivwc nfmjLfd kr ky mYNbr bxfieaf jfvy, Bfv ik cox ijwqx dI vI loV nhIN qy eyQy asIN dUijaF dy cox ijwqx nUM vI hjLm nhIN kr rhy. ieh sfzI soc dI kfxI zMzI hY.

          sfzf iewk pMjfbI mMuzf bfbI ijMdl amrIkf dy iewk rfj df gvrnr cuixaf igaf hY, AuWjl dusFJ knyzf dy iewk rfj df muwK mMqrI (pRImIar) cuixaf igaf, keI dysF dIaF srkfrF ivwc Auh mMqrI vI hn qy asIN AunHF dI ies kfmXfbI AuWqy mfx krdy hF, pr pMjfb ivwc bfhroN afieaf koeI sfnUM pRvfn hI nhIN huMdf.

          dunIaF afriQk pwKoN hI nhIN, swiBafcfrk pwKoN vI hOlI-hOlI globl ivlyj (sMsfrk ipMz) bxdI jf rhI hY. ies ivwc lokF ny afAuxf vI hY qy jfxf vI. ieh vrqfrf roikaf nhIN jf skdf qy iksy iewk iDr dy iKlfPL jF iksy hor dy pwK ivwc vI nhIN mMnxf cfhIdf. afid kfl qoN jIv-ivigafnIaF ny srvfeIvl afPL df iPwtYst (ijhVf ijLafdf Xog hovygf, Auho itkygf) vflI Dfrnf nUM mfnqf idwqI hoeI hY. ieh Dfrnf awj vI Enf hI mhwqv rwKdI hY. ijhVf vwD Xogqf ivKfvygf, ijhVf ikrq dy swiBafcfr nUM apxfvygf, Auho itkfAU sfbq hovygf, dUjf pYroN AuWKVdf jfvygf. ijnHF nUM ieh icMqf hY ik pMjfb ivwc BeIaf klcr BfrU ho irhf hY, Auh BeIaf sLbd qoN icVnf Cwz ky afpxy bwicaF nUM ieh smJfAux df jqn krn ik jy ieh sfrf-sfrf idn Kp ky qy awDy BuwKy rih ky ipwCy prvfrF nUM gujLfry jogf Byj skdy hn qF qusIN eyny jogy ho ky ivKf idE ik bfpU dI bFh bYNk dy isLkMjy ivwc dyx dI QF afpxy jogf kuJ kmf ky hI Kf sko. ijs idn asIN ieh soc apxf lvFgy, Aus idn sfzy brfbr KVo ky psInf vgf irhf bMdf sfnUM bfhroN afieaf BeIaf nhIN jfpxf, sfzy vFg dsF nhuMaF dI ikrq kr ky Kfx vflf BfeIbMd jfipaf krygf.

 


vwzIaF kursIaF `qy Coty bMdy bYTx df afh hY nqIjf

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          keI sfl pihlF iewk sYmInfr iPlOr dy iklHy ivc hoieaf sI qy ivcfr df muwdf sI puls bnfm mYijstrysI. cwldI-cwldI bihs puls aqy mYijstrysI dovF nUM Cwz ky hr mihkmy aMdrly AuWprly aiDkfrI qy hyTly aiDkfrI dy irsLqy qwk geI qy Pyr eyQy af geI ik nOjvfn aiDkfrIaF nUM iswDI nOkrI ikwzy ku pwDr qwk dI idwqI jf skdI hY? iewk irtfierz aPLsr ny iswDf hI kih idwqf ik qjLrbf isrPL izptI kimsLnr qoN cIP sYktrI bxn qwk jF ijLlHf pulIs muKI qoN zI[ jI[ pI[ bxn leI hI nhIN, sgoN afeI[ ey[ aYs[ aqy afeI[ pI[ aYWs[ aiDkfrI bxn leI vI hoxf cfhIdf hY qy ieh ZMg asloN hI gLlq hY ik koeI muMzf jF kuVI iswDf iemiqhfn dy ky vIh-vIh sfl dI nOkrI dy qjLrby vfilaF df muKI afx lwgy. Aus dI ies gwl dy jvfb ivc iewk hor aPLsr ny ieh muwdf KVHf kr idwqf ik iswDf aPLsr lwgx vfilaF nUM qF Pyr vI koeI lMmI-cOVI tryinMg lYxI pYNdI hY, Auh keI vfrI pMjvIN jmfq vI nhIN pVHy huMdy qy keI vfrI pVHy BfvyN amrIkf qwk hox, jnqk jIvn dIaF AulJxF df koeI qjLrbf hI nhIN rwKdy huMdy.

          sB dI rfey sI ik lok-rfjI pRbMD dI ieh sB qoN vwzI KfmI hox dy bfvjUd ies nUM dUr nhIN kIqf jf skdf, isrPL Bugiqaf hI jf skdf hY. rfjnIqk jIvn ivc asIN ieh KfmI keI mfmilaF ivc BugqI hoeI hY, awgoN vI Bugqdy rhFgy, pr ieh svfl iPr KVHf rhygf ik qjLrbykfr qy Xog bMidaF dy huMidaF vI pfrtIaF eydF dy lokF nUM awgy ikAuN ilafAuNdIaF hn? awj kwlH jo kuJ iswK isafsq ivc vfpr irhf hY, Auh vI eysy df nqIjf hY. Coty BFizaF df Aubflf vI Dfrimk mirXfdf df muwdf bxf ky pysL kr idwqf jFdf hY.

          pihlF iswKF df byqfj bfdsLfh aKvfAuNdy bfbf KVk isMG qy jQydfr mohn isMG nfgoky vrgy qy iPr mfstr qfrf isMG qy sMq Pqih isMMG vrgy lIzr ijs lihr dI agvfeI krdy rhy, jdoN Ausy lihr dI agvfeI jQydfr gurcrn isMG tOhVf kol geI, EdoN Drm nfloN DVf eynf ipafrf ho igaf ik gRMQ qy pMQ dovF dy siqkfr nUM ipwCy pf idwqf igaf. Auh hflfq vI akflI lIzrF ny Kud isrjy sn, ijnHF ivc kdy iewk iswK dy rfsLtrpqI huMidaF PLOj nUM gur-Gr vwl qopF clfAux df mOkf imilaf qy kdy surjIq isMG brnfly dI akflI srkfr dy huMidaF sRI hrmMdr sfihb qy sRI akfl qKLq sfihb aMdr pulIs dy jfx dI nObq afeI. aprysLn blYk QMzr vI EdoN hoieaf, jdoN sLoRmxI kmytI qoN lY ky sLoRmxI akflI dl qwk hr QF mhfrfjf rxjIq isMG dI mOq mgroN dy lfhOr drbfr vFg srdfr hI afpo ivc Brf-mfrU sfijLsLF dy mohry bx gey sn. awKF ivc surmf pfAux dy sLOkIn lIzr ny eydF dIaF iqgVmF KyzIaF ik qKLqF dy jQydfr vI kwKoN hOly kr idwqy sn.

          jQydfr tOhVf nfl tkrfa ivc jdoN srdfr pRkfsL isMG bfdl ny muwZly pwDr `qy iek isDFqk pYNqVf ilaf qy sfry akflI DVy qoV ky iewko rfjsI dl bxfAux dy akfl qKLq sfihb dy kfrjkfrI jQydfr pRoPLYsr mnjIq isMG dy afdysL nUM mMnx qoN ienkfr kIqf qF pMjfb dy lokF dI bhu-igxqI ny Aus nUM TIk mMinaf sI. iswK buwDIjIvIaF df vI BfrU ihwsf ies gwl dy pwK ivc sI ik akfl qKLq sfihb nUM Dfrimk mnorQF qwk sImq rihxf cfhIdf hY, rfjnIqk pYNqVybfjLI ivc nhIN AulJxf cfhIdf, pr Kud bfdl sfihb hI afpxy pYNqVy Auqy kfiem nf rhy. AunHF ny afpxIaF rfjnIqk grjF leI iswKI nUM vrqx dy cwkr ivc EdoN dy jQydfr BfeI rxjIq isMG nfl isM Psf ley. jy ies dy bfvjUd BfeI rxjIq isMG koeI rfjnIqk afdysL dy vI dyNdf qF s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl Auho pYNqVf lY skdy sn, ijhVf poR[ mnjIq isMG dy kfrjkfrI jQydfr huMidaF ilaf sI, qy lokF ny iPr AunHF df pwK hI TIk TihrfAuxf sI, pr Auh pihlf pYNqVf Cwz ky akfl qKLq dI aQfrtI nUM vrqx leI jQydfr vI mn-mrjLI dy Qfpx qy lfhux dy rfhy pY gey. ieMj Coty kwd vfly bMidaF nUM vwzIaF pdvIaF dyx dI ijhVI Kyz jQydfr gurcrn isMG tOhVf Kyzdy afey sn, Auh bfdl sfihb ny KyzxI sLurU kr idwqI.

          qy eyQoN sLurU huMidaf sLoRmxI gurduafrf pRbMDk kmytI aqy akfl qKLq sfihb dI hsqI nUM hfsohIxI bxf dyx df islislf. iewk vfrI sfAUpuxy qoN swKxy qKqF jQydfrF ny iewk dUjy ivruwD eyny GtIaf ieljLfm lfAuxy sLurU kr idwqy ik cIP Kflsf dIvfn dy EdoN dy pRDfn mrhUm srdfr ikrpfl isMG ny ies qkrfr nUM isMG sfihbfn ivcfly kwukV-Kyh AuzfAux df islislf krfr idwqf sI. pdvIaF hox iswK pMQ dIaF isKrlIaF Dfrimk qy AunHF nUM kuwkV-Kyh AuzfAuNdy khy jfx AuWqy Auh ros vI jLfihr krn jogy nf rih jfx, ieh siQqI koeI sulwKxI nhIN mMnI jf skdI. iPr Auh idn vI af igaf, jdoN sLoRmxI kmytI dy slfnf ajlfs mOky sRI gurU gRMQ sfihb dI qfibaf bYTx lwigaF sRI hrmMdr sfihb dy hYWz gRMQI aqy sRI akfl qKLq sfihb dy jQydfr dy ivcfly iewk gRMQI ies krky ibTfAuxf pY igaf, ikAuNik dovyN isMG sfihb iewk dUj dy hwQoN cOr PV ky JulfAux nUM iqafr nhIN sn.

          rihMdI ksr kwZ idwqI sLoRmxI gurduafrf pRbMDk kmytI dy pRDfnF ny. AunHF dIaF inXukqIaF krn smyN AunHF dI Xogqf dI QF ieh vyKxf sLurU kIqf igaf ik Auh bfdl sfihb dy vPLfdfr ikMny ku hn. ies cwkr ivc sB qoN pihlf nONgf inkl afieaf bIbI jgIr kOr df. akflI ivDfiek bxn qoN pMj sfl pihlF qwk Auh bfdl ivroDI DiVaF ivc huMdI sI qy hsqI Aus dI lokF nfloN vwD aKLbfrI ibafnF ivc rVkdI sI. bfdl sfihb nUM srdfr suKijMdr isMG dy pr kuqrn vflf koeI cfhIdf sI qy bIbI nUM pqf sI ik bfdl-byVI ibnF rfjnIqI df Bv-sfgr pfr nhIN kIqf jfxf. ies cwkr ivc bfdl sfihb ny sLoRmxI kmytI dI pRDfngI qF dy idwqI, pr prpwkqf Auh nhIN sn dy skdy. afAuNdy sfr bIbI ny ieho ijhI ibafnbfjLI sLurU kr idwqI ik ieh pdvI hI hfsohIxI ho ky rih geI. jdoN aglyry sfl Aus nUM lfh ky jQydfr jgdyv isMG qlvMzI nUM ilaFdf qF Aus df sfrf smF bIbI jgIr kOr dy kIqy Auqy kfty mfridaF lMG igaf. jy iksy ny QoVHf-bhuq kMm kIqf qF pRoPLYsr ikrpfl isMG bzUMgr ny, pr Auh cuPLyry iPrdIaF mfr-KorIaF DfVF nUM hjLm nf ho sky.

          Pyr vI hux qwk dI sB qoN hlkI inXukqI bfdl sfihb ny jy koeI kIqI qF Auh srdfr avqfr isMG mwkV dI sI. sLoRmxI kmytI dI pRDfngI imlx vflI svyr qwk Aus bMdy nUM luiDafxy dy bhuqy lok vI nhIN sn jfxdy, pr qfj pihndy sfr ieh pdvI eyzI isr nUM cVHI ik mwkV sfihb byQvHIaF hI mfrn lwg gey. sLfied iewk sfl lMGf ky Aus nUM ijMnI nHfqI, Enf puMn kih idwqf jfxf sI, pr sfhmxy af rhIaF ivDfn sBf coxF mOky bfdl sfihb nUM ieh icMqf lwg geI ik ies nUM pfsy krn nfl sLihrI iswK nfrfjL ho jfxgy. ies mjbUrI ivc dUjI vfrI imlI pRDfngI ny mwkV sfihb nUM eyQy pucf idwqf ik Auh ijMny vwD ivvfd, Enf vwzf lIzr df PLfrmUlf vrqx qur pey. gurduafrf pRbMD dI afpxI ijLMmyvfrI df AunHF nUM cyqf nhIN, hor gwlF df cyqf vwD rihMdf hY. aKMz pfTF dI jfalI buikMg huMdI PVI geI, Aus ivruwD ley gey aYksLn bfry lok nhIN jfxdy, pr ieh sB nUM pqf lwg igaf hY ik pMj-pMj sflF dI buikMg vfly qF afpxI vfrI nUM AuzIkdy hn qy aglI vfrI pRDfngI df pRsLfid hfsl krn leI bfdl pirvfr df aKMz pfT mwkV sfihb ny vfrI qoV ky pihlF krvf idwqf hY.

          awjkwlH AunHF ny idwlI dI gurduafrf pRbMDk kmytI nfl morcf KolH rwiKaf hY. ipCly idnIN iksy kMtynr ivc rwK ky ivdysL Byjy jf rhy sRI gurU gRMQ sfihb dy srUp bMdrgfh AuWqy lwB ky mirXfdf df bVf vwzf muwdf bxf idwqf igaf. ieh pihlI vfrI nhIN sn cwly, keI sflF nhIN, keI dhfikaF qoN ieMj hI jFdy rhy sn. Kud sLoRmxI kmytI qoN lY ky vI ieh srUp eydF hI kMtynrF rfhIN Byjy jFdy rhy sn. kuJ sfl pihlF iesy gwl bfry asIN Kud vI iewk vfrI iliKaf sI, pr EdoN sLoRmxI kmytI nhIN sI bolI, ikAuNik ijhVy kMtynrF df hvflf asIN idwqf sI, AunHF ivc gey srUp Kud sLoRmxI kmytI ny idwqy hoey sn. sLoRmxI kmytI leI hor nhIN ho skdy, mirXfdf dovF AuWqy iewko ijhI lfgU hoxI huMdI hY.    

          eydUM vI hYrfnI vflI gwl ieh hY ik kMtynrF dI jFc df iswtf kI inkilaf? mwkV-mfrkf jFc kmytI `c idwlI dy Auh lIzr vI pf idwqy gey, ijhVy isrPL bfdl akflI dl dy pwky hI nhIN jF idwlI vfly akflI dl dy pRDfn prmjIq isMG srnf dy pwky ivroDI hI nhIN, sgoN Auh hn, ijhVy bfdl akflI dl dy ahudydfr ho ky BfrqI jnqf pfrtI dy kml Puwl dy cox insLfn AuWqy cox lVnf vI gLlq nhIN smJdy. iewk swjx qF ieho ijhf hY, ijhVf kdy akfl qKLq sfihb df hukm mMnxoN ienkfrI ho ky akfl qKLq dI aQfrtI dy iKlfPL aKLbfrF ivc lyK ilKdf irhf qy ipwCoN munfsb mOkf vyK ky qnKLfh lgvf ky suwcf ho igaf sI. Aus igx-imQ ky bxfeI jFc kmytI ny jo irport dyxI sI, Auh dy idwqI, pr jdoN kMtynr idwlI ilaf ky KolHy gey, EQoN koeI ieho ijhI gwl hI nf inklI, ijs nUM mirXfdf dI AulMGxf ikhf jf sky. ies hflq ivc akfl qKLq sfihb dy jQydfr vfsqy ieh sMBv hI nhIN rih jFdf ik Auh pRDfn mwkV dI mrjLI pugfAux KLfqr iksy dy gl aYvyN rwsf pfAux dy hukm Cwz dyx.

          EDr jvfbI hmlf eydF df sLurU ho igaf hY ik mwkV sfihb leI juafb dyxf aOKf hoieaf ipaf hY. sLoRmxI gurduafrf pRbMDk kmytI dI CfpI ihMdI pusqk iswK ieiqhfs ivc gurU sfihbfn dI sLfn dy iKlfPL eynI BwdI bkvfs kIqI geI hY ik jy iksy hor sMsQf ny CfpI huMdI qF Aus dy pRbMDkF nUM soD dyx dIaF DmkIaF imlx lwg pYxIaF sn. iksy dUsry rfj `c axjfxypuxy ivc iswKF bfry iewk sLbd vI iliKaf jfvy qF sLoRmxI kmytI nUM iswKI AuWqy hmlf jfpdf hY, pr afpxI drI hyTlf gMd Aus nUM njLr hI nf afieaf. ijs ZMg nfl ieh muwdf AuWCilaf hY, Aus nfl Aus ikqfb dI ivkrI iewkdm vDdI vyK ky sLoRmxI kmytI ny stflF qoN cuwk idwqI, pr awj kwlH ikqfbF stflF AuWqy ivkrI dIaF muQfj rih kdoN geIaF hn? mihMgI qoN mihMgI ikqfb vI lY ky jy PotostYt krvfeI jfvy qF ssqI pYNdI hY, ies krky ieh ikqfb hux iesy qrHF hwQoN-hwQI phuMcdI jf rhI hY. lokF dI Auqsukqf vDfAux leI idwlI gurduafrf kmytI dy Auh iesLiqhfr kfPLI rol adf kr rhy hn, ijnHF ivc ikhf jFdf hY ik sLoRmxI kmytI dI ikqfb ivc gurU sfihbfn bfry Plfxf-Plfxf kuPLr qoilaf igaf hY. asIN Aus ikqfb ivwcoN hvfly dy ky Auh sfrf kuJ lokF qwk pucfAux dy BfgI nhIN bxFgy, jo sLoRmxI kmytI dy sLoRmxI lIzrF dI akl df pRmfx pysL krdf hY, pr ieh jLrUr khFgy ik srdfr ikrpfl isMG ny qF jQydfrF dI dUsLxbfjLI nUM isMG sfihbfn dI kuwkV-Kyh ikhf sI, aMimRqsr qy idwlI dy lIzrF dI iKwcoqfxf ivc ieh kuwkV-Kyh EQoN qwk phuMc geI hY, ijwQoN qwk iksy vI sUrq kdy nhIN sI phuMcxI cfhIdI.

          ipCly idnIN ies sMbMD ivc asIN kuJ iswK buwDIjIvIaF nfl gwl kIqI qF sB dI rfey sI ik ieh sfrf kuJ Xogqf nf rwKdy Coty bMidaF nUM vwzIaF klgIaF lfAux df nqIjf hY. asIN jfnxf cfihaf ik eydF dIaF klgIaF bMdy df kwd vyK bgYr lfeIaF ikAuN jFdIaF hn? sB df jvfb iewko sI ik kwdfvr nyqf jI-hjLUrIaf vI nhIN bx skdf qy awDI rfq iesLfrf kIiqaF kursI Cwzx leI vI sOKf nhIN mMndf. ies krky eydF dy lok hI vwzIaF kursIaF `qy ibTfey jFdy hn, ijnHF kol kursI qF hovy, pr kursI `qy bYTx df hwk nf hovy. jdoN vwzIaF kursIaF leI cox df aDfr ieho ijhf bx jfvy, ijLMmyvfrI df aihsfs ikwQoN afvygf qy qol ky bolx dI akl ikwQoN af jfvygI?

 


gwl hux gujrfq dI nhIN rhI, pUry mulk dy nsIby dI bx geI hY

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          iesLk, musLk, corI qy XfrI kdy guwJy nhIN rihMdy dI khfvq vI sfzy swiBafcfr df aMg hY qy ieh vI ik swc sO pVHdy pfV ky vI bfhr af jFdf hY. gujrfq ivc kuJ sfl pihlF hoey dMigaF dy mfmly ivc vI swc afKLr bfhr af igaf hY. swc vI eynf kOVf qy koJf sfhmxy afieaf hY ik BfrqI jnqf pfrtI aqy Aus dy sihXogI ies nUM rwd krn leI koeI dlIl hI pysL nhIN kr sky. ies dI QF Auh jF qF ies nUM pysL krn vfly tI[ vI[ cYnlF dI pysLkfrI AuWqy gujrfq ivc pfbMdIaF df rfh aKLiqafr kr rhy hn, jF ies nUM coxF qoN pihlF bwdU krn dI muihMm afK rhy hn, jF KrINZ af cuwky jLKLmF nUM muV ky qfjLf krn dI Kyz dws rhy hn. eynI gwl AunHF dy mUMhoN iblkul nhIN inkl skI ik pysL kIqf jf irhf msflf aDfrhIx hY. hr muwdy Auqy prl-prl bolx vfly muwK mMqrI nirMdr modI dI jLbfn qflU nfl lwg geI, cflI GMty lMGf ky vI bol nf sikaf qy Aus dy ijhVy cyilaF ny irkfrzrF df iDafn kIqy ibnF mUMh pfV ky swc kbUilaf hY, Auh hux Pon vI cuwkx qoN qRihkdy hn. pulIs dy ijhVy aPLsr qy srkfrI vkIl nUM ies swc ny ktihry `c KVf kr idwqf hY, Auh vI iksy nUM lwB nhIN rhy. ies iewk-vfrgI Kulfsy ny BfrqI jnqf pfrtI aqy pUry sMG pirvfr nUM pfxIEN pqly kr Cwizaf hY.

          qihlkf zft kfm aqy afj qwk tI[ vI[ cYnl vwloN pysL kIqI geI ieh irport qwQF dI pysLkfrI nhIN krdI, ikAuNik qwQ Tos huMidaF vI keI lok mMnx qoN isr Pyr jFdy hn, sgoN ieh Kud kfqlF dy afpxy mUMhoN kIqy anrQ df Auh iekbfl krfAuNdI hY ik suxn vflf suMn ho jFdf hY.

          imsfl vjoN gujrfq dI modI srkfr ny hyTlI adflq qoN lY ky suprIm kort qwk ies gwl qoN ienkfr kIqf sI ik iksy grBvqI aOrq df pyt cIr ky axjMmy bwcy smyq Aus nUM mOq dy Gft Auqfiraf igaf sI. ies irport ivc Bfjpf df iewk kfrkun ihwk AuWqy hwQ mfr ky kihMdf hY ik Aus grBvqI aOrq df pyt cIr ky Aus nUM kql asIN kIqf sI. kqlF dI igxqI vI Auh ieMj dwsdf hY, ijvyN koeI ikRkt iKzfrI afpxf skor dws irhf hovy. bVf kmInf hfsf Aus dIaF muwCF hyToN Puwtdf hY qy Auh kihMdf hY ik aYny kql krn ipwCoN asIN gujrfq dy gRih mMqrI, ijs dy aDIn sfry rfj dI pulIs vI sI qy amn-kfnUMn kfiem rwKx dI ijLMmyvfrI vI, nUM Pon krky dwisaf sI ik afh kuJ kr idwqf hY qy Aus ny awgoN ikhf sI ik hux qusIN EQoN iKsk jfvy. iewk hor BfjpfeI afgU, jo hux ivDfiek vI hY, KuwlH ky kihMdf hY ik muwK mMqrI nirMdr modI ny sfnUM iqMn idn idwqy sn qy ikhf sI ik iehnF iqMnF idnF dy aMdr-aMdr jo kuJ krnf hY, kr lvo qy Auh iqMny idn lMGf ky hI modI ny PLOj mYdfn ivc ilaFdI sI. Auhdy vrgf iewk hor Bfjpf afgU afpxI sLYqfnIaq nUM ibafn kridaF kihMdf hY ik pulIs dy ijLlHf muKI ny ikhf sI ik AuWcI QF `qy cVHn df pRbMD kr, jdoN asIN pRbMD kIqf qF Aus puls aPsr ny sfnUM ivKf ky iewk-iewk kridaF Auh pMj bMdy mfr idwqy sn, ijnHF dI rfKI leI Auh aPLsr afieaf sI.

          kFgrs df sfbkf mYNbr pfrlImYNt aihsfn jfPLrI vI Aus dOr dI ByNt cVH ky mfiraf igaf sI. Bfjpf df iewk rukn bVy mfx nfl dwsdf hY ik bfkI zry hoey lok vI jfPLrI dy Gr iekwTy huMdy rhy sn ik EQy bc jfxgy. jdoN asIN jfPLrI dy Gr nUM Gyiraf, Aus ny pYsy dy ky jfn bKLsLI krn df vI vfsqf pfieaf sI qy asIN hF kr idwqI sI. Aus dy drvfjLf KolHx dI dyr sI, pYsy qF ijs dy hwQ ijMny afey, Auh lY igaf qy jfPLrI dIaF bFhF PV ky kfbU krn ipwCoN Aus dIaF pihlF bFhF, Pyr lwqf vwZIaF qy Pyr toty-toty kIqy qVPLdy pey ijAuNdy nUM hI awg ivc sfV idwqf sI. ieh kihr vfprn qoN pihlF jfPLrI ny idwlI ivc afpxI pfrtI dI pRDfn sonIaf gFDI nUM vI Pon KVkfieaf sI qy rfj dy muwK mMqrI nirMdr modI nUM vI. sonIaf qF idwlI qoN af ky bcf nhIN sI skdI qy modI AunHF nUM mrvfAux leI afp lwk bMnHI iPrdf sI, bcfAuNdf kOx?

          keI sfl pihlF XU[ pI[ dI pulIs dy iewk zI[ afeI[ jI[ ivBUqI nrfiex rfey df iliKaf nfvl kriPLAU Cipaf sI, ijs ivc ijLkr sI ik afr[ aYws[ aYWs, ivsLv ihMdU pRIsLd qy BfrqI jnqf pfrtI vfilaF ny XU[ pI[ dy sLihrF ivcly muslmfn bhu-igxqI vfly muhwilaF df nFa pfiksqfn rwiKaf hoieaf hY. qihlkf zft kfm dI qfjLf irport ivc kfql kihMdy hn; asIN bfrzr AuWqy jf ky EDr nUM rfikt lFcrF nfl rfikt dfgy sn. jdoN puwiCaf igaf ik bfrzr df kI Bfv hY qF AunHF ny ikhf ; ijwQoN muslmfnF dI bhu-sMmqI vfly muhwly dI hwd sLurU huMdI hY, Aus nUM asIN bfrzr hI kihMdy hF. ieh nirMdr modI df gujrfq hY, ijwQy iewk BfeIcfry dI bhu-igxqI dy muhwly sLurU hox dI QF bfrzr mMnI jFdI hY. jdoN Aus ielfky nUM bfrzr qoN pfrlf ielfkf hI mMn ilaf, Pyr BfvyN koeI lFcrF nfl rfikt dfgy jF qopF dy goly suwty, Aus nUM ieh kMm glq nhIN jfp skdf.

          qy rfikt jF lFcr ikwQoN afAuNdy sn? Bfjpf df iewk aihm rukn KuwlH ky afKdf hY ik Aus df phfVF dI KudfeI df kfrobfr hY, ijwQy zfienfmfeIt lf ky Ptfey jFdy hn, ies krky ieho ijhy zfienfmfeIt qy grnyz afid dy bxfAux jF stor krn dI Aus nUM ijhVI KuwlH sI, Aus df PLfiedf dMigaF dOrfn ho igaf. dUjf Auhdy nfloN vI vwzf ahudydfr kihMdf hY ik Aus dI afqsLbfjLI dI PLYktrI hY, ijwQy hr qrHF dy bMb, ptfky, rfikt jF rfikt lFcr bxfAuxy qy prKxy sDfrn gwl huMdI hY. ieh sfrf smfn rfqo-rfq iqafr ho igaf qy iPr PurqI nfl sB QfvF AuWqy pucf idwqf igaf sI. rsqy ivc puls rokdI qF isrPL jY sRI rfm df jYWkfrf kfPLI sI, iPr mOq df smfn jFdf koeI cYWk vI nhIN sI krdf.

          sfrf kihr vfpr cuwkx mgroN EdoN df pRDfn mMqrI atl ibhfrI vfjpfeI gujrfq igaf sI. Aus bfry ds sfl pihlF Bfjpf dy iewk jnrl sYktrI ny kih idwqf sI ik vfjpfeI sfzI pfrtI df mwuKVf nhIN, isrPL muKOtf hY. EdoN vfjpfeI sfihb nUM bVI qVPxI iCVI sI. gujrfq dy dMigaF ipwCoN EQy jf ky vfjpfeI ny modI nUM isKfAuxI dyxI cfhI ik eyQoN dI srkfr nUM rfj-Drm inBfAuxf cfhIdf hY. pRDfn mMqrI boldf hovy qF kdy iksy rfj df muwK mMqrI ivwcoN nhIN tokdf, pr nirMdr modI ny jdoN vyiKaf ik muKOtf hux muwKVf bxn dI gusqfKI kr irhf hY, Aus ny ivwcoN tok ky kih idwqf sI; rfj-Drm hI qoN inBf rhf hUM mYN. Aus dy tokx nfl muZOty nUM afpxI hYsIaq df aihsfs ho igaf qy agly idn vfjpfeI sfihb kfqlF dI inMdf krn dI QF mfry jf cuwikaF bfry kihx lwg pey sn; Xy log jhF BI rihqyN hYN, nf cYn sy Kud jIqy hYN, nf dUsroN ko jIny dyqy hYN.

          iPr dOr afieaf sI pIVqF leI sLrnfrQI kYNpF ivc pRbMDF df. jdoN vfr-vfr puwiCaf igaf ik EQy gujLfrf krn dy pUry pRbMD ikAuN nhIN iehnF sLrnfrQI kYNpF dI hflq ikAuN nhIN suDfrI jf rhI, qF nirMdr modI ny iKJ ky ikhf sI; ieh sLrnfrQI kYNp nhIN, jvfk jMmx dIaF PLYktrIaF hn, asIN ieho ijhIaF PLYktrIaF dI ijLMmyvfrI nhIN cuwk skdy.

          afKLr ikAuN rvweIaf eydF df afpxf rhy sn nirMdr modI sfihb? EdoN ijnHF dI smJ ivc nhIN sI afAuNdf, hux kfqlF dy mUMhoN sux ky AunHF nUM smJ af jfxf cfhIdf hY. kfql muV-muV kih rhy hn; nirMdr BfeI modI ny sfnUM iqMn idn KuwlHf Kyzx leI idwqy sn. Auhny dUjy idn af ky sfzy gwlF ivc PuwlF dy hfr pf ky ikhf sI ik jo kuJ qusIN kr idwqf hY, Aus leI qusIN snmfn dy hwkdfr ho, qusIN DMn ho. iek kfql qF ieh vI kihMdf hY ik nirMdr modI ny Aus nUM EdoN mfAUNt afbU dy srkfrI gujrfq Bvn ivc mhIinaF bwDI lukf ky rwiKaf, jdoN Aus dy vfrMt inkl afey sn qy Pyr munfsb pRbMD kr ky igRPLqfrI vI krvfeI qy irhfeI df pRbMD krvfieaf sI.

          irhfeI df pRbMD krvfAuxf vI nirMdr modI leI koeI aOKf nhIN sI. dMigaF dy kysF nfl inaF dy nFa Auqy ijhVf iKlvfV huMdf irhf, Auh gujrfq srkfr dy Aus srkfrI vkIl dy mUMhoN hI inkl igaf hY, ijs dI ijLMmyvfrI kfqlF nUM sjLf krvfAux dI sI. Auh qF iesy gwl leI nirMdr modI dy gux gfeI jFdf hY ik modI ny kmfl kr idwqI qy jo Aus ny kr ivKfieaf hY, Auh hor koeI muwK mMqrI kr hI nhIN sikaf. srkfrI vkIl qF eyQoN qwk kihx qoN vI nf iJjikaf ik nirMdr modI jy muwK mMqrI nf huMdy qF AunHF ny Kud hI hYNz grnyz suwtdy iPrnf sI. ies qoN bfad Bfl ikhVI gwl CupI rih jFdI hY?

          hF, CupI rih jFdI hY iewk gwl qF ieh vrqfrf isrPL gujrfq df hY jF pUry dysL pwDr df? lKnAU hovy jF kfnpur, jF iPr mhfrfsLtr df koeI ielfkf, BfrqI jnqf pfrtI qy Aus dy sihXogI sMgTn ihMdU BfeIcfry nUM ihMsk rfh Auqy qorn vwl syDq ho ky cwl rhy hn. kuJ sfl pihlF iesfeI imsLnrI gRfhm stynjL qy Aus dy do puwqrF nUM ijAUNdy sfV dyx dI vfrdfq ijs dfrf isMG ny kIqI sI, Auh vI Bfjpf dy pirvfr dI iewk sLfKLf nfl hI sMbMDq sI. Aus dy PVy jfx AuWqy Bfjpf dy iewk bfhUblI aYWm[ pI[ ny Ausy vkq Aus kfql dy hwk ivc PLMz KolH idwqf sI, ijhVf pfrlImYNt aMdr Kud Bfjpf dIaF sihXogI pfrtIaF dy ivroD kfrn bMd krnf ipaf sI. hfly ipwCy ijhy Bfjpf nfl sMbMDq iewk sMgTn dy kYNp ivc AunHF dy vrkrF nUM bMdUkF, ipsqOlF smyq hr iksm dy hiQafr vrqx dI tryinMg idwqI jf rhI tI[ vI[ cYnlF ny ivKfeI sI.

          sfzy sfhmxy tfeImjL afPL ieMzIaf df bfeI akqUubr df aMk ipaf hY. ies ivc jXoqI punvfnI df iewk lyK Cipaf hY, ijs ivc Auh jLor dy ky kihMdI hY ik Bfjpf smwrQk sMgTnF dIaF ihMsk hrkqF bfry KuPLIaf qMqr aqy surwiKaf eyjMsIaF Byd Bry ZMg nfl cuwp hn. Aus ny iewk BuwlI-ivwsrI khfxI cyqy krvf idwqI hY ik apRYl 2006 ivc nFdyV ivc kI hoieaf sI. nFdyV Auh sLihr hY, ijwQy iswKF dy dsvyN gurU sRI gurU goibMd isMG jI df aMqm asQfn hY. Aus sLihr ivc apRYl 2006 ivc afr[ aYWs[ aYWs[ dy iewk mYNbr dy Gr ivc bMb bxfAuNdy do jxy mfry gey sn. jFc ivc ieh gwl guwJI nhIN sI rih skI ik bfhroN bMb bxfAuxf iswK ky afieaf iewk jxf dUjy nUM ieho klf iswKf irhf sI, jdoN ieh Gtnf vfpr geI qy dovyN jxy mOq dy mUMh pY gey sn. iewQoN ieh jFc awgy vDxI cfhIdI sI ik Auh bMdf ikwQoN iswK ky afieaf sI qy awgy ieh klf isKfAux dI ijLMmyvfrI Aus nUM iks ny sONpI sI, pr mfmlf eyQy hI Twp kr idwqf igaf sI. nFdyV dy qF nyVy-qyVy vI koeI JgVf nhIN sI ho irhf, EQy bMb bxfAux dI kI loV sI? sfPL hY ik ijwQy loV nhIN vI, EQy vI afr[ aYWs[ aYWs[ qy Bfjpf dy hor smwrQk ieh iqafrIaF krdy rihMdy hn.

          gujrfq dy dMigaF bfry ijhVf kOVf swc sfhmxy afieaf hY, Aus dy ipwCoN ieh hux inhfieq jLrUrI ho igaf hY ik Bfjpf nfl juVy sMgTnF nUM vI AuvyN hI ikMqUaF dy dfiery `c rwiKaf jfvy, ijvyN dihsLqgrd toilaF nUM rwiKaf jFdf hY. vMngI df PLrk hY, nfhry df PLrk hY, mnuwKI lhU nfl nhfAux dI nIcqf qF iehnF ivc vI Gwt nhIN. jy iehnF nUM KuwlH dyeI rwKI, qF ieh QF-QF gujrfq bxfAuxgy. ijvyN muhfvrf hY ik gwl shy dI nhIN, phy dI hY, ieMj hI gwl hux gujrfq dI nhIN, vMn-suvMny PLuwlF vfly guldsqy vrgy Aus mulk dI hY, ijs ivc dunIaf dy sfry DrmF dy lok vI vwsdy hn qy sfrIaF nslF dy vI.

 


lok afp hI iqafr rihMdy hn lokqMqr dI dyvI mUhry blI dyx leI

-jiqMdr pnUM

          bhuq sfry ivdvfnF dI ies bfry iewko rfey hY ik ivcfrDfrf Dfrimk hovy, rfjsI jF isrPL smfj suDfrk, sLurU ivwc ijMnI mrjLI lok-pwKI hovy, smF pf ky Aus ivwc Kot rl jFdf hY. ijMny vI Drm hoey, muwZly pVfa AuWqy Auh sfry dy sfry nyk mnorQF nUM muwK rwK ky KVy kIqy gey sn, pr aMq nUM AunHF `coN bhuqy DrmF dy mUhry hfkmF dy hwQ-Toky KVy kr ky lIhoN lfh idwqy jFdy rhy. suDfrk lihrF vI muwZly pVfa AuWqy scmuwc lok Bly leI hI srgrm hoeIaF, pr AunHF lokF jF pirvfrF jF grohF dI aYsL BrI ijLMdgI df vsIlf bxf idwqf igaf. anfQ afsLrm jF XqImKfnyy sLurU ivwc lfvfrsF dI mdd leI bxy sn, pr smF pf ky AunHF ivwcoN bhuiqaF AuWqy bwcy vycx jF ijsm-PLrosLI krfAux dy dosL vI lwgx lwg pey. ieho hfl rfjnIqI nfl sMbMD rwKdI lwgBwg hr ivcfrDfrf df huMdf irhf hY.

          rfj dI afpxI rUh huMdI hY, ieh ivcfrDfrf nUM nhIN vyKdI, ivcfrDfrf ivclIaF kmjLor kVIaF nUM vyKdI hY qy afpxy AuWlU AunHF sLfKLfvf AuWqy ibTf ky AunHF nUM hOlI-hOlI AuNj hI klfvy ivwc lY lYNdI hY, ijvyN iksy hry-Bry ruwK AuWqy amr-vyl afx cVHI hovy. muwZF qoN lY ky rfj nUM reIaq (prjf) nUM kutfpf cfVH ky mihlF ivwc vwsdy lokF leI afrfm dI ijLMdgI XkInI bxfAux df vsIlf bxf ky vriqaf igaf hY. Xuwg bdl gey, sdIaF bdl geIaF, rfj dI rIq nhIN bdlI. ivcfrDfrfvF bdl jFdIaF rhIaF, rIq iPr Auho hI Auho jfrI rhI.

          jgIrdfrI pRQf vfly ipqf-purKI smfj ivwc rfjy juwqI dy jLor nfl rfj krdy huMdy sn. iswDIaF jMgF huMdIaF sn qy ijhVf ijwq jfvy, Auh rfj krdf huMdf sI. rfj krn dI lflsf eynI BfrU huMdI sI ik puwqrF ny ipE nUM mfr ky qfj-qKLq vI Koihaf, Brf nUM mfr ky vI qy BYx nUM mfr ky vI. rjLIaf sulqfnf afpxy Brf nUM mfr ky gwdI `qy bYTI sI qy dUjy Brf hwQoN mfrI geI sI. gwdI dI Aus lflsf ivwc lokF dI iCwl hI lihMdI sI qy lokIN ivroD krn dI siQqI ivwc nhIN sn hMudy, qkVy df swqI vIhIN sO dy aKfx nUM mMn ky idn kwtx nUM mjbUr huMdy sn.

          iPr lok-rfj af igaf. pqf nhIN ilMkn ny ieh ikvyN kih idwqf ik ieh lokF vwloN lokF df lokIN leI clfieaf jf irhf rfj huMdf hY. lokF leI qF ieh rfj kdy-kdfeIN hI iPLkr krdf hY, awgoN-ipwCoN kunbf-prvrI qy BfeI-BqIjfvfd hI cwldf rihMdf hY. qy lokF vwloN ieh eynf ku hI hY ik lokF votF pf ky hfkmF dI cox kr lYNdy hn, ies dy ipwCoN AunHF df dKLl kI rih jFdf hY? ijnHF ny bfpU kih ky votrF qoN votF mMgIaF huMdIaF hn, Auh pYNqI-cflI sfl dI Aumr ivc vI afpxy bfp hI nhIN, dfdy dI Aumr vfilaF qoN pYrIN qy gozIN hwQ lvfeI jFdy hn. vfady krky Buwl jFdy hn qy lokF vwloN clfey jFdy ies rfj ivc lokF dI jLbfn pMjF sflF leI AuNj hI Tfk idwqI jFdI hY. agly lokqMqrI ByV ivc lokF dI iPr loV pYNdI hY qF ijvyN duwD cox leI gF awgy qUVI Auqy afty df buwk DUiVaf jFdf hY, AuvyN lokF hI mUhry lfiraF dI lwp iKlfr idwqI jFdI hY. purfxy rfijaF dy vkq jMgF ivc lok lVdy qy mrdy huMdy sn, hux dy lokqMqrI rfijaF dI cox-jMg ivc lok jlsy aqy votF vfly bksy Brdy hn, pr nqIjf iewko huMdf hY. EdoN lok jfnF vfr ky rfjy leI rfj krn df hwk ijwqdy qy iPr Aus rfj nUM Bugqdy sn, hux lokIN votF pf ky iksy nUM rfjf cuxdy qy afpxy BuwKy mrn df Auh mOkf pYdf krdy hn, jdoN lIzr lok afx ky mgrmwCF vrgy hMJU vgf skx qy tI[ vI[ ieh KLbr dy sky ik Plfxf lIzr qF lfsLF dyK ky eynf Bfvk ho igaf sI ik Aus nUM afpxf afp sMBflx leI do vfrI blwz-pRYsLr cwYk krvfAuxf pY igaf.

          pMjfb ivc jo kuJ huMdf hY, Aus dI hr KLbr sfzy pfTk jfxdy hn. Blf kOx nhIN jfxdf ik biTMzy ijLlHy dy bihmx jwsf isMG ipMz ivc sfbkf pulsIaf gurjMt isMG qy Aus df pirvfr iks duKFq df isLkfr bixaf hY? aYWs[ aYWs[ pI[ dy inwjI aMg-rwiKak ny Cfpf mfiraf, jf ky pirvfr nUM jLlIl kIqf qy Auh sV ky EdoN mry, jdoN pulIs dI DfV Gr ivc mOjUd sI. ieh ihrfsqI mOq bxdI hY, pr AunHF pulsIaF ivruwD kfrvfeI ikvyN ho skdI hY, jdoN ijLlHy df pulIs muKI hI nf cfhuMdf hovy? hlky dy ijs akflI AumIdvfr dI cox ivc gurjMt isMG ny do mhIny rfq-idn iewk kr Cwizaf sI, Auh pMdrF idn Aus pirvfr dI ieklOqI shI-slfmq DI nfl aPLsos krn vI nf puwjf. ipClI vfrI dy bfdl rfj ivc mihl klF ipMz dI iewk DI ikrnjIq kOr nfl blfqkfr kr dy icwty idn amIrjLfidaF ny mfr ky Kyq `c dwb idwqI sI qy lokF ny Kyq nUM Gyr ky puls nUM mjbUr krky lfsL brfmd krvfeI sI. do mhIny rOlf pYNdf irhf, koeI akflI lIzr nf viVaf qy qIjy mhIny mwuK mMqrI bfdl sfihb dIaF gwzIaF hUtr vjfAuNdIaF phuMc geIaF sn. gurjMt isMG dy pirvfr df duwK mnfAux vI bfdl sfihb phMucxgy, pr jLrf ieh qF pqf lwg jfvy ik pfrlImYNt coxF df aYlfn kdoN ku huMdf hY.

          rfjnIqI ivc bdlfKorI mUMhoN bol ky nhIN kIqI jFdI, ies dy rfh lwBy jFdy hn. qrn qfrn ijLlHy ivc iewk srpMc dy Gr pUry jLor dy JwKLV qy vrHdy mINh dOrfn ijLlHy df iewk aiDkfrI igaf qy pMcfieq df irkfrz cuwk ilafieaf. ipwCoN sunyhf Byj idwqf ik irkfrz pysL kro. srpMc ny cyqy krfieaf ik irkfrz qF qusIN afp lY ky gey sI. mMqrI dy QfpVy vflf ijLlHy df aPLsr muwkr igaf. sfry ipMz nUM pqf hox dy bfvjUd Auh aPLsr nhIN mMinaf qy Pon AuWqy hoeI gwlbfq nUM ieh kih ky ik srpMc ny bdqmIjLI kIqI hY, Aus df Aultf clfx krvf idwqf. ieh rfj dy rMg ny, ipRQvI rfj cOhfn qoN lY ky pRkfsL isMG bfdl qwk rfj dy rMg ieho hI rhy ny, ieho rihxgy.

          gurdfspur ijLlHy ivc bhuq sfry srpMcF ny Jonf vwZ ky ipwCoN prflI nUM awg lf idwqI. pMjfb Br `c hjLfrF iksfnF ny ieMj kIqf hY. Aus ijLlHy ivc iewk iksfn srpMc df clfx kr idwqf igaf ik Aus ny prflI nUM awg lfeI hY, ijs nfl jIv-jMqUaF qy vfqfvrx nUM KLqrf pYdf ho igaf hY. hjLfrF `coN iewk nUM cux ky prcf drj krnf jy kfnUMnI loV hY qF bfkIaF df clfx vI kIqf jfxf cfhIdf sI, isrPL iewko df clfx krnf dwsdf hY ik ieh EnI kfnUMn dI loV nhIN, ijMnI rfj dI rIq jfrI rwKx dI loV sI.

          CwzIey pMjfb nUM, iehdy bfry qF qusIN vI bQyrf kuJ jfxdy ho? iksy hor QF dI gwl krIey. hF, gwl krdy hF krnftkf dI, ijwQy ies vyly cuxI hoeI rfj srkfr df Bog pY igaf hox krky Bfrq dI cuxI hoeI kyNdrI srkfr dI iswDI ingrfnI hyT gvrnr df rfj cwl irhf hY. EQoN dy gvrnr dy kMn ivc iksy ny PUk mfrI hovygI ik pMjfb df muwK mMqrI sMgq drsLn krdf hY, qusIN vI koeI eydF df cskf lokF nUM lf idE. Aus ny sMgq drsLn dI qrjL AuWqy jnqf drsLn pRogrfm rwK ilaf. lok afey ies Jfk ivc ik rfj df sMivDfnk muKI afvygf, sfzIaF musLiklF suxygf qy duwK dUr krn df koeI rfh lwBygf. lfeIn eynI lMmI sI, ik keI GMty vfrI hI nf afeI. lokIN lfeIn Cwz ky pfxI pIx jF pysLfb krn vI nhIN sI jFdy ik vfpsI `qy lfeIn ivc QF nhIN imlxI. Aus lfeIn ivc KVI afpxI vfrI AuzIkdI iewk aOrq DVMm krky izwg peI qy plF ivc hI sfry duwKF qoN Cutkfrf pf geI. gvrnr sfihb ny jnqf drsLn smyitaf qy AuWT ky cly gey, koeI aPLsos vI nf kr sky. krnf cfhIdf vI nhIN sI, Auh afKLr gvrnr hn, rfj dy muKI rfjpfl sfihb!

          rfjsQfn dIaF irafsqF jdoN hfly lokqMqrI BfrqI gxrfj dy aDIn nhIN sn afeIaF, EQy iewk bVf ajIb irvfj huMdf sI. jdoN irafsq df rfjf mr jFdf sI, Aus dy puwqr nUM Ausy vyly rfj-iqlk lf ky rfjf bxfAux df sLfhI smfgm kIqf jFdf sI. sfrI kfrvfeI Bugq jfx ipwCoN pRDfn mMqrI Aus nvyN rfjy dy mUhry KVf ho ky arjL gujLfrdf sI ik ies rfj df iewk syvk prlok isDfr igaf hY, Aus dy aMqm sMskfr leI drbfr dI kfrvfeI awj df idn smfpq kr idwqI jfvy. pRDfn mMqrI Aus prlok isDfr gey kwlH qwk dy rfjy nUM svrgvfsI rfjf nhIN, sgoN rfj df iewk syvk hI afKdf sI. Auhdy ipwCoN arQI AuWTdI sI, sfry vjLIr sLfml huMdy sn, pr rfjf bx cuwkf Aus mr gey rfjy df puwqr Aus arQI nfl nhIN sI jFdf, Aus dI QF PuwlF df guldsqf lY ky pRDfn mMqrI jFdf huMdf sI. kfrn ies df ieh sI ik rfj-iqlk lwgx ipwCoN Auh rfjf, arQfq rfj df pRqIk bx cuwkf huMdf sI qy rfj jF rfj df pRqIk mhfrfjf iksy df aPLsos nhIN kr skdf sI, BfvyN ik mrn vflf Aus df skf bfp hI hovy. krnftkf dy gvrnr sfihb vI iewk afdmI nhIN, koeI sDfrn srkfrI kfirMdf vI nhIN, sgoN rfj dy sMivDfnk muKI hn, rfj dy pRqIk hn, Auh iksy df aPLsos ikvyN kr skdy hn?

          eydF dIaF sYNkVy imsflF idwqI jf skdIaF hn, ijQy lokIN afpo afpxy lIzrF KLfqr jfnF vfr gey, pr lIzrF ny ipwCoN AunHF dy pirvfrF nUM tky syr vI nhIN puwiCaf, sgoN AunHF nUM dI QF nvyN iKdmqgfr lwB ley. rfj kFgrs pfrtI df hovy jF akflI-Bfjpf df qy BfvyN bhujn smfj pfrtI df, rfjy qF rfjy hI rihMdy hn. bIbI mfieafvqI ny gwdI sFBdy sfr bfbU kFsI rfm dI Xfd mnfAux leI bulzojLr Pyry qy iewk ipMz dy bfhr kMD KVI krvf ky AunHF lokF nUM kYdIaF vFg aMdry qVPL-qVPL ky mrn jF lwgy Bfa jLmInF qy Gr Cwz ky dOV jfx leI mjbUr kr idwqf. ies qoN ieh gwl afpxy afp sfbq ho jFdI hY ik rfj dI rIq rfj krn vfilaF dI jLbfn nUM eynf mroVf dy dyNdI hY ik jLbfn iPr jLbfn hI nhIN jfpdI.

          jdoN ieh ilKq ilKI jf rhI sI, aYn Aus vyly sfzy sfhmxy peIaF aKLbfrF ivc CpIaF iqMn KLbrF muV-muV iDafn iKwc rhIaF sn. pihlI KLbr gujrfq dI hY. EQy iewk kFgrsI ny ibafn idwqf hY ik EQoN dy lok nirMdr modI dy jLflm rfj df KLfqmf krn leI votF dy idn nUM bysbrI nfl AuzIk rhy hn. dUjI KLbr ihmfcl pRdysL dI hY qy ibafn hY Bfjpf dy iewk lIzr df ik EQoN dy lok ihmfcl dI kFgrsI srkfr df ibsqrf gol krn leI kfhly pey hoey hn. iehnF dovF nfloN vwKrI KLbr qIsrI hY, ijhVI afKdI hY ik pEVI dyvI dy mMdr ivKy hr sfl psLUaF dI blI idwqI jFdI hY. KLbr df Kfs pwK ieh dwisaf igaf hY ik EQy psLUaF nUM bMnH ky jF Dwk ky blI vfly asQfn `qy nhIN iljfieaf jFdf, iesLfrf huMdy sfr psLU afpxy afp blI dI dyvI vwl qur pYNdy hn. DMn hY lokqMqr dI dyvI, ies df vI ngfrf hI KVkxf cfhIdf hY, lok agly pMjF sflF jogI kurbfnI dyx leI afp hI blI-asQfn vwl jfx leI kfhly pY jFdy hn, blI-asQfn BfvyN gujrfq df hovy, ihmfcl pRdysL jF iPr, jF iPr, jF iPr[[[[iksy vI hor rfj df, sxy sfzy pMjfb dy.

 


mOq mUhry hfr nf mMn, ijMdVIey ijAUx df vwl iswK

-jiqMdr pnUM

          ipCly kuJ sflF qoN pMjfb ivc KudkusLIaF df dOr kuJ ijLafdf hI qyjL ho igaf hY. ieh vrqfrf bhuqf iksfnI ivc vfprdf suixaf jf irhf hY. vfprdf hornF vrgF ivc vI hY, pr ijLkr Gwt huMdf hY. sLihrF ivc vI grIb hn. kdy Auh afty-dfl dI qMgI kfrn mrn df rfh cuxdy hn, kdy krjLf nf moV skx krky lihxydfrF qoN qMg af ky Pfhf lY lYNdy hn. iksy dI DI ny ipafr dy cwkr ivc mfipaF dI mrjLI Aulwd ky ivafh krvf ilaf jF ibnF ivafh qoN Aus muMzy nfl dOV geI, EdoN vI mF jF bfp keI vfrI ieh kdm cuwk lYNdy hn. bhuq sfry bwcy hr sfl pVHfeI dy boJ hyT dwb ky mr jFdy hn. nqIjf mfVf afey qoN qF keI mrdy hn, pr keI bwcy nqIjf mfVf afAux df suPLnf lY ky hI ijLMdgI nUM alivdf kih jFdy hn. ieho ijhy mOky vI afey, jdoN iksy bwcy ny KudkusLI kr leI qy agly idn afey nqIjy ivc Aus dI PLst zvIjLn afeI hoeI sI. iksy AuWqy JUT ieljLfm lwg jfvy, Auh vI keI vfrI lokF df sfhmxf krn qoN zrdf mOq dI god ivc isr rwK ky sO jFdf hY.

          iksfnF dI siQqI hornF qoN kuJ vwKrI qrHF ivcfrn vflI hY. Auh krjLy dy boJ hyT dwb ky KudkusLIaF kr rhy hn. sUdKorF dIaF ijLafdqIaF awgy Auh itk nhIN rhy. pMjfb dy iksfn ny kdy hfr nhIN sI mMnI. quPLfn afAuNdy sn, hVH afAuNdy sn, soky pYNdy sn, gVHymfr huMdI sI, itwzI dl df hmlf huMdf sI mMndf, agly idn hI sfry pirvfr dy jIaF nUM nfl lY ky KyqF nUM ieh soc ky lwk bMnH qurdf sI ik ieh PLsl qF geI so geI, aglI PLsl vfsqy hI koeI Auprflf vyly isr kr leIey. hux Auho iksfn KudkusLIaF kr irhf hY.

          pMjfbI ivc iewk muhfvrf hY; KfDf pIqf lfhy df, bfkI aihmd sLfhy df. ies df Bfv ieh sI ik jo kuJ Kf-pI ilaf, Auho sfzf hY, bfkI qF aihmd sLfh abdflI dI DfV ny iksy vyly vI lwut ky lY jfxf hY. ieh ijLMdgI jIAUx df iewk ZMg sI. lgfqfr bdysLI hmilaF dI mfr hyT jfn vI, mfl vI qy afbrU vI dfa AuWqy lwgI huMidaF ieh muhfvrf ijs iksy ny vI GiVaf, Auh jLrUr ijLMdgI dy ijMny pl iml jfx, AunHF nUM ijAUx dI klf df mhF-nfiek hovygf. KudkusLI hflfq dI mfr kfrn nhIN huMdI, AunHF hflfq mUhry mfniskqf dI hfr sB qoN mfVI huMdI hY. jMg qF jMg huMdI hY, BfvyN Auh iksy vI qrHF dI hovy. ies ivc ijwq vI ho skdI hY qy hfr vI, pr hfr jfxf Enf mfVf nhIN huMdf, ijMnf lVy ibnF hI hfr mMn ky bYT jfxf jF mr jfxf huMdf hY.

          mhfrfsLtr dy lftUr ielfky ivc iewk vfrI Bucfl af igaf. EVkF dI qbfhI hoeI sI. mlbf keI idn Poilaf jFdf irhf. CyvyN idn jdoN hr pfsy lfsLF hI inkl rhIaF sn, iewk QF KojI kuwqy jf ky BONkx lwg pey. kMn lf ky suixaf qF ivwcoN hlkI ijhI mnuwKI bolxI suxfeI idwqI. mlbf puwitaf qF iewk afdmI ijAuNdf inkl afieaf. socF ivc ipaf Auh mnuwK AunHF Cy idnF ivc qI sO vfrI miraf hovygf, pr iksy axikafsI afs dI Jfk ivc Aus dI iewCf-sLkqI Aus nUM ieho kihMdI rhI ik qUM hfly hfr nf mMn, qy Auh ijAuNdf bc igaf.

          asIN keI ikwsy suxy sn ik mlfhF dI byVI zUMGy smuMdrF `c jf ky CwlF ivc Ps geI. Gr vfly AunHF nUM mr gey mMn bYTy. kuJ smyN bfad iksy jhfjLI dI njLr pY geI qy Auh AunHF nUM kwZ ilafieaf. eynf lMmf smF mOq nfl nyVy irsLqf rwK ky vI Auh ijLMdgI dI zor PVI bYTy rhy.

          gujrfq dy kwC ielfky ivc iewk vfrI BfrqI PLOj df iewk hYlIkfptr qbfh ho igaf. keI idn mlby qy lfsLF dI qlfsL huMdI rhI. iewk idn mlbf vI iml igaf qy kuJ ijAuNdy aPLsr vI. hosL afAux AuWqy AunHF ny dwisaf ik Auh ijLMdgI dI Jfk ivc iewk dUjy df pysLfb pI ky vI ies AuzIk ivc srIrF nUM GsItdy rhy sn ik iksy nf iksy vkq koeI nf koeI toh lYx vflf af hI jfvygf, qy Auh swcmuwc bc gey. ijLMdgI mOq qoN blvfn inklI sI.

          swsI nUM Aus dy bfp ny diraf `c roiVaf sI, pr Auh mrI nhIN sI, sgoN ijAuNdI bc geI sI. ijAuNdI bc geI qF sohxI-suxwKI muitafr bx ky AuwBrI. punUM nfl ipafr dI pING prvfn nf cVH skI. ijs pfxI qoN Auh bc geI sI, sVdy mfrUQl ivc Ausy pfxI dI Guwt-Gwut nUM qrsdI mr geI. mr Auh jLrUr geI, pr mrn qoN pihlF ieho ijhy ikwsy dI nfiekf bx geI, ijhVf pMjfbI bolI dy nfl-nfl sdf ijMdf rihxf hY. jy ijMdVI ny TfTF mfrdy diraf dy pfxIaF awgy hI hfr mMn leI huMdI, Pyr Auh iewk jvfkVI dI mOq hI hoxI sI, mhF-nfiekf swsI dI nhIN sI hoxI.

          PLOj df iewk myjr 1971 dI jMg vyly bMglfdysL dy morcy AuWqy jUJ irhf sI. Aus df ipMz zyrf bfbf nfnk nyVy pfiksqfn dy bfrzr AuWqy sI. Gr ivc nvF jIa afAux vflf sI. jMg eyQy vI iCV peI. morcy qoN ipwCy bIVIaF sfzIaF qopF dy goly Aus ipMz dy AuproN dI pfiksqfn vwl jFdy sn qy pfiksqfn dIaF qopF dy goly ipMz AuWqoN dI BfrqI pfsy jf ky izwgdy sn. PLOjIaF nUM pqf lwgf qF myjr sfihb dI pqnI nUM jMgI morcy nyVy jLmIn hyT surMgF puwt ky bxfey PLOjI hspqfl ivc lY gey. puwqr jMimaf qF mF df duwD nf AuWqry. zwbybMd suwkf duwD inwpl vflI boql dI QF rUM dy qUMibaF nfl Aus dy mUMh `c qupkf-qupkf pfieaf jFdf irhf. muMzf bc igaf. bfp qF krnl bx ky pYnsLn af igaf, morcy `qy jMimaf Auh puwqr PLOj ivc lYPLtInYNt bx igaf. CwbI jnvrI dI pryz mOky jdoN iek jMgI sLhId dI ivDvf nUM rfsLtrpqI vwloN asLok cwkr idwqy jf irhf sI, Auh morcy `qy jMimaf muMzf kihx lwgf; kdy vkq afvygf, jdoN rfsLtrpqI qoN ieho ijhf mYzl mYN lvFgf jF myry QF myrI pqnI lvygI. agly sfl Auh ksLmIr ivc dusLmxF nfl jUJdf hoieaf sLhId ho igaf. Aus dI pqnI ny ikhf; dUjf ivafh nhIN krfAuxf qy nOkrI vI PLOj dI hI krnI hY. Auhny iemiqhfn idwqf, lYPLtInYNt bx geI, awj kwlH sLfied myjr bx cuwkI hY. sLhId hoey pqI leI mrn AuprMq aYlfinaf igaf BfrqI PLOjF leI dUjf vwzf bhfdrI mYzl kIrqI cwkr lYx Auh lYPLtInYNt dI vrdI pf ky rfsLtrpqI mUhry jf ky KVoqI sI.

          ipCly mhIny BfrqI POj dy iewk kpqfn df puwqr hfdsy df isLkfr ho ky mr igaf. pVHy-ilKy pqI-pqnI df sbr dyKo, AunHF ny mrdy puwqr bfry jdoN zfktrF qoN ieh suixaf ik ies ny hux bcxf nhIN, Jwt ieh PLYslf kr ilaf ik sfzf puwq jy nhIN vI bcdf, iksy hor dI jfn hI bcf dyeIey. puwqr dIaF do awKF do vwK-vwK loVvMdF nUM qy dovyN guridaF ivwcoN iewk iksy PLOjI loVvMd nUM qy dUjf iksy ipMz dy QuVF mfry iksfn nUM dy idwqy. puwqr leI AunHF df ipafr ijMnf aimxvF sI, ijLMdgI leI EdoN vI vwD. Auh qF ijLMdgI nUM ipafr krn vfly hn, ijLMdgI BfvyN afpxy puwqr dI hovy qy BfvyN iksy swq-bygfny dI.

          dsMbr 1992 ivc aXuwiDaf ivc bfbrI msijd ZfhI geI sI. Aus Zfho-vfVy nfl dysL Br ivc dMgy iCV gey sn. vwK-vwK iPLrikaF dy lok iewk dUjy ivruwD Auksfey qy lVfey jf rhy sn. aYn Esy smyN iewk KLbr af geI lKnAU qoN, Ausy lKnAU qoN, ijhVf Kud iPLrkU qwqF dIaF quKxIaF df isLkfr ho ky qnfa `coN gujLr irhf sI. EQy iewk bMdf sVkI hfdsy ivc jLKLmI ho igaf sI. hfdsy `c jLKLmI Auh bfbrI msijd Zihx qoN pihlF hoieaf sI, mOq Aus dI Aus Gtnf qoN bfad hoeI. ibRjysL cMdr nFa df Auh ihMdU mOq dI syj `qy ipaf vI afpxI suihrdqf df sbUq dy igaf, jdoN Aus ny ieh iewCf pRgt kr idwqI ik jy mYN mr jfvF, myry dovyN guridaF ivwcoN iewk iksy muslmfn nUM lf idwqf jfvy qy dUjf iksy iswK nUM, qF ik BfeIcfrk sFJ bxI rhy. jdoN Auh bc nf sikaf qF Aus dI iewCf muqfbk Aus df iewk gurdf lKnAU dy srdfr mflk isMG nUM lf idwqf igaf qy dUjf Ausy sLihr dy muhMmd slIm nUM. ieh Aus dI sdBfvnnf dI imsfl vI sI qy ijLMdgI nfl moh dI vI, ijs dy sdky Auh mrdf-mrdf vI do jixaF nUM ijAuNdy kr igaf.

          asIN iewkIvIN sdI dy ivigafnk Xuwg ivc rihMdy hF, ies krky ieh nhIN mMn skdy ik koeI iensfn toty-toty krky KUh ivc vI suwt idwqf jfvy qF bfrF sflF bfad pUrn Bgq bx ky bfhr inkl skdf hY. mMnx vflI gwl hY qF ieh ik rfjy slvfn ny kroDI ho ky afpxy vwloN afpxy puwqr nUM mfr ky suwt idwqf qy Auh iPr vI bc igaf, ikAuNik Auh miraf nhIN sI, isrPL mrnfAU hI sI. mrnfAU bMdy `qy iksy imhrbfn dI njLr pY geI. Aus ny mdd kIqI qF ijLMdgI ny afpxI iewCf-sLkqI dy bl nfl mOq nUM pry Dwk ky iPr mYdfn mwl ilaf.

          dUjI sMsfr jMg df sB qoN vwzf nfiek sovIaq rUs df pfielt alYksI ipqroivc imrysXyv mMinaf igaf hY. Aus df jhfjL dusLmx dy hmly ipwCoN brPLF ivc izwgf sI. sqfrF idn Auh brPLF ivc afpxy afp nUM GsIt-GsIt ky cwldf irhf. Kfx nUM kuJ nf lwBf qF ijwQy ikDry brPLfnI kIVIaF njLr pY geIaF, AunHF nUM cuwk ky Kf ky vI rfq-idn irVHdf irhf. ijAuNdf bc igaf, dovyN lwqF kwtxIaF peIaF, pr jdoN ijLMdgI ny mOq AuWq iewk vfrI PLqih pf leI qF iPr jhfjL AuzfAux dI iewCf vI muV ky isr cuwk KVoqI. Aus ny nklI lwqF nfl dOVnf qy nwcxf iswK ky jdoN gwzI vI clf ky ivKf idwqI, Aus nUM isKFdrU jhfjL dy ky tYWst ilaf igaf. jdoN Auh Aus iemiqhfn ivwcoN vI pfs ho igaf, Pyr Auho jMgI jhfjL AuzfAux lwg ipaf, ijnHF nUM sB qoN vwD psMd jLrUr krdf sI, jMgF nUM nhIN, iesy leI jdoN jMg KLqm ho geI, Auh dunIaf Br ivc sLFqI df msIhf bx ky amn aqy ijLMdgI df sunyhf vMzx qur ipaf, qF ik ijhVI Aus nfl bIqI hY, Auh iksy hor nfl nf vfpry.

          BfrqI POj df iewk kYptn pMkj josLI vI iewk vfrI morcy `qy jLKLmI hoieaf sI. Aus dIaF dovyN lwqF kwtxIaF pY geIaF sn. ielfj ipwCoN Aus nUM pUrI qnKLfh smyq pYnsLn dI pysLksL hoeI qF Aus ny Tukrf idwqI sI. dPLqrI kfr-ivhfr dI nOkrI dyx lwgy qF aV igaf ik mYN ienPLYNtrI df aPLsr hF, jvfnF ivc jvfn bx ky rhFgf. nklI lwqF nfl Aus ny qurnf, dOVnf qy nwcxf hI nhIN phfVF `qy cVHnf vI iswiKaf. qrwkI krky Auh myjr, lYPLtInYNt krnl, krnl, bRIgyzIar, myjr jnrl qy Pyr lYPLtInYNt jnrl bx igaf. aOKy srIrk tYwst vI Aus ny pfs krky qrwkI leI. vfjpfeI srkfr vyly BfrqI PLOj dy iqMnF aMgF, Ql sYnf, jl sYnf qy hvfeI sYnf dI sFJI kmfn kfiem kIqI geI qF Aus df pihlf kmFzr-ien-cIPL, Bfrq dIaF iqMnF PLOjF df sFJf muKI, Auho ibnF lwqF vflf jnrl josLI bixaf. Aus ny ivKf idwqf ik jy ijLMdgI nfl ipafr hovy, iewCf-sLkqI blvfn hovy qF mOq nUM vI mKOl kIqf jf skdf hY. rUs vfilaF dy jFbfjL pfielt alYksI ipqroivc imrysXyv df nFa dunIaf jfxdI hY, jnrl josLI bfry Aus dI afpxI BfrqI PLOj dy bhuqy aPLsr vI nhIN jfxdy. jy Aus dI jIvnI nUM Gr-Gr pucfieaf jf skdf qF XkInn keI lok ieh soc ky dubfrf hMBlf mfr ky AuwTdy ik jy iewk bMdf dovyN lwqF guaf ky vI ieh kuJ kr skdf hY, asIN ihMmqF ikAuN hfrdy jFdy hn?

          ijLMdgI ijAUx leI hY, KudkusLIaF krn leI nhIN. musLiklF hn qF sfhmxf krIey. loV pvy qF sMGrsL krIey. iewk dUjy dI bFh PVnI pvy qF Auh vI PVIey. mfniskqf dI hfr CUq dI ibmfrI nfloN vI BYVI huMdI hY. jy koeI KLbr gwzI hyT afAux dI afvy qF agly keI idn gwzI hyT afAux dIaF KLbrF hI afAuNdIaF hn. slPfs dIaF golIaF Kfx dI iewk KLbr dy mgry-mgr keI idn slPfs dIaF golIaF Kfx dIaF KLbrF hI afeI jFdIaF hn. Pfhf lYx dI iewk Gtnf keI hornF nUM Pfhf lYx leI AuksfAuNdI hY. ijhVy lok mfniskqf AuWqy mfrU hmly qoN mnuwKqf nUM bcfAuxf cfhuMdy hn, Auh ies nUM moVf dyx leI awgy afAux qy ivafh-sLfdI qoN lY ky KusLI-gmI qwk dy hr smfjI iekwT ivc iewko hokf dyx; mOq mOq mUhry hfr nf mMn, ijMdVIey ijAUx df vwl iswK.

 


jy BrosyXogqf hI nhIN rhI qF mfx iks gwl `qy krIey?

-jiqMdr pnUM

          sfl koeI do ku hoey hoxgy, pfiksqfn qoN gYr-isafsI lokF df iewk vPLd sfzy pMjfb dy dOry `qy afieaf sI. AunHF dy mfx-siqkfr leI rwKy gey smfgm ivc afm krky KusLgvfr qkrIrF hI hoeIaF, pr iewk-do swjxF ny Grft-rfg Coh ilaf ik quhfzy pfiksqfn aMdr jmhUrIaq hY nhIN, POjI rfj hI hoieaf rihMdY. Bfrq nUM vyKo, ieh jmhUrIaq dI jgdI msLfl hY. iksy nUM vI imhxf mfiraf jfvy qF jy Auh axK vflf hovy, jvfb jLrUr dyNdf hY qy jy axK dy nfl-nfl akl vI pwly hovy qF ieho ijhf ZMg vrqdf hY ik imhxf mfrn vfly nUM bolx jogf nhIN Cwzdf. pfiksqfnI imwqrF `coN vI iewk jxy ny ieho kuJ kIqf qy do-cfr eyDr-EDr dIaF imsflF dy ky kih idwqf; iehnF swTF sflF `c PLOjI hkUmqF ny sfzf kuJ Kfs ivgfiVaf nhIN qy jmhUrI njLfm ny quhfzf bhuqf kuJ svfiraf nhIN. dunIaf qrwkI krI jFdI hY, afpF dovyN dysL BuwK nfl Gulx dI QF kdy iewk-dUjy nfl iBVI jFdy hF, kdy afpo afpxy Gr `c rwPV pf bYTdy hF. jmhUrIaq df ijhVf aks bfkI sMsfr dy kol hY, EdF df qF mfzl Ausfr lvogy, imhxf vI mfr ilE, EnI dyr AuzIk kr lvo.

          sfzI sB dI rfey sI ik sfzy Aus imwqr ny coB lf ky TIk nhIN sI kIqf qy ijhVf jvfbI imhxf mfiraf igaf, Aus nUM JolI pvfAuxf sfzI mjbUrI sI. Aus idn qoN bfad dy do ku sflF dOrfn asIN keI vfrI dosqF nfl vI ies bfry ivcfrF kIqIaF qy kdy-kdfeIN iekwly bYT ky vI soicaf ik bfkI sMsfr dI jmhUrIaq aqy sfzy dysL dI jmhUrIaq ivc ikMnf qy kI PLrk hY? bVy PLrk lwBy qy ieh ivsLvfs idno idn pwkf huMdf igaf ik sfzy lok-rfj df aks sfzy lokF dy pRqIinDF ny hI Krfb kIqf ipaf hY. isrPL kIqf hI nhIN ipaf, idno-idn ies nUM hor Zfh lfeI jFdy hn. lok-rfj ivc lokF dy mnF ivc afpxy lIzrF bfry iewk ivsLvfs df bwJxf bVf jLrUrI huMdf hY, pr sfzy dysL ivc ivsLvfs dI QF asloN byBrosgI df bol-bflf hoieaf ipaf hY.

          hfly do idn pihlF ibhfr ivc iewk adflq ny BfrqI lokqMqr df sB qoN vwzf mMdr aKvfAuNdy pfrlImYNt df mYNbr rih cuwky afnMd mohn nUM PLFsI df hukm suxfieaf hY. Aus dy nfl-nfl Aus dI sfbkf mYNbr pfrlImYNt pqnI nUM vI Aumr kYd suxfeI hY qy iewk sfbkf ivDfiek smyq do jixaF hornF nUM PLFsI df hukm idwqf hY. iehnF sBnF Auqy BIV nUM BVkf ky iewk ijLlHf mYijstryt df icwty idn kql kr dyx df dosL sI. PLFsI df hukm sux ky rox vflf Auh sfbkf aYWm[ pI[ qy Aus dI pqnI kdy lflU pRsfd Xfdv dy nyVU huMdy sn, kdy Aus dy ivroDI inqIsL kumfr dy. Ausy rfj dy do hor aYwm[ pI[ adflq ivwcoN kql kysF `c sjLf pRfpq krky jylHF ivc bYTy hoey hn. JfrKMz vI rfj bxn qoN pihlF iesy ibhfr df ihwsf huMdf sI qy EQoN dy sfbkf muwK mMqrI isLwbU soryn nUM vI afpxy sYktrI dy kql dy kys ivc Aumr kYd df hukm hoieaf sI. ipwCoN BfvyN Auh AuprlI adflq qoN brI vI ho igaf, pr lokF dI njLr `coN qF brI nhIN ho sikaf.

          aprfDI mfniskqf nUM pfsy rwK ky dUjf pwK vyKxf bxdf hY isDFqF vflf. nrismhf rfE vflI kFgrsI hkUmq jdoN iBRsLtfcfr dy icwkV ivc burI qrHF ilwbV ky pfsy hox leI mjbUr ho geI, EdoN dysL dy lokF sfhmxy iewk bdl df svfl sI. bdl do hI ho skdy sn, jF qF BfrqI jnqf pfrtI dI agvfeI hyTlf gwTjoV rfj kry, ijs ny bfkI BfeIvflF nUM itwc jfx ky afpxf iPLrkU eyjMzf lfgU krnf sI qy jF iPr Kwby-pwKIaF qy kFgrs dI mdd nfl iewk Drm-inrpwK gwTjoV rfj kry. Bfjpf nUM rfj qoN lFBy rwKx dy nfhry nfl pihlF aYWc[ zI[ dyvygOVf qy iPr ieMdr kumfr gujrfl pRDfn mMqrI bxy gey. EdoN Auh dovyN hI Bfjpf dy kwtV ivroDI sn, pr smF pf ky Ausy dy vihx ivc vih gey. gujrfl sfihb qF ijhVy akflI-Bfjpf gwTjoV ny idwlI ivc AunHF ivruwD votF pfeIaF sn, iewk vfrI AunHF dy smrQn nfl pfrlImYNt dI jlMDr sIt ijwqy qy dUjI vfrI afpxy puwqr nUM akflI AumIdvfr bxfAux qwk vI puwj gey. dyvygOVf sfihb ny afpxy puwqr kumfrfsvfmI nUM krnftkf df muwK mMqrI bxfAux KLfqr Bfjpf nfl Cy-Cy mhIny rfj krn df sOdf mfr ilaf, ijhVf hux Cy mhIny pUry hox ipwCoN Auh Bfjpf nfl vI inBfa nhIN sky qy puwqr dI gwdI kfiem rwKx KLfqr iPr Ausy kFgrs nfl prdy ipwCy kuMzIaF pfAuNdy iPrdy hn, ijs dI ipwT `c Cy mhIny pihlF Curf mfr ky Bfjpf nfl joty pfey sn.

          AuWqr pRdysL ivc awjkwlH bIbI mfieafvqI df rfj hY. Aus nUM kdy ijs bfbU kFsLI rfm ny afp AuBfiraf sI, muwK mMqrI ny afp AuBfiraf sI, muwK mMqrI dI kursI qwk pihlI vfrI phuMc huMdI vyK ky Auh Aus nUM hspqfl pey nUM puwCx vI nhIN sI geI qy jf ky shuM cuwk afeI sI. EdoN bfad Auh bhujn smfj pfrtI dI rfjnIqk lIzr bx geI sI qy bfbU kFsLI rfm nUM isrPL sMgTn dIaF ijLMmyvfrIaF sMBflx qwk sImq kr idwqf igaf sI. muwK mMqrI dI kursI qwk Aus dI phuMc do qrHF hoeI sI. jdoN bhujn smfj pfrtI nf iqMnF ivc sI qy nf qyrF ivc, EdoN mulfiem isMG Xfdv dI smfjvfdI pfrtI nfl sOdf mfr ky pihlI vfrI vjLIrIaF df sLgn imilaf sI. Pyr Ausy dI kursI Aultf ky BfrqI jnqf pfrtI dI mdd nfl mfieafvqI ny iewk nhIN, do vfrI kursI sFBI sI, pr kIqy hoey vfady `qy inBI iksy nfl vI nhIN sI. iehnF iqgVbfjLIaF `coN Auhny iBRsLtfcfr dy ieljLfmF nfl rwj ky bdnfmI vI Kwt leI qy ijhVy AuWc vrgF ivruwD lVn leI dilq, arQfq dwby-kucly, smfj dI agvfeI krn Auh inklI sI, AunHF hI AuWc vrgF nfl sOdf mfr ky Bfrq dy sB qoN vwzy rfj dI sB qoN vwzI rfjnIqk kursI `qy jf bYTI hY.

          ieh sfry dfa-Gfa Aus df rfjsI hwk sn, koeI vI iehnF nUM glq nhIN Tihrf skdf qy ieh Aus dy ivroDIaF Bfjpf qy smfjvfdI pfrtIaF vfilaF ny vI vrqy hoey hn, pr svfl qF ieh hY ik Aus sB qoN vwzy rfj dI rfjkI msLInrI df kI bixaf? kI Auh msLInrI hux rfj df pRbMD sMBflx jF lokF dI syvf krn jogI BrosyXogqf rwKdI hY? ies bfry do imsflF hI kfPLI hn.

          pihlI imsfl hY isvl pRsLfsn dI, ijs df muKI iksy vI rfj ivc muwK skwqr huMdf hY qy ijvyN rfjnIqk ZFcy df muKI EQoN df muwK mMqrI huMdf hY, AuvyN hI pRbMDkI msLIn df muKI huMdf hY, AuvyN hI pRbMDkI msLIn df muKI hox krky muwK skwqr nUM muwK mMqrI qoN bfad sB qoN qfkqvr mMinaf jFdf hY. XU[ pI[ ivc irvfj ijhf hI bx igaf hY ik ijs aPLsr ny muwK skwqr bxnf hY, Aus nUM mukwdmy vI Bugqxy hI pYxy hY. bIbI mfieafvqI dy ipClI vfrI dy lfey hoey muwK skwqr nUM vI CyqI hI kysF df sfhmxf krnf pY igaf sI qy ijs nUM Aus dI QF mulfiem isMG Xfdv ny lfieaf sI, iPr Aus dI vI suprIm kort ny CuwtI kr idwqI. eyny nfl vI bws nhIN sI hoeI, Aus dI QF ijs nUM lfieaf, Auhdy `qy vI eyny ku dosL sn ik suprIm kort ny AuhnUM vI iKwc ilaf.

          dUjI imsfl EQy hoeI pulIs BrqI dI. mfieafvqI ny af ky vIh hjLfr dy nyVy-qyVy Auh puls mulfjLm brKLfsq kr idwqy hn, ijhVy mulfiem isMG dy vkq BrqI kIqy gey sn. AunHF dI BrqI ivc hyrfPyrI hoeI hovygI, pr ies qoN vI aglI gwl ieh kIqI ik mrd mulfjLmF `qy qF isrPL hyrfPyrI qy jfalbfjLI jF irsLvqKorI df dosL hI lwgf, iesqrI mulfjLm kwZx vyly ieh dosL vI lf idwqf ik ieh qF Auh hn, ijhVIaF nOkrI KLfqr ijsm pysL krnf mMn geIaF sn. hjLfrF dI igxqI ivc Auh iesqrIaF sfrIaF hI dfgI kr idwqIaF geIaF hn. ijnHF dI hfly sLfdI nhIN hoeI, AunHF df qF pqf nhIN kI bxygf, pr ijhVIaF sLfdI-sLudf hn, AunHF df shury Gr vwsxf aOKf ho igaf hY. ro-ro ky Auh kihMdIaF hn ik nOkrI qF sfzI geI hI, iewjLq Krfb krky sfzI pirvfrk ijLMdgI vI nrk bxf idwqI geI hY. jy ieh gwl swc vI hovy ik AunHF ny nOkrI leI aijhf kIqf sI qF mjbUrI ivc kIqf hox krky ieh blfqkfr df drjf rwKdf sI. BfrqI kfnUMn anusfr blfqkfr dI pIVq df nFa jnqk qOr `qy jLfihr hI nhIN kIqf jf skdf, pr AunHF sfrIaF `qy ieh Bwdf dosL lf ky ieX kfnUMn dI vI AulMGxf kIqI geI hY. rfjnIqk iesLfry AuWqy ipCly hfkmF nUM BMzx leI hjLfrF aOrqF dI ijLMdgI nrk bxf dyx dI krqUq EQoN dI rfjkI msLInrI dy vwzy-vwzy aPLsrF ny kIqI hY. jy kwlH-kloqr nUM iPr mulfiem isMG af jfvy, hux vfly aPLsr jylH `c hoxgy qy ijhVy hux brKLfsq kIqy gey hn, Auh iehnF AuWqy ieho ijhy, sgoN ies qoN vI Bwdy, dosL lfAuNdy lwBxgy.

          pMjfb dy keI lokF nUM AuWqr pRdysL dI ieh sfrI khfxI idwlIEN pry dI gwl jfpdI hovygI, pr sfnUM nhIN jfpdI. ieh sfrf ivsQfr dyx ipwCoN asIN kihxf ieh cfhuMdy hF ik pMjfb ivc jo kuJ hux hox lwg ipaf hY, bfhly idn ieh Kyz nhIN cwl skxI, lokF df Brosf Auqr kfto, mYN cVHF dI Kyz KyzdIaF dovF pfrtIaF qoN vI AuWT jfxf hY qy eyQoN dI rfjkI msLInrI qoN vI. qmfsLf eyny hfsohIxy ZMg nfl ho irhf hY ik Aus df ijLkr krn qoN awgy dI ivafiKaf dI loV vI nhIN rihMdI. jLrf vMngI vI vyKxI hovy qF ipwCy bhuqf jfx dI loV nhIN.

          bIbI rijMdr kOr BwTl jdoN muwK mMqrI dI kursI iqMn ku mhIny hMZf ky ivhlI hoeI sI qF Aus kursI nUM sMBflx vfly nvyN muwK mMqrI s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl dy sfhmxy sB qoN vwzf svfl Aus bIbI BwTl nUM BMzx df sI, ijs nUM Auh coxF dOrfn gF vFg BUqrI iPrdI kih cuwky sn. AunHF ny afAuNdy sfr bIbI ivruwD muwK mMqrI dy aKiqafrI PLMzF dI durvrqoN dIaF isLkfieqF vfcx leI ivjIlYNs nUM afp CyiVaf sI. ivDfn sBf ivc Auh ies df imhxf vI dyNdy rhy. bIbI kys BugqdI rhI, pMj sfl lMG gey qy iPr AuhdI afpxI pfrtI dI srkfr af geI, pr muwK mMqrI Auh bixaf, ijs nfl bIbI dI bxdI nhIN sI. Aus muwK mMqrI kYptn amirMdr isMG ny vI Ausy kys rfhIN bIbI nUM AulJfeI rwK ky pMj sfl rfj kr ilaf qy bfdl sfihb df rfj muV ky af igaf. hux bdly hoey hflfq ivc bfdl sfihb leI muwK dusLmx bIbI BwTl nhIN, kYptn amirMdr isMG bx cuwkf sI qy eysy leI bIbI nUM kFgrs dI pRDfn bxdy sfr vDfeI df Pon hI nhIN sI kIqf, sgoN bIbI ivruwD 1997 ivc afpy sLurU krvfey PLMzF dy gbn dy kys dIaF rsIdF lwB ky adflq nUM kys Kfrj krn dI bynqI vI krvf idwqI sI. ies iewko kys nUM jy nfgirk iksy ksOtI `qy qolx lwgx qF bfdl-BwTl-amirMdr iqkon ivwcoN iksy dI vI nyqf vjoN koeI BrosyXogqf nhIN rih jfxI cfhIdI.

          dUjf mfmlf hY lokF qoN dfnKfqy rfhIN ley pYsy dI durvrqoN df. kfrigl dI jMg smyN pMjfb `c akflI-Bfjpf srkfr huMdI sI. EdoN ijhVf pYsf lokF ny kfrigl PLMz vjoN idwqf, Auh pMjfb srkfr nUM igaf jF kyNdr srkfr nUM jF pfrtI rfhIN KolHy syvf kyNdrF nUM, ies df pqf hI nhIN sI lwgdf. srkfr bdl geI qF huisLafrpur ijLlHy dI BfrqI jnqf pfrtI ivc pftk pY jfx kfrn iek lIzr ny dUijaF Bfjpf lIzrF ivruwD isLkfieq jf krvfeI ik iehnF ny kfrigl PLMz iekwTf kIqf sI, pr Auwpr nhIN Byijaf qy eyQy hI Ck gey sn. jfxkfr lokIN ies dosL nUM swc dwsdy rhy, pr pVqfl iksy pfsy hI nf lwgI. Pyr kFgrsI srkfr dOrfn smuMdrI kMiZaF AuWqy sunfmI lihrF ny kihr vrqf idwqf. hux KLbr afeI hY ik Kurfk aqy splfeI ivBfg ny ijhVf sunfmI pIVq shfieqf PLMz iekwTf kIqf sI, Aus dy kroVF rupey ikDry vI nhIN Byjy gey qy jlMDr dy iewk trFsportr mMqrI nfl iml ky aPLsrF qy afgUaF ny afpo ivc vMz ley. KLbr afAux ipwCoN iksy aiDkfrI, afgU jF Aus sfbkf mMqrI ny ies df KMzn krn df hIaf nhIN kIqf. kI ies qoN ieh sfbq nhIN huMdf ik sunfmI lihrF nfloN vwD kihrI isAuNk qF sfzy smfj nUM Bfjpf qy kFgrs dy ieh lIzr cMbVy hoey hn? ieho ijhy lIzrF dy huMidaF lokF dI njLr ivc lok-rfj df aks kI rih jfvygf qy lok-qMqr df kI, ieh hux kihx dI loV nhIN rih jFdI.

          dUjI pfrtI nfl jo pycf pYNdf hY jF qulnf huMdI hY, Auh qF ikDry rhI, afpo afpxI pfrtI qy afpo afpxy gwTjoV aMdr vI puafVy pey iPrdy hn. qfjLf puafVf aMimRqsr dy isvl hspqfl ivc iewk sjLf XfPLqf kYdI nUM eyar kMzIsLnr vfly vI afeI pI kmry ivc afrfm PurmfAuNidaF PVy jfx df hY. ishq mMqrI bIbI lksLmI kFqf cfvlf ny sMbMDq sInIar mYzIkl aPLsr dI jvfb qlbI kIqI qF Aus ny ikhf ik ieh kMm pMjfb srkfr dy mMqrI ibkrmjIq isMG mjITIaf ny DONs nfl krvfieaf hY. ieho ibafn Aus ny srkfrI aiDkfrIaF kol vI irkfrz krvf idwqy. awgoN ibkrmjIq isMG mjITIaf sDfrn mMqrI nhIN, muwK mMqrI bfdl sfihb dy puwqr suKbIr isMG bfdl df sflf hY. BrosyXogqf iPr KLqry ivc hY. muwK mMqrI sfihb leI puwqr dy sfly ivruwD kfrvfeI krnI sOKI nhIN qy jy kfrvfeI krnI sOKI nhIN qy jy kfrvfeI nf kIqI qF ishq mMqrI bIbI lksLmI, ijhVI afpxI pfrtI Bfjpf dy mMqrI mfstr mohx lfl nfl vI isM PsfeI iPrdI hY, ies mfmly ivc vI cuwp nhIN bYTx lwgI. nqIjf ieh inklygf ik pMjfb dy lokF sfhmxy lok-pRqIinDF dy Aus aks df iewk vfrI iPr Kulfsf ho jfvygf, ijs df Brm ipaf rwK ky lokqMqr dI gwzI cwldI hY qy lokF vwloN cuxy hoey lIzrF rfhIN lokF dI syvf df Brm pfilaf jFdf hY.

          sLuwkrvfr pMj akqUbr dy aKLbfrF ny iewk hor KLbr CfpI hY ik ds sfl pihlF BrqI kIqIaF geIaF mihlf suprvfeIjLrF nUM nOkrI qoN kwZx df PLYslf kr ilaf igaf hY. iehnF bfry pihly idnoN hI isLkfieqF sn. keIaF dy srtIiPkyt jfalI sn qy keIaF dy nMbr Gwt sn. BrqI vI EdoN kIqI geI, jdoN 1997 dIaF ivDfn sBf coxF leI pRikiraf sLurU ho cuwkx krky cox jLfbqy aDIn aijhf krnf mnHF sI. ijnHF df hwk bxdf sI, Auh hux dsF-dsF sflF bfad lVfeI lV ky ijwq qF geIaF hn, pr nfnIaF qy dfdIaF bx cuwkIaF Auh bIbIaF igxqI dy sfl hI nOkrI kr skxgIaF qy irtfier ho jfxgIaF. dUjy pfsy ijnHF ny ds sfl nOkrI kr skxgIaF qy irtfier ho jfxgIaF. dUjy pfsy ijnHF ny ds sfl nOkrI kIqI, Auh hux jdoN GrIN jfxgIaF qF isrPL brKLfsqgI dy hukm hI nhIN, AunHF dI JolI `c ies bdnfmI df itwkf vI hovygf ik pihlI nOkrI hyrfPyrI nfl leI sI. ies krky Auh ies nOkrI df qjrbf srtIiPkyt vI iksy QF pysL nhIN kr skxgIaF. vyKx nUM ieh iewk afm ijhf srkfrI PLYslf jfpdf hY, pr ds sfl lMGf ky afey ies PYsly nfl iqMn srkfrF dI BrosyXogqf vI juVI hoeI hY. BrqI hoeI sI bIbI BwTl ny vkq, pMj sfl bfdl sfihb dI agvfeI hyT akflI-Bfjpf rfj ies mfmly nUM isry nf lf sikaf ik BrqI hoeIaF kuVIaF hwkdfr sn jF bfhr rih geIaF? Pyr kYptn amirMdr isMG dI srkfr pMj sfl grk krky clI geI qy ies PLfeIl nUM iksy isry hI nf lfieaf. hux af ky jdoN ieh PLfeIl isry lwgI hY qF isrPL nOkrI `qy lwgIaF jF nOkrI qoN kwZIaF kuVIaF hI ikAuN Bugqx, ies sfry smyN dOrfn iqMnF srkfrF aDIn ijhVy-ijhVy mMqrI jF ijhVy-ijhVy sYktrI ny afpxI ijLMmyvfrI qoN koqfhI kIqI, AunHF qoN Eny smyN dI qnKLfh vfps ikAuN nf leI jfvy?

          jy ivjIlYNs dy kysF dI khfxI vI CyV leIey qF kQf hor lMmI ho jfvygI qy nqIjf iPr ieho inklxf hY ik BrosyXogqf iksy dI vI nhIN rhI. ipCilaF duafly hux vfilaF ny zFg cuwkI hoeI hY qy ijs idn muV ky Auh af gey, iehnF ivruwD zFg cuwk lYxgy. aPLsrF qoN lY ky adflqF qwk srkfr pwKI aqy srkfr ivroDI dy Twpy lwgy hoey sfPL idwsdy hn. koeI smJy jF nf smJy, svfl iPr Auho mUMh cuwkI KVf hY ik ies lok-qMqr ivc jy BrosyXogqf hI KLqm huMdI jf rhI hY qF hor bfkI kI hY, ijs AuWqy asIN mfx krdy rih skIey?

 


pfiksqfnI rfjnIqI ivc AUT df lmkdf buwlH izwgx dI afs nhIN krnI cfhIdI

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          pfiksqfn dy mOjUdf muKI jnrl prvyjL musLwrP dy iKlfPL jdoN suprIm kort ivc ptIsLn dfKLl hoeI ik Auh rfsLtrpqI dI cox qoN pihlF PLOjI vrdI Auqfry jF cox qoN pfsy hovy qF Ausy idn sLfm nUM iewk tYlIivjLn cYnl ny keI hor lokF dy nfl-nfl sfzf pRqIkrm vI mMigaf sI. bfkI swjxF df ivcfr sI ik jnrn prvyjL musLwrP bfry pfiksqfn dI inaF-pfilkf dy mOjUdf ruK nUM vyKidaF sMBfvnf iesy gwl dI hY ik PYslf PLOjI BfeI dy iKlfPL hI hovygf. myrI rfey sI ik PLYslf aMqm qOr `qy Aus dy iKlfPL jfx dI bhuqI sMBfvnf nhIN qy ies dy cfr kfrn hn.

          iehnF cfr kfrnF `coN pihlf sfzI njLr ivc ieh sI ik ijs kfnUMn df hvflf idwqf jf irhf hY ik Aus aDIn koeI srkfrI krmcfrI koeI vI cox nhIN lV skdf, Aus nUM pfiksqfn dI kOmI asYNblI ny ipwCy ijhy soD ky ieh pRbMD kr idwqf hY ik rfsLtrpqI dI cox ivc ieh pfbMdI nhIN hovygI. dUjf kfrn ieh sI ik PLOj ny jdoN cuxy hoey pRDfn mMqrI nvfjL sLrIPL df qKLqf plitaf sI, Aus qoN ipwCoN adflqF dy jwjF nUM POjI hkUmq dy vPLfdfr rihx dI shuM cukfeI geI sI, sMivDfn dy vPLfdfr rihx dI nhIN sI cuwkI qy hfly qwk Auho PLOjI hkUmq hox krky jwj iksy ivakqI dy inwj dy iKlfPL qF PYslf kr skdy hn, POj jF PLOj dy muKI dy ivruwD nhIN jf skdy. qIjf ieh ik suprIm kort dy ijs cIPL jsits nUM brKLfsq kIqf igaf qy Auh lok-rfey dy dbfa hyT bhfl hoieaf sI, Auh afp hI ies ptIsLn dI suxvfeI krn vfly bYNc qoN pfsy ho igaf hY qF bfkI jwj ies muwdy `qy jnrl musLwrPL ivruwD bxI-bxfeI Dfrnf AuWqy kMm sLfied nhIN krngy. cOQf kfrn ieh sI ik pfiksqfn dI suprIm kort aqy hfeI kortF dy PLYsilaF ivc pwCmI dysLF dIaF adflqF dy PLYsilaF df hvflf dyx dI QF BfrqI adflqF dy PLYsilaF df hvflf dyx df irvfj pY cuwkf hY qy BfrqI adflqF ieh PYslf dy cuwkIaF hn ik cox df cwkf irVH pYx ipwCoN ies ivc dKLl nhIN dyxf cfhIdf. pfiksqfn dI suprIm kort vI iesy PYsly nUM aDfr mMn ky qurygI qy hux ies pRikiraf ivc aiVwkf lfAux dI QF ies muwdy `qy bihs leI bfad df smF vI imQ skdI hY.

          aDfr BfvyN koeI vI imiQaf igaf, srb sMmqI dI QF BfvyN Cy aqy iqMn jwjF dy PLrk nfl PYslf aYlfinaf igaf, pr aMqlf hukm Auho hI afieaf hY. hux BfvyN ies hukm Auqy soD dI ptIsLn vI dfKLl huMdI rhy, bhuqf PLrk pYx dI sMBfvnf nhIN. cox ikAuNik mOjUdf kOmI aqy sUubfeI asYNblIaF dy mYNbrF ny krnI hY, ies leI ieh afs rwKxI PLjLUl jfpdI hY ik jnrl pRvyjL musLwrP hfr jfxgy. ivroDI iDr df asqIiPLaf dy dbky df dbfa vI kMm nhIN afieaf, sgoN asYNblIaF dI imafd iewk-iewk sfl hor vDf dyx df lfrf jnrl musLwrP dy pwK ivc votF vDfAux vflf sfbq hox dI guMjfiesL vD geI hY. PLOjI rfsLtrpqI dI siQqI mjLbUq huMdy jfx df hI sbUq hY ik bIbI bynjLIr Buwto vI hux Aus nUM rfsLtrpqI vjoN pRvfn krn dy aYlfn kr rhI hY.

          ies Kyz ivc PLOjI rfsLtrpqI jnrl prvyjL musLwrP iewk igxI-imQI do-iDrI nIqI Auqy cwldy njLr afAuNdy hn. iewk pfsy Auh amrIkI dbfa hyT dihsLqgrdI dy KLfqmy dy aYlfn krdy hn qy dUjy pfsy gujLfry jogI dihsLqgrdI kfiem rwKx vI lwgy rihMdy hn. nIqI ieh hY ik afpxy lokF nUM Auh ksLmIr df jhfd jfrI rwKx nUM muwK muwdf qy Esfmf-ibn-lfdyn vflf morcf Gwt aihm mMn lYx leI iqafr krdy rihx qy amrIkf nUM ieh kihMdy rihx ik ksLmIr qF mjbUrI hY, AuNj asIN dihsLqgrdI dy KLfqmy leI quhfzy nfl hF. aml ivc dihsLqgrdI dy KLfqmy dI nIqI jnrl musLwrPL apxf hI nhIN skdy. jy dihsLqgrdI swcmuwc KLqm ho geI, amrIkf nUM jnrl pRvyjL musLwrPL dI koeI loV hI nhIN rih jfxI, ies krky afpxy kbfielI KyqrF ivc Esfmf-ibn-lfdyn dy pwky itkfxy pqf huMidaF vI musLwrPL sfihb Aus df mwkU Twpx qwk nhIN jf skdy. amrIkf nUM KusL rwKxf qF ies leI jLrUrI hY ik Auh aMdrUnI mfmilaF ivc Aus dy ivroDIaF df sfx nf dyvy.

          pfiksqfnI mfmilaF ivc amrIkI nIqI ies dysL dy 1947 ivc hoey jnm dI GVI qoN hI aihm BUimkf inBfAuNdI rhI hY. ksLmIr AuWqy kbfielIaF dy Bys ivc pfiksqfnI PLOj dy 1947-48 vfly hmly qoN lY ky 1971 dI Bfrq-pfik jMg hI nhIN, 1998 dI kfrigl jMg qwk vI amrIkf dy nIqI-GfVy ies dysL nUM Bfrq ivruwD afpxIaF ikVF kwZx leI vrqdy rhy hn. Bfrq dI swqf vfjpfeI srkfr dy hwQ afAuNdy sfr kIqy gey aYtmI DmfikaF ipwCoN ijhVI kOV amrIkI hfkmF dy mnF ivc Br geI sI, kfrigl dI jMg Aus quKxI df nqIjf vI skdI hY, vrnf 1971 dI jMg ivc kuwt Kfx aqy afpxy iewk lwK dy krIb PLOjIaF nUM Bfrq dy jMgI kYdI kYNpF ivwcoN CuzfAux ipwCoN qF pfiksqfn muV ky kdy iswDI jMg df hOslf hI nhIN sI kr sikaf. jdoN Aus iswDI jMg ivc vI pfiksqfn nUM mUMh dI KfxI pY geI, EdoN kfrigl dI kuiVwkI `coN vI amrIkI hfkmF ny hI ivcolgI. krky kwiZaf sI. gwdIEN lfihaf pRDfn mMqrI nvfjL sLrIPL qF KuwlHm-KuwlHf kih irhf hY ik Aus nUM jMg CyVn vyly jnrl musLwrP ny puwiCaf qwk nhIN sI qy Ps jfx ipwCoN amrIkf jf ky rwtf mukfAux dy hfVy kwZdf sI. qd iPr Aus jMg dy sMdrB ivc amrIkI nIqI dy cOKty ivc iPwt kOx huMdf hY, isrPL qy isrPL jnrl musLwrPL hI, ijhVf kuJ icr bfad afpxy mulk dy lokF nUM nrfjL krky aPLgfinsqfn dI jMg ivc amrIkf nUM hr hmfieq dyx qwk phuMc igaf sI. ieho ijhy PLrmfbrdfr df Pwtf iKwicaf jfxf amrIkI hfkmF nUM sOKI qrHF pRvfn nhIN ho skdf.

          amrIkI hfkmF dI ies phuMc ipwCy iewk pwK hor vI hY. ies vkq isM qF BfvyN Auh dunIaf Br ivc keI QfeIN PsfeI iPrdy hn, muwK morcy AunHF dy igxy-cuxy hI hn. iehnF `coN pihlf morcf qF aPLgfinsqfn df sI, ijwQy jLmInI jMg ijwqI jf cuwkI hY, pr lokF dI mfniskqf nhIN ijwqI jf skI. dUjf morcf ierfk df hY, ijwQy jMg ijwq ky EQoN dy hfkm swdfm husYn nUM PLFsI vI tMg idwqf, pr pYrF hyT ivCI hoeI awg Pyr vI TMZI nhIN hoeI. qIjf morcf ierfn ivc KuwlHx nUM iPrdf hY qy eyjMzy AuWqy BfvyN AuWqrI korIaf vI hovy, Aus qoN pihlF ilbIaf dI vfrI afAux dy aMdfjLy hn. jy AuWqrI korIaf nUM lFBy rwK dyeIey, bfkI dy ieh sfry dysL ieslfmI mulk hn qy ieMj amrIkf dI dihsLqgrdI ivroDI jMg aml ivc ieslfmI dihsLqgrdI ivruwD jMg mMnI jfx lwg peI hY. dunIaf dy eIsfeIaF qoN bfad dUjy vwzy Dfrimk BfeIcfry nfl tkrfa dy ies pRBfv nUM KLqm krn leI amrIkf nUM kuJ ieslfmI dysLF aMdr afpxy iesLfry `qy nwcdy ieho ijhy hukmrfnF dI loV hY, ijnHF nUM Kwby-swjy KVy krky rfsLtrpqI jfrj busL kih skx ik sfzI ieslfm nfl lVfeI nhIN, jy ieslfm nfl lVfeI huMdI qF ieh swjx myry nfl nf KVy huMdy. amrIkI loV df qkfjLf bxdy iehnF dysLF `coN pihlF nFa pfiksqfn df hI hY qy mOjUdf hflfq ivc EQoN jnr musLwrPL df ikwlf AuKwVnf AunHF nUM kdy vI cMgf nhIN lwgxf.

          pfiksqfn dI aMdrUnI rfjnIqI ivc amrIkf dI ies hwd qwk dKLl-aMdfjLI bfry bIbI bynjLIr Buwto ny vI koeI nvF sbk nhIN iswKxf, Auh qF EdoN qoN jfxdI hY, jdoN jnrl ijLaf-AuWl-hwk dI hvfeI hfdsy ivc mOq mgroN Auh pihlI vfrI pRDfn mMqrI bxI sI. coxF ivc loV jogI bhu-sMmqI iml jfx dy bfvjUd Auh shuM cuwkx leI rfsLtrpqI ieshfk Kfn kol jfx qoN pihlF Aus mOky pfiksqfn ivc amrIkf dy rfjdUq nUM imlx Aus dy dPLqr geI sI. sfPL hY ik Auh shuM cuwkx nfloN amrIkI sihmqI nUM pihl dy rhI sI. awj vI Auh iesy gwl leI jLor lf rhI hY. ibnF iksy hukm qoN afpxy afp jlfvqn ho ky keI sflF qoN ivdysL bYTI hoeI bIbI bynjLIr Buwto ijhVy iesLfry kr rhI hY, Auh iesLfry lok-rfjI lIzr vfly nhIN, sgoN sfmrfjI kuTpuqlI vfly hn. qfjLf iesLfrf Aus ny ieh kIqf hY ik jy Auh cox ijwq geI qF pfiksqfnI aYtm bMb dy jnm-dfqf zfktr kdIr Kfn nUM kOmFqrI BfeIcfry dy hvfly kr dyvygI.

          zfktr kdIr Kfn AuWqy ieljLfm qF EdoN qoN sLurU huMdy hn, jdoN Auh ivdysLF qoN aYtmI bMb df PLfrmUlf corI krky ilafieaf qy Pyr msLInrI vI qy XUrynIam vI smgl krky mMgvfAuNdf irhf. aMqlf ieljLfm ieh hY ik Aus ny ieslfm nUM jnUMn dI puwT cfVHn vfly mulkF: ierfn, ierfk qy keI hornF nUM aYtmI tYknflojI vycI, ijs ivwcoN afp qF Aus ny dOlqF dy aMbfr lf ley, pr sfry sMsfr ivc mnuwKqf dI hoxI AuWqy svflIaf insLfn lf idwqy. jnrl pRvyjL musLwrPL ny kOmFqrI dbfa awgy Jukdy hoey zfktr kdIr Kfn nUM Aus dy Gr aMdr njLrbMd qF kr ilaf, pr Aus nUM amrIkI hfkmF dy hvfly krky pfiksqfn aMdr bgfvq df KLqrf nhIN sI suhyiVaf. bIbI bynjLIr Buwto hux jdoN ieh kihMdI hY ik Auh zfktr kdIr Kfn nUM kOmFqrI BfeIcfry dy hvfly krn nUM iqafr hY qF asl ivc Auh amrIkI hfkmF nUM ieh kih rhI hY ik mOkf bKLsL ky vyKo, mYN qF quhfzI iKdmq leI EQoN qwk jfx nUM iqafr hF, ijQoN qwk musLwrPL vI nhIN jf sikaf.

          sfbkf pRDfn mMqrI nvfjL sLrIPL AuNj qF BfvyN rfjnIqk qOr `qy bhuqf sLrIPL nhIN sI, rfj kridaF keI skYNzlF ivc iGiraf irhf sI, pr ipCly mhIny afpxy vqn nUM vfpsI vyly eynf kwcf iKzfrI inkilaf ik rfjnIqI dy sfry ivsLlysLxkfr hYrfn rih gey. ibnF iksy pwky pRbMD jF jnqk lfmbMdI qoN Auh krfcI jF AuWqiraf qy AuQoN cuwk ky PLOj ny Aus nUM Pyr Ausy sfAUdI arb Byj idwqf, ijwQy iewk vfrI pihlF Byijaf sI. suprIm kort dy cIPL jsits cODrI bKLiqafr nUM brKLfsq krn ipwCoN hoeI jnqk lfmbMdI nUM Aus ny musLwrPL ivroDI Auh AuBfr smiJaf, ijhVf iksy vI musLwrPL-ivroDI nfl iml skdf sI, ies krky bIbI bynjLIr jF iksy hor vwloN ies df lfhf lY jfx dy zroN Auh kfhl-kdmI kr igaf. nqIjy vjoN Aus nUM sfAUdI arb aMdr jf ky purfxy mhwlF dI QF ies vfr iewk sDfrn ijhy mkfn ivc bYTxf pY igaf hY qy sfAUdI arb dy hfkm vI ies gwloN nfrfjL kr ley ik Aus dI jfn-bKsLI leI jnrl musLwrPL qoN CuzfAux smyN ijhVf ds sfl pfiksqfn qoN pry rihx df vfadf Aus ny kIqf sI, Auh qoV ky sfAUdI arb dy hfkmF dI hyTI krvfeI hY. ies dy bfad hux sfAUdI arb dy hfkm Aus nUM pfiksqfn jfx dyxf qF ikDry irhf, iksy pwCmI dysL vwl vI sLfied nhIN jfx dyxgy.

          lY-dy ky cuxOqI rih jfvygI isrPL bIbI bynjLIr Buwto vwloN, ijhVI akqUbr ivc pfiksqfn prqx df aYlfn krI bYTI hY. AuhdI cuxOqI vI koeI dmdfr nhIN jfpdI. iewk kfrn qF ieh hY ik pfiksqfn dI srkfr Aus ivruwD purfxy iBRsLtfcfr dy kys ivc igRPLqfrI dy mnsUby agfAUN hI bxfeI bYTI hY qy dUjf ieh ik Auh lokF AuWqy tok rwKx dI QF Aus amrIkI hkUmq AuWqy tyk vwD rwK rhI hY, ijs leI prKI hoeI kTpuqlI nUM pfsy krky bynjLIr nUM prKxf sOKf nhIN ho skdf.

          qd iPr hovygf kI? coxF hox jF nf hox, pfiksqfn aMdr hflfq ivc vwzf moVf afAux dy aMdfjLy huxy nhIN lfAuxy cfhIdy. ijhVy lok kfhly ikafPLy lf rhy hn, AunHF nUM purfxf qjrbf vI Xfd rwKxf cfhIdf hY. pfiksqfn df koeI vI PLOjI hfkm awj qwk nf qF lokF dy PLqvy nfl gwdI qoN AuwiTaf hY, nf afpdy kIqy vfady AuWqy Puwl cVHf ky pfsy hoieaf hY. jnrl musLwrPL afpxy qoN pihlF dy PLOjI hfkmF qoN do rwqIaF vwD qF ho skdf hY, Gwt iblkul nhIN, smJxf cfhIdf qy iesy krky AuUT dy buwlH nUM lmkdf vyK ky izwgx dI afs krnI vI PLjLUl hY.

 


ikMqUaF dy dfiery qoN jwjF nUM vI AuWpr nhIN rwiKaf jf skdf

-jiqMdr pnUM

          hfly ipCly hPLqy asIN ieh iliKaf sI ik Bfrq dI inaFpfilkf dy aks nUM Zfh lwg rhI hY. isrPL swqF idnF ipwCoN sfnUM muV iesy muwdy `qy klm cuwkxI pY rhI hY. sLfied asIN ies muwdy nUM eynI CyqI dobfrf nf cuwkdy, jy idwlI hfeI kort vwloN imwz zya aKLbfr dI sMpfdk ivqUsLf Ebrfey qy pRiswD kfrtUinst ierPLfn Kfn smyq cfr jixaF nUM cfr-cfr mhIinaF dI kYd dI sjLf nf suxf idwqI geI hMudI. iehnF cfry jixaF ivwcoN iksy nUM kdy imly hox df sfnUM cyqf nhIN afAuNdf, kdy Pon `qy gwl vI nhIN hoeI qy ierPfn Kfn qoN isvf iksy df kdy nFa vI pihlF nhIN suixaf, pr ijs muwdy nUM lY ky sjLf idwqI geI hY, Aus bfry sfzy vrgy sfry pwqrkfrF dI pUrI iewksurqf hoxI cfhIdI hY. sfzI rfey hY ik ajLfd dysL ivwc inaF pfilkF nUM eynI alokfr vlgx ivclI iDr nhIN mMn lYxf cfhIdf ik Auhdy bfry mfVf-cMgf sfhmxy afAux AuuWqy vI iksy nUM ilKx jF bolx qoN kFbf hI iCVdf rhy.

          ijhVy cfr jixaF nUM sjLf idwqI geI hY, AunHF df ksUr ieh hY ik AunHF ny Bfrq dy iewk sfbkf cIPL jsits vfeI[ ky[ swBrvfl AuWqy ieh dosL lfAuNdI ilKq CfpI ik AunHF ny ieho ijhy hukm jfrI kIqy, ijhVy AunHF dy puwqr nUM PLfiedf pucfAux vwl syDq sn. aKLbfr ny jy ieh kuJ Cfipaf sI qF ieh iewk jwj bfry gMBIr dosL sI qy ies dI pVqfl hoxI cfhIdI sI. mfxXog hfeI kort dy do jwjF ny ies dI ikMnI GoK kIqI qy ikMnI nhIN, iehdy bfry qF AuhI jfx skdy hn, pr ijs sfbkf jwj sfihb Auwqy ieh dosL lwgy, AunHF AuWqy dosL lwgxy adflq dI mfx-hfnI df mukwdmf bxn qoN bfad vI ruky nhIN. jwj sfihb ny afpxy AuWqy lwgy dosLF df jvfb dyx dy hwk dI vrqoN kridaF afpxf pwK vI lokF sfhmxy rwiKaf, pr dosL lfAux vfly Aus pwK nUM rwd kr ky jy kuJ kihMdy hn qF Auh vI ivcfiraf jfxf bxdf hY.

          jsits sBrvfl vwloN sfry dosL nkfry jfx ipwCoN 21 sqMbr dy ihMdusqfn tfeImjL ivwc kYNpyn PLfr juzIsLl akfAUNtyibltI nFa dI sMsQf ny dosLF nUM nf isrPL dobfrf pysL kr idwqf hY, sgoN iehnF dy dsqfvyjLI sbUq hox df dfavf vI kr idwqf hY. ies sMMsQf df kihxf hY ik jsits sBrvfl dy puwqrF dI iewk kMpnI nUM drKLfsq dyx qoN cOQy idn hI idwlI nfl juVvyN ngr noiezf dy 125 sYktr ivwc bfrF hjLfr vrg mItr df plft dy idwqf igaf. mulfiem isMG Xfdv dI srkfr ny eynI PurqI ivKfeI ik Aus kMpnI df ipCokV vI awKoN-proKy kr idwqf igaf. iewk hor kMpnI sfPLtYWj soilAUsLn pRfeIvyt ilimitz dI arjLI qF ies aDfr Auwqy rwd kr idwqI geI ik Aus kol kMm df ipClf qjrbf koeI nhIN pr jsits sBrvfl dy puwqrF dI kMpnI nUM koeI vI ipClf nf hox nfl-nfl ipCly do sflF df lfB-hfnI Kfqf inwl, XfnI ik kuJ vI nhIN, hox dy bfvjUd AuWsy aiDkfrI vwloN plft dy idwqf igaf. aglI gwl ieh ik ijs ielfky ivwc bjLfrI kImq qIh hjLfr rupey vrg mItr cwldI hY, clMq srkfrI kImq vI igafrF hjLfr rupey vrg mItr hY, AuQy jsits iqMn hjLfr swq sO rupeyy vrg mItr dy ihsfb dy idwqI geI. iesy prvfr dI iewk hor kMpnI nUM bfrF hjLfr vrg mItr df iewk hor plft noiezf dy sYktr 68 ivwc dy idwqf igaf. AuQy vI bjLfrI kImq vIh hjLfr rupey pRqI vrg mItr sI. srkfrI kImq awT hjLfr rupey vrg mItr sI, pr ies prvfr dI kMpnI nUM isrPL cfr hjLfr rupey pRqI vrg mItr dy muwl Auwqy jLmIn iml geI.

          iehnF qwQF dI rosLnI ivwc asIN afpxy Aus pwqrkfr BfeIcfry dy nfl KVy hF, ijs ny swc nUM sfhmxy ilafAux dI jurawq kIqI hY. AunHF df kihxf hY ik cfr mhIny dI QF cfr sfl dI sjLf vI iml jfvy, Auh swc ilKx df gunfh krdy rihxgy, qy ieh AunHF nUM krdy hI rihxf cfhIdf hY.

          jdoN ieh gwl cwl qurI hY qF asIN adflqF dy kuJ hor qfjLf PLYsilaF df ijLkr vI krnf cfhFgy. huxy-huxy iewk mfxXog hfeI kort dy iewk jwj sfihb ny ieh gwl kih idwqI hY ik ijs qrHF dysL df rfsLtrI pMCI mor hY qy rfsLtrI JMzf iqrMgf hY, AuvyN hI Bgvd gIqf nUM vI rfsLtrI Drm-sfsLqr mMn ilaf jfxf cfhIdf hY. ieMj jfpdf hY, ijvyN sMbMDq jwj sfihb ny Bfrq df sMivDfn hI nhIN piVHaf, jF Gwto-Gwt Aus ivclI ieh ivvsQf qF iblkul hI nhIN pVHI ik Bfrq iewk Drm-inrpwK  hY. Drm-inrpwK dys aMdr iksy vI Drm jF Drm-sfsLqr df siqkfr krnf qF pRvfnq hMudf hY, iksy iewk Drm jF sLfsqr nUM dUjy DrmF jF Drm-sLfsqrF df muKI jF mohrI afKxf Drm inrpwKqf nUM dfgLdfr krn dy brfbr mMinaf jFdf hY. jdoN AunHF ny ieh suJfa pysL kr idwqf, AunHF ny ieh vI nf soicaf ik Bfrq dy afm lok qF kI, inaF-pfilkf nfl juVy hoey Auh lok vI, ijhVy gYr-ihMdU BfeIcfiraF nfl sMbMDq hn, ies Dfrnf nUM kdy pRvfn nhIN kr skdy. afpxy mn df gubfr kwZx leI AunHF ny mfxXog adflq nUM vrq ky glq kIqf hY, vrnf kuJ sfl KVo ky irtfier hox ipCoN Auh jo cfhMudy, kr skdy sn, inaF pfilkf df aks dfgI nhIN sI hoxf.

          irtfiermYNt qoN ipCoN vflI gwl asIN qjrby dy afDfr AuWqy afKI hY. pMjfb aqy hirafxf hfeI kort dy iewk mfxXog jwj sfihb bVy isafxy jwjF ivwc igxy jFdy sn. irtfier hox ipCoN Auh rfsLtrI soiemsyvk isMG (afr[ aYWs[ aYWs[) dIaF styjF AuWqy bYTy idKfeI dyx lwg pey. jnUMn dI puwT cfVH ky ilaFdy soiemsyvk jdoN AunHF dI hfjLrI ivwc dUjy DrmF dy lokF ivruwD nfhrybfjLI krdy sn, AunHF qoN iksy nUM hYrfnI nhIN sI hMudI, pr iewk Drm-inrpwK rfj dI iewk mfxXog hfeI kort df muKI rih cuuwky jwj sfihb nUM AunHF dy nfl mMc AuWqy bYTf dyK ky keI lok suafl krdy sn ik ieh afdmI jwj dI kursI `qy bYT ky Blf ies iPLrkU soc qoN pRBfvq hoxoN ikvyN bcdf hovygf?

          huxy-huxy iewk nvF hukm sfzy dys dI suprIm kort ny suxfieaf hY, ijs ivwc ieh gwl afKI geI hY ik cuxy hoey ivDfiek dy kihx `qy iksy krmcfrI dI bdlI kIqI jf skdI hY. mfmlf mujLwPLrngr dI ngr pfilkf dy kfrj sfDk aPLsr dI bdlI df sI. Aus ivruwD isLkfieqF sn, isLkfieqF dy aDfr AuWqy bdlI kIqI jfvy, kuJ vI glq nhIN. bdlIaF krnf AuNj vI srkfr df aiDkfr Kyqr hY, jy Auh pRsLfsnk loVF leI iksy bMdy dI iewk QF qoN dUjI QF bdlI krdI hY qF ieh vI glq nhIN TihrfeI jf skdI. Aus bMdy bfry bfkI PLYslf TIk hMuidaF vI ieh kihxf ik ivDfiek ikAuNik lokF df cuixaf hoieaf pRqIinwD hY, ies leI Aus dy kihx AuWqy bdlI krnI jfiejL hY, sfzI rfey ivwc ieh inrxf TIk nhIN lwgdf.

          ipwCy ijhy puls kimsLn dIaF isPLfrsLF AuWqy rfjF nUM aml krn dIaF hdfieqF kIqIaF geIaF hn, ijnHF ivwc iewk isPLfrsL ieh vI hY ik rfj dI puls dy muKI (zI[ jI[ pI[) dI inXukqI dI Gwto-Gwt imafd AuvyN hI imQI jfxI cfhIdI hY, ijvyN PLOj dy muKI dI imafd hMudI hY. hux kyNdr srkfr bdl vI jfvy qF PLOj df muKI nhIN bdldf, afpxI imafd pUrI kr ky jFdf hY, pr rfjF ivwc srkfr bdldy sfr nvF muwK mMqrI af ky sB qoN pihlF rfj dI puls dy muKI nUM pfsy kr ky nvF muKI inXukq krdf hY. ieMj puls dy muKI dbfa hyT rih ky kMm krdy hn qy keI vfrI by-inXmIaF vI krdy hn. mMg qF ieh vI AuWT rhI hY ik ijLilHaF dy izptI kimsLnr qy puls muKI vI iksy imQI imafd qoN pihlF nf bdly jfx, jdoN qwk koeI Kfs hI by-asUlf kMm nf kr rhy hox.

          ies imQI imafd dI axhoNd kfrn ivDfiek vI iewQoN qwk roab pfAuNdy hn ik jy zI sI ny myrf Pon nhIN suixaf jF awYs[ awYs[ pI[ myry khy Auwqy iksy dy iKlfPL prcf drj nhIN kr irhf qF Aus dI bdlI krvf dyxI hY. sVkF df ieMjInIar hovy, ielfky dy hspqfl df muKI jF iPr sb-zvIjLn dI puls df muKIaf, jdoN ieh vI sfry ivDfiek dI KusLI qwk hI EQy rihMdy hn qy jLrf ku mMUh motf hMudy sfr bdlI dy hukm af jFdy hn qF iehnF qoN Coty mulfjLmF df kI hfl hMudf hovygf? cMgf hMudf jy suprIm kort ieh hukm sfdr krdI ik jy qF isLkfieqF TIk inklx, Pyr qF bdlI kIqI jfxI jfiejL hY, pr isrPL ivDfiek dI isPLfrsL nUM aDfr mMn ky ieh kMm nhIN kIqf jfxf cfhIdf. hux ies PLYsly nUM keI ivDfiek afpxf hwk hI mMn bYTxgy qy nqIjy vjoN srkfrI amlf ivDfiekF dy rihm df muQfj bx ky rih jfvygf. jy kwlH nUM ivDfiekF dy ies hwk nUM mMnx qoN tryz XUnIanF vfly isr Pyr dyx qF kI ieh vI adflq dI mfx-hfnI hovygI?

          adflq dI mfx-hfnI df mfmlf ijwQy bxnf cfhIdf hY, EQy kdy bixaf hI nhIN. sfzy dys aMdr kuJ mfxXog adflqF ny bMd dy swdy nUM gLYr-kfnUMnI afK ky jurmfny Toky hoey hn. muMbeI dy iewk bMd dOrfn jo kuJ vfpiraf, Aus nUM lY ky isLv sYnf nUM motf jurmfnf kIqf igaf sI. ies dy bfvjUd ies kys ivwc bMd krvfey jf rhy hn qy Auh vI eyny byhUdf ZMg nfl ik iensfnIaq sLrmsfr ho jFdI hY. huxy-huxy rfm-syqU dy svfl AuWqy ivsLv ihMdU pRIsLd ny iewk bMd krvfieaf. ibhfr dI rfjDfnI ptnf ivwc iewk gLrIb prvfr iewk aOrq nUM jxypy leI hspqfl lY ky jf irhf sI, AunHF df irksLf vI nf lMGx idwqf igaf. pIV nf shfr rhI Aus aOrq nUM bMd ivwc PsIaF hor aOrqF ny cuMnIaF df Ehlf kIqf qy bMd dy kMZy Aus ny bwcy nUM jnm idwqf. irksLy `qy Auh lok afAuNdy hn, ijnHF kol kfr jogy pYsy nhIN huMdy. Auh grIb sn, ies krky bMd krn aqy krvfAux vfly lIzrF dI bdqmIjLI sDfrn gwl bx ky rih geI, jy iksy kfr vfly prvfr nfl ieho kihr vfpiraf huMdf qF ieh mfmlf suprIm kort qoN Aury nhIN sI Kloxf qy sLfied iksy nUM ptIsLn vI nf krnI pYNdI, iksy nf iksy mfxXog adflq dy iksy nf iksy mfxXog jwj sfihb ny afp hI ies df noits lY lYxf sI.

          sfzy dys dI inaF pfilkf dy ieqhfs ivwc ieho ijhy kys vI hn, ijwQy vwzy lokF leI awDI rfq nUM adflq lwgdI qy jLmfnq imldI rhI hY. AunHF dI crcf hox ipCoN kdy iksy nUM adflq dI mfx-hfnI df noits nhIN imilaf. keI vfr jwj sfihbfn AuWqy ieh dosL vI lwgy ik AunHF ny sMbMDq rfj dI srkfr qoN Esy aKLiqafrI koty ivwcoN plft ley hn, ijs adflqF ny glq Tihrfieaf hY, pr AunHF jwj sfihbfn AuWqy kdy ieh dosL nhIN lwgf ik AunHF ny aijhf ivhfr kr ky adflq df mfx Gtfieaf hY. cMzIgVH nyVy iewk bhu-cricq klwb gYr-kfnUMnI ZMg nfl Ausfiraf jf irhf hY. bhuq sfry isKrly isvl qy puls aiDkfrIaF nUM Aus klwb dI mihMgI mYNbrI kMplImYNtrI (muPLqo-muPLq) iml geI qy AunHF ivwc kuJ jwj sfihbfn df nFa vI af igaf, pr iksy ny ieh nhIN ikhf ik ieMj krn nfl adflq dy siqkfr nUM Zfh lwgI hY. hfeI kort dI bfr ivwc ies gwl bfry rOlf pY igaf ik keI vkIl jfalI izgrIaF lY ky vkflq kr rhy hn qy ieMj kr ky adflq nfl nMgI-icwtI TwgI kr rhy hn. jy iksy ny ieho ijhI jfalI izgrI nfl tIcr dI nOkrI leI huMdI qF Aus Auwqy dPLf 420 aDIn DoKfdyhI df mukwdmf drj hoxf sI. kdy iksy jfalI vkIl AuWqy ieho ijhf prcf drj nhIN hoieaf qy nf hI adflqI pRbMD ivc jfalIsfjLI krky adflq dI mfx-hfnI krn df mukwdmf bixaf hY.

          lok-rfj dy cfr pfivaF ivwcoN pRYWs vI iewk brfbr df pfvf hY, ijs df mhwqv Gtf ky nhIN vyKxf cfhIdf. ies pRbMD dy hr aMg nUM afpo afpxf kMm krnf cfhIdf hY qy dUijaF nUM afpo afpxf krn dyxf cfhIdf hY. ijs ZMg nfl inaF-pfilkf dI mfx-hfnI df mfmlf bxf ky pwqrkfr BfeIcfry nfl juVy cfr ivakqIaF nUM sjLf suxfeI geI hY, asIN Aus sjLf nfl vI sihmq nhIN ho skdy qy sjLf dy ZMg nfl vI nhIN, qy ieh sihmqI pRgt krnf sfzf lokqMqrI hwk hY.

 


inaF pfilkf dy aks nUM Zfh lwg rhI hY, pr icMqf kOx krygf?

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          sRIlMkf qy Bfrq ivckfrly smuMdr ivcly pfxI hyTF iewk pul vrgf ZFcf rfm cMdr jI df bxfieaf pul (rfm syqU) hY jF kudrqI qOr `qy hMudI rihMdI DrqI dI ihljul df nqIjf, ieh hux suprIm kort dy PLYsly df muQfj ho igaf hY. purfxy jLmfny qoN ies nUM afdm-pul (aYzmjL ibRj) ikhf jFdf irhf sI, Pyr kuJ lokF ny ies nUM rfm-syqU df nFa dy idwqf. Dfrnf ieh hY ik jdoN rfvx dI kYd `coN sIqf nUM CuzfAux vfsqy rfm jI lMkf Cwz gey sn, EdoN ieh pul AunHF ny bxvfieaf sI. AunHF nUM pul ikAuN bxvfAuxf ipaf, pr rfvx pul qoN ibnF ikvyN cwl igaf? kI rfvx dy lMGx vflf lFGf jF agMmI qrIkf rfm jI nhIN sn vrq skdy? ieh svfl puwCx dI loV hux nhIN rih geI. EQoN qIh mIl lMmy ZFcy `coN isrPL iqMn sO gjL qoV ky iewk lFGf bxfieaf jfxf hY, ijs nfl vwzy smuMdrI jhfjLF nUM lMkf df gyVf lfey ibnF lMGx nfl swq sO iklomItr qoN vwD pYNzy dI qy mxF mUMhI qyl dI bwcq hoxI hY qy vfqfvrx dy ivgfV nUM vI kfPLI TwlH pYxI hY, pr ieh sfrf kuJ hux adflqI PLYsly nfl juV igaf hY.

          ikAuN afeI ieh nObq? sLfied ies leI ik kFgrs dI agvfeI qy Kwby-pwKIaF dI hmfieq vflf gwTjoV Bfrq ivwc rfj kr irhf hY. jy BfrqI jnqf pfrtI dI agvfeI hyT srkfr cwldI hMudI, ieh nObq hI nhIN sI afAuxI. ies gwl df Tos afDfr ieh hY ik ijhVf rfm syqU qoV ky syqU smuMdrm pRfjYkt rfhIN lFGf idwqf jfxf hY, Aus pRfjYkt nUM pfs qF atl ibhfrI vfjpfeI dI srkfr ny kIqf sI. ies pRfjYkt nUM pfs krvfAux dI ijLMmyvfrI vI BfrqI jnqf pfrtI dy sihXogI dlF ivwcoN iksy dy mMqrI ny nhIN, Kud Bfjpf dy do mMqrIaF ivjy goiel aqy vyd pRkfsL goiel ny inBfeI sI. ijhVI ivsLv ihMdU pRIsLd awj ies muwdy AuWqy sfry dysL ivwc cwky jfm krdI iPrdI hY, Aus ny Bfjpf vfilaF nUM ieh ikAuN nhIN puwiCaf ik rfm dy nFa AuWqy rfjnIqI krn vfilE, rfm df pul qoVn df PLYslf qusIN ikAuN kIqf sI qy jy Kud ieh PLYslf kr ky afey ho qF hux Ausy pRfjYkt df ivroD iks mUMh nfl kr rhy ho?

          ieh AunHF dI bd-idafnqI hY, afpy PLYslf kr ky hux Ausy PLYsly df ivroD krn vfly Bfjpf vfilaF dI vI qy EdoN cuwp rih ky hux icMgfVy Cwzx vfly ivsLv ihMd pRIsLd vfilaF dI vI, pr kFgrs vfly vI ijLMmyvfrI qoN nhIN bc skdy. mslf qF Aus pul bfry pwK pysL krn df sI, srkfr vwloN ieh hlPLnfmf ikAuN dy idwqf igaf ik nf qF koeI pul hY, nf kdy rfm hoieaf hY, nf kdy rfvx nfl Aus dI jMg hoeI sI, ieh sB qF rmfiex nFa dy Aus grMQ dy pfqr hn, ijs nUM ieqhfs nhIN mMinaf jf skdf. hux ieh kihxf ik aiDkfrIaF ieh hlPLnfmf afpy hI dfier kr idwqf hY qy do aiDkfrI ies koqfhI kfrn muawql kr idwqy hn, koeI arQ nhIN rwKdf. lokF dI sLrDf nUM swt mfrn leI rfm dI hoNd AuWqy svflIaf insLfn lfAux df byloVf hlPLnfmf dyx df kMm Auh aiDkfrI afpxy mMqrI nUM puwCy ibnF nhIN sn kr skdy qy ijs mMqrI ny mfhOl nUM plIqf lfAux ivwc BfeIvflI inBfeI hY, Aus dI CuwtI ikAuN nhIN kr idwqI jFdI?

          pr ieh sfry svfl rfjnIqk mMc dy hn, vwzf svfl qF hux ieh hY ik adflq ivwc jf ky ieh mfmlf inpt jfvygf? mfmlf qF ajy qwk aXuwiDaf ivwc bfbrI msijd Zfhy jfx df vI iksy pfsy nhIN lwgf. jy Aus df inbyVf ho vI jfvy qF Aus nUM smuwcy smfj ny pRvfn nhIN krnf. musilm smfj KuwlHm-KuuwlHf PLYslf ho igaf qF Auh ies PLYsly nUM afpxy nfl iewk hor ijLafdqI vjoN lYxgy, jd ik ihMdU sMgTn iswDy qOr `qy kih rhy hn ik PLYslf qdy hI mMnFgy, jy bfbrI msijd dI QF rfm jnm BUmI dI hoNd svIkfr kIqI jfvygI. qd iPr ies PLYsly df mhwqv kI rih jfvygf? keI PLYsly adflqF ny idwqy hoey hn, ijhVy lfgU nhIN ho sky qy iewk jF dUjf bhfnf bxf ky keI-keI sflF qoN ltkdy rwKy jf rhy hn.

          koeI vkq sI, jdoN adflqF dy PLYsly, Kfs krky srb AuWqy adflq dy qoN bfad iksy ikMqU-pRMqU dI guMujfiesL nhIN sI smJI jFdI, pr hux aijhf nhIN irhf. kfrn ies df ieho nhIN ik rfjnIqk qy Dfrimk sMgTnF vfly vwD mUMh pfV ky bolx lwg pey hn, sgoN ieh vI hY ik Kud inaFpfilkf nfl juVy hoey lok vI ies dy vwkfr-siqkfr bfry pihlF ijMny sucyq nhIN rhy. adflqF nfl juVIaF bfr-kONslF vwloN keI QF pwK-pfq kr ky iewk kys AuCfilaf qy dUjf dbfieaf jfx dy crcy hMudy hn, pr ieho ijhy mfmly vI hn, ijwQy bfr kONslF ny dOry `qy afey AuWprlI adflq dy jwjF sfhmxy sQfnk jwjF dy ivhfr bfry vyrvy rwKy qy AuwqoN afey jwjF ny Auh vyrvy axgOly hI kr Cwzy. nqIjy vjoN AunHF jwjF df ivhfr vI jfrI irhf qy adflqF df aks pRBfvq hoxf vI.

          huxy-huxy pMjfb aqy hirafxf hfeI kort dy jwj sfihbfn dI mIitMg ivwc do juzIsLl jwjF nUM kursI qoN AuTfAux df inrxf ilaf igaf hY. iewk jwj pMMjfb dy ijLlHy qrn qfrn ivwc inXukq sI qy dUjf hirafxy nfl sMbMDq sI. rfj qF dovyN vwKo-vwKry, pr dosL dovF jwjF AuWqy iewko ijhf ieKlfk-hIxqf df hI sI. qrn qfrn vfly jwj sfihb nUM kuJ smF pihlF nvF sLihr ijLlHy ivwc iksy itkfxy AuWqy mOj-msqI krdf PiVaf igaf sI, jd ik hirafxy vfly jwj AuWqy dosL ieh sI ik Aus dy iewk mihlf vkIl nfl ieho ijhy sMprk hn, ijhVy adflqI PLYsilaF Auwqy vI pRBfv pf rhy hn. ieho ijhI hflq ivwc isLkfieq df inptfrf hox dI AuzIk krn dI QF jy Auh dovyN jxy pihlF hI jwj dI nOkrI Cwz ky vkflq krn qur pYNdy qF vwD TIk rihxf sI, pr hux AunHF ny afpxI siQqI vI Krfb kIqI hY qy inaFpfilkf dy aks nUM vI dfgI kIqf hY. qy ieh koeI pihlI vfrI vI nhIN hoieaf. iewk vfrI iewk jwj dI adflq ivwc hI Aus dI stYno ny jLihr Kf ilaf sI qy mfmlf Aus ivafhy-vry jwj dy hwdF twp cuwky pRym sMbMDF df inkilaf sI.

          do-iqMn sfl pihlF keI mfmilaF ivwc bdnfmI Kwt cuwky iewk bMdy ny jlMDr qy cMzIgVH dy do jwjF nUM irsLvq lYx dy dosLI dws ky iewk jwj nUM pYsy lYNdf PVf idwqf sI. Auh jwj qF PVy jfx ipwCoN vI sI[ bI[ afeI[ nUM JkfnI dy ky dOV igaf qy dUjf jwj puls dy hwQ afAux qoN pihlF hI luk igaf, pr qwQ luky nf rih sky. dovF ivwcoN iewk jwj QoVHy smyN ipwCoN hfeI kort df jwj bxn vflf sI jo ies kys kfrn bx nf sikaf, pr jlMDr dI bfr ny hI ieh gwl kUk-kUk ky afKI sI ik ies jwj bfry hfeI kort dy jwj nUM Aus dy dOry vyly dwisaf igaf sI, ijs nUM axgOilaf kIqf jFdf irhf sI. Aus ipwCoN ieh rOlf vI pYNdf irhf ik Auh jwj sfihbfn iknHF lokF dy kihx AuWqy ikvyN PLYsly vI bdl dyNdy sn qy adflqF ivwc ikvyN lYx-dyx cwldf sI. ijhVY dosL lfey gey, AunHF df kdy iksy ny KMzn nhIN sI kIqf.

          ijhVy jwj hyTlIaF adflqF ivwc eydF df ivhfr krdy hn, Auh jdoN qrwkI pf ky AuWqlIaF adflqF ivwc cly jFdy hn, EQy jf ky vI pdvI dI lfj rwKx dI QF vfdVIaF-sjfdVIaF muqfbk hI ivhfr krI jFdy hn. nqIjf ieh inkldf hY ik AunHF dy PLYsly ivvfdF df ivsLf bxdy rihMdy hn. asIN ieho ijhy adflqI hukm vyKy hn, ijwQy hfeI kort dy jwj sfihb ny hyTlI adflq dy jwj df PLYslf qF plitaf hI, nfl hI nfl hyTlI adflq dy jwj dI smJdfrI Auwqy ikMqU-pRMqU krdIaF sKLq itwpxIaF vI kr idwqIaF, pr jdoN Auho mfmlf suprIm kort ivwc clf igaf, EQy jf ky iPr PLYslf vI bdl igaf qy hfeI kort dy jwj dIaF itwpxIaF nfloN sKLq itwpxIaF Aus dy afpxy iKlfPL ho geIaF. nqIjy vjoN lok hux bhuqy mfmilaF `c Dur AuwprlI adflq dy PLYsly dI AuzIk hI krn lwg pey sn, hyTlIaF adflqF dy PLYsilaF nUM mMn ky bYT jfx df irvfj qF KLqm hI hMudf jf irhf hY.

          hfeIkortF ivwc iksy smyN Auh jwj inXukq kIqy jFdy sn, ijnHF dI sKLsIaq hr iksm dy ikMqUaF-pMRqUaF qoN pry hovy, pr huux EQy ieh siQqI nhIN rhI. idwlI hfeI kort dy iewk jwj dy dPLqr qoN pVHn leI Gr ilaFdIaF adflqI imslF jdoN iewk Cfpy smyN iewk pRfprtI zIlr, ijs dy ivruwD mukwdmf cwl irhf sI, dy GroN iml geIaF qF Aus jwj leI asqIPPLf dyx qoN isvf cfrf nhIN sI rih igaf. ieMj krn vflf Auh iekwlf jwj nhIN, keI hor vI hn. jMmU-ksLmIr hfeI kort dy iewk kys nUM suprIm kort ny ies leI rfj qoN bfhr kwiZaf sI, ikAuNik Aus mukwdmy ivwc hyTlI adflq ivwc pihlF Aus pfrtI df ijhVf vkIl sI, sYsLn jwj bx ky Ausy ny hyTlI adflq dy PLYsly ivruwD apIl dI suxvfeI kIqI hoeI sI qy sYsLn jwj vjoN idwqy hukm nUM jdoN hfeIkort ivc cuxOqI idwqI geI EdoN qwk df jwj bx cuwky Ausy mfxXog jwj dy sfhmxy mukwdmf pysL ho igaf sI.

          sfzy pMjfb qy hirafxf hfeI kort ivwc iewk vfrI nOkrIEN kwZy gey mulfjLmF dI iewk XUnIan ny kys kIqf sI. jdoN Auh pRYws not lY ky afey, mYN KVHy pYr kih idwqf sI ik kuJ nhIN bxnf. Auh smJdy sn ik mMqrI qoN mukwdmy df jvfb nhIN idwqf jfxf, pr jdoN mYN ikhf ik kuJ nhIN bxnf qF Auh kfrn puwCdy sn qy myrf jvfb sI ik QoVHy idnF nUM afpy jfx lvogy. aglI pysLI `qy kys Kfrj ho igaf qy iewk mhIny bfad sMbMDq jwj qy sMbMDq mMqrI afpo ivwc kuVm bx gey. Aus kys dy lwgx qwk irsLqydfrI dI gwl pwkI ho cuwkI sI, isrPL rsmF bfkI sn. pwCmI dysF df mfmlf hMudf qF sMbMDq jwj sfihb ny afp hI kih dyxf sI ik kys iksy hor jwj dy sfhmxy pysL kIqf jfxf cfhIdf hY, pr Bfrq ivwc ieMj krn dI jLrUr Gwt hI smJI jFdI hY.

          asIN iewk hor kys df hvflf dyxf cfhFgy. jsits rfmfsuafmI ivruwD mhF-dosL df mukwdmf pfrlImYNt ivc pysL hoieaf sI. suprIm kort dy jwj ivruwD brKLfsqgI dI kfrvfeI krnI hovy qF mhF-dosL df mukwdmf pfrlImYNt ivwc lwgdf hY, ijwQy ies sMbMD ivwc iewk mqf pysL hox mgroN sMbMDq jwj df vkIl aMdr af ky Aus dy pwK ivwc boldf hY. Aus ipCoN pfrlImYNt dy mYNbr votF pf ky PLYslf idMdy hn ik jwj eImfndfr hY jF iBRsLtfcfrI hY. ijs pfrlImYNt ivwc pMjvF ihwsf mYNbr kql, blfqkfr, luwt-Koh DoKf-DVI afid hr iksm dy dosLF dy mukwdmy Bugqdy iPrdy hox, EQy ieh inptfrf votF nfl hoxf hMudf hY ik jwj ny iBRsLtfcfr kIqf hY ik nhIN. jsits rfmfsuafmI sfihb pfrlImYNt aMdroN qF mhF-dosL qy mqy qoN afpxy pwK ivwc bhu-sMmqI hox kr ky bc gey, pr Aus mukwdmy dOrfn AunHF bfry ijMnf kuJ iliKaf jf cuwkf sI, Auh sfrf kuJ pVH cuwkx ipwCoN afm lokF dy mnF ivwc inaF-pfilkf df jo aks rih igaf hovygf, aMdfjLf lfAuxf aOKf nhIN.

          ies kys nfl Zfh ivwc jy kuJ ksr rih geI sI qF Auh Aus qoN kuJ sfl ipwCoN EdoN inkl geI, jdoN suprIm kort dy jwj sfihbfn ny iewk mobfiel Pon kMpnI nfl iewk smJOqy dI pRvfngI dy idwqI. qjvIjL ieh afeI sI ik suprIm kort dI Cwq AuWqy Aus kMpnI nUM jy afpxf tfvr lfAux dI afigaf dy idwqI jfvy qF Auh kMpnI sfry jwj sfihbfn nUM iewk-iewk mobfiel sYWt, smyq kunYksLn qy nfl kfPLI lMmf-cOVf tfk-tfeIm muPLq dyvygI. muwK jwj nfl hoeI gwlbfq df hvflf dy ky afeI kMpnI dI icwTI jdoN mnjLUr kr ky vfps ByjI geI qF Aus ivwc ieh vI ilK idwqf igaf ik jwj sfihbfn hI nhIN, suprIm kort dy rijstrfr sfihb leI vI mobfiel sYWt, kunYksLn qy tfk-tfeIm muPLq idwqf jfvy. hor sfry jwj sfihbfn ny qF ieh pysLksL pRvfn kr leI pr iqMnF jwjF ny ieh kih ky nFh kr idwqI ik ies qrHF dI shUlq lYxf jwjF leI imQy gey jLfbqy dI AulMGxf hY. jdoN sfry pfsy rOlf pY igaf qF suprIm kort dy jwj sfihbfn nUM Aus shUlq qoN ienkfr krnf ipaf sI.

          asIN ieh iblkul nhIN kihMdy ik sfrI inaF-pfilkf iBRsLt ho cuwkI hY, sgoN ieh kihxf cfhMudy ho ik dfgIaF dI igxqI Gtx dI QF vDdI jfx kr inaF-pfilkf df aks pRBfvq ho irhf hY. mfmlf rfm-syqU df hovy jF aXuwiDaf dI jF koeI hor, jy inaF-pfilkf ieh XkInI bxfAuxf cfhMudI hY ik iehnF PLYsilaF nUM ikMqU kIqy ibnF pRvfn kIqf jfvy qF pihlF ieh pRBfv qy ivsLvfs bhfl krnf hovygf ik adflqF aMdr koeI iBRsLtfcfr vI nhIN qy koeI pwK-pfq vI nhIN, EQy dysL dy ihwqF qy sMivDfn muqfbk isrPL qy isrPL inaF hI hMudf hY, inaF qoN isvf EQy kuJ nhIN hMudf.

 


huux mOkf hY iswK sMgqF vwloN afpxy afgUaF qoN iswDy svfl puwCx df

-jiqMdr pnUM

          swcy sOdy vfly zyry nfl iCiVaf ivvfd ajy qwk iksy pfsy nhIN lwgf, pr pMjfb ivwc keI hor ieho ijhy ivvfd isr cuwk rhy njLr afAuNdy hn ik jy QoVHy idnF nUM mOjUdf ivvfd axgOilaf ho ky rih jfvy qF iksy nUM hYrfnI nhIN hoxI cfhIdI. AuNj vI ies ivvfd nUM jy jnqk muwdf bxfAux dI QF swcy sOdy zyry dy muwKI ivruwD bxy hoey aprfDk mukwdimaF, ijnHF ivwc kql qy blfqkfr dy kys vI hn, dI pYrvI kIqI hMudI qF Aus leI musLklF vwD KVIaF hoxIaF sn. kdm puwt ky iPr Aus dy TIk jF glq hox bfry socx dy afdI akflI BfeIaF ny afpxy ipClwgUaF nUM vyly isr roikaf nhIN sI qy hux Auh ruk nhIN rhy. knsoaF iml rhIaF hn ik muwK mMqrI bfdl sfihb hux rokxf cfhuMdy hn, pr by-vws hn, siQqI vI AunHF dy hwQF `coN inkldI jf rhI hY aqy afpy KVy kIqy hoey mohry vI afkI hMudy jf rhy hn.

          bfgI huMdy jf rhy bMidaF dI gwl krnI hovy qF sB qoN pihlF nMbr qKLq dmdmf sfihb dy jQydfr BfeI blvMq isMG nMdgVH df hI Aubflf Kf jfx vfly ies swjx nUM glq igxqIaF-imxqIaF kfrn iksy smyN s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl ny Kud hI jQydfr bxfieaf sI qy nukqfcInI bxfAux smyN hI sLurU ho geI sI. Kyq dI vwt dy mfmUlI JgVy qoN ies bMdy AuWqy gvFZI iksfn dIaF awKF ivwc nIlf QoQf pf ky Aus nUM aMnHf kr dyx df dosL EdoN vI sI. lfieaf Aus nUM igafnI kyvl isMG dI QF sI, ijs AuWqy afpxI nUMh nUM KudkusLI krn leI mjbUr krn df mukwdmf bx igaf sI, pr iewk dfgI dI QF dUjy dfgI nUM lfAux ipCy kI mjbUrI sI, ieh isrPL bfdl sfihb hI dws skdy hn.

          pMjvyN qKLq df muKI bx jfx ipwCoN jQydfr nMdgVH ny awKF ivKfAuxIaF sLurU kr idwqIaF. bwlUafxy ivwc iewk zyry ivwc cwl irhf aKMz pfT bMd krvfAux dI Aus dI kfrvfeI ny ipMz ivwc jMg df mYdfn bxf idwqf sI qy mfmlf inptfAux leI bfdl sfihb nUM Kud EQy jf ky zyry lfAuxy pey sn. ipMz vfly qF mMn gey, pr jQydfr nMdgVH ny kuJ smyN ipwCoN qKLq sRI dmdmf sfihb dI styj qoN sfhmxy bYTy s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl nUM s[ ismrnjIq isMG mfn dy brfbr rwK ky kOVIaF-iPwkIaF suxfeIaF sn. lokIN smJdy sn ik hux bfdl sfihb ny ies nUM jQydfr nhIN rihx dyxf, pr Auh eynI ihMmq nhIN sn kr sky, ikAuNik EdoN qwk nMdgVH sfihb iekwly nhIN, Ausdy nfl iewk pUurI ZfxI zyrydfrF sMqF dI KVI sI, ijnHF ipCy votF bhuq sn qy ivDfn sBf coxF isr AuWqy af jfx kfrn bfdl sfihb mflvy ivwc mFjf iPrn qoN zr gey sn, ijhVf AuNj vI aMq nUM iPr hI igaf sI.

          zyrf swcf sOdf vfly ivvfd ivwc vI sB qoN BVkfAU rol jQydfr nMdgVH df hI irhf. iewk idn qF AunHF ny zyry vfilaF dI golI nfl mfry gey iewk iswK sLrDflU dy aMqm sMskfr mOky ieh vI afK idwqf sI ik ijhVf koeI zyrf swcf sOdf vfly gurmIq rfm rhIm isMG df isr lfh ky ilafvygf, Aus nUM sony-cFdI nfl qoilaf jfvygf. ipCoN Auh suKvIr isMG bfdl dy dbfa hyT ies ibafn qoN ipwCy vI ht gey. hux s[ ismrnjIq isMG mfn vMgfr ky kihMdf hY ik jy zyry vfly df isr lfhuxf hI muwK kMm hY qF jQydfr nMdgVH afp ieh kMm krn ikAuN nhIN cly jFdy jF afpxy puwqr nUM ikAuN nhIN Byj dyNdy, bygfny puwqF nUM ikAuN AuksfAuNdy iPrdy hn?

          asIN ismrnjIq isMG mfn ijMny iqwKy bol nhIN bol skdy, pr ieh puwCxf cfhuMdy hF ik jdoN swcy sOdy vfly iesy zyrydfr ivruwD 1997 qoN sfzy lyK nfl hI rOly df muwZ bwJ igaf sI, jQydfr nMdgVH eyny sfl Auhdy ivruwD ikAuN nhIN sI boly? kI ies krky ik EdoN Auh akflI dl dI mdd krdf hMudf sI qy sLRomxI gurduafrf pRbMDk kmytI dIaF coxF ivwc iewk mOky Auhdy cyilaF ny Kud jQydfr blvMq isMG nMdgVH nUM vI lfeInF bMnH-bMnH ky votF pfeIaF hoeIaF sn? Auh aihsfn df dwibaf hoieaf ijhVf jQydfr eyny sfl Aus zyry ivruwD kusikaF qwk nhIN sI, hux ies Drm df muwdf bxf ky ieMj AuBfr irhf hY, ijvyN ieho hI iewko-iewk muwdf rih igaf hovy. jy ies svfl dy jvfb ivwc Aus dy smwrQk kihMdy hn ik zyrf swcf sOdf vfly ny klgI ikAuN lfeI, qF moVvF svfl kuJ iswK sMsQfvF hI KVf kr rhIaF hn ik klgI lfAux df klysL qF sdf cricaF `c rihx vfly nOjvfn sMq rxjIq isMG ZwzrIaF vfly dy nFa vI juiVaf hoieaf hY, Aus dy ivruwD koeI ikAuN nhIN hMudI? jQydfr sfihbfn ies qrHF dI kfrvfeI nhIN kr skdy, ikAuNik jy iewk pfsy qury qF iewk nhIN, anykF hornF sMqF qy sMprdfvF bfry vI kfrvfeI krnI pY skdI hY.

          ijhVy anykF hornF dI gwl cwldI hY, AunHF ivwcoN awj kwlH muwK nFa nfmDfrI sMprdf dy muKI df ilaf jf irhf hY. muwK mMqrI s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl vwloN nfmDfrI sMprdf dy muwKI nUM siqgurU jgjIq isMG khy jfx df keI iswK jQybMdIaF ny burf mnfieaf hY. Auh jQybMdIaF kih rhIaF hn ik jy ijAuNdy-jfgdy bfbf jgjIq isMG nUM siqguurU ikhf jfvy qF iPr gurU mfinE gRMQ muqfbk Kflsy dy sLbd gurU dI AuWcqf ikvyN kfiem rih skygI? nfmDfrI sMsQf aMdr AuNj vI awj kwlH eyny ivvfd AuWT rhy hn ik jy bfhr af jfx qF BVfkf pY skdf hY. ies sMprdf df ajLfdI lihr vyly df mfx-mwqf ivrsf ajokI lIzrisLp ny afpxIaF inwjI loVF dI Byt cVHf Cwizaf hY. jdoN vfjpfeI srkfr ies lihr nUM afjLfdI lihr df aMg mMnx qoN ienkfrI ho geI sI qy sfry pjfb ivwc dysLBgq lihr dy vfrs EdoN dy gRih mMqrI lfl ikRsLn azvfnI ivruwD iesy gwl leI mujLfhry kr ky puls dI kuwt Kf rhy sn, nfmDfrI drbfr dy rukn aYn Esy smyN azvfnI sfihb dy gl ivwc hfr pf ky Poto iKwcvf rhy sn. hux vI jdoN ies drbfr df iewk isKrlf lIzr luiDafxy dy istI sYNtr Gotfly `c vfrMtIaf ho igaf, muwK mMqrI srdfr pRkfsL isMG bfdl nUM Aucycy smfgm ivwc BYVI sfihb bulf ky ies gwl dI bhuVI kIqI geI ik bfkIaF nfl ijvyN mrjLI nijwTdy rho, sfzf bMdf Cwz idE. Aus drbfr ivwc BfvyN koeI siqgurU cMdoaf lf ky sRI gurU gRMQ sfihb dy brfbr bYTf mwQy itkfAuNdf rhy, kdy iksy jQydfr nUM cyqf hI nhIN afAuNdf.

          asIN isrPL do ku vMngIaF hI igxfeIaF hn, pr jy ieho ijhIaF imsflF cfhIdIaF hox qF asIN drjnF igxf skdy hF, sxy AunHF sMqF dy, ijnHF dy Krcy AuWqy isMG sfihbfn ivdysLF dIaF sYrF krdy hn. iksy dy Gr awj tuwk Ckx jfE, Blky Aus nUM BFzy mFjx dI qnKLfh lf idE qy prsoN iPr Ausy nfl iewk Dfrimk smfgm dI styj AuWqy ssLoBq ho jfE, ieh KyzF iswKI isDFqF dy anusfrI nhIN ho skdIaF. pr svfl qF ieh hY ik iswK jQybMdIaF qy jQy afp vI ikhVy isDFqk nukqy AuWqy iewk hn?

          hfly ipCly mhIny dy iewk idn iewk pMQk sMgTn ny ieh snsnIKyjL Byd jwg jLfhr kr idwqf ik sMq jrnYl isMG iBMzrFvfly nUM aprysLn bilAU stfr moky ijAUNdy PV ilaf igaf sI qy ipwCoN qsLwdd kr ky mfiraf igaf sI. aglyry idn Auhdy vrgy hI iewk hor pMQk sMgTn ny ieh dfavf kr mfiraf ik sMq jrnYl isMG qF mYdfin-jMg ivwc sLhId hoey sn, ijAuNdy PVy jfx dI khfxI qF bdnfm krn leI srkfrI iesLfry AuWqy GV ky pRcfrI geI hY. Aus ipwCoN do-qrPLI ibafnbfjLI sLurU ho geI. hux kuJ lok kih rhy hn ik sMq iBMzrFvfly nUM PV ky nf isrPL qsLwdd kr ky mOq dy Gft Auqfiraf igaf, blik ies bfry afKLrI hukm EdoN dI pRDfn mMqrI ieMdrf gFDI qoN iswDf ilaf igaf sI. dUjy lok kih rhy hn ik Aus mOky ijAUNdy bc gey blfxy-Plfxy bMdy nUM sfnUM dwisaf sI ik sMq iBMzrFvfly ny mOky `qy lVidaF sLhIdI pRfpq kIqI sI. ieMdrf gFDI qoN iswDy hukm pRfpq kIqy hox df vI koeI sbUq koeI nhIN dy irhf, ikAuNik iksy kol koeI sbUq hY hI nhIN, qy ijhVy kihMdy hn ik sfnUM Plfxy ny dwisaf sI, Auh vI Aus Plfxy df nFa lYNdy hn, ijhVf hux ies dunIaF ivwc hI nhIN. kmfl dI gwl ieh ik dovyN pfisEN bolx vfly ieh sfry swjx Auho hn, ijhVy vIh sfl ieh pRcfr krdy rhy sn ik sMq iBMzrFvfly ijMdf hn qy munfsb mOky `qy lokF sfhmxy afpy hI af jfxgy. AunHF `coN iksy ny vI kdy vI ieh nhIN mMinaf ik asIN vIh sfl iswK sMgqF dI swQ `c KVo ky icwtf JUT boldy rhy sF.

          hux iewk jQybMdI ny ieh mMg kr idwqI hY ik ies mfmly bfry sRI akfl qKLq sfihb qoN iewk kmytI bxf ky swc-JUT df insqfrf krvf ilaf jfxf cfhIdf hY. ieh gwl hY hI hfsohIxI. akfl qKLq sfihb AuWqy jf ky kdy koeI mfmlf awj kwlH  inwbVdf kdoN hY? EQy qF ijhVy pMj isMG bYTdy hn, AunHF dy afpxy mwqByd hI nhIN muwkdy. AunHF pMjF dI inXukqI krn vflI sLRomxI gurduafrf pRbMDk kmytI df pRDfn afpxf kwd-bwuq vyKy ibnF jQydfr nUM afpxy iesLfry muqfbk clfAuxf cfhuMdf hY qy jQydfr Aus nUM eyny smrwQ mMnx nUM iqafr nhIN. muV muV AuWTdy mwdByd eyQy hI nhIN sLoRmxI kmytI dy pRDfn nUM ptny sfihb dy qKLq sfihb qoN vI mfPLI mMgx qwk pucf dyNdy hn. eydF dI pRDfngI `coN lYxf kI hY, ijhVI hr mwisaf bdnfmI vfly hfl nUM pucf rhI hY, pr PLrk ies krky nhIN pYNdf ik mfstr qfrf isMG qy bfbf KVk isMG vflI kursI AuWqy hux Auh avqfr isMG mwkV bYTdf hY, ijhVf pRDfn bxn qoN pihlF kdy iksy Kfs igxqI ivwc hI nhIN sI huMdf.

          ijhVy lok iPr vI ieh kihMdy hn ik ieh mslf isMG sfihbfn dy hvfly kr dyxf cfhIdf hY, AunHF nUM pihlF jf ky isMG sfihbfn qoN ieh puwCxf cfhIdf hY ik sLoRmxI gurduafrf pRbMDk kmytI dy ihMdI ivwc Cfpy Aus iswK ieiqhfs bfry AunHF ny hux qwk kI kIqf hY, ijs ivwc gurU sfihbfn nUM zfkU qy lutyrf ikhf igaf hY? iksy skUl dy islybs dI ikqfb ivwc ieho ijhI gwl drj kIqI hovy qF sLRomxI kmytI dy pRDfn qoN lY ky isMG sfihbfn qwk sfry jxy ikqfb dy lyKk ivruwD kfrvfeI qoN vI pihlF Aus rfj dy iswiKaf mMqrI df asqIPLf mMgdy hn, pr hux jdoN sLRomxI gurduafrf pRbMDk kmytI dI ikqfb hI gurU sfihbfn bfry kuPLr qol rhI hY, keI sLihrF ivwc iswK Aus ikqfb nUM cOkF ivwc sfV rhy hn? ies bfry iksy ny iksy df asqIPLf ikAuN nhIN mMigaf?

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akflI-Bfjpf df mOjUdf tkrfa pMjfb dy bdl rhy isafsI nksLy df sLMkyq

-jiqMdr pnUM

          pMjfb df isafsI nksLf bdl irhf hY. gwl isrPL eynI nhIN ik cfr vfrI muwK mMqrI bx cuwky bjLurg pRkfsL isMG bfdl isrPL sMivDfnk pwK qoN hI muwK mMqrI hn, aslI muwK mMqrI dI sfrI pysLkfrI AunHF dy puwqr suKbIr isMG bfdl dy ijLMmy hY. suKbIr isMG bfdl vwloN qKLqF dy jQydfrF nfl vwK-vwK mIitMgF lf ky AunHF nUM aYlfny jf cuwky poRgrfm bdl dyx leI mnfAuxf jF mjbUr krnf qy swcf sOdf mfmly ivc aPLsrsLfhI vwloN vI isrPL qy isrPL suKbIr isMG bfdl dy khy AuWqy aml krnf ies dI AuwGVvI imsfl hY, pr rfjsI nksLf ipqf dI QF puwqr vwloN rfj-kfj clfAux nfl nhIN bdl jFdf. nksLf bdl jfx df kfrn ieh hY ik puwqr dI rfjnIqk phuMc bjLurg ho cuwky ipqf nfloN vwKrI hY.

          Coty bfdl dI sYnf ivc ikMny sfry ahudydfr ieho ijhy hn, ijhVy iswK pirvfrF dy jMmy-jfey jLrUr hn, keI qF sLoRmxI gurduafrf pRbMDk kmytI dy mYNbrF qy ahudydfrF dy pirvfrF dy jIa vI hn, pr isr-mUMh Gon-mon krvfeI iPrdy hn. sLrfb pIx df irvfj qF pihlF vI sI qy asIN Kud aMimRqDfrI jQydfrF nUM keI QF pINidaF vyiKaf hoieaf sI. ijhVy sLryafm pIx ivc sLrm krdy sn, Auh jF qF kwc dy glfs ivc pIx vyly kokf kolf imlf lYNdy sn, jF stIl dy iglfs ivc pf ky pINdy huMdy sn, qF ik iksy nUM pqf nf lwg jfvy. Kflsf jI dy bol-bfly nUM rfjnIqk insLfnf mMnx vfly sLoRmxI akflI dl (bfdl) dy hux dy nOjvfn afgU ieho ijhI Kfs sLrm nhIN rwKdy. hfly ipCly sfl iewk Kflsf mfrc mOky AunHF ny biTMzy dy iewk pfrk ivc jdoN boqlF dy zwt KuwlHy qF Poto aMgryjLI aKLbfrF ivc Cpy sn qy ieh irport vI CpI sI ik suKbIr isMG bfdl nUM AuzIk ky Qwk gey nOjvfn afgU rYstorYNtF ivc bIar pI ky muV ky Kflsf mfrc ivc af sLfml hoey sn. ieh lok Kflsy dI QF Kulfsy hox df inkl afey hn, ijnHF ivc akflI dl afpxI sQfpqI dy idnF qoN lY ky hux qwk sImq irhf jF sImq rihx df Brm pfAuNdf irhf sI.    

          pihlF XUQ qy iPr hOlI-hOlI akflI afgU bxdy jf rhy iehnF nvyN lokF df pihilaF nfloN ieh vI PLrk hY ik ieh hux gurduafiraF qoN bfhr rihxf vDyry psMd krdy hn. pihly akflI afgU pfrlImYNt dy mYNbr qy vjLIr jF ivDfiek bx ky vI rYx-bsyry leI gurduafiraF dIaF srfvF dy kmry hI mwldy huMdy sn. vfdVIaF-sjfdVIaF AuWqy kfbU nf rwK skx krky AunHF dI keI vfrI bdnfmI vI ho jFdI sI qy lokIN ikhf krdy sn ik jy ieho kuJ krnf sI qF gurduafry qoN bfhr ikDry dPLf ho jFdy. nvIN pIVHI dy akflI lIzr srfvF dy kmiraF ivc Gwt rihMdy hn qy ikhVy sLihr df ikhVf hotl sB qoN vwD suKfvF qy iks rYstorYNt dI ikhVI cIjL sB qoN vwD svfdI hY, ies bfry iehnF nUM iksy vI hor qoN vwD pqf huMdf hY. Auh qF kfrporyt GrfixaF vFg eyQoN qwk jFdy hn ik jdoN AunHF dy lIzr ny afAuxf hovy, Aus df agfAUN poRgrfm imMtF dy ihsfb nfl igx ky bxfAuNdy qy irhfies afid dy vwKry bdlvyN pRbMD vI krky rwKdy hn, hflFik ieh pqf huMdf hY ik afAux vfly leI ieh sfrf pRbMD Aus dy afpxy stfPL ny vI kr lYxf hY qy srkfrI msLInrI ny vI.

          ieh vI gwl not krn vflI hY ik suKbIr isMG bfdl ny awgy afAux nfl akflI dl dIaF itktF `coN gYr-isKF df kotf vDx lwg ipaf hY. purfxy qy afpxy afp nUM tksflI aKvfAux vfly akflI lIzr BfvyN ies gwloN nwk-mUMh mroVdy hn, pr nvIN pIVHI ies nUM shI sfbq krn leI dlIlF dyNdI hY. hux qwk ieh mjbUrI sI ik jy akflI dl isrPL iswKF dI pfrtI nf hovy qF Auh sLRomxI gurduafrf pRbMDk kmytI dIaF coxF nhIN lV skdf, ies krky ieh iswKF dI pRqIinDqf df dfavydfr bixaf rihMdf sI, pr hux nvIN aVfAuxI pY geI hY. dysL dy cox kfnUMn anusfr iksy iewk Drm AuWqy aDfrq pfrtI pfrlImYNt qy ivDfn sBf dIaF coxF nhIN lV skdI. ipClI vfrI sLooRmxI akflI dl (bfdl) ny gurduafrf coxF lVn leI afpxy afp nUM iswKF dI pfrtI kih idwqf qy dUjIaF coxF lVn leI sfry lokF dI sFJI pfrtI bxf ky pysL kr idwqf. ieh mfmlf adflq ivc clf igaf ik iewko lIzr dy pRDfn huMidaF iewko pfrtI do vwK-vwK dfavy ikvyN kr skdI hY? s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl dI agvfeI hyT akflI pfrtI nUM adflq ivc hlPLIaf ibafn dy ky mMnxf pY igaf ik akflI dl qoN aijhf glqI nfl ho igaf hY, jo ik awgoN nhIN hovygf. coxF qF agFh vI hoxgIaF, ivDfn sBf qy lok sBf vflIaF vI qy sLoRmxI gurduafrf pRbMDk kmytI dIaF vI, qd ies pfrtI kol kI rfh rih jfvygf? isrPL ieho ik gurduafrf coxF leI afpxy ivwcoN pwky BrosymMdF dI cox krky Auh cox lVn jogI iewk vwKrI pfrtI KVI kry. Aus sUrq ivc hux vfly nvyN XUQ lIzr ies muwK pfrtI ivc rih jfxgy qy sfbq sUrq nOjvfn golkF sMBflx lf idwqy jfxgy.

          pr rfjnIqk nksLf eyny nfl vI bdl nhIN jfxf. ies dy sMkyq hor pfisEN iml rhy hn. ipClIaF iqMn vfrIaF ivwcoN akflI-Bfjpf ny do vfrI 1997 qy 2002 ivc ngr ingm coxF iml ky lVIaF qy dovyN vfrI aMimRqsr qy jlMDr nUM Bfjpf dI agyq dy sLihr mMinaf sI. jdoN 1997 ivc Bfjpf dy myar jlMDr qy aMimRqsr ivc bx gey, akflIaF df isrPL luiDafxy `c bx sikaf sI, ikAuNik pitafly ivc EdoN qwk kfrporysLn dI cox nhIN sI hoeI qy biTMzf hfly kfrporysLn nhIN sI bx sikaf. hux luiDafxf qy pitaflf qF akflI koty dy sLihr mMny hI hoey hn, aMimRqsr bfry sLfied bhuqf rOlf nf pvy, pr jlMDr Bfjpf qoN Kohx leI akflI dl ny qkVI koisLsL kIqI hY.

          BfrqI jnqf pfrtI qoN itktF nf imlx krky bfgI ho ky ijwqy hoey kONslrF nUM akflI dl ivc sLfml krn dI jlMDr ivc AucycI muihMm clfeI geI, qF ik Bfjpf nfloN akflI kONslrF dI igxqI vDf ky myar dy ahudy AuWqy hwk jqfieaf jf sky. jdoN afpxy 14 mYNbrF ivc Bfjpf dy cfr bfgI joV ky iehnF ny aTfrF bxf ley qy Bfjpf dy 16 qoN do vDf ley, ies nfl qrQwlI mwc geI. Bfjpf dy lIzrF ny ieh mslf rfj pwDr dI qflmyl kmytI ivc vI AuTfieaf qy kyNdr ivc Bfjpf afgUaF qwk vI gwl pucf idwqI. EQoN ies mfmly ivc sR[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl nfl iswDI gwlbfq kIqI geI qy iPr gwTjoV kfiem rwKx leI bfdl sfihb ny kih idwqf ik Bfjpf dy bfgI hoey bMdy Bfjpf vwl hI muV jfx, sfQoN koeI afs nf rwKx. Auh bMdy vfps nhIN muVy, sgoN ieh kih rhy hn ik eydF df ibafn dyxf rhy hn ik eydF df ibafn dyxf vwzy bfdl sfihb dI rfjnIqk mjbUrI sI, nf sfnUM hux iksy ny akflI dl `coN kwZxf hY qy nf asIN afp hI inklxf hY. mjLydfr gwl ieh ik ijs s[ suKbIr isMG bfdl dy iesLfry AuWqy AunHF nUM akflI dl `c sLfml krfieaf igaf suxIdf hY, Aus ny ies bfry jLbfn hI nhIN KolHI. Bfv ies df ieh ilaf jf irhf hY ik iehnF bMidaF nUM hux kwiZaf nhIN jfvygf, myar dI sIt Bfjpf nUM Cwz ky vI afpxy bMdy Aus qoN vwD joV ky Aus AuWqy eydF df dbfa vDfieaf jfvygf ik mrjLI akflI dl dI hI cwldI rhy.

          biTMzy dI cox swcf sOdf zyry dy JgVy kfrn nhIN ho skI, pr jy ho jFdI qF myar EQy vI akflIaF df hoxf sI. hux do sLihrF dy myar akflI bxf ky qy qIjf Bfjpf df myar huMidaF vI AunHF nfloN vD mYNbrF df DVf kfiem rwK ky akflI dl vwloN Bfjpf nUM ieh sMkyq dy idwqf igaf hY ik Bfjpf hux pMjfb dy sLihrF ivc vI Auh QF nhIN rwKdI, jo pihlF rwKdI sI. ieh Aus gwl df jvfb hY, jo ivDfn sBf coxF ipwCoN kuJ Bfjpf lIzr kihMdy sn. AunHF dI coB ieh huMdI sI ik Bfjpf qF ipClI vfrI dIaF do sItF qoN vDf ky AunI sItF AuWqy phuMc geI, ijMnIaF kdy Aus ny hux qwk ijwqIaF hI nhIN sn, pr akflI 1977, 1985 qy 1997 nfloN vI hyTF izwg ky isrPL 48 sItF qwk sImq rih gey hn. Bfv AunHF df ieh huMdf sI ik ieh hux sfzy ibnF rfj krn jogy nhIN rhy, qy iesy afDfr AuWqy Auh muV-muV Aup muwK mMqrI df ahudf dyx dI mMg duhrfAuNdy sn.

          bdldy rfjnIqk idRsL dI ieh Jlk sR[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl sLfied kdy vI nf idKfAuNdy, pr Bfjpf dy lIzrF ny ipCly smyN ivc ijhVf rfh PV ilaf sI, Aus dy huMidaF suKbIr isMG bfdl leI rfh hI ieho bicaf sI. pihlF rfsLtrI iswK sMgIq bxf ky Bfjpf aqy afr[ aYWs[ aYWs[ ny iswKF ivc afpxf afDfr bxfAuxf afrMiBaf. Pyr sLihrI iswKF qoN sLurU krky pyNzU iswKF qy Kfs krky Aus jwt iswK BfeIcfry ivc afpxIaF jVHF lfAuxIaF sLurU kr idwqIaF, ijs nUM akflI dl afpxI rIVH dI hwzI mMn ky cwldf afieaf hY. koeI hrjIq isMG gryvfl qy koeI nvjoq isMG iswDU jF mihMdrpfl mfn ilaf ky Bfjpf ny iewk pfsy afpxy ihMdU afDfr ivc ros Br ilaf ik jy ies pfrtI ny vI jwtF nUM hI itktF dyxIaF hn qF ihMdU ikwDr jfxgy qy dUjy pfsy akflIaF dy mnF ivc ivsivsy Br idwqy ik ijvyN ies pfrtI ny dUjy rfjF ivc afpxy sihXogIaF nUM zkfr jfx dI nIqI bxfeI hY, Auho pMjfb ivc vI bxf rhI hY. nqIjy vjoN akflI sPLF dy iewk qkVy ihwsy aMdr ieh ivcfr Brnf sLurU ho igaf ik ies pfrtI AuWqy vkqI qOr `qy inrBrqf qF TIk hY, lMmy smyN leI Gfqk hovygI.

          aFZ-gvFZ dy qjrby ny vI AunHF nUM iesy pfsy qoiraf. ijMnI dyr hirafxy ivc cODrI dyvI lfl jF XU[ pI[ ivc mulfiem isMG Xfdv ny iehnF nfl sFJ rwKI, Auh afjLfd hsqI bxf ky kFgrs df bdl nhIN sn bx sky. jdoN vI AunHF nUM mjLbUq huMidaF vyKdI, Bfjpf AunHF hyToN pOVI iKskf lYNdI sI qy kmjLor pYNdy vyK ky afpxf eyjMzf lfgU krn leI mjbUr krdI huMdI sI. kyNdr ivc vI jnqf dl vgYrf nUM afp hI isMGfsn qwk pucf ky ipwCoN vI pI isMG dI kursI Aultf idwqI sI qy pYdf hoey Klfa ivwcoN kFgrs df kyNdrI pwDr df bdl bxn ivc kfmXfb rhI sI. ieho KLqrf pMjfb ivc vI pYdf hox lwg ipaf sI qy iewk vfrI qF Bfjpf dy pRFqk pRDfn lflf lfjpq rfey ny eyQoN qwk vI kih idwqf sI ik asIN sdf hI pMjfb ivc akflI dl nfl Cotf BfeIvfl bx ky sFJ nhIN pfeI rwKxI, aglI vfrI asIN Aus koloN ivDfn sBf dIaF awDIaF qoN vwD sItF vI mMg skdy hF, qF ik gwTjoV ijwqx dI sUrq ivc rfj dI agvfeI sfzy hwQ rih sky. EdoN ies ibafn qoN akflI sPLF ivc eynI hlcl mwcI sI ik keI idnF qwk akflI dl dy sInIar lIzr gruwpF dI sLkl ivc sFJy ibafn jfrI kr-kr ky lflf jI dy ibafn dI inMdf krdy rhy sn.

          bfdl akflI dl dI vI qy bfdl pirvfr dI vI hirafxy dI ivroDI iDr df Durf mMny jFdy cOtflf pirvfr nfl purfxI sFJ hY. Auh ieh jfxdy hn ik vfjpfeI srkfr dy hMuidaF jdoN bMsI lfl srkfr df Bog pYx lwgf qF bdl bxn leI cOtflf sfihb dI pfrtI qy Bfjpf ny sFJf morcf bxfieaf sI. EdoN dy Bfjpf dy hirafxy dy ieMcfrj nirMdr modI ny eynIaF vwD sItF mMgIaF ik cOtflf sfihb KMUjy lwg jfxy sn. AunHF ny iswDf hI kih idwqf ik jy nirMdr modI mIitMg ivc bYTygf qF asIN gwl hI nhIN krnI. Pyr jdoN Bfjpf ny modI nUM pfsy kIqf qF cOtflf sfihb ny cqrfeI vrq ky Bfjpf nUM eynIaF ku sItF hI CwzIaF sn ik agyq AunHF dy afpxy hwQ rhy.

          ies vfrI pMjfb ivDfn sBf dIaF coxF mOky vI Bfjpf ny mMg eynI vwzI rwKI sI ik iewk vfrI suKbIr isMG bfdl hurIN jLrUrI kMm df bhfnf bxf ky mIitMg `coN AuWT afey sn. aglI mIitMg qwk Bfjpf dy kyNdrI lIzrF nUM cOtfly df cyqf af igaf qy Auh EnIaF sItF AuWqy mMn gey sn, ijMnIaF akflI dyNdy sn. ies dy bfjvUd jdoN Auh ieh kihMdy sn ik asIN doNh qoN AunI ho gey, akflI dl iqrqflI qoN aTqflI vI msF ho sikaf hY qF akflI afgU kdy-kdy ieh suxf dyNdy sn ik iqrqflI qoN aTqflI hoey qF kI, Bfjpf dIaF AunIaF qoN qF ajy vI ZfeI guxy hF. kFgrs df bdl qF asIN hI hF, Bfjpf ny nhIN bx jfxf. hux kONsl coxF dOrfn qy Aus qoN ipwCoN ijhVI nIqI bfdl akflI dl ny apxfeI hY, Auh Bfjpf nUM BivwK bfry iPLkrmMd kr rhI hY.

          ies nksLy dy bdlx ivc ihwsf pfAux vflI nvIN gwl sfzy sLihrF df bdl irhf muhFdrf vI hY. pMjfb dy pMjy vwzy mhFngrF, luiDafxf, aMimRqsr, jlMDr, pitaflf qy biTMzf ny nyVly keI-keI ipMz hI nhIN, keI Coty-Coty ksby vI afpxy ivc imlf ley hn. hornF dsF sflF nUM jdoN jlMDr ivc krqfrpur vI rl igaf, jMzU isMGf vI qy sLfied PgvfVf-kpUrQlf imlf ky grytr jlMDr qy iesy qrHF keI ksby imlf ky grytr luiDafxf bx igaf, EdoN sLihrF ivc nf qF ihMdU BfeIcfry dI bhu-igxqI lwBxI hY, nf AunHF kfrobfrIaF dI, ijhVy pihlF jn sMG qy ipwCoN Bfjpf dy irvfieqI ipClwg bxy afAuNdy sn. KyqI df DMdf Cwz ky vwK-vwK kfrobfrF rfhIN pyNzU ipCokV vfly ijhVy lok iehnF sLihrF ivc af rhy hn, Auh sLihrF aMdr qF akflIaF nUM Bfjpf `qy BfrU krngy hI, smwucy pMjfb dI rfjnIqI ivc vI kFgrs dy ieklOqy bdl vjoN hoNd kfiem krn df afDfr bx jfxgy.

          EDr kOmI pwDr dI rfjnIqI ivc iek qIjf morcf bxnf sLurU ho cuwkf hY, BfvyN hfl dI GVI ieh BfnmqI dy kunby vrgf hI hY. jy Auh morcf kwlH nUM jLor PVy qF akflIaF nUM Aus dy nyVy lwgxf suKflf jfp skdf hY. dUjy rfjF dy iswKF nUM Bfjpf dy hwk ivc Bugqx leI kihx ivc AunHF nUM ijhVI aOK df sfhmxf krnf pYNdf hY, Auh aOK qIjy morcy dy hwk ivc apIl krn vyly nhIN rhygI.

          ieho ijhy hflfq ivc pMjfb df rfjnIqk nksLf ijs iksm dI kVvwl lY irhf hY, jy Auh awj dy hfkm gwTjoV dIaF dovF iDrF nUM aglIaF ivDfn sBf coxF vwKo-vwK lVn qwk lY jfvy qF hYrfnI nhIN hoxI cfhIdI. eynI gwl jLrUr hY ik pfrlImYNt coxF qwk ies sFJ nUM koeI PLrk nhIN pYxf. kfrn ies df isrPL iewko hY ik dysL dy qKLq AuWqy muV kbjLy leI jqnsLIl Bfjpf dI lIzrisLp pMjfb dIaF qyrF sItF AuWqy mFjf iPrn df KLqrf muwl nhIN lYx lwgI qy bfdl akflI dl vI eynI kfhlI kdy nhIN ivKfvygf ik kfhlI awgy toey dy muhfvry df isLkfr bx jfvy.

 


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          iqMn ku hPLqy kYnyzf ivwc gujLfr ky muVn ipwCoN bhuq sfry sMsfr pwDr dy mfmly idmfg ivwc hn, ijnHF df sMbMD rfjnIqI nfl nhIN, smuwcI mnuwKqf dIaF BivwKI loVF nfl hY. AunHF leI ilKxf cfhMudf hF, pr Aus qoN pihlF afAuNdy sfr dys aMdr dI rfjnIqk qy smfijk siQqI dy eyny muwidaF ny rfh mwl ilaf hY ik pihl iehnF nUM dyxI pY rhI hY. iehnF muwidaF ivwc idwlI dy hvfeI awzy aMdrlI gVbV-cOQ aqy idwlI sLihr qy qfjLf ivkfs dy bfvjUd rfq dy bfrF vjy qwk tRYiPLk jfm hox dI siQqI nUM Coh ilaf jfvy qF Auho hI lMmy lyK df msflf hn. jlMDr smyq pUry pMjfb dI ipCly iqMn hPLiqaF dI Polf-PflI vI eyzf vwzf aMbfr lf dyNdI hY, ijhVf keI lyKF ivwc nhIN muwk skdf. eydF df hor vI bhuq kuJ hY, pr gwl hfly asIN krFgy AunHF muwidaF dI, ijhVy hr pfsy Cfey hoey hox dy bfvjUd nvIaF boqlF ivwc purfxI sLrfb qoN vwD drjf nhIN rwKdy jfpdy.

          zyrf swcf sOdf vflf mfmlf EQy df EQy KVf vI jfpdf hY qy ies ivwc nvyN moV vI not kIqy jf skdy hn. EQy df EQy ies pwKoN hY ik zyry df muKI hfly qwk vI PiVaf nhIN jf sikaf, isrPL puls dy gyVy hI vwj rhy hn. Aus dy ivroD dy pYNqVy bfry hornF akflI DiVaF ipwCoN mfn akflI dl aMdr vI qryVF pY geIaF hn, pr zyry df ivroD dovyN DVy hI kr rhy hn. zyry dy muKI vwloN iewk hor mfPLI mMgx dI pysLksL iPr aMdr-Kfqy ho rhI hY qy akfl qKLq sfihb vwloN zyrf muKI dy ivroD dy swdy dy bfvjUd keI pRmuwK iswK afgU ivcoligrI krdy vI sB dI njLr ivwc hn. bfeIkft df swdf dyx vfly jQydfrF dy afpxy eylcI vI Aus zyry dy aiDkfrq pRqIinDF nfl gupq mIitMgF lf rhy hn. mukwdmy vI adflqF ivwc ijvyN ipCly mhIny cwldy sn, EvyN hI hux cwlI jFdy hn.

          ies mfmly ivwc af rhy nvyN moVF `coN pRmuwK moV ieh hY ik kuJ bIbIaF nUM zyry vwloN afqm-GfqI hmlfvr ho skx vflIaF afK ky pMjfb dy muwK mMqrI, Aus dy pirvfr dy jIaF qy kuJ isMMG sfihbfn dI krVI surwiKaf dy Aucycy pRbMD kIqy jf rhy hn. mjLydfr gwl ieh hY ik puls df iewk isKrlf aPLsr AunHF sLwkI afqm-GfqI hmlfvr bIbIaF dIaF qsvIrF jfrI kr irhf hY qy dUjy pfsy pMjfb dI pUrI puls df muKI ieh kih irhf hY ik Aus nUM ies qrHF dI iksy siQqI dI koeI sUcnf hI nhIN. iksy vI ivakqI nUM koeI mukwdmf drj kIqy jF Aus ivruwD adflqI hukm jfrI hoey qoN ibnF mujrm krfr dy ky Poto jfrI nhIN kIqIaF jf skdIaF, pr pMjfb dy QfixaF ivwc AunHF bIbIaF dIaF qsvIrF ds-nMbrIey bdmfsLF dy kYlMzr dy brfbr tMgIaF jf rhIaF hn. jy kwlH nUM AunHF ivwcoN koeI bIbI ies kfrvfeI nUM lY ky suprIm kort jf puwjI, AunHF aPLsrF nUM lYxy dy dyxy pY jfxgy, ijhVy mOky dy mflkF dy KusLy pRfpq krn leI kfnUMnI hwdF AulMG rhy hn.

          dUjI idlcsp gwl ieh ik akflI afgUaF ny zyry dy muKI gurmIq rfm rhIm isMG AuWqy hux ieh dosL lfieaf hY ik Aus ny zyrf muKI dI pdvI KfilsqfnI awqvfdIaF dI mdd nfl sFBI sI. ies sMbMD ivwc Auh nFa lYNdy hn gurjMt isMG rfjsQfnI df, jo Kfilsqfn kmFzo PLors df muKI hMudf sI qy zyrf muKI gurmIq rfm rhIm isMG df njLdIkI irsLqydfr vI sI. gwl ieh swcI ho skdI hY, pr asIN ies zyry dy muKI bxn dI khfxI nfloN vwD ies gwl nUM crcf dy Xog smJdy hF ik akflIaF dI njLr ivwc gurjMt isMG rfjsQfnI awqvfdI kdoN df ho igaf? jdoN iewk puls mukfbly dOrfn Auh mfiraf igaf sI, AudoN qF Aus nUM sLhId kih ky Aus df imRqk srIr pRfpq krn leI pMjfb bMd df swdf srdfr pRkfsL isMG bfdl ny idwqf sI. jy Auh awqvfdI sI qF pMjfb bMd df swdf ikAuN idwqf qy sLhId ikAuN ikhf sI qy jy EdoN Auh sLhId sI qF hux Auh awqvfdI ikvyN ho igaf? iksy bMdy nUM sLhId jF awqvfdI hox df qKwls Aus pfrtI dI rfjnIqk loVF dy afDfr Auwqy nhIN idwqf jf skdf, ijs dy lIzr kdy sMq hrcMd isMG lONgovfl nUM vI gdfr kih dyNdy hn qy kdy Aus nUM sLhId kih ky Aus dI brsI mnfAux qur pYNdy hn.

          qIjf idlcsp pwK hY Aus zyry vwloN kIqy jf rhy jLmInI Gfly-mfilaF qy Aus dy pRbMDkF dIaF koJIaF hrkqF df. sfnUM ieh svfl kYnyzf ivwc vI keI QF puwiCaf igaf qy asIN sfP ikhf sI ik Auh iekwlf zyrf hI nhIN, pMjfb aMdrlf Dfrimk Pwty vflf hr zyrf ieho kuJ krdf hY. zyrf swcf sOdf bfry knsoaF sux ky jdoN asIN Aus dI aslIaq jfxn puwjy qF ds sfl pihlF hI sfnUM Aus zyry dy aFZ-guvFZ dy iksfnF ny ro-ro ky dwisaf sI ik Dfrimk smfgm vfly idnF ivwc iehnF dy syvk, jo pRymI khfAuNdy hn, sfzy GrF duafly KVy ho ky aOrqF sfhmxy pysLfb afid krdy hn qy jy ieqrfjL krIey qF sfnUM juwqIaF mfrdy hn. AunHF dwisaf sI ik keI iksfn ies guMzfgrdI kfrn duKI ho ky awD-pcwDy muwl AuWqy jLmInF zyry nUM sONp ky qur gey hn qy aMq nUM awk ky asIN vI sLfied ieho krFgy. ieh kOVf swc Aus iekwly zyry bfry nhIN, pMjfb dy lwgBwg hr Dfrimk zyry AuWqy lfgU hMudf hY. rfDf svfmIaF bfry aKLbfrF ivwc crcf keI vfr hoeI hY, pr kFgrsI hkUmq hovy jF akflI-Bfjpf dI, dovF dy rfj ivwc AunHF qoN votF dI afs rwKx vfly lIzr bYTy hox kr ky kdy koeI kfrvfeI nhIN hMudI, isLkfieq kriqaF dI iCqrOV hI hMudI hY.

          nfnksr zyiraF dI iewk lMmI lVI pMjfb ivwc vI hY qy pMjfboN qy dysoN bfhr vI. iehnF dIaF keI vfrI bfhr dy lokF nfl qy keI vfrI afpo ivwc zfgF-ikrpfnF cwlx dIaF KLbrF afAuNdIaF rihMdIaF hn. aFZ-gvFZ dy lokF dIaF jLmInF AuWqy njfiejL kbjLy krn dy dosL iehnF dy zyiraF AuWqy vI lwgdy rihMdy hn. iewk zyry AuWqy awDI drjn syvfdfrF hwQ afeI iewk kuVI ny qIjy idn cIkF mfr-mfr ky rfh jFdy lok iekwTy kIqy qy iPr AunHF ny hwQoN Cuwt skI sI. hfly ipCly mhIny iewk hor zyry dy syvfdfrF ny nfl lwgdy KyqF `c kMm kr rhI kuVI nUM jf Gyiraf. hux cOvI agsq dy idn jlMDr ivwc AunHF df hI iewk bfbf icwtI kfr AuWqy lfl bwqI qy hUtr lf ky Aus dy awgy gOrimMt afPL ieMzIaf aqy izptI kimsLnr idwlI dy borz iPwt krvf ky jFdf kfbU af igaf. PVy jfx AuWqy Aus ny Kud nUM nfnksr zyry df syvfdfr dwsx dy nfl-nfl puls mfnItr vjoN vI sLnfKLqI kfrz pysL kr idwqf. ieh iewk vMngI hY pMjfb dy zyiraF vfilaF dI, hox BfvyN Auh iksy vI sMprdf nfl sMbMDq, ies nfl koeI PLrk nhIN pYNdf.

          pMjfb ivwc iewk Kfs nIqI aDIn hr vfrI iewk zyrf cuixaf jFdf hY qy Aus nUM kuwtx dy bhfny bfkIaF nUM zrf ky votF leIaF jFdIaF hn. kdy inrMkfrIaF nUM cux ky kuwitaf igaf, kdy nUrmihlIaF nUM nok AuWqy rwiKaf igaf qy iewk Kfs mOky ipafrf isMG BinafrF vflf insLfny AuWqy Dr ilaf igaf sI. ijs ipafrf isMG BinafrF vfly kol kdy isKrly akflI afgU cOkIaF Brdy huMdy sn, ipwCoN Aus dy lMGx vfly srkfrI rfh vI roky jfx lwg pey. gwl eynI vDI ik Aus dy jnm idn mOky Aus dy zyry AuWqy smfgm hox qoN rokx leI vI morcy lwgx lwg pey. awj siQqI ieh hY ik ijs aMimRqsr qoN inrMkfrIaF ivruwD muihMm ivwZI geI sI, Ausy aMimRqsr aMdr lwK-lwK dI hfjLrI vfly inrMkfrI smfgm ho rhy hn qy ipCly hPLqy ipafrf isMG BinafrF vfly dy jnm idn smfgm mOky ies vfrI iksy akflI lIzr ny morcf lf ky rfh rokxf qF kI, rvfieqI ros df ibafn vI nhIN idwqf. afKLr ikAuN? ies leI ik hux swcy sOdy vflf nvF muwK dusLmx lwB ipaf hY qy jdoN qwk koeI hor nvF insLfnf nhIN lwiBaf jF imiQaf jFdf, Enf icr ieho muwdf kfPLI hY. nvF insLfnf lwNBx ipwCoN ies zyry dy aYb vI Buwl jfxgy qy jLrf ku Ehlf rwK ky awK-mtwkf sLurU ho jfvygf.

          Dfrimk Kyqr nfl juVy ies rfm-rOly qoN pry ht ky vwzf muwdf hY rfjnIqI df. iewk pfsy muwK mMqrI sR[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl qy AunHF dy prvfr dy mYNbrF jF sfQI lIzrF ivruwD mukwdimaF dy gvfh muwkr rhy hn qy dUjy pfsy sfbkf muwK mMqrI kYptn amirMdr isMG qy AunHF dy prvfr dy mYNbrF jF sfQI lIzrF ivruwD mukwdmy bx rhy hn. lokIN ipCly rfj ivwc vI puwCdy huMdy sn ik nqIjf kI inklygf qy hux vI ieho puwCI jFdy hn. nqIjf ies ivwcoN inklxf hI kuJ nhIN, ikAuNik pMjfb df rfj hux pMj-pMj sfl dIaF vfrIaF dy gyV ivwc pY cuwkf hY. ipClI srkfr ny ijhVy kys bxfey sn, AunHF dy gvfh hux muwkrdy jFdy hn qy ijhVy kys hux bx rhy hn, AunHF dy gvfh aglI srkfr bxn ipwCoN muwkr jfxgy. AurdU df sLyar hY; Aumry-drfjL mFg kr lfey Qy rojL cfr, do afrjLU myN gujLr geI, do ieMqjLfr myN. hux dy lIzrF nUM cfr idn dI QF pMj sfl df smF imldf hY, Aus `coN ZfeI sfl df smF afpxy kys mukfAux AuWqy lf ky qur jFdy hn qy ZfeI sfl ivroDIaF AuWqy kys bxfAux lyKy lf jFdy hn, pMjfb dy lokF dI icMqF krn leI mOkf hI nhIN imldf. huxy-huxy ngr kONsl coxF ivwc burI qrHF hfr jfx ipwCoN kYptn amirMdr isMG ny kih idwqf hY ieh coxF kFgrs dy ivruwD akflI-Bfjpf gwTjoV ny nhIN, puls ny lVIaF hn. ieho gwl ipClI vfrI coxF hfr ky srdfr pRkfsL isMG bfdl ny khI sI. iewko dUjy nfl kursIaF bdl lYx mgroN Auh pRYws-not vI iewk dUjy vfly vrqx lwg pYNdy hn qy lokIN iesy nUM lok-qMqr smJI jFdy hn.

          lok-qMqr df nmUnf pMjfb ivwc hI nhIN, dysL dy pwDr AuWqy vI pUry hI nhIN, dysL dy pwDr Auwqy vI pUry kmfl df hY. EQy amrIkf nfl kIqy pRmfxU smJOqy kfrn pRDfn mMqrI zfktr mnmohn isMG nUM sB qoN iqwKy ivroD df sfhmxf afpxy sihXogI kfmryz BrfvF qoN krnf pY irhf hY. Auh ieh vI khI jFdy hn ik asIN kyNdr dI srkfr izwgx nhIN dyxI qy ieh vI ik zfktr mnmohn isMG jF qF srkfr bcf lvy jF smJOqf, dovyN cIjLF iekwTIaF nhIN cwl skxgIaF. rfh ies df koeI nf koeI inkl afAuxf hY, pr kdoN qy ikhVf rfh inklygf, ieh hfly sfPL nhIN ho irhf.

          dUjy bMny iesy smJOqy nUM lY ky sB qoN iqwKf vigaf hY sfbkf kyNdrI mMqrI jfrj PLrnFzyjL. Aus ny do gwlF khIaF hn : iewk qF ieh ik zfktr mnmohn isMG ny Bfrq dI hyTI krvf idwqI hY qy dUjI ieh ik jy ieho smJOqf cIn dy lIzr ny kIqf hMudf, hux nUM isr ivwc golI mfr ky gwl mukfeI hoxI sI. Bfrq dI hyTI dI gwl krn vflf jfrj PLrnFzyjL jdoN Bfrq df rwiKaf mMqrI hMuidaF Ausy amrIkf dy dOry AuWqy igaf qF Aus dI kwpVy lfh ky qlfsLI leI geI sI. vfps af ky Auhny vI qy Aus dI vfjpfeI srkfr ny vI ies bysLrmI nUM aMdry-aMdr pI ilaf sI. ipwCoN amrIkf dy iewk sfbkf mMqrI ny ies Gtnf bfry afpxI ikqfb ivwc ilK ky Byd KolH idwqf. jfrj PLrnFzyjL nUM Aus Gtnf bfry puwiCaf igaf qF Aus df juafb sI; mYnUM kot lfhux nUM ikhf igaf, mYN lfh idwqf. juwqI Auqfrn nUM ikhf igaf, mYN lfh idwqI. jo-jo AunHF ny ikhf, mYN lfh idwqf. ies ivwc byiewjLqI vflI koeI gwl hI nhIN sI. ijhVf bMdf Bfrq vrgy aihm dysL df, kyNdrI mMqrI hMuidaF eynI burI qrHF jLlIl ho ky vI kihMdf sI ik ies ivwc byiewjLqI vflI koeI gwl nhIN sI, Auho bMdf hux ieh kih irhf hY ik zfktr mnmohn isMG ny amrIkf nfl iewk smJOqf kr ky Bfrq dI hyTI krvf idwqI hY.

          ijwQoN qwk PrnFzyjL sfihb dI dUjI gwl df sMbMD hY ik jy cIn dy lIzr ny ieho smJOqf kIqf huMdf qF isr ivwc golI mfrI hoxI sI, Aus soc dI hmfieq kIqy ibnF jy iewk pl leI ieh vI mMn leIey ik eydF hoxf cfhIdf hY qF pihlI vfrI mnmohn isMG dI nhIN sI afAuxI. zfktr mnmohn isMG qoN pihlF ieho vfrI AunHF dI afAuxI sI, ijnHF AuWqy kfrigl dI jMg ivwc sLhIdF dy KwPxF (bkisaF) `coN kimsLn Kfx df dooosL lwgdf sI qy golI mfr ky gwl mukfAux vyly iksy lIzr dI blI idwqI jfxI sI, ies bfry jfrj PLrnFzyjL iksy vI hor qoN vwD jfxdy hn. glqI bdly golI df isDFq kdoN qoN lfgU hoxf hY, ieh jfrj PLrnFzyjL dI mrjLI AuWqy inrBr nhIN kr skdf.

          qy afKLrI gwl; Bfjpf dy iewk kyNdrI lIzr ny iesy smJOqy bfry crcf kridaF eyQoN qwk kih idwqf ik kfmryzF nUM hux BONkxf nhIN, (kwuqy vFg) kwtxf cfhIdf hY. eynI AuWc pfey dI rfjnIqk sLbdfvlI sux ky sLrm afAuNdI hY. mYN ies ibafn AuWqy koeI vI itwpxI krn dI QF isrPL ieh dwsxf cfhMudf hF ik sLfndfr suPLny bfry iewk kivqf ilKI sI, ijs dy aMq ivc iliKaf sI; jd jogI dI awK sI KuwlHI, suxy BONkdy kuwqy. Auho bIvI qy Auho bwcy jogI lfgy suwqy. mYnUM vI ieh rfjnIqk ibafn pVH ky ieMj hI mihsUs hoieaf, ijvyN suPLinaF vrgy sohxy dysL kYnyzf qoN prqdy sfr kuwqy BONkdy sux irhf hovF. dunIaf ikqy dI ikqy phuMc geI, sfzy lIzr hfly BONkx qy vwZ Kfx qoN awgy hI nhIN vD sky. jy afjLfdI dy swT sfl lMGf ky vI sfzy lIzrF df ikrdfr nhIN bdl sikaf qF awgoN leI vI kI afs rwKI jf skdI hY?

 

 


rfjsI KihsrbfjLI ivc Pisaf pMjfb gMBIr afriQk sMkt dy muhfxy `qy!

-jiqMdr pnUM

          lok-rfj ijwQy vI hovy, EQy lokF dI qswlI nf krf skx vfly hukmrfn aksr bdl idwqy jFdy hn. nvIN hukmrfn af jfx qF Auh nIqIaF ivc moVf pf ky lokF dI qswlI krvfAux dI koisLsL krdy hn. srkfrI msLInrI dy purjLy mOky dI srkfr dIaF nIqIaF muqfbk cwldy hn qy eydF krdy hoey vI ieh iKafl jLrUr rwKdy hn ik dysL dy sMivDfnk dIaF buinafdI syDF qoN Ault koeI gwl nf jFdI hovyy. ijwQy ikDry Auh mOky dI srkfr nUM dysL dy buinafdI nymF dI AulMGxf kridaF vyKdy hn, ies gwl AuWqy cyqfvnI dyNdy hn, qy keI vfr aV vI jFdy hn, ik ieh kuJ nhIN ho skdf. Bfrq aqy ies dy nfl lwgdy dysLF aMdr eydF nhIN huMdf. eyQoN dI srkfrI msLInrI dy purjLy aMgryjLF vyly ijMnI bysLrmI nfl AunHF dy jI-hjLUrIey huMdy sn, hux EdoN vI vwD bx ky ivKfAux qur pYNdy hn; More loyal than the king himself, arQfq Kud rfjy nfloN vI vwzy rfj dy vPLfdfr. Bfrq nUM Cwzo, sfzy pMjfb dI srkfr dy aiDkfrI vI hfkmF dy eydF dy vPLfdfr hI bxn qury hoey hn.

          sfzy sfhmxy kysF dI iewk lVI hY bfdl pirvfr dy iKlfPL. Auh kys jdoN bxy sn, EdoN keI lokF nUM ieMj jfpdf sI ik ies pirvfr df rfjsI jIvn hux KLqm ho jfvygf qy bfkI ijLMdgI jylHF-kcihrIaF dy cwkr ivc rul jfvygI. kuJ kflm-nvIsF dI ieh rfey EdoN vI sI, ijnHF ivc asIN vI sLfml sF, ik iehnF kysF df koeI Tos nqIjf nhIN inklxf qy aglI vfrI jy srkfr bdl geI qF sfrI khfxI hI Twp ho jfxI hY. jdoN iewQoN dI srkfr bdlI, amirMdr isMG dI QF rfj dI vfgzor s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl dy hwQ afeI, adflqI kfrvfeI nUM EdoN hI Aultf gyar lwg igaf. ieh gyar bdlI eynI hfsohIxy ZMg nfl hoeI ik kys df srkfrI vkIl qF adflq ivc kuJ khy qy cMzIgVHoN hukm af jfx krky ijLlHf atfrnI muV-muV kuJ hor sunyhy ByjI jfvy. iewk mOky qF ieh iKwcoqfx adflq dy aMdr vI ho geI qy mfxXog jwj nUM dKLl dyxf pY igaf.

          Aus dy bfad sfrI adflqI kfrvfeI eyQy af ky ismt geI ik kwlH ikMny srkfrI gvfh adflq ivc af ky pihlF ilKfeI hoeI gvfhI qoN muwkry sn, prsoN ikMny qy awj ikMny muwkr gey hn. ieh gvfh iksy PLOjdfrI kys ivc pyNzU sLrIky BfeIcfry `coN nhIN, srkfrI ivBfgF `coN afAuNdy aPLsr sn, ijnHF `coN keIaF dy kol Kud vI mYijstryt dy aiDkfr hn. srkfrI qOr `qy kysF dI pux-Cfx mOky AunHF nUM AunHF dy iesy ieqbfr Xog ahudy kfrn nfl rwiKaf igaf sI qy dsKLq vI AunHF ny QF-QF kIqy hoey hn. hux jdoN Auh muwkr rhy hn qF isrPL ieho nhIN kihMdy ik asIN AudoN mOky dI srkfr dy dbfa hyT glq kMm kIqf sI, ieh vI khI jFdy hn ik sfzy qoN Plfxy aYWs[ aYWs[ pI aqy Plfxy zI[ afeI[ jI[ ny DmkI dy ky krvfieaf sI. eyQy eynf jMgl df rfj qF nhIN ik iksy DmkI dyyx vfly dI koeI aPLsr, ijhVf Kud vI mYijstryt df drjf rwKdf hovy, ikDry isLkfieq hI nf kr sky. Auh hfeI kort jf skdy sn, jy EdoN nhIN sn gey qF srkfr bdldy sfr ieho kMm kr skdy sn ik EdoN sfnUM DmkI idwqI geI sI. AunHF ny ieMj ikAuN nhIN kIqf? ies leI ik Auh Kud vI eyny kfxy hn ik kFgrsI rfj vyly afpxI Kwl bcfAux leI AunHF dy hwQ-Toky bx jFdy hn qy akflI-Bfjpf rfj afey qoN AunHF dy. ivjIlYNs df kfnUMn hux bdl cuwkf hY qy awj kwlH jy koeI bMdf iBRsLtfcfr dy kys ivc gvfhI qoN muwkry qF Aus nUM igRPLqfr kIqf jf skdf hY, pr iehnF aPLsrF nUM muwkr jfx mgroN adflq ivc hostfeIl kih ky hI gwl KLqm kr idwqI jFdI hY, aglI kfrvfeI koeI nhIN kIqI jFdI, ikAuNik ivjIlYNs vfly vI jfxdy hn ik ieh muwkr nhIN rhy, mukrfey jf rhy hn.

          dUjf pwK ieh vI hY ik kYptn amirMdr isMG dI srkfr hI nhIN, sfrIaF srkfrF vyly dI khfxI ieho hY ik Auh eydF dy kys qy ikwsy GVn leI srkfrI aiDkfrIaF nUM vrqdy hn. kYptn amirMdr isMG dy mIzIaf slfhkfr BfrqieMdr isMG cfhl dy kuVm df ikwsf hI lY ilaf jfvy qF ivsQfr jfx ky bMdf dMg rih jFdf hY. pihlF krqfr isMG nFa dy ies bMdy nUM JUTIaF irportF bxf ky ajLfdI GulftIey vjoN pYnsLn lgvfeI geI. rOlf pY igaf qF Aus nUM mr igaf kih ky pYnsLn bMd krvf idwqI geI. bMdf Auh ajy vI ijAuNdf hY. ijhVy aPLsrF ny pihlF Aus nUM ajLfdI GulftIaf bxf idwqf qy iPr ijnHF ny akfl clfxf hoey qoN ibnF hI 1994 ivc Aus dy Puwl vI cug Cwzy, AunHF sfry aPLsrF nUM hux aPLsrI krn df koeI hwk nhIN hoxf cfhIdf. eynI gMBIr DoKfDVI ivc sLfml ho ky AunHF ny ijhVf aprfD kIqf hY, Aus dI sjLf ieho bxdI hY ik KVy pYr nf isrPL Gr nUM Byj idwqy jfx, sgoN Aus idn qoN lY ky hux qwk AunHF nUM idwqy gey qnKLfhF qy Bwqy vI AunHF qoN vsUly jfx qy iPr AunHF AuWqy DoKfDVI df mukwdmf vI drj kIqf jfvy, pr ies qrHF hovygf nhIN. hovygf ies krky nhIN ik ieho ijhy PLrmfbrdfr aPLsrF dI loV hux vfly hfkmF nUM vI hY qy jy kwlH-kloqr nUM koeI hor srkfr af geI, Aus ny vI sB qoN pihlF ieho ijhy vPLfdfrF dI tIm hI bxfAuxI hY, ijhVy TIk jF glq dI pux-Cfx kIqy ibnF dsKLq krdy jfieaf krn.

          afm afdmI iehnF mukwdimaF bfry bVy gOr nfl KLbrF pVHdf hY. hr KLbr `coN Aus nUM ieMj jfpdf hY ik hux qF kuJ nf kuJ ho hI jfxf hY, pr huMdf kuJ nhIN. ijvyN AUT dy buwlH nUM ltkdf vyK ky izwgx dI afs krnf PLjLUl huMdf hY, AuvyN hI rfjsI lokF dy iKlfPL mukwdimaF `coN iksy iswty dI afs rwKxI byqukI huMdI hY. hvflf kys ivc ijMny lokF dy nFa afey sn, AunHF `coN adflqI gyVy lfAux ipwCoN lfl ikRsLn azvfnI jI Bfrq dy Aup pRDfn mMqrI jf bxy sn, jd ik bUtf isMG qy mdn lfl Kurfxf smF pf ky gvrnr jf lwgy sn. jYlilqf bIbI dy GroN hjLfrF dy ihsfb nfl juwqIaF-sYNzlF dy joVy inkldy vyK ky Aus nUM iPLlpfeIn vflI iemylzf mfrkos vFg Bfrq dI iemlyzf mfrkos ikhf jfx lwg ipaf sI.

          lokF nUM ieh smJ nhIN afAuNdI ik sfrf kuJ sLIsLy vFg sfPL huMidaF vI ieh sfry lok Cuwt ikvyN jFdy hn? Cuwtx ivc mdd srkfrI msLInrI krdI hY. ijs kI lfTI, Aus kI BYNs dy purfxy muhfvry vFg hux ijs kI srkfr, sB AusI ky PLrmfbrdfr df muhfvrf kMm kr irhf hY. jYlilqf ny cox lVnI sI qF iewk qsIl dy aYWs[ zI[ aYWm[ ny irtrinMg aPLsr dy aiDkfr vrqidaF Aus dy kfgjL rwd kr idwqy sn, pr jdoN Aus dI pfrtI ijwq geI qy Auh muwK mMqrI vI bx geI, Aus aYWs[ zI[ aYWm[ dy bfp df drjf rwKdy aiDkfrI vI Ausy bIbI jYlilqf dy iKlfPL mukwdmy Kfrj krvfAux leI srpt dOV pey sn. ieho kuJ bfkI QFvF AuWqy huMdf rihMdf hY.

          mwD pRdysL dy mOjUd muwK mMqrI isLvrfj cOhfn jdoN Bfjpf dy sUbfeI pRDfn sn, AunHF ivruwD keI mukwdmy sn. iewk mukwdmy ivc AunHF dy gYr-jLmfnqI vfrMt inkly hoey sn, ikAuNik Auh pysL nhIN sn ho rhy. pfrlImYNt dI kfrvfeI ivc Auh inwq sLfml huMdy sn, pr pfrlImYNt dy aYzrYWs AuWqy gey vfrMt vfps af jFdy sn ik Auh EQy hY hI nhIN. jdoN muwK mMqrI bx gey qF srkfrI msLInrI qyjLI nfl GuMmx lwg peI qy EnI dyr GuMmdI rhI, ijMnI dyr sfihb dI syvf df kMm isry nf cVH igaf. mulfiem isMG Xfdv qy mfieafvqI bIbI dy iKlfPL vI mukwdmy aPLsrF ny hI pihlF afp awgy ho-ho ky bxfey qy AunHF dy muwK mMqrI bxdy sfr af hI pYrvI kr-krky Kfrj krvfey hoey hn. ieho kuJ pMjfb ivc ho irhf hY, hYrfn hox vflI gwl nhIN, sgoN ieh mMn ky cwlx dI loV hY ik hux srkfrI aiDkfrI qy srkfrI krmcfrI srkfr dy kfirMdy nhIN rih gey, srkfr clfAux vfilaF dy kfirMdy bx gey hn.

          jdoN srkfrF dy kfirMdy srkfrF clfAux vfilaF dy kfirMdy bx jfx, EdoN srkfr dI hflq vI ikrfey `qy idwqy hoey Gr vrgI ho jFdI hY, ijs nUM vrqx vfilaF nUM afpxI mOj nfl mqlb huMdf hY, ies gwl nfl iblkul nhIN ik ies Gr df kI bxygf. nf Auh kMDF `coN kwlr ikrdf vyK ky koeI pRbMD krdy hn, nf PrsL dI jwKxf puwty jfx dI icMqf krdy hn. ieho hflq hux pMjfb dI bxI peI hY. sVkF tuwtIaF hn qF tuwtIaF hI TIk hn, ienHF nUM bxf dyx df vfadf krky aglI vfrI votF mMgIaF jf skxgIaF. skUlF ivc aiDafpk qy hspqflF ivc zfktr nhIN, pr iehnF dI icMqf krn dI loV vI nhIN, coxF nyVy jf ky sB asfmIaF Br dyx df vfadf krky lokF df smrwQn mMigaf jf skdf hY. aml ivc pRsLfsn dI hflq kI hY, Aus df pqf afm lokF nUM lwgy jF nf lwgy, rfjsI ivsLlysLxkfrF qoN bhuqI dyr luikaf nhIN rih skdf.

          imsfl vjoN pMjfb dI srkfr aftf-dfl ssqy dyx dI skIm qF pqf nhIN kdoN lfgU krygI, KyqF dI ibjlI nUM muPLq krn mgroN grIbF dy GrF qwk vI ieh shUlq pucfAux dy lfry lf rhI hY. sfzy kol Auh aKLbfrI kqrnF mOjUd hn, jdoN ivroDI iDr dy lIzr huMidaF s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl ny BfsLx kridaF keI QfeIN ikhf sI; kYptn amirMdr isMG dy rfj `c ibjlI corI dy kys bxdy iPrdy hn, jdoN myrf rfj huMdf sI, mYN aPLsrF nUM kih rwiKaf sI ik ijwQy ikDry ibjlI corI leI kuMzI ltkfeI vyKo, pfsf vwt ky lMG jfieaf kro. hux jdoN Auh iPr muwK mMqrI bx gey hn, Auh ibjlI corI rokx df kMm nhIN kr skdy, pr ijs ibjlI borz nUM ies corI df boJ Jwlxf pYNdf hY, Auh nMg hoieaf ipaf hY. ipClI vfrI muwK mMqrI huMidaF bfdl sfihb ny hI ibjlI rYgUlytrI kimsLn kfiem kIqf sI, ijhVf ibjlI borz nUM mn-afeIaF krn qoN rok ky byloVy Krcy awgy aiVwkf lf skdf hY. Aus kimsLn dy hux iPr ibjlI borz nfl isM Psy hoey hn. srkfr dy hukm AuWqy, aqy nvIN-nvIN bxI srkfr dI Bwl kfiem rwKx vfsqy, ibjlI borz ny dUjy rfjF qoN 4200 kroV rupey Krc ky ibjlI KrIdI sI, hux ibjlI rYgUlytrI kimsLn ny ies dI mnjLUrI dyxoN nFh kr idwqI hY. ibjlI kimsLn vwloN 4748 kroV rupey df kwt lfieaf jf irhf hY qy ibjlI borz dy pwly kwK nhIN, lokF nUM ibjlI splfeI ikwQoN kIqI jfvygI?

          srkfr kihMdI hY ik borz dI mdd asIN krFgy, pr AuQoN ikMnI ku mdd ho skygI? hfly qF afty-dfl dI skIm hI lfgU nhIN ho rhI, ijs idn Auh vI lfgU ho geI, srkfrI KjLfny vflI gfgr muUDI ho jfxI hY. skIm hux qwk lfgU ies krky nhIN hoeI ik ijhVy jKLIrybfjLF ny mMzI `coN ssqI kxk KrId ky godfm Bry hoey sn, Auh BfrqI jnqf pfrtI dy pwky smwrQk hn. jy ieh ssqy mfl dI skIm sLurU ho jfvy, AunHF df mihMgf mfl kOx KrIdygf qy Aus munfPLy df kI bxygf, ijs dI Jfk ivc Bfjpf nUM cox-PMzF dy gwPLy idwqy sn? jdoN AunHF dy godfm ivhly ho gey, mfl isrPL srkfrI godfmF ivc rih igaf, Aus df vI kfPLI vwD muwl dy ky ssqy Bfa grIbF nUM dyx nfl KLjLfny AuWqy eynf vwzf boJ pY jfxf hY KLjLfnf mMqrI mnpRIq isMG bfdl nUM rfq nUM vI nINd nhIN afieaf krnI. koeI vI srkfrI aiDkfrI ies bfry ikMnf vI mwqByd rwKdf hovy, srkfr dy sfhmxy afpxI gwl rwK ky nrfjLgI shyVn nUM iqafr nhIN.

          asIN ieh svfl ipCly idnIN keI AunHF lokF nUM puwiCaf, ijhVy ies srkfr dy QMmH igxy jFdy hn. rfjsI svflF dy jvfb Auh DVwly nfl dyNdy hn, pr srkfr dI mfiek hflfq pYro-pYr ivgVdI jfx bfry kuJ puwiCaf jfvy qF eyDr-EDr Jfkx lwgdy hn. gwl isrPL eynI nhIN ik srkfr afpxy aiDafpkF jF kwcy pulsIey, aYWs[ pI[ EjL nUM qnKLfhF dyx ivc keI-keI mhIny pwCV rhI hY, sgoN ies qoN vI bhuq agFh jFdI hY. pMjfb srkfr df sUcnf kimsLn PrvrI ivc bxfieaf igaf sI. pbilk srivs kimsLn vFg sUcnf kimsLn vI sMivDfnk drjf rwKdf hY. jdoN ies dI sfjxf kIqI geI, notIPLIkysLn vyly hI ieh vI sfPL kIqf igaf sI iehnF nUM klrk, cpVfsI, Gr, gwzI, zrfeIvr afid kI-kI imlxgy qy qnKLfhF-Bwqy ikMny-ikMny idwqy jfxgy. pMj mhIny ho gey qnKLfhF-Bwqy nhIN iml sky, ikAuNik notIPLIkysLn jfrI kr dyx dy bfvjUd iehnF KricaF leI bwjt ivc pRbMD koeI nhIN kIqf igaf. ieho hfl keI hor kimsLnF qy kmytIaF df hY.

          ies dy bfvjUd jdoN srkfrI iDr afpxIaF skImF lfgU krn dy aYlfnF vyly hvf ivc qlvfrF mfrdI hY qF hYrfnI huMdI hY ik ieh lok kfhdy afsry aijhf kr lYxgy. ijnHF lokF nUM koeI BulyKf sI, AunHF dI vI EdoN inkl jfxf cfhIdf hY, jdoN KjLfny ivwcoN adfiegIaF Auwqy rok lwgx dI nObq af geI hY. vIh julfeI nUM pMjfb srkfr dy ijLlHf KLjLfnf dPLqrF ivc gey vwK-vwK ivBfgF dy aiDkfrIaF nUM byrMg prqxf ipaf, ikAuNik rfj dy KLjLfnf mMqrfly ny pYsy kZvfAux AuWqy rok lf idwqI sI. ilKqI rok lfieaf bdnfmI huMdI hY, pr KLjLfnf zfierYktr myG rfj ny keI pwqrkfrF kol mMn ilaf ik jLbfnI hukm idwqy gey hn ik afm qnKLfhF, pYnsLnF, zfktrI KricaF qy adflqI KricaF qoN ibnF hor iksy vI qrHF dI koeI vI rkm jfrI nf kIqI jfvy.

          kYptn amirMdr isMG dy hor hjLfr nuks igxfey jfx, ieh ishrf Aus nUM dyxf hI pvygf ik Aus dy rfj dyxf hI pvygf ik Aus dy rfj KflI KLjLfnf Brdf-Brdf Aus dy Cwzx vyly jy BrpUr aKvfAux jogf nhIN sI ho cuwikaf qF nMgf dI BVolI vI nhIN sI rih igaf. mOjUdf srkfr dy pMj mhIny vI pUry hox qoN pihlF jy KLjLfny dy bUhy bMd krn dI nObq af jfvy qF ieh isrPL hukmrfn gwTjoV dI nfkfmI hI nhIN, Aus aPLsrsLfhI dI nfkfmI df nqIjf vI hY, ijhVI sB kuJ ruVHdf vyK ky vI rihbrF dI rjLf ivc rfjLI rihMdI hY.

 


pMjfb df Blf hosL qoN kMm lYx ivc hY? hoCypx qoN nhIN

-jiqMdr pnUM

          pMjfb iewk vfr iPr iksy musIbq dy mUMh afAuNdf jfp irhf hY. ies vfrI afAux vflI musIbq iekwly pMjfb dI nhIN rihxI, jy Auh swcmuwc isr cuwk KVoqI, nfl lwgdy hirafxf qy kuJ hwd qwk rfjsQfn ivc vI afpxI hoNd df aihsfs krvf skdI hY. aMgryjLI dy aKfx hY; A stitch in time, saves the nine, arQfq kuVqf AuWDVdf vyK ky vyly isr iewk qopf lf ilaf jfvy qF ipwCoN nON qopy lfAux qoN bc jfeIdf hY. pMjfb qy Bfrq dy lokF dI bdiksmqI ik AunHF nUM hfkm hI ieho ijhy imldy hn, ijhVy iewk qopf lfAux jogf lMgfr lwQx nUM AuzIkdy hn, sgoN Auho ijhy hflfq iqafr hox ivc ihwsf vI pfAuNdy hn, qF ik bfad ivc nON qopy lf ky lokF dI njLr ivc hIro bx skx. iehnIN idnIN zyrf swcf sOdf nfl iCVy ivvfd ivc jo kuJ sfhmxy af irhf hY, Auh vI iesy purfxI Kyz df duhrfE hI jfpdf hY.

          kI hY zyrf swcf sOdf vflf ivvfd? jy isrPL eynf hovy ik AunHF dy muKI ny jfmy-iensF (rUhfnIaq df jfm) vrqfieaf qy Aus mOky sRI gurU goibMd isMG jI vflf pihrfvf pihnx dI gusqfKI kIqI, qF ies dI mfPLI Auh iewk, do jF iqMn vfrI nhIN mMg cuwky, cOQI vfrI aijhf krn dI gwl vI kih cuwky hn. pMjfb ivc hux qk keI ByKI sfD ieho ijhy pRpMc rc cuwky hn qy mOkf afAux `qy mfPLI mMg lYNdy rhy hn. jy ienHF dI mfPLI mnjLUr nhIN vI krnI qF iswKF nUM Aus zyry df bfeIkft krn df swdf dy hI idwqf hY, Auh TIk smJxgy qF kr lYxgy. Dwky nfl iksy AuWqy koeI gwl lfgU nhIN krvfeI jfxI cfhIdI, pr pMjfb ivc kuJ iDrF afpxI mrjLI Dwky nfl lfgU krvfAux qurIaF hoeIaF hn.

          swcy sOdy vfilaF nfl aslI kOV coxF dy idnF dI hY. AunHF ny Aus kFgrs pfrtI df sfQ dy idwqf, ijs dy lIzr asloN aikRqGx inkly qy EdoN AunHF dI mdd leI sfhmxy nhIN afey, jdoN AunHF nUM loV peI. msKiraF vFg iewk idn ivDfn sBf ivc QflIaF nfl cmcy KVkf ley, cmcy qF kFgrs pfrtI ivc AuNj hI eyny hn ik ibnF KVkfey qoN vI afpo ivc KVkdy rihMdy hn, Aus ipwCoN cuwp vwt ky bih gey. qy ijnHF akflIaF df swcy sOdy vfilaF ny ivroD muwl lY ilaf kFgrs df sfQ dy ky, Auh sfry jxy cox pRcfr dy idnF qoN hI kih rhy sn ik asIN iehnF nUM ieho ijhf sbk isKvFgy ik Auh aglI vfrI iksy dI hmfieq jF ivroDqf krn jogy hI nhIN rihxgy. hux Auh afpxy khy bolF AuWqy aml krn leI isr prny hoey pey hn. AunHF nUM qF ieh vI kOV hY ik swcy sOdy vfilaF ny jy AunHF dI mdd nhIN sI krnI qF AunHF dI pfrtI dy pRDfn qy pRDfn dy vlI-aihd qoN cOkIaF ikAuN BrvfAuNdy rhy sI? ieqrfjL ieh nhIN ik AunHF df pRDfn afpxy puwqr nUM nfl lY ky swcy sOdy dI srdl `qy jodVI krn ikAuN jFdf irhf, sgoN ieho hY ik swcy sOdy vfilaF ny iehnF jodVIaF df muwl ikAuN nf pfieaf? mUMhoN BfvyN Auh ieh gwl kdy vI nf mMnx, pr aMdr dI koeI gwl nf kdy bfhr afAuxoN pihlF CupI rhI hY, nf hux rih skI hY.

          zyrf Auh ijwdF cwldf hY, Auhdy bfry asIN muV-muV nhIN kihxf cfhuMdy, pihlF hI bhuq kuJ kih cuwky hF, qy EdoN vI kih cuwky hF, jdoN rfjnIqk grjLF dy bwDy hoey nf qF bfdl akflI dl vfly mUMh KolHdy sn, nf AunHF dy hwQF ivc iKzfAuxf bxI hoeI sLRomxI gurduafrf pRbMDk kmytI cuwp qoVdI sI. hux jdoN Auh afpxI loV leI bolx lwgy hn qF asIN swcy sOdy nUM TIk TihrfAux nhIN qur skdy, pr iehnF dI ies muihMm aMdrlf asfvFpx sfhmxy jLrUr ilafAuxf cfhuMdy hF.

          ieh swc hux luwikaf nhIN rih sikaf ik ipCly iqMn muafPLInfmy Aus zyry vfilaF ny bfkfiedf slfh-msLvrf krn ipwCoN ilK ky Byjy sn. qIjy muafPLInfmy dI qF ilKq hI aMqm rUp ivc muhflI ivc sLoRmxI kmytI dy pRDfn avqfr isMG mwkV dI pRDfngI hyT hoeI duvwlI mIitMg ivc iqafr hoeI sI qy EQoN hI Pon AuWqy do qKLqF dy jQydfrF nUM pVH ky suxfeI geI sI. ruws ky mIitMg ivwcoN AuWT ky qur gey zyry vfly Pon kr-kr ky Kud muwK mMqrI sR[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl ny ieh kih ky vfps bulfey sn ik asIN sB kuJ pVH ilaf hY qy sfnUM mnjLUr hY. jdoN AunHF ny ieh ikhf ik asIN qF mfPLI mMg leI hY, pr sfzy gurU dy puqly sfVy gey hn, Auhdf aPLsos vI koeI kry, qF ieh Brosf vI idvfieaf igaf ik muafPLInfmf mnjLUr krky jdoN jQydfr vydFqI jI kOm nUM sMboDn krngy, EdoN iehdy bfry vI iksy ZMg nfl kuJ nf kuJ kih idwqf jfvygf. iPr Aus sfry mMny hoey AuWqy kftf iPr igaf, ikAuNik keI iDrF ies df ishrf lYx leI afpo ivc isM Psf bYTIaF sn.

          isM ikwQy nhIN Psy hoey? iswK lIzrisLp, BfvyN rfjnIqk hovy qy BfvyN Dfrimk, hr QF afpo ivc lIro-lIr lwBdI hY. s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl dy DVy nUM nf pMjfb dy rvIieMdr isMG hurIN pRvfn hn, nf idwlI dy prmjIq isMG srnf hurI. srnf DVy nUM swcy sOdy smyq hr muwdy AuWqy insLfny hyT rwKx leI AunHF ny idwlI dy Aus iswK lIzr dI izAUtI lfeI hoeI hY, ijs ny iewk vfrI afp vI akfl qKLq dy hukm dI avwigaf kIqI qy keI mhIny jQydfr aqy jQydfrI dovF dy aiDkfrF nUM cuxOqI dyNdy lyK aKLbfrF ivc ilKy sn. iswK ivroDI kqlyafm dy dosLI mMny jFdy jgdIsL tfeItlr nUM snmfnq krn vfly lIzr pRhlfd isMG nUM jdoN idwlI gurduafrf kmytI dI pRDfngI qoN srnf DVy ny lfh idwqf qF bfdl DVy ny afpxf pihlI pfl df lIzr mMn ilaf sI. Aus df srnf ivroDI hoxf hI jgdIsL tfeItlr nUM isropy dyx dy gunfh nfloN vwzf gux ikvyN bx igaf?

          iesy cilwqrbfjLI ny qIjf muafPLInfmf rwd krvf idwqf qy ipwCoN iewk qKLq df jQydfr qF ies gwloN vI muwkr igaf ik ies ilKq nUM iqafr krn vyly Aus nfl slfh kIqI geI sI, hflFik slfh iksy ny nuwkr `coN Pon krky nhIN, ds-bfrF bMidaF dI hfjLrI ivc kIqI sI. iewk idn cMzIgVH bYTy hfkmF dI bolI bolx vflf Auh jQydfr dUjy idn iksy zyrydfr sfD dI rtfeI muhfrnI rtx lwg pYNdf hY. swcy sOdy vfly gurmIq rfm rhIm isMG df isr lfh ky ilafAux vfly nUM sony qy cFdI nfl qolx dy aYlfn krn vflf Auh jQydfr jdoN suKbIr isMG bfdl nfl biTMzy dI iksy koTI dy vwKry kmry aMdr pMdrF imMtF dI mIitMg vI lf lvy, EdoN ieh kihx lwg pYNdf hY ik asIN ihMsf dy rfhy pf ky iswKF nUM awqvfdI nhIN aKvfAuxf. iewk vfrI ipCly sfl iesy jQydfr ny bwlUafxy dy iewk zyry `coN cwldf pfT rukvf ky sRI gurU gMRQ sfihb dI bIV cukvfAux dI koisLsL kIqI qF sfry ipMz ivc iewt-vwtf cwl igaf sI. sfhmxy af rhIaF ivDfn sBf coxF kfrn jdoN akflI dl (bfdl) dy lIzrF ny Aus nUM iewko vfrI `cwj nfl smJf idwqf, jQydfr sfihb nUM bwlUafxy df rfh hI Buwl igaf sI. ijs qrHF bfdl sfihb ny EdoN smJfieaf sI, hux vI qF smJf skdy hn, pr ies vfrI Auh ajy qwk ieh PLrjL inBfAux nhIN inkly.

          Dfrimk pdvIaF dy svfmI vI ajIb iKwcoqfx df isLkfr hn. sB qoN iqwKI mMnI jFdI dmdmI tksfl afpxy ipCly muKI bfbf Tfkr isMG dy clfxy qoN bfad doPfV ho geI sI. Aus df grm pwK mMny jFdy DVy dy muKI bfbf hrnfm isMG DuMmf hurIN iewk idn qF KVy pYr slfbqpury df Auh zyrf vI Zfhux qur pey, ijhVy zyry nUM swcy sOdy vfilaF df sfry pMjfb df kMtrol kyNdr mMinaf jFdf hY. kuJ idn ipwCoN Auh ies muihMm ivwcoN ipwCy ht gey, ikAuNik AunHF dy afpxy DVy aMdr jlMDr ijLlHy dy ipMz srmsqpur dy zyry kfrn rwPV pY igaf sI. jy Auh rfj srkfr qy ies dy muKI bfdl sfihb dI nrfjLgI shyVdy qF Auh zyrf hwQoN inklx df zr sI, ies krky Auh swcy sOdy bfry vI nrm pY gey qy iesy df lfB lY ky purfxf ichrf BfeI mohkm isMG Aus Kflsf aYksLn kmytI dy muKI vjoN awgy af igaf, ijhVI swcy sOdy zyry dy ivroD leI bxI hoeI hY. agly idnF ivc iehnF ivwcoN kOx iks pYNqVy AuWqy itkygf, ieh qF hfly koeI vI nhIN kih skdf, pr ieh gwl sfry kihMdy hn ik hr koeI afpxy afp nUM dUijaF qoN vwzI pMQk hsqI sfbq krn leI dUijaF qoN iqwKy ibafn Cwzdf rhygf.

          qKLqF dy jQydfr sfihbfn df vqIrf ies mfmly ivc vI AuvyN hI ajIb hY, ijvyN keI hor mfmilaF ivc irhf hY. mslf AuwBrdy sfr qwqy-Gfh qlvMzI sfbo dy qKLq dmdmf sfihb ivKy ijhVf iekwT kIqf sI, Aus ivc grm-pMQIaF dy dbfa hyT isMG sfihbfn ny do vfrI pVHI jfx vflI ilKq pihlF bdlI qy jdoN pVHy jfx ipwCoN vI pRvfn krn dI QF hyToN rOlf pY igaf, pVHI jf cuwkI ilKq vI aMdr jf ky bdlI geI. ieMj ieh hukmnfmf soDx vflI gwl ho geI, pr KlfsI Pyr vI nf hoeI qy sLoRmxI kmytI dI tfsk PLors df afsrf lY ky iewk-iewk krky jQydfr sfihbfn aqy bfdl akflI dl dy lIzr EQoN iKsky sn. nObq ieh ies krky afeI sI jQydfr sfihbfn ny afp hI ipCly do idn DUMaFDfr ibafnbfjLI kr ky lokF nUM ieMny BVkf ilaf sI ik Auh cubfry cfVH ky pOVI iKwcx vfilaF nUM AunHF dIaF pdvIaF df siqkfr lFBy rwK ky vI pY inkly. hflq isMG sfihb dI afpy PfQVIey, qYnUM kOx Cuzfvy vflI bx geI sI.

          cMgI gwl qF ieh hoxI sI ik Auh Aus ipwCoN hr vfr bolx jF koeI pYNqVf mwlx vyly hflfq anusfr moVf kwt skx dI guMjfiesL rwK ky cwldy, pr Auh ies pwKoN vI Psdy gey. rqIaf hirafxy ijLlHy df ksbf hY. EQy iswK sMmyln rwKxf hI Auicq nhIN sI jfpdf, pr rwK ilaf igaf. keI iDrF dy smJfAux dy bfvjUd jQydfr sfihb ieho kihMdy rhy ik rwK ilaf so rwK rwK ilaf, hux bdlxf nhIN. iqMn idn rihMidaF qoN pMj isMG sfihbfn df ibafn afieaf ik smfgm qF hovygf hI hovygf. jdoN do idn rih gey qF akfl qKLq sfihb dy jQydfr BfeI joigMdr isMG vydFqI ny iekwly ny smfgm rwd kr idwqf. pMj isMG sfihbfn df PYslf iekwly jQydfr vydFqI ny rwd krky jdoN afpxy afp nUM ksUqy Psf ilaf qF kOm dy nFa sMdysL jfrI krky smJfAuxIaF dyx lwg pey. kOm ny kI smJxf sI, smJf qF Auh dmdmf sfihb dy jQydfr nMdgVH nUM vI nf sky. asqIPLf BfvyN nhIN idwqf, pr jQydfr nMdgVH ny vydFqI sfihb dy ies kdm nUM Aus ipwCoN TIk nhIN afiKaf.

          iehnF dI ies iKwcoqfx qy byZMgI ibafnbfjLI ny mflvy dy ipMzF dy hflfq eynI DmfkfKyjL pwDr AuWqy pucf idwqy hn ik iksy vkq vI iksy QF vwzf PLsfd ho skdf hY. ipMzF ivc muihMm clfeI jf rhI hY swcy sOdy zyry dy pYrokfrF nUM gurU vfly bxfAux dI. ijwQy ikDry Auh Gwt-igxqI hox krky Pisaf mihsUs krdy hn, ieh gwl mMn vI lYNdy hn, pr ijwQy Auh mjLbUq hox, EQy aV jFdy hn. tkrfa dI bfhlI siQqI EQy bxdI hY, ijwQy dovyN iDrF dI igxqI iewk dUjy qoN bhuqy Prk vflI nf hovy. ieho ijhI QF zyry vfly ros df Auh rfh cuxdy hn, ijs df iksy ny ikafs vI nhIN kIqf huMdf. ipCly idnIN iewk ipMz ivc iewk nOjvfn zyrf pRymI awg lf ky sV miraf, pr mrn qoN pihlF puils nUM ibafn dy igaf ik zyry vfilaF dy gl jbrdsqI isropf pfey jfx qoN duKI ho ky Aus ny ieh kdm cuwikaf hY. eydF df kdm kwlH-kloqr nUM iksy hor QF vI koeI cuwk skdf hY.

          bfeIkft dy swdy mgroN ipMzF dy hflfq ieho ijhy bx gey hn ik pirvfr vI pft rhy hn qy smfj vI. iewk QF iewk mfeI dy gujLr jfx AuWqy lfsL iljfx leI gurduafry vfilaF ny isVHI dyx qoN ienkfr kIqy qF aMqm sMskfr ipwCoN pirvfr do QfeIN vMizaf igaf. do BrfvF `coN iewk pUrn iswK sI, dUjf zyry df pyRmI. zyry dy pRymI ny ikhf ik ijs gurduafry vfilaF ny isVHI nhIN vrqx idwqI, mYN AunHF df pfT vI nhIN krvfAuxf. dUjy Brf ny ikhf; ieh qyrf krky hoieaf hY, nhIN qF mF dI lfsL dI byadbI nhIN sI hoxI. nqIjy vjoN iewko ipMz `c iewko idn iewkoN vkq iewko mfeI dy dovF puwqrF ny vwK-vwK qrHF mF nUM sLrDFjlI Byt kIqI. iewk iDr ny BfeI qoN ardfs krvf leI qy dUjy ny zyry dy iksy pRymI qoN kQf krvf ky afpxI iewCf pUrI kr leI.

          do QFvF hor hn, ijwQy mOq mOky zyrf ivvfd ny aiVwkf pfieaf. iewk QF hoeI qF lfsL leI isVHI pihlF dy idwqI geI qy jdoN lfsL Aus AuWqy itkfeI jfx vflI sI, vfps cuwkx af gey. Auh isVHI qF lY gey, pr jFdy-jFdy ieho ijhf jLKLm smfj dy ipMzy `qy dy gey, ijhVf EQoN kdy hux imt nhIN skxf. dUjI QF ieh hoieaf ik lfsL df aMqm sMskfr ipMz dy sLmsLfn Gft AuWqy krn qoN rok idwqf igaf. sLmsLfn Gft iksy iewk jF dUjy Drm df nhIN huMdf, sfry ipMz dI sFJI mflkI huMdf hY, Aus dI vrqoN qoN iksy nUM rokxf kfnUMnI jurm hY, pr kfnUMn Aus dy iKlfP kfrvfeI krdf hY, ijs dy gl rwsf pfAux df iesLfrf hkUmq krdI hY. jy Blf afpxI bhu-igxqI vfly iksy ipMz ivc swcy sOdy vfilaF ny iksy gur-iswK dIaF aMqm rsmF mOky ieho kuJ kIqf huMdf, kI srkfr qy Aus dI puils EdoN vI cuwp krky vyKdI rihMdI?

          hflfq bVy KLqrnfk pfsy nUM vDdy jf rhy hn. ieh gwl pMjfb srkfr vI jfxdI hY, pr Aus dI iewCf hfly qwk ies ruJfn nUM rokx dI QF vgdy vihx nfl vihMdy jfx dI jfp rhI hY. ijhVy ipMzF ivc qxfa isKrF AuWqy hY, EQy dMgf-Psfd qF iksy vkq vI ho skdf hY, pr iewk hor gwl df KLqrf vI awKoN-proKy nhIN kIqf jf skdf. PrjL kro, koeI sLrfrqI tolf iksy QF jf ky acfnk koeI vfrdfq kr jfvy qy dOVn vyly iewk jF dUjI iDr dy pwK ivc nfhry lf jfvy, Pyr kI bxygf? isafxf bMdf qF iewk vfrI qwqy qvy nUM hwQ lwgy qoN hI akl iswK jFdf hY, asIN bfrF sfl aMnHI glI ivc gujLfr ky vI nhIN iswK sky qF iksy df kI ksUr kwZFgy? mOkf mYN nUM pwTy pfAux df nhIN, pMjfb nUM bldI buwQy afAux qoN bcfAux df hY. pMjfb df Blf hosL qoN kMm lYx ivc hY, hoCypx qoN nhIN.

 


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          zyrf swcf sOdf vfly ivvfd dOrfn do KLbrF hor afeIaF hn, ijnHF df ies ivvfd nfl koeI sMbMD nf huMidaF vI mYN AunHF nUM ies dy nfl joV ky vyKx qoN nhIN rih sikaf. iewk KLbr rfjsQfn dI muwK mMqrI vsMuDrf rfjy nUM durgf dy rUp ivc pysL krn bfry hY, ijs dy mgry mgr sonIaf gFDI nUM vI iksy kFgrsI jI-hjLUrIey ny durgf mfqf bxf ky pysL kr idwqf hY. dUjI KLbr pfrlImYNt ivc sLhId Bgq isMG df buwq lfAux bfry hY qy ies bfry ivvfd hY ik buwq iks qrHF df hovy. AuproN vyiKaf koeI sMbMD juVy jF nf juVy, mfniskqf dy pwK qoN iehnF df sMbMD jLrUr juVdf lwBdf hY.

          iksy vI hor qoN pihlF mYN sLhId Bgq isMG dy buwq nfl juVy ivvfd dI gwl krnI cfhFgf. jdoN hI ieh KLbr afeI ik pfrlImYNt ivc sLhId Bgq isMG df buwq lfieaf jfxf hY, nfl hI ieh crcf cwl peI ik buwq pwg vflf hovygf jF topI vflf? Kwby-pwKIaF df vwzf ihwsf ies buwq dy isr AuWqy topI vyKxI cfhuMdf hY, jd ik sfrf Krdf pMjfb srkfr dI qrPoN krn dy aYlfn krn vfly muwK mMqrI srdfr pRkfsL isMG bfdl qy AunHF dy sfQIaF nUM ieh buwq pwg vfly srdfr dy rUp ivc psMd hY. ies crcf ivc sLhId Bgq isMG dy pirvfr dy kuJ lok vI sLfml hoey qy AunHF ny vI ikhf ik buwq qF topI vflf hI cfhIdf hY. ies sMMbMD ivc mYN kuJ Kwby pwKI imwqrF nfl gwl kIqI ik ies nfl PLrk kI pYNdf hY? sB df POrI jvfb ieho sI ik Bgq isMG topI pfAuNdf irhf sI, ies krky Aus df Auho rUp TIk hY, srdfr vflI pwg nfl Bgq isMG df Auh aks Krfb ho jfvygf.

          ipCly keI sflF qoN jlMDr ivclI dysL Bgq Xfdgfr kmytI hr sfl gLdr pfrtI vfly bfibaF dI Xfd ivc mylf krvfAuNdI af rhI hY. ies myly dI sLfn bx ky drsLkF dy Dur aMdr qwk rc gey ijhVy pRogrfm hr iksy dI jLbfn AuWqy hn, AunHF ivc pRiswD nftkkfr gursLrn isMG, ijnHF nUM BfeI mMnf isMG vI ikhf jFdf hY, df nftk buwq bol ipaf ivsLysL hY. Aus nftk ivc sLhId Bgq isMG dy buwq df ikrdfr inBfAux vflf nOjvfn isr AuWqy sLmly vflI pwg bMnH ky hI KVoNdf hY. Bgq isMG dy nftkF mOky gfeI jFdI GoVI ivc mOq lfVI nUM ivafhux cwilaf, Bgq isMG srdfr nIN hF dy sLbd vI huMdy hn. nf qF EQy Auh sLbd srdfr iksy nUM rVkdf hY, nf sLmly vflI pwg hI rVkdI hY, pr pfrlImYNt ivc lwgx vfly buwq dy isr AuWqy pwg hox nfl Bgq isMG df aks pRBfvq huMdf jfpdf hY. Bfrq dy lokF dI njLr ivc topI vflf Bgq isMG vI mhfn hY qy pwg vflf vI. pwg-topI df ivvfd isrPL sfzy vrgy ikMquU-pRMqU krn vfilaF df hY, afm lokF df nhIN.

          dUjf ivvfd hY BfrqI jnqf pfrtI dI lIzr qy rfjsQfn dI muwK mMqrI vsuMDrf rfjy nUM durgf dy rUp ivc pysL krn df. sfzf dysL cfplUsF qy cmicaF dI bhuqfq vflf dysL hY. iksy ny lflU pRsfd Xfdv vrgy bdnfm lIzr dI mihmf gfAuNidaF iek vfrI lflU cflIsf ilK mfiraf qF Bfjpf dy lIzrF ny ies nUM hnUmfn cflIsf dI brfbrI krn df bwjr gunfh afK ky lflU dy puqly sfVy sn. iPr lflU dI QF Bfjpf dI mdd nfl inqIsL kumfr muwK mMqrI bx igaf qF iksy ny inqIsL cflIsf vI ilK idwqf. EdoN Bfjpf vfly ivroD krn nhIN sn qury, sgoN iewk mhIny dy aMdr-aMdr lKnAU dy iek cfplUs qoN vfjpfeI cflIsf vI ilKvf ilaf sI. Ausy AuWqr pRdysL ivc iksy ny mulfiem isMG Xfdv df cflIsf vI iliKaf sI qy hux iksy hor ny mfieafvqI cflIsf hI nhI, gruV purfx dI qrjL AuWqy mfieafvqI purfx vI ilK mfiraf hY.

          ieho Kyz rfjsQfn ivc ho rhI hY. EQy iksy ny muwK mMqrI vsuMDrf rfjy nUM, ijhVI iewk niKD hfkm sfbq hoeI hY, durgf dyvI dy rUp ivc pysL krdf kYlMzr Cfp idwqf. Aus dy ivruwD kFgrsIaF ny KUb hMgfmf kIqf. iPr iksy ny cyqf krvfieaf ik mhfrfsLtr dy kFgrsI muwK mMqrI ivlfs rfE dysLmuK nUM vI iksy klfkfr ny dyvqy vjoN pysL kIqf hoieaf hY. Auh cuwp kr geyy. eyny nUM ieh KLbr af geI ik iewk kFgrsI ijLlHf pRDfn ny vI sonIaf gFDI ny cOvI GMitaF dy aMdr-aMdr Aus ijLlHf pRDfn dI CuwtI kr idwqI, pr mhfrfsLtr df kFgrsI muwK mMqrI ajy vI dyvqy dy rUp ivc muskurfAuNdf hY.

          EDr rfjsQfn ivc iewk adflq dy hukm AuWqy muwK mMqrI vsuMDrf rfjy nUM dyvI durgf ivKfAux dI Gtnf ivruwD mukwdmf drj ho igaf hY. adflq ny ieh hukm iksy kFgrsI afguU dI arjLI `qy nhIN idwqy, Kud Bfjpf dy afgU qy sfbkf ivdysL mMqrI jsvMq isMG dI pqnI dI arjLI AuWqy idwqy hn. ijs kYlMzr ivc vsMuDrf rfjy nUM dyvI vjoN pysL kIqf igaf hY, Ausy ivc Bfjpf dy kyNdrI afgUaF atl ibhfrI vfjpfeI, lfl ikRsLn azvfnI qy rfjnfQ isMG nUM vI ivsLxU, bRhmf aqy isLv dy avqfr bxf ky dyvI vsMuDrf nUM arsLF ivwcoN afsLIrvfd dyNdy hoey idKfieaf igaf hY. ieMj iewk Bfjpf afgU vwloN kIqf ieh mukwdmf Bfjpf dI muwK mMqrI dy hI iKlfPL nhIN, Bfjpf dI kyNdrI kmfn dy iqMn mohrI lIzrF dy vI iKlfPL hY, ijnHF ivwcoN iek qF sfbkf pRDfn mMqrI vI hY.

          ijvyN Bgq isMG dy isr AuWqy pwg hovy jF topI, Aus df siqkfr Bfrq dy lokF dy mnF ivc AuNj df AuNj hI rihxf hY, AuvyN hI ieh gwl vI pwkI hY ik cflIsy ilKvfAux jF dyvqy-dyvIaF bxdy rihx dy bfvjUd iehnF lIzrF dy ikrdfr dI kflK vI dysL dy lokF dI njLr qoN lukI nhIN rih skxI. gurbfxI df sLbd hY; Aujl kYhf iclkxf, Gotm kflVI ms] Doiqaf mYl nf Auqry, jy sO Dovf iqs] ieh sfry lok kFsy vFg aMdroN kfly hn qy bfhroN cmk mfrnI cfhuMdy hn, pr ijQoN vI ieh lMGxgy, iehnF dI Kih nfl kflI lkIr EdF hI bxdI jfvygI, ijvyN ilsLkF mfrdy kFsy dy brqn nUM hwQ AuWqy GsfAux nfl hwQ kflf ho jFdf hY.

          hux afeIey zyrf swcf sOdf vfly Aus muwdy vwl, ijs ny pMjfb dy amn-jYn awgy svflIaF insLfn lfey hoey hn. mfPLInfmy dI qIjI iksLq isrsy dy swcf sOdf zyry qoN jfrI ho geI hY qy jy ieh pUrI pRvfn nf ho skI qF koeI hor vI jfrI krn dI nObq af skdI hY. zyry vfly vI ajIb hn, Auh hr vfrI mfPLInfmf jfrI krn ipwCoN ieh ibafn vI dfg dyNdy hn ik asIN qF koeI muafPLI hI nhIN mMgI. ieMj Auh TMZI pYNdI gwl nUM afp hI iPr ivgfVn df pRbMD kr dyNdy hn qy ibafn AunHF ny hux vI dfg idwqf hY.

          dUjy pfsy ijnHF ny ies mfPLI bfry aMqm inrxf lYxf hY, Auh vI bVI ajIb qsvIr pysL kr rhy hn. rwPV ikAuNik bhuqf mflvy ivc hY, ies krky mflvf Kyqr vfly. qKLq sRI dmdmf sfihb qlvMzI sfbo dy jQydfr df mhwqv vwD jFdf hY. EQy jQydfr BfeI blvMq isMG nMdgVH hn qy ivhfr AunHF df ieh hY ik iewk smgfm ivc Auh zyry vfly muKI df isr ilafAux vfly nUM sony-cFdI nfl qolx df aYlfn krdy hn qy dUjI QF jf ky ieh kihMdy hn ik hiQafr cuwkvf ky asIN iswKF nUM awqvfdI nhIN bxfAuxf. pihlF Auh sfry zyry pMjfb ivwcoN cuwkvf dyx dy hukmnfmy jfrI krvfAux ivc sB qoN mohrI sn, ipwCoN ies muihMm dy mohrI bx qury ik pMjfb ivc amn cfhIdf hY, ies krky koeI vI iksy qrHF dI BVkfAU gwl nf kry. aMimRqsr af ky AunHF dI bolI hor huMdI hY qy biTMzy jf ky hor bolI boldy hn. ieh rMg ikMnI ku dyr cwlygf?

          rhI gwl swcy sOdy zyry vfly muKI vwloN sRI gurU goibMd isMG jI df sFg rcx dI, Auh Aus ny isry dI hUV-mwq kIqI hY. ieiqhfs ivc gurU goibMd isMG jI df srbMs-dfnI vflf asQfn hY, ijnHF ny iewk mnorQ vfsqy afpxf sfrf bMs vfr ky ieh mfx hfsl kIqf sI. swcf sOdf zyry vflf muKIaf aYsL dI ijLMdgI mfxdf aqy keI dosLF ivc iGiraf hoieaf hY. dovF dI brfbrI qF kI, qulnf vI nhIN kIqI jf skdI, iesy krky Aus dy pwK ivc koeI vI sUJvfn bMdf nhIN bol irhf.

          pr jy dUsrf pfsf vyKIey qF ijs iksm dI muihMmbfjLI ies muwdy nUM lY ky kIqI jf rhI hY, Auh vI inry BfvnfvF dy vyg ivc vihx vflI hY. iksy ny ieiqhfs ivwcoN ieh vyKx df jqn hI nhIN kIqf ik ieho ijhf koeI ipClf qjrbf vI hY ik ieho ijhf koeI ipClf qjrbf vI hY ik nhIN. swcy sOdy vfly ny qF isrPL gurU sfihb vflf pihrfvf hI vriqaf hY, gurU isrPL Auh afpxy pYrokfrF df hI irhf hY, iswKF df guruU bxn df jqn nhIN kIqf. eydF dy CwqI gurU hor qury iPrdy hn, ijhVy srb sFJy gurU vjoN ieho ijhI sMgq joVdy hn, ijs ivc hornF qoN ielfvf kuJ iswK vI bYTy idKfeI dyNdy hn. AunHF gurUaF vFg ieh vI isrPL afpxy pRymIaF df gurU sdvfAuNdf hY, iswKF df gurU hox df dfavf nhIN krdf. ieiqhfs ivc iewk mOkf ieho ijhf vI af cuwkf hY, ijs vyly bkfly ivc mMjIaF zfh ky bfeI jxy iswKF df gurU bx bYTy sn. jdoN Bory ivc bYTf aslI gurU bfhr afieaf, qF swc df sfhmxf huMdy sfr mMjIaF vfly qurdy bxy sn.

          ijE kr sUrj inkilaf, qfry Cupy aMDyr ploaf vFg swc sfhmxy afAuNdy. sfr kwc dy vpfrI AuwT jFdy huMdy hn. bkfly qoN bfbf bkflf vI kwc AuWqy swc dI ijwq nfl hI bixaf sI. EQy iksy ny mMjIaF vfilaF dy isr lfh ky ilafAux df PLqvf nhIN sI idwqf. sMgq nUM AuhnF dy ikrdfr bfry jfxkfrI dyx ny hI sfrf mfmlf mukf idwqf sI. hux koeI swc df vpfr krn vflf lwBdf hI nhIN. sLoRmxI kmytI dy mYNbrF AuWqy sLrfbF pIx dy dosL lwg rhy hn. Drm pRcfrk bxf ky akflI dl dy AunHF vrkrF nUM qnKLfhF qy Bwqy idwqy jFdy hn, ijhVy lIzrF dy ipwCy-ipwCy bYg cuwk ky qury iPrdy hn. isrsy vfly zyrydfr dy bMdy ipMzo-ipMzI pRcfr krdy hn qy sflo-sfl afpxIaF sLfKf vDfeI jFdy hn. votF dy idnF ivc Auho lIzr iehnF zyrydfrF dy crn prsx jf puwjdy hn, ijhVy awgy-ipwCy ivroD krdy rihMdy hn. ieh sDfrn lokF dI mfniskqf nfl iKlvfV dI Kyz hI hY, hor kuJ nhIN.

          gurU sfihb dI brfbrI jF iPr gurU bx ky bihx df svfl hY qF ieho ijhy dyhDfrI gurU Kud iswKF dy aMdr vI hn. Auh cMdoaf lf ky sRI gurU gRMQ sfihb dI hjLUrI ivc bYTdy hn, pr AunHF df ivroD ies krky nhIN kIqf jFdf ik Auh kFgrsI hfkmF nfl vI nyVlI sFJ bxfeI rwKdy hn qy akflI hfkmF nfl vI.

          iswKI ivc sfihbfn dy buwq lfAux qy pUjx dI mnfhI hY. iewk zyrydfr sMq ny iewk vfrI sRI gurU goibMd isMG jI df buwq bxf ky lf idwqf. gwl sRI akfl qKLq sfihb qwk phuMcI. hukm hoieaf ik ies buwq nUM qoV idwqf jfvy. zyrydfr nUM hukm mMnxf ipaf, qF Aus ny buuwq nUM sfry nUM nhIN sI qoiVaf, isrPL moiZaF qwk qoV ky gurU sfihb dI QF iewk iswK df buwq bxf idwqf. hux vI Auh buwq kfiem hY, ijs df DV dsvyN gurU sfihb dy purfxy buwq vflf qy isr iksy sDfrn iswK vrgf bixaf hoieaf hY. pqf isMG sfihbfn nUM vI hY qy sLoRmxI kmytI nUM vI, pr kdy iksy ny ieqrfjL nhIN kIqf. Aus bfbf jI dy zyry `c sRI gurU gRMQ sfihb afpxy pYsy rwK ky mwQf tykx dI qF mnfhI hY, pr ijs dI sLrDf hovy, Auh bfbf jI dy kol jf ky hOlI ijhI AunHF dy isrhfxy hyT rwK afAuNdf hY. ieMj hI bfbf jI ny ijs afey-gey lIzr jF Dfrimk afgU dI syvf krnI hovy, ilPLfPLy ivc pYsy pf ky isropy smyq dy dyNdy hn, qF ik iksy nUM pqf nf lwgy.

          qwlHx dy Aus asQfn df sB nUM pqf hY, ijwQy rojL swT-swT aKMz pfT huMdy hn. kuJ sfl pihlF EQy pRbMDkF dI iKwcoqfx kfr kriPLAU lwgx dI nObq af geI. Auh mfmlf inwbVdy sfr ieh nvF muwdf AuWT ipaf ik akfl qKLq sfihb dy hukm muqfbk smfDF kol aKMz pfT nhIN ho skdy qy qwlHx qF hY hI smfD BfeI inhfl isMG, EQy aKMz pfT ikvyN ho skdy hn? sfl df iqMn-cfr kroV df cVHfvf cVHn vfly asQfn dy pRbMDkF ny KVy pYr smfD AuWqy bulzojLr Pyiraf borz bdilaf qy Dfrimk asQfn df nFa smfD BfeI inhfl isMG dI QF gurduafrf sLhId BfeI inhfl isMG rwK idwqf. sMgq pihlF vI EnI jFdI sI, hux vI EnI hI jFdI hY.

          Bgq isMG buwq qoN lY ky vsuMDrf rfjy qy sonIaf gFDI dy dyvI durgf bxn jF zyrf swcf sOdf dy muKI vwloN gurU sfihbfn dI nkl Auqfrn qoN lY ky gurU dy buwq nUM iswK dy buwq ivc bdlx qwk dy sfry mfmilaF ivc iksy nf iksy iDr dI koeI loV CupI huMdI hY. Aus loV dI pUrqI leI lokF dI mfniskqf nfl iKlvfV kIqf jFdf hY. jy vwzy-vwzy qy isafxy smJy jFdy lok vI mfniskqf dy Aus mroVy nUM sMBfl nhIN skdy qF afm afdmI qoN ieh afs ikvyN rwKI jf skdf hY? ijMnf icr mfniskqf nUM ieho ijhy mroVy vwjdy rihxgy, lokF nUM ieh cyqf nhIN af skxf ik dunIaf awgy ikAuN inkldI jFdI hY qy dysL pCVdf ikAuN jFdf hY.

 


sON `coN niVMnvyN byeImfn, iPr vI sfzf Bfrq mhfn!

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          keI sfl pihlF iek trwk dy ipwCy iliKaf hoieaf nfhrf piVHaf sI, sON `coN niVMnvyN byeImfn, iPr vI myrf Bfrq mhfn! sflF-bwDI isr ivc GuMmx ipwCoN ieh ivwsr igaf. bIqy hPLqy iek idn ikDry jFidaF iPr iek trwk dy ipwCoN Auh nfhrf iliKaf pVHn nUM iml igaf. ijs sVk `qy asIN jf rhy sF, hfly sfl qoN vI Gwt smF pihlF bxI Auh sVk muV ky burI qrHF tuwtI peI sI. sfPL hY ik sO ivcoN ijhVy niVMnvyN byeImfn ies Bfrq mhfn ivc vwsdy hn, ieh sVk AunHF ivcoN hI kuJnF ny iml ky bxfeI hovygI. Aus idn ieh nfhrf pVH ky ieh iKLafl mn ivc nhIN sI afieaf ik sO `coN niVMnvyN byeImfn hY qF vI clo iek qF eImfndfr swcf hI hY qy lok Aus iek qoN vI pRyrnf lY skdy hn, sgoN ieh af igaf ik sO `coN iek bicaf ikvyN rih igaf? Bfrq df rfjnIqk, srkfrI aqy smfjI pRbMD ijvyN cwl irhf hY, Aus dy huMidaF qF iek PLIsdI lok vI eImfndfr nhIN rih skdy.

          rfjnIqk pRbMD ieQy ikhVf hY? pfrlImYNtrI iksm df. eyQy iksy nUM vI cox lV ky pRqIinDqf imldI hY qy cox BfvyN koeI ijwqy qy BfvyN koeI hfr jfvy, Eny pYisaF nfl cox-muihMm clfeI hI nhIN jf skdI, ijMny cox kimsLn KLrcx dI afigaf dyNdf hY. nqIjy vjoN cox KLrcy dy kfgjL Brn vyly hr AumIdvfr nUM JUTy aMkVy Brny pYNdy hn. cox kimsLn AunHF aMkiVaF dI bfhlI pux-Cfx nhIN krdf, ikAuNik pqf hI huMdf hY ik aMkVy JUTy hn, pr jy pux-Cfx kIqI jfvy qF lwBxf qd vI kuJ nhIN huMdf. mYN ieh gwl AunHF lIzrF bfry nhIN kih irhf, ijhVy zozy, BuwkI qy sLrfb vrqf ky votF lYNdy hn, sgoN hr AumIdvfr bfry kih irhf hF, sxy AunHF dy, ijhVy hr iksm dI byeImfnI dy ivroDI mMny jFdy hn. jdoN lokF dI pRqIinDqf dI sLurUafq hI JUT qoN huMdI hY, awgy jf ky vI AunHF `coN ivrlf hI bwcdf hY, bhuqy lUx dI Kfx ivc jf ky lUx bx jFdy hn.

          ZFcf pUrI qrHF iBRsLt ho cuwkf hY. inwq nvyN idn sfhmxy af rhIaF imsflF ies df pfj KolHx ivc ksr nhIN Cwz rhIaF. boPLorj qopF ivcoN dlflI Kfx qoN qurI gwl kfrigwl dI jMg ivc sLhId hoey PLOjI jvfnF dy KwPLxf (qfbuUqF) ivcoN kimsLn Kfx qwk phuMc geI. nf qop sOdy dy dlflF df kys isry lwg sikaf sI, nf KwPLx `coN kimsLn Kfx vfilaF df lwg sikaf. ieh kys kdy iksy isry lwg vI nhIN skxy, ikAuNik corF nUM cor bcfeI jFdy hn.

          corF nUM bcfAux vfly cor srkfrI msLInrI dy hwt awizaF AuWqy hI nhIN, adflqF aMdr vI bYTy hoey hn. jwjF AuWqy vI hux iBRsLtfcfr dy dosL lwgx lwg pey hn. iek kql dy kys ivc iek jwj qoN kfqlF dI nypfl qoN igRPLqfrI leI vfrMt mMigaf igaf. Aus jwj bIbI ny sLuwkrvfr dy idn PLfeIl pVH ky somvfr dI qrIk pf idwqI. sLfm nUM pIVq pirvfr nUM ieh sunyhf af igaf ik do idn ivafh vyKx jfx leI kfr cfhIdI hY. kql hoey ivakqI dy prvfr ny kfr dy nfl zrfeIvr vI idwqf qy ijwQy-ijwQy gwzI geI, qyl pvfAux leI KLrcf vI AunHF dy isr pYNdf irhf. somvfr vfps af ky jwj ny vfrMt AuWqy dsKLq kr idwqy. ieh vI qF muridaF dy KwPLx lfhux dI hI iek vMngI hY.

          afKLr jwj ikwQoN bxdy hn? vkIlF ivcoN qy vkIl vI Ausy smfj df ihwsf hn, ijwQoN sO `coN niVMnvyN byeImfn rihMdy hn. ies krky  jwj qy vkIl vI sfry eImfndfr nhIN rih skdy. keI sfl pihlF iek kfmryz vkIl ny iek muwK mMqrI dy iKlfPL cox ptIsLn lY leI. dsqfvyjL bVy pwky sbUqF vfly sn. QoVHy icr bfad muwK mMqrI ny idwlI phuMc kr ky Aus nUM jwj bxvf idwqf qF ptIsLn rul ky rih geI qy vkIl qoN jwj bixaf bMdf kfmryzF qoN pfsf vwt igaf. jdoN qrwkI dI aglI pOVI cVHn ivc kFgrsIaF ny mdd nf kIqI qF Auh irtfier huMdy sfr iek iPLrkU jQybMdI dy mMc AuWqy KVo ky kFgrs nUM dysL dI jVH nUM lwgf hoieaf kIVf kihx lwg ipaf.

          Cwzo iehnF gwlF nUM, crcf qF ieh krnI hY ik sO `coN iek afdmI iemfndfr ikvyN rih skdf hY? ijs bMdy ny kdy vI koeI byeImfnI nhIN kIqI, jdoN Auh Gr bxfAux lwgygf, EdoN Aus nUM vI krnI pY jfvygI. Auh jLmIn df iek totf KrId ky rijstrI krvfAux jfvygf. jLmIn pMjfh hjLfr rupey nUM mrlf KrIdI hovy qF rijstrI ilKx vflf lyKk Aus nUM pMdrF hjLfr rupey mrlf ilKygf. ds mrly dy pMj lwK dI bjfey zyZ lwK rupey kImq ilK ky bfkI sfZy iqMn lwK dI rijstrI PLIs vjoN stYNp pypr (asLtfm) Gwt lfieaf jfvygf. ieh vI Aus eImfndfr bMdy vWloN kIqI geI byeImfnI hovygI. jy Auh krygf ik mYN qF pUrI kImq ilK ky pUrI PLIs BrnI hY qF Aus nUM dwisaf jfvygf ik ies ielfky ivc jLmIn df muwl hI srkfr ny eynf Biraf hoieaf hY, ies qoN vwD dI rijstrI ilKI hI nhIN jf skdI. ieMj Auh byeImfnI vI kfnUMnI rUp Dfr jfvygI. iPr Aus nUM ikhf jfvygf ik Auh qsIldfr nUM dyx leI aYny pYsy dyvy. jy Auh kih dyvy ik nf pYsy kdy ley hn, nf dyxy hn, qsIldfr Aus nUM iswDI nFh nhIN krygf, rijstrI ivc ilKI jLmIn dI mOjUdf kImq pqf kr ky irport krn leI kfnUMngo aqy ptvfrI vwl qor dyvygf. EQy jf ky jy qF jyb JfV idwqI, kImq Auho lwg ky af jfvygI, nhIN qF ho skdf hY ik aslI kImq nfloN vI vDf ky ilK idwqI jfvy qy iek nvIN pVqfl sLurU ho jfvy ik ies bMdy ny jLmIn dI Gwt kImq ilK ky srkfr nfl DoKf kIqf hY. mkfn bxfAuxf Buwl ky Auh PLrfz dy kys `coN bcx dy jugfV lwBdf iPrygf qy nfl dI nfl socygf ik iehdy nfl qF ijMnI kImq ilKI sI, EnI Br ky qsIldfr nUM hI cfr pYsy cuwp kr ky dy Cwzdf.

          qsIlF, Qfxy, kcihrIaF bhuq bdnfm hn, pr bfkI mihkmy vI ikhVy bcy hoey hn? hspqflF df srkfrI mihkmf vI motI kmfeI df kfrobfr clf irhf hY qy pRfeIvyt vI. bhuq sfry srkfrI zfktrI nOkrI dy nfl-nfl inwjI pRYkits krdy hn, jdik srkfr AunHF nUM inwjI pRYkits nf krn df Bwqf idMdI hY. iek vfrI srkfr ny ieh kih ky ik ieh inwjI pRYkits bMd qF krdy nhIN, nfn-pRYkitisMg alfAUNs bMd krn df ierfdf bxf ilaf. zfktrF ny Drny mfrny sLurU kr idwqy. PLYslf lfgU nhIN sI ho sikaf, ies krky nhIN ik sMGrsL bhuq iqwKf sI, sgoN ies krky srkfr qoN qnKLfhF lY ky inwjI pRYkits krn vfly zfktr awDI qnKLfh AuWprilaf nUM idMdy hn qy AuWprilaf qoN hor AuWprilaF qwk dI ijhVI lVI cwldI hY, Aus dy tuwt jfx dy zr ny ieh PLYslf rukvf idwqf sI.

          iek vfrI bVI iqwKI muihMm cwlI ik afr[ aYWm[ pI[ zfktr Jolf-Cfp hn, iehnF dI dukfndfrI bMd krvfAuxI hY. sfry pMjfb ivc Cfpy pY rhy sn. jlMDr dy srkfrI hspqfl koloN lMGidaF mYN vyiKaf ik qfkq dy bfdsLfh zfktr Plfxf isMG dy nFa vfl borz ijLlHy dy isvl srjn dy dPLqr dI kMD AuWqy Cipaf ipaf hY qy Aus ny afpxy nFa nfl cfr-pMj jfalI izgrIaF ilK ky afr[ aYWm[ pI[ vI ilK rwiKaf hY. afpxy dPLqr af ky mYN isvl srjn nUM Pon kr idwqf ik bfhr qF PVdy iPrdy ho, dIvy hyT hnyrf ikAuN? Ausdf jvfb sI ik ieho ijhy zfktr qF aYvyN kusqy vycdy hn, aYlopYQI dvfeIaF nhIN vycdy, ies krky iehnF ivruwD muihMm nhIN clfeI jf rhI. mYN QoVHI dyr bfad iek hor zfktr qoN puwiCaf ik isvl srjn df afh jvfb TIk hY ik nhIN? Aus ny hws ky ikhf kfnUMnI qOr `qy glq hY, pr inwjI qOr `qy TIk hY. qfkq df bfdsLfh ies isvl srjn nUM muPLq dvfeI vI idMdf hY qy mhInf vI.

          zfktrI kors dy dfKLly dy tYst ivc huMdI hyrfPyrI dy ikwsy keI vfrI sfhmxy af cuwky hn. jdoN ieh ikwsy hfly bfhly cricq nhIN sn hoey, AunHIN idnIN iek zfktr imwqr nUM mYN AusdI ieklOqI bytI bfry puwiCaf qF Aus ny ikhf, zfktrI kr rhI hY. mYN sLfbfsL dyx dy ZMg nfl ikhf, bhuq cMgf hoieaf ik ieh tYst pfs kr geI, awj kwlH qF mukfblf bVf sKLq ho igaf hY. zfktr dI pqnI dy mUMhoN inkl igaf, iehdf tYst vI sfnUM vIh lwK ivc ipaY. Pyr zfktr nUM sfrf kuJ dwsxf pY igaf, ijs df sfr ieh sI ik kuVI iksy igxqI ivc vI nhIN sI af rhI, Pyr joV-qoV kr ky vIh lwK rupY lf ky ies df nF pvfieaf hY. gwl AunHF ny eyQy mukfeI ik myrf do kroV rupey df hspqfl hY, ieh vIh lwK rupY hor ienvYstmYNt smJ lE. zfktr bx geI qF iksy zfktr muMzy nfl ivafh kr idaFgy, hspqfl cwldf rih jfvygf. mYN pMjfb qoN pFzIcrI qwk ieho ijhy cflI kflj igxf skdf hF, ijwQy eydF KLrcf kr ky zfktrI kors dIaF sItF iml jFdIaF hn. afm afdmI ikvyN mukfblf kr skdf hY eynf motf pYsf kmfAux aqy KLrcx vfilaF df?

          huxy-huxy pMjfb skUl iswiKaf borz ny bfrHvIN jmfq dy nqIjy kwZy. ijhVI kuVI pMjfb `coN pihly nMbr AuWqy afeI, AuhdI Xogqf bfry qF sfry mMndy hn, pr iemiqhfn dyx df ijhVf rfh cuixaf, Aus qoN rOlf pY igaf hY. lVkI dI mF sLihr dy iek cMgy cwldy pRfeIvyt ivwidak adfry ivc AuWcI pujLIsLn AuWqy hY. Aus ny DI nUM EQy dfKLl krvfAux dI QF duryzy pyNzU skUl ivc dfKLl ikAuN krvfieaf? Auh kuVI sfrf sfl EQy geI vI nhIN qy bgYr gey qoN Aus dIaF hfjLrIaF lwgdIaF rhIaF. ijs jmfq ivc Aus df nFa dfKLl hY, Aus dy iksy bwcy dI sLkl Auh nhIN pCfxdI. mjLydfr gwl ieh ik ieho ijhy kys pMjfb ivc awj vI Poly jfx qF ds hjLfr qoN vwD bx jfxgy. vwzy-vwzy aPLsr rihMdy vwzy sLihrF `c hn, bwicaF nUM pyNzU Kyqr ivc pVHy hox df srtIiPLkyt idvf ky pyNzU lokF leI rwKI geI irjLrvysLn df lfB idvfAux leI AunHF dy nFa ieho ijhIaF QfvF AuWqy rijstrF ivc ilKvf Cwzdy hn. ijs mulk ivc jMmdy jvfkF nUM hyrfPyrI krn dy ieh ZMg smJfey jFdy hn, Aus mulk ivc sO `coN niVMnvyN byeImfn hoxy suBfvk ijhI gwl hY.

          rhI gwl sfzy smfjk ZFcy dI, Auh vI byeImfnF df qrPLdfr bx cuwkf hY. gwl qF lokIN iemfndfrI dIaF krdy qy suxdy hn, pr byeImfnI krn vflf koeI kfbU af jfvy qF Aus df bcfa krn leI dOVn vyly pYrIN juwqI nhIN pfAuNdy.

          eydF dIaF bhuq sfrIaF imsflF ivcoN iek sfzy iek Kwby-pwKI imwqr dI hY. Aus ny sfrI Aumr pwlf bcf ky nOkrI kIqI sI qy swc AuWqy pihrf dyx df Xqn kIqf hY. jdoN Aus dy puwqr ny ivdysL jfxf sI, pfsport bxfAux leI idwqI arjLI AuWqy irport ilKx puls dy do mulfjLm af gey. irport krn ipwCoN AunHF ny cfh-pfxI mMg ilaf. Aus ny sfPL kih idwqf ik sfrI Aumr pYsf ilaf vI nhIN qy idwqf vI nhIN. puls mulfjLmF ny ikhf, hux pYsy nhIN cfhIdy, eynf hI bhuq hY ik sfnUM iek dyvqy dy drsLn ho gey. jfx lwgy bVy siqkfr nfl Juwk ky gey qy vfps jf ky sfrI irport AultI ilK ky muMzy df pfsport rukvf idwqf. puwiCaf qF awgoN afkV gey. gwl myry qwk phuMcI, myry rfhIN ijLlHy dy puls muKI qwk qy Pyr pVqfl sLurU huMdy sfr AunHF nUM jylH idwsx lwg peI. ies dy bfad AunHF ny iek-iek kr ky afpxy qy Aus swjx dy sfry irsLqydfrF dy drvfjLy KVkfey. sfiraF nUM Aus dy Gr Byj-Byj ky dbfa pvfieaf. Pyr vI swc AuWqy aiVaf irhf Auh bMdf EdoN Drm-sMkt ivc PLs igaf, jdoN kuVmF ny af ky kih idwqf ik jy qUM sfzI eynI ku gwl vI nhIN mMnxI qF iPr irsLqydfrI vI kfhdI? irsLqydfr ies gwl nUM smJ hI nhIN sn skdy ik byjLmIry irsLvqKor bMidaF iKlfPL isLkfieq vfps lYxf Auhdy leI jLmIr nUM mfrn vflI gwl hY. Auh qF ieho gwl jfxdy sn ik asIN jLbfn dy ky afey hF ik mnf ky hI muVFgy. qy Auh swcmuwc mnf ky hI muVy sn.

          ijhVy mulk ivc rfjnIqk ZFcf byeImfnI dI buinafd AuWqy KVf hY, inaF-pfilkf qy hor sfry srkfrI mihkmy irsLvq dI lfg nfl ilwbVy pey hn, smfj ivc byeImfn nUM lfhnq pfAux dI QF eImfndfr nUM mfnisk qsIhy dy ky mjLbUr kIqf jFdf hY ik Auh afpxI jLmIr nUM jfgx qoN rok ky rwKy, EQy hYrfnI ies gwl AuWqy nhIN ho skdI ik eyQy sO `c niVMnvyN byeImfn hn, sgoN ies gwloN hoxI cfhIdI hY ik ijhVI iek PLIsdI bcI rih geI hY, ieh ikwdF rih geI? pr ies svfl df jvfb lwBx qoN pihlF vI ieh pqf krnf pvygf ik kI scmuwc hfly qwk iek PLIsdI bcI hoeI hY, koeI aYvyN hI qF nhIN kih igaf?

 


lyKf-joKf bfdl srkfr dy sO idnF df

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          pMjfb dI ipClI srkfr df pMj sflF df smF bVy Auqfr-cVHfvF df irhf sI. Aus dI AuTfx iBRsLtfcfr ivruwD Aus muihMm nfl hoeI sI, ijs ivc CotIaF mwCIaF qy pUMg PVn dI QF vwzy mgrmwCF nUM jfl pfieaf igaf sI. aMq Aus srkfr df eynI iBRsLtfcfr dI siVHaFd nfl hoieaf sI ik luiDafxy dy buwZy nfly df gMd vI Aus df mukfblf nf kr sky. cVHq Aus srkfr dy muwK mMqrI dI iksy iPLlmI nfiek vrgI sI qy aMq vI iksy iPLlmI Klnfiek vflf hI, ijhVf afpxI hfr nUM vI ijwq smJ ky nisLafieaf irhf qy dusLmx nfl dsqpMjf lYx nfloN vwD nfl idaF dy jVHIN qyl dyx lwgf irhf sI. awgoN nfl dy vI Auh sn, ijnHF ny Dfr rwiKaf sI ik hm qo zUbyNgy snm, qumhyN BI ly zUbyNgy.

          hux vflI srkfr ivc bhuqy lok Auho hn, ijhVy 1997 qoN 2002 dOrfn srdfr pRkfsL isMG bfdl dI srkfr vyly vjLIrIaF mfx cuwky sn. nhIN hn qF s[ gurdyv isMG bfdl, jQydfr qoqf isMG, jgdIsL isMG grcf jF iPr bIbI jgIr kOr vrgy Auh lIzr, ijhVy EdoN Aus srkfr ivc byVI aMdrly pwQr vFg Bfr bxy hoey sn. iehnF sfiraF df hfr jfxf akflI dl leI BfvyN sItF dy Kory pwKoN GftyvMdf irhf qy 1977 ipwCoN qIh sflF bfad pihlI vfrI AunHF nUM sihXogI pfrtI muQfjI JwlxI peI hY, pr lfB ieh hoieaf ik AunHF nOjvfn ichiraF dy awgy afAux leI rfh sfPL ho igaf, ijhVy idwK vwloN suQry hn qy soc vwloN mukfblqn nroey. mnpRIq isMG bfdl hovy, primMdr isMG ZINzsf jF iPr ibkrmjIq isMG mjITIaf, ieh sfry Auh hn, ijhVy dfgF qoN vI bcy hoey hn qy ivhfr pwKoN vI hux vwzy GrF dy kfikaF vflf aVbMgpuxf nhIN ivKfAuNdy.

          ijhVy-ijhVy purfxy ichry ies vjLfrq ivc hn, AunHF ny vfdVIaF-sjfdVIaF inBx isrF dy nfl vflf aKfx swc sfbq krn dI TfxI hoeI jfpdI hY. nvyN sUrj nvyN ivvfd df muwZ bxy rihMdy hn. coxF smyN dIaF mfmUlI kuVwqxF nUM mn ivc rwK ky iksy ivroDI srpMc AuWqy mukwdmf bxvf dyxf jF iksy hor nUM pulIs qoN puwTf tMgvf dyxf iehnF dy suBfa df ihwsf bx cuwkf hY. mfmly qF huxy qoN hfeI kort qwk puwjx lwg pey hn qy agly idnF ivc vI iehnF dy Gtx afs nhIN lwBdI. akflI hI nhIN, Bfjpf dy iek mMqrI ivruwD vI Aus dI afpxI pfrtI Bfjpf hI kbUqrbfjLI dy dosLF dI pVqfl krI jFdI hY.

          iPr vI ieh sB inwjI gwlF hn, ijhVIaF iksy bMdy dy cMgy-mfVy ivhfr dI Jlk qF dyNdIaF hn, iehnF nUM srkfr dy smuwc df qol-qulfvf krn df aDfr nhIN bxfieaf jf skdf. mOjUdf srkfr dy sO idn pUry kr lYx AuWqy jdoN joK-prK krnI hovy qF ieh vyKxf bxdf hY ik Aus ny ijhVy vfady kIqy sn qy ijhVy idshwdy imQy sn, AunHF dy sMbMD ivc Auh ikMny ku kdm awgy vDI hY. bfhr dy lok kI kihMdy hn, ieh vyKx-suxn dI loV nhIN, srkfr dy iewk jfxy-pCfxy smwrQk lyKk ny vI afpxy kflm ivc iewQoN qwk ilK idwqf hY ik ies srkfr ny qF hfly qwk pUxI hI nhIN CohI. jy Aus dI vI ieh rfey hY qF ihMdI dy sB qoN vwzy kOmI aKLbfr ny srvyKx krky ieh Cfp idwqf hY ik srkfr df pfxI sO idnF ivc hI lwQxf sLurU ho cuwkf hY. kmfl dI gwl ieh ik sB qoN vwD ieh pRBfv doafby qy mfJy dy AunHF lokF ny idwqf hY, ijnHF ny coxF ivc bfdl akflI dl dy zwby Brn ivc ksr nhIN sI CwzI. afKLr ieho ijhf kI ho igaf ik lok ieh rfey dyx lwg pey hn? ies bfry srkfr clfAux vfilaF nUM huxy qoN socxf cfhIdf hY.

          pihlf mfVf pRBfv qF ies vfrI kxk dI KLrId mOky hI bx igaf. kYptn amirMdr isMG dy rfj ivc kxk-Jony dy kuwl imlf ky ds sIjLn afey sn qy nO ivc iewk vI nfhrf lwgy bgYr PLsl cuwkI geI sI. isrPL iewk sIjLn ivc DmwcV ipaf sI, jdoN sMbMDq Kurfk mMqrI vwloN cox-PLMz iekwTf krn dI crcf cwlI sI qy iksfn ruldy rhy sn. mOjUdf srkfr pihly sIjLn ivc hI iksfnF dI afs AuWqy pUrI nhIN AuWqr skI qy ijs iksfn afgU ajmyr isMG lwKovfl nUM mMzI borz df cyarmYn bxfieaf sI, Auhny vI srkfr df jlUs kZvfAux ivc ksr nhIN rwKI. jy Auh awgoN vI eydF hI ivhfr krdf irhf, bfdl srkfr dI hor bdnfmI df kfrn bxygf.

          dUjf mfmlf hY grIbF nUM cfr rupey ikwlo aftf aqy vIh rupey ikwlo dfl dyx dy vfady Auwqy aml df. ikhf qF ieh sI ik srkfr bxdy sfr ieh skIm lfgU kr idwqI jfvygI, pr srkfr bxdy sfr skIm lfgU krn dI QF srvyKx sLurU krvf idwqf ik loVvMd lok ikhVy-ikhVy hn. loVvMdF dI sUcI bxI qF Aus sUcI nUM soD ky grIbF ivwcoN vI mhF-grIb lwBx df nvF srvyKx sLurU krvf idwqf. mhIny qF iqMn iesy kMm ivc lwgxy vI bycYnI vDfAux leI kfPLI sn, rihMdI ksr s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl dy ies ibafn ny kwZ idwqI ik hux ieh skIm pMdrF agsq qoN sLurU kIqI jfvygI. ijhVy lok jnvrI ivc hI mihMgy afty qy mihMgI dfl qoN qMg sn, AunHF nUM agsq ivc burkI dyx df lfrf lfAuxf afpxy afp ivc hfsohIxf hY. lok qF hwQoN AuWqy sroHN jMmdI vyKx dI afdq pfAuxf cfhuMdy hn qy srkfrF isrPL lfry lf ky zMg sfrnf cfhuMdIaF hn, bycYnI ikvyN nf PYlygI?

          qIjf svfl sI mYgf pRfjYktF df. vfadf ieh kIqf sI ik kFgrsI rfj ivc sLurU hoey iehnF pRfjYktF dI pux-Cfx krky hyrfPyrI vfly bMd kr idwqy jfxgy, pr kwitaf iehnF ivwcoN koeI vI nhIN, sgoN s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl ny Kud ieh ibafn dy idwqf hY ik sfry pRfjYkt cwldy rihxgy. ies aYlfn nfl qF ieh pRBfv jfvygf ik ieh pRfjYkt glq hI nhIN sn, iehnF dy glq hox df pRcfr isrPL cox lfBF leI kIqf igaf sI, vrnf srkfr bxf ky akflI-Bfjpf vfilaF ny CFg dyxy sn. qy pRBfv ieh vI jf skdf hY ik pRfjYktF qF iBRsLtfcfr nfl hI sLurU hoey sn, CFgy ies krky nhIN gey ik ijhVI rupey dI irsLqydfrI ipClI srkfr dy kfirMidaF nfl inkl afeI sI, Auh ies srkfr vfilaF nfl vI bx geI hY.

          cOQf muwdf coxF ivc AuBiraf igaf sI muwK sVkF AuWqy tOl-tYks dI AugrfhI df. akflI-Bfjpf afgUaF ny muV-muV ikhf sI ik tOl-tYks dy bYrIar cukf idaFgy. hux muwK mMqrI sfihb ny kih idwqf hY ik ieh bYrIar nhIN cuwky jfxy, ieMj hI cwldy rihxy hn.

          pMjvF muwdf byrujLgfrF nUM nOkrIaF dyx df sI. isrPL sO idnF ivc koeI srkfr nOkrIaF nhIN dy skdI, pr eyny smyN ivc Auh ies mfmly pRqI afpxI sMjIdgI df sbUq qF dy hI skdI hY. sMjIdgI df sbUq qF dy hI skdI hY. sMjIdgI df sbUq dyx leI kuJ nf kuJ kMm sLurU krnf huMdf hY. lfry qF ds hjLfr aiDafpk qy hjLfrF hor BrqIaF dy hfly vI lfey jf rhy hn, pr ihljul iksy vI ivBfg ivc koeI nhIN ho rhI. srkfr dI sMjIdgI qF pfsy rhI, srkfr df muKI hI ies muwdy nUM lY ky mjLfk krnoN nf hty qF cMgf pRBfv ikvyN jfvygf? iewk sMgq drsLn pRogrfm ivc iek nOjvfn ny jf ky nOkrI leI arjL kr idwqI qF muwK mMqrI bfdl sfihb ny hI kih idwqf; kfkf, mYN iksy nUM vjLIr qF bxf skdf hF, nOkrI nhIN dy skdf. vjLIr bxn qF Auh igaf nhIN sI, eynf Bwdf mjLfk sux ky vfps afieaf qy Gr af ky KudkusLI kr leI. eydF dy iewk hor sMgq drsLn mOky iewk afjLfdI GulftIey dI ibrD ivDvf ny jf ky afpxy pYnsLn afid dy hwk mMgy qF Aus dy hwQ ivc hjLfr rupY dy ky qor idwqf. jdoN agly idn Auh izptI kimsLnr dy dPLqr mUhry jf ky drI ivCf ky Drny AuWqy bYT geI qF Ausy vyly cMzIgVH qwk dy tYlIPon KVkx lwg pey. ies qoN lokF ivc ieh sMkyq igaf ik jy hwk lYxy hox qF iesy qrHF imldy hn.

          sO muwidaF df muwdf s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl dI cox muihMm df ieh sI ik pMjfb dI pulIs bVf vihsLIpuxf krdI hY, ies nUM nwQ pfeI jfvygI. isrPL sO idnF aMdr hI ies dfavy df KoKlfpx sfhmxy af igaf hY qy kuJ mfmly qF hwdoN bfhry buwcVpuxy dy vI AuWBr afey hn.

          iewk kys pMjfb qy hirafxf hfeI kort qwk puwjf hY. isLkfieq ieh hY ik iksy bMdy nUM gurdfspur ijLlHy dy iewk Qfxy dy muKI ny EQoN dy akflI ivDfiek dy kihx AuWqy awgy lf rwiKaf hY. aYn coxF mOky kFgrs Cwz ky akflI itkt AuWqy ijwqy hoey ies ivDfiek dI mrjLI pugfAux leI Qfxf muKI ny ieh vI kih idwqf ik jy Auh bMdf aiVwkf bxygf qF Qfxy ivc pey nsLIly pdfrQ brfmd hox df kys Aus AuWqy pf ky jylH ivc suwt idwqf jfvygf. ieh gwlbfq irkfrz kr leI geI aqy hfeI kort ivc irkfrz kIqI gwlbfq pysL hox mgroN hux ivDfiek dIaF vI pysLIaF ho rhIaF hn qy pulIs vfilaF dIaF vI. hfeI kort ny ies isLkfieq nUM ijMnI gMBIrqf nfl ilaf hY, Aus qoN jfpdf nhIN ik iehnF df Cutkfrf sOKf ho skygf.

          dUjf kys mogf ijLlHy df hY. EQy iewk sInIar akflI afgU nUM KusL krn leI puils ny iek kFgrsI vrkr nUM cuwk ilaFdf. Aus ny sMbMDq mfmly bfry adflq df stya afrzr pysL kIqf qF Qfxf muKI ny pfV ky pry suwt idwqf. iPr Aus bMdy nUM lMmf pf ilaf qy kutfpf sLurU kr idwqf. hwd qF ieh ik nfly Qfxf muKI kutfpf cfVHI jfvy, nfly Aus jQydfr df Pon imlf ky khI jfvy, lE afpxy ivroDI dIaF cIkF sux lvo. ijs rfj ivc iksy lIzr dy khy AuWqy bMdf Qfxy ivc kuwt ky Aus dIaF cIkF Aus lIzr nUM Pon AuWqy nflo nfl suxfeIaF jFdIaF hn, Auhdf cMgf pRBfv ikvyN bx skdf hY?     

          pulsIaf dirMdgI df qIjf mfmlf nUrmihl ivc sfhmxy af igaf hY. EQy koeI muMzf qy kuVI Prfr ho gey. muMzy dy cfcy nUM pulIs keI idn kuwtdI rhI. pMjfh hjLfr rupey Aus qoN irsLvq lY leI qy pMcfieq dy kihx AuWqy Cwizaf vI qF nf hI ieh afK idwqf; cOvI GMitaF aMdr muMzy-kuVI nUM ilaf ky pysL kr, nhIN qF qyry nfl-nfl qyrI Gr vflI nUM vI PV ilafvFgy. pulsIaf qsLwdd df JMibaf hoieaf Auh bMdf afpxI grBvqI pqnI qy cfr ku sflF dI DI smyq gwzI hyT af ky KudkusLI kr igaf. iqMn lfsLF imlx ipwCoN roh ivc afey lokF ny sVk jfm kIqI qF pulIs ny golI clf ky iewk bMdf hor mfr idwqf qy iqMn jLKLmI kr idwqy. ies nfl srkfr df mfx ikMnf ku vDygf, kihx dI loV nhIN rih jFdI.

          jy koeI pRfpqI ies srkfr dI igxI jf skdI hY qF ieho ik swcf sOdf zyry vflf ivvfd ies ny bhuqf vDx qoN bcf ilaf hY. AuNj ies ivvfd dy vDx vflf kucwj vI muwK mMqrI dy BrosymMdF ny hI kIqf sI. nMgIaF qlvfrF lY ky jdoN Auh bjLfrF ivc inkly, vpfrIaF qy kfrKfnydfrF nUM hwQF-pYrF dI pY geI. AunHF nUM idwlI dy Bfjpf afgUaF dy Pon KVkfey. Bfjpf df EdoN df pMjfb df ieMcfrj arux jyqlI qF pOxf akflI mMinaf jFdf sI, pr bfkI lIzr smJ gey ik jy kfrobfrI lok ies ivhfr qoN qRBk gey qF Bfjpf ny agly mhIny af rhIaF imAuNspl kfrporysLn dIaF coxF ivc hI mFjI jfxf hY. AunHF ny dbfa vDfieaf. s[ suKbIr isMG bfdl afpxf ivdysL dOrf ivcfly Cwz ky pMjfb prqy. qKLqF dy jQydfrF qy vwK-vwK sMprdfvF dy muKIaF nfl AunHF ny mIitMgF lfeIaF. pUry Cy idn siQqI dI sfrI kmfn suKbIr isMG bfdl dy hwQ rhI qy nqIjy vjoN swcy sOdy dy sfry zyry cuwkvf dyx vfly isMG sfihbfn pMjfb qy hirafxy dy dovF gvrnrF nUM Auh mYmorYNzm Byjx qwk af gey, ijs ivc zyry bMd krfAux df ijLkr qwk nf kIqf igaf hovy. siQqI nUM ieMj sMBfl lYx df ishrf jy iksy nUM jFdf hY qF isrPPL souKbIr isMG bfdl nUM, pr ies bKyVy ny Bfjpf lIzr arux jyqlI qoN pMjfb dI ieMcfrjI Koh leI, ijs df nuksfn Aus ny nvjoq iswDU vrgy jotIdfrF nUM vI hovygf qy akflI dl dy AunHF lIzrF nUM vI, ijhVy arux jyqlI nUM hI BivwK dI Bfjpf mMnI bYTy sn.

          ijhVI Bwl ies srkfr ny swcf sOdf ivvfd nUM vyly isr sMBfl ky Kwt leI sI, Aus dy mgry mgr sRI akfl qKLq sfihb dy jQydfr dy nFa nfl juVy klgI ivvfd ny Auh ipwCy pf idwqI hY. ies ivvfd ivc jQydfr akfl qKLq dI pdvI dy siqkfr nUM vI Zfh lwgI hY, sLoRmxI gurduafrf pRbMDk kmytI nfl qkrfr qy ies qoN awgy jf ky pfVf vI hor viDaf hY qy akflI dl dy pRDfn vjoN s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl dIaF musLiklF vI vD geIaF hn. ijwQy vI jfx, AunHF nUM puwCy jfx vfly svflF ivc ijhVf vfDf ies ivvfd ny kIqf hY, Aus qoN bicaf jf skdf sI. ipwCoN jQydfr sfihb df ibafn afieaf hY ik AunHF ny dsvyN gurU sfihb dI klgI lwBx leI kdy koeI kmytI hI nhIN bxfeI qy kdy koeI kmytI hI nhIN bxfeI qy koeI icwTI vI nhIN ilKI. jy ieho gwl sI qF jQydfr sfihb dy pirvfr dy ijnHF jIaF dy pfsportF df ijLkr af irhf sI, Auh ivKf ky sB dI qswlI krvfeI jf skdI sI ik iehnF AuWqy koeI vIjLf hI nhIN lwgf, sfrf JUT pRcfr ho irhf hY. aijhf nf krn ny ieh mfmlf eynf sLwkI bxf idwqf hY ik ijMny mrjLI KMzn-mMzn huMdy rihx, hux iksy nUM XkIn hI nhIN afAuxf. sLoRmxI kmytI df pRDfn pihlF hI swcf sOdf ivvfd dOrfn iek idn ibnF qoilaf bol-bol ky eynI ku soBf Kwt cuwkf hY ik iksy mUhry bolx jogf nhIN irhf. ieho ijhy mfhOl ivc muwdf BfvyN ieh vI bhuqy idn grm nhIN rihxf, pr EnI dyr nUM koeI nf koeI ies qoN vI vwzf AuWT skdf hY.

          nf qF rfjnIqI dy Kyqr ivc iehnF sO idnF ivc pMjfb dI mOjUdf srkfr ny koeI Kfs Bwl KwtI hY, nf afriQk muhfj AuWqy, nf lokF nfl kIqy vfady inBfAux dy mfmly ivc qy nf hI puils dI nkyl kwsx dy sMbMD ivc. incoV vjoN kihxf hovy qF keI srkfrF bfry afgfjL qoN awCf hY, aMjfm Kudf jfny ikhf jFdf hY, ies srkfr bfry afgfd qoN awCf kih skx df mOkf vI iksy nUM nhIN imilaf. ies dy bfvjUd asIN kihxf cfhFgy ik pMj sflF dI imafd vflI srkfr dI kurgujLfrI dy ivsLlysLx leI sO idn eyny QoVHy huMdy hn ik iehnF nUM afDfr mMn ky koeI iswtf nhIN kwZxf cfhIdf, pr srkfr clfAux vfilaF nUM vI ieh Xfd rwKxf cfhIdf hY ik jy bfkI df smF vI eydF dy sO-sO idn krky hI inkldf igaf, Pyr kI bxygf?

 


khfxI zyiraF dy AuWgx qy rfjsI irsLiqaF dI

-jiqMdr pnUM

          msF do hPLqy lMmf sI Auh ivvfd, ijhVf swcy sOdy vfly muKI sMq gurmIq rfm rhIm isMG vwloN jfm-ie-ieMsF nFa df pIx-pdfrQ vrqfAux, ies mOky swq syvk mUhry krn aqy gurU goibMd isMG jI vrgf colf pihnx nfl sLurU hoieaf sI. idn msF pMdrF ku hI sn, pr ieMj jfpdf hY, ijvyN ies cwkr ivc keI mhIny lwg gey hox. sOKf smF KMB lf ky AuWzdf jFdf hY, aOKf vkq muwkx ivc hI nhIN afAuNdf. iehnF pMdrF idnF ivc vI eynf kuJ eynI qyjLI nfl vfpr igaf ik GtnfvF dI iksy vI hor smyN dI qor nfloN iqwKf jfpdf irhf.

          sLurUafq hoeI sI zyrf muKI dI qsvIr aKLbfr ivc Cpx nfl qy agly idn hI zyrf muKI dy cyilaF qy iswK sMgqF ivckfr biTMzy vfly tkrfa ny hr aKLbfr qy hr tI[ vI[ jF ryzIE cYnl df sfrf iDafn eysy pfsy lf idwqf sI. muwZly pRqIkrm dovF pfisaF qoN vfhvf cuxOqI BrpUr sn, pr smF pf ky pihlF zyry vfly ZYly pYx lwg pey qy ipwCoN aMimRqsr qoN afAuNdIaf surF vI mwDm pYx lwg peIaF. ijs Gtnfkrm df afgfjL nMgIaF qlvfrF qy gMzfsy lY ky iek iDr vwloN srkfrI srkt hfAUs AuWqy hmly qoN hoieaf qy do idn bfad dUujI iDr vwloN pihlI df pMjfb pwDr df zyrf Zfhux leI kUc krn qwk gwl jf puwjI sI, Aus Gtnfkrm df aMq iek gurduafrf sfihb qoN msF iek iklomItr dUr vfly dUjy gurduafrf sfihb qwk dy ros mfrc nfl ho igaf. pihlIaF surF iswDy ByV vflIaF sn qy aMqlIaF gvrnrF dy pRqIinDF nUM idwqy mYmorYNzm rfhIN srkfrI kfrvfeI qwk sImq ho jfxdIaF. grm-dlIaF nUM BfvyN ieh sB kuJ pUrI qrHF mnjLUr nhIN sI, iPr vI Auh afpxf vwKrf pRogrfm nhIN dy sky.

          ijwQy jf ky mfmlf TMZf ipaf, kfrn ies df BfvyN kuJ vI irhf hovy, EQy pMj isMG sfihbfn dI hdfieq AuWqy sLoRmxI kmytI ny srkfr nUM hI apIl kIqI hY ik Auh Plfxf-Plfxf kMm kry. isMG sfihbfn ny ieh kih idwqf ik sLoRmxI gurduafrf pRbMDk kmytI hux swcy sOdy vfly zyry aqy Aus dy muKI ivruwD cwl rhy mukwdimaF ivc afpxf vkIl KVf kr ky sjLf idvfAux leI vI jLor lfvy. nfl hI srkfr qoN ieh mMg kIqI geI hY ik swcf sOdf sLbd iswK pMQ dy bfnI sRI gurU nfnk dyv jI dI jIvn-Xfqrf dy iek pivwqr pVfa df pRqIk hY, ies leI isrsy vfly zyry nUM ies sLbd dI vrqoN krn qoN roikaf jfvy.

          sLoRmxI kmytI ies iksm dy kysF leI vkIl KVf kry jF swcf sOdf sLbd AuWqy rok leI koeI kfnUMnI cfrfjLoeI kry, sfnUM ies nfl bhuqf vfsqf nhIN. ies zyry ivruwD jdoN kdy koeI kuskdf nhIN sI, hr rMg dy rfjnIqk lIzr AuWQy cONkIaF Brn jFdy sn, EdoN Aus zyry ivruwD sB qoN pihlI vfrI klm iehnF sqrF dy lyKk ny hI cuwkI sI. Aus duUrfzy ielfky ivc sfzy aKLbfr dI bhuqI phuMc nhIN sI qy ijMny ku aKLbfr phuMc gey, AunHF nUM lY ky do rupey muwl vfly ies aKLbfr dI iek-iek PLotostYt nkl vI pMjfh-pMjfh rupey nUM ivkdI rhI sI. hflq ieh bx geI ik agly hPLqy zyrf swcf sOdf qoN iek igafrF mYNbrI tIm sfzy dPLqr ies gwl leI puwjI sI ik zyry dI bdnfmI ho rhI hY, jo kuJ glq jfpygf, asIN rokFgy, pr qusIN hor nf Cfpo. koeI mMd-Bfvnf nf hox kfrn asIN hF kIqI qF AunHF ivcoN iek jxy ny ies nUM sfzI kmjLorI smJ ky ieh kih idwqf ik ajy qF asIN kihx hI afey hF, jy qusIN Pyr iliKaf qF nqIjy mfVy vI inkl skdy hn. Aus dI ies gwl dy jvfb ivc AunHF ivruwD sfnUM ieko mhIny ivc iqMn vfrI Pyr ilKxf ipaf sI, qF ik Auh mfVy nqIjy kwZ ky hI vyK lYx. ijhVy nqIjy Auh sfzy ivruwD nhIN sn kwZ sky, Auh AunHF ny mogf ijLlHy dy iek ksby ivc iek hor pMjfbI aKLbfr dy pwqrkfrF nUM kuwt ky qy AunHF qoN Bry bfjLfr mfPLI mMgvf ky kwZ ivKfey sn, ikAuNik sYkUlr igxy jFdy Aus aKLbfrI gruwp df sMpfdk afpxy pwqrkfrF dI TIk KLbr dy bfvjUd AunHF dy pwK ivc nhIN sI KVo sikaf. asIN TIk aDfr AuWqy vI KVy sF, gwl vI dlIl nfl kihMdy sF, ies kr ky Auh kuJ krn df hONslf hI nhIN sn kr sky.

          ieh gwlF ds sfl purfxIaF hn. EdoN qoN ieh sfrf kuJ aKLbfrF ivc afAuNdf irhf sI, pr ipCly dsF sflF dOrfn nf kdy sLoRmxI kmytI AunHF dy iKlfPL bolI qy nf hI isMG sfihbfn boly. sfry dy sfry iek cuwp ivcoN hI sO suwK Bfldy rhy. ijhVf swcf sOdf sLbd Aus zyry nfl juiVaf hoxf isMG sfihbfn nUM hux TIk nhIN jfpdf, Auho EdoN glq ikAuN nf jfipaf? kI ieh sLbd AunHF dy zyry nfl juVnf EdoN hI mfVf hoieaf hY, jdoN Aus zyry ny coxF ivc Aus akflI dl df sfQ nhIN idwqf, ijhVf isMG sfihbfn dI inXukqI krn df hwk rwKdf hY? Aus zyry dy muKI AuWqy zyry aMdr rihMdIaF kuVIaF dI iewjLq nfl iKlvfV dy dosL lwgy, iek pwqrkfr nUM swc ilKx bdly kql kr dyx dI krqUq vI Aus dy nFa nfl juVI qy iek hor bMdy dy guMmnfm kql dI AuNgl vI AuWTdI rhI, pr sLoRmxI gurduafrf pRbMDk kmytI aqy isMG sfihbfn EdoN ies bfry cuwp ikAuN kIqy rhy, ieh gwl AunHF nUM hux lokF sfhmxy rwKxI cfhIdI hY. iek idn Aus zyry dy sfry itkfxy pMjfb `coN cuwk dyx dI qfrIK vI imQ dyxf qy awTF idnF ipwCoN do gvrnrF nUM idwqy mMg-pwqr ivc zyry cuwkx vflI gwl df ijLkr vI nf krnf kI drsfAuNdf hY, ieh gwl vI spwsLt hoxI cfhIdI hY.

          pr spwsLtqf dy cwkr ivc iksy ny nhIN pYxf. jy Auh ies cwkr ivc pYxgy qF iPr eyny ku hor svfl isr cuwk lYxgy, ijnHF df spwsLtIkrn dyxf sLfied hor aOKf ho jfvy. sO svflF df svfl qF ieho hY ik pMjfb ivc jdoN ieho ijhy zyry AuWgdy hn, EdoN sLoRmxI kmytI kI krdI hY qy srkfr kI krdI hY? pMjfb ivc keI zyry Drm dyy JMzy qy insLfn lf ky ieho ijhy vI bxy hoey hn, ijnHF ivc EVkF df vihm-Brm qF PLYilaf hoieaf hI hY, nsLIly pdfrQF dy kfrobfr dIaF kVIaF vI AunHF nfl juVdIaF hn. DIaF-BYxF dI iewjLq nfl iKlvfV dIaF KLbrF EdoN afm afAuNdIaF hn. ies dy bfvjuUd rfjnIqk afgU hI nhIN, Dfrimk sLKLsIaqF vI AunH zyiraF ivc Aucycf gyVf mfrdIaF hn qy iPr KLbr afAuNdI hY ik AuQy AunHF nUM isropfE bKLisLsL krn vyly iek icwtf ilPLfPLf vI idwqf igaf sI. ilPLfPLy ivc kI huMdf hY, kihx dI loV hI nhIN. awgoN zyiraF vfly iehnF hsqIaF dy AuQy jfx df lfB lYx leI Aus mOky dI PLoto iKwcvf ky Aucycy borz AuWqy tMgdy hn, qF ik afAux-jfx vflI sMgq vyKdI rhy ik eyQy qF eyz vwzy-vwzy lok vI afAuNdy hn. ieMj iehnF hsqIaF df EQy jfxf vI AunHF dy ies kfrobfr ivc vfDy df vsIlf bx jFdf hY.

          kmfeI iehnF ivc ikMnI huMdI hY, ies df pqf do-iqMn qfjLf GtnfvF qoN lwg jFdf hY. iek Gtnf iek kfr-syvf vfly zyry dI hY. EQoN zyry df AuWp-muKI Prfr ho igaf qy zyrf muKI ny Aus AuWqy cVHfvy dI do kroV rupY dI rkm lY jfx df dosL lf idwqf. jvfb ivc Aus ny vI zyrf muKI AuWqy kroVF rupey dy gbn dy dosL lf idwqy. lokIN hYrfn sn ik kroVF dIaF gwlF EQy kOzIaF vFg kIqIaF jf rhIaF sn. dUjI Gtnf Aus zyry nfl juVI hoeI hY, ijhVf iek ipMz dI pMcfieq dI ZwkI, jMglfq vflI jLmIn, AuWqy njfiejL kbjLf kr ky bxfieaf igaf hY. Aus zyry dy muKI ny 1999 ivc Kflsy dy iqMn sOvyN jnm idvs mOky svf lwK pRfxIaF nUM aMimRq CkfAux df aYlfn kIqf sI, pr aYlfn Diraf rih igaf qy zyrf muKI nUM jylH jfxf pY igaf sI. kys hfly cwldf hY qy zyrf muKI bfhr hY, pr ipCly mhIny Auhny vI afpxy zyry dy AuWp-muKI AuWqy do kroV rupey lY ky sMbMD qoV lYx df dosL lf idwqf hY.

          iehnF zyiraF AuWqy mwQy tykx vfilaF dy GrIN qF do zMg dI rotI msF pwkdI hY qy ieh jdoN gwl krdy hn, kroVF qoN Aury dI krdy hI nhIN. kdy koeI srkfrI ivBfg iehnF ivc af rhI byihsfbI mfieaf dy vihx vwl iDafn ikAuN nhIN krdf? jdoN byihsfbI mfieaf afeI jFdI hY, gurbfxI df mfieaf bfry AupdysL Buwl ky ieh AuproN Drm df burkf pf ky aMdroN Auh sfry kMm krn lwg jFdy hn, ijhVy koeI vI mfieafDfrI kr skdf hY. mfieafDfrI aiq aMnHf bolf, sLbd n suxI bhu rol Gcolf dy mhF-vfk anusfr iehnF sfry zyiraF df nfl lwgdy jLmInF vfilaF iksfnF nfl JgVf rihMdf hY. pihlF ieh iek-iek Kyq kr ky Gyry-Gyry dI jLmIn KrIddy qy iPr Gyry `c iGr geIaF ZyrIaF dy iksfnF df nwk ivc dm kr ky AunHF nUM AUxy-pOxy Bfa pYsy cuwk ky qurdy bxn leI mjLbUr krdy hn. jy Pyr vI koeI nf mMny qF Aus dy iKlfPL zyry dy syvkF nfl JgVy df kys bxf ky idwlI qy cMzIgVH dy tYlIPon krvfAux ipwCoN puls cfVH idwqI jFdI hY. Dwky-sLfhI nUM Drm dI pfx cfVHn leI ieho ijhI QF AuWqy kbjLf krn mgroN EQy Aucycf sqsMg, kIrqn-drbfr jF aKMz pfT rKvf idwqf jFdf hY. ieh sfrf kuJ sLoRmxI kmytI nUM vI pqf hY qy isMG sfihbfn nUM vI, pr Auh kdy ies Kyz ivc aiVwkf nhIN pfAuNdy.

          iek gwl hor, iehnF zyiraF qy sMprdfvF ivc bMdy mfrny jF gfieb ho jfxy vI afm ijhI gwl hY. iksy QF koeI srkrdf bMdf EdoN hfdsy df isLkfr ho jFdf hY, jdoN Auh zyry df aglf muKI smiJaf jf irhf huMdf hY qy iksy hor QF Auhdy AuWqy pYsy lY ky dOV jfx df dosL lwg jFdf hY. ieh Kyz vI iek-qrPLf nhIN. zyry df aglf muKI smJy jf rhy bMdy vI afpxI Kyz keI QfeIN Kyz jFdy hn. kdy zyry dy muKI nUM acfnk hI ibmfrI Gyr lYNdI hY qy Auh hOlI-hOlI byhosLI jF bysurqI dI hflq ivc rwb nUM ipafrf ho jFdf hY qy kdy iksy QF Auhdf aMq iksy sVkI hfdsy ivc ho jfx nfl nvIN crcf iCV jFdI hY. iek sMprdf dy iqMn srkrdf sMq sVkI hfdisaF df awgV-ipwCV isLkfr ho gey qF crcf ieh cwl peI sI ik sB kuJ zyry dy agly muKI dI cox dy vrqfry df nqIjf hY.

          zyrf swcf sOdf vfly mOjUdf ivvfd ivc vI ieh crcf cwldI rhI hY ik hux vfly muKI gurmIq rfm rhIm isMG qoN pihly muKI sLfh sqnfm jI df dyhFq ikhVy hflfq ivc hoieaf sI. Aus crcf dy cwlidaF sfzy qwk iek hor sMprdf dy mOjUdf muKI bfry hYrfnIjnk gwlF phuMc geIaF. cMdoaf qfx ky bYTx vfly ies gurU dI ishq awj kwlH TIk nhIN qy ikhf jFdf hY ik ies ipwCy vI aglf muKI kOx df kItfxUM kMm kr irhf hY. guurU jI dy gVveI aqy lMmy smyN qoN cwly af rhy zrfeIvr dI keI-keI kroV rupey dI jfiedfd vI crcf df ivsLf bxI hoeI hY qy ieh vI ik aMdr-Kfqy ho rhIaF gwlF jy bfhr af geIaF qF sMprdf doPfV hI nhIN, iqMn-cfr QF vI vMzI jf skdI hY. ieljLfm-qrfsLI eyny nIvyN pwDr dI ho rhI hY ik sux ky iksy nUM vI sLrm af jfvy.

          ieh sfrf kuJ afKLr huMdf ikAuN hY? isrPL ies leI ik cfr AudfsIaF ivc cfry cwk GuMmx vfly gurU bfby df aslI sMdysL pMjfb dy lokF qwk puwjx qoN rok idwqf igaf hY. afid-kfl ivc jdoN Drm df AuQfn hoieaf sI, EdoN bfry iek Dfrnf ieh vI hY ik qfkqvfr bMdf kbIly df muKI qy iqwKy idmfg vflf pujfrI bx jFdf sI. afpsI smJdfrI dovF ivc ieh huMdI sI ik pujfrI nUM rwb df dUq afK ky sfl ivc iek-awD vfrI jnqf dy sfhmxy rfjf Aus dy crnF AuWqy isr jf Jukfvy qy bfkI df sfrf sfl pujfrI hI lokF nUM kihMdf rhy, rfjf qF rwb df rUp hY, ies df ijs ny vI ivroD kIqf, nrk ivc sVygf. ihMdI ivc rfjy nUM iesy leI nrysL ikhf jFdf hY qy nrysL df arQ nr dy rUp ivc eIsLvr huMdf hY. awj vI ieh Kyz jfrI hY. rwb dy vwzy dUqF nfl vwzy rfjnIqk lIzrF dI awK rlI rihMdI hY qy Coty pwDr dy rfjsI lIzr afpo afpxy Kyqr ivc koeI nf koeI rwbI dUq pYdf krn lwgy rihMdy hn, jo AunHF dI mihmf gfAuNdf qy votF pYdf krdf rhy. jdoN Auh ielfkfeI dyv-pursL QoVHf ijhf kwd kwZ jFdy hn, vwzy kwd vfly lIzrF nfl jF qF AunHF dI sFJ pYxI huMdI hY jF ryVkf. sFJ bxI rhy qF dovF iDrF dIaF pON bfrF, pr jy ryVkf pY jfvy qF jo kuJ ho skdf hY, Auh sB nUM pqf hY.

 


afAuNdIaF lok sBf coxF qwk ikwdF df hovygf Bfrq df rfjnIqk idRsL?

-jiqMdr pnUM

          iswK BfeIcfry aqy zyrf swcf sOdf ivcfly ivvfd BfvyN hfly muwkf nhI, pr ies dy muwkx jF lmk jfx bfry vI ieh sqrF ilKx dI GVI kuJ nhIN ikhf jf skdf. hr GVI ieh ivvfd eyny rMg vtf irhf hY ik ilKq pfTkF dy hwQIN phuMcx qwk pqf hI nhIN iks moV AuWqy phuMc cuwkf hovygf. mfmlf dysL dI sB qoN AuWcI adflq qwk vI jf puwjf hY. ieho ijhI hflq ivc asIN awj dI GVI ies nUM nf CyVdy hoey Aus rfjnIqk idRsL dI gwl krnI cfhFgy ijhVf aglIaf lok sBf coxF qwk dysL ivc vyKx nuUM iml skdf hY.

          meI 2004 ivc Bfrq ivc pfrlImYNt coxF hoeIaf sn, jdoN ieMzIaf sLfeIinMg (cmkF mfrdf Bfrq) aqy PLIl guwz(cMgf-cMgf hI jfpdf) dy gubfiraF dI PUk inkl geI qy AunHF AuWqy svfr BfrqI jnqf pfrtI hkIkqF dI DrqI AuWqy DVMm afx izwgI sI. afs qF ieh kIqI sI ik ies vfrI sfQI dlf dy smwrQn dI loV vI nhIN rihxI qy afpxy isr srkfr bxf ky mn-afey rMg ivc ihMdusqfn nUM rMg dyxf hY, pr hoieaf ieh ik ijMnIaF sItF ipClI vfrI sn, AunHF df qIjf ihwsf guaf bYTI qy sfQIaF dy pwly vI bhuqf kuJ nhIN sI rih igaf.

          nvIN srkfr sRImqI sonIaf gFDI dI agvfeI hyT bx jfx bfry smwrQk iDrf ivc sihmqI ho geI sI, pr aYn mOky AuWqy Aus ny afpxI QF zfktr mnmohn isMG nUM pRDfn mMqrI bxf ky sfbq kr idwqf sI ik Auh rfj-gwdI dI BuwKI nhIN. isafsI sMinafs dI ijhVI imsfl Aus ny pysL kIqI, Aus qoN vI Aus dy ivroDIaF dy pYrF hyTlI jLmIn iKsk geI sI qy jdoN zfktr mnmohn isMG vrgf sMsfr pRiswD afriQk mfhr awgy kr idwqf, Aus nfl vI ivroDIaF kol kihx nUM kuJ nhIN sI rih igaf. iewk Gwt-igxqI muslmfn BfeIcfry nfl sMbMDq zfktr ey[ pI[ jy[ abdul klfm rfsLtrpqI qy dUjI Gwt-igxqI df srdfr mnmohn isMG pRDfn mMqrI bx jfx nfl sfrI dunIaf ivc sfzy lokqMqr df mfx viDaf sI. ieh Auh imsflF sn, ijhVIaF isrPL Bfrq dy pwly hsn, hor iksy dy vI nhIN.

          awj jdoN Aus srkfr dy iqMn sfl gujLr cuwky hn, EdoN vflf cMgf-cMgf pRBfv hux bhuqf nhIN lwBdf. rfsLtrpqI klfm nUM nf hux Auh lok hI dubfrf KVf krnf cfhuMdy hn, ijnHF ny EdoN bxfieaf sI qy nf hI kFgrs pfrtI vfly, ijnHF ny EdoN ivroD kIqf sI. kfrn ies df ieh nhIN ik Auh koeI inkMmf bMdf inkilaf hY, sgoN ieh hY ik Auh kdy-kdy rbV dI mohr bxn qoN dovF nUM ienkfr kr dyNdf irhf hY qy rfjnIqk muwidaF bfry Aus dI smJ df Gcolf imafd mukMml hox qwk vI nhIN inkilaf. jy aijhf nf huMdf qF Auh afjLfdI dI pihlI lVfeI dI zyZ sOvIN vrHygMZ mOky ibnF iksy cwl rhI crcf qoN Bfrq aMdr do-pfrtI rfjsI pRxflI df Auh qIr nf clf dyNdf, ijs dI hfmI BrnI iksy nUM vI aOKI jfpxI sI.

          rih igaf zfktr mnmohn isMG, Auh nUM pRDfn mMqrI vjoN agly ko sfl vI koeI Kfs KLqrf nhIN. XU[ pI[ smfjvfdI pfrtI jy sfQ Cwz vI jfvy qF koeI PLrk nhIN pYNdf, pfrlImYNt aMdr Pyr vI bQyrI hmfieq Aus dy kol hY. iQVkx af skdI hY qF EdoN, jdoN kdy Kwby-pwKIaF nfl ivgfV pY igaf. AunHF dy swT dy krIb mYNbrF dI QF lYx vflf dUjf koeI DVf nhIN, qy iesy krky zfktr mnmohn isMG qy sRImqI sonIaf gFDI Kwby-pwKIaF nfl eynf qxfa kdy nhIN vDx dyNdy ik nObq tuwt geI qVwk kr ky vflI af jfvy. kOV-kuVwqx df guwB-guBft inkldf hY, sFJIaF mIitMgF juVdIaF hn qy Pyr Kwby-pwKIaF df ieh ibafn af jFdf hY ik asIN ies srkfr nUM qoV ky Bfjpf leI rsqf sfPL nhIN kr skdy.

          zfktr mnmohn isMG leI kFgrs pfrtI dy aMdroN vI koeI Kfs cuxOqI awj dI GVI nhIN lwBdI. pRxb muKrjI sInIar huMdy hoey vI zfktr mnmohn isMMG nfl dUjI QF lY ky hI sMqusLt krn qy kdy vI pYr imwD ky awgy afAux df jqn krdy njLr nhIN afey. bhuq ikafs-arfeIaF hn ik sRImqI sonIaf gFDI afp ipwCy rihky puwqr rfhul gFDI nUM hOlI-hOlI awgy ilafAux lwgI hoeI hY qy CyqI hI Aus nUM pRDfn mMqrI bxf idwqf jfvygf. jy rfhul gFDI dy jLor lfieaF XU[ pI[ ivc kFgrs kuJ vDry ijwqF drj kr jFdI, ieh ikafPLy hor vI vD jfxy sn, pr AuQy hI kuJ pwly nhIN pY sikaf, dlIl vjoN Aus nUM kOx vrq skygf? AuNj vI Auh qF hfly qwk kFgrs pfrtI dI Auh jnrl skwqrI lYxf hI nhIN mMn irhf ijhVI pihlF sMjy gFDI qy ipwCoN rfhul dy ipqf rfjIv gFDI dI AuTfx df pihlf pVuwl bxI sI, pRDfn mMqrI dI pdvI qF hor vI dUr dI gwl hY. Kud sonIaf gFDI vI ies mfmly ivwc qwqI KIr Kf ky buwlH sVvfAux vfly isafixaF ijMnI kfhlI nhIN jfpdI, cfplUs BfvyN bMgfl qoN lY ijMnIaf mrjLI kwZdy rihMdy hox.

          Pyr vI gMBIr cuxOqI zfktr mnmohn isMG nUM bfhroN nhIN, rfj-Bfg dy gilafiraF dy aMdroN hI hY. QoVHy-QoVHy icr ipwCoN bdmjLgI pYdf krdy rihx dy sOkIn mxI sMkr aeIar ny qF iek idn pRDfn mMqrI dIaF afriQk nIqIaF kfrn dysL df afm afdmI kFgrs qoN dUr huMdf jfx dI gwl kih ky Auh crcf vI CyV idwqI sI, ijs nfl Aus dI pfrtI nUM afpxf vKryvF jLfhr krnf pY igaf sI. Pyr vI ies gwl nfl ijhVI bihs BK geI, Aus ny zfktr mnmohn isMG nUM cuwp nf rihx idwqf. idwlI ivc snaqkfrF dy sMmyln ivc AunHF nUM kihxf pY igaf ik isrP munfPLf hI muwK nf rwKo, dysL dy afm afdmI dy ihwqF df vI iKafl kiraf kro. gwl BfvyN sfry TIk afKI, pr afKI EdoN, jdoN hr pfsy ieh crcf jLor PV geI ik mnmohn isMG dI srkfr dIaF nIqIaF sdkf amIr hor qoN hor amIr hoeI jf rhy hn qy grIbF nUM sMGI GuwtI jFdI mihsUs krky KudkusLIaF krnIaF pY rhIaF hn. jy ieho gwl zfktr mnmohn isMG ny do sfl nf shI, do mhIny vI pihlF afKI huMdI qF Bwl KwtxI sI, hux ieh dosL vI lvf ilaf hY ik ies bMdy df afpxf stYNz koeI nhIN, ijwDroN dbfa pYNdf hY, EDr nUM iqlk jFdf hY. pihlF ieh gwl Kwby-pwKIaF dy dbfa bfry khI jFdI sI, hux pfrtI aMdrly sihXogIaF bfry vI khI jfx lwg peI hy. amrIkI rfsLtrpqI jfrj buwsL nfl sMbMDF dy mfmly ivc qF kuJ kihx dI loV vI nhIN, ikAuNik pqf hI hY ik zfktr mnmohn isMG hurIN purfxy amrIkf-pwKI hn.

          jdoN kFgrs pfrtI df srkfr ivc vI qy rfjnIqk Kyqr ivc vI ieh hfl hoieaf ipaf hY, do sfl bfad af rhIaF coxF dy cOKty ivc vI Auhdf hfl cMgf nhIN njLr afAuNdf. XU[ pI[ ivc Aus dy pwKy pihlF vI kuJ nhIN sI, hux vI kuJ nhIN pY sikaf. ijhVy rfjF ivc Aus dIaF srkfrF hn, AunHF sBnF dI kfrgujLfrI vI lgBg EnI ku hI lokF nUM afpxy vwl iKwcx vflI hY, ijMnI ku kYptn amirMdr isMG dI srkfr dI sI. kYptn amirMdr isMG dy muwK mMqrI huMidaF pMjfb dIaF qyrF pfrlImYNtrI sItF `coN kFgrs dy pwly do peIaF sn, awj dIaF mhfrfsLtr, aFDrf pRdysL qy hirafxf jF idwlI srkfrF ijs qrHF cwl rhIaF hn, Auh pMjfb df EdoN df irkfrz vI qoV skdIaF hn. ibhfr, bMgfl, qfimlnfzU, AuVIsf, mwD pRdysL, gujrfq, rfjsQfn ivc AuhdI hflq suDr koeI nhIN rhI.

          qd kI kFgrs pfrtI isrPL AunHF BfeIvflF dy afsry pfr lwgygI, ijnHF dy afpxy QMmH iQVky pey hn? jy Auh idn vyKxf pY igaf, icrF qoN pRDfn mMqrI bxn dy suPLny lY rhy lflU pRsfd hurIN pYr ikvyN lwgx dyxgy? mfieafvqI bIbI vI huxy hI kih rhI hY ik AuWqr pRdysL qoN ipwCoN Aus df aglf insLfnf idwlI df vwzf qKLq hY. vwKrI iksm dI rfjsI lIzr bIbI mfieafvqI sLfied ies dysL dI iewko iek lIzr hY, ijs dy jnqk afDfr nUM koeI vI Korf nhIN lf skdf. jdoN Auh ieh kihMdI hY ik mYN iPLlm vfly lokF qoN QoVHf PLfslf hI rwKdf hF qy ieh vI ik hr hor pfrtI ny aYktr qy aYktrYWsF ilaFdy sn, isrPL bhujn smfj pfrtI sI, ijs ny koeI iPLlmI klfkfr coxF ivc nhIN vriqaf, qF ieho gwl ies swc nUM mMnx leI kfPLI hY ik Aus nUM Aus nUM afpxy afp AuWqy vI hwdoN vwD Brosf hY qy afpxy jnqk afDfr AuWqy vI. iesy Brosy ny hI Aus nUM idwlI vwl njLfrF lfAux df mOkf idwqf hY.

          dUjy pfsy kFgrsI hI nhIN, gYr-kFgrsI ivroDI iDrF ivwcoN BfrqI jnqf pfrtI qoN lY ky akflI dl vrgIaF KyqrI pfrtIaF qwk dy sfry lIzr vI afpxy dl vrgIaF KyqrI pfrtIaF qwk dy sfry lIzr vI afpxy aDfr AuWqy Brosf rwKx jogy nhIN rih gey. jy Brosf huMdf qF hIro-hIroienF nUM nfl nf leI iPrdy. BfrqI jnqf pfrtI df ihMdUqv vflf pwqf vI hux ihMdU BfeIcfry aMdr hI bhuqI kft nhIN kr irhf. ihMdUqv df sMklp Aus ny AuWc jfqI dy ihMdUaF qwk ies hwdqwk sImq kr idwqf hY ik Aus cOKty ivc rfjnfQ isMG vrgf rfjpUq vI iPLwt nhIN bYT irhf. bhuq vwzI igxqI nIvIN afKI jfdI jfq vfilaF AunHF lokF dI hY, ijnHF nUM AuWcI jfqI dI lIzrisLp bxdf mfx hI nhIN dyNdI.

          pMjfb dy iek gurduafry ivc iek grIb mjLdUr dI DI dIaF lfvF ies krky nf pVHn idwqIaF geIaF ik Auh mjLhbI iswK jfqI dy hn qy ipMz dy srkrdf jQydfr df kihxf sI ik awj eyQy lfvF pVHfAux afey hn, kwlH nUM kmytI `c mYNbrI mMg ky prsoN nUM pRDfngI vI mMgxgy. BfrqI jnqf pfrtI dy hrIjn sYWl dy do afgU Aus ipMz phuMcy, gurduafry `c dilq df dfKLlf rokx vfly jQydfr dy iKlfPL kfrvfeI sLurU hoeI qF Aus dy hmfieqI sfbkf afklI mMqrI ny Bfjpf dy idwlI drbfr df Pon KVkf idwqf. idwlI ivc bYTy AuWc jfqI dy Bfjpf lIzrF ny iehnF dI lfh-pfh krnI sLurU kr idwqI, pr jdoN vyiKaf ik gwl ivgV jfxI hY, Auh smJfAuxIaF AuWqy AuWqr afey. nqIjf ies df ieh inkilaf ik pMjfb dI Bfjpf aMdr zyrf swcf sOdf dy svfl AuWqy vI do iksm df ruK Dfrn kr ilaf igaf.

          zyrf swcf sOdf bfry ieh gwl hux koeI lukI hoeI nhIN ik Aus ipwCy jF qF AunHF jfqIaF dy lok hn, ijnHF nUM sfzf smfj nIvIN jfq afKdf hY, jf iPr dUjIaF jfqF ivwcoN vI vfhvf grIbI hMZfAux vfly. jdoN swcy sOdy vfilaF df iswK BfeIcfry nfl tkrfa sLurU hoieaf, Auh arux hjyqlI, nvjoq iswDU, gurcrn gryvfl vgYrf boly hI nhIN, ijhVy cox aKfiVaf ivc gurj GuMmfAuNdy njLr afAuNdy sn. Bfjpf aMdrly hrIjn sYWl dy afgUaF ny jdoN ies mfmly nUM gMBIrqf nfl ilaf qF pMjfb Bfjpf dy ivDfn sBf grwup dy afgU aqy pMjfb dy pRDfn nUM bolxf pY igaf. kyNdr dI Bfjpf afpxI jLihnIaq hfly vI lukf nhIN skI. lukf vI ikvyN skdI hY, afKr Auh hY qF Ausy pfrtI dI kyNdrI kmfn hI, ijs dI rfjsQfn vflI muwK mMqrI ny sokf htfAux leI hvn krvfAux vyly ieh Purmfn jfrI kr idwqf sI ik sLizAUlz kfst mMqrI iksy QF hvn mOky nf jfx?

          Bfjpf lIzrF dI ies mfniskqf df mUMh qoVvF jvfb XU[ pI[ ivwc bhujn smfj pfrtI dI afgU mfieafvqI ny dy idwqf hY. Aus ny AuWc jfqIaF dy lokF nUM itktF idwqIaF, afpxIaF styjF AuWqy snmfnjnk QF idwqI qy mMqrI mMzl ivc bxdI BfeIvflI bKsLI, ijs ny Aus nUM sfry cox srvyKx rwd krky mukMml bhu-igxqI idvf idwqI. ieh qjrbf hfly isrPL EQy hoieaf hY, jy jfqF-brfdrIaF aqy DrmF dy vKryivaF qoN AuWpr AuWT ky ieho ijhf koeI bdl iksy vI hor rfj ivc sfhmxy af jfvy, ijwq dIaF sMBfvnfvF AuhdIaF vI hoxgIaF.

          kyNdrI pwDr dIaF do muwK pfrtIaF `coN kFgrs qF awgy vDx dI QF ipwCy iKskdI njLr afAuNdI hY, qy zfktr mnmohn isMG vrgy pRDfn mMqrI dI sfAU idwK vI rfjF vfly hfkmF dIaF nlfiekIaF kfrn bxdf lfhf nhIN Kwt rhI, pr Bfjpf bfry hfly keI lokF df iKafl hY ik Auh nf isrPL awgy vwD rhI hY, sgoN sB qoN vwzI kOmI pfrtI bxn dIaF sMBfvnfvF dy sMkyq vI dy rhI hY. sfzI smJ ieh hY ik Bfjpf bfry vI ieh sMkyq pwky nhIN smJy jf skdy. Aus dIaF rfj srkfrF df pfxI lwQ irhf hY, hr Bfjpf rfj `c bdamnI lgfqfr vD rhI hY qy nqIjy vjoN aYn Eho ijhIaF KyqrI AuTfxF leI hflfq bx rhy hn, ijho ijhI AuTfx XU[ pI[ ivc bhujn smfj pfrtI dy rUp ivc sfhmxy afeI hY.

 


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-jiqMdr pnUM

          meI dI pMj qrIk nUM idn sI kimAUinst lihr dy isDFqk pIr kfrl mfrks df. Aus idn iewk sYmInfr hoieaf pMjfb dy jlMDr sLihr ivc krvfieaf igaf dysL Bgq Xfdgfr kmytI dI pihl AuWqy. ivsLf sI iswK lihr dy smfjk qy afrQk srokfrF df ajoky sMdrB ivc mhwqv. dysL Bgq Xfdgfr df Auwprlf ivsLfl hfl keI sYmInfrF df gvfh bxdf irhf hY, pr iksy vI sYmInfr mOky ies qoN pihlF kdy eynf BrvF iekwT nhIN sI vyiKaf igaf. sYNkiVaF dy iekwT ivc ies muwdy dI iKwc eynI sI ik nf koeI sroqf BfsLxF nUM akfAU afK ky bfhr nUM iKsikaf, nf iksy nUM Gr jfx leI vfpsI dI bws KuMJx df zr sqfieaf qy nf hI rotI Kfx df cyqf irhf.

          kurUksLyqr XUnIvristI qoN afey AuWGy ivdvfn zfktr krmjIq ny prcf piVHaf aqy ivafiKaf kridaF iswK lihr smyq pMjfb dIaF keI lihrF dy aiDafqmvfdI qwq dy nfl-nfl AunHF dy smfijk aqy afriQk pwK dI gwl vI CohI. mfrks df idn hox krky crcf df vwzf muwdf mfrksvfd aqy iswK lihr dIaF sFJIaF qMdF df hI bxdf igaf. iewk ipwCoN dUjf keI ivcfrvfnF ny ieh gwl jLor dy ky khI ik shI syD vflI sUJ dI Gft kfrn ipCly smyN ivc mfrksvfd aqy iswKI nUM iewk dUjy qoN dUr kr idwqf igaf hY, jd ik pMjfbI kOmIaq dy pRsMg ivc TIk rfh ieh hoxf sI ik dovF nUM myl ky hF-pwKI sFJ nUM AuBfrdy hoey awgy viDaf jfvy.

          ijhVI gwl AuWqy lgBg sBnF dI sihmqI sI, Auh ieh sI ik ajokf iswK Drm Aus iswK lihr qoN vfhvf vKryvF pfeI jf irhf hY, ijs df afgfjL gurU nfnk dyv jI ny kIqf sI. smyN dy nfl-nfl ijvyN hr hor lihr `c kurIqIaF aqy kurfhy af jFdy hn, ies lihr ivc vI afAuyxy suBfvk sn, pr gurU sfihbfn dI iswiKaf dy aiDafqmvfdI pwK nUM aiDafqmvfdI vfdI Kyqr dy lokF leI Cwzdy hoey jy ies ivcly smfijk sMdysL nUM ghu nfl ivcfiraf jfvy, qF Auh sMdysL awj vI Enf hI sfriQk hY, ijMnf aMDI rXiq igafn ivhUxI dy Aus Xuwg ivc sI.

          afKLr ikwQoN sLurU hoeI sI ieh lihr, ijhVI gurU bfby ny Drq-lokfeI soDx leI clfeI sI? gurU nfnk dyv jI ny afpxy iewk pVfa mOky ipMz dy sB qoN KusLhfl pirvfr vfly milk Bfgo dy GroN iGE ivc qlIaF hoeIaF pUVIaF Kfx dI QF ikrq-kmfeI krky ruwKI-suwkI Kfx vfly BfeI lflo dy GroN jF ky Bojn Cikaf sI. milk Bfgo nUM mUMh AuWqy ieh kihxf ik qyrIaF pUVIaF `coN nuwcVdf iGE asl ivc qyrI lflsf qy luwt df isLkfr hoey lokF df KUn hY, qy ikrqI dI qF suwtI rotI vI duwD vrgI hY, Aus smyN sOKf nhIN sI, pr gurU bfby ny ikhf sI. ieh Aus smyN dI smfjk qy afriQk ivvsQf nUM iswDI cuxOqI sI, jd ik awj dy iswK Drm aMdr koeI ieho ijhI Dfrimk sLKLsIaq kdy lwBdI hI nhIN, ijhVI sfhmxy DOxF akVfeI KVy bdnfm bMidaF; smglrF, PLrfzIaF qy lutyiraF `coN vI iksy nUM ieh gwl kih sky.

          ijhVy lok awj ikrqIaF dy hwkF dI gwl krdy hn, bdiksmqI nfl AunHF ivc vI iek kurfihaf af cuwkf hY. Drm bfry iewk ivcfr kfrl mfrks ny pysL kIqf, ijs nUM prsMg nfloN kwt ky awD-pcwDf hr iksy ny afpxy isr ivc Jony dI pnIrI iewk QF qoN puwt ky dUjI QF lfAux vFg lf ilaf. muslmfnF ivc iewk lok-kQf hY ik mOlvI ny ikhf sI; aml nhIN kr skqy qo nmfj pVHnf CoV do. sLrfrqI bMidaF ny pihlI gwl kwt ky ipMz ivc bfkI awDI gwl Dumf idwqI sI ik mOlvI kihMdf hY; [[[nmfj pVHnf CoV do. KwbI lihr, ijhVI BfeI lflo vrgy ikrqIaF dI bMd-KlfsI dI sfzy Xuwg dI sB qoN vwzI nhIN pr aml ivc mfrks dI ieh iewko gwl pwlHy bMnH leI qy bMd-KlfsI AuzIkdy lokF nUM jQybMd krnf afpxI ivcfrDfrf df muwK nukqf bxfAux dI QF ieho muwK nukqf bxf ilaf ik iehnF dy isrF `coN pihlF rwb df Brm kwZxf hY, bfkI kMm qF ipwCoN vI huMdy rihxgy.

          gurU nfnk sfihb df pMQ ikrq kro, nfm jpo qy vMz Cko dy iqMn asUlF AuWqy aDfrq hY. iqMny nukqy Aucycf iDafn mMgdy hn. pihlI gwl ieh khI geI hY ik ikrq kro qy qIjI khI geI hY; vMz ky Cko. nfm jpo dovF dy nUM ivcfly rwiKaf igaf hY. nukiqaF df sfr ieh hY ik jy pihlF ikrq krogy qF aMq nUM vMz ky vI Ckogy, pr jy ikrq hI nf kIqI qF vMz ky ikwQoN Ckogy? qy pihlF ikrq krn aqy aMq nUM vMz ky Ckx dy ivc-ivcfly jy iksy ny mn dI sLFqI leI nfm jpxf hY, Auh afpxy mn dI iewCf pUurI krdf rhy, ies nfl ikrqI dI bMd-KlfsI dI lihr awgy koeI Pftk qF nhIN lwg jfxf.

          mhfn gLdrI dysLBgq bfbf vsfKf isMG ddyhr afpxy afKLrI sfhF qwk ikrqIaF dI lihr dI agvfeI kr rhI kimAUinst pfrtI df vI bfkfiedf mYNbr irhf qy Bory ivc bYT ky nfm ismrn vI krdf irhf. kI Aus nUM KwbI lihr `coN mnPLI kIqf jf skdf hY? qyjf isMG suqMqr df pihlf nFa smuMd isMG huMdf sI. jdoN Aus dI agvfeI hyTly jQy ny gurdfspur ijLlHy ivc qyjf vHIlf ipMz df gurduafrf aMgryjLF dy tozI pujfrIaF qoN suqMqr krfieaf, lokF ny ikhf; ieh qyjf gurduafrf suqMqr krfAux vflf isMG hY. eyQoN Auh smuMdr isMG qoN qyjf isMG suqMqr bx igaf. afKLrI dmF qwk Auhny afpxf Aus vkq vflf vys nhIN sI iqafigaf. kI Auh KwbI lihr df siqkfrq afgU nhIN sI? ieh aqy ieho ijhIaF anykF hor imsflF dwsdIaF hn ik KwbI lihr aMdrly mfrks dI iewko quk nfl cMbVy hoey lokF nUM Aus smfj bfry qy smfj aMdrlI sB qoN pRBfvI iswK lihr dy mUl bfry nvyN isirEN socxf cfhIdf hY, ijs smfj ivc Auh kMm kr rhy hn.

          iswK lihr dy moZI guruU bfby ny sfzy smfj aMdrlI jfq-vMz nUM vyK ky ikhf sI; nIcf aMdir nIcu jfiq, nIcI hU aiq nIcu] nfnk iqn kY sMig sfiQ, vizaf isAu ikaf rIsu] jdoN sfzy pMjfb ivc ikrqIaF dI ajokI lihr df afgfjL hoieaf, sfzy smfj ivc nIvIaF `coN nIvIN qy Pyr awq dI nIvIN smJI jFdI jfq dy lok KwbI lihr nfl hI huMdy sn. hOlI-hOlI AunHF nfloN vI PLfslf pYNdf igaf. pfrtI dy AuWcI pdvI vfly afgU dI afmd AuWqy BfeI lflo dI JuwgI dI QF milk Bfgo df cubfrf BfvyN nf shI, iksy KFdy-pINdy Gr dI bYTk jLrUr lwBI jfx lwg peI, ijwQy Auh QoVHf irhf sOKf rih ky icMqn kr sky. ijnHF KLfqr sMGrsL krnf sI, jy AunHF dy GrF ivc rihxf hI nhIN, AunHF vflf Kfjf Kfxf hI nhIN, Aus lIzr nUM AunHF dI bMd-KlfsI dI icMqf vI ikMnI ku rih skdI sI?

          nqIjy vjoN ies lihr dy lIzr idwlI dI pfrlImYNt dy gilafiraF `c qF grjdy hn, tI[ vI[ skrInF AuWqy vI soBdy hn, pr ijwQy iehnF dI sB qoN vwD loV hY, EQy kdy Gwt hI rVkdy hn. guruU bfby dI idwqI iswKI dy ajoky afpy bxy iPrdy Tykydfr vI BfeI lflo dI kutIaf koloN lMGdy nhIN. qd iPr AuhdI bMd-KlfsI bfry kOx socygf? qy jdoN jfqF-pfqF dy sMgl qoV ky dwby-kucilaF dy drd nUM smJx leI AunHF qwk phuMc krn vflf koeI nf lwBygf, EdoN jfqIvfd dI rfjnIqI krn vflI bhujn smfj pfrtI hI AuhnF leI sB qoN vwzf cfnx-munfrf bx ky rih jfvygI. ksUr iks df hoieaf? AunHF df, ijhVy pMjfb ivc rih ky pMjfbIaq dI rUh dy lflo-pwKI sMdysL nUM nf kdy smJ sky qy nf ZMg nfl icqfr sky hn.

          lihr dI sLurUafq jy sRI gurU nfnk dyv jI dy Auprokq sMdysL nfl hoeI sI qF ies nUM isKr AuWqy pucf idwqf sI dsvyN gurU sfihb ny! AunHF dI iswiKaf df vI iewk aiDafqmk pwK hY, dUjf smfijk pwK qy qIjf pwK rfjnIqk vI hY. iDafn nfl smJxf hovy qF AunHF df ieh sMdysL hI kfPLI hY; ijn kY jfq jnm kul mfhIN. srdfrI nf BeI ikdfhIN. iqnhIN ko srdfr bnfAUN. rfj krn kI rIq isKfAUN. AunHF df ieh kihxf sI ik ijnHF dy jnm-jnmfqrF qoN nf jfqF ivc qy nf kulF ivc kdy srdfrI df suPLnf hI nhIN afieaf, mYN AunHF nUM srdfr bxfAUNgf qy srdfr hI nhIN bxfAUNgf, rfj krn df vwl vI isKfAUNgf. bMdf isMG bhfdr dI afmd AuWqy jgIrF qoV ky mujLfiraF nUM jLmInF bKsLxIaF vI qF eysy sMdysL df aml sI. ijhVI ivcfrDfrf kimAUinstF vwloN imhnqksLF qy ikrqIaF dy rfj bfry pysL kIqI jFdI hY, Aus nUM pMjfbIaq dy pRsMg ivc jy ies sMdysL nfl joV ky pysL kIqf jfvyy qF Blf ikhVf pMjfbI hY, ijs dy pwly nhIN pvygI? KwbI lihr dy bulfry mMgolIaf, bulgfrIaf qy icwlI, ikAUbf dy hvfly, ijhVy ibnF sLwk glq nhIN huMdy, qF eyny dy skdy hn ik siPLaF dy sPLy Br jfx, pr pMjfbIaq dI kuwK ivc lukI ksqUrI dI KLusLbo nUM suMGx df kdy jqn hI nhIN krdy. imrjLf gfilb df sLyar hY; Aug rhf hY dro dIvfr py sbjLf gfilb, qum bfhr iPrqy ho, Gr myN bhfr afeI hY. sfzI KwbI lihr nUM vI bfhr df isDFq qy bfhr dy pysLkfrI dy ZMg-qrIky hI iKwcdy rhy, Gr ivc ipaf pfrs vI pwQr hI jfpdf irhf hY.

          dysLBgq Xfdgfr kmytI vwloN krvfey gey ies sYmInfr rfhIN pMjfb dI rfjnIqI aqy Kfs krky KwbI lihr, ivc afpxy ivrsy dI Koj df iewk nvF ruJfn sLurU ho skdf hY. AudfhrxF vjoN qF idwlIey idaflf vyK dyg `c Aubldf vrgy gIqF rfhIN sMq rfm AudfsI vrgy lok-kvI vI ies ivrsy df cyqf kr lYNdy rhy hn, pr bfkfiedf aiDaYn krky ies dy mUl nUM pCfnx df Tos Auprflf kdy bhuqf nhIN kIqf igaf. jy ikwDry hux ieh scmuwc ho jfvy qy gwl sYmInfrF qwk sImq nf rih ky AunHF QuVF mfry lokF dy kuwlIaF-ZfiraF qwk phuMc jfvy, ijnHF nUM ies sMdysL dI vI sB qoN vwD loV hY qy bMd-KlfsI dI vI, qF ies df ishrf Aus dysLBgq Xfdgfr kmytI nUM jfvygf, ijs ny ieh sfriQk pihl kIqI hY.

 


byQvHIaF mfrn ivc jvfb nhIN ihMdusqfn dy lIzrF df

-jiqMdr pnUM

          BfrqI lIzrF df byQvHIaF mfrnf koeI nvIN gwl nhIN. aYmrjYNsI dy idnF ivc jdoN sMjy gFDI sfry rfj-Bfg nUM afpxI pUC vFg GuMmfeI iPrdf sI, Aus ny iewk vfr tfk lYWs, vrk mor (gwlF Gwt, kMm ijLafdf) df nfhrf dy idwqf. Aus dy ies nfhry nUM Aus dIaF byhUdgIaF nfl joV ky iewk Kwby pwKI afgU ny jvfbI nfhrf dy idwqf; tfk lYWs, tfk sYNs (QoVHf bolo, pr akl nfl bolo) bhuq rOlf ipaf sI qy bhuq crcf hoeI sI iehnF do nfhiraF dI AuhnIN idnIN, pr lIzrF vwloN byQvHIaF gwlF krn df irvfj hfly qwk vI hitaf nhIN.

          huxy-hux iewk byQvHI gwl khI hY Bfrq dy rfsLtrpqI zfktr ey[ pI[ jI[ abduwl klfm ny. jdoN Aus ny rfsLtrpqI dy ahudy dI cox lVI sI, Aus nUM mukfbly ivc KVI ajLfd ihMd POj ivc nyqf jI suBfsL cMdr bos dI sfQI rih cuwkI kYptn lksLmI sihgl bfry puwiCaf igaf sI. EdoN zfktr klfm ny sfPL ikhf ik Aus nUM nf lksLmI df pqf hY, nf Aus dy ajLfdI lihr vfly ipCokV df. qy EdoN hI ieh crcf cwl peI sI ik ieh bMdf iewk cMgf aPLsrsLfh qF ho skdf hY, pr rfjnIqI qoN Auuwkf hI korf hox krky jdoN kdy rfjnIqI dI gwl krnI peI, puafVy pf bYiTaf krygf. imjLfeIlF bxfAux dy ies mfhr ny ipCly hPqy ieh kih ky rfjnIqk imjLfeIl Cwz idwqI ik Bfrq nUM hux do-pfrtI rfjnIqk pRbMD cfhIdf hY. dlIl 1977 ivc Bfrq aMdr murfrjI izsfeI dI pihlI gYr-kFgrsI srkfr vyly vI idwqI geI sI, ipwCoN vI pI isMG dI srkfr vyly vI qy vfjpfeI jI dI srkfr vyly vI. kFgrs aqy BfrqI jnqf pfrtI, dovF nUM hI do-pfrtI pRbMD dI ieh Dfrnf sUq bYTdI hY, qF ik Auh vfrI-vfrI rfj krdIaF rihx df kfnUMnI hwk pRfpq kr lYx, pr bfkI iDrF aqy dysL dy lokF nUM pRvfn nhIN ho skdI.

          Bfrq ivc awq dI swjy pwKI aqy iPLrkU PLfsI rucIaF dI pRqIk BfrqI jnqf pfrtI aqy ivwc-ivcfly cwlx vflI kFgrs qoN ielfvf Kwby-pwK vfly vI hn aqy dilq vrg dI pRqIinDqf dI rfjnIqI krn vflI bhujn smfj pfrtI vI. Kwby pwKIaF dIaF sItF pfrlImYNt aMdr hmysLf 50 qoN 65 drimafn rihMdIaF hn. nf qF AunHF nUM ies qrHF dI rfjnIqk slfh pRvfn ho skdI hY qy nf akflIaF nUM, hirafxy dy Em pRkfsL cOtfly qy qfimlnfzU dy zI[ aYWm[ ky[ jF aFDrf pRdysL dy qylgU dysm qy AuVIsf dy bIjU jnqf dl vfilaF nUM hI. Auh dl qF bxy hI ies krky hn ik AunHF dy ielfky dy lokF dIaF KyqrI BfvnfvF dI EdF koeI puwC hI nhIN sI, ies qrHF dy rfjsI pRbMD nUM Auh ikvyN pRvfn kr skdy hn, ijwQy do pfrtIaF qoN ibnF qIjI iksy dI hoNd hI nf hovy? rfsLtrpqI klfm sfihb ny pqf nhIN iks nUM KusL krn leI ieh gYr-gMBIr gwl kih CwzI hY?

          dUjy hn pfrlImYNt dy izptI spIkr s[ crnjIq isMG atvfl. isafxf bMdf mMny jFdy atvfl sfihb ny nf qF mOkf ZuwkvF cuixaf qy nf dlIl hI vjLndfr lwBI. mOkf sI 1857 dy gLdr dI zyZ sOvIN vrHygMZ df, ijs nUM Bfrq dI ajLfdI dI pihlI lVfeI afiKaf aqy mMinaf jFdf hY. pfrlImYNt aMdr cwl rhy smfgm ivc AuWT ky atvfl sfihb ny ieh kih idwqf ik 1857 df gLdr ajLfdI dI pihlI lVfeI nhIN, sgoN pihlI lVfeI qF 1845 dI iswKF qy aMgryjLF dI Auh jMg sI, ijs ivc s[ sLfm isMG atfrI vflf aMgryjLF dy iKlfPL jUiJaf sI. ibnF sLwk s[ sLfm isMG atfrI vflf ny jbrdsq lVfeI lVI qy byimsfl kurbfnI idwqI, pr Auh afjLfdI dI lVfeI nhIN, gulfm hox qoN bcx leI dI aqy lfhOr drbfr nUM aMgryjLF dI aDIngI qoN bcfAux dI lVfeI sI. atvfl sfihb nUM ajLfdI dI lVfeI qy dysL dI rfKI dI jMg df PLrk vI pqf nhIN.

          AunHF ipwCoN iewk hor iswK ivdvfn zf[ jsbIr isMG afhlUvflIaf ny ieh kih idwqf hY ik ajLfdI dI lVfeI qF Aus qoN pihlF 1761 dI sI, jdoN s[ jwsf isMG afhlUvflIaf ny aPLgfn hkUmq qoN lfhOr df iklHf aqy pMjfb Cuzfieaf sI. s[ jwsf isMG afhlUvflIaf bfry jsbIr isMG afhlUvflIaf dI dlIl nUM iek ivdvfn dI dlIl nf mMn ky bhuqy lok awj dy afhlUvflIey vwloN ieiqhfs dy nfiek afhlUvflIey dy pwK ivc Bugqxf smJ lYxgy. jy lfhOr qoN kbjLf CuzfAuxf ajLfdI dI lVfeI sI qF iPr Aus qoN vI swT sfl pihlF srihMd qoN mugl hkUmq dy sUby dy kbjLf Cuzf ky pMjfb ijwqx dI bMdf isMG bhfdr dI muihMm, ijs ivc AunHF ny dygo qygo PLqih, nusrq bydrMg XfPLq ajL nfnk gurU goibMd isMG df iswkf vI clfieaf sI, nUM ajLfdI dI pihlI lVfeI ikAuN nf mMinaf jfvy? ieh sfrf kuJ byloVf vI sI, kuvyly df rfg vI, ijs dI QF s[ sLfm isMG atfrI vflf jF iksy vI hor nfiek dy siqkfr df svfl ZuwkvyN ZMg nfl Aus pfrlImYNt ivc AuTfieaf jf skdf sI, ijs dy izptI spIkr Kud crnjIq isMG atvfl hn. idlcsp gwl ieh ik AunHF dI qy AunHF dy sfQIaF dI ies gwl df AunHF dI hmfieqI pfrtI Bfjpf ny huMgfrf qF kI Brnf sI, ies nUM mUloN rwd krn ivc vI iJjk nhIN ivKfeI, jd ik Bfjpf dI hr hUVH-mwq df akflI swjx awzIaF cuwk-cuwk ky sfQ dyNdy hn.

          qIjI byQwvHI mfrI hY BfrqI jnqf pfrtI dI lIzr bIbI susLmf svrfj ny. XU[ pI[ dIaF coxF ivc Bfjpf dI hfr ipwCoN Aus nUM puwiCaf igaf ik quhfzI pfrtI nUM qF rfj imlx dI Jfk sI, hoieaf Aultf ieh ik ipClI vfrI dIaF sItF `coN vI awDIaF rih geIaF hn, ieh qF bhuq vwzI swt hY quhfzI pfrtI leI. bIbI ny Jwt ikhf ik ieho ijhIaF swtF dI pRvfh asIN nhIN krdy huMdy, asIN EdoN vI swt mihsUs nhIN sI kIqI, jdoN pfrlImYNt aMdr sfzIaF isrPL do sItF rih geIaF sn. swt Auh mMnx jF nf mMnx, pr bIbI nUM ieh kihx df hwk nhIN ik asIN qF EdoN vI swt nhIN sI mMnI, jdoN pfrlImYNt aMdr sfzIaF isrPL do sItF rih geIaF sn. pfrlImYNt ivc Bfjpf dIaF isrP do sItF 1985 ivc afeIaF sn, pr EdoN susLmf svrfj Bfjpf `c kdoN huMdI sI? Auh qF kdy iksy pfrtI qy kdy iksy pfrtI `coN huMdI hoeI keI sfl ipwCoN Aus pfrtI ivc afeI sI, 1985 dI Bfjpf dI gwl krn vyly Aus nUM asIN kihx df hwk iks ny dy idwqf?

          igxfAux nUM hor vI keI lIzrF dy khy bolF dI gwl kIqI jf skdI hY, pr hfl dI GVI lMmI khfxI nf pfAuNdy hoey asIN cOQI byQvHI dI gwl krFgy, ijhVI idwlI dI muwK mMqrI sLIlf dIksLq dy mUMhoN inklI hY. Aus nUM afm krky isafxI afgU vI mMinaf jFdf hY qy jnqk Bly dy kMm krn vflI vI. ienHF sqrF dy lyKk dI afpxI rfey vI ieh hY ik bhuq sfry hornF lIzrF nfloN isafxI hY. isafxI smJI jFdI Aus bIbI ny gwl qF iewk sYmInfr ivc krnI sI idwlI dy ivkfs dIaF smwisafvF dI, pr kridaF-kridaF ieh kihx lwg peI ik eyQy XU[ pI[ aqy ibhfr qoN qy hornF QfvF qoN vI lok af jFdy hn, ies krky smwisafvF vD jFdIaF hn. nfl hI ieh vI kih idwqf ik rojLI-rotI leI afAuNdy hn qy iPr ieQy hI itk jFdy hn qy ieh vI ik ieho ijhf itk jFdy hn qy ieh vI ik ieho ijhf koeI kfnUMn qF hY nhIN ik asIN ies qrHF afAux vfly lokF nUM rok skIey. Bfv iswDf hY ik jy rok skx df kfnUMn huMdf, Pyr rok vI dyNdy.

          jdoN sfry pfsy ies gwl df rOlf pY igaf, EdoN bIbI sLIlf nUM ieh vI Xfd af igaf ik mYN pMjfb dI jMmI hoeI hF, XU[ pI[ ivc ivafhI sF qy EQoN huMdI hoeI idwlI af ky itk geI hF, ies krky XU[ pI, ibhfr dy lokF df idl nhIN duKf skdI. Aus ny muV-muV mfPLI vI mMg leI. ies dy bfvjUd ieh rOlf ruikaf nhIN sI. ibhfr qy XU[ pI[ dy lokF ny qF pfrtIaF dy vKryvyN Cwz ky ies df ivroD kIqf hI, sB qoN iqwKf ivroD Aus BfrqI jnqf pfrtI ny kIqf, ijs dI afpxI pfrlImYNt mYNbr hymf mfilnI ny hfly ipClyry mhIny muMbeI dy iewk smfgm ivc XU[ pI[, ibhfr smyq sfry AuWqrI Bfrq vfly lokF nUM muMbeI `coN cly jfx leI kih idwqf sI.

          Bfjpf dI aYWm[ pI[ ny kI kIqf qy isLv sYnf dy bfl Tfkry qy rfj Tfkry gruwp kI krdy hn, AunHF nUM pfsy rwKdy hoey vI ieh sfPL kihxf cfhIdf hY ik bIbI sLIlf dIksLq dI itwpxI nf qF iksy sfAU nyqf dy mUMhoN soBdI sI, nf kFgrs pfrtI dI nyqf vjoN hI. kFgrs pfrtI hux qwk hr rfj aMdr iewk qoN dUjI QF jf ky vws rhy lokF dy hwk dI hmfieq krdI rhI sI, ies bIbI ny afpxI pfrtI dy pYNqVy nUM vI pfsy rwK ky afpxy mn df Aubfl kwZ Diraf.

          hkIkq kI hY? idwlI iekwlI nhIN, hr dysL dI rfjDfnI ivc bfkI KyqrF dy lok afAuNdy hn. kuJ lok kyNdrI srkfr dI nOkrI dOrfn EQy kuJ afAuNdy, ds-pMdrF sfl dI nOkrI dOrfn EQy itk jFdy hn qy kuJ hor lok rfjDfnI rfhIN huMdy kfrobfrI kMmF leI EQy afrjLI itkfxy bxfAux ipwCoN hOlI-hOlI pwkf vsybf kr lYNdy hn. vwzf kfrobfrI kyNdr hox krky bhuq sfry grIb lok rojLI-rotI dI Bfl ivc vI EQy afAux lwg pYNdy hn qy ieh dunIaf Br df vrqfrf hY. lMmy-cOVy mulkF ivc jdoN hr koeI rfjDfnI qwk nhIN phuMc skdf qF dysL dIaF nuwkrF ivc rfjDfnI vrgy vwzy kyNdr vDx lwg pYNdy hn. idwlI dy brfbr muMbeI, kolkfqf, cyneI, hYdrfbfd, bMglOr ienHF gwlF krky hI inwq idn PYldy jf rhy hn. brqfnIaf df lMzn hovy jF cIn df bIijMg, sfry dy sfry eysy vrqfry kfrn pftx Auqy afey pey hn, pr AunHF `coN iksy sLihr dy pRbMDkF ny vI kdy sLIlf dIksLq vflI byQvHI gwl nhIN kIqI.

          afid kfl qoN do gwlF mnuwKI smfj dy vrqfry df aihm aMg rhIaF hn : pihlI PLfeIt PLfr aYgijLstYNs (afpxI hoNd kfiem rwKx dI lVfeI) aqy dUjI srvfeIvl afPL df iPLtYWst (ijhVf nroaf hovygf, Auho bcygf). hoNd kfiem rwKx dI lVfeI ivc afrIaf lok vI cwldy hoey Bfrq qwk afey sn, bfbr df koVmf vI qy ihMdUkusL prbq dy pfrlf rfjf kinsLk vI. jdoN iksy dI hoNd pihlI QF Kqry `c pYx lwgy jF aMn-pfxI dI Gft jF ivkfs dI KVoq mihsUs hovy, Auh dUjI QF hoNd kfiem rwKx jF agyry ivkfs leI prvfs krdf hI huMdf hY. EQy jf ky Auhdy leI nf qF PuwlF dI syj ivCI peI huMdI hY qy nf cFdI dy Qfl ivc vrk lf ky sjfeIaF hoeI copVIaF peIaF huMdIaF hn. AunHF nUM EQy jf ky sKLq sMGrsL krnf pYNdf hY, EQy dIaF smfjk hkIkqF dI kuVwqx df aiBafsI hoxf pYNdf hY qy sO isafpy hMZf ky pYr pwky lwgx dI afs bwJdI hY. koeI vI mulk jF smfj ieho ijhf nhIN, ijwQy bfhroN afieaF df bFhF PYYlf ky svfgq kIqf jFdf hovy, sgoN afm krky muwZly pVfa AuWqy nPLrq hI hMZfAuxI pYNdI hY, ijhVI nslvfd smyq iksy vI rUp ivc ho skdI hY. ijhVI nPLrq AunHF BugqdI pYNdI hY, Aus nUM AuQoN df smfj qy srkfr vI mfnqf nhIN dyNdy, pr afm afdmI iPr vI ies qoN bfjL nhIN afAuNdy BYVy qoN BYVy rfj qy smfj dy afgU vI ies df Kud ivKflf krnoN iJjkdf hn qy aml ivc rokx jF nf, aYlfn ies nUM rokx df hI krdy hn. Bfrq dI bMd iksmqI hY ik eyQy sLIlf dIksLq vrgy afgU Kud hI ies iksm dI GtIaf ibafnbfjLI kr jFdy hn.

          ies mfniskqf nUM TwlH pYxI cfhIdI hY. idwlI ivc qF EQoN dy jwdI bfisLMdy hn hI bhuq Gwt. XU[ pI[ qy ibhfr hI nhIN, sfzy pMjfb qoN vI lwKF lok gey hoey hn qy icqrMjn pfrk, muKrjI ngr jF rfmf ikRsLnf purm vrgy ielfikaF dI hoNd EQy bMgflI qy dwKxI BfrqI lokF dI hoNd dI pRqIk vI hY. Aus sLihr ivc qF eynI sihxsLIlqf hY ik lfrz krfjLn vrgy aMgryjL hukmrfnF dy nFvF AuWqy vI sVkF dy nFa cwlI jf rhy hn. XU[ pI, ibhfr jF iPr pMjfb smyq hor lokF dy afAux qoN icV hox df koeI kfrn hI nhIN bxdf.

          cwldy-cwldy ieh dws dyvF ik keI sfl pihlF idwlI dy iewk dOry dOrfn myry iewk sfQI ny puwiCaf sI ik muhMmd quglk nUM qF piVHaf iliKaf mUrK bfdsLfh ikhf jFdf sI, Aus dy nFa AuWqy idwlI ivc quglk roz afid rwKx df kI kfrn ho skdf hY? EdoN mYnUM ies df ZuwkvF jvfb nhIN sI suwJf, pr awj mYN kih skdf hF ik ieQy quglk roz ieh Xfd krfAux leI hY ik idwlI ivc quglk vrgy pVHy-ilKy mUrK bfdsLfh BivwK ivc vI gwdI-nsLIn ho skdy hn. afpxy ies jvfb `qy mYnUM isrPL iewko aPLsos hY ik ies qoN vwD ZuwkvF hor koeI jvfb lwB hI nhIN sikaf.

 


jy nIro awj huMdf, Aus nUM bMsrI qF nf vjfAuxI pYNdI

-jiqMdr pnUM

          iewk pfrlImYNt mYNbr afpxI Gr vflI dy pfsport AuWqy ibgfnI aOrq qy jvfk nUM ivdysL iljFdf PVy jfx ipwCoN Bfrq dI rfjnIqI hux kuJ icr ies muwdy duafly GuMmygI. Aus ipwCoN ieh muwdf afpxI mOq mr jfvygf. kihx nUM koeI kuJ vI kihMdf rhy, pfrlImYNt aMdr pRqIinDqf krdIaF pfrtIaF `coN bhuqIaF dI loV vI ieho hY ik ieh muwdf mr jfvy.

          hux PiVaf igaf pfrlImYNt mYNbr BfrqI jnqf pfrtI df hY, ijhVI `cfl, cirqr aqy icMqn pwKoN hornF qoN vwKrI hox df dfavf krdI hY, pr aml ivc Auh cflbfjLI, cilwqr aqy cusq-clfkI ivc bfkI sBnF dI mF bxdI jf rhI hY. Aus df gujrfq df aYwm[ pI[ ijs bIbI nfl jFdf PiVaf igaf, Auh pMjfb dI sI qy ijs jvfk nUM Aus ny puwqr bxf ky  nfl iljfxf sI, Auh akflI dl (bfdl) dy XUQ ivMg dy afgU df puwqr sI. pVqfl hor awgy vDI qF qylMgfnf sMmqI vfly iek aYWm[ pI[ qy iek ivDfiek df nFa vI af igaf qy Aus imwqr sYn Xfdv nFa dy aYWm[ pI[ df vI, jo kdy kimAUinst pfrtI df mYNbr huMdf sI, hux bhujn smfj pfrtI df afgU hY qy ivc-ivcfly smfjvfdI pfrtI dI lIzrI vI kr cuwkf hY. eydF dy keI hor vI hn, ijhVy keI-keI drvfjy pfr kr cuwky hn. aKLbfrI irportF dwsdIaF hn ik keI pfrtIaF dy ieho ijhy afgU qy aYWm[ pI[ hn, ijnHF ny lYtr-hYWz Auwqy ibnF kuJ iliKaF dsKLq kr ky trYvl eyjMtF nUM PVf Cwzy sn ik ijs iksy nfl sOdf isr cVHy, vIjLf lYx leI AuhnF dI icwTI bxf leI jfvy qy itktF bx jfx ipwCoN Auh ivdysL jf ky Cwz afAuxgy. ijs pfrlImYNt dy cOQf ihwsf mYNbr aprfDI irkfrz vfly hox, EQy ieho gIq ZuWkdf hY; pihlf vwtf vo mfry, ijs ny pfp nf kIaf ho, jo pfpI nf ho. jdoN iksy swjx ny koeI pfp kIqf hoieaf hY qy iksy ny koeI, aqy siQqI hmfm ivc sfry nMgy vflI bxI hoeI hY, iksy Bly dI afs ies pfrlImYNt qoN rwKI hI ikAuN jfvy?

          iblkul TIk hY ik iBRsLtfcfr qoN lY ky smfjk sdfcfr qwk dI iksy pihlkdmI dI afs ies pfrlImYNt qoN nhIN rwKxI cfhIdI, pr kuJ hor mfmly hn, ijnHF df mfrU asr afm afdmI dy nfl-nfl iehnF dI aOlfd AuWqy vI hoxf hY, ieh lok AunHF mfmilaF bfry socx dI loV vI nhIN smJdy. BfrqI smfj dI hoxI nUM pRBfivq krn vfly ieho ijhy anykF mfmilaF ivcoN vMngI vI cuxnI hovy qF aOKf kMm nhIN.

          imsfl vjoN pihlF iekwly pMjfb ivc rOlf pYNdf sI ik DrqI hyTly pfxI df pwDr hyTF jf irhf hY. hux ieh duhfeI keI hornF rfjF ivwcoN vI suxn nUM iml rhI hY. iehnF ivc Auh rfj nhIN, ijwQy pihlF hI muV-muV sokf pYNdf sI, sgoN Auh vI hn, ijwQy muV-muV hVH afAuNdy huMdy sn. phfVI rfjF ivc pihlF pfxI dI bhuqfq huMdI sI, hux keI phfVI rfj vI kih rhy hn ik pfxI pihlF ijMnf nhIN irhf. pMjfb aMdr kMZI dy ielfky bfry pihlF hI kihMdy huMdy sn ik mINh pvy qF kMZI, nhIN qF rMzI, arQfq mINh pvy qF PLsl pl jfvygI, nhIN qF sV jfvygI, hux keI ielfky duafby qy mfJy dy vI eydF dy bxdy jf rhy hn qy mflvy dy vI. ijhVy blfkF dI hflq byhwd Krfb hY, AunHF ivc pihlf nMbr amloh df hY, dUjf qrn qfrn df, Pyr brnflf, DUurI, inhfl isMG vflf, BIKI qy BvfnIgVH afAuNdy hn. mogf, sMgrUr, mihl klF, mlyr kotlf afid qwk leI hux ieh nym bxf idwqf igaf hY ik bkfiedf pfs krvfey ibnF koeI EQy nvF bor nhIN krvf skygf. qrn qfrn nyVly ipMz df jMm-pl hox krky ies lyKk nUM bcpn dy Auh idn Xfd hn, jdoN EQy sym pY jFdI sI qy sym KLqm krn leI mOky qy muwK mMqrI pRqfp isMG kYroN ny QF-QF bor krvf ky DrqI hyTlf pfxI iKwc ky nihrF ivc suwtvfieaf sI. hux Auho ielfky sym dI QF soky qoN pIVq hn. jdoN ies pfsy nUM hflfq ny moVf kwitaf sI, EdoN srkfrF suwqIaF rhIaF sn qy hux vI ieh hfl hY ik ijwQy bor krn dI mnfhI hY, EQy chyiqaF nUM cuwp-cupIqy afigaf dy ky afpy bxfey nym AulMGy jf rhy hn. kdy qF socxf pvygf ik agly sflF ivc hflfq ikWDr nUM jfxgy qy sfzI aglI pIVHI pfxI dI iqwp-iqwp ikhVy vlI kMDfrI qoN mMgx jfvygI?

          dunIaf df sB qoN AuWcf phfV ihmflIaf sfzy AuWqr ivc KVf hY. ies dy sdf-bhfr brPLIly glysLIar AuWqrI Bfrq dy dirafvF nUM inwq vgdy rwKx leI sB qoN vwzf vsIlf sn. hux Auh brPLIly glysLIar Zldy qy Kurdy jf rhy hn. pihlF ijMnI brPL vI hux nhIN pYNdI. iehnF dy Kurdy jfx df kfrn globl vfrimMg (smuwcy sMsfr df vD irhf qfpmfn) vI hY, pr keI kfrn Auh vI hn, ijhVy sMsfr dy nhIN, sfzy pYdf kIqy hoey hn. phfVF dy isKr nyVy qwk motrF-gwzIaF jfx lwg peIaF hn, AunHF dy DUMeyN aqy qpsL ny vI Korf lfieaf hY qy hux qF ijwQy motr-gwzIaF hfly nhIN geIaF, EQy vI afeI pIjL jF amIr gRfhkF leI hYlIkfptr jfx lwg pey hn. amr nfQ dI guPf nyVy jdoN dy hYlIkfptr jfxy sLurU hoey, isrPL EQoN df Eny smyN df PLrk hI not kr ilaf jfvy qF pqf lwg jfvygf ik ihmflIaf ikAuN ihwilaf ipaf hY? pfrlImYNt dy bhuqy mYNbr qF kuJ smF kcihrIaF ivc kys Bugqdy rihMdy hn, kuJ smF gihr-gMBIr bihs dI QF imhixaF df ByV iBVn dy lyK lf dyNdy hn qy ipwCoN muwCF nUM vwt cfVH ky votF mMgx qur pYNdy hn, ieho ijhy smfjk iPLkrmMdI dy kMmF df cyqf kOx krygf qy Aupfa lwB ky Auhdy AuWqy aml hox qwk dI dyK-ryK kOx krygf?

          idwlI hovy, dwKx df cyneI jF Pyr pwCm df muMbeI sLihr hovy, Enf hI gMdf hY, ijMny pMjfb dy luiDafxf, jlMDr, aMimRqsr, pitaflf, biTMzf jF hor sLihr hn. ipCly idnIN iek srkfrI skUl dI aiDafpkf ny dwisaf ik Aus ny iek bwcy nUM puwiCaf sI ik Aus df Gr ikWQy hY? bwcy df jvfb sI ik sVk dy moV AuWqy ijQy gMd dy Zyr AuWqy sUr miraf ipaf hY, Aus dy nfl df Gr AunHF df hY. eydF dI pCfx bwcy nUM sOKI ies krky lwgI ik EQy koeI sulwKxI sugMDI kfrn iDafn iKwcx vflf pfrk qF hoxf nhIN, siVHaFd kfrn nwk bMd krn vflI gMd dI Zyr jLrUr hr iksy df iDafn iKwcdI hovygI. sfry sLihrF dy myarF qy ieMprUvmYNt trwstF dy muKIaF dy GrF ivc ds-ds srkfrI kfmy kMm krdy hn, imAuNspl kfrporysLn jF kONsl vwloN imilaf AunHF dy ihwsy df kMm kOx krdf hovygf? iehnF afgUaF dy GrF nyVy sVkF qy nflIaF vI sfPL-suQrIaF hox krky Auh sfry afpo afpxy sLihr nUM pYirs bxfAux df dfavf krI jFdy hn, pr sLihrF qy ksibaF dI hflq sflo-sfl hor qoN hor grkdI jFdI hY. nqIjy vjoN hr sfl hr sLihr jF ksby ivc gMdgI df kfrn hox vflIaF ibmfrIaF isr cuwkdIaF hn, kuJ nf kuJ lok mr jFdy hn, pr afgUaF qy aPLsrF nUM ies df vI duwK nhIN huMdf, ikAuNik ibmfrI qoN ipwCoN rfhq jF muafvjLy afid leI gRFtF af jFdIaF hn qy dsvMD inkldy rihMdy hn. eydF dy kfmDynu gAU vrgy kmfAU pRbMD nUM suDfrn dy isafpy `coN lIzrF nUM hfsl kI hovygf?

          idwlI qoN ipCly do idnF qoN iek irport iek tI[ vI[ cYnl vwloN vfr-vfr ivKfeI jf rhI hY. irport muqfbk isMQYitk duwD bxf ky pUrI idwlI ivc vyicaf jf irhf hY. srkfr dI prK lYbfrtrI dy zfktr pYsy lYNdy qy duwD dI prK kIqy ibnF srtIiPLkyt jfrI krdy ivKfey gey hn. Auh dukfnF vI ivKf idwqIaF geIaF, ijnHF ivc isMQYitk duwD bxfAux df sfrf sfmfn ivk irhf hY. ieh kMm isrPL idwlI ivc nhIN, pUry dysL aMdr ho irhf hY. koeI puls jF hor eyjMsI nhIN PVdI. Auh kdy-kdfeIN iksy nf iksy doDI df clfx kr ky kysF dI igxqI pUrI krn mgroN ihwsf-pwqI nfl kMm cwldf rwKdI hY. dysI sLrfb kdy-kdfeIN PVnI, pr Aus nUM bxfAux leI rskt guV qy nOsLfdr dIaF itwkIaF KuwlHIaF ivkdIaF rwKxf ijvyN afm gwl hY, AuvyN hI nklI duwD dy mfmly ivc ho irhf hY. irport ieh Aus idwlI dI hY, ijwQy dysL dI rfjDfnI hox kr ky dysL df rfj-pRmuwK rfsLtrpqI qy pRDfn mMqrI vI bYTdy hn qy lokF dI iksmq dy PLYsly lYx vflI pfrlImYNt vI. jy EQy vI ieho ijhf gunfh eynf KuwlHf ho irhf hY qF mulk nUM kOx bcf lvygf?

          bhuq sfrIaF irportF asIN pVHIaF hn kMinaf nUM kuwK ivc mfr dyx bfry. DI df qF sLfied bhuqf duwK nhIN, ieh gwl kuJ lokF nUM ijLafdf cuBdI jfpdI hY ik ibgfnf puwqr sfzf jvfeI bxygf. ieh zr vI mnF aMdr hY ik jy jvfeI ny jvfeIpuxy dI DONs ivKfAuxI sLurU kr idwqI, Pyr qMg nf hoxf pvy, ies krky DI nUM jMmx qoN pihlF hI mfr idwqf jfvy. pr iesy dOrfn iek irport hor af geI hY, ijhVI mnuwK dI ies soc nUM vMgfr ky khygI ik qUM mfr lY ikMnIaF DIaF mfr skdf hYN, DIaF eynIaF jMmxgIaF ik qYQoN mfrIaF hI nhIN jfxIaF.

          jI hF, ieh irport Aus duwD bfry jFc AuWqy afDfrq hY, ijhVf isMQYitk nhIN, pr Aus qoN vI vwD Gfqk hY. psLU-pflkF dy iek ihwsy ivc ieh ruJfn af igaf hY ik gF df vwCf-vwCI pflx dI QF tIky nfl duwD lYNdy rho. Auh dvfeI vflIaF KurfkF pfAuNdy hn, jo duwD vDf dyNdIaF hn qy Auh tIky lfAuNdy hn, ijnHF nfl gF jF mwJ bwcf pYdf kIqy ibnF kfPLI smyN qwk duwD dyNdI rihMdI hY. jFc irport kihMdI hY ik iehnF dvfeIaF vflIaF KurfkF qy tIikaF nfl iehnF psLUaF dy afpxy aMdrly mfdf hfrmon vI vD jFdy hn qy ies duwD nUM pIx nfl mnuwKI hfrmon vI pRBfvq huMdy hn. nqIjy vjoN eydF df duwD pIx vfly joiVaF dy Gr DIaF df jMmxf vwD ho skdf hY. sLihrF dy lok qF hux lwgBg sfry hI doDIaF jF zyarIaF qoN duwD lY rhy hn. AunHF kol ieh jfxn df koeI ZMg hI nhIN ik ieh duwD iksy psLU vwloN kudrqI qOr `qy idwqf igaf hY jF tIkf lf ky zoky iKwcy gey hn. ijwdF df duwD iml igaf, AunHF nUM pIxf pvygf qy pIxf ies krky pvygf, ikAuNik sfzI pfrlImYNt dy mYNbrF kol dysL dy lokF dI hoxI nUM pRBfvq krdy ieho ijhy muwdy ivcfrn dI QF hor bVy jLrUrI kMm hn.

          purfxI khfvq hY ik jdoN rom sVdf ipaf sI; nIro bMsrI vjf irhf sI. EdoN pfrlImYNt nhIN hoxI, vrnf Aus ny iekwly bYT ky bMsrI vjfAux dI QF lflU pRsfd Xfdv qy lfl ikRsLn azvfnI dy BfsLx suxn cly jfxf sI. ivcfry nIro nfl smyN ny ijLafdqI kIqI sI, ijs nUM ieho ijhf mOkf nhIN sI iml sikaf. Bfrq dy lokF nUM hor sO duwK hox, Gwto-Gwt Auh nIro vrgy bdiksmq qF iblkul nhIN inkly.

 

 


ikhVy kurfhy pY gey ny tI[ vI[ cYnl

-jiqMdr pnUM

          iksy inwq-nymI vwloN svyry AuWT ky pUjf-pfT krn vFg sfzy vrgy lokF df inwq-nym ieh huMdf hY ik svyry AuWTdy sfr tI[ vI[ df btn dbfa ky vyKo ik afsy-pfsy kI vfpr igaf hY. kdy-kdfeIN hI koeI Kfs KLbr imldI hY, bhuqI vfrI ieho ijhIaF KLbrF nUM Kfs bxf ky proisaf jf irhf huMdf hY, ijnHF df smfj leI koeI mhwqv hI nhIN hoxf cfhIdf. kMm dI KLbr iehnF bdo-bdI dIaF Kfs KLbrF dy ipwCoN aYvyN cwldy-cwldy dwsI jFdI hY, jF iPr EQoN vI rih jfvy qF iksy nf iksy aKLbfr dy aMdrilaF siPLaF `coN lwBxI pYNdI hY.

          jdoN ieh hPLqfvfrI ilKq ilKxI sI qF pihlF aKLbfrF vI PolIaF qy KLbrF vfly sfry cYnl vI muV-muV GuMmfey. puwitaf phfV qy inkilaf cUhf. sfry pfsy iewko gwl dI crcf sI ik aYsLviraf rfey aqy aiBsLyk bwcn df ivafh ho igaf hY. ivafh qF sB dy huMdy hn, ies ivc Kfs gwl kI hoeI? pYsy vfilaF dy ivafh iksy myly vFg ho jFdy hn qy grIbF dy ivafh ajy vI DrykF jF bohVF dI CF hyT kr idwqy jFdy hn. dunIaf dy pihly nMbr dy stIl kfrKfnydfr lksLmI imwql dI DI dy ivafh mOky aYsLviraf qy aiBsLyk bwcn qoN vI vwD mfieaf cmkdI sI. dUijaF nUM pUMjIpqI-pwKI hox dy imhxy mfrn vfly jfvyd aKLqr ny Aus amIrjLfdI dy ivafh mOky CpMjf imMt lMmI kivqf ilK ky ienklfb dI syvf kIqI sI. kI eydF dy ivafh hoxf ies krky hI Kfs KLbr ho igaf ik EQy AuWlU dI svfrI krn vflI lksLmI, arQfq mfieaf dI dyvI, df nfc ho irhf sI qy bhuq sfry lok Auh afey sn, ijhVy suwqy pey vI not kmfeI jFdy hn?

          sfzy mIzIey ny klfkfr muMzy qy kuVI dy ivafh nUM vwYizMg afPL dI eIar (arQfq ies sfl dI sB qoN Kfs sLfdI) afiKaf hY. hfly iek mhInf pihlF eysy mIzIey nUM vlYqI aYktrYWs iljL hrly aqy Bfrq amIrjLfdy arux nfier dI sLfdI vI vYizMg afPL dI eIar jfpdI sI. Aus ivafh mOky vI mIzIey nUM ieMj iJVk-iJVk ky bfhr kwiZaf jf irhf sI, ijvyN afm brfqF jF zolIaF dy qurn vyly mMgqy-mMgqIaF nUM Dwky idwqy jFdy hn, qy hux aYsLviraf-aiBsLyk bwcn dI sLfdI mOky vI mIzIey dI Auho KfqrdfrI huMdI rhI hY. Dwky Kfx dy sLOkIn mIzIey ny iljL hrly qy arux nfier dy ijs ivafh nUM bhuq AuCfilaf sI, Aus ivafh bfry ipwCoN ieh swc sfhmxy af igaf ik lfVy dy mF qy ipE dI vI rwjvIN byiejLqI kIqI geI sI qy muwK smfgm qoN Auh ies krky pfsy rwKy gey sn ik Kfs mihmfnF dy sfhmxy AunHF aOkfq jcvIN nhIN sI. jvfb ivc lfVy dy ipqf ny Aus nUM bydKLl kr idwqf sI. Auh mfmlf hux adflqF qwk puwj irhf hY qy pqf nhIN vYizMg afPL dI eIar aMq nUM eIar afPL dI vYWizMg kMtrovrsI (ivafh dy ivvfd df sfl) bx jfvygI. hfly ieh do ivafh isry nhIN lwgy ik mIzIey ny huxy ikafPLy lfAuxy sLurU kr idwqy hn ik aglf ivsLysL ivafh kIhdf iks nfl hovygf?

          PukiraF dI vI Bfrq ivc kmIN nhIN. ieho ijhy iksy vI mOky Auh afpxI hoNd ivKfAux df bhfnf lwBdy rihMdy hn. aYsLviraf aqy aiBsLyk dI sLfdI mOky vI keIaF ny ivafh-mMzp qoN keI-keI mIl dUr aYn Esy mOky mMzp df hvn sjf ky rsmF kIqIaF qy mMqr Aucfry, qF ik koeI nf koeI kYmry vflf tI[ vI[ skrIn AuWqy AunHF dI Poto ivKf dyvy. afgry df iewk lwzuU vycx vflf afpxy mfl krky vI msLhUr hY qy afpxy ies nfhry kfrn vI ik eysf koeI sgf nhIN, ijs ko hm ny Tgf nhIN. afm pRcwlq nFa Aus df TwgU hY, pr sLihr dy lok Aus nUM mfmf kihMdy hn. iksy iPLlm dI sLUitMg leI afey aiBsLyk bwcn ny Aus dI dukfn qoN iek vfrI lwzU KfDy qy lokF vFg hI mfmf kih idwqf, Auh bMdf iekvMjf ikwlo lwzU lY ky ivafh mOky phuMc igaf. awgoN puils vfilaF ny byrMg ilPLfPLy vFg moV idwqf qF sVk `qy KVy lokF nUM iekvMjf ikwlo lwzU Bfxjy dy ivafh dI BfjI vjoN vrqf afieaf. jdoN sonIaf gFDI dI DI ipRaMkf dy Gr puwqr ny jlm ilaf sI, EdoN idwlI dIaF sVkF AuWqy vI ieho ijhy Pukry nwcdy qy gfAuNdy iPrdy sn; hm qo mfmf bn gey. sfzf mIzIaf ieho ijhy mfimaF nUM vI bVI Aucyc nfl ivKfAuNdf hY.

          jdoN aiBsLyk-aYsLviraf dI sLfdI nUM hfly kuJ idn rihMdy sn, EdoN sfzy mIzIey df iDafn ikRkt dy iKzfrIaF AuWqy kyNdrq sI. koeI sicn qyNdulkr nUM bMdU krky sOrv gFgulI dy sohly gfeI jFdf sI qy koeI rfhul drfivV qy virMdr sihvfg df muwdf AuCfl ky ikRkt borz dy muKI sLrd pvfr dy iKlfPL muihMm clfAux lwgf hoieaf sI. vwKo-vwK kMpnIaF ny ijhVy iKzfrIaF nUM keI-keI kroV rupey dy ky AunHF qoN iesLiqhfbfjLI krvfeI sI, jy AunHF dy ikrfey AuWqy cVHy hoey iKzfrI tImF `coN kwZ ky kcry dy Zol ivc suwt idwqy jfx, AunHF nUM mfiek nuksfn huMdf sI, ies krky AunHF ny afpo-afpxy iKzfrIaF dy pwK ivc bolx vfsqy kuJ cYnl ax-aYlfny ikrfey AuWqy lY ley. ieho ijhy sOdy bf-kfiedf nhIN, by-kfiedf hI huMdy hn qy ies bfry BulyKf vI iksy nUM nhIN.

          ijvyN AunHF cYnlF ny EdoN kuJ Kfs iKzfrIaF dy nuks lukf ky, AunHF dI hvf bMnHx dI ijLMmyvfrI inBfeI sI, AuvyN hI hux kuJ Kfs kMpnIaF ny aiBsLyk bwcn qy aYsLviraf rfey dy ivafh vfsqy Kfs muihMm clfeI hoeI hY. bwcn pirvfr dy aimqfb qy aiBsLyk dovyN ipE-puwqr vI bhuq mihMgI iesLiqhfrbfjLI krdy qy coKf mfl kmfAuNdy hn qy hux AunHF nfl juVn af rhI aYsLviraf rfey vI ies kMm `coN motI kmfeI kr rhI hY. pRfpq vyrivaF muqfbk iqMnF dI sFJI kmfeI do sO kroV rupey slfnf qoN vwD jFdI hY qy tYksF dy bkfeydfrF ivc AunHF dy nFa Pyr vI cricq rihMdy hn. iqMny hI cMgy klfkfr hn, EdF dy hI, ijvyN sicn qyNdulkr vDIaf iKzfrI hY, BfvyN Bfrq dI iewjLq bcfAux dy mOikaF AuWqy Auh iKzfrI afm krky Tuws ptfkf sfbq huMdf irhf hY. Auhdf vI ieho kihxf hY ik mYN pYsy leI nhIN Kyzdf qy iehnF df vI ieho kihxf hY ik ieh pYsy ipwCy nhIN dOVdy. iPr vI XU[ pI[ dI mulfiem isMG Xfdv dI hr pwKoN bdnfm srkfr leI iesLiqhfrbfjLI krky, iswDy pYsy lYx dI QF snmfnF qy aYvfrzF rfhIN kmfeI krky, aimqfb bwcn ny afpxI bdnfmI krvf leI. jdoN Pyr vI AunHF ieh ikhf ik asIN ieh pYsy Kfqr nhIN kIqf qy sfnUM pYsy df moh nhIN qF sLqrUGn isnhf mjLfk AuzfAuNdy hoey kihMdf sI ik jy pYsy df moh nhIN, qF aimqfb bcn kdy twuQ-pyst qy kdy TMZf ikAuN vycdf hY qy kdy pwpU pfs ho igaf qy kdy pwpU PLylH ho igaf vfly tpUsI mfr iesLiqhfrF leI kMm ikAuN kr irhf hY, afpxy kwd vwl vyK ky ieho ijhI GtIaf pysLksL nUM rwd krn dI jurawq ikAuN nhIN krdf?

          jo vI hovy, BfrqI mIzIaf vYizMg afPL dI eIar vfsqy ruwJf hoieaf hY, pr pMjfb df mIzIaf vI asl lIh qoN lwQf njLr af irhf hY. kYptn amirMdr isMG dy sMbMD ivc qF ies ny pfiksqfnI kuVI arUsf df mfmlf hI sO muwidaF df muwdf smJ ilaf, hflFik Aus nfloN vwzy muwdy mOjUd sn. Aus kuVI df pfiksqfnI hox krky BfrqI pMjfb dy muwK mMqrI huMidaF kYptn amirMdr isMG nfl hwdoN vwD GuMmxf kUtnIqk pwKoN ikMnf glq sI qy surwiKaf pwKoN ikMnf, ieh bihs huMdI qF TIk sI, pr bihs qF kUtnIqk jF surwiKaf dy muwdy dI QF iek mrd qy iek aOrq dy irsLiqaF bfry hI huMdI rhI. jy AunHF dy koeI ieho ijhy irsLqy hn, jF ijvyN ikhf jf irhf hY ik AunHF ny ikDry koeI ivafh jF nkfh vI krvfieaf hY, qF ies AuWqy iksy vI hor qoN pihlF AunHF dy pirvfrF nUM ieqrfjL hoxf cfhIdf hY, pr AunHF dovF dy pirvfrF `coN iksy ny ies dI koeI iBxk hI nhIN kwZI. jdoN qwk AuDroN koeI gwl nhIN kIqI jFdI, pfisEN iksy dy kuJ kihx df koeI arQ hI nhIN rih jFdf. rhI gwl cfl-cwlx dI igrfvt dI, ies mfmly ivc nf hI ipaf jfvy qF TIk hY. gwl pMjfb dI kro jF kyNdrI rfjnIqI dI, eyQy keI lIzr ieho ijhy hn, ijnHF ny arUsf vrgIaF shylIaF nfl sFJ bxf rwKI hY qy keI lIzr bIbIaF bfry vI keI iksm dy ikwsy lokF dI jLbfn AuWqy hn. sfzy iek gvFZI rfj dI iewk mMqrI bIbI df qF iewk mrd aPLsr nfl jMgl ivcly iek arfm Gr ivc rfq rihx df ikwsf hI bhuq msLhUr ho igaf sI. qihlkf kFz smyN qoN lY ky ieh svfl jfrj PLrnFzyjL qy bIbI jXf jYqlI nUM vI keI vfrI puwiCaf jf cuwkf hY ik AunHF dovF df afpo ivc kI irsLqf hY.

          ies qrHF dIaF gwlF bfry crcf krn dI QF asIN vwzy muwidaF bfry gwl ikAuN nhIN CyVdy? purfxy nf shI, awj dI GVI vI anykF aihm muwdy hn, ijnHF bfry gwl kIqI jf skdI hY.

          imsfl vjoN cox pRcfr dOrfn akflI-Bfjpf gwTjoV ny luiDafxy dy istI sYNtr vfly pRfjYkt nUM pMjfb dI kYptn amirMdr isMG srkfr df mhF-skYNzl kih ky BMizaf sI. irport qF AunHF ny cwldI cox dOrfn hI drj krvf idwqI sI qy bkfiedf mukwdmf akflI-Bfjpf srkfr bxn ipwCoN awgy quiraf sI. kYptn amirMdr isMG qy sQfnk srkfrF dy EdoN dy mMqrI cODrI jgjIq isMG dy nfl-nfl ijhVy hor dosLI dwsy gey sn, AunHF ivc pMjfb kFgrs dy sfbkf pRDfn hrivMdr isMG hMspfl isMG nFa vI drj sI. igRPLqfrIaF sLurU huMdy sfr hMspfl sfihb ny agfAUN jLmfnq dI arjLI dy idwqI, ijs df ivjIlYNs vwloN ivroD hox krky jLmfnq nhIN sI iml rhI. iPr ivsfKI dy smfgm mOky muwK mMqrI s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl nfmDfrI pMQ dy smfgm ivc cly gey. nfmDfrI siqgurU jgjIq isMG jI dI hjLUrI ivc styj AuWqy bfdl sfihb dy nfl Auho hMspfl sfihb vI susLoBq sn, ijnHF ny igRPLqfrI dy zr kfrn agfAUN jLmfnq dI arjLI pfeI hoeI sI. pwqrkfrF dy puwCy svfl qF bfdl sfihb ny hws ky tfl idwqy, pr ivjIlYNs ny adflq ivc jf ky kih idqf ik hMspfl sfihb dI igRPLqfrI dI koeI loV hI nhIN rhI. mIzIey nUM Blf ieh muwdf iksy gMBIr bihs dy Xog ikAuN nhIN jfipaf? ikAuN mihsUs nhIN hoieaf ik iewk muljLm bfry srkfrI jFc eyjMsI df stYNz smuwcy kys nUM pRBfvq krygf qy ikAuN ieh crcf krnI TIk nhIN jfpI ik adflqI kysF bfry Dfrimk hsqIaF nUM ieMj dKLl nhIN dyxf cfhIdf?

          jy iksy nUM muwdf hI cfhIdf hovy qF pMjfb ivc srkfr bdlx qoN bfad dy swqF hPLiqaF ivc igafrF iksfnF ny KudkusLI kIqI hY. KudkusLI keI hor iksmF dy QuVF mfry imhnqI lokF ny vI kIqI hY, pr ijhVy iksfnF nUM KudkusLIaF dy kulihxy gyV `coN kwZx df akflI-Bfjpf gwTjoV ny nfhrf idwqf sI, AunHF dIaF hux ho rhIaF KudkusLIaF bfry AunHF `coN koeI boldf ikAuN nhIN? grIbF nUM ssqy Bfa aftf-dfl dyx df nfhrf dy ky cox ijwqI qy hux kih idwqf hY ik isrPL AunHF grIbF nUM ieh shUlq dyxI hY, ijhVy sfl dy qIh hjLfr rupey qoN Gwt kmfAuNdy hn. ieQy ax-iswKy kfmy dI ryq-bwjrI Zox jF KyqF `c kMm krn dI Gwto-Gwt idhfVI vI hux sO rupey cwl rhI hY. sfl dy 365 idnF dy sON dy ihsfb nfl CwqI hjLfr pMj sO rupey bxdy hn. jy Aus nUM do mhIny kMm nf vI imly, dsF mhIinaF dy hI eyny bx jfxgy ik Auh bfdl srkfr dy mItr muqfbk grIb nhIN rhygf. srvyKx krn vfly qF ieh vI puwCdy hn ik grIb dI Gr-vflI kI krdI hY qy jy Auh vI iksy df gohf-kUVf krdI hoeI, dovF dI afmdn eynI bx jfxI hY ik ssqy Bfa kuJ dyx dI QF eyar-kMzIsLnz kmiraF `c bYTy swT-swT hjLfr rupey mhInf qy eyny-eyny hI Bwqy kmfAux vfly bfbU iehnF sDfrn lokF dI afmdn AuWqy tYks lfAux dI Xojnf vI bxfAux lwg pYxgy.

          hfly ipCly hPLqy bwsF dy ikrfey vI cuwp-cupIqy vDf idwqy gey qy ijhVIaF sVkF Auwqy tol-tYks lwgdf sI, EQy tol-tYks vI svfrIaF qoN sPLr dy iklomItrF dy ihsfb Augrfhux df hukm dy idwqf igaf hY. kuJ hor mfmly vI hn, ijnHF nfl afm afdmI dIaF musLiklF vDxIaF hn. nvyN mulfjLm BrqI krn dy hukm kIqy jf rhy hn, pr ipClI BrqI mOky ijhVy cuxy gey sn qy isrPL cox jLfbqy kfrn AunHF nUM nOkrI dy hukm EdoN imlxoN rih gey sn, AunHF dIaF PLfeIlF hI nhIN lwB rhIaF. aPLsrF dI DfV vDdI jf rhI hY qy hyTF kMm krn vfly krmcfrI Gtdy jf rhy hn.

          bVf kuJ hY, ijs AuWqy ivcfr krnI cfhIdI hY, pr lokF df eyDr iDafn hI nhIN jFdf. ies mfmly ivc sB qoN vwzf pfp kmf irhf hY ik mIzIaf, ijhVf lokF df iDafn nf qF iZwz dI BuwK vfly pfsy jfx dyNdf hY, nf cuPLyry mwcI hoeI luwt-Koh vwl, isrPL ieho cfhuMdf hY ik asIN AunHF GtnfvF vwl nIJ lfeI rwKIey, ijnHF df Aus jUn nfl koeI sMbMD hI nhIN, ijhVI jUn asIN Bog rhy hF.

 


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          cMzIgVH qoN af rhIaF irportF dwsdIaF hn ik huxy hoeIaF ivDfn sBf coxF dy sMbMD ivc do drjn dy krIb cox ptIsLnF pMjfb dy ivDfiekF ivruwD ho vI geIaF hn. sLfied ajy kuJ hor vI hoxgIaF. pMjfb dI ivDfn sBf hux isrPL iqMn pfrtIaF qwk sImq ho ky rih geI hY qy hr pfrtI dy ivDfiekF ivruwD ptIsLnF hoeIaF hn, qy kuJ afjLfd ivDfiekF ivruwD vI. ptIsLnF df afDfr hr iksy ny iewk jF dUjI iksm dy iBRsLt aml nUM hI bxfieaf hY, qy ijhVIaF ptIsLnF kFgrsI ivDfiekF ivruwD hoeIaF hn, AunHF ivc iek iBRsLt aml vjoN ieh dosL vI lfieaf igaf hY ik jyqU AumIdvfr dI mdd leI iewk Dfrimk sMsQf zyrf swcf sOdf vfilaF ny apIl kIqI sI. dosL lfAux vfilaF `coN bhuiqaF nUM guwsf isrPL ieho nhIN ik Aus zyry ny kFgrs vfilaF dI mdd ikAuN kIqI hY, sgoN ieh vI hY ik jy ieho krqUq krnI sI qF sfzy pwK ivc ikAuN nf kIqI, sfzy lIzr vI qF Aus sfD dy crn prsx gey hI sn?

          sfzI inwjI rfey hY ik ijs iksy ny vI afpxI sIt ijwqx KLfqr afm lokF dI ikrq-kmfeI AuWqy aYsL krn vfly ivhlV sfDF `coN iewk jF dUjy dI mdd leI hY, Aus dI cox rwd ho hI jfxI cfhIdI hY. iPr vI ieh isrPL iewk iewCf hY, ieho ijhI iewCf, ijs dy pUrI hox dI bhuqI afs nhIN kIqI jf skdI. krIb pMJI sfl pihlF bfpU hrcMd isMG Pwqxvflf akflI dl dI itkt AuWqy ijwiqaf sI qy Aus dy ivruwD ptIsLn ieh hoeI sI ik sRI akfl qKLq sfihb dy jQydfr ny Aus dy hwk ivc apIl kIqI sI. ieho dosL lf ky keI hor akflI lIzrF ivruwD vI ptIsLn kIqI geI, pr Auh mMnI nhIN sI geI, jd ik bfpU Pwqxvflf ivruwD ptIsLn hfeI kort dI QF suprIm kort ivc geI sI qy EQy bYTy ies mulk dy isKrly inaFkfrF ny dlIl mMn ky cox rwd kr idwqI sI. hux vI PYslf aMq nUM ies gwl AuWqy inrBr krygf ik suxn vflf jwj ikhVy njLrIey nUM ikMnf vjLn dyNdf hY. sLfied kFgrs vfly ieh dlIl vI dyxgy ik rfjnIqI qoN pfsy bYTy iksy sMq ny sfzy hwk `c apIl kIqI qF As dI inwjI soc df pRgtfvf sI, asIN qF Aus apIl nUM Cpvfieaf hI nhIN sI. iPr vI jy Aus zyry vflI gwl nUM pUrf vjLn iml igaf qF do akflI ivDfiekF ivruwD vI kys Kfs qOr `qy mjLbUq ho jfvygf, ijhVy Kud zyrydfr sMq hn qy cox dOrfn iswK Drm nfl juVy hoey AunHF dy zyry jF gurduafry cox dPLqr hI bxy rhy sn.

          pr ieh sfrf kuJ huMidaF vI iksy PLYsly dy CyqI hox dI afs nhIN rwKxI cfhIdI. bhuq Gwt kdy iksy cox ptIsLn df inptfrf CyqI hoieaf hY. ipCly qIh sflF dOrfn bhuqIaF cox ptIsLn qIjf jF cOQf sfl vI lMGf ky iksy kMZy lwgdIaF rhIaF hn qy keI qF ieho ijhIaF vI sn, ijhVIaF ivDfn sBf dI pMj sfl imafd pUrI hox dy bfvjUd iksy pfsy nhIN sn lwgIaF. sfbkf muwK mMqrI kYptn amirMdr isMG dy ivruwD 2002 dIaF coxF dI ptIsLn pMj sfl lMGf ky hux vI hfeI kort dy ahfqy ivc GuMmdI iPrdI hY, iksy pfsy hI nhIN lwgI. eydF hI keI hor rfjF ivc vI vfprdf rihMdf hY.

          kyNdr ivc vfjpfeI srkfr dy huMidaF idwlI ivc lwgy iewk mIzIaf sYmInfr mOky sfnUM iek bjLurg pwqrkfr ny ieho ijhIaF cox ptIsLnF bfry iewk hor gwl dws ky hYrfn kr idwqf sI. AunHF df kihxf sI ik isafxy lIzr afpxy ivruwD cox ptIsLn hox nUM nhIN AuzIkdy, Kud hI afpxy ivruwD ptIsLn krvf lYNdy hn. afpxy bMdy qoN pihlF ptIsLn krvf lYx ipwCoN jy koeI hor kry vI qF pihlI ptIsLn dy nfl nwQI hovygI qy pihlf ptIsLnr afpxf bMdf hox krky Aus dy vkIl rfhIN ieMj afny-bhfny pysLI dIaF qrIkF mMgIaF jfxgIaF jF qwQF nUM eynf AulJf idwqf jfvygf ik ptIsLn jF qF rwd ho jfvy qy jF iPr pMj sfl iksy pfsy hI nf lwgy. ieh gwl AunHF ny AuhnIN idnIN qfimlnfzU dI iek cox ptIsLn dy inptfry dy pRsMg ivc afKI sI, ijs df PLYslf svf pMj sfl pUry hox ipwCoN ieh afieaf sI ik cox glq ZMgF nfl ijwqI geI hox krky rwd kIqI jFdI hY. EdoN qwk Aus rfj ivc nvIN cox ho ky Ausy hlky qoN nvF ivDfiek cuixaf jf cuwkf sI, ies krky Aus PYsly dy koeI arQ hI nhIN rih jFdf qF Auh PYslf isrPL iewk KLbr bx ky rih igaf sI.

          jLmInI hkIkqF kUk-kUk ky kihMdIaF hn ik Aus bjLurg pwqrkfr dy khy vFg Bfrq ivc kuJ vI ho skdf hY. jdoN rfjsI lIzrF qoN lY ky adflqF ivc bYTy jwj sfihbfn qwk dy ivhfr bfry GoiKaf jfvy qF ies kOVI swcfeI nUM mMnxf pYNdf hY.

          gwl qF ieh ipClIaF coxF dOrfn vI sfmhxy afAuNdI rhI, pr ies vfrI jLrf vDyry afeI ik jfalI AumIdvfr vI coxF ivc igx-imQ ky KVy kIqy jf rhy hn. jfalI AumIdvfrF dy keI lfB huMdy hn. pihlf lfB ieh ik lMgr qoN lY ky gwzIaF qwk df Krcf sfrf afpxy cox Kfqy ivc pfAux dI QF Aus dy ibwl jfalI AumIdvfrF dy nFa AuWqy bxf ky cox kimsLn dy awKIN Gwtf pfieaf jf skdf hY. dUjf ieh ik votr sUcIaF dy sYWt vI jfalI AumIdvfrF dy nFa AuWqy pRfpq krky vrqy jf skdy hn. qIjf PLfiedf huMdf hY votF pYx qy igxn vfly idn. EdoN poilMg bUQ AuWqy vI afpxy eyjMt dy nfl jfalI AumIdvfr dy nFa hyT afpxy do eyjMt hor ibTfey jf skdy hn, hlky `c gyVf lfAux leI jfalI AumIdvfr qy Aus dy cox eyjMt dy nFa hyT hor gwzIaF BjfAux dI kfnUMnI KuwlH vI iml jFdI hY qy igxqI vfly idn jy pMdrF bMdy aMdr iljfx dI afigaf hovy qF pMdrF kfAUNitMg eyjMt Aus jfalI AumIdvfr dy bhfny vI nfl iljfey jf skdy hn. iehnF df iek lfB hor vI hY. jfalI AumIdvfr Auh KVHf kIqf jFdf hY, ijs df nFa sfhmxy twkr dyx vfly aslI AumIdvfr nfl imldf hovy qy KVyH pYr Aus jfalI df koeI nf koeI qKwls jF Aup-nfm vI bxf ilaf jFdf hY, ijs nfl Aus df nFa twkr vfly qoN pihlF iliKaf jf sky. imsfl vjoN jy ikDry bMqf isMG jlMDrI KVf hY qF Aus dy mukfbly KVf krn leI koeI bMdf isMG lwB ky Aus df nFa bMdf isMG jwblpurI rwK idwqf jFdf hY. awKrF dy ihsfb nfl bxy bYWlt pypr ivc jlMDrI nfloN jwblpurI pihlF iliKaf jFdf hY qy ieMj afm votr keI vfrI pVHdf-pVHdf asl AumIdvfr qoN pihlF hI Auhdy nfl imldf-juldf nFa pVH ky vot pf bYTdf hY. hux kOmI qy rfj pwDr dIaF mfnqf pRfpq pfrtIaF dy nFa pihlF vwKry ilKy jfx lwg pey hn qy ies krky ieh jfalI AumIdvfr AunHF ivc qF GVmws nhIN pf skdy, pr jy koeI ajLfdF ivc aslI twkr dyx vflf dfavydfr hovy qF Aus dI byVI ibTfAux dI smrwQf hfly vI rwKdy hn.

          lIzrF dI bysLrmI dy ikwsy qF eyny hn ik igxfey nhIN jf skdy, pr jy ieh vyKxf hovy ik Auh ikwQoN qwk jf skdy hn qF AuWqr pRdysL ivc ho rhIaF qfjLf coxF ny vMngI pysL kr idwqI hY. idwlI dI mfzl kuVI jYiskf lfl dy kql kys ivc Pisaf hoieaf ivkfs Xfdv afpxI skI BYx dy nfl ivafh dI iewCf rwKx vfly muMzy inqIsL ktfrf dy kql kys ivc vI Pisaf ipaf hY. Aus df bfp zI[ pI[ Xfdv XU[ pI[ df sfbkf aYWm[ pI[ vI[ hY qy iewk vwzy aprfDI vjoN vI bdnfm hY. zI[ pI[ Xfdv AuWqy mukwdmy vwD hox krky ies vfrI Auh afp cox nhIN lV irhf, Aus dI pqnI AumlysL Xfdv cox lV rhI hY. mjLydfr gwl ieh ik zI[ pI[ Xfdv dy mukwdimaF ivwcoN prysLfnI qoN bcx leI dovF mIaF-bIvI ny keI sfl pihlF bkfiedf qlfk dI rsm pUrI kr leI sI qy 1991 ivc gfjLIafbfd dy cIPL juzIsLl mYijstryt dI adflq ivc bIbI AumlysL ny Kud hlPLIaf ibafn idwqf sI zI[ pI[ Xfdv hux Aus df pqI nhIN, 1987 qoN dovF df qlfk ho cuwkf hY qy Auh vwKrI rih ky idn gujLfr rhI hY. hux Auh Ausy zI[ pI[ Xfdv dI pqnI vjoN kfgjL Br ky cox lV rhI hY qy ivroDI AumIdvfr Aus dy purfxy qlfk nUM AuCfl rhy hn ik qlfk 1987 ivc ho igaf sI, Aus qoN vIh sfl bfad vI ieh Ausy bMdy dI pqnI hox df dfavf krky cox pRbMD df vI mjLfk Auzf rhI hY qy votF nfl vI DoKf kr rhI hY.

          ijs dysL ivc ieh kuJ ho irhf hovy, EQy koeI ivDfiek afpxy ivruwD afp hI cox ptIsLn krvf ky adflqF nfl DoKf kr jfvy qF hYrfnI nhIN hoxI cfhIdI.

          dUjf pwK hY adflqF df, ijwQy ieh ptIsLnF jfxIaF hn. asIN ieh mMnx nUM iqafr nhIN ho skdy ik adflqF ivc vI Enf hI iBRsLtfcfr hox lwg ipaf hY, ijMnf BfrqI smfj dy hor hr Kyqr ivc ho irhf hY, pr ieh vI nhIN mMn skdy ik inaF krn vfly lok sfry dy sfry swc-puwqr hn. AunHF dI idwK AuWqy ijhVy dfg njLr afAuNdy hn, Auh vI iksy bfhrly dy lfey hoey nhIN, AunHF ny afp hI lvf rwKy hn.

          idwlI hfeI kort df iewk jwj kuJ sfl pihlF iek idn acfnk ieh kih ky asqIPLf dy igaf ik Aus dy Gr dy hflfq TIk nf hox krky Auh adflqI ijLMmyvfrI nhIN inBf skdf. asl kfrn ieh nhIN sI. hoieaf ieh ik iksy jLmInI mfPLIey vflI kMpnI ivruwD kfnUMnI CfpymfrI hoeI sI. kfrvfeI ieh Ausy mOky sLihrI ivkfs mihkmy ivruwD vI ho rhI sI. jdoN EQy Cfpf mfiraf igaf, Aus kMpnI dy DoKfDVI dy kys dI Auh PLfeIl vI Aus kMpnI dy dPLqr qoN hI iml geI, ijhVI Aus idn jwj sfihb kol hoxI cfhIdI sI. jwj sfihb ny adflq qoN qF kys nUM pVHn dy bhfny nfl ieh PLfeIl afpxy Gr mMgvfeI sI, pr EQoN Aus kMpnI vfilaF dy dPLqr qwk ikwdF phuMcI, ieh isrPL jwj ipwCoN kfnUMnI isLkMjy ivc Psx qoN bcx leI Aus jwj ny GrylU kfrnF df bhfnf bxf ky asqIPf dy idwqf sI.

          keI sfl pihlF iksy pwqrkfr ny sfzy kol sfzy dysL dy iewk bVy vwzy jwj dI Poto ByjI, ijs ivc Auh iewk kfrobfrI jfpdy bMdy dy nfl bYTy hoey sn. nfl lwgI irport ivc drj sI ik jwj sfihb dy nfl bYTf ieh bMdf mflvy df sB qoN vwD swtf krn vflf kfrobfrI hY. iewk vfrI puils ny ies nUM cOk ivc KVf kr ky ies dy gl PwtI vI ltkfeI sI. mfxXog jwj sfihb ies dy irsLqydfr hn qy ies dy Gr ivafh mOky AunHF dI afmd hox vyly Aucycy swdy gey keI aPLsrF ny iesLfrf smJ ky Aus dy ivruwD cwldy kys iZwly kr idwqy hn. pihlF hI ivvfdF ivc Psy hoey Aus jwj ny agly mhIny irtfier ho jfxf sI, ies krky asIN Aus Poto nUM bhuqI qUl nhIN sI idwqI. hux Auh bjLurg jwj irtfier hox ipwCoN iksy dwKxI rfj ivc iek svY-syvI sMsQf clf irhf hY, pqf nhIN ikho ijhI clfAuNdf hovygf.

          qfjLf irportF ieh hn ik suprIm kort dy kolyjIam ny iewk hfeIkort dy Aus jwj dI qrwkI nUM pRvfngI dy idwqI hY, ijs df irkfrz mfVf hox krky rfsLtrpqI ny Aus dI PLfeIl AuWqy dsKLq krn qoN nFh kr idwqI sI. Auh pihlf nhIN, Aus qoN pihlF iewk hor jwj dy mfmly ivc vI aijhf ho cuwkf hY. ijs jwj dI ipClI kfrgujLfrI TIk nhIN, suprIm kort dy jwjF ny vI Aus dy ivruwD itwpxIaF kIqIaF hoeIaF hn, Aus nUM qrwkI dyx dy PLYsly nUM lokIN iewk swcy jwj dI inXukqI vjoN hjLm ikvyN kr lYxgy? ieho nhIN, iewk hor jwj bfry eydF df irkfrz hox krky spwsLt sI ik Aus nUM iksy hfeI kort df muwK jwj nhIN bxfieaf jfxf cfhIdf. ijs hfeI kort ivc Auh inXukq sI, EQoN Aus qoN sInIar jwj nUM dUjI QF bdl idwqf igaf. lokIN kihMdy hn ik ieh bdlI isrPL ies krky kIqI geI hY ik Auh jy muwK jwj nhIN bx skdf qF muwK jwj qoN bfad sB qoN sInIar hovy, ijs krky muwK jwj dy ikDry jfx vyly kfrjkfrI muwK jwj bxn df mOkf Aus nUM imldf rhy. asIN iPr ieh kihMdy hF ik jdoN hr pfsy gMd ipaf hoieaf hY, inaF-pflkf hfly vI Aus inGfr qwk nhIN phuMcI qy keI vfrI jwj sfihbfn ny gMd sfPL krn vfly hukm vI suxfey hn, pr iPr vI ieh kOVI swcfeI mMn lYxI cfhIdI hY ik gMd dI lfg EQoN qwk vI puwj cuwkI hY.

          jdoN lIzr sfzy kol Auh hox, ijhVy kfnUMn dy mGory lwBx qy vrqx ivc kmfl kr skdy hox, Auh adflqI pRbMD dIaF iehnF kmIaF-kmjLorIaF nUM ies qrHF vrq jfxgy ik cox ptIsLnF ivwcoN vI bhuqIaF AuUT dy buwlH vFg ltkdIaF rih jfxgIaF qy lokqMqr iksy mF-mihwtr jvfk vFg mn msos ky rih jfvygf.

 


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          jdoN Coty huMdy sF, ieh gIq bVy sLOk nfl suxdy qy kdy-kdy gfAuNdy vI huMdy sF :

          Xy dysL hY vIr jvfnoN kf,

          albyloN kf, msqfnoN kf.

          Xy dysL hY dunIaf kf gihnf,

          ies dysL kf Xfro ikaf kihnf.

          ipCly idnIN iek bhuq Gwt pVHy jFdy ihMdI rsfly ivc iksy ny ies gIq dI BMn-qoV kuJ ies qrHF CfpI hoeI sI :

          Xy dysL hY ab DnvfnoN kf,

          coroN kf, byeImfnoN kf.

          lgqf Xy dysL hI nhIN rhnf,

          iPr ies ky bfry ikaf kihnf.

          Aus ivaMgkfr df sfrf gIq ies hflq AuWqy iliKaf igaf sI ik ijwDr vyKo, lIzrF qoN lY ky Dfrimk afgUaF qwk qy aiDafpkF qoN lY ky puils vfilaF qwk sB pfsy byeImfnF dI bhuqfq hY. sbwb dI gwl hY ik ijs idn Auh mYgjLIn sfzy kol puwjf, Ausy idn dy aKLbfr ivc aMimRqsr dI KLbr sI, ijwQy iemiqhfn dy smyN qoN bfad iemiqhfnI izAUtI vfly aiDafpk skUl ivc hI sLrfb pI rhy sn, murgy cwb rhy sn. eydF krdy iksy iek QF PVy gey, pMjfb ivc ieho ijhIaF sYNkVy QFvF hn, ijwQy ieh kMm huMdf hY, sgoN ies qoN vwD vI keI kuJ huMdf hY, sgoN ies qoN vwD vI kuJ huMdf hY. ieh vI aKLbfrF vfilaF dy kYmry ny kfbU kIqy sn, sMbMDq mihkmf qF izAUtI hI agfAUN sLgn lY ky lfAux leI bdnfm hY, Cfpy mfr ky iksy nUM kOx PVygf?

          Aus qoN agly idn kuJ QFvF AuWqy zfktrF dIaF skYinMg msLInF cYWk krky bMd kr dyx vflI KLbr afeI. dosL iswDf ieh nhIN sI lfieaf igaf ik EQy afh-afh kuJ glq huMdf sI, sgoN eynf ikhf igaf ik kuJ mfmilaF ivc inXmF dI AulMGxf sfhmxy afeI hY. inXmF dI AulMGxf dy kys CwqI vfr bxdy qy bhwqr vfrI rwd huMdy rihMdy hn. iek vfrI hor shI, kfrobfr qF Twp nhIN hox lwgf.

          qIjy idn KLbr af geI biTMzy ivc iewk vwzy aPLsr dy PVy jfx dI. aPLsr vwzf sI, phuMc vI vwzI, qy eysy leI Auh PVy jfx ipwCoN vI pMj GMty dPLqr aMdr sfihb bx ky PLfeIlF inptfAuNdf irhf qy ivjIlYNs dy aPLsr Auqly hfkmF dy hukmF dy bwJy bYTy rhy. iPr jdoN prcf drj hI krnf pY igaf qy agly idn adflq ivc pysL krn mgroN jylH Byjx df hukm vI ho igaf qF ivjIlYNs dy aiDkfrI Aus nUM jylH lY ky jfx dI QF iewk rYstorYNt aMdr lY gey qy sLfndfr lMc dy nfl-nfl bIar vI CkI-CkfeI jFdI rhI. aKLbfrF ivc Poto Cpx ipwCoN Auqly aPLsr qF kihMdy hn ik jFc ho rhI hY, ivckfrlf ivjIlYNs aPLsr kihMdf hY ik jFc kfhdI, iksy nUM rotI KvfAuxI koeI jurm nhIN huMdf, BfvyN ikDry vI KvfeI jfvy. sfPL hY ik jFc jF qF hovygI nhIN qy jy krnI hI peI qF prdf pfAux vflI hI hovygI, swc sfhmxy nhIN ilafvygI.

          ieh koeI ieho ijhIaF gwlF nhIN, ijhVIaF srkfr bdlx df nqIjf hox. isrP nvIN srkfr nUM ies `c mfmly dosL dyxf glq hY. ieho kuJ purfxI srkfr vyly vI vfprdf rihMdf sI, hux vI vfpr irhf hY. kihxf hovy qF isrPL ieho ikhf jf skdf hY ik rfj qF bdilaf hY, rfj dI rIq nhIN bdlI, sfry kMm EdF hI cwlI jFdy ny.       

          afpF jLrf pMjfb qoN bfhr inkl ky vyKIey ik EQy kI kuJ vfpr irhf hY.

          iewk mfmlf aKLbfrF ivc Cfieaf hoieaf hY BfrqI jnqf pfrtI vwloN AuWqr pRdysL dIaF ivDfn sBf coxF mOky iewk sI[ zI[ jfrI krn qy iPr vfps lY ky muafPLI mMgx df. Auh sI[ zI[ AuWqr pRdysL ivc Aus pfrtI dy vwzy-vwzy afgUaF ny sFJy qOr `qy jfrI kIqI, pfrtI dI swiBafcfrk ivMg dI muKI bIbI ny Kud iqafr krvfeI sI, pr jdoN sfry pfsy rOlf pY igaf, EdoN cOvI GMitaF dy aMdr-aMdr Aus nUM vfps lY ky ieh kih idwqf ik ieh sI[ zI[ qF sfzI hY hI nhIN, iksy vrkr dI inwjI socxI df pRgtfvf sI. cox kimsLn ny noits ilaf qy mukwdmf vI drj krvf idwqf, pr lfB ivc iPr BfrqI jnqf pfrtI hI rhI. sI[ zI[ jfrI krn qoN vfps lYx qwk dy smyN dOrfn Aus dIaF lwKF kfpIaF ho ky XU[ pI[ ivc Gro GrI clIaF geIaF. rOlf pYx ipwCoN sgoN Auh lok vI vyKxgy ik ies ivc Kfs kI hY, ijnHF ny AuNj ieh sI[ zI[ nhIN sI vyKxI. ijs ihMdU mfniskqf nUM quKxI dy ky Auh votF huUMJxIaF cfhuMdy sn, Aus qwk AunHF dI coB phuMc geI hY, kys df kI hY?

          Bfjpf dI sI[ zI[ ivruwD sB qoN iqwKf pRqIkrm ijhVIaF do iDrF df afieaf hY, AunHF `coN iewk mulfiem isMG Xfdv dI smfjvfdI pfrtI hY. smfjvfdI pfrtI ny afpxI cox muihMm leI aimqfb bwcn qoN cox pRcfr dI iewk iesLiqhfrbfjLI krvfeI, XU[ pI[ myN dm hY, ikAuNik jurm XhF km hY. rOlf ipaf ik ijs XU[ pI[ ivc iewk-iewk kFz cflI-pMjfh kqlF df inkldf hY, qIjf ihwsf ivDfiek hr gMdy qoN gMdy jurm dy kys ivc Psy iPrdy hn, Aus dI srkfr dy pwK ivc isrPL pYsy lYx KLfqr aimqfb bwcn ny aYkitMg krky cMgf nhIN kIqf. smfjvfdI pfrtI dy jnrl skwqr amr isMG ny ikhf; aimqfb bwcn ny pYsf hI koeI nhIN ilaf, muPLq dI iPLlm kIqI hY. ies kory JUT nUM vI hr iksy nUM swc mMnxf pYxf hY, ikAuNik pYsy dy lYx-dyx dy cwkr ivc Auh pey hI nhIN. pihlF vfrI-vfrI aimqfb bwcn, iPr jXf bwcn qy ipwCoN puwqr aiBsLyk bwcn nUM snmfn dyxy qy aMq nUM bhuq mihMgI kfr aiBsLyk bwcn nUM jnm idn dy mOky qohPy ivc dyxI ies msLhUrI df muwl hI qF sI. ieh kih ky, ik kfr qohPy dy qOr `qy idwqI hY, jdoN Aus dy aMdrly Byd sfhmxy afey aqy igPt tYks smyq hor keI iksm dI hyrfPyrI dI gwl bfhr inklI qF amr isMG ny kih idwqf ik kfr qohPLy dy qOr `qy vI nhIN idwqI, ieh qF myry nFa AuWqy hY, AunHF dI koTI ivc rhygI, aiBsLyk nUM isrPL vrqx leI idwqI hY. Bfrq ivc hI nhIN, dunIaf Br ivc kroVF lok hn, ijhVy aimqfb bwcn nUM sfzy Xuwg dy ijAuNdy-jfgdy mhFnfiekF ivc mMndy hn. jdoN ieh pqf lwgdf hY ik eyzf vwzf mhFnfiek cFdI dy cMd tukiVaF KLfqr eyny GtIafpuxy AuWqy AuWqr afieaf hY qF Aus dy ikrdfr dy ies pwK AuWqy sLrm afAuNdI hY.

          nfl lwgdy rfj ibhfr aMdr do hor nfiek afpxy KoKly ikrdfr df ivKflf pf rhy hn. dovyN jxy lok-nfiek vjoN jfxy jFdy rhy jY pRkfsL nrfiex dy cyly hn. iewk hY muwK mMqrI inqIsL kumfr, ijs ny ikhf sI ik ibhfr dy lokF nUM ieho ijhf rfj dyvFgf, ijs nfl AunHF nUM lokqMqr dy aslI arQ vI smJ af skx qy rfj pRbMDkI msLInrI vI kMm krdI njLr afvy. ipCly hPLqy Aus dy rfj ivc qrwkIaF dIaF rukIaF peIaF PLfeIlF awgy iKskIaF qy iPr isry lwg geIaF. keI ieho ijhy lokF nUM qrwkI dy idwqI geI, ijhVy keI-keI sfl pihlF dy irtfier ho cuwky sn. kuJ swjx qF ieho ijhy vI sn, ijnHF dy qrwkI dy hukm AunHF dy vfrsF nUM EdoN imly, jdoN Auh Kud svrg isDfr cuwky sn. gwl ieh muwK mMqrI qwk vI puwjI qy suxn ivc afieaf hY ik Auh Kud hYrfn hn ik myry huMidaF ieh ikvyN ho igaf.

          AunHF dy dUjy sfQI hn jfrj PLrnFzyjL sfihb. ipCly mhIny jdoN pqf lwgf ik boPLorjL qop sOdy vflf bdnfm dlfl kuafqrocI iksy duryzy dysL ivc PiVaf igaf hY, Aus kFz bfry nvIN crcf cwl peI sI. insLfnf iPr sfiDaf igaf sonIaf gFDI AuWqy, qyy awgoN kFgrs vfilaF ny ikhf ik pMj srkfrF gYr-kFgrsI vI rhIaF do srkfrF qF vfjpfeI sfihb dI agvfeI hyT Bfjpf pwKIaF dIaF vI rhIaF, jy kuJ glq sI qF EdoN sfhmxy ikAuN nf ilaFdf igaf? vfjpfeI srkfr ivc rwiKaf mMqrI rhy jfrj PLrnFzyjL nUM ieho svfl pwqrkfrF nUM puwC ilaf qF Aus df jvfb sI; mYnUM qF myry pRDfn mMqrI vfjpfeI sfihb ny hI kih idwqf sI ik hor jo mrjLI krdf rhIN, boPLorjL qop sOdy dI PLfeIl nUM hwQ nf lfvIN. ies iswDy hmly qoN Bfjpf lIzrisLp nUM qVPLxI qF iCVI, pr mfmlf agly idn hI Twipaf igaf, jdoN jfrj sfihb ny kih idwqf; kwlH vfjpfeI sfihb bfry jo vI mNYN ikhf sI, Auh hfsy mjLfk ivc ikhf sI.

          inrf JUT sI PLrnFzyjL sfihb df ieh dUjf ibafn. pihlI gwl TIk sI. jy kuafqrocI Psdf qF gwl iek pfsy rfjIv gFDI dy vfrsF qwk jFdI sI, pr AunHF df vfl vI ivMgf nhIN sI hoxf, ikAuNik dosL rfjIv gFDI AuWqy hI lwg skdf sI, jo ijAUNdf nhIN sI irhf, pirvfr nUM qF dosLI Tihrfieaf nhIN sI jf skdf. dUjy pfsy Ausy kys ivc dosLI dwsy jFdy ihMdUjf BrfvF dI nyVqf vfjpfeI sfihb nfl hox dI gwl vI afm sI. sLfied eysy krky Aus vyly AunHF ny PLrnFzyjL nUM roikaf hovy. ijwQoN qwk PLrnFzyjL vwloN pihlF vfjpfeI vwloN hwQ nf lfvIN dI nsIhq jLfihr krn qy ipwCoN ies nUM hfsy-mjLfk dI gwl kihx df sMbMD hY, Aus bfry smJxf AunHF lokF leI aOKf nhIN, ijhVy idwlI dy dfa-pyc jfxdy hn. sB nUM pqf hY ik keI vfrI keI aYWm[ pI[ pfrlImYNt ivc svfl puwCdy qy iPr jvfb imlx vyly bihs qoN bcx leI gYr-hfjLr ho jFdy hn. ipwCy ijhy ieh Kyz nMgI hoeI sI ik kuJ aYWm[ pI[ svfl puwCx leI pYsy lYNdy hn, pr idwlI ivc ieh crcf vI afm hY ik gYr-hfjLr hox df kMm vI muPLq nhIN huMdf. PLrnFzyjL vwloN pihlF vfjpfeI dI nsIhq df Cotf ijhf Jlkfrf dyx qoN agly idn ies nUM mjLfk dI gwl kih Cwzxf vI sDfrn gwl nhIN smJxI cfhIdI. eynI ku coB lf ky iPr Aus `qy hfsy-mjLfk df prdf pfAux ipwCy CupI DmkI nfl keI iksm dI rfjnIqk sOdybfjLI dy Auh rfh KuwlH jFdy hn, ijhVy afm lokF nUM pqf hI nhIN huMdy.

          afm afdmI dI hflq kI hY? ies df Jlkfrf isrPL do gwlF qoN iml jFdf hY.

          pihlI ieh ik kuJ mhIny pihlF hirafxy ivc iewk bwcf itAUbvYWl dy bor vfly toey `c izwgf ky POj ny do idn lf ky kwiZaf sI. EdoN bfad ieho ijhI qIjI Gtnf ho geI hY. afh sqrF ilKx vyly vI iewk bwcI eydF dy toey `c izwgI peI hY qy PLOj dIaF msLInF Aus nUM kwZx lwgIaF hoeIaF hn. iekwlf-iekwlf bwcf qF toey `coN kwZx df puMn kmfieaf jf irhf hY, pr sfrf smfj iewk zUMGy toey ivc izwgf ipaf iksy nUM njLr hI nhIN afAuNdf.

          dUjI Gtnf hY iewk mwD BfrqI rfj dI. EQy iewk bMdy ny iksy dy kihx AuWqy afpxI skI DI nUM qVPLf-qVPLf ky ies leI mfr idwqf ik DI dI eydF idwqI blI ipwCoN Aus dy Gr puwqr jMm pvygf. jy ikDry eydF hI puwqr jMmx dI Jfk ivc DI dI blI Aus dy nfny ny idwqI huMdI, Auhny Kud hI nhIN sI jMmxf. nfny qoN ipwCoN mF-ipE dI pIVHI afeI qy iPr ies byvkUPL bMdy dI. lokIN kihMdy hn ik hr pIVHI nfl smfj agFh vDdf hY. ijs smfj ivc nfny ny DI ijAuNdI rwK ky pflx-posx ipwCoN ivafhI hovy qy qIjI pIVHI ivc jMmy dohqy ny afpxI DI nUM puwqr dI Jfk ivc koh-koh ky mfr idwqf hovy, Aus smfj nUM pIVHIE-pIVHI awgy vwl vDdf afKx dI mUrKqf koeI ivrlf hI kr skdf hY.

 


kI rMg idKfvygI Bfrq dy sB qoN vwzy rfj dI cox-muihMm ?

-jiqMdr pnUM

          pMjfb smyq cfr rfjF dIaF ivDfn sBf coxF ho cuwkx ipwCoN ies vkq sB df iDafn mwl rwiKaf hY AuWqr pRdysL dIaF ivDfn sBf coxF ny . Bfrq df abfdI pwKoN vI qy KyqrPLl pWKoN vI sB qoN vwzf rfj hox kr ky hr koeI nIJ lf ky vyK irhf hY ik EQy iks pfrtI df pwlVf Bfrf inkldf hY. ies df sB qoN vwzf kfrn ieh hY ik 542 mYNbrF vflI lok sBf ivc ies iewkly rfj dy 80 mYNbr huMdy hn. ijs lok sBf ivc mYNbrF dI bhu-igxqI ny dysL dy pRDfn mMqrI df PLYslf krnf huMdf hY, jy Aus ivc swqvF ihwsf mYNbr iewkoN rfj dy hox qF Auh bfkI dy aTfeI rfjF qy swq kyNdrI hukm hyTly ielfikaF ivc invyklf igixaf jfxf suBfvk hY. AuNj vI ieh Auho rfj hY, ijs ny hux qwk dy cOdF ivcoN nO pRDfn mMqrI idwqy hoey hn qy Auh vI pMzq nihrU qoN lY ky atl ibhfrI vfjpfeI qwk AuWcy rfjsI kwd vfly.

          ipCly aTfrF ku sfl qoN ieh rfj rfjnIqk asiQrqf df isLkfr hY. rfjf vI pI isMG ny 1989 ivc dysL df pRDfn mMqrI bx ky ieQoN dI srkfr qoVI qy afpxy Aus pwky cyly mulfiem isMG dy muwK mMqrI bxn leI mYdfn iqafr kIqf sI, ijs cyly ivruwD hux Auh iPLlm aYktr rfj bwbr nUM nfl lY ky morcy lfAuNdy iPrdy hn.

          Aus qoN bfad dy aTfrF sfl AuWqr pRdysL dy lokF nUM itkfAU srkfr hI nhIN iml skI. aglyry sfl bfbrI msijd ZfAux df muwdf AuTf ky BfrqI jnqf pfrtI ny cox ijwqI qy afpxy kilafx isMG nUM muwK mMqrI bxf ilaf sI. kilafx isMG dI ijwq nfl ijs idn bfbrI msijd ZfAux df mksd pUrf hoieaf, Aus idn Auh srkfr df vI Bog pY igaf qy aglI cox mulfiem isMG dI smfjvfdI pfrtI qy bfbU kfNsLI rfm dI bhujn smfj pfrtI ny rl ky ijwq leI sI. ieho ijwq sI, ijs nfl bfbU kFsLI rfm dI pCyq aqy bIbI mfieafvqI dI agyq df islislf sLurU hoieaf sI. kuJ smyN ipwCoN mulfiem isMG df sfQ Cwz ky bfhrilaF bspf dI bolI ivc mnUMvfdIaF) dI mdd nfl mfieafvqI ny eynI PurqI nfl muwK mMqrI dI kursI sFBI ik hspqfl bYTy AuzIkdy bfbU kFsLI rfm nUM Pon Awqy ieqlfh vI nhIN sI idwqI, ikAuNik zr sI ik ieMj bIbI dI bjfey bfbU jI df guxf pY skdf hY.

          iPr kdy bhujn smfj pfrtI ny kFgrs nfl rl ky cox lVI qy kdy BfrqI jnqf pfrtI nfl sFJI srkfr bxfAux aqy qoVx dy nftk kIqy. AunF rfjsI nftkF dOrfn dysL dy ies sB qoN vwzy rfj dI ivDfn sBf aMdr Aus bysLrmI df nfc vI vyiKaf igaf, ijs df pihlF kdy suPLnf qwk nhIN sI ilaf igaf. iewk pfsy spIkr vwloN muwK mMqrI dy hwk ivc Brosy dy mqy Auwqy mohr lfeI jf rhI sI qy dUjy pfsy hfkm aqy ivroDI iDr dy mYNbr iewk dUjy nUM iCwqrF nfl kuwtdy-kuwtdy BfsLx krn leI lfey gey mfeIkroPon aqy kursIaF nfl iek dUjy nUM kuwtx qwk puwj gey sn. koeI mfxXog mYNbr myjL hyTF luikaf vI kuwitaf jf irhf sI qy koeI ivDfn sBf dy PLrs Auqy iksy sVkI hfdsy dI lfsL vFg iviCaf ipaf sI.

          bysLrmI dI hwd hI hY ik ijnHF do iDrF ny iewk dUjy nUM ivDfn sBf dy aMdr iCqrOVH kIqI hoeI hovy, Auh muV ky sFJI srkfr vI bxf lYx. qy ieh hoieaf. Bfjpf vfilaF qoN kuwt Kfx vflI bhujn smfj pfrtI ny iPr Ausy Bfjpf nfl sFJI srkfr bxf leI. cwldI cox dOrfn qF bspf ny nfhrf lfieaf sI; iqlk, qrfjLU aOr qlvfr! ien ko mfro jUqy cfr. ieh nfhrf Bfjpf df sfQ dyx vflIaF AuWcIaF jfqF ivruwD pwCVIaF khIaF jFdIaF jfqF ivruwD pwCVIaF khIaF jFdIaF jfqF dy lokF nUM AuksfAux leI lfieaf igaf sI. jdoN dyiKaf ik AunHF AuWcI jfqI vfilaF dI pfrtI Bfjpf df sfQ lYxf pYxf hY qF bIbI mfieafvqI ny afpxy cox insLfn hfQI df hvflf dy ky ieh ikhf sI; hfQI nhIN, Xy gxysL hY! bRhmf, ivsLxU, mhysL hY. sFJI srkfr cwldI dOrfn Bfjpf dy EQoN dy muKI lIzr aqy EdoN dy pRDfn mMqrI vfjpfeI jI dy Kfs-Aul-Kfs lfljI tMzn nUM bIbI mfieafvqI ny rwKVI bMnH ky Brf bxf ilaf sI, pr jdoN Bfjpf ny hmfieq vfps lY leI qF Ausy bIbI mfieafvqI ny lfljI tMzn nUM lflcI tMzn afK ky BMizaf sI.

          ijMnI dyr BfrqI jnqf pfrtI iekwlI df vI EQy rfj irhf, nf isrPL muwK mMqrI muV-muV bdly gey, iBRsLtfcfr vI isKrF df irhf. ijhVy sfDUaF qy sfDvIaF nUM rfjnIqI ivc svwCqf ilafAux dy nFa AuWqy awgy ilaFdf sI, AunHF dy afsLrmF nUM kroVF dIaF jLmInF qy hor jfiedfdF kOzIaF dy Bfa sONp idwqIaF geIaF. sfDU vI ieho ijhy cuxy gey, ijhVy jfxy-pCfxy guMzy vjoN msLhUr sn. AunHF `coN keI qF smF pf ky Bfjpf nUM Cwz ky bhujn smfj pfrtI jF mulfiem isMG nfl vI jf imldy rhy. huxy-huxy mhMq aidiqaf nfQ ny ieho kuJ kIqf hY. sItF dI vMz qoN ruws ky Aus ny Bfjpf nUM BMizaf qy hr sIt AuWqy mukfbly dy bMdy KVHy krky ikhf ik ies iBRsLt pfrtI nUM ijwqx hI nhIN dyxf, pr awTvyN idn iPr Ausy pfrtI ivc vfps muV afieaf.

          iBRsLtfcfr dI ndI EQy eynI gfVHI vgdI hY ik ieh inrxf krnf aOKf ho igaf hY ik gMgf ndI ivc sLihrF dy sIvr pYx nfl vwD gMd ho igaf hY jF mulfiem, mfieafvqI qy Bfjpf dI iqRvYxI dy rfjnIqk sMgm ivc vwD gMd pY cuwkf hY. iesy dI hwd dy drsLn krfAuNdf hY Auh nvF nfhrf, ijhVf AuWc jfqIaF dy lokF df smwrQn lYx Kfqr bhujn smfj pfrtI ny huxy-huxy cuwikaf hY. nfhrf ieh hY; iqlk sfPL, qlvfr hfPL, qrfjLU mfPL. Bfv ieh ik jy qusIN iqlk lfAux vfly, arQfq kwtVpMQI ho, qF ies kwtVpMQIpuxy nUM jLrf ku sfPL kir idE qy jy qusIN qlvfrbfjL ho, arQfq dilqF ivruwD jLulm krn vfly ho qF hfPL, arQfq hwdF ivc rho, pr jy qusIN qrfjLU vfly, arQfq vwD-Gwt qol ky TMUgf mfrn vfly ho qF quhfzf ieh gunfh mfPL hY, qusIN sfzf sfQ dy aqy lY skdy ho. qfj mihl dy gilafrf pRfjYkt dI keI kroV dI hyrfPyrI dy kys ivc PsI hoeI bIbI mfieafvqI dUsry iksy nUM qrfjLU df imhxf dyyvygI vI ikAuN, pr dUjIaF iDrF vI, Auh Bfjpf vfly hox, mulfiem isMG df tolf hovy jF kFgrs pfrtI, ies gMd qoN bc ky cwlx ivc XkIn nhIN rwKdy.

          eyny suQry rfj ivc guMzfgrdI vI isKrF AuWqy hY. rfj qKLq dI dfavydfr koeI vI pfrtI ieho ijhI nhIN, ijs nfl lwT-mfr nf juVy hoey hox. ijs pfrtI kol srkfr huMdI hY, Ausy kol vwD bdmfsL huMdy hn, cMbl dy zfkUaF dI vwzI igxqI vI Ausy nfl sFJ rwKdI hY, Ausy pfrtI dy lIzr zfkUaF dy krvfey hvn-Xwg ivc afhUqI pfAux puwjdy hn, pr ieh sfry mMdy DMdy krn vfly lok dUjIaF pfrtIaF aMdr vI sMprk dI qMd kfiem rwKdy hn. jLrf ku pqf lwgy ik srkfr bdl jfxI hY qy hux Plfxy ny af jfxf hY qF ieh sfry cor, zfkU, kfql, lutyry, rfqo-rfq Aus nvIN pfrtI dI hmfieq ivc jf KVoNdy hn. awgoN AunHF `coN vI koeI pfrtI ieh aYlfn kdy nhIN krdI ik sfnUM ieho ijhy lokF df smwrQn nhIN cfhIdf, sgoN afrqI Auqfr ky AunHF df svfgq krdI hY. nf pfrtIaF nUM koeI sLrm rih geI hY, nf pfsy bdl ky hr hfkm iDr dI JolI cuwkx vfilaF nUM.

          ies vrqfry dI AuWGI imsfl hY mDUimqf sLuklf kys ivc Pisaf hoieaf sfbkf mMqrI amr mxI iqRpfTI. Auh jdoN mMqrI huMdf sI, iewk kivqrI kuVI mDUimqf sLuklf nfl Aus dy nyVly sMbMD ho gey. ieh gwl Aus dI pqnI nUM hjLm nf hoeI qy Aus kuVI dy kql dI nObq af geI. amr mxI iqRpfTI aprfDI ipCokV vflf ivDfiek hox dy nfl-nfl bIbI mfieafvqI dI srkfr df mMqrI vI sI. mfieafvqI bIbI ny Aus nUM bcfAux leI sfrf qfx lf idwqf. iPr vI Aus dI igRPLqfrI qwk gwl puwj geI. pfrlImYNt ivc KVo ky mulfiem isMG Xfdv ny ikhf ik amr mxI vrgy guMzy ijs mfieafvqI srkfr ivwc mMqrI hn, Auh qoV dyxI cfhIdI hY. kyNdr ivc EdoN vfjpfeI srkfr sI. kuJ idn ipwCoN Bfjpf ny swcmwuc hI bIbI mfieafvqI df sfQ Cwz idwqf qy Auh srkfr tuwt geI, pr nvIaF coxF nf ho ky Ausy ivDfn sBf aMdr bhu-sMmqI joV ky mulfiem isMG Xfdv muwK mMqrI bx igaf. sfry guMzf ipCokV vfly ivDfiek Aus dy nfl afx rly. mulfiem isMG ny Ausy amr mxI iqRpfTI dy pwK ivc bolxf sLurU kr idwqf qy Aus dI jLmfnq krvfAux dy hukm vI kr idwqy. pwqrkfrF ny puwCaf ik qusIN qF pfrlImYNt ivc KVo ky amr mxI iqRpfTI nUM guMzf qy kfql ikhf sI, hux Aus df pwK ikAuN lY rhy ho, kI hux Auh guMzf nhIN? mulfiem isMG df jvfb sI ik hux jdoN Aus ny mfieafvqI df sfQ Cwz ky AuWqr pRdysL qbfh hox qoN bcfa ilaf hY, Auh guMzf ikvyN rih igaf? ijhVf bMdf srkfr clf rhI pfrtI df sfQ dy dyvy, Auh Cwitaf-PUikaf bdmfsL vI hovy qF bdmfsL hI nhIN rih jFdf. ieh Aus AuWqr pRdysL dI rfjnIqI df imxqI-mItr hY, ijs nUMu mulfiem isMG Xfdv AuWqr pRdysL dI bjfey Auqm pRdysL kihMdy hn.

          mjLfk nf Auqm pRdysL aKvfAuNdy iesy rfj ivc ipwCy ijhy idwlI dIaF jVHF kol inTfrI nFa dy ipMz ivc iek sLrmnfk kFz vfpr igaf. EQy iek pMjfbI kfrKfnydfr dI koTI ivc hr iksm dI Kyh-KrfbI mgroN bwicaF qy aOrqF dy kql krky AunHF df mfs irMnH ky Kfx dI krqUq vI sfhmxy afeI. rOlf bVy icr df pYNdf sI, pr muwK mMqrI dy Kfs chyqy ijLlHf puils aiDkfrI afpxIaF jybF grm krky cuwp rihMdy sn. iewk kuVI dy kql df mfmlf adflq ivc puwj ky prcf drj krn dy hukm hoey, pr prcf drj krn dI QF dUjy rfj ivc jf ky Aus kuVI dy bfp nUM puils rfhIN Dmkfieaf igaf. aMq nUM Ausy kys ny bfkI sfrf kFz nMgf kr idwqf.

          eynf kuJ hox ipwCoN vI mulfiem isMG Xfdv ny AuQoN df gyVf nhIN lfieaf, ikAuNik Auh ipMz noiezf ijLlHy ivc pYNdf hY. Auqm pRdysL afKy jf rhy AuWqr pRdysL ivc ieh vihm hY ik ijhVf vI muwK mMqrI noiezf ijLlHy df dOrf krygf, Aus dI srkfr nhIN rihMdI. mulfiem isMG nUM vI vihm hY ik jy EQoN df gyVf lfAux clf igaf qF Auh kursI kfiem nhIN rihxI, ijhVI AuNj vI hux do ku mhIinaF dI muQfj hY. Auh iekwlf nhIN, pihlF iewk mOky BfrqI jnqf pfrtI df rfjnfQ isMG vI muwK mMqrI bixaf sI, ijhVf awjkwlH Aus pfrtI df kuwl ihMd pRDfn hY. Auh vI iesy gwloN vihm df mfiraf Aus ijLlHy ivc nhIN sI viVaf, pr kursI qF Aus dI vI kfiem nhIN sI rhI.

          iesy AuWqr pRdysL ivc hfly do idn pihlF iewk guMzf PiVaf igaf. PiVaf qF sDfrn jurm bdly, pr jdoN Aus nUM pRYWs dy sfhmxy pysL krky afiKaf ik sB kuJ swc-swc dws dyh qF Aus nUM swc-swc dI hwd nf pqf lwgx krky sfrf kuJ hI dws igaf. Aus ny kih idwqf ik sfzf qF iek groh hY, ijs ny hux qwk rfh jFdy lokF nUM ilPLt dyx dy nFa AuWqy jF rfhF `c iekwly vyK ky luwitaf qy ipwCoN kql kIqf hY. ieMj kql kIqy lokF dI igxqI Aus ny ZfeI sO qoN vwD dwsI qy ieh vI ikhf ik pMjfh ku bMdy qF puils vfly hI mfr mukfey hn. EdoN puils dy aPLsrF nUM smJ lwgI ik ieh qF eynI vwzI mwCI hY qy Auh Aus nUM pwqrkfrF mUhirEN DUh ky lY gey.

          hux jdoN EQy coxF hox vflIaF hn, bVy lokF nUM afs hY ik nqIjy Bly BivwK dy sUck ho skdy hn. eydF dI koeI afs nhIN rwKxI cfhIdI. cfr pVfvF ivc hox vflIaF EQoN dIaF coxF leI pihly pVfa Auqy hI jdoN sItF dI igxqI nfloN duwgxI igxqI ivc bdmfsLF, kfqlF, PLrfz krn vfilaF nUM itktF dy idwqIaF geIaF hn, hr sIt AuWqy do-do-iqMn-iqMn bdmfsL KVy njLr afAuNdy hn, qF AunHF mUhry koeI sLrIPL AumIdvfr itkygf ikvyN? ijs kI lfTI, Aus kI BYNs dy muhfvry vFg ijs kol lfTI vfly lwTy-mfr qy bMdUkbfjL bfhly hoxgy, Auh XU[ pI[ df cox dMgl ijwq jfvygf. jy koeI iekwlI iDr nf ijwq skI qF iPr AunHF lokF drimafn gMZ-icqrfvy hoxgy, ijnHF ny cox pRcfr dOrfn iek dUjy dy isr Kyh pfAux ivc koeI ksr nhIN CwzI hovygI.

          iksy vI pirvfr ivc vwzy BfeI nUM CoitaF leI rol mfzl hoxf cfhIdf hY. dysL ivc sB qoN vwzy rfj nUM ieho ijLMmyvfrI inBfAuxI cfhIdI hY. pirvfrF ivc vwzy BfeI nUM rol mfzl koeI mMny jF nf mMny, Bfrq dy bfkI rfj hOlI-hOlI ies vwzy BfeI vfly qOr-qrIky apxfeI jf rhy hn. lokqMqr dI ies nvIN lIh nUM vyK ky hwisaf jfvy ik roieaf jfvy, ies df PLYslf hr iksy nUM afpo-afpxI jLmIr dI avfjL muqfbk krnf cfhIdf hY.

 


afpxf aks afp DuMdlf kr irhf hY mIzIaf

-jiqMdr punUM

          sLyr sLfh sUrI mfrg, ijs nUM awj klH pMjfb ivc jI[ tI[ roz ikhf jFdf hY qy aMgryjLF dy vyly qwk jrnYlI sVk ikhf jFdf sI, ijnHF lokF ny ghu nfl vyiKaf hoieaf hY, Auh ieh gwl jfxdy hn ik ies dy nfl-nfl koh-koh dy Pfsly AuWqy AuWcy burj vI bxy hoey hn. nfnksLhI iewt dy bxy hoey ieh burj keI QFeIN Zih cuwky hn, pr ikqy-ikqy ajy vI bcy hoey hn. idwlIEN cwl ky ieh burj iPlOr qwk qF iesy sVk dy nfl-nfl afAuNdy hn, eyQoN Auh sVk afpxy muwZly mfrg muqfbk nUrmihl, nkodr nUM huMdy hoey goieMdvfl, qrnqfrn, Jbfl qoN ho ky vfhgy vfly srhwdI drvfjLy qoN iqMn-cfr mIl dwKx vwloN rfjfqfl ipMz dI hwd qoN pfiksqfn ivc dfKLl hMudI hY.

          sVk ikDroN-ikwDr nUM geI qy aMimRqsr df sLihr vwsx mgroN Aus df mhwqv vDdy jfx kr ky purfxy rfh dI QF eyDr vwl dI kdoN cflU ho geI, ieh gwl iksy hor smyN leI rwKdy hoey sfzy leI ies vkq dI aihm gwl Aus purfxI sVk kMZy bxy hoey mInfr hn. iehnF burjF jF mInfrF dy kol GoVsvfr qfienfq huMdy sn. jdoN iek GoV svfr ipwCoN afeI zfk lY ky cwldf, EdoN ngfry `qy cot mfrI jFdI qy Aus dI afvfjL sux ky aglf GoV-svfr iqafrI krn lwg pYNdf sI. irlya rys dy dOVFkf vFg Aus GoVy nUM afAuNdf vyK ky aglf GoVsvfr nfl dOV pYNdf qy brfbr spIz huMidaF hI Auh zfk vflf QYlf lY ky awgy dOV jFdf qy ipwCoN afieaf GoVsvfr hOlI-hOlI ruk jFdf sI. ieMj idwlI qoN qurI hoeI zfk GoVy dI spIz nfl mulqfn qwk aglI sLfm pYx qwk phuMc jFdI sI. ieh EdoN df sunyhy phuMcfAux df sB qoN qyjL rPLqfr qrIkf sI.

          iek vkq idwlI df bfdsLfh mulqfn vwl jMg lV irhf sI qy Gr ivc nvIN aOlfd pYdf hox vflI sI. Aus dI iewCf sI ik aOlfd huMdy sfr pqf lwg jfvy ik puwqr pYdf hoieaf jF DI hoeI hY. pRbMD ieh kIqf igaf ik jy DI hoeI qF hr burj vflf Aus ngfry `qy iek cot mfrygf qy puwqr hoieaf qF do-do vfrI ngfry vjfey jfxgy. ieMj hr burj vfly ny ipCly burj dI afvfjL sux ky ngfrf KVkfieaf qy bfdsLfh qwk bfp bxn dI KLbr idwlI qoN jMg dy mYdfn qwk afvfjL dI spIz nfl jf phuMcI sI, pr Pyr vI keI GMty lwg gey sn.

          GMitaF ipCoN  vI ieh KLbr puwj jfxf EdoN isrPL rfjy-mhfrfijaF df hwk sI. hux hr iksy nUM ieh shUlq hfsl hY ik Auh jdoN cfhy, afpxy pirvfr dy jIaF nfl, ijQy vI Auh bYTy hox, sMprk kr skdf hY. mobfiel Pon dI kfZ ny qy iPr ies dy ssqy huMdy jfx ny hOlI-hOlI ieh shUlq ryVHI qy irksLy vfly dI JolI vI pf idwqI hY. hux qF hr iksy kol mobfiel Pon af igaf jfpdf hY.

          ijhVIaF jnqk mhwqv dIaF sUcnfvF hn, AunHF qoN vI hux afm afdmI vFJf nhIN rih igaf. ryzIE hI nhIN, tYlIivjLn vI hux Gr-Gr af gey hn. jy ikDry ieh pqf lwgy ik hfly vI Plfxy dy Gr ieho ijhI shUlq nhIN, qF suxn vfly hYrfn rih jFdy hn. iehnF sfDnF afsry sMsfr hux hr iek dI njLr hyT af igaf hY. dunIaf dy dUjy isry AuWqy vfprI koeI vI Gtnf kuJ plF dy aMdr hI hr iksy qwk phuMc jFdI hY. sunfmI dIaF lihrF jF hor afPLqF afid qoN lokF nUM bcfAux leI iehnF sfDnF df vwzf Xogdfn irhf. jy ieh nf huMdy qF iehnF afPLqF nfl nuksfn bhuq ijLafdf ho skdf sI. hfdsy vfprn ipwCoN lokF nUM pIVqF dI mdd leI lfmbMd krn ivc vIies dI BUimkf sLlfGfXog  rhI hY. igafn dI loa nUM afm afdmI qwk pucfAux ivc vI ies ny vwzf ihwsf pfieaf hY. ieh sfry pihlU ies dy hF-pwKI aks nUM pysL krdy hn.

          pr mIzIaf vfly Kfs krky tYlIivjLn cYnlF vfly, sfrf kMm nyk hI nhIN kr rhyy. Auh koeI smfj suDfrkF dy zyry nhIN, pYsy vfilaF dy clfey hoey Aus kfrobfr df aMg hn, ijs df mksd munfPf kmfAuxf vI huMdf hY, sgoN kihxf cfhIdf hY ik pihlf mksd hI ieho huMdf hY, bfkI sB kMm qF ies mksd nfl joV ky kIqy jFdy hn. afpxy ies mksd dI pRfpqI leI keI vfr Auh eyny nIvyN pwDr AuWqy cly jFdy hn ik nf qF dysL dy ihwqF df iKLafl rwKdy hn, nf afm afdmI dy ihwqF df.

          jdoN asIN dysL dy ihwqF df iDafn nf rwKx dI gwl krdy hF qF ieh nhIN kih rhy ik mIzIaf iksy vkq jMg lwgI qoN dusLmx df pwK pUrdf hY jF kOmFqrI msilaF bfry dysL dy pwK ivc Klox dI QF ies dy ivroDIaF dI hmfieq krdf hY. ies mfmly ivc tI[ vI[ cYnlF vfly afm krky TIk pYNqVy AuWqy hI rihMdy hn, pr kdy-kdy bVy nfjLk pVfa AuWqy iksy Bfrq ivroDI lIzr dI cfplUsI krn ivc eynI bysLrmI vI kr jFdy hn ik EdoN AunHF nUM afpxy dysL dy ihwqF nfloN Auh bMdf vI vwzf jfpx lwg pYNdf hY. sfbkf pRDfn mMqrI vfjpeI dI afgry ivc pfiksqfn dy muKI jnrl pRvyjL muswrP nfl mIitMg dOrfn iek imlxI mOky iek tI[ vI[ aYNkr ny jnrl muswrPL dI eynI jI-hjLUrI kIqI ik hr koeI dMg rih igaf sI, pr kIqf kI jfvy, Auh bMdf qF vfjpfeI sfihb dI vI eydf dI jI-hjLUrI krn leI pRiswD sI. hor hr iksy dI Kwl lfhux vflf Auh bMdf hfkmF dI jI-hjLUrI hI krdf sI, hfkm afpxy hox jF bygfny ies nfl ieho ijhy bMdy nUM koeI PLrk nhIN sI pY skdf. vwKrI gwl ieh hY ik ipwCoN lok-rfey dy dbfa hyT Aus dI Aus dy cYnl nUM CuwtI krnI pY geI sI, pr Auh eynf kfrsfjL inkilaf ik hux Pyr iek hor tI[ vI[ cYnl df stfr aYNkr hY.

          ieh qF kuJ vI nhIN, dys aqy dysvfsIaF dy ihwqF dy ivruwD tI[ vI[ cYnlF df sB qoN mfVf ivhfr AunHF vwloN afpxy lokF dI mfniskqf nfl iKlvfV krnf hY. Auh afdmI nUM afpxy bfry afp PLYslf krn df Aus df hwk vI nhIN dyxf cfhuMdy. hr mfmly bfry pihlF hI JUTIaF qy kuJ sLYqfn idmfgF dI rsoeI ivc BuMnIaF hoeIaF irportF pysL kr ky khI jFdy hn ikaYny PLIsdI lok qF afh kMm kr rhy hn, isrPL aYny ku PLIsdI hn, ijhVy ajy vI vwKrI Dfrf ivc cwl rhy hn. ieMj kr ky Auh vwKrI soc vfilaF nUM, BfvyN Auh bhuigxqI ivc hox, vrglf ky Aus nUM pfsy moVnf cfhuMdy hn. ijs pfisEN AunHF nUM iesLiqhfrF jF spFsrz irportF rfhIN mfieaf dy moty gwPy imly hoey hox. ieh gwl isrPL coxF dOrfn pysL kIqy jFdy aKOqI srvyKxF qwk hI sImq nhIN huMdI, vwzIaF kMpnIaF vwloN afpxf mfl vycx dy mfmly ivc vI vfprdI hY. ijs kMpnI ny ieho ijhI irport df Krcf dy idwqf, Aus dy vfly aYb lukf ky drsLkF nUM isrPL awKF cuMiDafAuU qsvIr ivKf idwqI qy ijs ny jLrf ku kMjUsI ivKfeI, Aus kMpnI dy mfl ivruwD lokF dy ieho ijhy ivcfr pys krvf idwqy, ijnHF nUM suxn ipwCoN afm bMdf ieh socx lwg pvy ik ies nUM iksy sUrq KrIdxf hI nhIN cfhIdf.

          ipCly sflF dOrfn do-iqMn vfrI Bfrq ivc kolz izRMks bfry ieh irportF pysL hoeIaF ik hr iksm dy bYktIrIaF KLqm krn dy nFa AuWqy iehnF ivc eynI kIVy-mfr dvfeI pfeI jf rhI hY ik Auh mnuwKI ishq leI hfnIkfrk hY. keI-keI idn ieho qvf vwjdf irhf. iPr acfnk AunHF kMpnIaF dy bVy mihMgy iesLiqhfrF dIaF iPLlmF af geIaF, qF nuks kwZx vflIaF irportF rfqoN rfq bMd kr idwqIaF geIaF. sfPL sI ik ijs mksd leI rOlf pfieaf sI, Auh pUrf ho igaf sI. jy irportF glq sn qF AunHF kMpnIaF ny ieh irportF jfrI krn vfilaF ivruwD afpxy mfl dI bdnfmI krn df kys ikAuN nf kIqf? irportF qF TIk sn, pihlF vI TIk sn qy ipwCoN vI TIk hI rihxIaF sn, pr tI[ vI[ cYnlF vfilaF nUM irportF df rOlf pfAux dI loV hux nhIN sI rhI.

          munfPLf-kmfAU ihwqF dI iesy Kyz df ihwsf hY iehnF cYnlF vwloN mMgI jFdI rfey, ijhVI aYWs[ aYWm[ aYws[ dy rUp ivc huMdI hY. Pon AuWqy afm krky Byijaf jFdf aYWs[ aYWm[ aYWs[ sunyhf ssqf huMdf hY, pr tI[ vI[ cYnlF afid leI ieh sunyhf qkrIbn ds guxF mihMgf pYNdf hY. ieoho ijhy sunyhy dI kmfeI ivcoN iek ihwsf sMbMDq mobfiel kMpnI nUM jFdf hY, dUjf srivs pRovfeIzr vjoN kMm kr rhI kMpnI nUM qy qIjf Aus tI[ vI[ cYnl nUM, ijs dy leI ieh sunyhf Byijaf jFdf hY. jy iksy gwl leI iek lwK lokF ny ieho ijhf sunyhf Byj idwqf, Aus nfl ds lwK rupey dI kmfeI ho geI qF sMbMDq tI[ vI[ cYnl nUM Aus ivcoN ZfeI-iqMn lwK rupey ibnF iek vI duafnI Krc kIqy qoN iek idn ivc iml jfxgy.

          ies qrHF dI kmfeI leI ieh kMpnIaF vfr-vfr pRogrfm rok ky swdf dyNdIaF hn ik qusIN afpxI rfey Byjo. imsfl dy qOr `qy ikRkt df mYc hoxf hovy qF pihly idn ieh sunyhf mMgxgy ik ikhVI tIm ivc ikhVf-ikhVf iKzfrI Kyzygf, dUjy idn ieh ik iks iKzfrI qoN ikMnIaF dOVF bxfAux jF ikMnIaF ivktF lYx dI AumId hY qy qIjy idn ieh sunyhf mMigaf jf skdf hY ik tfs ikhVI tIm ijwqygI? Blf tfs leI suwty jfx vfly iswky nUM ies gwl nfl kI mqlb ho skdf hY ik ikMny PLIsdI lok ikhVI tIm nUM tfs ijqfAuxf cfhuMdy hn? mYc hox ipwCoN vI sunyhy mMgy jfxgy. tIm ijwq geI qF sunyhf mMigaf jfvygf ik mYc df hIro kOx sI qy jy tIm hfr geI qF ieh puwiCaf jf skdf hY ik tIm df byVf grk iks ny kIqf hY? ies nfl koeI PLrk nhIN pYNdf ik tIm ijwqI hY ik hfrI hY, dovF hI hflqF ivc tI[ vI[ cYnlF vfilaF dI cFdI hoeI jFdI hY qy iesy cwkr ivc Auh dysL dy lokF, Kfs krky nOjvfn pIVHI, nUM ies qrHF dy jnUMnI bxfeI jFdy hn ik AunHF nUM hor kuJ suwJdf hI nhIN. nqIjy vjoN sfzy lok kdy ikRkt dy iKzfrIaF dIaF mUrqIaF lf ky AunHF dI afrqI Auqfrdy hn qy kdy tIm dI hfr brdfsLq nf kr ky AunHF hI iKzfrIaF dy puqly bxf ky AunHF nUM iCwqr mfrI jFdy hn. tI[ vI [ cYnl ieh njLfry ivKf ky iek nvF sunyhf vI mMg lYNdy hn ik iKzfrIaF dy puqly bxf ky iCwqr mfrnf jfiejL hY jF nhIN?

          inrI jvfnI hI nhIN, ieh lok qF Aus afm afdmI dI mfniskqf nfl vI iKlvfV krdy hn, ijhVf kwc-GrVpuxy dI Aumr lMG cuwkf huMdf hY. iksy tuwcl ijhy sfD jF hkIm nUM ieMj pysL kr dyNdy hn, ijvyN Auh rwb df puwqr jF lukmfn hkIm dI aOlfd hovy. keI-keI idn lokF nUM Aus dy hwk ivc pyRrdy rihx ipwCoN acfnk irkfrz df dUjf pfsf lY ky kih dyxgy ik ieh qF Twg hY qy ies dI sfrI ikRsLmf-sfjLI asl ivc mdfrIpuxy qoN vwD nhIN. Eny idnF ivc ijMny lokF dI Aus ny jyb kwtI huMdI hY, Auh kdy vfps nhIN huMdI, pr tI[ vI[ cYnlF vfly ieh kih ky pfsy ho jFdy hn ik sfnUM qF pihlF hI ies bfry sLwk ijhf sI.

          do-iqMn cYnl qF BUqF-pRyqF dy sIrIal ivKfAux dy nfl-nfl ieho ijhy awiqaF dy Aucycy pRogrfm vI pysL krI jFdy hn, ijwQy bImfrIaF qoN pIVq lokF df ielfj jMqr-mMqrI jF isr GuMmfAux dI Kyz nfl ho irhf dwisaf jFdf hY. Auh ZoNgI sfD tI[ vI[ kYmry sfhmxy afpxI klf df mujLfhrf ieMj krdy hn, ijvyN Auh iksy afDuink zfktrI Xogqf dI pysLkfrI kr rhy hox. nqIjy vjoN mfnisk AulJxf dy isLkfr hor bhuq sfry lok vI Aus awzy dI tI[ vI[ AuWqy vizafeI huMdI vyK ky EDr nUM qur pYNdy hn. ieh kMm vI tI[ vI[ cYnlF vfly muPLqo-muPLq krdy nhIN ho skdy, XkInn AunHF df koeI nf koeI sMprk suqr AunHF awzy vfilaF qwk vI juVdf hovygf.

          ieho nhIN iek-do tI[ vI[ cYnl qF dyh-vpfr nUM vI kmfeI df sfDn bxf bYTy hn. imsfl vjoN iek cYnl ny afpxy do irportrF; iek muMzy qy iek kuVI, rfhIN AunHF joiVaF nfl sMprk kIqf, ijhVy vyly-kuvyly afpo ivc pqnIaF bdlx nUM vI sLOk smJdy sn.

          Auh iPLlm tI[ vI[ AuWqy pihlI vfrI ivKfeI geI qF iek KojI pwqrkfrqf df nmUnf sI, pr jdoN Auh irport pMj-Cy mhIny df vkPLf pf ky muV-muV ivKfeI geI qF sfAU lok kihx lwg pey sn ik hux ieh smfj dy gMd nUM byprd krn dI QF lokF nUM ies pfsy AuksfAux leI pysL kIqI jf rhI hY. eydF hI iek hor cYnl ny iPLlmI klfkfr kuVIaF vwloN ijsm ProsLI krn dI iPLlm bxf ky Aus nUM QoVyH-QoVHy smyN ipwCoN keI vfrI ieMj pRsfrq kIqf, ijvyN loVvMd gfhkF nUM dukfnF df rsqf dws rhy hox.

          pwqrkfrqf aKLbfrF dI hovy jF tI[ vI[ qy ryzIE vflI, lokqMqr df cOQf pfvf huMdI hY. asIN ies gwl dy kdy vI hmfieqI nhIN rhy ik ies pfvy AuWqy pfbMdI df vfr kIqf jfvy. iksy vI pfrtI  dI srkfr hovy, jdoN Auh ies AuWqy iksy pfbMdI dI gwl CyVygI, lokqMqr qy hr hor hmfieqI vFg asIN vI ies df ivroD krFgy, pr jo kuJ mIzIaf kr irhf hY, Aus qoN sLrm bhuq afAuNdI hY. mIzIey dI izAUtI BfvyN iksy ny nhIN lfeI, pr Aus df afpxf iek PLrjL ieh vI hoxf cfhIdf hY ik Auh smfj dy gMd nUM byprd krn dy nfl-nfl ies nUM sfPL krn leI  Xogdfn pfvy. bdiksmqI nfl sfzf mIzIaf smfj nUM cMgf bxfAux dy PLrjL df cyqf qF Bulf bYTf jfpdf hY qy siVHaFd PLYlfAux df dosL Aus AuWqy lwgx lwg ipaf hY. ies sUrq ivc ies nfl juVy hoey lokF nUM socxf cfhIdf hY ik jy AunHF df aks ieMj hI pYro-pYr DuMdlf huMdf igaf, aMq nUM pwly kI rih jfvygf iehnF lokF dy?

 


smyN dI loV anusfr pMjfbI dy bdldy srUpF dI hkIkq

-jiqMdr pnUM

          eImfndfrI nfl ikhf jfvy qF pMjfbI BfsLf bfry myrf igafn afm afdmI dy pwDr df hI hY. koeI izgrI myry kol nhIN, sgoN ijMnI ku QoVHI-bhuq smJdfrI pwly peI hY, Auh pYlIaF myrIaF hoeIaF ikqfbF, jwt-bUt myry Xfr vy loko dI dyx hY. pMjfbI XUnIvristI dy mOjUdf vfeIs cFslr s[ svrn isMG bopfrfey nUM qF ieh gwl vI TIk nhIN lwgdI ik sDfrn jIvn gujLr rhy lokF nUM afm afdmI ikhf jfvy. Auh kihMdy hn ik dysL dI rfKI leI jfn KLqry ivc pfAux qoN lY ky hr pRfjYkt dI nINh qoN isKr qwk dI AusfrI jdoN iehnF sDfrn ijLMdgI gujLfrn vfilaF dy muVHky dI muQfj hY, AunHF nUM afm afdmI ikhf hI ikAuN jfvy, sgoN iehnF nUM Auh Kfs afdmI ikAuN nf ikhf jfvy, ijs dIaF qMgIaF-qursLIaF dUr krnIaF smfj dI ijLMmyvfrI hoxI cfhIdI hY. AunHF dI ies dlIl nUM keI mfmilaF ivc ivcfr gocry ilaFdf jf skdf hY, sxy Aus pMjfbI BfsLf dI sMBfl dy, ijhVI ikqfbI igafn qoN ibnF vI jy ikDry pIVIE-pIVHI kfiem rihMdI hY, qF Auh afm afdmI df Gr hI hY.

          afm afdmI dI bjfey Kfs bx jfx df vihm ijhVy pVHy ilKy lokF nUM huMdf hY, Auh eydF dI pMjfbI pysL krdy hn, ijs nUM pMjfbI mMnidaF vI aOK mihsUs huMdI hY. ipCly idnIN iewk tI[ vI[ pRogrfm mOky iek ivdvfn bIbI myry brfbr bYTI hoeI jdoN ieh kih rhI sI ik lokF df ivvhfr sLbd not kIqf, qF ik ipwCoN Aus nUM smJf skF ik ivvhfr dI bjfey pMjfbI pRogrfm ivc ivhfr kih ilaf kr. QoVHI dyr nUM Aus ny ruwK dI QF pyV kih idwqf qF mYN Auh vI not kr ilaf. eyny nUM Aus ny kuJ lokF dy nFa igxf ky ieh kih idwqf ik iqMnoN-cfroN jxy, mYN socdf irhf ik hux ies nUM ieh vI dwsxf pvygf ik iqMnoN-cfroN nhIN huMdf, sgoN pMjfbI ivc iqMny-cfry jxy huMdy hn. EnI dyr nUM Aus ny ieh vI afiKaf ik spqMbr qwk mOsm bdlx lwgdf hY. hux mYnUMU mihsUs hoieaf ik bIbI nUM gwlF krnIaF hI afAuNdIaF hn, hor kuJ nhIN afAuNdf qy jy afAuNdf huMdf qF Auh ieh jLrUr jfx lYNdI ik aMgryjLI df sYptYNbr jdoN ihMdI ivc vI boilaf jfvy qF isqMbr hI bxdf hY, spqMbr qF Aus nUM iksy vI BfsLf ivc nhIN ikhf jFdf.

          iewk hor mOky ieho kuJ iewk ryzIE pRogrfm dI irkfrizMg mOky Bugq ilaf. asIN irkfrizMg rUm ivc bYTy hoey sF qy sfhmxy sLIsLy dy dUjy pfsy bYTI iewk pMjfbI ivdvfn bIbI nyqf jI suBfsL cMdr bos bfry ieh bol rhI sI ik Auh bcpn ivc hI bVy kusLfgr buwDI sn. mYN htkorf lY ky kusLfgr nUM hfly sMGoN hyTF kIqf hI sI ik Aus ny do-iqMn hor aOKy sLbd bol ky aMq nUM ieh kih idwqf ik nyqf jI sLurUafq smyN gFDI mhody dy agrxI isLwsL sn. mYN soicaf ik jy eydF dI sLfndfr qy jfndfr pMjfbI BfsLf do ku imMt hor suxI qF mYN kMD nfl isr mfr bYTFgf, ies krky bfhr af igaf sF. iksy afm afdmI nUM eydF dI bolI boldy mYN kdy nhIN suixaf, suxFgf vI nhIN.

          ies dy bfvjUd ieh mMnxf pvygf ik afm afdmI dI bolI ivc vI dUjIaF bolIaF dy sLbd rldy rihMdy hn. sLbdF df ieh rlyvF iek sihjy vgdy vihx df nqIjf huMdf hY. mhfrfjf rxjIq isMG dy smyN qwk iksy pMjfbI dy Gr jrnYl isMG nhIN sI jMimaf, jLYl isMG hI jMmdy huMdy sn. jLYl AudoN ds-pMdrF ipMzF dy ielfky nUM ikhf jFdf sI qy ielfikaF jf sLihrF dy nFa AuWqy mulqfn isMG, psLOrf isMG, lhOrf isMG rwKy jfx vFg jLYl isMG qy sUbf isMG vI rwKy jFdy sn. jdoN aMgryjL afey qF aMgryjLF dI PLOj df jrnYl (jnrl) sB qoN vwzf sfhb vyK ky kuJ lokF ny muMizaF dy nFa jrnYl isMG qy krnYl isMG vI rwK ley. eyQoN ieh aMgryjLI dy sLbd sihj-Bfv nfl EdF hI pMjfbI bolI ivc af gey, ijvyN iswKF qy aMgryjLF dI jMg dOrfn dusLmx PLOj dI kMpnI aqy plftUn (pMjfbI ivc pltx) afid lokF dI jLbfn Auqy cVH jfx kr ky sLfh muhMmd dy jMg-nfmy df ihwsf bx gey sn.

          ieh pRikiraf Aus qoN pihlF vI cwldI rhI sI. BwtI rfjpUqF df vsfieaf BitMzf jdoN sQfnk vwsoN dI jLbfn AuWqy nf ciVHaf qF AunHF ny hOlI-hOlI biTMzf bxf ilaf sI. ihMdI dI pUC-qfC pMjfbI ivc af ky puwC-igwC bx geI sI. keI hor sLbd ihMdI qoN mfVI-motI qbdIlI nfl pMjfbI ivc afx vVy qy eyQoN dI vsoN ny sOK muqfbk GV ky apxf ley sn.

          bolI dI bxqr nUM hor vI sOK nfl smJxf hovy qF AurdU dy mUl-muwZ df Kfqf Poilaf jf skdf hY. AurdU sLbd PLfrsI bolI df hY, ijs df mqlb lsLkr jF lsLkrI CfAuxI huMdf hY. ieh bolI lsLkrF jF PLOjF dy qjrby dI dyx hY. ierfn qoN cVHdy lsLkr jdoN jMgF lVdy qF hr ijwq mgroN aglI jg dI iqafrI leI Ausy QF keI-keI mhIny itk jFdy huMdy sn. Aus itkfa dOrfn AunHF nUM sQfnk vsoN nfl rojL vrqxf pYNdf sI. bolI vwKo-vwKrI hox krky zMg tpfAux leI iewk-dUjy dy kuJ sLbd iswKxy pYNdy sn. EQoN dI vwsoN vI iesy dOrfn kuJ sLbd AunHF qoN lY lYNdI sI. nqIjy vjoN aglI jMg qwk Aus PLOj dI BfsLf ivc kuJ nf kuJ sLbd nvyN rl cuwky huMdy sn qy bolx df lihjf vI mfVf-motf bdl cuwkf huMdf sI. jdoN Auh idwlI qoN vI twp ky aglyry ihMdI ielfikaF qwk phuMcy, AunHF kol ilKx vfsqy ilwpI vjoN qF Auho PfrsI dy awKr hI sn, pr sLbdF dI iKcVI bxn dy nfl-nfl ivafkrx qy lihjf dovyN ihMdusqfnI jF ihMdvI cogf pf cuwky sn. PfrsI dy awKrF ivc ihMdvI lihjy aqy ivafkrx nfl ilKI jFdI bolI ikAuNik lsLkrF dI jWdo-jihd df nqIjf sI, ies krky ies df nFa vI hOlI-hOlI AurdU, Bfv ik lsLkrI bolI, pwkf huMdf igaf.

          1947 ivc Bfrq dI afjLfdI mOky jdoN pfiksqfn bixaf qy pMjfb dy iZwz AuWqy vfhgy vflI lkIr vWj ky ies dy do ihwsy kr idwqy gey, EdoN pMjfbIaq dy nfl-nfl pMjfbI bolI vI do-PfV ho ky do vwK-vwK pfisaF vwl nUM moVf kwtx lwg peI sI. BfrqI pMjfbI AuWqy ieQoN dy tYlIvIjLn ny qF bhuq ipwCoN asr afieaf, skUlI pVHfeI AuWqy muwZly idnoN hI ihMdI dI pwuT cVHnI sLurU ho geI sI. hOlI-hOlI ieh Aus pVfa AuWqy puwj geI, ijwQy ies ivwcoN rlyvyN dy roV cugxy aOKy qoN aOKy huMdy gey. ibnF sLwk ies nfl pMjfbI BfsLf ivc nvyN sLbd sLfml hoey qy ieh amIr vI hoeI, pr keI sLbd ieho ijhy vI afAuNdy gey, ijnHF ny ies nUM bhuq hI hfsohIxI bxf Diraf. dUjy pfsy pfiksqfnI pMjfb aMdr vI pMjfbI nUM pMjfbI nf rihx idwqf igaf. awDI sdI qoN bfad vI EQoN vfly pMjfbI lyKk ieh mMg krdy iPrdy hn ik pMjfbI nUM bxdI mfnqf jfvy. AurdU df glbf EQy pMjfbI AuWqy hwdoN bfhlf hY. keI kfrnF krky AunHF dI pMjfbI ivc AurdU qy PfrsI dy sLbdF df rlyvF hoxf hI hY, qy huMdf vI hY, ibnF sLwk ies nfl Aus pMjfbI dy amIr hox df dfavf vI kIqf jf skdf hY, pr keI mfmilaF ivc EQy vI AurdU df pMjfbI dI DOx AuWqy gozf BfrqI pMjfb ivc pMjfbI dy sMG ivc ihMdI dy ibMg Tokx vFg hI hY.

          qy ies ivwcoN inkilaf ieh ik pMjfbI hux pMjfbI nf rih ky BfrqI pMjfbI aqy pfiksqfnI pMjfbI bx cuwkI hY. vfhgy dI lkIr dy dovyN pfsy vwsdy pMjfbIaF df jdoN kdI sFJf ipV jVdf hY, BfsLxF dOrfn lokIN iek dUjy nUM ieh puwCdy vyKy jf skdy hn ik bulfry ny ijhVf Plfxf lPj vriqaf hY, Aus dy mfany kI hn?

          hux asIN iek nvyN dOr ivc dfKl ho rhy hF. ieh dOr do pMjfbF vfly ielfky qoN bhuq dUr pwCmI dysLF ivc pMjfbIaF dy vsyby df hY. ies nfl nvIaF AulJxF ny nvyN rfh aqy nvyN idshwdy pysL kr idwqy hn. AurdU ny sihjy vgdy vihx vFg pMjfbIaq nfl qflmyl ibTf ilaf sI, jd ik ihMdI EdoN qoN eyQy sI, jdoN isMD GftI ivc mnuwKqf ny pihlIaF bsqIaF bxf ky ajoky smfjI jIvn df muwZ bMinHaf sI. pwCmI dysLF nfl nf sfzI bolI imldI sI, nf bolx df lihjf qy nf hI rihx-sihx qy jIAUx df ZMg imldf sI. EQy gey sfzy lokF nUM sQfnk vsoN nfl myl-jol leI AuvyN hI rfh lwBxy pey, ijvyN kdy ihMdUkusL prbq qoN pfroN afieaf ny eyQy af ky lwBy sn. sB qoN pihlI smwisaf bolI dI hI sI. sfzy lokF ny EQoN dI aMgryjLI bolI dy sLbdF nUM pMjfbI ivc vrqidaF iek dUjy nUM ieMj vI kihxf sLurU kr idwqf ik ijhVI roz `qy pIpl vfk nf krdy idwsx, EDr dI pfs nhIN krnf, adrvfeIjL ieho ijhVIaF plyisjL `qy ryisst sm-tfeIm atYk vI krdy huMdy ny.

          pwCmI dysLF dy dOry dOrfn ieho ijhI keI qjrby huMdy hn. iksy dy Gr jf ky kih idE ik TMZ lwgdI hY qF Auh Jwt kih dyxgy, CotI zftr-ien-lfa qoN ivMzf Epn rih igaf jfpdf hY. jy puwCoN ik Gr ivc bwcy iks vyly imlxgy, asIN Esy vrq afAuxf cfhuMdy hF, qF jvfb imlygf, bwcy qF jObF `qy jFdy ny, vIk-aYNz `qy hI iml skdy ny. qusIN puwCoN ik sLnIvfr nUM af geI qF Auh awgy ieh vI kih skdy hn; Ausy idn qF vwzy boeI (muMzf) ny sYcrzf lfAuxf huMdf hY, qusIN sMzy nUM hI afieE, Pyr sfry iml jfxgy. iewk swjx ny qF hor vI kmfl kr idwqI. sfzy mUhry cfh rwK ky do-iqMn vfrI rsoeI df gyVf mfiraf qy Pyr af ky kihx lwgf, sOrI Xfr, hux quhfnUM eydF hI cfh pIxI pvygI. keI kuJ ilafeIdf, kMmy-goey Ck jFdy ny! mYnUM bVI musLkl smJ afeI sI ik aMgyrjLI dy kMm df arQ afAuxf aqy go df arQ jfxf hox krky Aus ny afAux-jfx vfly dI QF kMmy-goey bxf ilaf hY. Auh lok jdoN pMjfb df gyVf lfAux afAuNdy hn qF CuwtI bfry qrIk jF bfkI rihMdy idn dwsx dI QF ieh kihxgy ik aYnIaF vIkF nUM asIN cly jfxf hY. nvIN pIVHI dy bwicaF dy nFa vI Auh nvyN hflfq muqfbk hI rwKdy hn. pwkf awzf bxf ky pMjfb afey iek swjx ny prvfr nUM nfl lY ky ivdysL vfps jfxf sI. idwlI dy hvfeI awzy AuWqy jf ky Aus dI Gr vflI dI hflq ivgV geI. hspqfl jf ky puwqr jMm ipaf qF muMzy df nFa idwlI dy pflm hvfeI awzy dy nFa AuWqy pflm isMG rwK idwqf. ijvyN purfxy smyN ivc lfhOr qy psLOr dy nFa AuWqy bwicaF dy nFa rwKdf EdoN dy hflfq dI dyx sI, pflm isMG sfzy Xuwg dy prvfsI pMjfbIaF dy prvfs dOrfn hMZfey qjrby df swc hY, ijs qoN munkr nhIN hoieaf jf skdf.

          ajoky hflfq ivc pMjfbI bolI dy pYrokfrF nUM hux nvyN isirEN socxf cfhIdf hY. ieh bihs hux smF ivhfa cuwkI mMn lYxI cfhIdI hY ik pMjfbI bolI isrPL gurmuKI ivc ilKI jfvy jf sLfhmuKI awKrF ivc vI ilK leI jfvy. dovF pfsy dy pMjfbIaF nUM afpo-afpxI sOK muqfbk ilwpI vrqdy hoey pMjfbIaq nUM kfiem rwKx cfhIdf hY. nfl dI nfl ieh socxf sLurU krnf cfhIdf hY ik hux pMjfb jy iewk nhIN, do bx cuwky hn qF pMjfbI bolI vI iek nhIN rhI, do pMjfbIaF; pUrbI pMjfbI qy pwCmI pMjfbI, hoNd ivc af cuwkIaF hn qy iewk qIjI pMjfbI bolI, pRvfsI pMjfbI bolI, hoNd ivc af rhI hY. ieh gwl hux qF sLfied iksy isriPry df XwkV hI jfpdI hovy, hflfq ny hOlI-hOlI sfnUM ieh swc pRvfn krn vwl Dwk ky lY jfxf hY. ds sfl pihlF qwk brqfnIaf dy qfj dy vfrs ipRMs cfrls nUM ieh kihMdy suixaf igaf sI ik amrIkI lok qF aMgryjLI BfsLf df buinafdI rUp ivgfVI jf rhy hn. awj EQy ieh gwl koeI nhIN kihMdf qy cfrls dy dysL ivc vI lok amrIkf vfilaF vFg sLizAUl nUM sLkYizAUl kihx lwg pey hn. sMsfrIkrn df asr hr mfmly ivc CUq dI bImfrI nhIN ik asIN ies qoN qRihkdy hI rhIey. ijwQy-ijwQy loV muqfbk jo kuJ jLrUrI hY, Aus nUM pRvfn kr lYxf cfhIdf hY.

          ijnHF nUM ieh dlIl byloVI jfpdI hovy, AunHF nUM iswK gurU sfihbfn aqy BgqF-drvysLF qoN syD lY lYxI cfhIdI hY. gurU sfihbfn aqy BgqF ny ijwQy gey qy ijs nfl gwl kIqI, Ausy dI sQfnk bolI ivc afpxy AupdysL vflI bfxI dI rcnf kIqI sI. gurbfxI ivc pMjfbI vI hY, ihMdI vI, sMsikRq vI qy jdoN dsvyN gurU sfihb ny aOrMgjLyb vwl jPLrnfmf iliKaf, ieh iKafl rwK ilaf sI ik aOrMgjLyb pMjfbI jF ihMdI nhIN jfxdf. iesy krky imqR ipafry nUM hfl murIdf df khxf aqy khf BXo jo doAU locn muMd kyY bYiT rihE bk iDafn lgfieEN vflI sLfndfr pMjfbI qy sLfndfr ihMdI ilKx vfly gurU sfihb ny Auh icwTI `cUM kfr ajLy hmf hIlqy sLmsLIr dsq vflI PLfrsI bolI ivc ilKx nUM pihl idwqI sI. jy asIN iehnF iqMnF rMgF nUM pRvfn krky skdy hF qF pMjfbI bolI dy qIsry rMg, pRvfsI pMjfbI, nUM pRvfn krn ivc vI koeI AujLr nhIN hoxf cfhIdf.

 


afpxI byVI afpy vwty pf-pf ky zobI hY kFgrsIaF ny

-jiqMdr pnUM

          ijwqxf qy hfrnf ijLMdgI dy do rs huMdy hn. koeI vwzy qoN vwzf mhFrQI vI ieho ijhf nhIN hoieaf, ijhVf isrPL ijwqdf hI irhf hovy qy hfiraf kdy vI nf hovy. ies krky ijwqx qoN cFBl jfxf vI mfVf huMdf hY qy hfr jfx ipwCoN ZyrI Zfh bYTxf vI. isafxf bMdf Auh huMdf hY, ijhVf hfr qoN awgy leI sbk iswK ky BivwK nUM sMvfrn leI aglf kdm puwty, pr ijhVf bMdf invfxF vwl irVHdf jFdf vI ieh khI jfvy ik sfzy ipMz eydF hI qurn df irvfj hY, Aus df Blf koeI vI nhIN kr skdf. pMjfb dI kFgrs pfrtI ies vyly ieho ijhf njLfrf hI pysL kr rhI jfpdI hY.

          kFgrsI afgU rfj-swqf vwloN qfjLy-qfjLy ivhly hoey hn. pihlI mIitMg qF AunHF ny lf leI qy Aus ivwc EprI-EprI pVcol vI kr leI, pr bfkfiedf pux-Cfx dI irport afAuNidaF hfly keI mhIny lwgxgy. muwZlI mIitMg ivwc qF mfVy -moty rosy hI jLfhr hoey hn, bf-kfiedf jFc dOrfn iewk-dUjy AuWqy pUrf icwkV Qwipaf jfvygf. ies mIitMg mOky sfbkf muwK mMqrI ho cuwky kYptn amirMdr isMG ny hfr dI sfrI ijLMmyvfrI afpxy isr lY leI, pr AunHF df rONa vI dwsdf hY ik jdoN smuwcI irport iqafr kIqI jfxI hY, EdoN Auh hfr dI ijLMmyvfrI afpxy isr lYx dI QF ieh ishrf lYxgy ik kFgrs ny EnIaF sItF qy votF pihlI vfrI leIaF hn, ijMnIaF ipCly simaF ivc pMj sfl rfj krn ipwCoN kFgrs pfrtI kdy vI lY hI nhIN sI skI. Kfs ijLkr Auh hrcrn isMG brfV qy bIbI BwTl dy rfj ipwCoN 1997 ivwc afeIaF bfrF ku sItF df krngy qy ies ijLkr dy bhfny AunHF nUM Gyrngy, ijhVy hux kYptn amirMdr isMG dI GyrfbMdI krn dy Auprfly krdy iPrdy hn.

          ieh sfrf kuJ Aus pfrtI dy afgUaF ny Kud krn leI Cwz ky iksy vI qIjy bMdy leI ieh vyKxf bxdf hY ik kFgrs pfrtI hux vflI hflq nUM phuMcI ikAuN hY? ibnF sLwk ies ivwc kYptn amirMdr isMG dy rfj dIaF Auh nIqIaF vI ijLMmyvfr sn, ijnHF nUM lokF ny psMd nhIN sI kIqf. vwzy-vwzy pRfjYWkt Ausfrn dy afhr ivwc lwgI rhI ies srkfr dy rQvfn nUM BuwKy ivlkdy bfl vI nf idwsy qy sVkF kMZy vD rhI JuwgIaF dI BIV vI njLr nf afeI. mulfjLmF dIaF qnKfhF leI qF KLjLFnf KflI huMdf sI, pr afpixaF dIaF imwlF dy krjLy jF tYks mfPL krn leI kroVF hI nhIN, arbF dy gwPy mKfixaF vFg vMz jFdy rhy hn. iBRsLtfcfr htfAux dy nFa Auqy iBRsLtfcfr df hVH ilaf Cwizaf sI. lok aMnHy qF nhIN sn, Auh sB vyKdy sn.

          lok vyKdy sn, iek krky kFgrs dI hmfieq hux pihlF ijMnI nhIN sn kr rhy, pr ijMnI mfr ies pfrtI nUM peI hY, Aus df kfrn isrPL eynf qF nhIN, hor vI bhuq kuJ hY. iksy vI hor gwl qoN vwD Gfqk kYptn amirMdr isMG dI srkfr leI Kud kYptn sfihb dI Auh juMzI hI sI, ijhVI svyr qoN sLfm hI nhIN, awDI rfq qwk AunHF dI srkfr dy pihly sfl ivwc asIN ky pI aYWs igwl df ieh qjrf pfTkF mUhry pysL kIqf sI ik igwl sfihb dy pMjfb df puls muKI huMidaF puls dy kuJ aPsrF ivwc ieh hoV lwgI rihMdI sI ik sfihb nUM pYWg kOx vwD ipaf skdf hY. ijhVy puls aPLsr EdoN ky pI aYWs igwl nUM BrI mihPLl ivwc hI sr, plIjL, eyk pYWg myrI aOr sy kihMdy suxIdy sn, igwl dI CuwtI huMdy sfr agly idn Auho ieh afKdy sn, igwl vI koeI bMdf sI? do pYWg pI ky qF murgy dI qrI Aus dI dfVHI AuWqy vgI jFdI sI. ieh qjrbf pysL krky asIN iliKaf sI ik kYptn amirMdr isMG dy muwZly kdm Aus dI iewjLq vDfAux vfly sn, pr hux ijs qrHF dy lok sUrj cVHn qoN lY ky awDI rfq nUM qrIk bdlx qwk AunHF dy Gyry-Gyry njLr afAuNdy hn, ieh AunHF leI GftyvMdy sfbq ho skdy hn.

          qy Auh GftyvMdy sfbd hoey vI. kYptn amirMdr isMG df dUijaF qoN vwD nyVU bxn dI dOV ny AunHF nUM iewk dUjy ivruwD sfijLsLF krn dy rfh pf idwqf. iewk E aYWs zI (afPLIsr afn spYsLl izAUtI) dy iKlfPL irsLvq dy lwKF rupey dy dosLF dI KLbr aKLbfrF ivwc CpI. lYx-dyx df ijhVf sOdf Aus dy afpxy dPLqr ivwc qYa hoieaf suxIdf sI, Aus dI irkfrz kIqI hoeI afzIE typ bfhr af geI. ieh qd hI ho skdf sI, jy rfj-mihl, arQfq muwK mMqrI dy sYktrIeyt, df koeI vwzf aihlkfr hI cfbIaF GuMmf irhf hovy.

          iek vfrI qF awq dI byhUdgI vI ies tolI dy nFa lwg geI. srkfrI msLInrI dy iewk isKrly aiDkfrI, ijs dI eImfndfrI AuWqy koeI ikMqU nhIN sI kr skdf, dI qlI df eysy juMzI ivcly iewk bhuq vwzy aPLsr nfl Aultf-iswDf cwkr sI. Aus aPLsr nUM jdoN Auh iksy QF imlx geI qF pMckUly dI Aus koTI Auqy hirafxy dI puls df Cfpf mrvf idwqf igaf. sInIar aPLsr nUM afpxy qoN vI sInIar aPLsr dI pqnI smyq PV ky Qfxy iljfieaf igaf. Qfxy jf ky sfrI pCfx pqf lwgx ipwCoN Aus aPLsr nUM qF Aus dy zrfeIvr qoN spurddfrI ilKvf ky Cwz idwqf igaf, pr isKrly aPsr vwloN afpxI pqnI nUM lYx jfx qoN nFh krn krky Aus ivcfrI nUM Aus dI DobI bulf ky Aus spurd krn df kfgjL iqafr krky Cwizaf igaf. ieh sfrf Cfpf-mfr aprysLn kYptn amirMdr isMG dI pMj-kONslI dy aMdrly iewk bMdy ny hI isry cfiVHaf sI, ijs dI gUMj idwlI qwk peI qy nf isrP lokF mUhry sLrimMdgI AuTfAuxI peI sI, sgoN idwlI jf ky sonIaf gFDI dy drbfr ivwc vI spwsLtIkrn dyxy pey sn.

          ijhVy lok awgy-ipwCy eydF dIaF hrkqF krdy rihMdy sn, Auh coxF mOky vI kdoN sfAU bx skdy sn? afKLr afdq qF afdq huMdI hY, Auh qF mVHIaF qwk ipwCf nhIN CwzdI. vfrs sLfh ny TIk hI ikhf sI : vfrs sLfh nf afdqF jFdIaF ny, BfvyN kwtIey porIaF-porIaF eI. iesy afdq dI mjbUrI ny ijhVf ikRsLmf coxF mOky ivKfieaf, Auh pMjfb `coN kFgrs pfrtI dI sPL lpyty jfx df afKrI kfrn bx igaf.

          coxF mOky pfrtI dy aMdroN Zfh lfAux dI ies Kyz dI sLurUafq 1998 ivc afdmpur qoN hI ho geI sI, jdoN akflI mMqrI srUp isMG dI mOq ipwCoN EQy AuWp-cox hoeI sI. pMjfb ivc akflI-Bfjpf srkfr hox dy bfvjUd kFgrs df AumIdvfr kMvljIq isMG lflI Cy votF dy Prk nfl ijwq igaf qy pfrtI dI bwly-bwly ho geI, pr ieh swcfeI iksy qoN vI CupI nhIN sI rih skdI ik Aus nUM hrfAux leI kFgrs dy aMdroN hI pUry jqn huMdy rhy sn. kMvljIq isMG lflI ny kuJ smF ipwCoN iehnF sqrF dy lyKk nUM Kud dwisaf sI ik bIbI rijMdr kOr BwTl kihMdI hY, qyrI iksmq hI cMgI sI, qUM ijwq igaf, vrnf[[[[[[.

          ijhVI vrnf EdoN isrPL vrnf rih geI sI, Auh sunfm ivwc kFgrs ivDfiek Bgvfn dfs dy KudkusLI krn mgroN EQy hoeI AuWp-cox mOky afpxf rMg ivKf geI. ijnHF kFgrsI afgUaF ny idwlI phuMc ky sRImqI sonIaF gFDI nUM Kud ies gwl leI jLor idwqf sI ik Bgvfn dfs dI ivDvf nUM itkt dy idE, lokF ivwcoN hmdrdI dI vot imlygI, AunHF ny hI ipwCoN ies gwl leI sfrf qfx lf idwqf ik Auh ivcfrI ivDvf ijwq nf jFdI hovy.

          kFgrsIaF dy cfly cMgy nf hox dy bfvjUd PLrvrI 2002 ivwc pMjfb dy lok ny AunF nUM ies krky rfj sONp idwqf sI ik Auh akflI-Bfjpf rfj dy Gfly-mfilaF qoN qMg af cuwky sn. rfj qF lokF ny ieh soc ky sONipaf ik akflI-Bfjpf nUM pfsy krIey, hor BfvyN kflf cor vI afAuNdf hY qF af jfvy. kFgrsI afey qF AunHF nUM kflf cor afKx dI pihl nf ivroDI iDr ny kIqI sI qy nf lokF ny, sgoN kFgrsIaF ny Kud hI afpo ivwc iewk dUjy nUM cor kihxf sLurU kr idwqf. idlI ivwc lsLkrI CfAux pf ky bYTI bIbI rijMdr kOr BwTl rojL kYptn amirMdr isMG aqy Aus dy joVIdfrF dy poqVy PoldI sI qy cMzIgVH bYTy amirMdr isMG aihlkfr bIbI BwTl qy Aus dy joVIdfrF AuWqy AUjF dI lVI bMnHI rwKdy sn. EdoN vfjpfeI srkfr dy mohrIaF nfl gwl isry nf cVHI qy Auh lsLkr ipwCy jLrUr prq afieaf sI, pr TMZI jMg dovF iDrF ivcfly rUs qy amrIkf ivclI TMZI jMg nfloN vI vwD iqwKI cwldI rhI sI. gurdfspur qoN huxy-huxy awT mfrc nUM iesqrI idvs mOky afeI KLbr kihMdI hY ik EQy amIr prvfr dI iewk mfeI dy mrn mgroN Aus dI lfsL qoN vflIaF, kFty qy CfpF DUhx leI Aus dIaF iqMny nUMhF ny hspqfl ivwc hI iewk dUjI dy juMzy puwt suwty. kFgrs dy vI iqMny muwK DVy, afpxI pfrtI nUM hfr dy kMZy AuWqy KVI vyK ky vI AunHF iqMnF nUMhF vFg iewk dUjy dIaF jVHF vwZx lwgy rhy sn.

          jgmIq isMG brfV df Brf irpjIq isMG brfV ijwq igaf hY, pr Auh afpxI hrmn-ipafrqf krky nhIN ijwiqaf. hlky kotkpUry aMdr iewk nOjvfn pRBijMdr isMG izMpI ipCly smyN `c qyjLI nfl AuWBiraf sI. ipClIaF do coxF ivwc Auh hirafxf dIaF cfr-pMj ivDfn sBf sItF AuWqy vI hfr-ijwq ivwc PYslfkun pRBfv pfAux jogf ho igaf sI qy pMjfb dIaF Cy-swq sItF AuWqy vI. coxF qoN QoVHf icr pihlF cMzIgVH ivwc bVy Byd Bry ZMg nfl Aus df kql ho igaf. Aus dy prvfr vfilaF ny kql df dosL bfdl prvfr AuWqy mVH idwqf. dosL df swcf jF JUTf hoxf qF smyN nfl sfbq hovygf, pr ies cox dOrfn Aus ielfky aMdr bfdl akflI dl df ivroD bhuq vwD igaf, ijs df PLfiedf irpjIq isMG brfV nUM iml igaf. jy Aus Gtnf df asr nf hoieaf huMdf qF votF Bugqx dI GVI qwk ijhVIaF knsoaF cMzIgVH qoN af rhIaF sn, irpjIq isMG brfV nUM kFgrsIaF ny hI ijwqx nhIN sI dyxf.

          bIbI rijMdr kOr BwTl hfrdI-hfrdI bcI hY. mflvy dIaF ijhVIaF sItF AuWqy swcy sOdy zyry vfilaF df qkVf asr hY, ieh sIt vI AunHF ivwc hI afAuNdI hY, pr bIbI BwTl vrgI lIzr EQoN msF ZfeI ku sO votF nfl pfr lwg skI. keI sfl bfdl akflI dl qoN bfhr GuMmdy rhy poR[ pRym isMG cMdUmfjrf nUM qF akflI vI pUrf smwrQn nhIN sn dy rhy, iewk akflI bfgI ho ky vI KVf hoieaf qy bfrF hjLfr votF qoV igaf sI, Pyr Aus nUM bfkI eynIaF votF ikwQoN geIaF? sfPL hY ik kYptn amirMdr isMG dy DVy vfilaF ny afpxIaF votF bIbI BwTl nUM pfAux dI QF pRym isMG cMdUmfjry nUM EdF hI pvf idwqIaF, ijvyN lok sBf cox vyly BwTl DVy ny afpxIaF votF kFgrs AuumIdvfr bIbI pRnIq kOr nUM pfAux dI QF iewk vfrI pRo[ pRym isMG cMdUmfjry nUM pf idwqIaF sn qy dUjI vfrI kYptn kMvjIq isMG nUM Bugqf idwqIaF sn. jo kuJ EdoN BwTl DVy ny kIqf sI, Auho kuJ hux amirMdr DVy ny kr idwqf hY.

          iewk KLbr CfpI hY ihMdI aKLbfr dYink jfgrx Cy mfrc dy pihly sPLy Auqy. KLbr muqfbk iksy aPLsr dI mfqf dy Bog mOky bIbI BwTl vI EQy phuMcI hoeI sI qy mflyrkotlf qoN dUjI vfrI cuxI geI ivDfiek bIbI rjLIaf sulqfnf vI. bIbI BwTl ny nhorf mfiraf ik rjLIaf ny mYnUM ivroDI iDr df lIzr bxfAux leI myrf sfQ nhIN idwqf. rjLIaf sulqfnf ny iswDf hI kih idwqf ik jdoN mYN quhfzy nfl sF, Auh idn bIq geyy, hux mYN kYptn amirMdr isMG dy nfl hF. BwTl bIbI ny ikhf; mYN qF qYnUM DIaF vFg smJdI sI. bIbI rjLIaf ny BVk ky ikhf; jo qusIN myry nfl coxF mOky kIqf hY, koeI mF afpxI DI nfl Auh kuJ kdy vI nhIN kr skdI. bIbI BwTl dy nfl bYTy Auhdy smwrQk vwl AuNgl krky Aus ny ikhf; afh bMdf quhfzy qoN puwCy ibnF kuJ nhIN kr skdf, qy ieh sfrI muihMm dOrfn mYnUM hrfAux lwgf irhf hY. jvfb ivwc bIbI BwTl ny ikhf; qusIN qF afpxy hlky ivwc iksy nfl bxf ky hI nhIN rwKI. hor vI BVk ky rjLIaf bygm ny ikhf; mYN qF cOdF hjLfr votF nfl ijwqI hF, qUM do so votF nfl ijwqx vflI mYnUM iksy nfl bxf ky nf rwKx dy imhxy nf mfr. ies sfrI KLbr df nf qF KMzn kIqf bIbI BwTl ny qy nf rjLIaf bygm ny. sfPL hY ik KLbr awKr-awKr shI hY qy Auh pfrtI dy aMdr dI mUMhoN boldI qsvIr vI pysL krdI hY.

          eydF dIaF KLbrF byaMq hn, pr iewk hor ieko ijhI hY, ijhVI Xfd krvfAuxI bxdI hY. cox pRcfr dOrfn bfdl akflI dl ny iewk idn kuJ kFgrsI lIzrF dIaF qsvIrF Cfp ky AunHF AuWqy iBRsLtfcfr dy dosL lfey. AunHF dosLF df KMzn krn leI agly idn pfrlImYNt mYNbr rfxf gurjIq isMG aqy kFgrsI afgU suKpfl isMG Kihrf, jo hlkf BulwQ qoN kFgrsI AumIdvfr vI sI, ny iewk sFJI pYRws kFnPLrMs swd leI. jdoN Auh dovyN afpxf spwsLtIkrn dy cuwky qf pwqrkfrF ny suKpfl isMG Kihrf nUM puwC ilaf ik ijhVy dosL hux bfdl akflI dl ny lfey hn, Auho dosL kuJ smF pihlF qusIN vI rfxf gurjIq isMG ivruwD lfAuNdy rhy ho, kI Auh JUTy sn qy kI qusIN hux AuhnF dosLF nUM vfps lY rhy ho? suKpfl isMG Kihrf ny Jwt kih idwqf ik mYN qF lfey hoey dosLF AuWqy ajy vI kfiem hF. rfxf gurjIq isMG ny ikhf; jy kfiem hY qF aglI kfrvfeI ikAuN nhIN krdf? dovyN jxy qUM-qUM-mYN-mYN krn lwg pey. afey qF sn iewkTy ho ky bfdl akflI dl nUM moVvF qy TokvF jvfb dyx, pr AuWT gey iewk dUjy df guwzf bMnH ky. BlmfxsI hY kpUrQly qy BulwQ dy lokF dI, ijnHF ny dovF dIaF sItF Pyr vI ijqf idwqIaF, AuNj AunHF ny qF afpxI byVI `c vwty pfAux qoN afp hI koeI ksr nhIN sI rwKI.

          ieho ijhy hflfq ivwc jdoN kFgrs hfrI hY qF ies krky ik ieh hfrn dy hI lfiek sI. ipMzF dy lok afm kihMdy hn ik ijs nUM mrn imwtI cVHI hoeI hovy, Aus nUM koeI bcf hI nhIN skdf. kFgrsIaF nUM vI ies vfrI kuJ eydF dI imwtI hI cVHI hoeI sI, ijhVI AunHF nUM ies vfrI coxF ivwc lY bYTI hY.

 


PUk-PUk ky kdm cuwkxy hoxgy pRkfsL isMG bfdl nUM

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          iewk hPLqf pihlF df pMjfb df nksLf hux iekdm plt cuwkf hY. EdoN muwK mMqrI dI kursI hfly kYptn amirMdr isMG dy hyT sI qy afpxI ijwq df Aus nUM eynf bfhlf Brosf sI, ijMnf sfhmxy hfr KVI vyK ky bhuq Gwt lokF nUM huMdf hY. cox srvyKxF dy BMblBUsy ivc srkfr dIaF KuPLIaf eyjMsIaF vI awkIN-plfhIN hwQ mfr ky irportF iqafr krdIaF qy prosdIaF sn. jdoN AunHF dy kuJ aPLsr kYptn amirMdr isMG dy kMn ivc ijwq jfx dI PUk mfrdy sn qF Auuho PUk kYptn amirMdr isMG dy mUMhoN ieh llkfrf bx kyy inkldI sI ik pRkfsL isMG bfdl cMzIgVH nUM afAux dI QF jylH jfx dI iqafrI krn. nqIjf af igaf ies dy Ault qy sR[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl dy kursI sMBfldy sfr hux ieh gwlF sLurU ho geIaF hn ik bfdlF nUM jylH ivc Byjx vflf kYptn amirMdr isMG kdoN ku jylH dI bYrk df drvfjLf vyKygf.

          bdly hoey hflfq ivc jdoN gwl krnI hovy qF iksy vI hor gwl qoN pihlF s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl nUM ies pwKoN vDfeI dyxI hovygI ik AunHF ny nf isrPL cOQI vfrI pMjfb df rfj sFiBaf hY, sgoN rfj krn dy mfmly ivc keI irkfrz vI kfiem kIqy hn. AunHF qoN ibnF ajoky pMjfb ivc isrPL jsits gurnfm isMG hI do vfrI muwK mMqrI bxy sn, hor koeI vI dUjI vfrI nhIN lY sikaf, jd ik sR[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl cOQI vfrI bx gey hn. kuwl imlf ky sB qoN lMmf smF rfj krn df irkfrz vI AunHF df hI hY qy iewko vfrI ivc sB qoN lMmf smF; pMj sfl qy bfrF idn, rfj krn df irkfrz vI AunHF df hY, AunHF ipwCoN kYptn amirMdr isMG df rfj afAuNdf hY, ijs nUM pMj sfl qy cfr idn nsIb hoey. jy ajLfdI dy idnF qoN leIey qF pMjfb ivc pMj sfl dI imafd pUrI krn vfly pihly gYr-kFgrsI muwK mMqrI vI s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl hI hn. afs krnI cfhIdI hY ik pMj sfl dI imafd dUjI vfrI pUrI krn vfly vI Auh pihly hI bx jfxgy.

          hux jdoN AunHF ny srkfr bxf leI hY, Aus siQqI ivc AunHF sfhmxy krn vfly kMmF df vI aMbfr lwgf ipaf hY qy cuxOqIaF vI coKIaF hn. kfhly smwrQkF nUM qF ieko kMm hI sB qoN pihlF krn vflf jfpdf hY ik kYptn amirMdr isMG nUM KVy pYr BfjI moV ky Ausy pitafly dI jylH ivc qfiVaf jfvy, ijs pitafly ivc Aus dIaF keI pIVIaF ny rfj kIqf sI, pr bfdl sfihb vrgy hMZy-vrqy rfjnIqk afgU dI njLr ivc ieh POrI kMm nhIN hoxf cfhIdf. jy Auh ies qrHF krngy qF afpxf aks dfa AuWqy lf rhy hoxgy, Auh kdy vI eynI kfhlI nhIN krngy, sgoN cox pRcfr dOrfn ijhVy iBRsLtfcfr dy dosL Auh muV-muV duhrfAuNdy rhy hn, AunHF dI bkfiedf jFc df hukm dyxgy. jFc ivc ijhVf vI dosLI inkilaf, Aus nUM kfnUMn dI kuiVwkI EdoN vI pfeI jf skdI hY.

          cox pRcfr dOrfn akflI-Bfjpf gwTjoV ny kYptn amirMdr isMG dI srkfr vwloN ilaFdy jf rhy mltI-plYks pRfjYktF df KuwlH ky ivroD kIqf sI. iehnF pRfjYktF df KuwlH ky ivroD kIqf sI. iehnF mltI-plYksF dy swiBafcfr qoN isrPL rfjnIqk ivroDI hI nhIN, keI hor lok vI nf-KusL hn. asIN Kud vI keI vfrI ilKdy rhy hF ik iehnF mltIplYksF dI cmk nfl cuMiDafey hoey lokF nUM ieh vyKxf cfhIdf hY ik ijwQy ieh bxngy, EQy AujfVf ikMnf hovygf qy Auh lok iPr ikwQy isr CupfAuxgy. jdoN vI koeI vwzf sLfipMg-kMplYks bxygf, afs-pfs dy bhuq sfry dukfnF vfly bykfr ho jfxgy. AunHF leI bdlvF pRbMD koeI vI nhIN soicaf jf irhf. ieho kfrn hY ik sLihrI dukfndfr iehnF mltI-plYksF nUM cuwkI iPrdI srkfr dy ivruwD Bugqy hn. ijwQy-ijwQy ivsLysL afriQk jLon bxfAux dI qjvIjL hY, EQy vI puafVf ieh hY ik iksfnF qoN jLmInF ssqy Bfa KrId ky Jwt-pwt mfldfr kMpnIaF dy hvfly kr idwqIaF jFdIaF hn qy iksfnF kol isvfey sMGrsL krn qoN hor koeI rfh hI nhIN bcdf. trfeIzYNt kMpnI ivruwD cwly sMGrsL dI imsfl ies ivc AuWGVvIN hY.

          pr iewk dUjf pwK vI hY. nvyN muwK mMqrI nUM ies mfmly AuWqy kfhl-kdmI qoN bcxf hovygf. AunHF dy sfQIaF ivc hvfeI kuwkV vFg idsLfvF bdlx vfly lok bhuq hn, ijhVy awj hor qy kwlH hor pYNqVy mwldy hn. hfly ZfeI sfl pihlF jdoN pRDfn mMqrI zfktr mnmohn isMG ny aYlfn kIqf sI ik aMimRqsr ivc ivsLysL afriQk jLon bxygf qy Aus jLon dI AusfrI iewk sfl atk geI sI qF keI swjxF ny duhfeI pfeI sI ik kYptn amirMdr isMG dI srkfr ieh jLon bxn nhIN dyNdI, jy jLmIn nhIN imldI qF asIN dyNdy hF. jdoN hI Aus jLon leI kMm sLurU hox lwgf, Auho swjx ieh rOlf pfAux lwg pey sn ik iksfnF dI jLmIn ikAuN KohI jf rhI hY.

          ieho ijhy sB iswDy-puwTy sLosLybfjLF qoN bc ky s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl nUM iehnF mltI-plYksF bfry TrMHmy nfl PYsly lYxy hoxgy. jy AunHF ny kfhlI ivc ieho ijhy pRfjYktF AuWqy kftf mfrnf sLurU kIqf qF dysL, aqy ivdysL ivc vI, bYTy sfry lokF ivc ieh sMdysL jfvygf ik iewk srkfr kMm sLurU krdI hY, dUjI rok dyNdI hY, awj iehnF ny roky hn qF kI gfrMtI hY ik gfrMtI hY ik kwlH-kloqr nUM koeI hor srkfr af ky iehnF dy sLurU krvfey pRfjYkt nhIN rokygI? nqIjf ieh inklygf ik eyQy pUMjI lfAux leI iewCf rwKdy lok pYr ipwCy iKwcx lwg pYxgy. kYptn amirMdr isMG dI srkfr vwloN biTMzy df qyl soD kfrKfnf, ijs df nINh-pwDr ipClI bfdl srkfr ny rKvfieaf sI, rukvf idwqf sI qy iPr pMj sfl EQy kMm ruikaf irhf. ies df sMkyq bfkI vwzIaF kMpnIaF AuWqy mfVf igaf qy Auh agly iqMn sfl pMjfb vwl mUMh krn qoN pfsf hI vwtdIaF rhIaF sn. sR[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl nUM AunHF dy qjrby nUM Xfd rwKxf cfhIdf hY.

          rfjnIqk pwK qoN s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl mUhry cuxOqI qF hY, pr bhuqI vwzI nhIN. Auh 1971 ivc muwK mMqrI bxy qF afpxy isr bhu-sMmqI AunHF dI pfrtI kol nhIN sI, 1977 ivc vI Auh dUijaF dI mdd dy muQfj sn, pr 1997 ivc BfrqI jnqf pfrtI nfl morcf bxf ky cox lVn dy bfvjUd AunHF kol afpxy isr bhu-sMmqI sI. AunHF dI pfrtI dy eyny ivDfiek sn ik jdoN jQydfr gurcrn isMG tOhVf qyrF ivDfiek qoV ky qur gey sn, EdoN vI AunHF kol bfhT mYNbr sn qy Bfjpf dI rfKvIN mdd qoN ibnF vI AunHF dI bhu-sMmqI sI. awj AunHF kol Bfjpf dI BfeIbMdI dy shfry hI bhu-sMmqI hY, iekwilaF dI nhIN. Bfjpf sfQ nhIN Cwzx lwgI, pr jy 1979 vFg kdy aijhI nObq af hI jfvy qF ajLfdF dI bFh PV ky vI AunHF kol bhu-sMmqI qoN awDI drjn Gwt rih jfxgy. iesy krky keI lokF df iKafl hY ik Bfjpf ies siQqI qoN lfB lYx df jqn krygI.

          ieh TIk hY ik Bfjpf siQqI qoN lfB lYx df jqn jLrUr krygI, afKr Auh koeI syvf-pMQIaF df zyrf qF nhIN, rfjnIqk pfrtI hY qy rfjnIqk loVF sfhmxy rwKygI. Aus dIaF rfjnIqk loVF ivc ieh vI hY ik pMjfb ivc Bfjpf nUM hor mjLbUq kIqf jfvy. jdoN ipClI vfrI akflI-Bfjpf sFJI srkfr sI, EdoN Bfjpf dy iewk awD-ivcflIEN bxy pRDfn ny iswDf hI kih idwqf sI ik Bfjpf sdf CotI BfeIvfl nhIN bxy rihxf cfhuMdI, Auh afpxy isr jF vwzI iDr dy qOr `qy pMjfb ivc rfj krnf cfhuMdI hY. iesy soc nUM muwK rwK ky AunHF ny afpxy rvfieqI ihMdU afDfr qoN bfhr inkl ky iswKF, Kfs krky jwt iswKF, aMdr afpxIaF jVHF iKlfrIaF hn. hrjIq isMG gryvfl, nvjoq isMG iswDU, mihMdrpfl isMG mfn afid BfrqI jnqf pfrtI dy Auh nvyN ichry hn, ijnHF nUM awgy lf ky Auh pyNzU iswK iksfnI aMdr afpxf aDfr moklf kr rhI hY.

          jo vI hovy, Bfjpf bfry ieh KdsLf hfl dI GVI byloVf hY ik Auh ies srkfr nUM iksy iksm dy sMkt ivc pfvygI. sMkt ivc srkfr nUM bfhroN nhIN, ikAuNik kFgrs pihly iksy vI smyN nfloN vwD mjLbUq ivroDI iDr hox dy bfvjUd KLqrf pYdf krn jogI nhIN, sgoN hfly pfrtI dy aMdr dI jMg ivc AulJx vflI hY. akflI dl dy aMdr jQydfr tOhVf vrgf nyqf vI bgfvq krky qyrF qoN vwD ivDfiek nhIN sI qoV sikaf qy hux qF koeI iqMn qoVn jogf vI nhIN. Bfjpf dI afpxI loV ieh hY ik ies srkfr nUM cwldf rwiKaf jfvy. AunHF nUM POrI qOr `qy ijMnI ku Jfk pMjfb ivwcoN ho skdI sI, ho geI, bfkI pMj sfl awgy pY geI hY, pr idwlI dy vwzy qKLq AuWqy kbjLy leI isrPL do sfl df smF bfkI hY. vwzy qKLq dI lVfeI lVn leI Aus nUM hr sUby ivc eydF dy mddgfrF dI loV hY, ijhVy moZf dy skx qy s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl vrgy vrHdI awg ivc vI Bfjpf afgUaF nfl inwjI sFJ bxfeI rwKx vfly afgU qoN vwzf BrosymMd AunHF nUM eyQy dUjf nhIN iml skdf. ies krky Auh vkqI dfa-pycF rfhIN 2009 dIaF lok sBf coxF mOky pMjfb dIaF qyrF sItF nUM iksy iksm df koeI KLqrf pYdf hox vflf koeI kdm kdy nhIN cwukxgy.

          iewk gwl s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl nUM ies vkq bhuq cuB rhI hovygI, qy cuBxI vI cfhIdI hY, ik swcy sOdy vfly zyry qoN kFgrs dI iswDI mdd kIqI geI hY. asIN Auh hF, ijnHF ny iksy vI hor qoN pihlF Aus zyry ivruwD klm cuwkI sI qy jdoN kdy vI Aus zyry aMdroN iksy mfVy-cMgy dI hvfV afeI, asIN Aus nUM lokF qwk pucfieaf. zyry dy muKI qy Aus dy joVIdfrF ivruwD kql qwk df mukwdmf cwl irhf hY qy Aus mukwdmy dI jFc irport sI[ bI[ afeI[ vwloN nfl dI nfl hfeI kort nUM idwqI jf rhI hY. sQfnk lok kihMdy hn ik kFgrs srkfr hovy jF cODrI Em pRkfsL cOtflf dI srkfr hovy, Aus zyry dIaF votF dI Jfk rwK ky zyrf muKI ivruwD kfrvfeI qoN hmysLf kMnI kqrfeI jFdI rhI hY. Aus zyry ny ijvyN ies vfrI sMqigrI df burkf pfV ky iewk rfjnIqk iDr dI mdd kIqI hY, Auh hwd drjy dI sLrmnfk hY qy ies dI inMdf hoxI cfhIdI hY.

          pr svfl isrPL iek zyry jF iewk pfrtI df hI nhIN huMdf. sfrIaF rfjnIqk pfrtIaF ieho ijhy zyrydfrF kol phuMc krdIaF hn. jdoN keI sfl pihlF BfrqI kimAUinst pfrtI dy kuJ swjx vI Aus sfD dy crn prsx qur gey sn, asIN ies nUM glq ikhf sI qy jdoN dUjIaF pfrtIaF vfly jFdy hn, Aus nUM vI glq kihMdy rihMdy hF. swcfeI ieh hY ik ies vfr vI akflI-Bfjpf qy kFgrs, dovyN iDrF vfly EQy qrlf krn jFdy rhy. zyrf kmytI ny ipwCoN kFgrs df pwK pUr idwqf qF dUjy nrfjL hn, pr svfl qF ieh hY ik iehnF dovF iDrF ny Aus sfD nUM eynI aihmIaq idwqI hI ikAuN sI ik Auh srkfrF bxfAux-Zfhux dI Kyz ivc sLfml hox dI ihMmq kr sky?

          hux s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl AuWqy mflvy dy lIzrF vwloN Aus zyry ivruwD kfrvfeI leI dbfa pvygf, pr AunHF nUM ies mfmly ivc vI kfhlI qoN bcxf cfhIdf hY. kfnUMnI kfrvfeI koeI hovy qF krnI cfhIdI hY, lokF ivc AunHF ivruwD muihMm dI loV hovy qF clfAuxI cfhIdI hY, pr koeI vI ieho ijhI gwl nhIN krnI cfhIdI ik ies srkfr AuWqy rfjnIqk bdlfKorI df ieljLfm lwg jfvy. nfly ieh kfrvfeI isrPL iewk zyry ivruwD nhIN, jo KuwlH ky iewk iDr dI mdd `qy af igaf sI, keI zyiraF ivruwD krnI bxdI hY, ijhVy Drm-krm dy Ehly hyT rfjnIqk goNdF guMdx lwgy rihMdy hn.

          cuxOqIaF bhuq hn, s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl nUM AulJxF vI bQyrIaF pysL afAuxgIaF, pr AunHF nUM ies vfrI df rfj ies qrHF clfAux df jqn krnf cfhIdf hY ik ipCly sfry Doxy jfx. jy Auh aijhf kr skx qF pMjfb dy lokIN aihsfnmMd hoxgy.

 


Bfrq-pfik sMbMD dosqI dy aihm moV AuWqy

-jiqMdr pnUM

          bIqy hPLqy dI iewk svyr Bfrq dy lok vI qy pfiksqfn vfly vI ieWko Gtnf nfl iewko vfrI suMn ho gey sn. ieh Gtnf iewk ryl gwzI ivc awg lwg ky pUrIaF do borIaF qbfh ho jfx dy nfl-nfl 68 mnuwKI jfnF df KOa vI sfbq hoeI sI qy anykF hor jLKLmI vI ho gey sn. vfhgy vflI hwd dy dovIN pfsIN vwsdy lokF dy iekwTy duKI hox df kfrn ieh sI ik ies ryl gwzI ivc mrn qy jLKLmI hox vfilaF ivc dovF pfisaF dy lok sn. idwlI qoN atfrI qwk cwldI ieh gwzI EQoN AunHF musfPLrF nUM lY ky ikqy vI ruky ibnF BfrqI ryl dy afKLrI stysLn atfrI qwk afAuNdI hY, ijnHF ny awgy smJOqf aYkspRYWs AuWqy svfr ho ky hwdoN pfr jfxf huMdf hY. iehnF ivc pfiksqfn qoN afey qy vfps afpxy vqn jf rhy lok vI huMdy hn qy Bfrq vwloN EDr irsLqydfrI inBfAux jF kfrobfrI loVF jF iPr Xfqrf leI jfx vfly vI. hwd pfr krn vfilaF qoN ibnF hor iksy nUM ies gwzI AuWqy sPLr krn dI afigaf hI nhIN huMdI.

          muwZlI pVqfl ivc hI pqf lwg igaf ik awg lwgx df kfrn hor koeI nhIN, dovF zwibaF ivc rwKy gey bMbF df cwlxf sI. bfkI zwibaF dI Polf-PflI ivc kuJ hor bMb vc iml gey, ijhVy iksy kfrn cwl nhIN sn sky. qknIkI mfhrF dy dwsx muqfbk do bMb ies kr ky vI nhIN sn cwly ik smF bfrF vjy sYWt krn smyN rfq df smF ielYktrfink GVI muqfbk cOvI vjy imQx dI bjfey isrPL bfrF vjy imQ idwqf igaf qy aglI svyr jdoN nUM bfrF vjy AunHF ny cwlxf sI, Aus qoN pihlF lwB ky nkfrf kIqy jf cuwky sn. iewk hor QF qoN ryl gwzI lMGx ipwCoN rylvy lfeIn AuWqy iewk atYcI-kys vI izwgf iml igaf. cwly qy ax-cwly bMb ijho ijhy atYcI-kysF ivc sn, ieh vI AunHF nfl df hox krky sMBfvnf ieh jfpdI hY ik gwzI dI rPLqfr qyjL ho jfx krky ijhVf kfql gwzI ivc rih igaf, Aus ny Kud mrn dy zroN afpxy zwby vflf atYcI-kys bfhr suwt idwqf hovygf.

          duKFq dy vfprdy sfr Bfrq Br ivwcoN vI ies dI inKyDI dy ibafn afey qy dunIaf Br ivwcoN vI. sB qoN hYrfnI vflf qy nfipaf-qoilaf ibafn pfiksqfn dy muKI jnrl prvyjL musLwrPL df sI. AunHF ny sfPL ikhf ik ieh bMb kFz Bfrq aqy pfiksqfn drimafn cwl rhI dosqI dI gwlbfq nUM lIhoN lfhux leI kIqf igaf hY. EQoN dy pRDfn mMqrI qy ivdysL mMqrI dy ibafn vI ibnF dyrI qoN jfrI ho gey ik duKFq dovF pfisaF dy lokF df sFJf hY, insLfnf vI dovF dI dosqI nUM bxfieaf igaf hY, pr asIN ies qoN pRBfvq hoey ibnF gwlbfq jfrI rwKFgy qy ies ivc koeI aiVwkf nhIN pYx dyvFgy.

          mwcdy BFbV ivc Buwj rhIaF mnuwKI dyhF nUM rfjnIqI leI vrqx df irvfj bVf purfxf hY. ies vfrI vI kuJ iDrF ny ies Gtnf nUM lY ky pfiksqfn ivruwD aqy Bfrq dI pfiksqfn vwl kiQq Aulfr phuMc AuWqy insLfnf sfDx vfly ibafn jfrI kIqy. EDroN vI keI lokF ny Bfrq ivruwD iqwKIaF surF kwZx dI koisLsL kIqI. hflfq dI gMBIrqf aqy lokF dI ies duKFq pRqI sFJI sMvydnf eynI sI ik dovF pfisaF dy ieho ijhy muwidaF nUM rfjnIqI leI vrqx vfly bMdy CyqI hI cuwp ho gey. ivMgy-tyZy ZMg nf imhxf jF nhorf mfrnoN qF Auh BfvyN Pyr vI nf hty, pr pihl ies gwl nUM dyx lwg pey ik dovF dysLF dy lokF drimafn hor nyVly dosqfnf sMbMD bxfey jfxy cfhIdy hn. ies bdly hoey rONa nUM smJxf cfhIdf hY.

          purfxy idn hux nhIN rhy, jdoN pfiksqfn ivwcoN iqafr kIqI geI qfilbfn dI PLOj ny jf ky aPLgLfinsqfn ivwcoN mujfihdIn dI srkfr plt ky kbjLf kr ilaf sI. mujfihdIn vI pihlF pfiksqfn ivwcoN hI aDfr bxf ky kfbl qwk phuMcy sn, pr Auh pfiksqfnI hfkmF dy Eny Prmf-brdfr sfbq nhIN sn ho sky, ijMny socy gey sn. qfilbfn vwloN kbjLy ipwCoN AunHF dI kmfn hyTlI aPLgfn hkUmq dy sB qoN inwGy sMbMD pfiksqfn nfl sn. sMbMD vI eyny inwGy sn ik igafrF sqMbr nUM inAUXfrk dy vrlz tryz sYNtr dy tfvrF AuWqy jhfjL mfry jfx ipwCoN jdoN amrIkf ny aPLgfinsqfn AuWqy hmlf krn df aYlfn kIqf, pfiksqfn dI hkUmq leI EdoN moVf kwtxf aOKf ho igaf sI. nf Auh amrIkf awgy afkV skdy sn qy nf afpy sfjI hoeI Aus qfilbfnI DfV nUM EQoN kUc kr jfx df hukm dy skdy sn, ijs dIaF qMdF pfiksqfn aMdrly kwtV-pMQI gruwpF nfl juVIaF hoeIaF sn. amrIkI hwly ipwCoN vI ijhVy aPLgLfinsqfnI qfilbfn Aus nfl twkr lY rhy sn, sfrI dunIaf `coN AunHF dy dUqGr bMd ho jfx dy bfvjUd AunHF df sPLfrqKfnf pfiksqfn dI rfjDfnI ivc cwlI jFdf irhf sI. ieh awzf EdoN hI bMd hoieaf, jdoN amrIkI rfsLtrpqI ny do tuwk lPLjLF ivc eydF krn nUM kih idwqf, pr ies dy ipwCoN AunHF df rfjduUq afpxy Gr ivc rojL pRYWs kfnPLrMsF krn lwg ipaf sI. Aus dI ieh zrfmybfjLI vI amrIkI hkUmq dy awK kOVI krn mgroN hI bMd hoeI sI, pr Aus rfjdUq nUM igRPLqfr krn dI QF iKsk jfx df mOkf Pyr vI dy idwqf igaf sI.

          iPr hflfq bdldy gey. amrIkI hkUmq df dbfa hovy jF koeI hor kfrn, pfiksqfnI hkUmq ny kwtVpMQIaF dy dbfa nUM nkfrdy hoey al-kfiedf aqy Aus dy muKI Esfmf-ibn-lfdyn jF iPr qfilbfn dy muKI muwlf Aumr dI Bfl ivc hr sihXog dyx df rfh PV ilaf. ijwQy ikDry AunHF dI dws-DuwK pYNdI, pihlF pihl qF amrIkI PLOjI dsqy afpxy afp hmly aqy qlfsLIaF krdy rhy, pr smF pf ky pfiksqfnI dI afpxI PLOj aqy puils vI ieh ijLMmyvfrI inBfAux lwg peI. keI QFeIN ieho ijhI qlfsLI KUnI twkrF df kfrn vI bxI qy nfl dI nfl EQoN dy kwtVpMQI DiVaF nfl pfiksqfnI hkUmq dy iswDy tkrfa dy hflfq vI bxdy gey. nObq AunHF ivwcoN kuJ jQybMdIaF dy dPLqr bMd krn dI vI afeI qy kuJ sMsfr pwDr AuWqy bdnfm ho cuwky bMidaF dIaF igRPLqfrIaF vI hoxIaF sLurU ho geIaF.

          eyQy af ky sMsfr pwDr dy kuJ kflm-nvIsF ny ieh sMkyq dyxy sLurU kr idwqy ik hux jnrl musLwrPL dI srkfr aqy al-kfiedf nfl iswDy jF tyZy qOr `qy juVy toilaF drimafn hflfq eyny ivgV gey hn ik Auh dobfrf iml ky nhIN cwlxgy. gwl kfPLI vjLndfr sI. Aus ipwCoN nf isrPL jnrl prvyjL musLwrPL dI jfn nUM KLqry dIaF knsoaF hI vD geIaF, sgoN hmly dI koisLsL dIaF KLbrF vI lgfqfr afAux lwg peIaF. hmly qF jnrl musLwrPL AuWqy pihlF vI krn dI koisLsL hoeI sI, pr EdoN ieh smiJaf jFdf sI ik ieh hmly pfiksqfnI PLOj dI koeI musLwrPL ivroDI juMzI krvf rhI ho skdI hY. mfrsLl aXUb Kfn, jnrl XfhIaf Kfn jF jnrl jLIaf-Aul-hwk vrgy PLOjI hukmrfnF AuWqy vI qF PLOj dy aMdroN jrnYlF dIaF juMzIaF hmly krdIaF hI rhIaF sn qy keI vfrI ieho ijhI sfijLsL nMgI hox AuWqy keI aPLsrF nUM mOq dI sjLf vI imldI rhI sI, ies krky ieho ijhIaF koisLsLF jnrl prvyjL musLwrPL ivruwD hoxf vI koeI hYrfnI vflI gwl nhIN sI. aPLgLfinsqfn AuWqy amrIkf dy kbjLy ipwCoN jdoN ieho ijhIaF koisLsLF hoeIaF qF iksy ny vI ieh nhIN ikhf ik hux PLOj ieho ijhI iksy sfijLsL df sUqrDfr bx rhI hY. pfiksqfnI PLOj df koeI vI kmFzr iksy vI sUrq ivc Auh koisLsL nhIN kr skdf, ijhVI amrIkf dy hfkmF nUM hjLm nf ho sky. hux jdoN jnrl musLwrPL dihsLqgrdI ivruwD amrIkf dI muihMm ivc sihXogI sfbq ho irhf sI, Aus df qKLqf pltx dI koisLsL asl ivc amrIkI kfrvfeI nUM sfboqfj krn df jqn smiJaf jfxf sI qy ies dy nqIjy kI inkl skdy sn, ieh sB nUM pqf sI. ies krky PLOj dy iksy vI DVy vwloN ies bdly hoey mfhOl ivc eydF dI koisLsL ho hI nhIN skdI sI.

          ipCly idnF ivc ieho ijhIaF koisLsLF nf isrP qyjL hoeIaF, sgoN EQoN dy pRDfn mMqrI aqy hor aiDkfrIaF dy rfhF ivc vI kMzy kyrny sLurU kr idwqy gey. hfly ipCly hPLqy dI gwl hY, jdoN iewk QF iewk jwj aqy keI hor ijhIaF kfrvfeIaF hox AuWqy pfiksqfnI hfkm ieh ibafn dyNdy huMdy sn ik ies ipwCy Bfrq srkfr dIaF KuPIaf eyjMsIaF df hwQ hY. hux ieho ijhy ibafn bhuq Gwt afAuNdy hn, blik hr Gtnf ipwCoN EQoN dy hukmrfn df ieh aYlfn bhuqI vfr afAuNdf hY ik dihsLqgrdI ivruwD lVfeI ivc iksy vI iksm dI iZwl nhIN afAux idwqI jfvygI.

          jdoN Auh eyny iswDy ByV vwl vD rhy hn, EdoN ryl gwzI ivc bMb bIV ky dovF dysF dy nfgirkF nUM iewko vkq insLfnf bxfAux df ieh kfrf soc-smJ ky kIqf igaf hY. ies Gtnf qoN aglyry idn pfiksqfn dy ivdysL mMqrI ny Bfrq afAuxf sI. ieh koeI sDfrn Xfqrf nhIN, blik dovF dysLF drimafn sFJ df iek nvF kdm puwtx vflf dOrf sI. hux qwk dovyN dysLF vfly hfkm aYtmI Dmfky qy jvfbI Dmfky krky vI vyK cuwky sn qy cfr jMgF lV ky vI. ieh pihlI vfrI sI, jdoN dovF dysLF drimafn pRmfxU hmly df KLqrf GtfAux leI sihmqI hox lwgI sI. ies smJOqy nfl dovF dysLF dy lokF dy mUMhF qoN sihm dI Auh pypVI ht skdI sI, ijhVI dovIN pfsIN aYtm bMbF dI mOjUdgI ny jmf rwKI sI. gwl isrPL iewk smJOqy dI nhIN, iewk aihm smJOqy dI sI, ijs ipwCoN dovF dysLF drimafn purfxy vYr-Bfv AuWqy dosqI dy BfrU ho jfx df suPLnf ilaf jf skdf sI. ryl gwzI ivc bMb bIVn vfilaF ny Aus dosqI nUM awgy vDx qoN rokx df jqn kIqf, ijhVI afAux vfly smyN ivc jMgF dI sMBfvnf AuWqy kftf mfr skdI sI.

          dovF dysLF dy hfkmF ny TIk hI ikhf ik Auh ies qrHF dIaF GtnfvF qoN pRBfvq hoey ibnF dosqI dy rfh AuWqy awgy vDdy rihxgy. ies df kuJ lokF ny ivroD vI kIqf qy pfiksqfnI hkUmqF dI byieqbfrI df 1947 qoN hux qwk df iKlfrf pfAux dI koisLsL vI kIqI hY. eydF dy iKlfry pfAux awj dI GVI byquky hn. asIN keI vfrI keI purfxIaF dusLmxIaF nUM dosqI ivc vwtdy vyiKaf hoieaf hY. sfzy afpxy dwKxI rfj qfimlnfzU df lIzr aMnf durfeI Bfrq nfl rihx df hmfieqI nhIN sI, pr 1962 dy cInI hmly ipwCoN sB qoN pihlF Aus ny ikhf sI ik asIN afpxI vwKrI sur hux kdy nhIN kwZFgy, qy Aus ipwCoN iksy vI qfiml DVy ny Auho ijhI iqwKI sur kdy nhIN kwZI. keI sfl hiQafrbMd sMGrsL krdy rhy mIjLo bfgI lflzyNgf nfl vI qF afKLr smJOqf kIqf igaf sI, Aus smJOqy ipwCoN Aus ielfky dy hor gVbV vfly rfjF ivwcoN mIjLorm inwKVvF igixaf jfx lwg ipaf sI. smJOqy qF asIN purfxIaF gwlF Bulf ky cIn nfl vI kIqy hn qy nqIjy vjoN afvfjfeI dy Auh lFGy KuwlH gey hn, ijhVy dovF pfisaF dy lokF leI lfhyvMdy hn. ijwQy-ijwQy vI dosqI dI sur inklI, dovF pfisaF df PLfiedf hI hoieaf hY, Gfty ivc koeI nhIN irhf.

          Bfrq qy pfiksqfn drimafn tkrfa ny dovF iDrF dI awDI sdI Kf leI. hux asIN kOVy-iPwky sMbMDF dI Aumr dy swT sfl pUry krn lwgy hF qF dovF pfisaF vfilaF nUM nvyN isirEN socxf cfhIdf hY. jy asIN iewk jMgI jhfjL KrIdIey qF iewk hspqfl KolHx nfloN vwD kImq dyxI pYNdI hY. tYNk lY leIey qF iksy hfier sYkMzrI skUl dI iemfrq df muwl qfrnf pYNdf hY. imjLfeIlF, qopF qy rfktF df hor jLKIrf krn lwgy hoey dovF dysLF dIaF srkfrF Gfty ivc cwl rhIaF hn. sfrI Aumr smfijk ijLMmyvfrI df boJ Zox ipwCoN bjLurg byshfry qury iPrdy hn, jd ik pwCmI dysLF dIaF srkfrF AunHF kol shfrf huMdy qoN vI pysLksL krdIaF hn ik jy Auh cfhux qF gujLfrf Bwqf aqy itkx-itkfxf lY skdy hn. ivDvfvF qy XqIm ruldy iPrdy hn, koeI AunHF dI bFh PVn vflf nhIN. BuwK qoN asIN Cutkfrf nhIN pf sky. keI rfjF dy lokF kol qn Zkx jogy kwpVy vI nhIN. ijhVf pYsf asIN iewk dUjy dI mOq df smfn KrIdx dy lyKy lf rhy hF, Auho asIN afpo afpxy lokF dy Bly leI vI lf skdy hF.

          isafxy kihMdy hn ik jy dusLmx vI akl dI gwl kry qF Aus qoN iswKxf cfhIdf hY. eyzI vwzI Gtnf ipwCoN jnrl prvyjL musLwrPL qy Aus dy sfQIaF ny ijhVf pYNqVf ilaf hY, Auh aYn Auho hY, ijhVf Bfrq dy pRDfn mMqrI zfktr mnmohn isMG lY rhy hn. pfiksqfn dIaF lokF vwloN cuxIaF hoeIaF hkUmqF ijhVf rfh nhIN cux skIaF qy Bfrq ivroD dI rfjnIqI hI krdIaF rhIaF, Auh iewk PLOjI jnrYl ny cux ky imsflI kdm puwitaf hY.

          ieho ijhy mOky AuWqy cMgI gwl ieho hY ik ies kdm df BrvF huMgfrf Biraf jfvy. jy Auh ies qoN ipwCy htxgy qF iPr Bfrq kol vI afpxf rfh cuxn dI KuwlH hovygI, pr jdoN Auh kuVwqxF Gtf ky kVMGVIaF vwl mUMh kr rhy hn EdoN iksy vI iDr nUM ieho ijhI gwl nhIN kihxI jF krnI cfhIdI, ijhVI muV ky qlKI pYdf krn vflI hovy. ieh gwl hr iksy nUM smJ lYxI cfhIdI hY ik ijs iksy ny vI hux vgdI Dfrf qoN Ault vgx df jqn kIqf, dohF dysLF dy lok Aus nUM mfPL nhIN krngy.

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            hr pMjfbI, jF pMjfb aqy pMjfbIaF ivc idlcspI rwKx vflf hr bMdf, ies vyly aONsIaF pfAux vFg kfhlf pY ky ies gwl dI AuzIk kr irhf hY ik ivDfn sBf coxF df nqIjf iks dy pwK ivc jfvygf. kI kFgrs pfrtI afpxI srkfr kfiem rwK skygI jF kI akflI-Bfjpf gwTjoV Aus dy hwQoN rfj dI vfgzor Koh ky nvyN rMg ivc pysL afvygf jF iPr ieho ijhI ivDfn sBf imlygI, ijs ivc iksy dI vI bhu-sMmqI nf hovy qy muwl pfrtIaF nfloN tuwt ky ajLfd coxF ijwqx vfilaF df vD jfvygf? pqf hox dy bfvjUd ik iehnF svflF df jvfb sqfeI PrvrI nUM imlxf hY, Pyr vI hr koeI hr iksy nUM puwCI jFdf hY ik quhfzy ihsfb nfl kI bxygf? ijnHF ny kroVF rupey PUk ky ieh mihMgI cox lVI hY, AunHF ny eyny mwQy lokF dy drF mUhry nhIN Jukfey hoxy, ijMny ies vyly qyqI kroV dyvI-dyviqaF mUhry JukfAuNdy iPrdy hn.

            ieh kihxf glq hovygf ik asIN ies iksm dI socxI qoN pry hF. pry ho hI nhIN skdy, afKLr asIN bfkI lokF vrgy iensfn hF, pr ies AuWqy bhuqf isr KpfAux dI bjfey asIN cfhFgy ik qyrF PrvrI nUM votF pYx qoN bfad nqIjf inklx qwk dy ies smyN Aus kMm leI vriqaf jfvy, ijhVf nf srkfr clfAux vyly iksy nUM Xfd rihMdf hY qy nf srkfr bxfAux leI ho rhI cox pRikiraf nUM isry cVHfAux vyly. srkfr clfAuNdy smyN hfkmF nUM srkfrI msLInrI dy vwzy-vwzy, pr jMgfly hoey, purjLy hI bhuqf nhIN socx dyNdy. Auh ieh Bfvnf pYdf kr dyNdy hn ik qusIN qF rfj df suK mfxo qy mn-afeIaF kro, socx leI asIN ju hF. AunHF qoN bicaf jfvy qF cyly-cFitaF aqy dlflF dI BIV Gyrf pfeI rwKdI hY. bhuq sfry dlfl qF ieho ijhy hn, ijhVy srkfrF dy bdlx nfl vI bdldy nhIN, Auh pfrtIaF nfloN srkfrI msLInrI dy dlfl vwD hox kr ky hr nvIN srkfr nfl qflmyl bxf ky kMm clfeI jFdy hn. iksy vI nvyN hfkm leI AunHF dI hoNd ies krky suKfvIN huMdI hY ik AunHF dy pWky ryt bwDy hoey hox krky sOdybfjLI df vkq nhIN guafAuxf pYNdf, sfrf kfrobfr afpxI qor ieMj qurdf rihMdf hY, ijvyN kuJ bdilaf hI nf hovy. ikAuNik ieho ijhy mfhOl ivc pMjfb Bly bfry socx df mOkf nhIN iml skdf, ies leI mOjUdf smF hI sB qoN vDIaf hY, gMBIr icMqn krn vfsqy.

            kuJ krn df ierfdf hI hovy qF pMjfb dI aglI srkfr hovy BfvyN iksy vI rMg dI, eyjMzf Auhdy leI bVf sfP imiQaf jf skdf hY.

            sB qoN pihlI gwl qF pMjfb ivc bd-amnI dI hY. ieh lwBx dI loV nhIN ik akflI-Bfjpf rfj vyly kql vwD hoey sn jF kFgrsI rfj vyly. pirvfrk JgiVaF jF hor dusLmxIaF kfrn kql huMdy rihx nUM iksy srkfr dI kfrgujLfrI mfpx df pYmfnf nhIN mMnxf cfhIdf. kfrgujLfrI mfpxI hovy qF corIaF, zfky, KohF, luwtF, agvfkfrI afid dIaF GtnfvF nUM igxnf cfhIdf hY. hux ieh lyKy krn dI loV nhIN rih geI ik ies mfmly ivc vwD mMdf hfl iks rfj ivc sI, sgoN ieh socxf bxdf hY ik ies df rfh ikvyN roikaf jf skdf hY. jy nIq sfPL hovy qF kfrn lwBxf aOKf nhIN qy kfrn lwBx ipwCoN ielfj vI kIqf jf skdf hY. ijhVy lok ieh mfVy DMdy krdy hn, Auh pihlf kMm afpxIaF gwzIaF, motr-sfeIklF jF jIpF qy kfrF dy nMbr pCfxy jfx qoN bcx vflf krdy hn. nMbr AuNj hI nf ilKxf jF nMbr dI QF puwTy-iswDy sLyar jF iPr iksy dysLBgq dI Poto jF koeI Dfrimk icMnH Cfp lYxf pMjfb ivc afm irvfj hY. pUrf nMbr iewk-sfr ilKx dI QF iewk-do nMbr Gwt ilKxy jF iewk awKr igwT ijwzf qy dUjf icVI dI ivwT ijwzf ilKxf vI PLYsLn bx cuwkf hY. koeI vI puils aPLsr jy eImfndfrI nfl jurm rokx df ierfdf bxf lvy qF pihlf kMm ies rMGVpuxy nUM rokx df krygf. ibnF duafnI Krc kIqy qoN, sgoN clfxF rfhIN motI kmfeI krky, ieh kMm do idnF ivc nypry cfiVHaf jf skdf hY. jdoN qwk eynf kMm vI nhIN kIqf jFdf, smfj ivroDI qwq; cor, lutyry, zfkU sB ieho smJdy hn ik srkfrI msLInrI sfzy rfh ivc roVf nhIN bxnf cfhuMdI.

            dUjf POrI kMm hY vD rhIaF motr-gwzIaF dy hVH nUM sMBflx df. hr sfl lwKF nvIaF gwzIaF af rhIaF hn. ieh qF hr kMpnI vyKdI hY ik gwzI sLoa-rUm `coN bfhr kwZx qoN pihlF ies df bImf jLrUr ho jfvy, pr ieh kdy nhIN vyiKaf jFdf ik gwzI lYx vfly kol ies nUM clfAux vfsqy zrfeIivMg lfiesYNs vI hY ik nhIN. Auh gwzI dIaF cfbIaF PVf ky qor dyNdy hn qy keI vfrI nvIN gwzI hI aglI sVk AuWqy jf ky sYNzivc bxI peI huMdI hY. sLihrF ivc ds sfl qoN CotI Aumr dy jvfk vI do-phIaf gwzIaF hI nhIN, kfrF qwk clfeI iPrdy hn. Auh aYksIzYNt krdy hn, aKLbfrF ivc iek KLbr Cpx qoN vwD ies df koeI asr nhIN huMdf. nf qF mF-bfp nUM koeI puwCdf hY ik eyny Coty jvfk nUM mOq dI svfrI ikAuN krn idwqI sI qy nf skUl vfilaF dI puwC-igwC huMdI hY ik Auh afpxI pfrikMg ivc eydF motr-sfeIkl jF skUtr ilafAuNdy bwicaF nUM rokdy ikAuN nhIN. jy koeI iewkf-duwkf skUl jF kflj ieho ijhI kfrvfeI kry qF Aus dy ividafrQIaF dI igxqI Gt ky dUijaF dI vDx lwg jFdI hY. srkfr cfhy qF ies ruJfn nUM TwlH pY ky hfdisaF dI igxqI Gt skdI hY. hfdisaF nfl sMMbMDq ieho ijhy keI hor muwdy vI ivcfry jf skdy hn.

            qIjI smwisaf hY pMjfb ivc pfrikMg dI. ijnHF sVkF AuWqy ds sfl pihlF iewkf-duwkf gwzI KVI idKfeI dyNdI sI, AunHF AuWqy hux gwzIaF dIaF lfeInF lwgIaF huMdIaF hn. gwzI KVI krn leI keI QF ivhl hI nhIN huMdI qy keI hor QF ivhl huMdy hoey vI Auh ivhl vrqI nhIN jf skdI, ikAuNik lokF nUM hfly qwk gwzI pfrk krn dI jfc hI iksy ny nhIN dwsI. jdoN qwk ies nUM gMBIrqf nfl nf ilaf igaf, ieh smwisaf vDdI jfvygI qy hor do-ku sflF qwk sLihrI bjLfrF ivwcoN gwzI qF kI, pYdl jFdy bMdy df lMGxf vI aOKf ho jfvygf. ijnHF QFvF AuWqy Xojnf-bwD pfrikMg df pRbMD kIqf igaf hY, EQy vI Aus hwd qoN bfhr gwzIaF KVIaF kr ky nym qoVn dI pihl vwzy lok krdy hn qy iPr afm lok vI iesy qrHF krn lwgdy hn.

            cOQI smwisaf kbfV nUM sFBx dI hY. ijMny lwK gwzIaF-motrF hr sfl afAuNdIaF hn, AunHF ny ds-pMdrF sfl ipwCoN kbfV ivc vI jfxf huMdf hY. hux qF 1990-91 vflIaF kbfV ivc jf rhIaF hn, ijnHF dI igxqI Gwt sI, pr Auh vI sfrIaF sFBxIaF musLikl hn. jdoN hux vflIaF lwKF gwzIaF df kbfV sFBxf ipaf, EdoN pMjfb df kI bxygf, ies bfry pMjfb dI iksy rMg dI srkfr ny kdy vI nhIN soicaf. kbfV isrPL motr-gwzIaF df hI nhIN huMdf, tI[ vI[ sYWtF, kMipAUtrF, mobfeIl PonF, kwpVy Dox dIaF msLInF df vI huMdf hY qy iehnF dI bxqr ivc bhuqf krky Auh msflf vriqaf jFdf hY, ijhVf kUVy dy ZyrF ivc ipaf gl-sV jfx dI afs vI nhIN rwKI jf skdI. vihx qF sfzy koloN gMdy nfilaF dy vI nhIN sFBy jf rhy, ies kbfV dy vihx nUM kOx sFBygf?

            pMjvIN smwisaf avfrf jfnvrF kfrn pYdf ho rhI hY. bhuq sfry lok hn, ijhVy pflqU gFvF qy mwJF nUM duwD cox ipwCoN rwsf lfh ky GroN kwZ idMdy hn qy aglI vfrI duwD cox leI Pyr PV ky lY jFdy hn. sLihrF ivc ieh kMm afm huMdf hY. ieh jfnvr dukfnF awgy kUVy `coN gMd-mMd crdy hn. iksy vI srkfr ny kdy eydF krn vfly psLU-mflkF ivruwD koeI kdm nhIN cuwikaf. smwisaf ies qoN vI hor awgy jFdI hY. bhuq sfry lok gFvF aqy bldF nUM buwZy hox AuWqy GroN kwZ dyNdy hn. iPr ieh jfnvr iksfnF dIaF PLslF vI Krfb krdy hn qy sVkF AuWqy afvfjfeI ivc ivGn pf ky hfdisaF df kfrn vI bxdy hn. ies smwisaf dy inptfry leI kdI koeI nIqI hI nhIN bxfeI geI. keI sLihrF ivc gAUsLflf bxIaF hoeIaF hn. AunHF nUM bhuq sfry dfnIaF vwloN dfn imldf hY qy gfhy-b-gfhy srkfrF qoN gRftF vI iml jFdIaF hn, pr AunHF dy ahfqy dy nyVy bYTy dukfndfrF qoN hI puwC ilaf jfvy qF pqf lwg jfvygf ik EQy kI huMdf hY.

            avfrf jfnvrF dI smwisaf df ijLkr af igaf hY qF pMjfb Br ivc vD rhI avfrf kuwiqaF dI igxqI dI vI crcf krnI cfhIdI hY. ieho ijhIaF imsflF keI QF pysL ho cuwkIaF hn, ijwQy rfh jFdf koeI bwcf, jF koeI nf koeI iekwlf afdmI vI, kuwiqaF ny Gyr ky mfr mukfieaf. PLfijLlkf-abohr dy ielfky ivc qF iewk vfrI iksfnF ny toly bMnH ky bMdUkF cuwk ky kuwqy mfry sn, pr pRsLfsn suwqf nhIN sI jfigaf. psLU BlfeI dy nFa AuWqy bxIaF kuJ kmytIaF sfl-Cy mhIny bfad iksy PotogrfPr nUM nfl lY ky iewk-do kuwiqaF nUM tIky lfAux df qmfsLf rc ky srkfr qoN gRFtF aqy plft mMg lYNdIaF hn. eydF dI zrfmybfjLI nUM vI iksy nf iksy pwDr AuWqy rok lfAuxI cfhIdI hY qy Auh kMm krky ivKfAuxf cfhIdf hY, ijs nfl pMjfb df Blf nf isrPL hovy, sgoN huMdf hoieaf pMjfb dy lokF nUM njLr vI afvy.

            CyvIN smwisaf afp-muhfry sLihrIkrn dI hY. ijwQy iksy df idl krdf hY, ds-vIh ikwly jLmIn lY ky klonI kwtx lwg pYNdf hY. pMjfb df sLihrI ivkfs ivBfg aijhI iksy vI klonI leI mfpdMz qYa krdf hY. Aus dy mfpdMzF ivc bwicaF leI pfrk qy sVkF dI lMbfeI-cOVfeI qwk imQI jfxI huMdI hY. sIvryj qy pfxI dI splfeI jF Aus bsqI ivc hspqfl afid dI ivvsQf vI krnI jLrUrI huMdI hY. jdoN koeI Aus ivkfs aQfrtI nUM puwCdf hI nhIN qy iksy nf iksy vjLIr jF ivDfiek dI ihwsf-pwqI rwK ky klonI kwtx lwg pYNdf hY qF Aus aQfrtI nUM dKLl dyxf cfhIdf hY. ieh dKLl ies krky nhIN idwqf jFdf ik aQfrtI dy Aupr kMtrol krn vflI srkfr ivc ieho ijhy jLmInI DFdlI krn vfilaF dy joVIdfr bYTy huMdy hn. hux qF sfD qy zyrydfr vI klonIaF kwtx lwg pey hn, ijnHF ivc iksy vI nym-kfnUMn df koeI iKafl nhIN rwiKaf jFdf. jy ieho hfl irhf qF vD rhI abfdI dIaF jLrUrI loVF df iKafl ikvyN rwKFgy?

            sfnUM pqf hY ik pMjfb ivc hyTly pwDr dI ividaf hux gLrIbF dy bwicaF dy krmF ivc nhIN rih geI. kuJ nf kuJ svY-syvI sMsQfvF jLrUr ieh puMn kmf rhIaF hn, pr srkfr BfvyN kFgrs dI hovy qy BfvyN akflI-Bfjpf dI, pRfiemrI skUlF ivc aiDafpkF dI igxqI GtdI hI geI hY. pbilk skUlF ivc pVHdy bwicaF dy mukfbly iehnF bwicaF dI igxqI vwD hY, jo anpVH rih jfxy hn. ies igxqI nUM awKoN-proKy krky koeI vI srkfr pMjfb df Blf nhIN kr skdI.

            sfzy rfj ivc pfxI dI bhuq vwzI smwisaf hY, pIx vfly dI vI, gMdy pfxI dI vI, KyqF leI nihrI pfxI dI vI qy DrqI hyTly pfxI dy izwg rhy pwDr dI vI. pfxI dI srb-pwKI smwisafvF df hwl vI qF nvIN srkfr dy eyjMzy AuWqy hoxf cfhIdf hY.

            smwisafvF byaMq hn, sxy iBRsLtfcfr dy siVHaFd dy, ibjlI dI Gft dy qy swiBafcfr nUM lwg rhI lIzrI lPLfjLI dI kuMgI dy, pr iehnF dy hwl leI koeI jqn kIqf jf irhf njLr nhIN afAuNdf. srkfr hux nvIN bx jFdI hY. bxy BfvyN kFgrs dI qy BfvyN akflI-Bfjpf dI, bxnI ieh pMjfb dy lokF dy asLIrvfd nfl hI hY. ijnHF lokF dy asLIrvfd nfl ieh srkfr bxnI hY, nvIN srkfr nUM afpxy eyjMzy AuWqy AunHF lokF df ihwq sB qoN AuWpr rwKxf qy iehnF smwisafvF df hwl lwBxf cfhIdf hY. jy Auh aijhf nhIN krdI qF Aus dI hoNd pMjfb aqy pMjfbIaq leI iewk ieho ijhy gunfh vrgI ho jfvy, ijs df psLcfqfp vI nhIN kIqf jf skdf.

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          ipCly hPLqy dy iewk idn ivdysL ivwcoN iewk pMjfbI ryzIE qoN sfzy nfl pMjfb dy mOjUdf hflfq bfry gwl kIqI geI. Aus vfrqf ivc dlbdlIaF dI vI vfhvf crcf hoeI qy rfjnIqk bdnIaqI dI vI. aMq ivc pRogrfm dI ieMcfrj bIbI ny ieh svfl kr idwqf ik kI kdy ies qoN pihlF vI iksy cox ivc ieho ijhf nINvf pwDr vyiKaf igaf hY? EdoN qF mYN hF kih ky aqy ipClIaF kuJ imsflF dy ky sfr idwqf, pr ipwCoN ieh soc mn AuWqy BfrU hox lwg peI ik kdoN qoN ieho ijhy njLfry vyKx nUM iml rhy hn? soc dI ieh guMJl bhuq ipwCy lY geI, EQoN qwk, jdoN afpxI hfly vot vI nhIN sI bxI.

          Aumr df qyrHvF sfl cwldf sI, jdoN pihlI vfrI ivDfn sBf cox ivc akflI AumIdvfr dy nfl-nfl GuMm ky sfry ipMz ivc votF mMgIaF sn. bVf kurbfnI vflf dwisaf jFdf Auh jQydfr Cy mhIny bfad hI pfrtI Cwz igaf sI qy isrPL do sfl ipwCoN hoeIaF coxF ivc Auh kFgrsI qy akflI dovF GrF qoN itkt nf imlx krky qIr kmfn df cox insLfn cuwkI iPrdf sI. nvIN cox ivc akflI dl ny AuhdI QF kFgrs ivwcoN dlbdlI krky afey sfbkf ivDfiek nUM qwkVI dy idwqI sI, pr Auh vI cox hfrn ipwCoN zyZ sfl bfad iPr kFgrs dI gF-vwCy vflI KurlI kMZy KVoqf hoieaf sI.

          myrf afpxf ipMz kYroN qoN iqMn mIlF AuWqy hox krky bjLurg dwsdy huMdy sn ik pRqfp isMG kYroN vI pihlF akflI huMdf sI, Pyr kFgrsI bx igaf. Aus dI mOq ipwCoN Aus dI ivDvf mfeI rfm kOr ny akflI itkt AuWqy pfrlImYNt dI qy puwqr suirMdr isMG kYroN ny ivDfn sBf dI cox lVI sI. aglI cox ivc suirMdr isMG kYroN iPr kFgrsI bx igaf, pr pMj sfl ipwCoN pfrtI Cwz ky iqMn ku sfl pfsy-pfsy GuMmx mgroN kFgrs ivc hI prq afieaf sI. EdoN df kFgrsI bixaf Auh 1996 dI pfrlImYNt cox hfrn qwk kFgrsI irhf, pr isrPL awT mhIny ipwCoN afpxy puwqr nUM akflI itkt imlx ipwCoN PrvrI 1997 ivc muV ky qwkVI cuwk quiraf sI. eydF dIaF cflI qoN vwD imsflF idwqIaF jf skdIaF hn.

          ivakqIaF dy pwDr qoN pfsy hitaf jfvy qF isafsI pfrtIaF dI mOkfpRsqI vI Gwt idlcsp nhIN. kdy kimAUinst pMjfb dI rfjnIqI ivc muwK ivroDI iDr huMdy sn. pihlIaF ivDfn sBf coxF ipwCoN AunHF dI cVHq nUM gMBIrqf nfl lY ky kFgrs aqy akflI dl ny cox-smJOqf kr ilaf. aMimRqsr ivc 1956 ivc hoeI kFgrs dI kuwl ihMd kfnPLrMs dy ivroD leI ieho ijhf morcf bxfieaf ik afpxf purfxf cox insLfn pMjf vI Cwz idwqf qy sfry akflI AumIdvfr kFgrs dy EdoN dy cox insLfn do bldF dI joVI nUM ihwkdy iPrdy sn. Aus cox ivc kimAUinstF nUM hrfAux ipwCoN AunHF dovF iDrF ny srkfr vI sFJI bxfeI sI, ijhVI inB nhIN sI skI qy dovyN iDrF CyqI hI vwKo-vwK ho geIaF sn.

          1967 ivc akflI dl ny iksy nfl cox smJOqf nhIN sI kIqf, pr jdoN vyiKaf ik BfnmqI dy kunby vFg khIN kI eINt, khIN kf roVf joV ky srkfr bx skdI hY qF hux dI BfrqI jnqf pfrtI dy EdoN vfly rUp jn sMG nfl vI sFJ pf leI sI qy AunHF kimAUinstF nfl vI, ijnHF ivruwD hfly ds sfl pihlF kFgrs nfl iml ky morcf bxfieaf sI. hYrfnI vflI gwl ieh ik hfly iqMn sfl pihlF iewk pfsy akflI dl dy sMq PLqih isMG ny mrn vrq rwiKaf sI iswKF dIaF mMgF mMnvfAux leI qy Aus dy ivruwD mukfbly df mrn vrq rwiKaf sI jn sMG dy Xwg dwq sLrmf ny rfh rokx leI, pr EdoN akflIaF ny Esy Xwg dwq sLrmf dI ijLMdfbfd dy nfhry vI lf idwqy. sFJ ieh msF do sfl nf inBI qy aMimRqsr ivc gurU nfnk dyv XUnIvristI bxfAux dy svfl AuWqy ivgfV pY igaf. jn sMG vfly Aus XUnIvristI df nFa gurU nfnk sfihb nfl joVn dy ivruwD KVy ho gey sn qy sfl Auh sRI gurU nfnk dyv jI dI jnm sLqfbdI df sI. EdoN dy tuwty Auh 1977 ivc jn sMG qoV ky jnqf pfrtI ivc rlx mgroN akflI dl nfl iPr iewko styj AuWqy ax KVoqy sn. pOxy iqMn sfl cwlI Aus sFJ ipwCoN jnqf pfrtI df pftk pY igaf qy purfxy jn sMG ny nvIN BfrqI jnqf pfrtI bxf leI, pr dubfrf sFJ iPr vIh sfl lMGf ky 1997 dIaF ivDfn sBf coxF mOky hI pY skI sI. ijhVIaF ivclIaF coxF hoeIaF sn, AunHF ivc iewk vfrI akflI dl ny iewk kimAUinst pfrtI nfl qy iewk vfrI dovF kimAUinst pfrtIaF nfl vI sFJ pf leI sI.

          kimAUinstF ny 1952 qy 1957 dIaF coxF sFJI pfrtI vjoN lVIaF, 1967 ivc do pfrtIaF bxf ky vI akflI dl dI agvfeI hyTly gwTjoV nfl sFJI srkfr ivc iekwTy ho gey, pr ipwCoN dovF dy rfh vwKo-vwK ho gey sn. sI[ pI[ afeI[ ny 1972 qy 1997 dIaF coxF kFgrs nfl iml ky lVIaF qy sI[ pI[ awYm[ ny akflI dl nfl, jdik 1980 dIaF coxF mOky dovF pfrtIaF ny akflI dl nfl sFJf morcf bxf ilaf sI. isrPL iewk cox inBf ky Kqm ho igaf ieh morcf muV ky kdy nf bx sikaf qy sI[ pI[ afeI[ 1997 ivc muV ky kFgrs dy nyVy af geI sI. ijs sI[ pI[ aYWm ny 1997 ivc kFgrs sI[ pI[ afeI[ gwTjoV df ivroD kIqf, aglI cox mOky Auh vI kFgrs dy nfl af lwgI, pr dovyN pfrtIaF kFgrs qoN pry iewk qIjf morcf bxf ky mYdfn ivc KVoqIaF hoeIaF hn.

          eImfndfrI qoN swKxI rfjnIqI df kucwkr eyQy hI KLqm nhIN huMdf; sgoN hor vI agFh jFdf hY. sLukr hY ik ies vfrI kimAUinst pfrtIaF dy lIzr swcf sOdf vrgy zyiraF ivc votF leI vfsqf pfAux nhIN gey, pr kFgrsI, akflI, Bfjpf afid vfly hr vwzy lIzr dIaF isrsy nUM vI dOVF lwgIaF rhIaF, ibafs vfly rfDf svfmI zyry vwl vI qy ieho ijhIaF hor Dfrimk sMprdfvF vwl vI. keI sfl pihlF pMQk aKvfAuNdI rfjnIqI ivc bfdl-tOhVf vKryvyN vyly s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl ny iek idn bfbf srbjoq isMG bydI kol hfjLrI BrI qy AunHF nUM gurU nfnk dyv jI dI qyrHvIN bMs afK ky pwqrkfrF nfl vI guwlbfq kIqI sI. agly idn jQydfr tOhVf vI EQy phuMc igaf qy bfbf srbjoq isMG bydI ny Aus nUM asLIrvfd dy idwqf. do idn bfad iewk jlsy ivc bfdl sfihb ny gurU nfnk sfihb dI Esy qyrHvIN bMs nUM lMf ijhf sfD afK ky BMizaf sI. hux vI ieho ho irhf hY.

          swcy sOdy vfilaF nUM swcy sOdy vfly ikAuN ikhf jFdf hY, ieh qF sfnUM pqf nhIN, pr rMg-ZMg Aus zyry dy EQoN af rhIaF KLbrF dws dyNdIaF hn. AunHF dy AupfsLkF dI igxqI QoVHI nhIN, lwKF ivc hY. jdoN AunHF ivruwD koeI jLbfn nhIN sI KuwlHdf huMdf, pihlI vfrI AunHF ivruwD klm asIN cuwkI sI qy Aus ilKq dIaF PotostYt kfpIaF lwKF dI igxqI ivc Gro-GrI phuMcIaF sn. Aus zyry nfl juVy pRcfrkF dIaF tolIaF dy muKI nUM zMgI dfs ikhf jFdf hY. BMgI df mqlb iensfnI mYlf cuwk ky iljfx vflf bMdf huMdf hY. muwZly idnF ivc pRcfrk tolIaF dy muKIaF nUM BMgI dfs dI pdvI ies krky idwqI geI sI ik Auh bfkI sMprdfvF vFg sUbydfr qy jQydfr hox df hMkfr nf pflx, sgoN inmfxy bx ky rihxgy. hOlI-hOlI iehnF `coN bhuq sfry BMgI dfs afm lokF leI qMgI dyx vfly bxdy gey qy smF pf ky rfjnIqI dy mohry vI bxn lwg pey. ipCly smyN ivc ieh dosL lwgdf irhf sI ik Auh rfjnIqk KyzF vI Kyzdy hn, pr Auh ies nUM rwd krdy rhy. hux vflIaF coxF mOky AunHF ny iek bfkfiedf rfjnIqk kmytI bxf leI ik iks pfrtI jF iks AumIdvfr dI mdd krnI hY. kimAUinstF qoN ibnF hr rMg dy rfjsI lIzrF ny swcy sOdy dI Aus rfjsI kmytI qwk phuMc kIqI qy iPr iewk idn Aus kmytI ny kFgrs dI hmfieq df aYlfn kr idwqf. kFgrsI bfgo bfg ho gey, pr akflI-Bfjpf vfilaF ny kwlH qwk swcy sOdy dy muKI mUhry cOkIaF Brn dI gwl Buwl ky hyToN BMgI dfsF qoN Ausy muKI ivruwD ibafn idvfAuxy sLurU kr idwqy. hux kFgrsI ijwqx jF akflI-Bfjpf vfly, ies bfry do rfey ho skdIaF hn, pr ies bfry sB dI rfey iewko hY ik swcf sOdf zyry vfly iehnF coxF ivc afpxy aks AuWqy rfjnIqI dI kflK dy eyny dfg lvf cuwky hn, ijhVy sfPL nhIN ho skxy.

          kFgrs pfrtI afpxf purfxf pYNqVf Cwz ky nvyN rUp ivc sfhmxy af rhI hY. hux qwk Aus vwloN hmysLf ieh ikhf jFdf irhf sI ik iksy iewk rfj dI gwdI hfsl krn leI Auh sfry dysL dy sFJy ihwqF nUM awKoN Ehly nhIN kr skdI. Aus vwloN dosL lfieaf jFdf sI ik iewk rfj dy lokF nUM dUjy rfj dy lokF nfl ijhVIaF KyqrI pfrtIaF afpo afpxy rfj ivc lVfAuNdIaF hn, AunHF nUM ibnF iksy ivcfrk sFJ qoN kyNdr ivc Bfjpf afpxy gwTjoV ivc sLfml kr lYNdI hY. hOlI-hOlI kFgrs afp vI ieho krn lwg peI qy hux qF Aus dy pMjfb dy lIzr Kud hI iewk rfj dI pfrtI vfly nfhry cuwk rhy hn. kYptn amirMdr isMG dI cox muihMm qoN lwgdf hI nhIN ik Auh isrPL pMjfbIaF dy lIzr vjoN AuWBr ky KusL ho rhy hn.

          mukfbly dI akflI pfrtI kdy iswKF aqy iswKI dI pYrokfr huMdI sI. iksy vkq gVHsLMkr qoN muV-muV ijwqdf irhf kfmryz drsLn isMG kYnyzIan lokF df hrmn-ipafrf lIzr huMdf sI. sflF-bwDI kYnyzf ivc mjLdUrF df lIzr irhf hox krky hI Aus dy nFa nfl kYnyzIan lwgdf sI qy EQoN hI Auh topI pfAux dI afdq pf ky muiVaf sI. lokIN Aus topI vfly kYnyzIan nUM vI ipafr krdy sn, pr iewk vfrI akflI dl nfl juVI iewk jQybMdI ny kMDF AuWqy lwgy hoey kYnyzIan dy iesLiqhfrF dy hyT ilK idwqf sI; hovy iswK isr topI DrY, sfq jnm kusLtI hoie mry. afm lokF ny ies df ikMnf burf mnfieaf, Aus df cyqf krfAux dI loV nhIN, sgoN dwKx vflI gwl ieh hY ik hux Ausy akflI dl ny kuJ sLihrI hlikaF ivc topIaF vMzIaF hn, ijnHF AuWqy sLoRmxI akflI dl vI iliKaf hoieaf hY qy nfl dI nfl qwkVI df cox insLfn vI Cipaf hoieaf hY. ies nUM akflI dl dI Bfjpf nfl sFJ dI mjLbUrI ikhf jfvy jF akflI dl df mfzrnfeIjLysLn ikhf jfvy, ieh PYslf krnf sOKf nhIN.

          sB qoN mfVf pwK iehnF coxF df ieh hY ik hux lIzrF dI hsqI CotI ho rhI hY qy klfkfrF dI vwzI. nvjoq isMG iswDU vrgy bMdy nUM qF qIjy drjy dy BMzF vfly totky hI lokF df lfzlf bxfeI jFdy hn. nf Auh afriQk nIqIaF dI gwl krdf hY, nf XojnfbMdI dI, nf iksy BivwK-nksLy dI, isrPL iPLkrybfjLI afsry afpxI muihMm clfeI jFdf hY. Aus hlky dy lokF AuWqy qrs afAuNdf hY, ijnHF df pRqIinD ieho ijhf gYr-gMBIr bMdf vI cuixaf jf skdf hY, pr ijwQy ieho ijhy AumIdvfr nhIN, EQy vI hflq cMgI nhIN.

          huxy-huxy pMjfb ivc kuJ iPLlmI hIro aqy hIroienF gyVf mfrn afey hn. AunHF dI AuzIk ivc lokIN pMj-pMj GMty BuwK-iqhfey bYTy rhy qy Auh kyvl sLkl ivKf ky qur gey. hymf mfilnI ny iewk QF swq GMty AuzIk kr cuwky lokF nUM isrPL ds imMt dIdfr krvf ky inhfl kr idwqf qy iewk hor QF lokIN eynf smF AuzIk ky vI ibnF BgqI sMpUrn hoey qoN hI muV gey. eynf smF EQy bYTI jnqf nUM ijs vI lIzr nUM sMboDn kIqf, Aus qoN pihlF ieh jLrUr ikhf igaf ik hymf mfilnI jI afAux vfly hn, AunHF dy afAux qIkr qusIN Plfxy nyqf dy ivcfr suxy.

          iewk vylf sI, jdoN pMjfb ivc kimAUinstF dI cVHq huMdI sI qy EdoN ipMzF ivc zrfmy pysL krn leI juigMdr bfhrly dI zrfmf tIm ipMzF ivc jFdI huMdI sI. ijhVI isKrlI pRiswDI AunHF simaF ivc juigMdr bfhrly dI tIm nUM imlI sI, Aus dIaF ajy qwk DuMmf hn. ies dy bfvjUd ijwQy ikDry zrfmf poRgrfm huMdf, styj qoN ieho ikhf jFdf sI ik Plfxy kimAUinst afgU dy phuMcx ivc ajy vkq hY, EnI dyr qusIN iewk nftk vyKo. kuJ smF bfad ieh ikhf jfx lwg ipaf ik zrfmf tIm jdoN qwk agly nftk dI iqafrI krdI hY, EnI dyr qwk qusIN Plfxy kfmryz dy ivcfr suxo. ieh kimAUinst lihr nUM Kory df pRqIk sI ik zrfmy vfly klfkfrF dy iqafr hox qwk lokF nUM lIzr dy ivcfr suxn df vfsqf pfieaf jfvy.

          awj kI ho irhf hY? kFgrs hovy jF akflI-Bfjpf df gwTjoV, dovF iDrF dIaF styjF AuWqy ieh ikhf jFdf hY ik Plfxy klfkfr, jF klfkfrnI, dy afAux qwk Plfxy nyqf dy ivcfr suxo.

          iksy vI mulk dI rfjnIqI df Auh dOr sB qoN KLqrnfk huMdf hY, jdoN lIzrF dI bjfey iPLkry kwsx vfly qy zfielfg suxfAux vfly jF iPr awD-nMgy Tumky lfAux vflIaF afeItm grljL nUM lokIN pihl dyx qy AunHF afgUaF nUM isrPL brdfsLq hI kIqf jfvy, ijnHF dy hwQ afpxI iksmq dI vfgzor sONpxI hY. eydF dy mfhOl ivc lIzr ikho ijhy jfvygf, isrPL aMdfjLy hI lfey jf skdy hn.

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ijwqy BfvyN koeI vI, adInf byg ies vfrI coKy hoxgy pMjfb dI ivDfn sBf ivc

-jiqMdr pnUM

          pMjfb dI aglI ivDfn sBf leI coxF dI muihMm hux bVy idlcsp pVfa AuWqy phuMc geI hY. idlcspI df iewk pihlU ieh hY ik GtnfvF vfpr rhIaF hn qy dUjf ieh ik AumIdvfr dI cox leI prK dy pYmfny vI bVy ajIb vrqy jf rhy hn.

          GtnfvF dy pwK qoN iewk idlcsp Gtnf ieh sI ik iPLrojLpur ijLlyH ivc iewk AumIdvfr cox pRcfr krdf iewk rYlI dI styj `qy ciVHaf qF pRbMDk Aus dy gl hfr pfAux lwg pey. jdoN Auh Juk ky hfr pvf irhf sI qF ibnF bYWlt qoN pihnI hoeI Aus dI iZwlI pYNt goizaF `qy af geI. Auh qF pYNt PVn leI Jukxf cfhuMdf sI, pr hfr pfAux vfly Jukx hI nhIN sn dy rhy. hyToN qfVIaF nfl gUMjF pY rhIaF sn, pr eynIaF qfVIaF df kfrn isrPL AumIdvfr nUM pqf sI, pRbMDkF nUM vfhvf icr ipwCoN smJ afeI sI. AumIdvfr dI ihMmq vyKo ik eynI byiewjLqI brdfsLq krky vI Auh afpxI cox qkrIr krky hI igaf sI.

          dUjI Gtnf vfprI mflvy dy iewk ipMz ivc. EQy bfdl akflI dl dI rYlI leI iewk ieiqhfsk gurduafry dy mYnyjr ny lMgr df trwk Byijaf sI. trwk lY ky afey suprvfeIjLr nUM isrPL eynf pqf sI ik ies ielfky `c Plfxf jQydfr bfdl sfihb df nyVU hY. Aus ny Ausy nfl sMprk krky trwk afAux dI sUcnf dy idwqI. Auh bMdf bfdl akflI dl nUM Cwz ky kFgrs nfl juV cuwkf sI, pr trwk Auhny nf moiVaf, sgoN bVy siqkfr nfl Auho lMgr lY ky jgmIq isMG brfV dI rYlI `c jf viVaf. ivcfrf suprvfeIjLr BIV `coN trwk kwZ nhIN sI sikaf. ipwCoN Aus suprvfeIjLr dI ijhVI syvf sLoRmxI kmytI dy iewk aiDkfrI ny kIqI, ivcfrf sfrI Aumr Xfd rwKUgf. hfl dI GVI Auh ies gwloN hI ziraf ipaf hY ik ikDry coxF qoN ipwCoN nOkrI qoN CuwtI nf ho jFdI hovy.

          qIjI Gtnf hY lihrfgfgf hlky dI. EQy pRo[ pRym isMG cMdUmfjrf dI guwzI cVHfAux leI suKbIr isMG bfdl ny gyVf lfieaf. akflI dl dy bfgLI AumIdvfr igafnI inrMjn isMG Butfl ny kfgjL vfps lYx dI gwl nhIN sI mMnI, ijs krky suKbIr isMG bfdl ny AuhdI nukqfcInI KuwlH ky kIqI. jdoN Aus ny ieh ikhf ik akflI dl nUM Cwz ky ijhVf vI jfvy, ieiqhfs gvfh hY, Auh bMdf kOzI df nhIN rih jFdf huMdf, qF lokIN hwsI jFdy sn. AunHF dy hfsy df kfrn ieh sI ik inrMjn isMG Butfl df qF pqf nhIN, suKbIr isMG bfdl dy BfsLx nfl kol bYTy cMdUmfjrf sfihb hI muVHko-muVHkI hoeI jFdy sn.

          ieh gwlF qF aYvyN hlky-Pulky rONa ivc rih jFdIaF hn, qy vfprdIaF vI ieho ijhIaF GtnfvF rojL hI hn, pr dUjy pfsy Auh GtnfvF hn, ijnHF df rfjnIqk siQqI AuWqy asr pYNdf hY. imsfl dy qOr AuWqy iewk cox srvyKx pysL hoieaf hY, ijs ivc votF pYx qoN igafrF idn pihlF hI kFgrs pfrtI nUM hrf ky akflI-Bfjpf gwTjoV nUM ijqf idwqf igaf hY. ies srvyKx bfry vI iqMn bVIaF idlcsp gwlF kihxIaF bxdIaF hn.

          pihlI gwl qF ieh ik srvyKx pysL krn vflf bMdf Auh hY, ijhVf iksy vkq EdoN dy pRDfn mMqrI vfjpfeI df nyVU huMdf sI. afpxI afgrf PyrI mOky jnrl prvyjL musLwrPL ny kuJ aKLbfrF vfilaF nUM cfh-pfxI leI bulfieaf qF ieh gwl nUM pqf sI ik Bfrq srkfr ny ies gLYr-rsmI gwlbfq nUM tYlIkfst krn qoN rok idwqf sI, pr ieh pqf nhIN sI lwgf ik pfiksqfn df tI[ vI[ lukvyN qOr `qy sB kuJ irkfrz krI jf irhf sI. gwlbfq vyly vfjpfeI sfihb dy ies nyVU pwqrkfr ny jnrl musLwrPL nUM KusL krn leI kih idwqf ik sLukr hY ik qusIN sfzy nfl koeI gwlbfq kIqI hY, sfzI srkfr ny qF kdy eynI Kycl vI nhIN kIqI. ieh gwl jdoN pfiksqfnI tI[ vI[ dy ikRpf nfl jwg jLfihr ho geI, ivcfry pwqrkfr df Ausy vfjpfeI jI dy mwQy lwgxf vI aOKf ho igaf, ijnHF kol svyr dupihr sLfm df afAuxf-jfxf huMdf sI. EdoN qoN Auh Bfjpf nfl muV ky nyVqf bxfAux dy vsIly lwBx lwgf rihMdf hY.

          dUjI gwl ieh ik ijs eyjMsI ny ieh srvyKx pysL kIqf hY, iesy eyjMsI ny meI 2004 ivc vfjpfeI jI dI agvfeI hyT Bfjpf vflf gwTjoV muV ky ijwqdf ivKfieaf sI qy jdoN Bfjpf mUDy mUMh jF izwgI, ies srvyKx eyjMsI ny muafPLI mMg leI sI.

          qIjI gwl ieh ik srvyKx eyjMsI dy mflk bfry ikhf jFdf hY ik Auh afr[ aYs[ aYs[ dy lIzr nfnf jI dysLmuK df poqrf hY. jy ieh gwl TIk hY qF iPr ieh soicaf jf skdf hY ik srvyKx pMjfb dy lokF dI rfey dy afDfr AuWqy nhIN bxfieaf igaf, afr[ aYWs[ aYWs[ dy dPLqr qoN imlIaF hdfieqF anusfr iqafr kIqf igaf hY. TIk ikMnf hY qy gLlq ikMnf, ieh sqfeI PrvrI nUM pqf lwgygf. agly idnF ivc XkInn kuJ hor srvyKx vI afAuxgy, pr AunHF ivwcoN vI bhuqy ijs df aMn-pfxI, Ausy df kMm jfxI dI Bfvnf anusfr bxfey hoey ho skdy hn.

          mYdfnI hkIkq ieh hY ik hr hlky ivc do jF iqMn gYNg ijhy bxy huMdy hn qy Auh gYNg iksy iek jF dUjy afgU dI srpRsqI afsry cwldy hn. jlMDr vrgy sLihr ivc hI ds-bfrF gYNg hn. AunHF `coN hr gYNg ny sLihr dy cfry hlikaF ivc afpo-afpxf mflk imwiQaf hoieaf hY. iewko gYNg iewk hlky ivc kFgrsI lIzr nfl qy dUjy hlky ivc iksy Bfjpf afgU nfl qflmyl rwKdf hY. jdoN kdy AuhnF gYNgF vfilaF dI afpo ivc lVfeI ho jfvy, rfj BfvyN kFgrs df hovy qy BfvyN akflI-Bfjpf df, dovF gYNgF dy ipwCy do-do-iqMn-iqMn mMqrI jLor lfeI jFdy hn. coxF dy idnF ivc ieh gYNg afpo afpxy lIzr dy hwk ivc hvf bxfAux leI jfiejL hI nhIN, hr njfiejL hIlf vI vrqdy hn.

          pfrtIaF dy lIzr vI afpo afpxIaF pfrtIaF dy pUry vPLfdfr nhIN. ijs pfrtI dI itkt AuWqy Auh afp cox lV rhy huMdy hn, Ausy pfrtI dy dUjy AumIdvfr dy jVHIN awk coeI jFdy hn. jlMDr ijLlHy aMdr kuJ mMqrIaF ivc sInIafrtI dI jMg iewQoN qwk puwjI geI hY ik Auh iewk dUjy nUM isrPL ies leI hrfAuxf cfhuMdy hn ik Auh AuhnF qoN sInIar nf ho jFdf hovy. dUjy pfsy akflI dl dy do AumIdvfr afpxI hI pfrtI dy do hor AumIdvfrF nUM hrfAux leI rfq-brfqy AuhnF dy hlky `c gyVf mfrdy hn. kfrn ies df ieh ik jy Auh ijwq jFdy hn qF ijLlHy ivc iehnF dI bhuqI puwC-igwC nhIN rih jfxI. dovF iDrF ny iewk dUjy dIaF isLkfieqF bfdl bfp-byty kol vI kIqIaF, pr dovyN iDrF vfly afpo-afpxf spwsLtIkrn dy ky suwky inkl afey hn.

          BfrqI jnqf pfrtI hornF nfloN vwD jLfbqy vflI hox df dfavf krdI hY, pr ies dy aMdr dI lVfeI vI ies vfrI glIaF qwk af geI hY. nvjoq iswDU aqy aivnfsL KMnf ivwcoN iks ny iks dy DVy dy ikhVy bMdy dI itkt kwtvf ky afpxy bMdy nUM idvf leI hY, hux iksy qoN guwJf nhIN irhf. ijhVy purfxy Bfjpf afgU aOKy dOr ivc pfrtI dy mohrI huMdy sn, Auh nuwkrF ivc lwgy hoey hn qy aivnfsL KMnf aqy nvjoq iswDU ivc Bfjpf dI lIzrI dI dOV hY, ijnHF nUM pMj sfl pihlF ies pfrtI dy afgU vjoN AuhnF dy muhwly dy lok vI sLfied nhIN sn jfxdy. nqIjy vjoN awj iksy vI akflI afgU nUM puwC lvo ik hfr-ijwq bfry Aus df kI iKLafl hY, qF Aus df pihlF jvfb ieho hovygf ik bfkI df qF pqf nhIN, Bfjpf nUM idwqIaF qyeI sItF `coN ijhVf Gftf pYxf hY, Auh pUrf krn dI icMqf-jLrUr hY.

          rhI gwl buwDIjIvIaF dI. ieh qF pqf nhIN ik votF pfAux leI AuhnF `coN ikMny ku jxy GroN inklxgy, pr ies gwl dI crcf Auh hr bYTk ivc krdy hn ik Bfrq aqy pMjfb dy Bly BivwK leI PlfxI pfrtI cMgI hY qy PlfxI pfrtI mfVI. dlIlF dyx vyly koeI akflI lihr df aMgryjL-pwKI mhMqF koloN gurduafry ajLfd krfAux df ikwsf CyV bYTdf hY qy koeI kFgrs pfrtI dy afjLfdI lihr vyly qoN lY ky hux qwk Drm-inrpwKqf AuWqy pihrf dyx dI khfxI pfAux lwg pYNdf hY. kuJ swjx ieho ijhy vI hn, ijhVy afpxy Drm pRqI KLfs Bfvnf rwKdy hn qy Auh akflI dl jF BfrqI jnqf pfrtI nUM afpo-afpxy Drm dI JMzf-brdfr vjoN vot pfAuxf afpxf PLrjL mMndy hn, AuhnF dy nuks vyK ky vI axizwT krdy hn.

          ieh sfrIaF gwlF vylf-ivhfa cuwkIaF hn. ihMdU Drm dI JMzf brdfr BfrqI jnqf pfrtI ny aMimRqsr lok sBf sIt qoN pgVIDfrI jwt iswK nvjoq iswDU nUM itkt idwqI hY qy gVHsLMkr ivDfn sBf sIt qoN mfzryt jwt iswK mihMdrpfl mfn nUM KVf kIqf hY. iehnF QFvF AuWqy snfqnI soc vfly ihMdU votr ieh kihMdy hn ik jy Bfjpf ny vI iswKF nUM itktF dyxIaF hn qF sfzI pRqIinDqf kOx krygf? dUjy pfsy ijs bfdl akflI dl df rfjsI insLfnf afnMdpur dy mqy muqfbk KLflsf jI ky bol bfly hY, AuhnF ny ies vfrI iswK hY, AuhnF ny iesvfrI iswK AumIdvfr vDf ley hn. ijhVy ihMdU AumIdvfr vDfey hn, Auh bMgy vfly mohx lfl vFg pgVIDfrI vI nhIN.

          bfdl akflI dl df iewk ihMdU AumIdvfr qF ieho ijhf hY, ijhVf cox mIitMgF mOky ieh spwsLtIkrn dyx lwgf rihMdf hY ik 1984 ivc sRI hrmMdr sfihb AuWqy hoeI PLOjI kfrvfeI vyly mYN lwzU nhIN sn vMzy. Aus vwloN muV-muV ieh spwsLtIkrn dyx kfrn ieh gwl sgoN Aus sLihrI hlky dy glI-muhwilaF ivc vI phuMc geI hY qy akflI dl dy vrkr EQy BfvyN lokF nUM smJfAux df jqn hI krdy hn, hfeI-kmfn nfl imlx vyly eynf jLrUr kih dyNdy hn ik jy iehdI QF koeI hor AumIdvfr huMdf qF eynI musLikl nhIN sI afAuxI.

          rhI gwl mhMqF qoN gurduafry ajLfd krfAux qoN lY ky hux qwk dy akflIaF dy ieiqhfs jF kFgrsIaF dI Drm-inrpwKqf dI, Aus df JMzf-brdfr hux kOx lwBdf hY? kFgrs dy iewk sO sqfrF ivwcoN CyvF ku ihwsf AumIdvfr Auh hn, ijhVy kdy nf kdy akflI huMdy sn. kuJ qF aYWm[ aYWl[ ey[ bx ky kFgrs ivc afey sn qy kuJ AumIdvfr bxn leI EdoN kFgrsI bxy, jdoN akflIaF ny itkt nhIN sI idwqI. do jxy Bfjpf dy ivDfiek bx ky vjLIrIaF KLfqr kFgrsI bx gey sn. iehnF ny Drm-inrpwKqf dI izgrI ikwQoN lY leI? EDr akflI dl ivc cOQf ihwsf ieho ijhy AumIdvfr hn, ijhVy AuhnF ny kFgrs qoN mMgvyN ley hn. BfrqI jnqf pfrtI ny vI iewk mhInf pihlF dy kFgrsI ivDfiek rfj Kurfxy nUM dy itkt idwqI hY qy kFgrsI ivDfiek rfj Kurfxy nUM dy itkt idwqI hY qy kFgrsI pirvfr dy jMmy-jfey nvjoq isMG iswDU nUM vI. eydF dIaF itktF vfly bspf vwloN vI KVy hn qy ikqy-ikqy iksy kimAUinst iDr vwloN vI. spwsLt hY ik ies vfrI dI cox isDFqk pYNqVy dIaF pwkIaF rfjnIqk iDrF ivcfly nhIN ho rhI.

          pMjfb dy ieiqhfs ivc iewk adInf byg df ijLkr afAuNdf hY. Auh idwlI dy mugl sulqfn df aMn-pfxI Kf ky jvfn hoieaf qy iPr jrnYl bixaf. ipwCoN Ausy idwlI drbfr df nfs krn leI iswKF nfl rilaf. QoVHf icr bfad iswKF dy ivruwD mrhwitaF nfl jf sFJ pfeI. AuhnUM mrn ipwCoN jlMDr ijLlyH dy Kfnpur ipMz ivc dPLnfieaf igaf sI. jdoN iswKF df jLor ipaf, AuhnF ny adInf byg dI lfsL kbr `coN kwZ ky PUkI sI. EdoN qoN pMjfb ivc iksy vI byieqbfry bMdy nUM adInf byg kihx df irvfj ipaf sI, ijhVf dlbdlU lPLj dI lwBq qoN bfad hux kfPI Gwt igaf hY. akflI AumIdvfrF dI sUcI hovy jF kFgrsIaF dI, dovF ivc adInf bygF dI eynI BIV hY ik bcy-Kcy sfAU lokF dI hoNd hI nhIN rVkdI. ies vfrI dIaF coxF df nqIjf kFgrs dy pwK ivc jfvy jF akflI-Bfjpf dy ieh kihxf qF hfl dI GVI aOKf hY, ik ijwqygf, kOx, pr ieh kOVf swc huxy pRvfn kr lYxf cfhIdf hY ik ies vfrI dI ivDfn sBf ivc adInf byg vfhvf coKy hoxgy.

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afgUaF dy ikrdfr kfrn lok-qMqr qoN bymuwK huMdI jf rhI hY nvIN pIVHI

-jiqMdr pnUM

          Bfrq ivc iensfn dI aOsq Aumr pYNhT-swqr sfl dy krIb hY. ies ivcoN ijLMdgI dy pihly aTfrF sfl kwZ idwqy jfx, ijnHF ivc iksy nUM vot pfAux df hwk nhIN huMdf, qF bfkI dy pMjfh-bvMjf sflF nUM pMj-sflf imafd nfl vMizaF koeI nfgirk aOsqn igafrF ku vfrI ivDfn sBf jF lok sBf bxdI vyKdf qy bxfAux ivc ihwsf pfAux jogf huMdf hY. ies ihsfb nfl hr pMjIN sflIN soD ky bxfeIaF votr sUcIaF ivc igafrvF ihwsf lok nvyN sLfml huMdy hoxgy. sfzy pMjfb dIaF votF jy hux zyZ kroV vI hox qF qyrf-cOdF lwK nvyN votr ies vfrI kfrz leI iPrdy hoxgy. purfxy lokF nfl kI bIqI qy kI bIqdI hY, iehdy bfry Auh nhIN jfxdy. AunHF dI mfniskqf afpxI iksmq dI AulJx dI isLkfr hY. iek pfsy AunHF nUM cfa hY ik asIN vI ies vfrI vot pfvFgy. dUjy pfsy ieh AulJx hY ik vot iks nUM vot pfAuxI hY, ies df inrxf iks afDfr AuWqy krIey?

          ijhVy nOjvfn qF mF-bfp dI AuNgl PV ky cwlx vfly hn, jF iPr iksy hIroien nUM iksy AumIdvfr dy mgr afieaf vyK ky Ausy nUM vot pfAuxf cfhuMdy hn jF iksy sfD-sMq dy hukm nUM mMn ky iksy AumIdvfr dy ipwCy Bugqx vfly hn, AunHF nUM bhuqf PLrk nhIN pYNdf, pr pMjfb ivc hux AunHF nOjvfnF dI pIVHI vI iqafr ho rhI hY, ijhVy afpxy isr nfl socxf cfhuMdy hn. AunHF nUM syD dyx df koeI pRbMD sfzy smfj ny nhIN kIqf hoieaf. skUlF qy kfljF ivc rfjnIqI dI ijMnI ku pVfeI krvfeI jFdI hY, Auh vI BulyKy GtfAux dI QF vDfAux vflI hY. nf AunHF nUM nfgirk vjoN afpxy pUry PLrjL smJfey jFdy hn qy nf pUry hwkF dI hwd dwsI jFdI hY. ikqfbI iksm dI pVHfeI ivc ijhVy qy ijMny ku afdrsL pVHfey jFdy hn, Auh smfj ivc jF rfjnIqI dy mYdfn ivc idKfeI hI nhIN dyNdy. iPr Auh nOjvfn ieh svfl KVf nhIN krdy ik iks nUM vot pfeIey, sgoN ieh puwCdy hn ik vot pfAux jfx dI jLrUrq hI kI hY?

          rfjnIqI ivc kYptn amirMdr isMG qy s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl ivcoN cMgf kOx hY qy mfVf kOx, qy jy dovyN hI mfVy hn qF vwD mfVf kOx, ieh bfry sB qoN vwD bihs mwD-vrg dy lok krdy hn qy mwD-vrgIey lokF `coN vI AuWc mwD-vrg ijLafdf bihs krdf hY. jdoN votF pfAuxIaF huMdIaF hn, EdoN ies AuWc mwD-vrg dy bhuq sfry lok vot pfAux hI nhIN jFdy. ryVHI vflf vot pfAux jFdf hY, irksLy vflf jFdf hY, iksfn jFdf hY, mjLdUrF dI hr iksm jFdI hY, sB qoN vwD bihsF krn vfilaF nUM ikhf jfvy ik qusF vot pfAux kdoN jfxf hY, jvfb dyxgy; kI krnf hY jf ky, msF CuwtI imlI hY, aflU vfly do-do prONTy Kf ky qFsL dI bfjLI lfvFgy. afKLr Auh ikhVf kfrn hY, ijhVf iehnF nUM ieh rfhy qordf hY ik vot pfAux kfhdy leI jfxf hY? AunHF nUM vot pfAuxf iek pivwqr PLrjL ikAuN nhIN jfpdf?

          ieh svfl sfzy lokqMqr dy sfhmxy hY, iksy AumIdvfr dy sfhmxy nhIN. sfzy lokqMqr dI agvfeI krn leI ijhVy lok lwk bMnHI qurdy iPrdy hn, AunHF dy ikrdfr dy doglypx ny dysL dy lokF nUM ieh socx lf idwqf hY ik vot pfAux jF nf pfAux df koeI PLrk hI nhIN. kihx nUM Bfrq iek smfjvfdI gxrfj hY, pr asl ivc ieh TwgF-corF dI Aus afVHq vrgf bxdf jf irhf hY, ijwQy ijhVf vI bMdf af igaf, Ausy dI AuWn lfh leI jFdI hY. Bgq rvIdfs jI ny iek suPLnf ilaf sI rfj df qy ikhf sI; aYsf cfhUM rfj mYN, jhf imly sBn ko aMnu] Coty bVy sB sm bsY, rivdfs rhy supRsMn] eyQy nf qF sB nUM aMn imldf hY qy nf sfry sm, arQfq iek smfn, vwsdy njLr afAuNdy hn. jy sB nUM aMn vflI gwl ho jFdI, iPr ieh nfhry nf lfAuxy pYNdy ik sfzf rfj afey qoN do rupey iklo aftf idaFgy qy jy sfry iek smfn vwsdy huMdy, iPr ieh vI nf kihxf pYNdf ik sfzy rfj ivc grIbF dI DI dy ivafh AuWqy srkfr sLgn pfvygI. sfzf smfjvfd nIvyN nUM AuWpr cuwkx dI QF AuWcy nUM hor AuWcf cuwkx dy nfl-nfl nIvyN nUM hor vI pqfl vwl DwwkI jf irhf hY.

          rfj kFgrsI hovy jF akflI-Bfjpf df, tfhrF sfry ieho mfrdy hn ik asIN smfj dy hr aVy-QuVy ivakqI dy Bly nUM muwK rwK ky nIqI bxfAuNdy hF, pr Auh bxf nhIN skdy. ijhVf lIzr Kyz myilaF mOky amn dIaF pRqIk GuwgIaF Auzf ky qfVIaF mrvf irhf huMdf hY, Aus nUM ieh svfl kdy iksy ny nhIN puwiCaf ik ieh GuwgIaF, ijhVIaF qUM hux Auzf ky afjLfd kIqIaF hn, afeIaF ikwQoN hn? ikAuNik lIzr ny GuwgIaF Auzf ky afjLfd krn df sFg rcxf qy qfVIaF mrvfAuxIaF huMdIaF hn, ies leI pihlF Auycycy bMdy lf ky GuwgIaF nUM ipMjry ivc pfAuxf pYNdf hY. mdr tYrysf vfly imsLn isstrjL afPL cYirtI dI hux vflI muKI isstr inrmlf ny ipClyry sfl ieh ibafn dy idwqf sI ik pRBU dIn-duKIaF nUM vI ies krky pYdf krdf hY ik dUjy lok AunHF dI syvf krky afpxy PLrjLF qoN surKrU ho skx. mYN Aus pRBU nUM pRBU hI nhIN mMn skdf, ijhVf kuJ lokF nUM idaflU bxn aqy PLrjL qoN surKrU hox df mOkf dyx Kfqr hI kuJ dUsry lokF nUM duKI aqy aVy-QuVy bxf dyNdf hovy.

          ipClIaF pfrlImYNt coxF qoN pihlF lKnAU ivc EdoN dy pRDfn mMqrI atl ibhfrI vfjpfeI dy cox eyjMt ny afpxf jnm idn mnfAux df qmfsLf ricaf sI. qmfsLy df agvf nUM sLihr dy sB qoN bdnfm bMdy nUM bxfieaf qy iesLiqhfr ieh kwZ idwqf ik ies smfgm ivc grIb aOrqF nUM sfVHIaF vMzIaF jfxgIaF. smfgm sLihr dy KFdy-pINdy lokF dy ielfky `c rwiKaf igaf sI qy grIbxIaF sLihr dy bfhrvfr bxIaF JuwgIaF-JOpVIaF `coN vIh-vIh rupey ikrfieaf KLrc ky BuwKIaF-BfxIaF afeIaF sn. vMzIaF geIaF sfVHIaF asl ivc cflI-pMjfh rupey vflIaF sUqI DoqIaF sn qy Auh vI grIbF dI BIV nfloN msF awDIaF. KflI hwQ rih jfx dy zroN hr iksy ny awgy hox dI koisLsL kIqI qy BgdV mwc geI, ijs ivc vIh qoN vwD grIbVIaF mfrIaF geIaF. ieh mMnxf musLkl hY ik vIh-vIh rupey ikrfieaf Krc ky cflI-cflI rupey dI DoqI lYx Kfqr mrn afeIaF AunHF grIbxIaF nUM iksy pRBU ny sfijLsL krky Byijaf sI, qF ik iksy lflcI tMzn (ijs nUM bIbI mfieafvqI lflcI tMzn kihMdI hY) df dfnI hox df ruqbf bulMd ho sky. krqUq qF lIzrF dI sI qy Bfxf kih ky pRBU df nFa bwdU kr idwqf igaf.

          1984 df sfl idwlI ivc iswKF dy kqlyafm jF aprysLn bilAU stfr kr ky hI nhIN, ies krky vI Xfd rwKxf pvygf ik Aus sfl dI pUC nfl Bopfl df Auh gYs kFz tMigaf hoieaf hY, ijs ivc hjLfrF lok mr gey sn, hjLfrF hor burI qrHF pRBfvq ho ky polIE mfry ivakqI vFg sfrI Aumr leI nkfrf ho gey sn qy hjLfrF ijsmF dy aMdrlf jIn eynf pRBfivq hoieaf ik Aus qoN ipwCoN AunHF dy Gr jMmy bwcy Aus gYs dy pRBfv vfly jMmdy rhy hn. XUnIan kfrbfeIz nFa dI ijs kMpnI ny ielfky pwKoN Aus vkq dy ihMdusqfn df sB qoN vwzy rfj dI pUurI rfjDfnI nUM gYs df cYNbr bxf idwqf sI, Aus dy mflkf nf kFgrsIaF dy Xrfny vI sn qy hn, aqy Bfjpf vfilaF dy vI. Aus kMpnI dy muKIey nUM mukwdmy `coN bcf ky kwZx df kMm kFgrsIaF ny kIqf sI qy pdm BUsLx nfl nvfjx df kMm Bfjpf dI agvfeI vflI vfjpfeI srkfr vyly ho igaf.

          idwlI ivc iswKF dy kqlyafm leI jgdIsL tfeItlr nFa dy ijs kFgrsI afgU nUM idwlI ivc bwcf-bwcf dosLI grdfndf hY, Aus nUM kFgrsIaF ny muV-muV ky itkt idwqI. ieh isrPL mnmohn isMG df nFa df pRDfn mMqrI sI, ijs ny Aus df nFa nvIN jFc irport ivc afAux ipwCoN Aus qoN vjLIrI Cuzf leI. idwlI dI iswK gurduafrf pRbMDk kmytI dy iek pRDfn s[ pRhlfd isMG cMzok ny Ausy jgdIsL tfeItlr nUM isropf dy ky snmfnq kIqf. cuPLyry duhfeI mwc geI ik iswKF dy kiQq kfql nUM iswKF dI gurduafrf kmytI dy muKI ny snmfnq ikAuN kIqf hY. Aus kmytI ny KVy pYr Aus pRDfn nUM pRDfngI qoN lfh idwqf, pr kmytI aMdrly ivroDI DVy ny apxf ilaf. pihlF Aus nUM pRDfngI dyx vfly srnf DVy nUM kFgrs-pwKI afiKaf jFdf sI, pr dfgI hox ipwCoN Ausy pRDfn Aus bfdl akflI dl ny afpxf lIzr bxf ilaf, ijhVf idwlI dMigaF dI rfjnIqI dy qMdUr AuWqy rotIaF sykx df afdI hY.

          huxy hoeIaF idwlI gurduafrf cox mOky jgdIsL tfeItlr nUM snmfnq krn vflf Auho afgU bfdl akflI dl df AumIdvfr sI, afpxI sIt qoN qF hfiraf hI, bfkIaF df vI BwTf ibTf idwqf, pr bfdl akflI dl ny ajy vI gloN nhIN lfihaf, sgoN ijhVy mYNbr Ausy gurduafrf kmytI ivc koafpt kIqy jfxy hn, AunHF ivc iPr Aus df nFa pysL kr idwqf hY. jy Auh hfly vI AuhnUM kMDfVy cuwkI iPrngy qy nfl dI nfl idwlI dMigaF df roxf roNdy BfsLx vI krngy qF ijhVI nvIN pIVHI huxy-huxy votr bxI hY, ijhVy muMzy-kuVIaF jMmy hI 1984 dy Aus GtnfkRm qoN bfad sn, Auh ieh socI jfxgy ik iPr Auhdy leI dosLI iks nUM mMinaf jfvy? aljbry dy svfl nfloN aOKf ieh svfl hwl krn ivc AunHF dI mdd krn vflf koeI vI nhIN.

          pr svfl qF eyny hn ik igxqI nhIN huMdI. nvIN pIVHI nUM skUlF qy kfljF ivc iek imQI igxqI hI svflF dI imldI sI qy Eny ku hwl kr ky jF AunHF `coN pfs hox jogy kr ky Auh ivhly ho jFdy sn. hux jdoN svflF dI lVI lwgI hoeI hY, AunHF dI AulJx idno-idn hor qoN hor vwDdI jf rhI hY. ijhVI koeI ksr sI, Auh ivDfn sBf coxF leI AumIdvfrF vwloN nfmjLdgIaF dfKLl krvfAux vyly inkl geI hY. nfmjLdgI dy kfgjLF nfl afpo-afpxI jfiedfd dy vyrvy bhuq sfry AumIdvfrF ny eyny JUTy drj kIqy hn ik AunHF nUM pVH ky lokF df hfsf inkl jFdf hY. ijs dy iKlfPL koeI mukwdmf cwl irhf hY, Aus ny Auhdy bfry vyrvf dyx qoN kMnI kqrfeI hY qy ijs ny sfrf ielfkf luwt Kf ilaf hY, Auh KfkI-nMg mymxf bx dy AumIdvfr vjoN pysL ho igaf hY. isDFqF jF rfjnIqk phuMc df pRcfr krn dI QF iek dUjy nUM gflHF kwZ ky jF kuwq-ibwl kih ky sfiraf jf irhf hY. iek AumIdvfr ny qF bIbI dfhVI AuwQy hwQ Pyr ky afpxy mukfbly KVI bIbI nUM PwPykuwtxI qwk kih idwqf hY. jy ies sLbd dy arQ iksy sLbd-kosL ivcoN pVHy jfx qF eyny Bwdy inkldy hn ik ieh gwl kihx aqy khI gwl nUM brdfsLq krn vfly dovF afgUaF AuWqy guwsf afAuNdf hY.

          qd iPr kI kIqf jfvy? ieho ijhy mOky sUJ df zIpU mMny jFdy keI buwDIjIvI ieh kihMdy hn ik jdoN hor hr mfmly ivc AulJx hovy, EdoN Gwto-Gwt ieh vyK ilaf jfxf cfhIdf hY ik bMdf Aus pfrtI df vPLfdfr hY ik nhIN, ijs ny Aus nUM KVf kIqf hY. jy Auh pfrtIaF bdlx df sLOkIn hY qF Aus nUM vot nf pfeI jfvy. pr kI eynf hI kfPLI hY? kI pfrtI nf bdlxf hI iksy df afpxI pfrtI vwl vPLfdfrI df srtIiPLkyt ho jFdf hY? ieh kih skxf vI aOKf hY. huxy-huxy asIN nfmjLdgI pwqr dfKLl huMdy vyKy hn. pcfnvyN PLIsdI qoN vwD AumIdvfrF ny, dovF muwK iDrF dy vwzy-vwzy rQvfnF ny, afpxy kfgjL dfKLl krvfAux vyly kvirMg AumIdvfr vjoN afpxI pqnI, pqI, puwqr, DI, jvfeI jF nUMh dy kfgjL dfKLl krvfey hn. ijs pfrtI dI sLfn dy Auh sohly gfAuNdy hn, ijs pRqI vPLfdfrI dIaF Auh shuMaF KFdy hn, Aus pfrtI ivcoN AunHF nUM iek vI bMdf ieho ijhf nhIN imilaf, ijhVf AunHF dy kfgjL iksy kfrn rwd hox dI sUrq ivc Aus pfrtI df AumIdvfr bx skdf hovy. Kwby-swjy KVy vwzy-vwzy lIzrF nUM Cwz ky Gr bYTIaF lflU pRsfd dI pqnI rfbVI dyvI vrgIaF GrylU svfxIaF vI AunHF nUM vwD Xog jfpdIaF hn. ieh gwl dwsdI hY ik Auh pfrtI dy vPLfdfr qF hn, pr isrPL ivKfvy dy, AuNj AunHF nUM nf pfrtI AuWqy Brosf hY, nf pfrtI aMdrly sihXogIaF AuWqy hI, Brosf hY qF isrPL aqy isrPL afpxy koVmy AuWqy.

          nqIjy vjoN ijho ijhf lok-rfjI nksLf nvIN pIVHI sfhmxy pysL ho irhf hY, Aus qoN Aus nvIN pIVHI df ies nfl moh nhIN vDdf, sgoN inrlypqf vDdI hY. nvIN pIVHI isrPL sfzy GrF df BivwK hI nhIN, sfzy lokqMqr df BivwK vI hY. jy ies lok-rfjI ZFcy vwl Aus dI Auprfmqf vDI jFdI hY qF ieh sfzy nOjvfnF leI nhIN, smuwcy lokqMqr leI KLqry dI GMtI hY. ijhVy lokF nUM ieh Auprfmqf mihsUs huMdI hY, AunHF nUM ies bfry bolxf cfhIdf hY, kUkxf cfhIdf hY, cIkxf cfhIdf hY, pr Auh aijhf kuJ vI nhIN krdy, sgoN Auh qF ieh kih ky hI KIvy hoeI jFdy hn ik BfrqI lokqMqr dunIaf df sB qoN vwzf lokqMqr hY. afmIn!

28 jnvrI 2007

 


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          vIhvIN sdI dy afgfjL vyly pMjfb aMgryjL df gulfm vI huMdf sI qy keI QfeIN mhfrfijaF df vI. ijwQy mhfrfijaF df rfj sI, EQy vI iksy QF rfjy df iswDf rfj qy iksy QF ivc-ivcfly jgIrdfr nFa df iek hor ijMn-pRyq huMdf sI. lokIN gulfmI qoN qMg qF sn hI AunHF dy Drm-asQfn vI rfj kOr dy lokF dy jI-hjLUrIaF dy kMtrol hyT huMdy sn. mMdr hovy jF gurduafrf, hr QF dovy vyly dIvy jgf ky afrqI kIqI jFdI sI : jug jug rfj svfieaf, topI vfly df. ijvyN rfjy-mhfrfjy qy jgIrdfr afpxIaF krqUqF kfrn lokF dy mnoN lihMdy jf rhy sn ik Drm dy Kyqr ivc awgy lwgy hoey pujfrI, gRMQI afid vI hr iksm dy mfVy kMm krn dy nfl-nfl lokF AuWqy jbr krdy hn. ieho mfhOl sI, ijs ivc gurduafrf suDfr lihr df jnm hoieaf sI, ijhVI asl ivc aMgryjLF aqy rfijaF ivruwD sMGrsL df hI iek pVfa sI.

          ajLfdI imlI qF iewQy pihlf cMgf kMm hoieaf rfijaF nUM pfsy krky hr nfgirk nUM afpxy hfkm Kud cuxn df hwk dyx vflf. mfVI gwl ies dy nf hI ieh ho geI ik ijnHF sDfrn lokF nUM afpxy hfkm cuxn df hwk idwqf igaf, AunHF nUM ies hwk dI vrqoN bfry sUJ hI nf idwqI geI. nqIjy vjoN Auh kdy ByzF vFg ijs iksy ny ihwk ilaf, Esy mgr Bugq jFdy rhy, kdy Auh JUTy suPLny vycx vfilaF mgr lwg qurdy rhy qy keI vfrI Aus bMdy mgr votF pf dyNdy rhy, ijhVf mwJ cox vyly pwiTaF `qy aftf DUVn vFg coxF dy idnF ivc nsLf jF not vMz skdf hovy. lokF dI ies ivcfrgI ny lokqMqr nUM Aus lIhoN hI lfh Cwizaf, ijs lIh AuWqy ies nUM cwlxf cfhIdf sI.

          dUjf cMgf kMm ies pRMprf ivc ieh asUl joVn vflf kIqf igaf sI ik coxF ivc Drm jF Drm-asQfnF dI vrqoN nhIN kIqI jfvygI. aml ivc ieh hoieaf ik ies mwd nUM vI iksy ny kdy bhuqf gOilaf hI nf qy Drm-asQfn cox sBfvF vI rfjnIqI qoN inrlyp nf rhIaF. ieh Kyz smF pf ky sLurU nhIN sI hoeI, muwZly dOr ivc hI sLurU ho geI sI.

          BfrqI pfrlImYNt dI pihlI cox vyly hI ihMdU Drm dy nFa AuWqy juVy sMgTnF ny EdoN qoN idE-kwd afgU pMzq jvfhr lfl nihrU dI Drm-inrpwKqf nUM insLfny AuWqy rwK ilaf sI. Aus dI DI ieMdrf nihrU vwl iPr gFDI nFa dy pfrsI nfl ivafh krvfAux nUM BMzx leI eyQoN qwk ikhf igaf ik nihrU ny qF muslmfn nfl kuVI ivafh ky ihMdU Drm klMkq kr idwqf hY. afm ihMdUaF nUM pfrsI qy muslmfn df PLrk pqf nhIN sI. ijs hlky qoN pMzq nihrU KVy sn, EQy AunHF dy mukfbly iek ihMdU sMq nUM AumIdvfr bxf idwqf igaf. Aus sMq ny kfgjL Brn smyN kih idwqf ik pMzq nihrU ny ihMdU Drm df eynf nuksfn kIqf hY ik Aus dy ivruwD qF bolx dI loV vI nhIN, ies krky mYN sfrI cox muihMm dOrfn mUMh AuWqy pwtI bMnH ky rwKFgf, iewk vI sLbd nhIN bolFgf. pMzq nihrU ivKfvy dy Drm-inrpwK nhIN, aslI sn qy lokF AuWqy Brosf vI AunHF df pwkf sI. AunHF ny kih idwqf ik jy ies sMq ny mUMh AuWqy pwtI bMnH ky cox lVnI hY qF mYN ies cuxOqI nUM iewk kdm awgy vD ky kbUl krdf hF, mYN hlky ivc hI nhIN vVFgf, lok afpxy afp PYslf krngy. jdoN nqIjf afieaf, pMzq nihrU ijwq gey sn qy iswDy mukfbly ivc KVy Aus ihMdU sMq dI jLmfnq hI jLbq ho geI sI. hux vflf mOkf huMdf qF Aus sMq ny Dwky-sLfhI aqy srkfrI msLInrI dI durvrqoN dy dosL lfAuxy sn, pr EdoN hfly ieh irvfj nhIN sI ipaf. EdoN Aus sMq ny pMzq nihrU nUM qfr Byj ky ikhf sI; ieh quhfzI Drm-inrpwKqf dI ijwq hY, myry vwloN vDfeI kbUl kro. sfzI bdiksmqI hY ik nf hux pMzq nihrU vrgf Drm-inrpwK nyqf lwBdf hY, nf swc nUM iKVy mwQy pRvfn krn vfly sMq hI lwBdy hn. ijhVy lwBdy hn, Auh vwKrI hI vMngI dy hn.

          sfzy cox kfnUMn ivc awj vI drj hY ik cox pRcfr leI nf Drm df shfrf ilaf jf skdf hY, nf Dfrimk asQfn df qy nf hI Dfrimk Kyqr dIaF sLKLsIaqF ies pRikiraf ivc iewk jF dUjI iDr dy hwk jF ivroD ivc PLqvy jfrI kr skdIaF hn. ieh sfrf kuJ hr cox ivc vfprdf hY. kdy-kdy cox ptIsLnF ivc ies dI crcf vI huMdI rihMdI hY, pr rok nhIN lwgdI, sgoN ies dy Ault ieh vfprdf hY ik Drm dy nFa AuWqy Coty-Coty zyiraF dy sfD-sMq qy mhMq vI iksy QF prdy ipwCoN cox lVdy hn qy iksy QF Kud hI AumIdvfr bx jFdy hn.

          ies vrqfry dIaF AuWGIaF imsflF vyKxIaF hox qF iewk imsfl bIbI jgIr kOr dI hY. Auh sMq bfbf pRym isMG murfly vfilaF dy zyry dI muKI hY. jdoN Auh muKI bxI, srb sMmqI nfl nhIN sI bxI qy vfadf Aus ny Bry iekwT ivc ieh kIqf sI ik Auh Drm-krm dy kMmF nUM smwrpq rhygI. QoVHy smyN bfad bIbI nUM rfjnIqI dI cmk ny pRBfvq kIqf qF eyDr hwQ-pYr mfrn lwg peI. iksmq keI pfsy ajLmfeI, pr jdoN bfdl akflI dl dI itkt AuWqy iek vfrI sLoRmxI gurduafrf pRbMDk kmytI dI pRDfn cuxI geI, EdoN bfad Auh pUrI qrHF rfjnIqI dy rMg ivc rMgI geI. vjLIrI vI kIqI qy CwzI. jdoN sLoRmxI gurduafrf pRbMDk kmytI dI pRDfngI kIqI, EdoN vI Auh Drm asQfnF dy pRbMD nfl vwD rfjnIqk insLfinaF dI pRfpqI vwl hI syDq rhI sI.

          ijs akflI pfrtI ny bIbI jgIr kOr nUM rfjnIqI dy Kyqr ivc iKwicaf, Ausy pfrtI ny sMgrUr ijLlHy dI BdOV sIt qoN vfr-vfr sMq blbIr isMG GuMns nUM KVf kIqf hY. do vfrI ivDfiek bxn ipwCoN hux Auh qIjI vfrI vI AumIdvfr hY. bIbI jgIr kOr ijMny BfvyN nhIN, ivvfd sMq qoN lIzr bxy ivDfiek blbIr isMG bfry vI cwldy rhy hn, kuJ qF hux vI cwl rhy hn. jy Auhny rfjnIqI qoN lFBy rih ky isrPL sMqgIrI kIqI huMdI, eyny ivvfd sLfied nhIN sn cwlxy, pr rfjnIqI df cskf iewk vfrI lwg jfvy, qF KihVf kdoN Cwzdf hY?

          Ausy pfrtI ny ies vfrI iewk hor sMq nUM afnMdpur sfihb qoN vI itkt dy idwqI hY. kdy iksy qy kdy iksy pMQk DVy nfl GuMmdy rhy ies sMq nUM ipwCy ijhy jdoN bfdl akflI dl ny iKwicaf, EdoN hI crcf cwl peI sI ik dUjy pfisEN qoVn leI sMq ajIq isMG nUM itkt df cogf pfieaf igaf hY. hlky dy ijhVy akflI vrkr qy afgU ropV dIaF kcihrIaF ivc bfdl pirvfr ipwCy jf ky puils qoN hwz qwqy krvfAuNdy rhy, Auh qF pCV gey qy kwlH-prsoN afieaf sMq asYNblI cox dI itkt jyb ivc pf quiraf.

          ipClIaF coxF mOky lok BlfeI pfrtI ny lopo vfly sMq dy puwqr leI ivDfn sBf dI itkt df nONgf pfieaf sI. AuhnIN idnIN sfzy sfhmxy iewk swjx ny blvMq isMG rfmUvflIey nUM ikhf sI; bfeI jI, ieh sMq lok golk qoN ibnF iksy dy imwq nhIN huMdy. gwl hfsy `c rul geI sI, pr smF pf ky Auh sMq swcmuwc hI lok BlfeI pfrtI Cwz ky Aus pfrtI `c cly gey, ijDroN lok-prlok dovF dI BlfeI dI Jfk hovygI.

          mukfbly dI muwK iDr kFgrs pfrtI ny gurU hr shfey qoN rfxf gurmIq isMG soZI nUM jdoN itkt idwqI qF Aus df muwK aDfr vI AunHF dI gurU sfihbfn nfl juVdI bMsfvlI hI sI. Aus bMs dy nFa AuWqy AuWQy iewk zyrf cwldf hY, ijs dy muKI rfdf soZI dy iewk ccyry Brf hn. iehnF df iswDf dKLl qF EDr koeI nhIN jfpdf, pr pirvfr iewko hox krky Aus bMs aqy bMs nfl juVy zyry dI lokF aMdr mfnqf df lfB iml hI jFdf hY.

          gwl isrPL eynI vI nhIN, keI sMprdfvF hn, ijhVIaF iswDy qOr `qy BfvyN bMdf KVf nhIN krdIaF, pr pqf sB nUM huMdf hY ik AunHF df AumIdvfr kOx hY. AunHF dy pYrokfr afpxy muKI mhfrfj jF siqgurU df hukm vI nhIN AuzIkdy, afpxy afp AumIdvfr dy kMm lwg jFdy hn. ies dIaF vI kuJ AuWGIaF imsflF hn.

          iewk sMsQf hY rfDf svfmIaF dI. AunHF dy zyry jF Aus zyry qoN afAuNdy AupdysLF dI iksy vI iksm dI crcf ivc asIN nhIN pYxf cfhuMdy, pr sfP hY ik Gwto-Gwt do itktF kFgrs pfrtI ny AunHF dy pRBfv hyT hI idwqIaF hn. jlMDr dwKxI sIt qoN mihMdr isMG ky[ pI[ kFgrs dy AumIdvfr hn. AunHF df rfh rokx leI sLihr dy myar aqy iewk kYbint mMqrI ny pUrI vfh lfeI sI. ijnHF idnF `c myar qy mMqrI idwlI nUM dOVF lf rhy huMdy sn, AunHF idnF ivc mihMdr isMG ky[ pI[ dy Gr pqf krn `qy ieh sUcnf imldI huMdI sI ik mMqrI jI ibafs gey hoey hn. Aus zyry dy afpxy hvfeI awzy AuWqy sRImqI sonIaf gFDI df jhfjL ikMnI vfrI AuWqiraf, ieh crcf aKLbfrF ivc huMdI rihMdI sI.

          mogy dI sIt AuWqy ies vfrI keI vwzy kFgrsI lIzrF dI dOV lwgI hoeI sI, pr itkt iml geI sRI juigMdr pfl nUM. hr koeI hYrfn sI ik Aus df nMbr ikwdF inkl afieaf, pr aKLbfrF ivc svyr nUM hI ieh KLbr af geI ik ieh itkt vI rfDf svfmI sMprdf dy kihx AuWqy idwqI geI hY.

          isrPL kFgrs vwloN hI nhIN, rfDf svfmIaF df ihwsf akflI dl qy Bfjpf vwloN vI kwiZaf jFdf hY. kpUrQly dI sIt qoN akflI AumIdvfr dI itkt bfry vI rfDf svfmI sMprdf df dKLl mMinaf jfx dI gwl afm lokIN kihMdy hn, ijs df kdy iksy ny KMzn nhIN kIqf.

          iewk hor sMprdf swcy sOdy vfilaF dI hY. isrsy qoN cwldI ies sMprdf df muKI qy keI hor pRmuwK aihlkfr keI iksm dy cricaF ivc rihMdy rhy hn. iewk pwqrkfr dy kql df kys vI AunHF dI rfqF dI nINd Auzf irhf hY. jo vI hovy, ies sMprdf df jnqk pRBfv hirafxy dIaF ds-bfrF ivDfn sBf sItF AuWqy vI hY qy pMjfb dy mfnsf, sMgrUr, brnflf, biTMzf, PLrIdkot, mogf afid ijLilHaF ivc keI QFeI vI. ipClIaF sfrIaF coxF dOrfn Auh ipwCy rih ky zyry AuWqy afey lIzrF nUM asLIrvfd hI dyNdy huMdy sn, hux Auh iswDy qOr AuWqy afpxy bMdy KVy krn qwk phuMc gey hn. ies mksd leI AunHF ny bkfiedf iek rfjsI, mfmilaF dI kmytI vI bxf idwqI hY,  ijhVI ieh inptfrf krygI ik iks pfrtI qoN ikMnIaF sItF lY ky Aus dI ikhVI-ikhVI sIt AuWqy iks ZMg nfl mdd krnI hY. sMprdf dy muKI dy kuVm nUM biTMzy sLihr jF qlvMzI sfbo `coN iewk QF dI kFgrs itkt idvfAuxf qF AunHF ny afpxy vwkfr df svfl hI bxf ilaf. DUrI dI sIt AuWqy Auh sR[ surjIq isMG brnflf nfl purfxI sFJ BugqfAux leI Aus dy puwqr ggnjIq isMG dI mdd krngy. eydF iewk sIt dI sFJ kFgrs nfl qy iewk dI akflI dl nfl pf ky iewk sIt lok BlfeI pfrtI qoN vI Cuzf leI hY. pMjgrfeIN sIt qoN ies pfrtI df AumIdvfr kyvl isMG pRymI vI Ausy sMprdf nfl juiDaf hoieaf hY.

          itktF dI vMz-vMzfeI qoN bfad asIN ieho ijhIaF keI KLbrF pVIaF hn ik Plfxf AumIdvfr Plfxy zyry ivc Aucycf mwQf tykx aqy asLIrvfd lYd igaf. Aucycy mwQy AuhnF sMprdfvF aqy zyiraF ivc tyky jFdy hn, ijnHF dy muKIaF ny itkt idvfAux leI jLor lfieaf hovy. sR[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl hovy jF kYptn amirMdr isMG, dovyN hI vwK-vwK sMprdfvF dy muKIaF kol ieh kihx leI puwjdy hn ik quhfzy rihx AuWqy Plfxy-Plfxy nUM itkt dy idwqI hY, hux qusIN ies syvf df myvf vI bKLsLo. AunHF sMprdfvF dy muKIaF ny dovF pfisaF qoN itktF idvfeIaF huMdIaF hn, dovF iDrF nUM sihXog df XkIn vI idvfAuNdy hn qy dovF iDrF dI kuJ nf kuJ KyqrF ivc vMz ky mdd vI kr Cwzdy hn. srkfr akflI-Bfjpf dI bxy jF kFgrs vfilaF dI, AunHF dI cvfnI pwqI dI BfeIvflI dovF ivwc huMdI hY.

          pwCmI dysLF ivc crc kdy vI coxF mOky ies qrHF dI dKLl-aMdfjLI nhIN krdf, sfzy dysL ivc Aus nfl juVy Dfrimk afgU vI Drm dy nFa Auqy itktF qoN lY ky votF qwk dI sOdybfjLI krdy hn.

          afKLr ikAuN huMdf hY ieh sfrf kuJ? iehnF Dfrimk sMprdfvF aqy zyiraF vfly afpo afpxy GrF qoN qF ieh kih ky qury sn ik Auh sMsfrk moh-mfieaf iqafg ky moKsL dI pRfpqI jF igafn dI Koj nUM smwrpq hoxf cfhuMdy hn. jy AunHF ny rfjnIqk KyzF ivc hI AulJdy iPrnf sI qF AunHF nUM Dfrimk coly pfAux dI kI loV sI? ieMj krky qF Auh sfzy mulk dy cox kfnUMn dI mUl Bfvnf, ik Drm aqy Drm asQfnF dI rfjnIqI leI vrqoN nhIN kIqI jfvygI, df vI Gfq kr rhy hn qy Aus mUl-Bvnf df vI, ijs nUM lY ky Aus sMqigdI dy rsqy AuWqy cwly sn. AunHF nUM Dwky nfl iksy ny sMq-pursL nhIN sI bxfieaf, mrjLI nfl ies mfrg dy DfrnI bxy sn. jy ieh mfrg rfs nhIN af irhf qy rfjnIqI dI cmk ijLafdf cMgI lwgdI hY, qF Auh hux vI Aus mfrg rfs nhIN af irhf qy rfjnIqI dI cmk ijLafdf cMgI lwgdI hY, qF Auh hux vI Aus mfrg nUM Cwz ky eyDr af jfx, koeI rokygf nhIN, pr iewko smyN do byVIaF dI svfrI ies sMsfr ivc cMgI nhIN smJdI jFdI. jy Auh ieMj hI krdy rhy qF nf rfjnIqI dy pwly koeI mfxXog mirXfdf rihx dyxgy qy nf Drm dy pwly hI. lokF ny sdf qF hux vrgy nhIN rihxf, iewk smF Auh vI af skdf hY, jdoN ieMtrnYWt Xuwg ivc pRvfn cVH rhI nvIN pIVHI iehnF ivruwD hI JMzf cuwk qurygI. vIhvIN sdI dy pihly-dUjy dhfky `c ijhVy mhMqF qy pujfrIaF ny bdldI hvf nUM nhIN sI pCfixaf, AunHF dy hsLr qoN hux vfilaF nUM kuJ nf kuJ sbk qF iswKxf hI cfhIdf hY.

21 jnvrI 2007

 


BivwK df sfh rokI KVy ieh svfl coxF df muwdf ikAuN nhIN?

-jiqMdr pnUM

          aYn EdoN, jdoN vwKo-vwK rfjnIqk pfrtIaF vwloN iswDy jF aiswDy gwTjoVF dy crcy hr iksy df iDafn iKwc rhy hox, itktF dI vMz ho rhI hovy, vFJy rih jfx vfilaF vwloN bfgI ho ky ibafnbfjLI kIqI jf rhI hovy, Aus GVI asIN ies sfry iKlfry ivwcoN bfhr inkl ky Auh gwl krnI TIk smJdy hF, ijhVI pMjfb aqy pMjfbIaF dy BivwK nfl sMbMD rwKdI hY. bkfiedf mYnIPLYsto BfvyN hfly iek vI iDr ny jfrI nhIN kIqf, ieh aYlfn iPr vI hox lwg pey hn ik coxF ipwCoN jy mOkf imilaf qF ikhVI iDr kI kuJ krky ivKfeygI. hor qF hor, pRoPYsr pRym isMG cMdUmfjry vrgf bMdf vI ieh ibafn dfgI jFdf hY ik jdoN hI rfj dI kmfn s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl dy hwQ af geI, pMjfb dy iksfnF dy sfry kbijLaF AuWqy Ausy GVI kftf Pyr idwqf jfvygf. hox nUM ies dI QF ieh vI ho skdf hY ik purfxI KMudk mn `c vsfeI bYTy akflI hI cMdUmfjrf sfihb nUM hrf dyx qy nqIjf inklx qoN agly idn Auh bfdl sfihb dI bjfey idwlI vfly srnf BrfvF dI god ivc bYTf lflIpfp cUsdf hovy, pr jdoN qwk Auh GVI af nhIN jFdI, Enf icr kuJ vI kihx df pUrf hwk hY. eydF hI bfkI dy lIzr vI AuWG-pqfl dIaF byQvHIaF mfrI jf rhy hn, ijhVIaF hvfeI iklHy Ausfrn qoN vwD koeI arQ hI nhIN rwKdIaF. asIN ies dI cIr-pfV dI QF AunHF gwlF dI crcf krnI cfhuMdy hF, ijnHF df iksy pfisEN koeI ijLkr hI nhIN kIqf jf irhf.

          iewk bVf aihm mslf hY BrUx hwiqaf df. awj jdoN sfry dysL ivc BrUx hwiqaf dI crcf hox mOky pMjfb nUM kuVI mfr pMjfb ikhf jf irhf hY, sfnUM sfiraF nUM ies AuWqy sLrm afAuxI cfhIdI hY. Gr ivc nUMh afeI vyK ky sfnUM sB nUM cfa cVHdf hY, pr jvfeI df ijLkr sux ky hI sfnUM muwC nIvIN ho geI mihsUs hox lwg pYNdI hY. DIaF qF gurU sfihbfn dy Gr vI pYdf hoeIaF sn, AunHF ny mfrIaF nhIN, sgoN lfzF nfl pfl ky cfvF nfl ivafhIaF sn. rihqnfmy ivc kuVI-mfr aqy nVI-mfr (hwukf pIx vfly) nfl nf vrqx df hukm idwqf igaf hY. AunHF hI gurU sfihbfn dI DrqI AuWqy awj jMmx qoN pihlF DIaF dy kql hoxy afm gwl hn, jMmx ipwCoN mfr ky rUVIaF AuWqy suwt dyx dy kFz vI rojL vfprdy hn qy jy jvfn hoeI DI jLrf ku AuBfsr ky afpxI mrjLI df vr cuxn dI gwl kr dyvy, AuhdI ijLMdgI dI qMd AuWQy hI kwt idwqy jfx dIaF GtnfvF vI inwq vfpr rhIaF hn.

          kuJ smF pihlF bIbI jgIr kOr AuWqy afpxI skI DI dy kql df dosL lwgf sI. mfmlf hux adflq ivc hox krky asIN Aus kys dI crcf nhIN krnI cfhuMdy, pr Aus kys dI crcf nhIN krnI cfhuMdy, pr Aus kys df jo asl lokF AuWqy ipaf, Aus dI gwl krnI bxdI hY. mfn akflI dl vfilaF ny AuWcI sur ivwc qy kFgrs vfilaF ny QoVHI Gwt AuWcI sur ivc bIbI jgIr kOr dy ivruwD ieh mslf rwj ky AuBiraf qy afs rwKI sI ik BulwQ hlky dy lok ies gwloN bIbI nUM dosLI mMn ky Aus df ivroD krngy. bIbI jgIr kOr EdoN hfry nhIN sn. bVf icr ipwCoN iek afeI[ ey[ aYs[ aPLsr ny, ijs nUM pVHn-ilKx qy lokF dI nbjL tohx df sLOk hY, sfnUM dwisaf ik bIbI ny Aus cox ivc ijwqxf nhIN sI, ieho pRcfr Aus nUM ijwqx ivc shfiek bx igaf sI. gwl isrPL bIbI dy ipwCy KVy mMny jFdy lubfxf BfeIcfry dI nhIN, Aus hlky dy jwtF aMdr vI ieh gwl cwl peI sI ik ijwQy Kfndfn dI iewjLq df svfl hovy, EQy eydF krnf hI pYNdf hY. bIbI jgIr kOr dosLI hn jF nhIN, ieh inbyVf qF adflq krygI, pr smfj ivc PYlI Kfndfn dI iewjLq dy svfl vflI ies mfniskqf nUM bdlx leI iksy pfrtI ny koeI jqn nf kdy kIqf hY, nf krn dI gwl afpxy cox insLfinaF `c rwKI hY. jy sfzI mfniskqf hux vflI hI bxI rhI qF DIaF qoN swKxy smfj ivc puwqr vI iks nfl ivafhy jfxgy? ieh svfl iksy lIzr dy isr df ihwsf nhIN jfpdf.

          dUjf aihm mfmlf hY awgf dOV, ipwCy cOV vflI qrwkI df. ijs vI pfrtI dy hwQ rfj af jfvy, Auh AuWcIaF tfhrF mfrdI hY ik aYny pbilk skUl qy aYny kflj KuwlH gey hn. aYskfrts qy apolo vrgy vwzy-vwzy hspqfl pMjfb ivc bxdy jfx nUM bVy mfx nfl pysL kIqf jFdf hY. cMgI gwl hY ik dunIaf dy sB qoN afDuink iksmF dy hspqfl qy nvIn ZMgF dI pVHfeI vfly skUl-kflj eyQy KuwlH rhy hn, pr iks dy leI? afm afdmI iehnF pMj-qfrf hspqflF ivc jf ky ielfj nhIN krvf skdf. kuJ icr pihlF sfzy iewk imwqr pirvfr dy iewk jIa nUM kYNsr dI nfmurfd ibmfrI ny Gyr ilaf. EQy pqf lYx igaf qF iewk iswDV ijhy suBfa vflf jfxkfr vI afieaf hoieaf sI. jdoN mrIjL dy vfrsF ny ieh dwisaf ik Auh muMbeI, mdrfs, jYpur qy idwlI dy hspqflF ivc vI ielfj krvf cuwky hn qF Aus iswDV ijhy jfxkfr ny ibnF soc kih idwqf ; swcf pfqsLfh vI ieho ijhI ibmfrI EQy Byjdf hY, ijwQy ielfj krfAux leI cfr pYsy hox. jy ikDry sfzy vrgy grIb dy gl ieho ijhI ibmfrI pY jfvy, asIN AuhnUM idwlI, klkwqy ikwQoN lY jfxf sI? bVy nfjLk mOky afKI Aus dI ies mUrKF vrgI gwl leI Aus nUM asIN sfiraF ny JfiVaf sI, pr Aus mgroN keI idn mYN ieho socdf irhf sF ik kYNsr dI ibmfrI qF grIbF nUM vI lwgdI hY, Auh ivcfry ielfj dI shUlq qoN ibnF hI qVPL-qVPL ky dm qoV jFdy hoxgy. mn AuWqy BfrU rhI ies gwl kfrn Aus ipwCoN ieho ijhy keI gLrIb pirvfrF aMdr afx vVI ies ibmfrI ny sfzf muV-muV iDafn iKwicaf qy hr vfrI ieho soc BfrU ho jFdI rhI ik jy dysL dy afm afdmI nUM ielfj dI shUlq nhIN iml skxI qF iehnF pMj-qfrF hotlF nUM ibjLins ibnF sLwk mMn ilaf jfvy, pMjfb dI qrwkI df pRqIk mMnxf musLikl hY.

          aYn ieho gwl asIN mihMgy skUlF aqy kfljF bfry kih skdy hF. jdoN lwKF dI igxqI ivc aVy-QuVy GrF dy bwcy pMjvIN jmfq qwk srkfrI skUlF dy gyVy lf ky afpxf nFa ilKxf nhIN iswK skdy, ikAuNik AunHF vfly skUlF ivc isKfAux vflf hI koeI nhIN huMdf, qy iPr Auh pVHnoN ht jFdy hn, qF ies gwl dIaF tfhrF mfrn df kI PLfiedf ik pMjfb dy ikhVy pbilk skUl dy bwcy ny arsLF ivc AuWzdI iPrdI sunIqf nfl gwl kIqI hY jF iks pbilk skUl dy bwcy amrIkf dy nfsf vfly pulfV Koj kyNdr df gyVf lf afey hn? ijhVI qrwkI vwizaF dy ivhVy `coN inkl ky grIbF dI glI df gyVf lfAux hI nhIN afAuNdI, BfvyN Aus qrwkI leI tYks grIbF ny vI idwqy huMdy hn, Aus qrwkI bfry iewko muhfvrf TIk bYTdf hY, BwT pvy sonf, ijhVf kMnF nUM Kfvy. kI grIb lok isrPL ies krky rfq-idn Kpdy aqy tYks Brdy rihx ik vwzy lokF nUM sOK ho sky?

          ijnHF idnF ivc sRI atl ibhfrI vfjpfeI pRDfn mMqrI huMdy sn, AunHF dy goizaF ivc nuks pY igaf. ielfj leI amrIkf qoN Aucycf zfktr bulfieaf igaf, ijs dI vwzI PLIs grIb-gurby qoN Augrfhy hoey tYksF nfl Brn vfly KLjLfny `coN BrI geI. ipwCoN Aus zfktr nUM Bfrq srkfr ny AucycIaF AupfDIaF nfl vI snmfinaf. cwldy ielfj dOrfn iewk tI[ vI[ pRogrfm mOky mYQoN puwiCaf igaf sI ik amrIkf qoN ielfj leI zfktr ikAuN mMgvfieaf igaf, kI sfry Bfrq ivc iewk vI Xog zfktr nhIN sI? myrf juafb sI ik jy Krcf srkfrI KLjLfny `coN nf hoxf huMdf, Pyr vfjpfeI sfihb ny ryl gwzI `c bYT ky jlMDr afAuxf qy lFbVy vfly ikRsLn cMd doDI qoN goizaF dI mflsL krvf CwzxI sI. hux jdoN ibgfny isroN ielfj hoxY qF vfjpfeI sfihb kMjUsI ikAuN krn? afKLr ikMnI ku dyr grIb lokF dy isr AuWqy iehnF vwzy lokF nUM mOj lwgI rhygI? pr ieh mfmlf coxF df muwdf nhIN bx skdf, ikAuNik ieh coxF lVn vfilaF dy afpxy iKlfPL hI jFdf hY.

          qIjf pwK hY afvfjfeI dy sfDnF dI qrwkI df. ryl gwzIaF hux purfxI awsI jF sO iklomItr dI spIz qoN iewk sO vIh dI spIz twpdIaF hoeIaF zyZ sO iklomItr dI spIz PVn vflIaF hn. kuJ gwzIaF ieho ijhIaF hn ik AunHF aMdr Kfx-pIx df smfn vI muPLq proisaf jFdf hY. bfhroN afey lok ies qoN KusL huMdy hn. kfrF dIaF iksmF vI hux ieho ijhIaF af geIaF hn, ijhVIaF iewk sO awsI iklomItr qwk dI spIz cuwk rhIaF hn. AunHF kfrF dI spIz nUM sMBflx leI Auho ijhy sLfhI rfh vfhgy vflI hwd qoN idwlI qwk qy idwlI qoN muMbeI, mdrfs, klkwqf, ptnf afid sfiraF sLihrF nUM joVdy hoey bxfey jf rhy hn. ieh qrwkI df nmUnf qF hY, pr Auho kfrF jdoN sLfhI rfhF qoN AuWqrdIaF hn, iksy vI bjLfr ivwcoN lMGx vyly zrfeIvr nUM kMbxIaF afAuNdIaF hn. EQy iPrdf irksLy vflf, ryVHI vflf jF TylHy vflf jLrf ku vI nfl Gsr ky lMG igaf qF murMmq leI ds-vIh hjLfr rupey afrfm nfl KuwlH jfxgy. irksLy, ryVHI qy TylHy vfly koeI kfrF dy isLkfrI nhIN ik JrItF mfrn leI qury iPrdy hox. sfzy smfj ny ax-sfvIN qrwkI ivc hvfeI jhfjLF vrgIaF kfrF dI pRfpqI BfvyN kr leI hY, grIb-gurby df KihVf irksLy, ryVHI jF TylHy qoN nhIN Cuzf sikaf. rfjDfnI qy sLqfbdI gwzI df musfPLr jdoN Aus sLfndfr gwzI ivwcoN bfhr afAuNdf hY, afpxI kfr BfvyN bfhr KVI AuzIkdI hovy, lMGxf BuwKF qy duwKF mfry AunHF irksLy vfilaF dy ivcfilEN hI pYNdf hY, ijhVy qrly mfrdy hn ik bfbU jI, afE myry irksLy AuWqy bYT jfE. qy Auh iekwly hI nhIN, cuPLyry KVHy lMgVy, lUly, awD-Zwky ijsmF vfly mMgqy vI hwQ awz ky qrlf mfrdy hn ik iewk rupeIaf dy jfE, kwlH dI rotI nhIN KfDI. AunHF dI ieh gwl sux ky sLqfbdI qy rfjDfnI aYkspRYWs ivc KfDy pkvfn df suafd vI KVy pYr ikrikrf ho jFdf hY.

          cOQf pwK hY vsyby dy pRbMDF df. hr Coty-vwzy sLihr jF ksby aMdr mfzl-tfAUn, arbn astyt qy vMn-suvMny aYnklyv bxdy jf rhy hn. iehnF sfiraF aMdr afDuink shUlqF hn, pfrk Cwzy hoey hn, Puwt-pfQ vI sohxy hn, sIvryj qoN lY ky strIt-lfeIt qwk hr cIjL df pUrf qy pwkf pRbMD hY, pr ieh sfrf kuJ iehnF kflonIaF dy aMdr hI rih jFdf hY. eydF dI iksy vI kflonI `coN inkl ky dUjI kflonI qwk jfx leI ijs rfh AuWqy vI pY jfE, iksy nf iksy pfsy JuwgIaF-JONpVIaF dI bsqI jLrUr idws pvygI. Auh sfhmxy KVo ky nhf rhy huMdy hn, ijLMdgI dIaF mjbUrIaF vI Auh sVkF kMZy BugqfAuNdy hn qy afpxy jIvn dI kuVwqx nUM jLfihr krdIaF awq dIaF gMdIaF gfhlF vI Auh awgf-ipwCf vyKy ibnF kwZI jFdy hn. ieMj krn qoN AunHF nUM EnI dyr nhIN roikaf jf skdf, jdoN qwk AunHF nUM smfj df aMg smJ ky AunHF dy rYx-bsyry dy aflIsLfn nf shI, loV jogy Xog pRbMD vI nf kIqy jfx. pr Auh ivcfry bMdy kdoN hn, Auh qF votF hn, sLrfb dI iewk botl jF bfpU gFDI dI Poto vfly iek not nfl KrIdI jf skx vflI vot. AunHF dI icMqf isrPL votF vyly kIqI jFdI hY, ipwCoN srkfr BfvyN iksy dI vI bx jfvy, sfrf smF AunHF df iksy nUM kdy cyqf hI nhIN afAuNdf. ies vfrI vI AunHF df iksy nUM cyqf nhIN qy jdoN qwk AunHF df cyqf nhIN afAuNdf, pMjfb nUM pYirs bxf dyx dy dfaivaF df vI kI mqlb rih jFdf hY?

          pMjvF pwK hY pMjfb dy ivgV rhy pOx-pfxI df. iek vI ndI, nflf, coa, vyeIN jF rohI nhIN bcI, ijs ivc sfzy sLihrF dy sIvrF rfhIN gMd-mMd nf izwg irhf hovy. ijnHF ny KMz dIaF imwlF lfeIaF hn, sLrfb dIaF imwlF lf leIaF hn, gwqy dIaF imwlF leIaF hn, jF iksy vI hor iksm df koeI kfrKfnf lf rwiKaf hY, Auh sfry dy sfry afpxy kfrobfr dI kflK pRqwK jF lukvyN qOr AuWqy iehnF kudrqI dfq dy pRqIk ndI-nfilaF ivc suwt rhy hn. hux qF pMjfb ivc bcy rih gey ZfeI ku dirafvF df pfxI vI asIN eynf gMdf aqy jLihrIlf kr ilaf hY ik Aus ivc mwCIaF mrn lwg peIaF hn. pihlF lok smuMdrI mwCI nfloN dirafeI mwCI Kfx nUM qrjIh dyNdy huMdy sn, pr hux dirafvF qoN PV ky mfrI hoeI mwCI Gwt aqy jLihrIly pfxI kfrn afpy mrI hoeI vwD af rhI hY, ies krky isafxy gfhk dirafeI mwCI dI bjfey smuMdrF qoN afeI zwbf-bMd mwCI Kfx lwg pey hn. mwCI qF Auh smuMdr qoN afeI qy zwibaF `c bMd kIqI hoeI KrId ky Kf lYxgy, pr pfxI ikhVy smuMdr df pIxgy? DrqI hyTlf pfxI qF asIN eynf jLihrIlf kr idwqf hY ik hux keI ielfikaF aMdr zUMGy bor krky kwiZaf pfxI vI susLk mfrdf hY. ies pOx-pfxI nUM suDfrn df muwdf vI iksy pfrtI dy eyjMzy Auqy nhIN lwB irhf.

          igxdy jfx df dm cfhIdf hY, muwdy qF eydF dy bhuq hn, pr iehnF leI isr KpfAux df vkq iks dy kol hY? lIzr jdoN jfxdy hn ik lokF dy awKIN Gwtf pf ky votF btorIaF jf skdIaF hn qF Auh ieho ijhy isVHI- isafpy ivc pYxgy hI ikAuN? hfly AuzIk krnI pvygI Aus GVI dI, jdoN lIzrF nUM Gyr-Gyr ky lokIN puwCxgy, lPLfPLybfjLI Cwzo qy sfnUM ieh dwso ik quhfzf AunHF muwidaF bfry kI iKafl hY, ijhVy sfzI hoNd dy BivwK AuWqy svflIaf insLfn vFg Cfey hoey hn?

14 jnvrI 2007,

 


ivkfs dy mfzl qoN swKxy hoxgy ies vfrI vI ivDfn sBf cox dy muwdy

-jiqMdr pnUM

          hr vfrI dIaF coxF vFg ies vfrI vI iewk pfsy cox-GulftIey mYdfn ivc afAux leI iewk dUjy dy pYr imwD rhy hn qy dUjy pfsy lokF ivc ieh bihs vI agfAUN hI iCV geI hY ik ijwqx dI afs iks iDr dI vwD hY qy asUlF AuWqy pihrf kOx dy irhf hY. ijwdF dI GVmws peI hoeI hY, Aus ivc huxy hI ieh afK skxf iksy leI vI aOKf hY ik ijwqygf kOx qy srkfr iks dI bxygI. muwK qOr AuWqy hux iqMn iDrF hI bxdIaF lwBdIaF hn, iewk rfj krdI kFgrs pfrtI dI, dUjI bfdl akflI dl aqy Aus nfl pwkI gMZ bMnHI bYTI BfrqI jnqf pfrtI dI qy qIjI iDr Auh gwTjoV, ijs ivc do kimAUinst pfrtIaF vI sLfiml khIaF jf rhIaF hn qy kuJ akflI DVy vI. bhujn smfj pfrtI ikhVy pfsy jfvygI, jF iksy vI pfsy jfx dI QF vwKrI iKcVI irMnHx dI koisLsL krygI, ies gwl df qF hfly iksy nUM pqf nhIN, pr Aus nfloN tuwt ky bxI bhujn krFqI pfrtI df Jukfa hfl dI GVI bfdl akflI dl vwl hI njLr af irhf hY, ipwCoN BfvyN Auh iksy pfsy vI iqlk jfvy.

          nfmjLdgI kfgjL Brn df aml hfly sLurU nhIN hoieaf, pr ijwq-hfr dy dfavy huxy sLurU krn vfly swjx svyr nUM kFgrs dI kursI kfiem rwKdy hn qy sLfm pYNdI nUM Ausy kursI AuWqy bfdlF nUM ibTf dyNdy hn. hvfeI kuwkVF vFg Auh ijhVy do bMidaF dI gwl sux lYNdy hn, muV ky Ausy df pfT EnI dyr krI jFdy hn, jdoN qwk AunHF dI gwl suxf nf dyvyy. iPr vI ieh pRBfv lgBg hr pfsy hY ik ies vfrI cox nksLf vwKrI qrHF df hovygf. mfJf qF iewk vfrI kFgrs qy iewk vfrI akflI pfsy Bugqx dI purfxI rIq inBf ky ies vfrI iPr akflI pfsy Jukx dy iesLfry dy irhf hY, pr kFgrs dy rvfieqI gVH doafby ivc kFgrsIaF dI qy akflIaF dy rvfieqI gVH mflvy ivc AunHF dI nINh ihwlI peI hr koeI sihj nfl mMn lYNdf hY. eyny kuJ dy bfvjUd ies gwl bfry sB rfjsI ivsLlysLkF dI iewko rfey hY ik nksLf aTfrF jnvrI nUM nfmjLdgI kfgjL dfKLl hox dI qrIk qwk vI sfPL nhIN hoxf, sgoN jnvrI dy aMq ivc cox insLfnF dI vMz qwk jf ky hI QoVHf-bhuq inwKr skygf.

          cox jMg iks qrHF dI hovygI, ies df aMdfjLf jLrUr huxy qoN lwg irhf hY. sLbdfvlI idno-idn BwdI qoN BwdI huMdI jf rhI hY. ipCly mhIinaF ivc asIN suKbIr isMG bfdl dy ieh BfsLx suxy sn ik kYptn amirMdr isMG dI pjfmI ivc cUhy Cwzxy hn. awgoN eydF dy cMigafVy kYptn amirMdr isMG ikDry lfpqf hn qy ieh vI iesLfry kr idwqy ik Auh ikDry mOj-msqI krdy iPrdy hn. sLwukrvfr dy idn kYptn amirMdr isMG ny pRYWs kfnPLrMs lf ky kih idwqf ik bfdlF nUM dws idE, AuhnF df ipE af igaf hY. jdoN iewk vfrI s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl ny bIbI rijMdr kOr BwTl nUM gF vFg BUqrI iPrdI ikhf sI, mYN Kud Aus vkq sroiqaF ivc pihlI pfl ivc bYTf hoieaf sF qy myry Kwby-swjy bYTy bhuqy lok myry nfloN pwqrkfrI Kyqr ivc sInIar hI sn. AunHF sfiraF dI rfey sI ik eydF dI sLbdfvlI eyzy AuWcy pwDr dy lIzr dy mUMhoN soBdI nhIN. hux EdoN vfly sInIar pwqrkfr qF myry nfl nhIN, pr ijhVy sihXogI hn, AunHF sBnF nUM vI kYptn amirMdr isMG dy mUMhoN ieh suxnf cMgf nhIN lwgf ik bfdlF nUM dws idE, AunHF df ipE af igaf hY. nfl hI AunHF ny suKbIr isMG bfdl nUM cUhf qy keI kuJ hor vI kih idwqf. ieMj jy suKbIr isMG `cUhf hY qy kYptn amirMdr isMG afpxy afp nUM bfdlF df ipE kihMdy hn qF nqIjy vjoN Auh afp vI `cUihaF df ipE bx jfxgy. ieh qF kuJ vI nhIN, jy ikDry nvjoq isMG iswDU dy BfsLxF aMdrly Pukry ijhy iPkry iekwTy kr ley jfx qF AuNj hI sLrm afAux lwg pvygI ik asIN Aus pMjfb ivc rihMdy hF, ijwQy eyny AuWcy pfey dy lok vI lIzr hn.

          rhI gwl isDFqF dI, Aus mfmly ivc vI inMdx-slfhux vflf koeI nhIN lwBdf. Drm-inrpwK aKvfAuNdI kFgrs pfrtI ny ieho ijhy lok vI awgy lfey hoey hn, ijhVy pihlF ies dI Drm-inrpwKqf df mjLfk AuzfAuNdy rhy hn. do purfxy Bfjpf vfly, ijhVy bfbrI msijd Zfhux vyly vI Ausy pfrtI ivc sn qy pMjfb dy duKFq ivc vI bdlI AuWqy qyl pfAux vfilaF dy mohrI huMdy sn, ipwCoN aYWm[ aYWl[ ey[ bx ky kFgrsI bx gey. iPr AunHF nUM kFgrs ny muV-muV mMqrI bxfieaf. iek hor swjx vwKry iswK rfj dy nfhry lfAuNdf s[ ismrnjIq isMG mfn dI pfrtI vwloN aYWm[ aYWl[ ey[ bixaf, pr aglI vfrI kFgrs ny itkt dy idwqI qF Auhdf AumIdvfr bx igaf. Gwto-Gwt awDI drjn ieho ijhy swjx hor vI hux kFgrs pfrtI dIaF ahudydfrIaF jF kfrporysLnF dIaF cyarmYnIaF mfx rhy hn. dUjy pfsy lMmy smyN qwk dy kFgrsI, ijhVy Bfjpf nUM vI BMzdy huMdy sn qy bfdl akflI dl nUM vI Cwj `c pf ky Cwtdy huMdy sn, hux AunHF dy nfl jf rly hn.

          kimAUinst pfrtIaF ny ieho ijhIaF dlbdlIaF nUM kdy AuqsLfhq nhIN kIqf. mOjUdf rfjnIqI ivc afpxI kmjLor siQqI dy rU-b-rU jy kuJ dUjIaF pfrtIaF nfl gwTjoV vI bxfieaf hY qF hwdF rwK ky cwl rhy hn. coxF ivc vI ieh hwdF kfiem rihxgIaF jF nhIN, ieh qF smF dwsygf, pr ijhVI gwl hux qwk inwKr ky af cuwkI hY, Auh ieh ik qMbfkU kMpnIaF qoN kroVF rupey dy cMdy lYx vfilaF dI sUcI jdoN jLfihr hoeI, Aus ivc kFgrs pfrtI df nFa vI sI, BfrqI jnqf pfrtI df vI, qMbfkU ivroDI pMQk pfrtI sLoRmxI akflI dl (bfdl) df vI, pr iksy kimAUinst pfrtI df nFa Aus ivc nhIN sI afieaf. ieh gwl AunHF dI bcI hoeI BrosyXogqf df srtIPLIkyt mMnI jf skdI hY. cox smJOqf Auh iksy rvIieMdr isMG nfl krn jF iksy hor nfl, AunHF leI vwzf svfl sItF dI pRfpqI df nhIN hoxf cfhIdf, ijMnf afpxI BrosyXogqf nUM bcfAux df hoxf cfhIdf hY.

          cODr dI BuwK ny vI hr pfrtI aMdr byasUlypx df ijhVf BVQU pfieaf hY, Auh sfzy lok-rfj aMdr afgUaF dI aOkfq nUM jLfihr krI jFdf hY. pRo[ pRym isMG cMdUmfjrf ny jdoN afpxI pfrtI df Bog pf ky bfdl akflI dl ivc sLfml hox df aYlfn kIqf, Aus idn aMgryjLI aKLbfr ihMdusqfn tfeImjL ny KLbr dy nfl zwbI lf ky drj kIqf sI ik cMdUmfjrf sfihb ny bfdl sfihb bfry ikhVy vkq kI-kI ikhf sI. drj hvfilaF muqfbk PrvrI 2000 ivc Aus ny ikhf sI ik bfdl afr[ aYWs[ aYWs[ df eyjMt hY. jnvrI 2002 ivc Aus ny ikhf sI; bfdl ny pMjfb dI afriQkqf df BwTf ibTf idwqf hY. sqMbr 2003 ivc ikhf sI; bfdl qF rfjnIqI ivc jgIrdfrI qy kfkfsLfhI BfrU krI jf irhf hY. julfeI 2004 ivc Aus ny ikhf sI; bfdl ny iswK Drm df bjLfrIkrn kr idwqf hY. jnvrI 2006 ivc cMdUmfjrf sfihb kihMdy sn; bfdl ny sLoRmxI akflI dl nUM koVmf kmytI bxf idwqf hY. jdoN AuhnUM bfdl sfihb ny rfjsI muqbMnf bxf ilaf, EdoN cMdUmfjrf sfihb ny ikhf; bfdl sfihb KuwlHy idl vfly ikRsLmfmeI lIzr hn.

          ieh koeI nvIN gwl nhIN. biTMzy df kfmryz mwKx isMG jdoN kdy sI[ pI[ afeI[ vwloN coxF lVdf huMdf sI, EdoN Auh bfdl pirvfr dIaF jgIrF-jLmInF dy ikwsy suxfieaf krdf sI qy sIilMg aYkt qoN jLmInF bcfAux leI bfdl pirvfr dIaF bynfmI jmFbMdIaF mwJ kOr jF kwtf isMG dy nFa ilKIaF hox df Aucycf ijLkr kiraf krdf sI. s[ pRkfsL isMG bfdl nUM EdoN milk Bfgo nfl brfbr rwK ky qolx vflf Auho kfmryz mwKx isMG 1997 dIaF coxF qoN pihlF bfdl akflI dl ivc sLfml ho igaf. Gon-mon isr AuWqy nIlI pwg bMnH ky jdoN pRYWs kfnPLrMs ivc afieaf qF pwqrkfrF nUM pwuC ilaf: quhfzy kimAUinst isDFq ikwDr gey? mwKx isMG ny ikhf; hux pqf lwgf hY, bfdl akflI dl hI aslI kimAUinst pfrtI hY.

          hux pMj jnvrI nUM kuJ hor kFgrsIaF ny vI pfrtI CwzI qy akflI dl ivc sLfml hoey hn. ieh sfry vI Ausy kFgrs pfrtI nUM BMzxgy qy Aus dy kIVy kwZxgy, ijs ny AunHF nUM aYWm[ aYWl[ ey[ qy aYWm[ pI[ bxn dy mOky bKLsLy sn. nfl dI nfl ieh Ausy akflI dl dy sohly gfAuxgy, ijs nUM eyny sfl hr iksm dIaF AUjF lf-lf ky bwdU krdy afey sn. kmfl dI gwl ieh ik AunHF nUM ieMj krn vyly koeI sMg jF iJjk vI nhIN hovygI.

          dUjy pfsy kFgrs ivc vI kuJ purfxy akflI af rhy hn, ijhVy hux qwk ies nUM iswKF dI dusLmx pfrtI dwsdy huMdy sn. Kud kYptn amirMdr isMG hI ds-bfrF sfl pMQk afgU vjoN ivcrdy rhy hn qy hux Auh eyny pMQ-ivroDI mMny jf rhy hn ik sLoRmxI kmytI nUM gMRQI isMGF nUM AunHF nUM isropf dyx qoN vI vrj idwqf hY. isropf dyx qoN vrjx vfly akflI lIzrF nUM qF TIk nhIN Tihrfieaf jf skdf, pr jdoN kYptn amirMdr isMG kihMdy hn ik iehnF akflIaF ny morcy lf-lf ky lokF nUM mrvfieaf hY, qF Auh Buwl jFdy hn ik Auh afp vI akflI lIzrF dy ies sLugl ivc vfhvf icr sLfiml rhy sn.

          sItF leI qrlo-mwCI hox df ieh hfl hY ik koeI pfrtI vI ies qoN nhIN bc skI. ies vrqfry ny qF kimAUinstF nUM vI Zfh lfeI hY. mfnsf dI sIt qoN mhfn suqMqrqf sMgrfmIey kfmryz jMgIr isMG jogf dI nUMh hrimMdrjIq kOr, ijhVI iewk hor mhfn suqMqrqf sMgrfmIey bfbf rUV isMG cUhVcMk dI poqrI vI hY, isrPL sIt dI Kfqr ipE-dfdy dI kimAUinst pfrtI nUM Cwz ky Aus kFgrs ivc clI geI hY, ijs ivc pihlF hI iewk anfr, sO ibmfr vflf hfl bixaf ipaf hY. mfrksI kimAUinst pfrtI ny ijhVI sIt sB qoN pihlF aYlfnI, Auh jlMDr CfAuxI vflI hY qy EQoN kfmryz kyvl isMG hjLfrf nUM KVf kIqf hY. ieho kfmryz kyvl isMG ipClIaF do ku coxF mOky kFgrs pfrtI df ahudydfr huMdf sI qy ipwCy ijhy hI sI pI[ aYWm[ ivc vfps priqaf sI. sLurUafq dwsdI hY ik pfrtI hux bfkI AumIdvfrF dI cox vI iesy sUJ nfl krygI.

          jy kimAUinstF aMdr vI ieh pwDr afAuNdf jf irhf hY qF akflIaF-kFgrsIaF df hfl ies qoN cMgf ikvyN ho skdf hY? pRoPLYsr pRym isMG cMdUmfjry nUM lihrygfgy dI itkt imldy sfr EQoN jQydfr inrMjn isMG Butfl ny bfgI ho ky cox lVn leI aYlfn kr idwqf hY. mjITy qoN suKbIr isMG bfdl dy sfly dy ivroD ivc tksflI akflI afgU mrhUm s[ pRkfsL isMG mjITf dy poqry ny mYdfn mwl ilaf hY. DUrI dy pwky akflI s[ surjIq isMG brnflf dy puwqr nUM pfr nf lwgx dyx leI kmrkwsy krI iPrdy hn. Gwto-Gwt vIh sItF hn, ijwQoN akflIaF nUM akflIaF df sfhmxf krn dI nObq af geI hY. ieh igxqI hor vI vD jfxI hY qy Bfjpf vfilaF nfl rwPV vwKrf ipaf rihxf hY.

          kFgrs pfrtI ny hfly qwk koeI sUcI bfhr nhIN kwZI, pr bfgI surF huxy qoN inkl afeIaF hn. ijvyN 1997 dIaF ivDfn sBf coxF vyly solF sItF AuWqy pfrtI dy AumIdvfrF nfloN bfgI kFgrsI AumIdvfr BfrU rhy sn, hfr BfvyN Auh vI gey sn qy nvF sLihr qoN crnjIq isMG cMnI qy DUrI qoN DnvMq isMG vfg iewk-do jxy hI ijwq sky sn, AuvyN hI ies vfrI vI drjn qoN vwD QFvF AuWqy Auh afpo ivc iBV skdy hn. do doafby dy do kFgrsI ivDfiek qF hux cox iqafrI leI jlsy krn vyly kFgrs df JMzf vI nhIN lf rhy, ijs qoN sfPL hY ik Auh cox dI iqafrI qF kr rhy hn, pr ieh rfh KuwlHf rwiKaf hY ik pfrtI itkt nf imlI qF akflI dl dI itkt nf imlI qF akflI dl dI itkt vI mMgI jf skdI hY qy afjLfd KVo ky vI iksmq ajLmfeI jf skdI hY.

          ieho ijhy mfhOl ivc kFgrsI ijwqy jF akflI jF iPr dovF iDrF ivwcoN iksy df koeI bfgI ijwq jfvy, siQqI ivc bhuq ijLafdf PLrk nhIN pYx vflf. hr iksy df insLfnf rfj-gwdI kfiem rwKxf jF Kohxf hI hY, afm lokF dI hflq jF pMjfb dy ivkfs df koeI mfzl iksy vI iDr dy eyjMzy AuWqy nhIN lwBdf. sfPL hY ik asIN PrvrI 2007 dI cox nUM vI iewk hor cox vjoN qF BfvyN cyqy rwKdy iPrIey, ies qoN ieiqhfs dy iksy pVfa df pwQr sfbq hox dI afs Cwz dyxI cfhIdI hY.

7 jnvrI 2007

 


jFdy qy afAuNdy sfl dy sMgm AuWqy KiVaF

-jiqMdr pnUM

          mOkf ieh bIqy sfl dIaF GtnfvF df lyKf-joKf krn aqy agly sfl leI cMgy-mfVy dy ikafPLy lfAux df hY. qIh dsMbr dI svyr nUM afeIaF aKLbfrF ny qF Kfs khIaF jf skdIaF do KLbrF hI prosIaF, ijhVIaF rfqIN tI[ vI[ AuWqy suxIaF jf cuwkIaF sn.

          pihlI ieh ik pMjfb smyq iqMn rfjF ivc coxF dIaF qrIkF df aYlfn hox dy nfl-nfl cox jLfbqf vI lfgU ho igaf hY. dyr-svyr ieh hoxf hI sI. jy kFgrsIaF nUM ieh Jfk sI ik AudGftnF dy PLIqy kwtx leI hfly hor hPLqf iml jfvygf, qF ieh AunHF dI km-aklI sI.

          dUjI KLbr afeI hY idwlI dy jVHF ivc vwsy hoey XU[ pI[ dy sLihr noiezf qoN, ijhVf purfxy ipMz EKlf dy nfl joV ky inAU EKlf ieMzstrIal izvYlpmYNt aQfrtI vwloN vsfieaf hox krky Ausy dy pihly awKF muqfibk Noida sdvfAuNdf hY. EQy mnuwKI jfmy aMdr luikaf hoieaf iek rfKsL PiVaf igaf hY, ijhVf lokF dy bwicaF nUM imTfeI df lflc dy ky iljFdf qy hvs pUrqI ipwCoN mfr ky dwb dyNdf sI. zyZ drjn dy krIb bwicaF dy ipMjr imlx ipwCoN mfpy, ijnHF dy bwcy guMm huMdy rhy sn, cIk-cIk ky kih rhy hn ik puls nUM asIN ies dirMdy bfry keI vfrI sLwk pRgt kIqf sI, pr Qfxy ivc bYTy pulsIey hr vfrI Aus nUM pYsy lY ky Cwz dyNdy sn. bwicaF dy aMg kwty-vwZy hox aqy Aus mkfn dy nfl hI gurdf kFz dy dosLI zfktr df hspqfl hox krky sLwk ieh vI kIqf jf irhf hY ik sLfied ienHF bwicaF dy gurdy qy hor aMg kwtx leI AunHF nUM kql kIqf jFdf irhf hovy. noiezf vI idwlI dy nfl AuvyN hI lwgdf hY, ijvyN cMzIgVH dy nfl muhflI iewk-imwk hoieaf ipaf hY. jy idwlI dI nwk hyT eyzy vwzy pwDr AuWqy eydF dy pfp hoeI jFdy hn, qF bfkI ihMdusqfn aMdr kI kuJ vfpr skdf hY, Aus dI ivafiKaf krn dI loV nhIN rih jFdI.

          aKLbfrF ivc ieh do KLbrF pVHidaF nUM tI[ vI[ ieh PLlYsL dyx lwg pey sn ik swdfm husYn nUM PLFsI lfieaf jf irhf hY. Pyr KLbr af geI ik lf vI idwqf igaf hY. PLFsI dI sjLf Aus nUM 1982 ivc dujYl ivc kIqy Aus kqlyafm leI idwqI geI hY, ijs ivc zyZ sO qoN vwD lok swdfm husYn dy hukm nfl mfry gey sn. jy Auh hukm swdfm husYn vwloN idwqf afK ky Aus nUM sjLf imlxI jfiejL sI, qF iPr ieho ijhy drjn qoN vwD hukmrfn hor vI hn, ijnHF bfry iewk jF dUjI iDr df dfavf hY ik AunHF ny kqlyafm krvfey hoey hn. qd kI Auh sfry dy sfry PLFsI tMg dyxy cfhIdy hn? ijhVy XUrpI dysLF dIaF srkfrF ny afpxy mulk aMdr sjLfey-mOq dI mnfhI kr rwKI hY, AunHF `coN kuJnF ny swdfm husYn nUM PLFsI dyx df smwrQn krky afpxf doglfpx nMgf kr ilaf hY. ienHF sBnF nUM ieh gwl vI Buwl geI ik jdoN 1982 ivc dujYl vflf kqlyafm vfpiraf sI, ijs leI awj swdfm husYn nUM dosLI Tihrfieaf jf irhf hY, Aus kFz smyN swdfm husYn do byVIaF df svfr huMdf sI qy rUs nfloN Aus nUM inKyVn dI nIq kfrn amrIkI hfkm EdoN Aus bfry cuwp kIqy rhy sn. Aus kqlyafm leI swdfm df dosLI hoxf amrIkf nUM EdoN hI cyqy afieaf, jdoN Aus dy afpxy nfl pycf pY igaf. jy sMbMD suKfvyN rihMdy qF amrIkI hfkmF ny Aus nUM kdy vI qwqI vfa nhIN sI lwgx dyxI.

          pr ieh qF iqMn KLbrF Auh hn, jo lyKy-joKy dI GVI iewkdm sB qoN awgy afx KVoqIaF hn, sfl df lyKf-joKf isrPL ienHF iqMnF qwk sImq nhIN rih jFdf. iesy sfl dy bfrF mhIn jF bvMjf sfiqaF ny hor vI bhuq kuJ ivKfieaf hY.

          sMsfr pYmfny AuWqy JfqI mfrIey qF vYnjUeylf dy rfsLtrpqI cfvyjL ny sfrf sfl surKIaF mwlI rwKIaF hn. amrIkI lfbI dy sfrf qfx lfAux dy bfvjUd Auh afpxy mulk aMdr vI lokF aMdr eynf hrmn ipafrf ho igaf ik iPr sLfn nfl cox ijwq igaf qy dUjy dysLF dy lokF aMdr vI iKwc-pfAU sLKsIaqF dI mohrlI kqfr ivc puwj igaf. Auh qfilbfn vrgf jnUMnI vI nhIN qy swdfm vrgf byZMgf awKV vI nhIN ik bdobdI afpxy AuWqy hmly leI hflfq bxfAux df Brm pYdf hox dyvy. ies dy Ault Auh DrmF qy jfqF dI bjfey jmfqF dI Kihsr df hIro bxdf jf irhf hY. hr dysL dy ikrq krn vfly lokF nUM Aus dI sLbdfvlI DUh pfAuNdI hY qy hr ivkfssLIl dysL dy lokF nUM sfmrfjI sfijLsLF bfry sucyq krdI Aus dI kUk AunHF df tfkrf krn df swdf dyNdI hY. nqIjy vjoN ijhVI sfmrfj ivroDI lihr KVI huMdI jf rhI hY, Aus ny ivksq dysLF dI ieh KLusL-PLihmI KLqm kr dyxI hY ik sovIaq XUnIan aqy Aus nfl juVy smfjvfdIaF dysLF aMdr kimAUinstF dI agvfeI vflIaF hkUmqF df Bog pY jfx ipwCoN kimAUinjLm jF ienklfbF df dOr vI KLqm ho igaf hY.

          nypfl aMdr EQoN dy rfjy nUM KUMjy lf dyx dI Gtnf afpxy afp ivc hI CotI nhIN, pr EQoN dI agvfeI kimAUinstF dy hwQ af jfxf qy awgy leI Aus dysL nUM ihMdU sLihnsLfhI dI QF Drm-inrpwK rfj aYlfinaf jfxf hor vI mhwqvpUrn hY. dunIaf dy ijhVy dysLF dIaF srkfrF afpxy PLOjIaF nfloN cOQf ihwsf qnKLfh AuWqy nypflI gorKy BrqI krky jMgF ivc JokdIaF sn qy mrn ipwCoN muafvjLf vI AunHF dy vfrsF nUM AUxf-pOxf hI dyNdIaF sn, AunHF nUM hux afpo-afpxI PLOj aMdr nypfl rsiqEN kimAUinstF dI GuspYT dI icMqf lwg geI hY.

          Bfrq aMdr Enf kuJ rfjnIqI dy Kyqr ivc hlUxy dyx vflf nhIN vfpiraf, ijnHF kuJ adflqF aMdr vfpr igaf hY.

          rfjnIqI ivc iksy Aumf BfrqI jf mdn lfl Kurfxy df BfrqI jnqf pfrtI qoN vwK ho ky pfrtI lIzrisLp bfry hr iksm df AUl-jlUl vI bolI jfxf qy nfl dI nfl Gr vfpsI leI ivcoilaF rfhIN jqn vI krI jfxf kI arQ rwKdf hY, ieh hux Bfrq dy lok jfxdy hn. XU[ pI[ ivc iewk ipwCoN dUjy mMqrI vwloN iesqrIaF dI iewjLq nfl iKlvfV ipwCoN AunHF dy kql krvf dyx dI khfxI ijvyN mfieafvqI dy rfj ivc huMdI sI, mulfiem isMG dy rfj ivc vI AuvyN hI hY. hr iewk rfj ivc kFgrsIaF aMdrlf kursI-XuwD pihlF nfloN Gitaf nhIN, viDaf hI hY qy ieho hfl bfkI pfrtIaF df hY. hux ieh ibmfrI kfmryzF aMdr vI afeI jf rhI hY. isLv sYnf vfly bfl Tfkry df puwqr qy BqIjf Aus dy ijAuNdy jIa Aus dI ivrfsq sFBx leI lV rhy hn, ijwdF kdy cODrI dyvI lfl dy ijAuNidaF Aus dy puwqr afpo ivc lV pey sn.

          pfrlImYNt dy kuJ mYNbrF vwloN pfrlImYNt aMdr svfl puwCx bdly kMpnIaF dy tfAUtF qoN pYsy lYx df prdf PLfsL hox mgroN Auh qF kwZ idwqy gey, pr jdoN ieh pqf lwg igaf ik keI pfrlImYNt mYNbr afpxy hlky dy ivkfs leI imlIaF gRFtF vI agfAUN ihwsf lY ky dyNdy hn, AunHF ivruwD kfrvfeI ieh kih ky krn qoN nFh kr idwqI geI ik ieh jurm pfrlImYNt qoN bfhr hoieaf hY. mjLydfr gwl ieh ik ijhVI pfrtI Bfjpf afpxy afp nUM sB qoN swcI qy suwcI afKdI huMdI sI, awDy do krIb dosLI Aus iekwlI pfrtI dy mYNbr sn.

          dUjy pfsy adflqF ny dysL dI iewjLq bhfl krn vwl vMzIaF pulFGF puwtIaF hn. kyNdrI mMqrI isLwbU soryn nUM Aus dy afpxy hI pI[ ey[ dy kql dy dosL ivc Aumr kYd hoeI hY. kql Aus ny keI sfl pihlF nrismhf rfE dy kFgrsI rfj vyly krvfieaf jF kIqf sI qy kIqf ies krky sI ik pfrlImYNt aMdr nrismhf rfE dy hwk ivc vot pfAux bdly ijhVf iewk kroV rupeIaf irsLvq vjoN ilaf sI, Auh pI[ ey[ Auhdy `coN ihwsf mMgdf sI. ipwCoN isLwbU soryn kdy Bfjpf vfilaF df afVI irhf, kdy kfmryzF df qy kdy kFgrsIaF df, pr iksy nUM vI ieh gwl burI nf lwgI ik Auhdy isr kql df ieljLfm hY. hux jdoN Auh kyNdr df mMqrI sI qF adflq ny lMmI suxvfeI ipwCoN Aumr kYd dI sjLf dy ky dws idwqf hY ik inaF dI afs ajy ihMdusqfn aMdr KLqm nhIN hoeI.

          aYn eydF dy keI mfmly hor vI hn. ipRafdrsLnI mwtU nFa dI kuVI df kql ies krky rul ky rih igaf sI ik kfql Kud vI vkIl qy nfl dI nfl puls dy iewk isKrly aiDkfrI df puwqr sI. iesy sfl ivc Auh kys dbfrf puwt ky adflq ny iensfPL kIqf qy kfql nUM PFsI df hukm suxf idwqf hY. idwlI dI mfzl kuVI jYiskf lfl df kql vwzy lokF dI vwzI igxqI dy sfhmxy iek rYstorYNt dy kfAUNtr AuWqy hoieaf sI, pr sfry jixaF dI jLbfn nUM lkvf mfr igaf sI. ihMdI iPLlmF dy iek aYktr ny qF puls nUM idwqy pihly ibafn qoN muwkrn vyly ieh bhfnf vI bxf ilaf ik Aus nUM ihMdI BfsLf nhIN afAuNdI. Auh kys vI hux dobfrf puwitaf igaf hY qy kfql mnUM sLrmf, jo iewk mrhUm rfsLtrpqI df njLdIkI irsLqydfr qy hirafxy dy sfbkf mMqrI df puwqr hY, nUM Aumr kYd dI sjLf suxfeI geI hY.

          pMjfb ivc vI eydF dIaF do imsflF af geIaF hn. Bfjpf df qyjL-qrfr aYWm[ pI[ nvjoq isMG iswDU vI iewk kql dy kys df muljLm sI. hfeI kort aMdr hoeI suxvfeI ipwCoN Aus nUM iqMn sflF dI kYd ho geI hY, ijs dI hux Aus ny suprIm kort aMdr apIl kIqI hoeI hY. kFgrs pfrtI df mjITy vflf ivDfiek sLivMdr isMG iewk purfxy jLmInI PLrfz dy kys ivc kYd ho jylH clf igaf hY. keI hor AuwGIaF hsqIaf hn, ijnHF ivruwD aprfDk mfmilaF dI suxvfeI dI qlvfr ltk kysF dI gMBIrqf vI, dovyN dwsdy hn ik ienHF kysF ivc vI muljLm suwky nhIN Cuwt skxy.

          mfVf pRBfv idwqf hY Drm-krm dy Kyqr vfilaF ny.

          sRI akfl qKLq sfihb aqy dUjy qKLqF dy jQydfrF sfihbfn iewk vfrI iPr hr iksy qoN iqwKIaF itwpxIaF, coBF, ivaMgF aqy iswDIaF cuxOqIaF dI mfr hyT afey hn. AunHF dy PLYsly eyny nMgy-muMgy pwK-pfq vfly hn ik AunHF df AunHF mhwqvpUrn pdvIaF dy svfmI hoxf hI hfso-hIxf lwgdf hY. rfjnIqk ivakqIaF dI iewCf-pUrqI dy sfDn bx cuwky ienHF lokF qoN ieh afs vI nhIN rwKI jf skdI ik Dfrimk Kyqr aMdr icwty coly pf ky sMqpuxy dy pRBfv Ehly ieKlfkhIxqf df gMd iKlfr rhy kukrmIaF ivruwD vI koeI sKLq stYNz lY skxgy. Dfrimk muwidaF AuWqy vI AunHF aMdr nf iewksurqf lwBdI hY qy nf iewksfrqf lwBdI hY. dsm gMRQ nUM dsvyN gurU sfihb dI rcnf mMnxf hY jF nkfrnf hY, ies bfry Auh Kud hI koeI PLYslf krn jogy nhIN, iswK pMQ nUM kI syDF dy skxgy? Auh qF Enf ku ibafn dy Cwzdy hn, ijMnf ku ibafn dyx dI pRvfngI bfdl-drbfr qoN iml jFdI hY.

          ihMdU sMqF-mhMqF dy aKfiVaF df JgVf rfjnIqI dIaF dy muwK iDrF, BfrqI jnqf pfrtI aqy kFgrs, dy pwK jF hmfieq vflf rUp aKLiqafr krI jf irhf hY. bfbrI msijd Zfh ky ijwQy mUrqIaF rwKIaF geIaF sn, EQy rfm mMdr bxfAux df muwdf sMqF dy iewk DVy nUM nfl lY ky hr vfrI Bfjpf EdoN cuwkdI hY, jdoN AuWqrI Bfrq dy iksy ihwsy ivc koeI cox hoxI hovy, qy Aus ny hux vI cuwk ilaf hY. bfhr dI gwl kI krnI, KLud aXuwiDaf aMdrly ihMdU sMqF df hI iewk DVf ies muwdy nUM rfjnIqI leI AuCflx df ivroD kr irhf hY. AunHF df aXuwiDaf Kyqr dy musilm BfeIcfry nfl vI lgfqfr qflmyl hY qy Auh kihMdy hn ik ieh mfmlf sfzy ijLMmy rihx idE, asIN afpy inptf lvFgy, pr AunHF dI gwl hI nhIN suxI jf rhI.

          musilm smfj aMdr jo kuJ Dfrimk Kyqr dy pdvIDfrI kr rhy hn, Auh vI bIqy sfl ny bfhr lY aFdf hY. iewk tI[ vI[ cYnl ny sitMg aprysLn krky keI nfmxy vfly mOlvIaF qoN mn-mrjLI dy PLqvy jfrI krvf ley qy sfbq krn leI tI[ vI[ tIm ny iewk mOlvI qoN ieh PLqvf jfrI krn dI PLrmfiesL kr idwqI ik sOx vfsqy Gr aMdr zbl-bYwz rwKxf vI ieslfm dy iKlfPL hY. mOlvI sfihb ny mfieaf cuwkI qy ieh PLqvf vI jfrI kr idwqf.

          jYn smfj afm krky cricaF qoN bicaf rihMdf hY. ies dy iewk sfDU AuWqy jdoN ipClyry sfl cihqrhIxqf dy dosL lwgy sn, Auh AudoN afqm-hwiqaf kr igaf sI qy sfry BfeIcfry ny Aus sfDU nUM swcf qy dosL lfAux vflI aOrq nUM JUTI grdfinaf sI. ies vfrI ies smfj dy iek Drm asQfn aMdroN awDI rfq nUM iewk sfDvI, ijhVI Gr-br iqafg ky Drm-krm nUM smwrpq ho cuwkI sI, gLfieb ho geI. Aus dy irhfiesLI kmry `coN Aus dy ibsqry dI QF isrPL svfh imlI qy iensfnI srIr ijMnI QF `qy ivCfeI Aus svfh ivc mnuwKI hwzIaF vI lwBIaF. puls nUM jFc qoN rokx leI jYn smfj dy keI mohqbr ieh pYNqVf mwl Kloqy ik sfDvI qF afpxI afqmk sLkqI nfl ibnF awg dIaF lptF inklx qoN hI Bsm ho geI hY. Auh ies nUM ikRsLmy df rUp dyNdy rhy qy hPLqy qoN pihlF puls ny Auh sfDvI mhfrfsLtr ivwcoN iewk GroN jf lwBI. iPr pqf lwgf ik iewk jvfn muMzy nfl moh ny Aus nUM Drm dy mfrg qoN iQVkf idwqf sI, ijs krky Auh afqmk sLkqI nfl Bsm ho jfx df sFg rc ky awDI rfq nUM inkl geI sI qy EQy ivCfAux leI svfh qy hwzIaF nyVlI sLmsLfn BUmI `coN Aus df pRymI ilafieaf sI. ies nfl ieh nvIN bihs iCV geI ik jvfn Aumr dIaF kuVIaF nUM ieMj sfDvIaF bxf dyxf ikMnf ku jfiejL hY.

          eydF df kOVf-iPwkf ipCly sfl ny hr Kyqr ivc sfzI JolI pfieaf hY, ijs ivc cMgf pwK Bfrf irhf hY jF mMdf, ies df inKyVf krnf sOKf nhIN. jFdy sfl qy afAuNdy vrHy dy domyl AuWqy KiVaF sfnUM ieh kfmnf krnI cfhIdI hY ik aglf vrHf KusLIaF qy KyVy lY ky afvygf. ieh kfmnf awj dy Xuwg ivc inwj qwk jF nyVilaF qwk sImq nhIN rwKI jf skdI. bfby kihMdy huMdy sn, ngr suwK qF KyVy suwK, KyVy suwK qF ivhVy suwK. Bfv ieh ik jy sMsfr ivc suwK hY qF pirvfr ivc suwK-sFd vI bhuq sfry mfmilaF ivc Esy AuWqy inrBr krdI hY. ies krky ijhVf koeI vI nvyN vrHy AuWqy suwK hI kfmnf krnI cfhuMdf hY, afpxy cuigrdy leI nf kry, smuwcI mnuwKqf leI kry, qF hI TIk rhygf.

 

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