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khfxI                                                               aMdrlI pIV

 

        krnYl isMG igafnI  iPLlfzYlPLIaf

 

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 awj klfsLo sfzy Gr idn cVHdy hI af gwjI. myrI vhutI surjIq ny Aus df nfm klysLo TIk hI pfieaf hoieaf hY, ikAuNik Auhny afpxIaF lfAux buJfAux dIaF hrkqF kfrn keI lokF dy GrIN klysL KVyH kIqy hoey aY. 

mYN svKqy hI grfj `coN gwzI kwZ ky ikDry cwilaf sI. qurn lwgy nUM hfk mfr ky bolI,

svyry svyry vIr jI, ikwDr nUM? soicaf, mnF, awj nhIN qyrf kMm bxdf idsdf. pr isLsLtfcfr vjoN kihxf ipaf!

kI gwl, klfsL kur bIbI nUM awj ivhl imlgI? mYnUM pqf sI, awj AuhdI bybI-isitMg dI idhfVI hor ikqy nhIN lwgI hoxI, ijhVI koeI bhfnf lwB ky af phuMcI aY.

klH BYx jI df PLUn afieaf sI. kusL iZwly boldy sI. soicaf KVI KVoqI Kbr eI lY cwlF.

mYN hor kuJ boly ibnF cilaf igaf. pMj vjy muiVaf qF klfsLo jf cwukI sI. myrI pqnI sOx vfly kmry `coN AuWTky hyTF ilivMg rUm ivc inwqnym df pfT kr rhI sI. soicaf Es gflVo ny vfhvf icwq lfeI rwiKaf hoxYN. nhIN qF surjIq qF drdF kfrn byhfl peI huMdI hY. myry afKx `qy vI Aus dI ihMmq nhIN bwJdI. mYN vyiKaf, sfry kmiraF ivc vYikAUm mfiraf lwgdf sI. plMGF dIaF cfdrF bdlIaF hoeIaF sn. lFzrI vI qih krky  afierinMg borz `qy rwKI hoeI sI.

awj qF quhfzI qbIaq TIk lgdI hY. mYN surjIq lfgy bYTdy ny puwiCaf.

kihx lwgI, klfsLo ny sroNH dy qyl nfl AuhdI ipwT `qy mfilsL kr ky sLfvr lYx ivc mdd kIqI sI. AuNj eys gwloN Es qIvIN dI slOhq krnI bxdI hY, ik BfvyN pYsy dI lflcx jLrUr aY, pr kMm jIa lf ky krdI aY. sfzy vFgUM ieh vI ivcfrI apxy noNh puwq vwloN duKI hI rihMdI hY. Gry hor koeI kMm DMdf nhIN huMdf qF bws df PLrI-pfs jyb `c pfky eyDr nUM af jFdI hY. AuhnUM pqf aY, sfzI srdfrnI ny kdy Auhdy afAux `qy mwQy vwt nhIN pfieaf. afAuNdI hI, iswDI cOky `c jf ky inry duwD dI cfh Dr dyvygI. surjIq nUM bRyk-PLfst dyx dy bhfny AuhnMU afpxf iZwz Brn nUM cMgf coKf iml jFdY.

surjIq ny vI kdy drFJf nhIN  kIqf. kdy AuhnUM nOkrfxI vFg nhIN smiJaf. sLfmIN jfx lwgI dI jyb ivc pwcI qIh zflr hmysLf pf idMdI aY. nfly smJo Auhdf afpxf jIa lwgf rihMdY.

klfsLo, inAUXfrk sLihr dy kUeInjL-eyrIey ivc cldf iPrdf aKLbfr aY. Kfs krky pMjfbI BfeIcfry dIaF gwlF ijMnIaF mrjLI sux lvo. surjIq anusfr, ies hPLqy dIaF KLbrF df sfrMsL jy nf dws ky jFdI qF Auhdy iZwz nUM vwt iPrdy rihxy sI. afKx lwgI,

sYxIaF dI noNh krqfro, klH Pyr sws qoN corI, Esy bMglf-dysLx koly, afpxy nONh qy Brvwty sUq krvfAux geI sI. ichry dI mflsL vI krvf ky afeI qy klH qF vflF dy DOlLy vI rMgy hoey sI. Gr afeI qF sws sfrI idhfVI buV buV krdI rhI.

      pRBfq rYstorYNt vfilaF dI rjnI dI AuWzdI AuWzdI gwl suxI aYN? aFhdy ny Auh, guaFZIaF dy kfly muMzy nfl iGE iKcVI hoeI vI aY. ipCly hPLqy Auhdy BrfvF ny AuhnUM mgrly gYryj kol, Es lVky nfl aYnH icMbV ky KVHI nUM srIND PV ilaf. AuhnF `qy vrHdI kuVI kihx lwgI, qusIN kOx huMdy EN mYnUM tokx vfly. Auh qF myrf buafie-PLrYNz aY. asIN qF skUl ivc vI hmysLf.

muMzy kihMdy, jy asIN Pyr vyK ilaf qF Auhdy igwty syk idaFgy.  Auh mUhirEN bolI, bfhly aOKy hox dI loV nIN. hwQ lf ky vyiKE,  puils bulfAuxI mYnUM vI afAuNdI hY. ijhVI qusIN Kyh KFdy iPrdy ho, mYnUM vI sB pqY. nfly mYN vI hux aTfrHF sflF dI ho cwlI hF. ijLafdf qMg krogy qF kort mYryj kr lAUNgI, qy QozI ihwk `qy mUMg. AuhnF dy bfAU jI ny iesLfrf kIqf qF ivcfry cuwp krky bYT gey.

BYx jI eyQy qF hnyr hI afieaf ipaf hY. koeI afpxy DI puwq nUM vI kusL kihx jogf

nhIN . asIN vI kdy jvfn huMdIaF sI. swQ `coN lMGdIaF ny hmysLf dupwty svfr ky lMGxf. jfh KF kdy AuWcf Jfikaf vI hovy.

 

 

 

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surjIq ny sfrI rfq pfsy mfrdI ny kwZI. jdoN vI mYN AuwT ky bfQrUm vwl igaf, Auhdy kmry dI bwqI jgdI vyKI sI. mYN kdy kdy socdf hF, dunIaF dy sfry duwK eys rwb dI ipafrI nUM hI ikEN Bogxy pY rhy ny. ipwT dI pIV, goizaf ivc gMTIey df drd, kMnF dI ienPLYksLn, hfeI- blwz-pRYsLr, dmyN vflI KMG, nf cwj nF rotI pcdI, nf cMgI qrF BuwK lgdI. koeI hPLqf vI nhIN jFdf jdoN koeI aYks-ry nf huMdf hovy, tIkf nf lgdf hovy, lbfrtrI df tYst nf huMdf hovy, QyrypI nUM nf jfxf pYNdf hovy. zfktr vI Aus nUM vyK vyK ky awk gey ny. AusdI bybsI nUM vyK ky agly jvfb vI qF nhIN dy skdy.

ieMzIaf dy irsLqydfrF nUM dsdy hF qF AuhnF nUM ivsLvfs nhI afAuNdf. kihxgy,

mfsI jI, qusIN qF amrIkf ivc rihMdy ho, EQy vI koeI Qozf ielfj nhIN? lLokIN qF aYzI dUr EQy tRItmYNt krOx jFdy aY.

ivcfrI hr hPLqy afpxI BYx nUM PLon krky, ro Do ky idl hOlf kr lvygI. BYx ny vI eyho hI kihxf hoieaf, surjIq pfT kiraf kr, Kvry gurU mhfrfj dI myhr ho jfvy.

suMdr gutkf qF Auhdy isrhfxy hI ipaf rihMdY. hr mhIny iewkI zflr BfeI jI nUM ardfs vfsqy vI dy ky afeIdy ny. pr pqf nhIN AuhdI ardfs, eys jnm ivc kbUl hoxI vI aY ik nhIN. myry vrgy bMdy `qy eyny sfry sMkt bxy hox qF afqm-Gfq kr lvy.

svyyry jdoN cfh lY ky igaf, qF vyiKaf AuhdIaF awKF AuxINdry kfrn lfl hoeIaF peIaF sn.

kI gwl, awj Pyr?

rfq Pyr iehnF socF ivc hI lMG gI. iksy aONqry df suK shfrf nIN hY. sfrI Aumr ho geI jPLr jflidaF nUM. ikMny vKqF nfl iehnF puwqF nUM vwzy kIqf sI. sfrI sfrI rfq, jfgdI ny pfly. afp igwly QF peI, beI iehnF nUM ikqy Borf iejF nf lwg jfvy. do do bUrIaF df duwD iehnF nfsLukiraF dy bwbrF `c pONdI rhI.

skUlF kfljF jogy hoey qF mKxI vfly prONTy, CwqI pdfrQ pfky iehnF dy itPLn iqafr kr kr dyxy. afp qMgIaF qursLIaF kwt ky iehnF dIaF pVHfeIaF krfeIaF. bQyry rwsy quVfAuNdy rhy. dohF nUM ieMjInIar bxf ky sfh ilaf sI, ikqy ieh nf kihx beI mF ipE ikrs kr gey. pVHy ilKy hoxgy qF sLfied, Borf suK dI AumYd vI kr skFgy. pwilEN KLrcy krky amrIkf qfeIN pucfieaf.

DIaF qF bgfnf Dn huMdY. pr iehnF vihVikaF ny qF afpxy rMg ivKOx lwigaF ibMd nf lfieaf. kmfeIaF krn jogy hoey qF afpy kMipAUtrF `qy rMnF lwB leIaF, qy lfvF lYx qoN pihlF hI awz ho gey. ijvyN asIN iehnF df koeI krjLf dyxf sI. ibwj pvy iehnF nUM.

kdy kdy socdI hF Auh ikMnIaF KusL-iksmq mfvF hoxgIaF? qy Auh Pyr awKF Br afeI.

surjIq, smJ lY ieh dyx lYx dy srbMD sI gy. qUM qF hmysLf bfxI pVHdI hYN.

 

JUtI dyKI pRIq jgq mih,

afpxy suK isAuN hI sB lfgY.

 

sLukr kr, rwb ny sfnUM iksy df muhqfj nhIN rihx idwqf.

mYN qF soc ilaY. afh bfrsLF Kqm huMidaF hI, mYN qF ieMzIaf clI jfxYN. EQy bQyry nOokr cfkr. nfly myry Bfxjy hwQIN CfvF krdy.

bws hfh Brm lfh dy. jy qyry afpxy puwq qyry nhIN bxy, qF bgfinaF dI kI afs krnIN?

nhIN myry Bfxjy qy bhUaF qF myry `qy jfn idMdy aY.

surjIq, AuhnF nUM suPLny ivc amrIkf idsdf hoxYN. beI mfsI dI cfr ku idn muwTI cfpI krFgy qF kdy nf kdy mfsI AuhnF df vI pfr Auqfrf kr dyvygI. hor nf hor, iksy muMzy kuVI df amrIkf, kYnyzf ivc sfk hI krf dU.

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svyry nhf ky bfQrUm `coN inkilaf qF sUbydfr kyhr isMG horF df PLon KVk ipaf.

kI gwl aY, keI idnF qoN rVky eI nIN? ieh AuhnF df hmysL df qkIaf klfm huMdY.

Xfr, awsI sflF dI Aumr ho cwlI hY. hux ishq kuJ vDyry hI iZwlI ijhI rihMdI hY. goizaF dI duafeI Kf ky bws Gry hI. afpxI qF hux Auh gwl aY,

  bhu bIqI QoVHI rhI, QoVHI BI kt jfie.

 

nfly vwzy gurdvfry awj klH kIrqn Gwt huMdY,  tYksIaF clfAux vfly jF Tykydfr lIzrF dIaF qkrIrF vDyry huMdIaF ny. QozI afvfjL twut twut ky afAuNdI jfpdI hY, ikwQoN bol rhy ho?

sYl PLon qoN. awj kwlH afpF vI PLlwisLMg gurdvfry cly jfeIdY. mfstr rfm srUp df PLon afieaf sI, aWj Auhdy Gr vI jfxYN.

mYN qF suixaf sI, Auhdy jYksn hfeIt dy ieMzIan bjLfr vfly Gr nUM awg.

gryvfl sfbH, ZwkI irwJy qy koeI nf buwJy. lokF df qF kihxf hY ik awg vI AuhnF ny ieMsLorYNs klym KLfqr afp hI[. khfxI ieh GVI, ik AuhnF dI PLst PLlor vflI PLYnsI kpVy qy jLyvr vflI dukfn nUM awg lwgx kfrn sYkMz PLlor vflI irhfiesL nUM awg lwgI. ijMny mUMh EnIaF gwlF. lok qF ieh vI afKdy aY, beI motf motf kImqI mfl qF iehnF ny pihlF hI gFh ipCFh kr ilaf sI. iqMn imlIan df klym hY, QoVHf Gxf vI nhIN.

awj kwlH Auh afpxy jvfeI kol rihMdY. AuNj Auh mkfn vI qF Esy df hY. sLurU sLurU ivc kIqI  tYksIaF dI anfp sLnfp ienkm `coN tYks qF kdy Biraf nhIN sI. Esy do nMbr dI kmfeI nfl nkd hI lY ky, DI dy nfm kIqf ivaY.

kusL idn pihlF mYN iehdf PLfrm Biraf sI. beI myrf qF kwK nIN bicaf. myry kol qF rihx Kfx jogy vI pYsy hY nIN. juafeI vwloN JUTIaF rsIdF bxvf ky, do hjLfr mhInf krfieaf, doNh mhIinaF df izpfijLt qy hor keI kusL pfky qF iehny istI vfilaF koloN Zyr sfrI aYmrjYNsI rkm muwC lI. hux kihMdY, styt vfilaF koloN vI jo vYl-PLyar df gwPf iml skdY qF kfhnUM CwzxNY.

Xfr, lokF dy ieho ijhI pfp dI kmfeI ikvyN hjLm huMdI hY? nfly zr nhIN lgdf, eyzf vwzf jfhl-sfjLI vflf irsk? cwlo QonUM kI, do kfgjL JrItx nfl Qozf dfrU iswkf qF vwt `qy ipaf hoxNY.

Auh qF Auhny myry jfx qoN pihlF hI blYk-lybl jfnI-vfkr dI boql kwZ ky rwKI huMdI hY.

  

 

 

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awj surjIq kuJ vDyry hI bYcYn rhI. KMG kfrn sfh nhIN sI inwkl irhf. zfktr kilMtn ny ivtfimn bI[kMplYks dI sUeI vI lfeI. eI[aYn[tI[ spYsLilst zfktr ptyl kol vI lY ky gey. dupihr mgroN AusdI CfqI df iek aYksry vI krvf ky afey.

AusdI lfcfrI nUM vyKidaF jdoN mYN zfktr kilMtn nUM puwiCaf,

zfktr, kI myrI vfeIPL ijMnF duKI, hor vI koeI quhfzf mrIjL hovygf? kihx lwgf,

dr asl imstr isMG, amYirkf iejL ey iswk sosfietI. eyQy, sLrIrk qOr `qy nf kyvl quhfzI pwqnI nfloN keI guxf lokIN bImfr ny, eyQoN dy nisLaF ivc gRsq aqy idmfgI qOr `qy bImfrF dI igxqI krnI qF hor vI musLikl hY. ijs acMBy nfl Ausny zfktr dI gwl suxI, surjIq nUM swcmuwc kuJ Drvfs hoieaf jfpdf sI.

pMj vjy, kpVy bdl ky mYN jLrf sYr leI inkl igaf. vfps afieaf qF klfsLo bIbI afeI bYTI sI. ies vfr Ausdy nfl iek jvfn lVkf vI sI.

Gr vVidaF hI kihx lwgI. lvo vIr jI, grm grm cfh pIE .

ieh gwBrU ?

ieh mnjIq hY, Qozy ipMz Drmkot dy srpMc syvf isMG df lVkf. kihMdf mYN vI aMkl horF nUM imlx jfxYN.

siq sRI akfl mYN hwQ mlOx leI gFh hoieaf qF Ausny adb nfl myry gozIN hwQ lfieaf. socF, awj qwk sfzy afpxy iksy muMzy ny eynF siqkfr nhIN kIqf.

kdoN ku df afAux hoieaf? mYN Aus nUM Auqskqf nfl puwiCaf.

Auh inMmoJUxf hoky kihx lwgf. mYN qF qfieaf jI iewlIgl afieaf hoieaf hF. afieaf qF sI mYN knyzy. pr eyQy iek zfktr gursyvk isMG dy keI gYs stysLn ny,  jy[ aYPL[ky[ eyarport lfgy. Auh kyrF torONto afey, qy gwlF gwlF uivc pRBfv pf ky afpxI kfr `c clfkI nfl mYnUM bfrzr tpf ilafey.

          eyQy AuhnF dy stysLnF `qy, myry vrgy keI muMzy Psy bYTy hY. iek mkfn dI bysmYNt dy ieko kmry ivc cfr pMj jfxy BuMjy hI mYtrYsF qy pY rhIdY. kdy koeI cYk nhIN kwtdy. bfrF bfrF GMty inwq kMm krnf pYNdY. idhfVI dy msF qIh, cflI zflr dy ihsfb nfl hPLqy `c kdy zyZ sO, kdy pOxy do sO PVf dyxgy. Auhdy ivwcoN hI KfD Krc dy pYsy vI dyxy pYNdy aY. nfly eyny dbf ivc rwKdy ny, ik kdy iksy nfl afm Kfs gwl vI nIN kr skdy. dUjy qIjy hPLqy, Gr vfilaF nUM kusL pYsy Byj idMdf hF.

jy pwky krn dI gwl qordy hF qF kihxgy, `cfr pYsy vkIl jogy qF joV lvo, Pyr hI sLurU krFgy. cfr mhIny qF hoey ajy, lokIN qF keI keI sflF dy bYTy hY Qozy mUhry.

ieh zfktr gursyvk isMG EhI qF nhIN ijhVf Kfilsqfn bnfAux dy hwk ivc AuWcI AuWcI lYkcr idMdf huMdY, gurdvfry `c? mYN klfsLo qoN sihj-suBfAu puwiCaf.

EhI hY vIr jI. aKy hfQI dy dMd, ivKfx dy hor, qy Kfx dy hor. nfm gursyvk isMG qy afpxy hI iswK muMizaF nUM gLulfm bxfky rwKx dIaF krqUqF kr irhY.

AuWcI AuWcI nfhry qF aYNj lONdf aY, ijvyN iehny amrIkf ivc hI Kfilsqfn bxf ky sfh lYxf hovy. jLrf socx vflI gwl hY, ik pMjfb ivc ijwQy lokF nUM ies gwl df aihsfs hoxf cfhIdY, EQy jf ky kry qkrIrF. EQy qF zrdf mfiraf jFdf nIN.

ivsfKI pryz vfly idn sLihr dy vwzy vwzy gory aPLsrF dI JolI cuwkx leI, styj qy ciVHaf huMdf hY. ijvyN iswK kOm df mohrI hox df eysy ny hI ptf ilKfieaf hovy. kihMdy aY jdoN ieMzIaf qoN afieaf sI qF gursyvk isAuN qy iehdf Brf, dovyN eI isroN mony huMdy sI. hux pIlIaF pwgF bMnH ky qy bIbIaF dfhVIaF pRkfsL krky ihwkF kwZI iPrdy aY ijvy ipCy pMjfb `c vI eyhI sB qoN mohqbr rhy hox.

BfeI klfsL kury, ieh do nMbr df pYsf hI hY, ijhVf nf iksy nUM eyQy itkx idMdY, nf pMjfb `c. iehnF muMizaf nUM vI smJ afjygI hor QoVy idnF nUM ik koeI iksy nUM hmysLf vfsqy aMdr qfV ky nhIN rwK skdf. iehnUM mfstr krm isMG qy sUbydfr kyhr isMG vrgy do cfr cldy purijLaF nUM imlf dyh. PLflqU tfeIm ivc tYksI clfAuxf iswK leygf qF afpxf kMm krn jogf hojU gf. jF Auh isPLfirsL krky, iksy sbjLI mMzI vrgy storF qy stfikMg df kMm duaf dyxgy.

aMkl jI mYnUM pqf lwgY, ik ieh lok Gwt kImq dy ptrol nUM, mihMgy tYNkF `c pf ky pbilk nUM luwt rhy ny qy srkfr nUM vI cUnf lf rhy ny. kdy kdy socdYN, jy mYnUM hor ikDry kMm iml jy qF iehnF dI rIport krF. mnjIq dy mn ivc Auhdy mflkF ivruWD vYr dI Bfvnf pRbl ho rhI jfpdI sI.

suixaY, keI sfl pihlF inAU jrsI ivc eys qrF dy kMm krn bdly keI srdfrF nUM jylH vI hoeI sI. aYsy lok hI pRdysF ivc afpxI kOm df nfm bdnfm krdy ny. pr dPLf kr mnjIq!

 

ijMnHF KfdHIaF gfjrF, pyt AuhnF dy pIV.

 

eyho ijhy cflfk afdmI, ajyhI kfrsqfnI krn lwgy aksr koeI nf koeI rfh rwK hI lYNdy ny. pr jy iehnF nUM iBxk pYgI ik rIport qUM kIqI hY, ikDry qYnUM nf zIport krfAuNdy iPrn. eys cwkr ivc qyry nfl dy keI hor ivcfry rgVy jfxgy. aYNvyN grIb mfr krky kI lYxYN? Auh aKfx suxI hY nF, dV vwt jLmfnf kwt Bly idn afAuxgy.

AuNj ieh lok BfvyN ikMny hI mfVy hoxgy, pr qYnUM kMm `qy lgf ky iehnF qyry `qy aihsfn qF kIqf hI hY nf. bMdy nUM kdy vI aihsfn-PLrfmosL nhIN hoxf  cfhIdf.

rotI Kfx lwgy qF klfsLo surjIq nUM Qwly swd ilafeI. pr Auh kihMdI myrf qF kuJ vI Kfx nUM jIa nhIN mMndf. mYN ikhf,

jy KfvyN pIvyNgI nf, qF sLrIr `c qfkq nhIN rihxI. lY aYDr zfeIinMg rUm `c hI af jf. nfly awj qF ipMzoN afpxf BqIjf afieaf ivaf hY, iehdI syvf dy bhfny sLfied sfnUM vI dfrU dI Guwt.

kihx lwgI QonUM qF koeI bhfnf cfhIdY kOVf Guwt Brn df. BfvyN zfktr ny sLUgr dy kfrn mnFH kIqf hoieaf hY . boql mUhry DrI bYTy EN qF qusIN htxf QoVI hY. mYnUM qF KMG nhIN sfh lYx idMdI.

lY qUM jUs dy awDy kwp `c do cmcy brFzI dy lY ky vyK, jLrUr PLfiedf krygI. nfly qyrI BuwK cyq jfeygI.

          Ausdy kihx `qy klfsLo AuhnUM PLYimlI-rUm ivc hI glfsI PVf afeI. awDy pOxy GMty ivc jdoN asIN rotI qoN PLfrg hoey qF vyiKaf, surjIq isrhfxy `qy isr rwK ky itkI peI sI. mYN Aus nUM jgfAuxf munfisb nf smiJaf. ikMnf icr hI Auhdy by-rOxk ichry vwl qwk ky socdf irhf. vyKo, ieh vI iek mF hY, ijhVI afpxy kuwK dy jfieaF dI syvf siqkfr nUM qrsdI dunIaf qoN clI jfvygI. asIN sfry Auhdy bfhrly duwKF df anumfn qF lf skdy hF pr aMdrlI pIV qF ieh ivcfrI kwlI hI jr rhI hY. qy mYN iswlIHaF awKF nfl EQy hI Auhdy `qy sLfl pf idwqI.

          cl awj df idn vI afKr ikvyN nf ikvyN lMG hI igaf. eysy qrF sfzy bfkI bcdy idn vI iek iek krky pUry ho jfxy aYN. mYN ijLMdgI dy qwQ anuBv krdy ny kuJ gMBIr ho ky, klfsLo nUM iksy kvI df iek isLar suxfieaf. hux qF bws vYK lY,

   suBf hoqI hY, sLfm hoqI hY,

   ijLMdgI XUMhI qmfm hoqI hY.

 

          eys qrF Audfs hox dI ikhVI gwl hY vIr jI? bImfrIaF sLumfrIaF qF bMdy `qy afAuNdIaF hI ny. vfihgurU kry, quhfzy dohF df hwQ sfzy isr `qy hmysLf hI bixaf rhy.

mYN mihsUs kIqf, kYlfsL kOr dunIafdfrI dIaF gwlF krky myrf idl rwKx dI koisLsL kr rhI sI.


 

khfxI

muswrq

 

                                krnYl isMG igafnI - iPLlfzYlPLIaf

 

          eys nfl dy mkfn ivc sLfied iek pfiksqfnI PLYmlI rihMdI hY . mkfn vyKx afey iekbfl isMG cImf rIal-aYstyt eyjMt ny dwisaf, qy puwCx lwgI, quhfzI ikwzI vwzI PLYmlI hY ?

          bws mYN iekwlf hI hF .

          sLfdI nhIN kIqI ?

          kdI kIqI sI, inB nhIN swkI .

          myrI vI iehI khfxI hY . lfeIPL ivc keI vfrI eysy qrHF hI huMdf hY .

          gRih pRvysL dy agly hPLqy cfr julfeI df idn sI, amrIkf df afjLfdI idvs . ksby dy muwK rsiqaF qy kOmI JMzy lihrf rhy sn . sQfnk skUlF dy ividafrQIaF qy srkfrI adfiraF vwloN jlUs dI iqafrI ho rhI sI . iekbfl dI glI dy keI pirvfr, koloN lMGdI myn-roz qy jlUs df njLfrf lYx leI PLutpfQ qy iekwqr ho rhy sn . bYNz dI DunI sux ky Auh vI GroN bfhr inkl afieaf qy turdf turdf glI dy moV qy jf Kloqf .

          siq sRI akfl jI . ipCly pfisAuN aFidaF Aus dy pVosI ny jfx pihcfn leI pihl kIqI .

          siq sRI akfl . afeI aYm iekbfl cImf . Aus ny bVy adb nfl hwQ vDf ky ikhf .

          afeI aYm bsLIr cImf . dovyN hws pey .

          mY nhIN sI pqf eys goq vfly quhfzy vwl vI huMdy hn .

          jwtF dy keI goq sfzy ivc vI msLrkI pMjfb vFg ny . ieh qF sfzy ipCokV dI pCfx hY, mjLHbF krky QoVHf bdl jfxI sI . ho skdY sfzy dfdy-pVdfdy vI srdfrF ivcoN

hox . pqf nhIN ieh sFJ ikMnI purfxI hY .bfeI df vy, ieh myrI vfeIPL, muswrq .

          aslfmf lykm . iekbfl ny afdfb kIqf .

          Aus ny kyvl muskrf ky hI jvfb idwqf .

          quhfzy bwcy vI jlUs ivc sLfml ny awj ?

          nhIN, sLOkq ajy Cotf hY . hor do sflF [[[[. quhfzI PLYmlI ?

          bs quhfzy sfhmxy hfjLr hY . qy iqMny hws pey .

          mkfn sYt ho igaY ?

          kuJ icr lwgygf . mY kfhdI kfhlI ey .

          koeI cIjL dI jLrUrq pvy, asIN hfjLr hF .

          sLukrIaf . mY KusLI hY afpxy vqnIaF df pVos qF imilaf. Aus ny irvfjn ijhy ikhf .

          ieMzIaf ivc ipwCy afpxf ikhVf ipMz hY ?

          mYN pYdf qF jlMDr ivc hoieaf sI, pr keI sflF qoN zYzI ajmyr-sLrIPL sYtl ho cuwky ny . quhfzf ?

          mYN hsn-abdfl df rihx vflf hF .

          EhI ijwQy pMjf sfihb gurduafrf hY ?

          iblkul ! kdI ijLafrq leI gey ho ?

          aYnI iksmq ikwQy . quhf kdy ajmyr drgfh sLrIPL jfx df PLYjL hfsl hoieaf ?

          ajy qwk qF nhIN, albwqf mwky mdIny df hwj jLrUr kr afieaF hF .

          iksmq vfly ho . bygLm sfihbf vI ho afey ny ?

          ieh afp cly jfx QoVHY ? muswrq dI afvfjL ivc iek qfhnf ijhf sI . bsLIr iek iPLwkI ijhI muskrfht ichry qy lY afieaf . qy sfry jlUs vyKx ivc ruwJ gey .

          kuJ mhIny bfad iek sLfm bsLIr dy iqMny bwcy pMjfb dI lohVI dy iqAuhfr vFgUM hfloeIn dy mfsk pf ky Gro GrI imTfeIaF KzOxy iekwqr krdy hoey iekbfl dy Gr af phuMcy . Aus ny bVy ipafr nfl AuhnF cfklyt qy kuJ nkdI dy ky ivdf kIqf . AuhnF dI mF pry zrfeIv-vy ivc KloqI AuhnF df ieMqjLfr kr rhI sI . iekbfl ny aMdr ienvfeIt krnf cfihaf pr Auh jldI ivc bwicaF nfl lY ky clI geI .

          keI vfrI jdoN Auh afpxf svYWt-sUt pfeI sYr krky afAuNdf qF muswrq iKVkI df prdf cuwk ky Aus vwl qwkdI rihMdI . kdI kdI brsfq kfrn Auh Gr dy ipCly porc ivc Klo ky aYksrsfeIjL krn lwg pYNdf . Aus lgdf ijvyN koeI ikMnf ikMnf icr plfsitk dy imMnI-blfeINzjL ipwCy Kloqf Aus vwl vyNhdf rihMdf hovy .

          iekbfl dI mMmI jdoN ieMzIaf qoN iqMn mhIinaF leI afeI qF dohF pirvfrF df afps ivc afxf jfxf sLurU ho igaf . jdoN Auh dPLqr igaf huMdf qF muswrq sfrf sfrf idn Aus dy Gr hI vVI rihMdI . hr vyly aFtI jI, aFtI jI krdI df mUMh nf Qkdf . aFtI koloN Aus ny ikcn dy ikMny hI gux iswK ley . dhIN jmfxf, GIey dy koPLqy, gfjr-pfk, rs-mlfeI qy ikMnIaF hor cIjLF .

          iekbfl lwgf ik Aus df inrf sLwk hI nhIN, muswrq swcmuc hI Aus ivc rucI lYx lwg peI sI . Aus ny Aus ikMnI vfrI corI corI nIJ lf ky qwkidaF mihsUs kIqf .

          aFtI jI ! qusIN iekbfl horF dI dUsrI sLfdI ikAuN nhIN kr dyNdy ? iek idn muswrq ny iekbfl suxf ky ikhf .

          koeI afpxy vrgI hsIn kuVI dI dws pfvyN qF Auh vI kr idaF . aFtI ny gMBIr ho ky huMgfrf Biraf .

          iehnF vrgI hsIn qF bws eyho hI ho skdI hY . iekbfl ny pRsMsf kIqI . muswrq ny afpxI qfrIPL df suafd lYNidaF Aus vwl lfj BrIaF awKF nfl qwikaf qy muskrf peI .

          hux qwk Auh bfhr inklx lwigaF, burky dI sLkl df cogf pf lYNdI qy isr pUrI qrHF rumfl nfl Zk lYNdI . iekbfl icrF ipwCoN, afpxI mMmI dy afx qy, pihlI vfr Aus dI KLUbsUrqI df aMdfjLf hoieaf . AusdIaF ksLmIrnF vrgIaF surK glHF . zulHdf zulHdf bypnfh jobn . gUVHIaF kflIaF GxIaF GxIaF BvF, AusdIaF topIdfr awKF hor vI idlksL bxFdIaF . qy jdoN Auh aD-mIcIaF awKF ivcoN hsdI qF bs jfn hI kwZ lYNdI .

          Aus bsLIr qy rsLk af irhf sI . ikMnf KusL iksmq hY ieh afdmI . bYTf bYTf kdy AuhnF dohF bfry socdf qF Aus jLmIn asmfn df PLrk mihsUs huMdf. muswrq kpVy pfx df slIkf sI . hmysLF zrfeI klIn kIqf sUt pFdI . Aus dy vsqr sfry sLoKL rMgF dy sn, ijnHF ivcoN Aus df hsUM hsUM krdf ichrf inwKr inwKr pYNdf . gwl bfq krn dI njLfkq . tor ivc kudrqI cMclqf . iqMn bwicaF dI mF qF Auh lgdI hI nhIN sI . Gr ivc sfrf idn mihMdI hsn qy jgjIq-icwqRf df imMnHF imMnHF sMgIq vjdf rihMdf . ies qoN ielfvf Auh afp vI cMgy cMgy lyKkF dy sLyar aFtI jI suxFdI rihMdI .

          Aus dy ivprIq bsLIr bs qsvIr df iblkul dUjf pfsf sI . nf Aus koeI sMgIq jF iltrycr df sLok, nf hI kpVf lwqf pfx df cfa . ieko gwl afAuNdI sI Aus , pYsf kmfxf . Gr afAuNdf qF vI tYlIPLon qy ibjLnYs bfry lwgf rihMdf .

          muswrq ijMnI imlxsfr, bsLIr Enf hI mqlb-pRsq . bs Kfx pIx df sLukIn jLrUr sI . Kf Kf ky Aus dI gogV eynI vDI hoeI sI ik iblkul byzOl lgdf sI . kol Kloqy jxf-jnfnI iek dUjy dy jLrf vI anukUl nhIN sn lgdy .

          bsLIr dI Kfs kmjLorI sI qMdUrI ickn qy sLrfb . mMmI dy huMidaF iekbfl ny vI keI vfrI AuhnF dI dfvq kIqI. qlI mwCI qy muPLq dI skfc vyK ky qF Auh pfgl hI ho jFdf sI .

          qUM kYsf muslmfn hYN Xfr, sLrfbI kbfbI ? iekbfl ny iek idn hws ky ikhf .

          jYsf qUM iswK hYN . Blf dfhVI tirm krn df lfeIsYNs qY iks ny dy idwqf beI ? qy sfry hws pey .

          iekbfl jI ! jLrf zirMk ihsfb nfl hI pfxf . iek idn muswrq ny iznr kridaF suJfv idwqf .

          mYN zirMk srv krn lwigaF kdy hwQ nhIN iKwicaf. Ausny afpxI diraf idlI jLfhr kIqI .

          jdoN bsLIr ivwqoN vD pI lYNdY qF myrI sLfmq af jFdI hY .

          kI gwl, lVfeI krn lwg jFdY ? aFtI jI ny hOlI ijhI puwiCaf .

          lVfeI qF nhIN, aYNvyN [hor bQyrf prysLfn krdY[. qy sLrm BrI muskrfht nfl AusdIaF glHF hor vI lfl ho geIaF .

          iek vfr iekbfl dI BYx sqvMq isLkfgo qoN mMmI imlx afeI . muswrq ny qF Aus hwQF qy cuwk ilaf . ieko hfx dIaF hox krky dohF ivckfr bVf gUVH ho igaf . hr dUsry idn iekbfl sLfipMg iljfx leI iqafr kr lYNdIaF . iekbfl pihlI vfr aihsfs hoieaf ik Auh ijMnI sohxI sI, Aus qoN vD ijLMdf idl vI sI .

          iek idn ikcn ivc bYTIaF dovyN shylIaF gwlF kr rhIaF sn .

          qY bsLIr qy nfjL hoxf cfhIdf hY, eynI kmfeI kr ky ilaFdY .

          aVIey qUM myrI duKdI rg nf CyV .

          kI gwl ?

          inrf pYsf hI qF ijLMdgI ivc sB kuJ nhIN huMdf? aOrq afdmI df sfQ cfhIdY, Brosf cfhIdY, vkq cfhIdY . eyho myrI iksmq ivc nhIN . kdy socdI hF qyry Brf vrgf sohxf idldfr koeI myrI ijLMdgI ivc huMdf[[[[ . jdoN dI qyrI mMmI afeI ey, mY Aus nyiVAuN vyKx df mOkf imilaf hY .

          pr qUM Aus kdI jLfhr vI hox idwqf ik nhIN ?

          hOslf nhIN pYNdf . sLfied iekbfl socy ik iewk bwicaF vflI aOrq[[[[ . sqvMq ! kI ipafr krnf koeI gunfh hY ?

          eynI sIrIas hYN qF Aus ds ikAuN nhIN dyNdI ? nf khyNgI qF Aus pqf ikvyN lwgygf ?

          ijnhoN kf iesLk sfdk hY, voh kb PLirafd krqy hYN .

            lboN py mohry KLfmosLI, idloN myN Xfd krqy hYN.

          Eho. nI qY qF swcmuc df iesLk ho igaY . Xk qrPLf iesLk . sqvMq ny hws ky afiKaf .

          AuhnF pqf vI nhIN lwgf, iekbfl ny zfeIinMg rUm ivc bYiTaF sfrI gwl sux leI sI .

          iekbfl dI mMmI qoN Kfxf bnfx dy guxF dy ielfvf, muswrq ny iek hor gwl vI gRihx kr

leI sI. AuhnF ivc iek eynF ipafrf gux sI ik jdoN vI koeI gwl jF cIjL AuhnF zfZI cMgI lgdI qF afp muhfry mUMh ivcoN hfey mYN mr jfvF dy ipafr drsFdy sLbd PLuwlF vFg adf ho jFdy . muswrq ny AuhnF qoN ieh qkIaf-klfm vI iswK ilaf .

          jdoN Aus dI mMmI ieMzIaf vfps clI geI qF iek snIcr vfr iekbfl iksy dy nfl iznr qy jfx leI afpxf kflf sUt, mrUn pwg qy kflI bo-tfeI pihn ky bfhr inwkilaf . ikDry myl-mYn bsLIr horF dI zfk glqI nfl Aus dy Gr suwt igaf sI . hwQ ivc zfk PVI Aus ny bsLIr df bUhf jf KVkfieaf . muswrq ny drvfjLf KoilLHaf qy vyNhidaF sfr hI bol AuTI .

          hfey mYN mr jfvF ! awj ieh ibjlI iks AuWpr izwgygI ?

          Auh hws ipaf qy zfk PVf ky jldI jldI clf igaf . muswrq Aus Aus dI kfr ivc bYTx qwk sDrfeIaf awKF nfl qkdI rhI, qy hlkf ijhf hwQ ihlf ky bUhf ByV idwqf . Auh sfry rsqy AusdIaF sLoK awKF bfry socdf irhf .

          iek idn muswrq ny iekbfl dy dPLqr kfl kIqf .

          quhf myry dPLqr df nMbr ikwQoN lLwB igaf ?

          ZUMzny vfly ikafmq kI njLr rKqy hYN . qy dovyN hws pey .

          ibjLI qF nhIN ? Auh Pyr bolI .

          quhfzy vfsqy iblkul nhIN .

          mYN eys krky kfl kIqY ik awj sLfm iznr sfzy vwl Kfxf .

          awgy vI quhfzf hI KfeIdY hjLUr .

          nhIN, swcINN ! awj myry iemiqafjL BfeI jfn af rhy ny, qy bsLIr vI bfhr igaY .

          iemiqafjL qF zirMk vI nhIN pINdf, Pyr iznr df kI svfd afeygf ?

          qumhyN aYsI iplf dyNgy qum afE qo shI . hosL kf nfm Bulf dyNgy qum afE qo shI .

          vfh, vfh ! kmfl df sLyar hY .

          sLyar dI dfd df svfd qF qd afAuNdY jy ies df jvfb vI sLyar ivc imly .

          qF iPr lgy hwQ Auh vI sux lvo .

          iersLfd !

          nfrfjL nf ho jfxf .

          qusIN sLyar qF kho[ . Auh iek aMdfjL ivc bolI.

 

          jfmy-lb sy agr ipafs nf buJI sfkI.

 ikaf iejfjLq hogI ik surfhIEN sy pI lyN bfkI ?

 

          Auh bVI hwsI .

          hwsx df kI kMm ? Auh hYrfn ho ky boilaf .

          qusIN zbl-mIinMg vfly sLyar kdoN qoN kihx lwg pey, junfb?

          zbl mIinMg ? kI mqlb ? ieh gLYr-sLfiesqf qF nhIN .

          nhIN aYsI qF koeI gwl nhIN, pr[[[[ . quhf ihMt idaF ? ies sLyar ivc jy surfhI df lPLjL vrqdy , ijhVf isMgUlr hY, qF ieh bVf sMjIdf sLyar hY, pr surfhIEN kihx nfl ieh nOn-vYjItyrIan bx jFdY .

          E-mfeI-gfz ! mY eynIaF brIkIaF nhIN aFdIaF gLfilb sfihbf !

          vYsy bVf ctptf sLyar hY . awCf iPr sLfmIN Buwl nf jfxf .

          Auh afpxy sLyar gun-gunf ky afp hI ikMnf icr svfd lYNdf irhf .

          ijvyN ijvyN muswrq bfry iekbfl dy idl ivc QF bxdI geI, iqvyN iqvyN bsLIr bfry Aus iGrxf hoxI sLurU ho geI . Kfs krky Aus df mqlb-pRsq rvweIaf Aus jLrf cMgf nhIN sI lgdf . Auh hr dUjy-qIjy idn iekbfl jI, iekbfl jI krdf af bUhf KVkFdf . iekbfl dI ivskI pI jFdf qy muPLq ivc kMm bfry knsltysLn lY jFdf . jdoN koeI ibjLnYs dI zIl krnI huMdI qF kimsLn iksy hor dy dyNdf .

          pqf nhIN iekbfl kI suwJI, iek idn Aus ny bsLIr sfPL sfPL kih idwqf, Xfr, mfeINz nf krIN, mYN aYm[ bI[ ey[ krn qy keI vrHy lfey ny qy Zyr sfrf Krcf kIqf hY, myry kol

PLrI-knsltysLn dyx leI PLursq nhIN .

          Aus idn qoN dohF ivckfr aYsf iKcf pYdf hoieaf ik bsLIr ny duaf-slfm hI bMd kr idwqI. ies krky bwicaF df afxf jfxf bMd ho igaf aqy muswrq vI iek qrHF dI pfbMdI lwg geI . cfhux qy vI bsLIr dI hfjLrI ivc Auh mUMh dUjy pfsy krn qy mjLbUr ho jFdI .

          eys byruKI dI hflq ivc do ku sflF dy aMdr dohF GrF ivc sFJ ijvyN KLqm hI ho geI . kdy kdy Auh afpxy by-aYlfny iesLk df mrsIaf pVHx dI cysLtf ivc iksy dy ilKy ieh sLbd duhrfky apxf idl msos lYNdf .

voh hm sy cup hYN, hm Aun sy cup hYN .

mnfny vfly mnf rhy hYN .

          iek idn svyry svyry, iekbfl ajy sLfvr lYx cwilaf hI sI, ik PLon dI GMtI vwjI . mwQy qy iqAUVI pfeI Auh bYzrUm vwl igaf . Aus qVksfr kfl krn vfilaF qy bVI iKwJ aFdI sI .

          hYlo !

          sOrI iekbfl jI, jgf qF nhIN idwqf? mudwqF bfad awj muswrq dI afvfjL suxfeI idwqI .

          nhIN, sLfvr lYx lwgf sF, dwso? Auh hYrfnI ivc boilaf.

          kI qusIN CyqI qoN CyqI eyDr af skdy ho? iet iejL lfeIk aYn aYmrjYNsI .

          suwK qF hY ?

          afEgy qF dwsFgI, bVI sIrIas gwl hY . huxy plIjL . Auh GbrfeI hoeI lwg rhI sI .

          awCf, mYN huxy afieaf . qy Auh zrYisMg-gfAUn ivc hI Gr dy ipCvfVy dy lfn ivcoN lMG ky muswrq horF dy ipCly bUhy vwl clf igaf . drvfjLf KulHf hI sI . bsLIr ilivMg-rUm dy soPLy qy bYTf sI . Auh nf qF AuWiTaf qy nf hI Aus ny koeI irvfjn svfgq dy do sLbd boly . iqMny bwcy sihmy-sihmy pOVIaF qy bYTy ibtr-ibtr qwk rhy sn .

          iekbfl jI, qusIN dwso mYN kI krF ? muswrq afpxy sLOhr vwl iesLfrf krdI bolI, ieh quhfzf dosq iek aOrq ivafh ky lY afieaf hY .

          hYN ? iekbfl dy mUMhoN hYrfnI ivc inkilaf .

          puwC lvo eys , sfhmxy bYTY.

          kI gwl hY bsLIr sfihb ? Aus puwCxf ipaf .

          bsLIr kuJ nf boilaf .

          ieh kI bolygf ?

          ieh kdoN hoieaf ? Aus ny muswrq puwiCaf .

          afh jdoN hFgkFg dy tirwp qy igaf sI, sYr dy bhfny . kuJ hPLqy iPLlypIn rih ky ieh gwul iKVf afieaf hY .

          quhf ikvyN pqf lwgf ?

          iekbfl jI ! kdy iesLk qy musLk vI guwJy rihMdy ny ? ies ny EQy corI corI msijd ivc inkfh kIqf qy koeI cfr sO vIh krky Aus nfl lY afieaf . aj kl Aus nUM jYksn-strIt dy apfrtmYNt ivc rwiKaf hoieaf hY . lokF ny ies sLryafm gulsLwry AuzFidaF vyiKaf hY . Aus kfrF ivc GumFdY qy sLfipMg krFdY .

          iekbfl ! mYN qY kI dwsF ? hux bsLIr dy bolx dI vfrI sI . eys aOrq ny myrI ijLMdgI qlKL kIqI hoeI ey . jdoN dI ieh ipwCy rfvlipMzI qoN afeI ey, ies dy qOr qrIky hI bdl gey ny .

          jyhVy qOr qrIky qUM ieKLiqafr kIqy ny nf, koeI vI iejLqdfr aOrq nhIN brdfsLq kr

skdI . vwzf amrIkx bixaF iPrdYN .

          cuwp kr bdjLfqy . Auh muswrq Gurk ky ipaf .

          beI qusF mY bulfieaf hY qF jLrf qhwml nfl gwl kro . mY gwl dI qih qwk qF phuMcx idE qF ik mYN koeI mdd kr skF . iekbfl ny dohF sMboDn kridaF ikhf .

          mY kih lYx idE . bsLIr ny Pyr gwl sLurU kIqI, jdoN dI ieh eyQy afeI ey, iqMnF BrfvF nfl iml ky eys ny myrf nwk `c dm kIqf hoieaf hY . ieh sfry sfly mY cUMzx qy quly hoey ny . mYN imhnq nfl PLfrmysI ivc pYsf kmfieaf, ieh sflI AuhnF nfl rl ky sfrI kmfeI pfiksqfn ByjI jFdI hY . nf kdy cwj nfl irwDI-pwkI rotI juVdI hY . Cy mhIny qoN eys ny bYzrUm vI vwKrf kr ilaf hY . kI mYN iekwlf dIvfrF df mUMh vyKF ?

          qyrf lMgVy df qy mYN hux kdy vI mUMh nhIN vyKxf . Auh sLyrnI vFg grj rhI sI . ijvyN Auh pihly vflI muswrq nf rih geI hovy .

          vyK lvo! awj eys myrIaF ijsmfnI kmjLorIaF njLr afx lg peIaF ny . iekbfl, mYN ieh byiejLqI nhIN shfr skdf . mjLHbI qOr qy mYN cfr sLfdIaF kr skdf hF .

          clf jfh Esy kmjLfq koly . hux qUM Esy dIaF pwkIaF KfeIN . mYN huxy hI pulIs bulf ky qyrf Psqf vZdI hF . qy Auh PLon vwl vDI .

          muswrq ! stfp-iet . qusIN lok koeI jld bfjLI nf kro . eys qrHF Gr nysqo-nfbUd ho jFdy ny . iekbfl ny Aus df hwQ rokidaF ikhf .

          qy hux kI ksr rih geI hY ?

          dr-asl Xfr mYN Es aOrq ibjLnYs-kfntrYkt qy ilafieaf hF . eys byPLkUPL mYN ikvyN smJfvF ? PLfrmysI dy kMm vfsqy Gwt qoN Gwt Aujrq dy ky pYsf bnfx df myrf plfn sI . bsLIr ny sPLfeI pysL kIqI .

          qyry lwCx mYN ikMny icrF qoN vyK ky jrdI rhI hF . mY eys qrHF dy kMjrKfny df pYsf nhIN cfhIdf . mYN KMnI Kf ky gujLfrf kr lvFgI . pr jF Auh aOrq qyrI ijLMdgI `coN jfeygI jF qUM eys GroN inklyNgf .

          Gr mYN bxfieaf hY, qUM kOx huMdI hYN mY kwZx vflI ?

          bsLIr ! qUM gLlqI qy hYN . iekbfl boilaf, eys mulk ivc srkfr bwicaF vflI aOrq KfvMd qy qrjIh idMdI hY . qUM muswrq bydKLl nhIN kr skyNgf .

          Xfr, qUM vI Esy df pWK pUrnf sLurU kr idwqf .

          mYN qF quhfzy dohF dy ihq ivc hF, bsLIr. quhfzy bwicaF dy iPLAUcr bfry soc irhf hF dosq. iehnF dy sihmy ichiraF vwl vyKdf hF . iehnF dy idl qy kI gujLrdI hovygI ? ieh iks dI qrPLdfrI krnf cfhuxgy ?

          iekbfl sfihb ! awT sfl ho gey ny, mYN iehnF dy kMjr kbIly ivc jdoN dI ivafhI afeI hF, EdoN dI pCqFdI hF .

          qF inkfh krfx leI rfjLI ikEN hoeI sI ? koeI imMnqF qF nhIN sI krdf ?

          Eey jfh pryH . quhfzy lfxy ny qrly kr kr ky myry awbU dIaF dihlIjLF Gsf CwzIaF sn . mF myrI qF duhfjU irsLqf dyx ivc rfjLI hI nhIN sI . qyrI pihlI rMn dy puwqr dy poqVy DoNidaF myry poty vI Gws gey .

          vyKo beI, qfhinaF-imhixaF nfl Gr nhIN vsdy huMdy . bsLIr Xfr, eys mfmly hwdoN vDx qoN rokxf pvygf, nhIN qF Gr Krfb ho jfvygf qy qUM vI Kwjl hovyNgf .

          qusIN swc df inaF krn afey ho qF myrI vI suxo . eys kI pqf sI ik mYN ivafh krfx igaf sF . mYN vYkysLn qy igaf qy eys ny BrfvF nfl rl ky myry mgroN myry bYNk dy lfkr ivc rwiKaf sfrf pYsf, jyvr qy sony dIaF iewtF kZf ky gLfieb kr idwqIaF ny . mY kwKoN hOlf kr Cwizaf hY .

          muswrq ! kI ieh swc hY ? iekbfl ny sIrIas ho ky puwiCaf . pr ijvyN Auh jvfbI hmly leI iqafr hI bYTI sI .

          Eey sLukr kr, mYN qY bcf idwqY . nhIN qF ijvyN aYPL[ bI[ afeI[ df Cfpf ipaf sI, qUM hux rMn dI kuwCV dI QF jyhl ivc hoxf sI,  qy gLYr-kfnUMnI zrwgjL vycx dI qyrI kmfeI, sfrI dI sfrI clI jfxI sI .

          iekbfl kursI qy bYTf bYTf kMb igaf . AuhnF df JgVf inptfx dI QF Aus iksy hor hI iKafl ny Gyr ilaf .

          qusIN dovyN TMZy idmfgL nfl soco . qoV-ivCoVf eys muafmly df hwl nhIN hoxf .

          eynI gwl kih ky Auh prq afieaf, qy afpxy ilivMg-rUm ivc bYTf ikMnf icr hI socdf

 irhf . hux Aus smJ afeI ik bsLIr dI gLYr-hfjLrI ivc muswrq Aus dy nfl Pyr ikEN KulH lYx lwg peI sI .

          Aus Xfd af irhf sI ik ikvyN eId vfly idn muswrq ny syvIaF df kOl qy keI hor pkvfn, tRy ivc sjf ky afpxy mqrey puwqr sLOkq dy hwQ Byjy sn . Pyr jdoN iek idn Aus dI qbIaq Krfb sI qF Auh Aus dy Gr Aucycf bImfr-pursI leI afeI . tYNprycr lYx leI afpxy GroN QrmfmItr ilafeI qy Aus dy mwQy qy bfm mlI . bfhr aMdr aFdy jFdy isr Zk ky jfx vflI muswrq, cuMnI ley ibnf hI Aus dI nbjL PV ky plMG dI bfhI qy bYTI rhI sI .

          Pyr iek idn kihx lwgI, iekbfl jI,  myrI gwzI Krfb hY. qusIN myry nfl bYNk qwk cl skogy ?

          iekbfl dI kfr ivc Aus dy nfl bYTI muswrq ny Aus idn lo-kwt gly vfly pystl-sLyz dy islk sUt burky nfl vI nf Zwikaf . zfrk glfisjL, ilpsitk, nyl-pfilsL, pUry tOhr nfl Auh KulHIaF zulHIaF gwlF vI krdI rhI .

          eys pgVI df rMg quhfzI tfeI nfl bhuq sUt krdY .

          QYNks. aj klH qusIN ikhVI pRiPLAUm vrqdy ho? Ausny vI vfrI df vwtf lfhux dI kIqI .

          sLflImfr . iet iejL PLrYNc, afeI lv iet . quhf cMgI lwgI ? qy Aus ny cUVIaF BrI muawqr vIxI iekbfl dy mUMh kol kr idwqI . ikMny icr ipwCoN dohF df iekwlf sfQ . iekbfl df jI kIqf iek hsIn gusqfKLI kr lvy . pr iPr kuJ soc ky AusdIaF awKF ivc iek BfvpUrq qwkxI nfl Jfkdf hoieaf muskrFdf irhf .

          bYNk jf ky muswrq ny klrk kol bYT ky iek PLfrm Biraf aqy afpxy nfm df iek nvF lfkr lY ilaf . Pyr prs ivcoN iek cfbI kwZ ky ieklvMjy tybl vwl lY geI qy Aus ivcoN ikMny sfry golz-bfrjL, jyvr aqy notF dIaF QhIaF kwZ ky nvyN lfkr dy drfjL ivc rwK idwqy . sfrI AuQl-puQl ipwCoN klrk ny qfly lgfx ivc Aus dI shfieqf kIqI qy Auh Aus QYNk-XU qy bfey-bfey krdI bfhr af geI .

          iekbfl ny ieh sfrf kuJ vyiKaf sI pr Aus EdoN jLrf vI smJ nhIN sI afieaf . nf hI Aus ny vfps aFidaF sfry rsqy kuJ puwiCaf .

          hux bsLIr dy dUsLx lgfx qy iekbfl muswrq dI Es idn vflI sfrI kfr-gujLfrI smJ af geI . Aus ny rwb df sLukr kIqf ik muswrq dy rMgIn pRBfv Qwly Auhny iksy qrHF vI afpxy afp nhIN AulJx idwqf .

          kI bsLIr scmuc aYXfsL hY jF shuiraF dI iksy sfijsL df isLkfr ? Ausdy kuJ pwly nhIN sI pY irhf . pr ieh gwl Aus dy Gr kr rhI sI ik ieh dovyN qIvIN-KLsm inry qoqf-csLm ny . AuhnF dI dosqI dy idnF ivc bsLIr aksr slfm-duaf EdoN hI krdf jdoN Auhdf koeI gON huMdf sI . muswrq vI EdoN qwk pycy pFdI rhI ijMnF icr lfkr df mfl awgy ipwCy nhIN kr ilaf . sLfied Auh BrfvF vI eys gwl ivc sLrIk nhIN sI krnf cfhuMdI . kI kfrn ? kI pqf ? qy kMm kwZx qoN bfad nf koeI Aus df kfl afieaf, nf koeI pkvfn dI tRy muV ky afeI .

          agly hPLqy iekbfl afiPLs qoN afieaf qF vyiKaf pulIs dIaF do kfrF bsLIr dy Gr awgy KloqIaF sn . Auh kuJ soc hI irhf sI ik do aPLsr Aus dy GroN inkly . ipwCy ipwCy bsLIr sI, sfdy jhy kwpiVaF ivc, rMg AuWizaf hoieaf . iekbfl smJ igaf ik muswrq ny GrogI JgVy vDf cVHf ky bsLIr AuWpr zomYsitk-aYibAUjL df afrop lgf idwqf hoxf hY, qy ivcfrf bsLIr awj iqMnI kwpVIN pulIs kfr ivc GroN inkl ky jf irhf hY . bsLIr ny iekbfl vwl iek by-pCfx jhI njLr mfrI qy clf igaf . bwcy iKVkIaF ivcoN jFdy awbU vwl KflI KflI njLrF nfl qwk rhy sn .

          Es sLfm iekbfl ikMnI rfq gey qwk koeI qhrIr ivc ruwiJaf irhf . rfqIN do vjy PLon dI GMtI vwjI .

          hYlo !

          iekbfl jI ! muswrq PLon qy sI .

          qusIN ajy suwqy nhIN? Aus ny klfk vwl vyK ky puwiCaf .

          ijs dy krm hI sON gey hox Aus kI nINd afAuxI eyN ?

          Auh kuJ nf boilaf .

          iekbfl ! Auh issk rhI sI . ijvyN koeI sPLfeI pysL krnf cfhuMdI hovy . ijvyN iek vihx ivc ruVHdI Aus df hwQ PVx leI byqfb hovy .

          acfnk iekwlI muswrq, byshfrf, iekbfl soc irhf sI, iekwl vI ikMnf asih rog hY, ijs dI pIVf sfhmxy blvfn ivakqI vI bybs ho jFdy hn . awj Pyr muswrq myrI loV mihsUs hox lwg peI hY . pr Auh ikEN nhIN smJdI ik ies nf hox vfly irsLqy ivc ikMnIaF musLklF ny, ikMnIaF hwdF ny . Drm dIaF, qihjLIb dIaF, aOlfd dIaF aqy sLfdI-sLudf hox dIaF hwdF . asIN kol rih ky vI ikMny durfzy hF[[[[. 

 

 

 


 

 

khfxI                                            rysLmf

 

                                      krnYl isMG igafnI- iPLlfzYlPLIaf

 

 

          byby, byby mYnUM vI mKml dI juwqI lY ky dyh.  iewk idn jsvMq svyry svyry hI apxI mF dy mgr pY igaf.

          kIhdy pfeI vyK lI qUM? AuhdI mF ny hwsidaF puwiCaf. Auh duwD irVk rhI sI.

          Auh nCwqr hY nf kfrIgrF df muMzf. nfly  gl ivc sony dI jMjIrI vI. byby mYN vI[.

          Auh qF qYQoN ikMnF vwzf hY. nfly qYnUM ajy jwuqI sFBx dI jfc nhI afAuNdI. Eh Kwl DOVI dy nvyN mOjy qUM cONh idnF ivc iTwby kr ley sI.

          mYQoN nI Auh pfey jFdy. pYrF nUM vwZdy aY. mYnUM qF bws Ehdy vrgI nfHbI mKml dI iqwly vflI, nokF vflI[. Auh lfz nfl mF dy GnyVy ciVHaf bolI jf irhf sI.

          awCf, awCf hux Qwly AuWqr. aYqkIN jdoN idwqU mfmf afeygf, qF AuhnUM mycf dy dyeIN.

          jsvMq bfgo bfg. nON sflF dI CotI jhI Aumr dy bwcy leI eynI ku inwkI jhI KusLI vI kfPI vwzI sI.

          idwqU df aslI nF awlf idwqf sI. Auh jsvMq dy nfnikaF qoN mocIaF df muMzf sI. jsvMq dy nfny horF dy bfhrly Gr nfl AuhnF dI kMD sFJI sI. Aus df awbf eIdU sLfh sfry ipMz dIaF juwqIaF isENdf sI. cMgf kfrIgr hox krky nfl dy ipMzF dy lok vI Auhdy kol afAuNdy.

jsvMq dI mF, nMd kOr idwqU qoN dws ku sfl vwzI sI. Auh Aus nUM afpf kih ky bulFdf sI. dohF GrF df eynf moh sI, ik eIdU sLfh ny sfry Gr dIaF jwuqIaF sIxIaF, pr kdy pYsy nhI sI mMgy. nfnf jI

ny vI kdy eIdU sLfh nfl dfxy Pwky df Prk nI sI rwiKaf.

eIdU sLfh nhI sI cfhuMdy ik awlf idwqf apxf jwdI kMm apxfvy. so jdoN Auh Cy sflF df hoieaf qF AuhnF ny apxy dosq, ptvfrI sMqrfm horF nfl slfh krky AusnUM Kflsf skUl ivwc pVHny pf idwqf. qy ds jmfqF pfs hox mgroNy, jsvMq dy nfnf jI dI isPLfirsL nfl AuhnUM puils ivc nOkr krvf idwqf.

          idqU puwqrf! iewk gwl cyqy rwKIN. kdy iksy qoN irsLvq nf lvIN, ieh bVf gunfh huMdY. eIdU sLfh ny BrqI hox vyly AusnUM nsIhq idwqI sI.

srkfrI mulfjLmq kridaF AusnUM awT sfl ho gey sn. pr Ausny kdy vwZI nhI sI leI. Ausdy nfl dyy iqMn iqMn PLIqIaF lfeI iPrdy sn. pr ivcfrf idwqU ispfhI df ispfhI hI irhf. Tfxy lfgy hI Aus ny apxy iek dosq nfl rl ky iewk kmrf lY rwiKaf sI. ivcfry kdy dovyN, rmjLfn dy qMdUr qoN rotI Kf lYNdy. kdy afp hI aMgITI qy rVIH sVI syk ky zMg tpf lYNdy.

iek do vfrIN AuhdI mF AuhnUM imlx afeI. AusqoN AuhdI aOiKafeI vyK ky JwlLI nf geI. AuhnF Esy sfl hI apxI BfxjI brkqy df sfk lY ilaf.

Eh kuVI Gr sFBx ivc aYsI sicafrI inwklI. Ausny afAuNdy sfr hI vwKrf kmrf lY ky sLIsLy vFg cmkf idwqf. sfrIaF cIjLF krIny isr sjIaF hoeIaF. idwqU dI qF dunIaf hI bdl geI. Gr dI rotI Kf ky idnF ivc hI Aus dI sLkl inwkl afeI. rojL iesqrI kIqI vrdI pf ky Auh izAUtI qy jFdf. dUjy qIjy hPLqy dovyN isnmf vyKx cly jFdy.

brkqy dy sfQ krky Auh kuJ dunIaf dfrI vI iswK igaf. aPLsr vI Aus nfl KusL. gwl kI sfl dy aMdr aMdr hI Aus dI pulIs tryinMg skUl PLlOr jfx dI isPLfirsL ho geI. qy pfs hox qy Auh hOldfr awlf idwqf bx ky ksUr qfeInfq ho igaf.

Eh jdoN vI brkqy nfl ipMz jFdf qF afpxI mUMHh bolI BYx nMd kOr nUM imlx, mogy jLrUr jFdf. qy Gr dy iksy nf iksy jIa leI juwqI df mycf vI iljf ky awbf kol pucf idMdf. nMd kOr vI brkqy nUM apxI CotI BfbI smJdI, qy vfr iqhfr, eId bkrId qy kuJ nf kuJ dy ky qordI.

 aYs vfrIN jdoN Auh afey qF jsvMq keI idnF qoN apxI juwqI df mycf dyx leI AuzIk irhf sI. nMd kOr nUM brkqy dy pYr BfrI lwgy. Aus vwl gOh nfl vyK ky Auh muskrfeI, qy Aus dy kMn kol jfky pwuCx lwgI.

ikMnvF mhInf jf irhf hY?

swqvF. brkqy ny sLrmfky jvfb idwqf.

hux qUM kuVI nUM AuhdI mF koly hI Cwz jfvIN. pihlf bwcf mF bfp dy Gr hI hovy qF dyK Bfl cMgI ho skdI hY. AuhnF idwqU nUM qfkId kIqI.

CwutI Kqm hox qy Auh brkqy nUM apxI KLflf kol bfGy purfxy Cwz igaf. pr ijvyN rwb nUM kuJ hor hI mnjLUr sI. prsUq vyly AuhnF dI purfxI qjrby-kfr jMqy dfeI zfZI bImfr pY geI. qy AuhnF nUM nfl dy ipMz dI iksy axjfx dfeI nUM bulfxf pY igaf, ijs koloN kuVI df jxypf nf sFiBaf jf sikaf. kihMdy sI ik brkqy dy aMdr jLihr cVH geI, ijs krky nf Auh bc skI qy nf hI bwcf.

jdoN idwqU nUM vhutI dI mOq dI qfr imlI, Aus nUM qF hwQF pYrF dI pY geI. Aus ny CwutI dI prvfh kIqy ibnf hI pihlI bs PVI qy sOhrIN afx viVaf. Auh ikMny idn jLfr jLfr roNdf irhf. kdy afKy mYN kfhnUM Aus nUM Qozy kol Byijaf. mYN qF Aus nUM  lfhOr lY jFdf. Auhdf jxypf imE-hspqfl ivwc krvFdf.

Eey qusIN kfhnUM pYsy df srPf kIqf. mQrfdfs hspqfl mogy hI lY jFdy. Eey mYN pwitaf igaf. hux mYN kI krnY ijAuNky. hfey nI iksmqy.

nMd kOr ivcfrI brkqy nUM Aus dy mfipaF kol Byjx df suJfv dy ky apxy afp nUM dosLI smJ rhI sI. pr jsvMq dy bfpU jI df kihxf sI.

nOd kury! qUM qF afpxy vwloN iewk nyk slfh hI idwqI sI. Es kuVI dI ilKI hI eynI sI. nhI qF brkqy dI mF ny qF AuhnUM PuwlF vFgUM rwiKaf sI.

awlf idwqf BfvyN hOldfr ho igaf sI. pr irsLvq qoN Auh hmysLf pry hI irhf. nf Auh apxy mfqihqF nUM lYx idMdf. hux BfvyN Gr ivwc mOq df vfikaf iksy dy vws dI gwl nhI sI. pr ibnF drKfsq idwiqaF nOkrI Cwz ky afAux kr ky Auhdf aPLsr Aus nfl KPLf sI. ies mOky df keI cfplUsF ny PLfiedf AuTf ky Auhdy aPLsr dy kMn Br idwqy. ivcfry AuWpr gYr-ijLmydfr hox dI qohmq lf ky Aus dI qrwkI mnsUK kr idwqI geI. qy Aus df mogf qihsIl dy Tfxy qbfdlf ho igaf.

idlfsf idMidaF, jsvMq dy bfpU jI ny AusnUM afpxI iewk bYTk ibnf ikrfey qoN rihx nUM dy idwqI. kdy kdfeIN BYx nMd kOr horIN jsvMq dy hwQ Aus leI rotI pros ky Byj dyNdyy. Kfx vyly idwqU jsvMq nUM vI nfl ibTf lYNdf. qy ies qrF mfmf Bfxjf iek dUsry dy hor nyVy ho gey. Gr ivwc do mwJF lvyrIaF sn. svyry nhfAux leI jdoN idwqU AuhnF dI KUhI qoN pfxI dI bfltI kwZ ky iljFdf qF nMd kOr gVvI duD dI vI AusnUM PVf idMdI.

brkqy nUM pUrI hoeI nUM do vryH ho gey. pr idwqU ajy vI Aus dy ivCoVy nUM Bulf nhI sI sikaf. Ausny corI corI sLrfb pIxI sLurU kr idwqI. qy kwlf bYTf bhfny bhfny iPws pYNdf.

qUM mYnUM kfhqoN Cwz ky clI geI brkqy. qyry ibnf qF mYN kwKF qoN vI hOlf hoieaf ipaYN.ieh ijExf hux kfhdf ijENxf aY?. qUM mYnUM afpxy kol ikEN nhI swd lYNdI? sOhrIey qYnUM judfeI dy swlF df kI pqf?

iek idn jsvMq dy bfpU jI ny idwqU nUM Tyky qoN sLrfb df aDIaf lYNdy nUM vyK ilaf. AuhnF Gr af kyy gwl kIqI. nMd kOr ny AuhdI mF qy sws nUM afpxy kol bulf ilaf. ikDry jvfn puwq nsLy ivwc koeI kfrf hI nf kr bYTy, AuhnF brkqy dI CotI BYx rysLmf bfry AuhnF nUM suJfv idwqf. rysLmf suwK nfl sqfrHvy sfl nUM awpV geI sI. qy sfry ipMz `c Auhdy husn qy jobn dy crcy ho rhy sn.

nvyN isry inkfh dy msLvry bfry pihlF qF idwqU ny hIl huwjq kIqI. pr jdoN jsvMq dI mF ny jLor pfieaf, qF Auh rfjLI ho igaf.

rysLmf qy ijMnf rUp sI, EnI mfsUm vI lgdI sI. Cmk vrgI mlUk. gwlFH qy pYNdy toey, subk jhI tor. surmeI rMg dI cMunI hyT Auhdf gorf gorf rMg inwKr inWKr pYNdf. AusdI lwk qoN vI lMmI gwuq dI prFdI kdy vI iewk QF nf itkdI. apxy guxF krky Ausny idnF `c hI mhwly dIaF kuVIaF ivc apxI srdfrI kfiem kr leI. idwqU sfrf sfrf idn AusdIaF muskfxF hI bocdf rihMdf. ivcfry nUM nOkrI nfloN AuhdI rfKI dI vDyry icMqf lwgI rihMdI. nvIN QF qy bdlI hoeI kfrn Aus df drjf nIvF ho igaf sI. ijs krky Aus nUM rfq dI izAUtI hI imlI. Auh nMd kOr afpf nUM rysLmf dI ingrfnI krn leI qrly imMnqF krdf rihMdf.

rysLmf, nMd kOr nUM apxI mF vFg hI afdr mfx idMdI. EhI qF smJo AusnUM ivafh ky ilafeI sI. jdoN idwqU Gr nf huMdf qF afpf nfl Gr dy kMm `c hwQ vzFdI. jsvMq nfl Aus nUM bVf qyh sI. Ausdf jIa hmysLf Aus nfl gwlF krn nUM, Kyzx nUM krdf. hux Auh igafrF sflF df ho igaf sI. Pyr vI mfmI qoN kuJ sMgdf hI rihMdf.

rysLmf ny lokF qoN suixaf hoieaf sI. ijs ny lhOr nhI vyiKaf, Auh jMimaf hI nhI. ivsfKI qy Aus ny lhOr jfx dI iewCf jLfhr kIqI. idwqU ny isLsLtfcfr dy nfqy jsvMq dy bfpU jI nUM puwiCaf.

BfeIaf jI qusIN qy afpf vI cwly cwlo sfzy nfl.

Eey idwiqaf, sfrI Aumr bVIaF ivsfKIaF vyKIaF ny. bfhlI gwl hY qF jsvMq nUM nfl lY jIN. keI idnF qoN ajfieb Gr vyKx dI ijLd kr irhY.

iqMny jxy svyry awT vjy dI mflvf-bs qy lfhOr nUM rvfnf ho gey. EQy phuMc ky AuhnF tFgy qy anfrklI bjLfr, guwmtI bjLfr, zwbI bjLfr, sYdimwTf, guafl mMzI, lhOrI drvwjf, sLfhlmI gyt, mfl roz, insbq roz, zyhrf sfihb, rxjIq isMG dI smfD qy hor keI QFvF vyKIaF. [

imAUjLIam dy bfhr iewk nuwkr qy KloqI iewk purfxI qop kol jFidaF jFidaF jsvMq ruk igaf.

mfmf, ies qy BMgIaF dI qop iliKaf hY. ieh cUiVHaF dI aY? Aus ny Auqsukqf nfl puwiCaf. idwqU hws ipaf, qy kihx lwgf.

nhIN jsvMq, mhfrfjf rxjIq isMG dy jLmfny `c bVy bhfdr srdfrF dI iewk imsl huMdI sI. ijs df nfm BMgI imsl sI. ieh EhnF dy qopKfny dI iewk nsLfnI hY.

jsvMq bVy gOh nfl Ausqy hwQ Pyrdf hoieaf AuhnF nfl imAUjLIam ivwc jf viVaf. aMdr jf ky Ausny bVIaF ajIbo-gLrIb cIjLF vyKIaF. hfQI dMd dI kfrIgrI. purfxy iswK sUrbIrF dy jLrHf-bkqr qy keI qrf dy sLsqr. awz awz mulkF dIaF pusLfkF pfeI KloqIaF gujrIaF. dIaf-slfeI dI zwbI dy afkfr df iewk kurfn sLrIPL, ijs dI ilKfeI KurdbIn nfl sfPL idsdI sI.

iewk kmry ivwc, jsvMq iek afdm kwd inAUz iesqrI dy buwq vwl acMBy nfl qwkx lwgf.  AusnUM ruicq vyKky, idwqU ny rysLmf nUM sYnq mfrI.

mfmf ieh kI hY?

jsvMq, ieh sMg mrmr df bfvf hY. kol KloqI rysLmf ny dwisaf. Auh Aus mUrqI nUM kdy iewk pfisEN vyKy kdy dUjy pfisEN.

ieh bfvf hY ik bfvI? Aus dy mn ivwc Aus klf dy puilMg, iesqRI ilMg hox bfry pRsLn AWuT rhy sn. Pyr Aus ny bwuq dy sIny nUM mfsUmIaq nfl toihaf, ijvyN Ausdy aMdr mmqf jfg peI hovy.

hF bfvI hI hoxI aYN. idwqU ny hws ky jvfb idwqf.

iPr ies ny kpVy ikEN nhI pfey hoey? Auh AuhnF dy AuWqrF qoN sMqusLt nhI sI lwg irhf.

afpF nUM kI? sLfied Auh nhf ky inwklI hoxI hY. qy rysLmF ny Aus dI AuNglI PV ky hsdI hoeI ny awgy cwlx df iesLfrf kIqf, qfik hor svfl nf puwCy.

sfrI QF vyKx ipwCoN jd Auh bfhr inkly, qF jsvMq iewk vfrIN Pyr rysLmf dI AuNgl CuVf ky Ausy kmry ivwc, mUrqI nUM nIJ nfl qwkdf qwkdf lMiGaf. idwqU ny rysLmF df hwQ Guwt ilaf..

iewk idn jsvMq dI mF, svfq `c bxI pVCwqI qy pey sMdUk ivwcoN kuJ kpVy kwZx leI pOVI lf ky AuWpr cVHI. jsvMq vI Es dy ipwCy ipWCy. sLfied Auh apxI Aumr `c pihlI vfr ciVHaf hovy. pVCwqI dy iewk pfsy iek rosLndfn sI, ijs QfxI ikDry jsvMq dI njLr clI geI. AusnUM idwqU horF df pUry df pUrf kmrf sfPL idKfeI dy irhf sI. apxI mF dI njLr bcf ky Ausny nIJ lf ky vyiKaf. idwqU plMG qy bYTf aKbfr pVH irhf sI. prly pfisEN rysLmf apxf nvF sUt pf ky, bx sMvr ky Ausdy koloN lMGx lwgI qF Aus ny AusdI pRsMsf krn leI, bfhoN PV ky kol ibTfx dI cysLtf kIqI.

beI vfh awj qF dMdfsf milaf aY?

hor kI krF, ilwp-sitwk qF qyrIaF mwuCF nfl cfr idn nIN kZdI. Auh isr ihlf ky hwsI.

cwl awj kwTIaF awDI drjn ilaf dUM.

bws qYQoN gwlF krvf lo. qUM afh muwCF hI ikEN nIN sfPL krf idMdf.

BolIey! muwCF nfl qF afdmI dI sLfn huMdI aY. Blf muwCF ibnf bMdy qy jLnfnI `c kI PLrk hoieaf? mYN qF hux dfhVI vI rwK lYxI aYN. jsvMq dy bfpU nUM vyiKaY, ikMnF rohb hY?

dfhVI rwK lI qF qyrI puls dI nOkrI vwloN CwutI ho jfxI aYN.

KsmF nUM KFdI puls dI nOkrI. bws qUM nf sfzI CwutI kr dyeINN.

ieh kI afiKaf idwiqaf. swc dwsF, brkqy afpf dy cly jfx ipwCoN mYN hmysLf qyry hI suPLny lYNdI huMdI sI.. sLukr hY awlf df, Auhny tuwtI gMZ idwqI. qy ijvyN Auh apxI mrjLI nfl AuhdI bwukl ivwc jf bYTI qy apxIaF ANuglF nfl AusdIaF muwCF  svfrn lwg peI.

cwl hux hyTF AuWqr. jsvMq dI byby sMdUk bMd krky bolI. AuhnF nUM Ausdy aMdr acfnk pYdf hoeI rucI bfry jLrf vI sLwk nf ipaf.

jsvMq dy idl ivwc, Es sLfm df romFs Biraf idRsL kuJ eynf Gr kr igaf sI ik Auh hux hmysLf qfk ivwc rihMdf, ik kdoNN AuhdI byby GroN bfhr jfvy, qy Auh pOVI lf ky Pyr[.

aYqvfr vfly idn byby qy bfpU jI jdoN gurdvfry cly gey qF jsvMq Pyr pVCwqI qy cVH igaf. rysLmf Gr ivwc iekwlI hI sI. sLfied idwqU dy rfq dI izAUtI qoN afx df smf ho igaf sI. Aus ny aMgITI qoN grm pfxI df pqIlf lfh ky bfltI ivwc smo ilaf. qy ajy kuJ hI kpVy Auqfry sI ik bUhf KVikaf. CyqI nfl Ausny iewk pqlI jhI cMunI moZy qy ltkf leI, ijs ivc kuJ vI Zkx dI smrwQf nhI sI.

jsvMq qF ijvyN sMun hI ho igaf. Aus ny ajy qwk kdy iksy suMdrI nUM aYsI dsLf ivwc nhI sI vyiKaf. Aus nUM lwgf ijvyN Auh imAUjLIam vflI Esy sMg mrmr dI bfvI nUM vyK irhf hovy ijs ny ajy nhfx jfxf sI.

kOx? Auh awDVvMjy hI bUhy vwl vDI.

jIhdy moZy AuWqy DOx. idwqU nUM hmysLf mKOl krn dI afdq sI.

hor qF nhI koeI nfl?

hor ikqy PLOjF ny nfl hoxY?

        Auh kMuzf KolH ky muVn lwgI .

mfsLf awlf[! idwqU ny llcfeIaF njLrF nfl qwikaf.

nIaq nf Krfb hovy, mYN qF nhOx lwgI sI. Auh muskrf ky bolI.

iewko vfrIN nhf lIN. kdy sfzI vI Kbr lY ilaf kr.  Auhny sLrfrq nfl AusdI cuMnI Koh leI. rysLmf ny sMgdI hoeI ny dovyN bfhvF kwTIaF kr ky apxf afp kwjx dI nfkfm koisLsL kIqI.

vylf afAU qF Kbr vI lY lMU. Auh awK mtkf ky bolI. kdy rwb df nF vI lY ilaf kr.

Eey sohxIeyN! sfzy vfsqy qF qUMhIEN rwb df rUp aYN. qy Aus ny rysLmF nUM afpxy vwl iKcH ilaf.

qYnUM jwt jwPy ibnf kusL hor vI aONdY?

hux jwtF dy guaFZ jMmy ply hYN qF AuhnF dI mwq hI aOxI aYN.

sfrI sfrI rfq afky kdy bfq nIN pwuCI. qYnUM pqY, ikMnI aOKI lMGdI hY kwlI jLnfnI dI rfq?

rysLmf! qYnUM mYN apxf aMdr ikvyN cIr ky ivKfvF? ikvyN dwsF hr pl qyry vjUd dI mihk nUM, qyrI pfk qwkxI nUM, mYN ikMnF sihkdf rihMdf hF? myrI ijLMdgI `c, brkqy dy afx qy jo irsLqf kfiem hoieaf qy qUM af ky brkrfr rwiKaf, AuhnF imlfp dy plF dI myry leI iewk Kfs aihmIaq hY.

hr rfq kMm qy jfx df iek afhr jo mYnUM qYQoN dUr lY jFdf hY. svyr hox qwk eynf byhbl kr idMdf hY ik izAUtI Kqm huMidaF, iek rwsf-quVFdy vwCy vFg mihsUs krdf hF. swc jfxI, ieh nPLsfnI iKwcH nhI. ieh qF rUhfnI BuwK hY, jyhVI pqf nhI ikMny jnmF `c pUrI hoxI hY.

rysLmf Aus vwl iewk twk, aYNj vyK rhI sI ijvyN iksy ny kIl swuitaf hovy. apxy vsqrF dI axhoNd qoN iblkul byKbr. idwqU ny ipafr nfl AuhdIaF iKlrIaF jLulPLF QfxI, Ausdf mwQf cMum ilaf.      

lLohVI vflI sLfm bwdl-vfeI hoeI vI sI. pr muMzy kuVIaF ivc AuqsLfh jLrf vI Gwt nhI sI hoieaf. sLfm nUM izAUtI qy jfx qoN pihlF idwqU, rysLmf nUMM lohVI qy Cwzx afieaf. Aus ny nMd kOr afpf nUM irEVIaF dI QflI PVf ky AuhnF dy pYrIN hwQ lfey.

jug jug jI vIrf! vfihgurU QozI joVI slfmq rwKy. rysLmf nUM kol ibTFidaF AuhnF asIs idwqI. kuVIaF df Jurmt vyKx vflf sI. rysLmf ny TMZ dy kfrn PulkfrI dI buwkl mfrI hoeI sI. qy afpxIaF hfnxF ivc bYTI ilsL-ilsL krdI peI sI. ikMnf icr muMzy KrUd krdy rhy. Pyr kuVIaF ny ipV sFB ilaf, qy bolIaF pOx lwgIaF ny DUVF pwt istIaF. rysLmf pihlF qF ikMnf icr sMgdI rhI. pr nMd kOr dy hwlf sLyrI dyx qy afiKr AuWT bYTI. Auhny bolI pONdI ny jdoN hyk lfeI

 

          Kwt ky ilaFdI QflI,

kYd krf dUMgI, mYN izptI dI sflI.

 

qF Auh hfsV peI, sfry lot pot huMdy iPrn.

iksy afiKaf sflI vI qF awDy Gr vflI huMdI hY.

          pihlLF qF myrI sflI hI sI, vOhtI qF mgroN bxI hY.  idwqU hws ky kihx lwgf.

          vyK lY bwcU! CpfhI qoN izptI bxf qf qYnUM. Aus df guaFZI, idwqU nUM QfpI dy ky boilaf.

aYnf ipafrf sfQ iksmq nfl imldY.

hF bfeI. myry vrgI iksmq awlf sB nUM dyvy. pr kdy kdy mYnUM zr ijhf lwgx lwg jFdY.qy ijvyN brkqy dI Xfd ivwc Aus df jI Br afieaf.

jdoN idwqU kMm qy jfx nUM AuWiTaf qF kxIaF pYx lwg geIaF. QoVy icr mgroN vfCV qyjL ho geI, qy lokF df svfd ivwcy rih igaf. koeI afKx, eys qrF lohVI df buJxf mfVf sgn hMudY.

Es rfq TMZ kuJ vDyry hI sI. Pyr gVy pYx lwgy. TMZ qoN bcx leI rysLmf ny aMgITI BKfxI cfhI. lwkV dy koly mwuuky hox krky Auh pwQr dy koilaF nfl hI mGf ky pY geI.

svyry idwqU ny nOkrI qoN afky bUhf KVkfieaf qF bUhf hI nf KulHy. jsvMq dI byby jI ny Gr dy aMdr lgdf bUhf KoilHaf. sfrf kmrf DUMeyN nfl Biraf hoieaf sI. qy AuhnF nUM idl vI Gtdf mihsUs hoieaf. aMdr lMGy qF sB dy hosL hvfs AuWz gey. rysLmf bysurq plMG qy ivCI peI sI. nbjL vyKI qF gLfieb. sfh vI nhI sI af irhf. jsvMq dy bfpU jI Bwj ky zfktr nUM swd ilafey.. Aus ny af ky muafienf kIqf qy bws isr ihlf idwqf. nMd kOr ny Auqsukqf nfl puwiCaf.

kI hoieaf zfktr jI sfzI rysLmf nUM?

bMd kmry ivwc pwQr dy koilaF dI jLihrIlI, kfrbn mOnOksfeIz gYs dy kfrn iesdf sfh bMd ho igaf. hux kuJ nhI ho skdf.

idwqU zizaf ky rysLmf dI lfsL qy izwg ipaf.

keI idnF qwk kMDF nfl twkrF mfr mfr ky Aus df mfnisk sMquln Kuws igaf. hr vyly awKF AuqFh vwl krky afpxy afp hI bolI jFdf.

Eey zfiZaf rwbf! pYgI qyry kfljy nUM TMZ rysLmf nUM Koh ky? Br igaf hux qyrf jIa? aYNvyN kfhdIaF KyzHF KyzHdYN qUM myry nfl? kdy brkqy nUM dy ky lY igaf, kdy rysLmf nUM. eyh kI qyrf iensfPL hoieaf awlf? kdy koeI idwqI hoeI cIjL vI vfps lYNdY?

 


khfxI

awj dI rfq

  krnYl isMG igafnI - iPLlfzYlPLIaf

 

nYrobI eyar-port dy ibRitsL-eyar-vyjL trmInl qy, sLfm dy awT vjy lMzn jfx vflI PLlfeIt iqafr KloqI sI . ieMdrf Aus qy cVHx vflI afKrI XfqrI sI . Aus borizMg-pfs dy ky eyar-lfeInjL krmcfrI ny gyt bMd kr idwqf . pRvysL duafr qy eyar-hostYs ny bVy qpfk nfl Aus df svfgq kIqf .

          hvfeI jhfjL eynf Biraf Biraf nhIN sI lwg irhf . Pyr vI pqf nhIN ikAuN, itkitMg-eyjYNt ny Aus dy nf cfhux qy vI ivMzo sIt hI alft kIqI . Auh vI sB qoN ipwCy . Auprly lgyj-rYk ivc afpxf kYrI-afl aqy eyar-bYg itkf ky Auh afpxI sIt vwl vDI . nfl dI sIt qy koeI bYTf nf vyK ky Aus ny ijvyN suK df sfh ilaf . "sLukr hY . rwb kry ieh sIt ivhlI hI rhy, qFik myrf awj df sPLr cMgf inkl jfvy ." afpxI sIt qy Zo lf ky Aus ny awKF mIt leIaF . BjidaF BjidaF ciVHaf sfh kuJ sMBilaf . kYibn df eyar-kMzIsLnz vfqfvrn Aus bVf suKdfeI lwg irhf sI . Auh soc rhI sI ik plyn dy tyk-afPL kridaF hI Auh lwqF insfl ky lyt lgf lvygI . Aus ny sLIsLy dI iKVkI df sLyz iKwc ky hnyrf kr ilaf

          "QoVHy plF ivc asIN AuVfx sLurU krn vfly hF . sfry XfqRIaF invydn hY ik Auh afpxIaF sIt-bYltF kws lYx, Dumrpfn bMd kr dyx aqy afpxIaF sItF dy Zo awgy kr lYx . DMnvfd ." ieMtrkfm qy eyar-hostYs ny anfAuNs kIqf . sfry pfsy bYlt bklF dI kiVwc kiVwc dI afvfjL sLurU ho geI . QoVHy icr ivc jhfjL ptVI qy hOlI hOlI gqI nfl AuWzx leI vDx lwg ipaf .

          "aYksikAUjL mI ." Aus dy nfl vfly pYsYNjr ny af ky Aus dI ibrqI AuKyV idwqI . sLfied Auh rYst-rUm qoN ho ky muiVaf sI . ieMdrf ny iek bnfAutI muskfx nfl Aus vwl qwikaf qy iPr inwT ky bYTx, sIt-bYlt bMnHx aqy sfhmxI tRy dI sLYlPL AuWcI krn ivc ruwJ geI .

          nfl df musfPLr koeI ihMdosqfnI lgdf sI . vyKx cfKx ivc mUMh mwQy lwgx vflf . drimafnf kd, gorf rMg, iqwKI TozI, inwkI inwkI muwC, isr dy vflF ivckfr cIr kwiZaf hoieaf, icwtI pYNt, mrUn-slYk sLrt, kuJ sLukIn ijhf .

          Ausdy afPLtrsLyv-losLn dI hlkI jhI sugMD ny ijvyN afpxf asr kIqf hovy, ieMdrf ny Aus vwl njLr curf ky vyiKaf . Auh vI afpxI sIt-bYlt kwsdf hoieaf Ausy vwl vyK irhf sI .

          "qwml iqrmF ?" Xuvk ny acfnk puwiCaf .

          "iewly ." ieMdrf ny muskrf ky AuWqr idwqf .

          Auh afpxI gLlqI qy psLymfn lgdf sI . sLfied ieMdrf dy ichry df rMg vyK ky Aus iek sfAUQ-ieMzIan suMdrI smJ bYTf sI . pr hux sLrimMdgI imtfx leI sOrI kih ky Auh afpxy bYg ivcoN 'nfgmxI' mYgjLIn kwZ ky pVHx lwgf .

          "afeI kFt bIlIv iet," ieMdrf df hfsf inkl igaf . "qusIN iek pMjfbI ho ky eynI sohxI qfiml bol lYNdy ho ." Aus ny Xuvk dy idl dI bycYnI GtfAux leI gwl qorI, "mY pUrI smJ qF nhIN afeI, sLfied qusIN puwC rhy sI ik kI mY qfiml bolxI aFdI hY ."

          "hF, pr qusIN vI qF nFh ivc AuWqr dy ky mY cwkr ivc pf idwqf . beI hwd ho geI . bfeI df vy, myrf nF ajIq ivrk hY ."

          "afeI aYm ieMdrf, ieMdrjIq igwl ."

          "qusIN nYrobI rihMdy ho ?"

          "hF, klH qwk qF rihMdI sF[[[[." Aus ny hOkf Br ky ikhf .

          "kI gwl, awj qoN qusIN sdf leI[[[[?" Auh AusdI aDUrI gwl smJx qoN asmrQ sI .

          ieMdrf ibnf koeI AuWqr idwqy AuWT KloqI . "mYN jLrf rYst-rUm ho afvF ."

          Ausdy jfx mgroN ajIq Aus bfry socx lwg ipaf . rwb ny iesdy kxk vMny rUp ivc kyhI sMDUrI loa BrI hY, jo ies muV muV qwkx jI krdY . gdrfey hoey aMg, rysLm vrgy lMmy vfl, glmy ivcoN Jfkdf jobn, zlI vFgUM guMidaf srIr . awKF BfvyN motIaF nhIN pr AuhnF dI mfdkqf df AusdI mustrfht nfl jLrUr koeI quawlk lgdY, aYn ijvyN sur df qfl nfl sMbMD huMdY . mnmohk . pr AusdI hOky BrI gwl, 'hF, klH qwk rihMdI sF,' ivc qF swcmuc koeI khfxI lukI hoeI jfpdI hY . jF Kvry ikMnIaF khfxIaF !

          "sOrI, myry kfrn quhfnUM AuWTx dI tRbl ho rhI hY." ieMdrf ny rYst-rUm qoN af ky ikhf .

          "afKo qF sItF bdl lYNdy hF ." ajIq ny AuTidaF ikhf .

          "vYl, nykI aor pUC pUC." ieMdrf ny muskrf ky Jwt mMn ilaf . Auh qF pihlF vI eyho hI cfhuMdI sI .

          eyny ivc eyar-hostYs bYvryj dI trflI ryVH ilafeI .

          "vt vuz XU lfeIk tU zirMk ?" Ausny ajIq puwiCaf .

          "aOrYNj jUs ."

          "XU mYm ?"

          "lYt mI hYv skfc aYNz sozf ." ieMdrf ny mMg kIqI .

          ajIq dy ichry qy iek acMBy BrI muskrfht sI . ieh kuVI swcmuc iek khfxI hovygI . iek idlcsp khfxI .

          "kI qusIN vI nYrobI rihMdy ho ?" ieMdrf ny zirMk imks kridaF puwiCaf .

          "nhIN, mYN inAUXfrk rihMdf hF . eyQy ibjLnYs itRwp qy afieaf sF ."

          "kfhdf ibjLnYs krdy ho ?"

          "kMipAUtrjL df ."

          "hfE vfjL Xuar itRp ?"

          "TIk hI irhf . kfPLI afrzr imly ."

          "amYirkf ivc ikMny sflF qoN rih rhy ho ?"

          "koeI pMdrF sfl ho gey . pihlF mYN isLkfgo pVHdf irhf . Pyr jdoN istIjLnisLp leI qF inAUXfrk isLPLt ho igaf."

          "hfE zU XU lfeIk iet dyar ?"

"iet iejL E[ky . kihMdy ny ijwQy vyKF qvf prfq, EQy gfvF sfrI rfq ." qy dovyN hws pey .

          "qusIN eyny sfl bfhr rih ky vI TyT pMjfbI bol lYNdy ho ."

          "afpxI mF bolI vI kdy BuldI hY ? amrIkf ivc rih ky vI pMjfbI iltrycr ivc myrI Kfs rucI rhI hY ."

          "Auh qF mYN quhfzy hwQ ivc nfgmxI df prcf vyKidaF hI smJ geI ."

          "mYN qF ilKdf vI pMjfbI ivc hF . eys aMk ivc myrI iek khfxI Cp ky afeI hY ."

          "ieMntrYsitMg . kI quhfzI sLfdI ho geI ?"

          "kdI hoeI sI ."

          "Pyr ?"

          "bs Auh iek suPLnf hI ho ky rih geI . myrI pqnI cMzIgVH dy iek rItfierz bRIgyzIar dI lVkI sI . sLfdI qoN iek sfl bfad hI Aus ny rwt lgfeI, 'myry mMmI zYzI bulfxf hY .' hOlI hOlI Auh sfry af gey qy myrI CuwtI ho geI ."

          "kI gwl, qlfk ho igaf ?"

          "qlfk kI, myrf qF sB kuJ hI clf igaf. iek bytf hY , awj AusdI sLkl vyKx vI qrsdf hF."

          "pr aYsf ikAuN hoieaf ?"

          "mYN iek sDfrn prvfr `coN AuWiTaf hF . cfdr vyK ky pYr psfrn dI myrI sLurU qoN afdq hY . myrf irsLqf myrI cfcI ny krvfieaf sI . ieh imltrI aPLsrF dy prvfrF ivc bVI PokI PUM-PF huMdI hY . afAuNdI hI kihx lwgI, 'mY nOkr cfhIdf hY . mYN qF kdy Gr df kMm nhIN kIqf .' bwcf hoieaf qF kihMdI, 'mY myz srvYNt rwK idE . sfzy Gr ivc qF afrzrlI huMdy sn.' rojL iKt iKt rihxI . Ausdy mF-bfp qy BYx-Brf dy afAux nfl qF smwisafvF eynIaF ijLafdf gMBIr ho geIaF ik sfh lYxf hI musLkl ho igaf . afKLr mYN Biraf Brfieaf Gr Aus sMBfl ky lFBy ho igaf ."

          "afeI aYm sOrI ." ieMdrf ny aPLsos jLfhr kIqf .

          ajIq eynf Bfvuk ho igaf ik Aus ny vI gLm gLlq krn leI PLlfeIt-atYNzYNt koloN skfc qy sozf qlb kr ilaf .

          "ikMnf icr hoieaf eys gwl ?" ieMdrf ny Pyr gwl sLurU kIqI .

          "koeI iqMn sfl ho gey . hux qF bs mYN iek apfrtmYNt ivc rihMdf hF qy KflI KflI ijLMdgI jI irhf hF . idny kMm krdf hF . Gr jf ky kdy tI[vI[ iznr mMgvf ilaf, kdy iksy rYstorYNt ivcoN Kf afieaf. vyhl vyly pVHdf ilKdf rihMdf hF. myrf koeI dosq nhIN, ikqfbF qoN isvf. sOrI[, mYN ikwQy afpxI rfm khfxI CyV bYTf ."

          "nhIN ajIq jI, mYN socdI sF mYN hI ies dunIaF ivc iekwlI duKI hF . pr 'nfnk duKIaf sB sMsfr' vflI gwl solF afny swc hY . jy mYN quhf afpxy bfry dwsx lwgI qF rfq ho jfxI hY ."

          "clo afpF ikhVf ikqy jfxf hY . lMzn qwk phuMcidaf awj dI rfq qF afpxI hI hY ." ajIq ny skfc df Guwt Br ky ikhf .

          "myry mfqf ipqf lMzn ivc rihMdy hn . koeI awT ku sfl pihlF myrI sLfdI nYrobI dy iek rwjy puwjy Gr ivc hoeI . myrf pqI bVf hI sunwKf ivakqI sI . Auh rys-kfrF df mkYink sI qy mYN iek skUl ivc sfieMs dI tIcr sF . sfzy ivafh dy pihly iqMn cfr sfl bVy sohxy lMGy . asIN keI mulkF, sLihrF dI sYr kIqI . jrmnI, hflYNz, QfeIlYNz, hvfeI, lOs-aYNjls, inafgrf PLfljL, KfjUrfho, nnkfxf sfihb . lgdf sI ijvyN rwb ny sfrIaF brkqF nfl sfzf jIvn BrpUr kr idwqf hovy .

          Pyr myrI ijLMdgI ivc iek aYsf moV afieaf, myry pqI kfr-ryisMg ivc rucI pYdf ho geI qy do sflF ivc hI Ausny bVI msLhUrI hfsl kr leI ."

          "kI nF ey AuhnF df ?"

          "jgjIq igwl ."

          "lE ! jgjIq igwl kOx nhIN jfxdf ? Auh qF ieMtrnYsLnl-PLym df kfr-rysr hY ."

          "hF, pr AusdI msLhUrI myry ivafhuqf jIvn leI Gfqk sfbq hoeI. sohxf qF Auh hY eI sI. AusdI sLohrq aqy dOlq krky keI aPLrIkn kbIilaF dIaF rfj kumfrIaF, amIr gorIaF kuVIaF aqy ihMdosqfn dIaF aYktrYsF nfl Ausdf sMprk ho igaf, qy Auh iek hor hI dunIaf ivc rihx lwg ipaf . rumFs dI dunIaf, aYXfsLI dI dunIaf .

          mYN bVf klpI, ipCly ipafr dy vfsqy pfey . pr Auh mYQoN bVf dUr jf cuwkf sI . sfzI keI eykV ivc PYlI mYnsLn ivc afey idn zFs-pfrtIaF huMdIaF . myrf qF ijvyN vjUd hI KLqm ho igaf . Ausdy nvyN sjfey bYzrUm ivc jfx leI mY vI bUhf KVkfxf pYNdf . keI vfrI Auh afpxIaF nvIaF sfQxF sxy vsqr-hIx dsLf ivc idsdf qF mY awg lwg AuWTdI . jdoN vI mYN ros prgt krdI, Auh mY mfr-kutfeI qy AuWqr afAuNdf .

          hux Auh pihlF vflf ipafrf jgjIq mkYink nhIN sI irhf . Auh iek vI-afeI-pI bx cuwkf sI . mYN do vfrI ruws ky lMzn clI geI, pr Aus ivc koeI qbdIlI nf afeI ."

          ieMdrf dIaF awKF igwlIaF ho geIaF . Ausny eyar-hostYs koloN iek hor zirMk mMgf leI .

          "kI Ausdy mF-bfp jF sky sMbMDIaF dy afKy df vI Aus qy koeI asr nf hoieaf ?" ajIq ny hmdrdI jLfhr kIqI .

          "jdoN iksy afdmI qy vfsLnf aqy hMkfr df BUq svfr ho jfvy, Auh iksy dlIl jF isLsLtfcfr dI gwl suxn leI iqafr nhIN huMdf . mYN keI vfrI mYirj-kfAUNslr qoN vI apuafieMtmYNt leI, pr Auh iek vfrI vI myry nfl nhIN igaf . mY kwlI Cwz ky keI keI hPLqy, kdI pYirs, kdI rom, kdI bYNkfk clf jFdf . afKr mYN Es hvylI ivc rihxf Cwz idwqf .

          BfvyN mYN pwCmI siBaqf ivc plI sF, pr hmysLF iehI socdI rhI ik ipafr ijhy irsLqy kdI nhIN

tuwtdy . ieh qF jnmF-jnmFqrF dy bMDn huMdy ny . pr sLfied ieh myrf vihm sI . inrf suPLnf, jo mYN PLoky vfhidaF dIaF AuDfrIaF qMdF nfl buxdI rhI . jdoN ijLMdgI dy kOVy swc sfhmxy afey qF sB kuJ Zih ZyrI ho igaf . do sflF dI sYprysLn qoN bfad, afKr ipCly mhIny sfzf zfeIvors ho igaf . mY ligaf ijvyN adflq ny sfzy ipafr df mrsIaf pVH idwqf . myry ihwsy iek purfxf mkfn afieaf . EhI mkfn ijs ivc awT vrHy pihlF mYN sLgnF dy klIry bMnH ky dulhn dy rUp ivc pYr Diraf sI . ijs dy cwpy cwpy ivc myrI jvfnI dIaF XfdF ivwCIaF hoeIaF sn . soicaf jy ipafr hI Kuws igaf qF mkfn df kI krnY . ipCly hPLqy Auh mkfn ivk igaf, qy jdoN mflkF dy hwQ awj cfbIaF PVfeIaF qF mYN Ausdy koinaF nfl lwg lwg ky DfhF mfrIaF . qy awj ikMny virHaF dy ihtkoiraF bfad mYN afpxy sOhiraf dy sLihr sdf leI alivdf kih idwqf ."

          pr sLfied ajy vI Aus dI ihwk ivcoN ikMny hI htkory, iksy swjry hmsPLr dI hmdrdI dI njLr hoxy bfkI sn . Auh issk AuWTI qy AusdIaF awKF Cm Cm vrH peIaF . ajIq ny Aus TrMmf dyx leI afpxf rumfl pysL kIqf, ijs svIkfr krn dI cysLtf ivc ieMdrf ny axjfxy hI Aus df hwQ boc

ilaf . ijvyN Auh iksy vihx ivc ruVHdI jFdI, awkIN plfhIN hwQ mfrdI hoeI, iksy iqxky df shfrf lwBdI hovy .

          "nhIN ieMdrf jI, qusIN eynI CyqI idl nhIN Cwz skdy . qusIN eyny suMdr ho, ajy quhfzI Aumr hI kI

 hY . quhfzy jhI suihrd sfQx leI qF ikMny Xuvk hwQ[[[[." Ausny dUsry hwQ ivc rumfl PVky AusdIaF glHF qoN ruVHdy awQrU jjLb kr ley . ieMdrf ny Aus vwl iek mfsUm qwkxI nfl vyiKaf, qy pqf nhIN kI socdI ny afpxf isr Aus dy moZy nfl joV ky awKF mIt leIaF .

          koloN lMGdI eyar-hostYs ny Aus dy sfhmxy vflI sLYlPL qoN skfc df KflI iglfs PV ilaf qy muskrFdI hoeI clI geI .

 

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khfxI   -iek hor swsI      -krnYl isMG igafnI-iPLlfzYlPLIaf

 

qUM eys kuVI dy kMn KolH dyh. jykr iehny Es muMzy nfl sLryafm gwl krn dI Pyr juwrq kIqI qF mYQoN burf koeI nhI hoxf. durlwB dy zYzI krm isMG ny afpxI pqnI nUM spsLt sLbdF ivc zFt ky ikhf.

qusIN qF aYNvyN hI BKy pey AuN. ikDry Auh skUloN af rhI sI. Auhdy hwQ `c kVf pfieaf vyK ky Ausny mfsUmIaq nfl iek iswK prvfr dI kuVI smJ ky iksy df pqf puwC ilaf, qF kI afKLr af geI? quhfnUM qF sgoN KusL hoxf cfhIdY, ik quhfzy mihkmy ivc iek iswK aPLsr afieaY.

iekbfl, Auh koeI aPLsr AuPLsr nhI hY. 23 sflF df Cokrf, ajy tryinMg lY irhY, akfAUNts aPLsr dI. afpxI tIm nfl stysLn dy sfry adfiraF dI stfk-vyrIPLIkysLn dy islisly ivc afieaf hY, ik ikMnI ku hyrf PyrI huMdI hY, srkfrI mYtIrIal dI. stysLn mfstr cODrI dws irhf sI, bVf sKLq hY. jLrf vI vwZI nhI KFdf. sfry stysLn stfPL df nwk `c dm kIqf hoieaf hY. agly hPLqy sfzy stor dI vfrI hY.

quhfnUM qF sgoN Auhdy nfl jfx pCfx vDfAuxI cfhIdI hY. sLfied eysy bhfny hI nyVqf ho jfvy.

mYN sB pqf lgf ilaY. jwtF df muMzf hY. iesdf bfp purfxI Audypur styt ivc dIvfn huMdf sI. huxy huxy klYktr dI post qoN rItfier hoieaY.

aYzy vwzy Gr df muMzf, jy jwtF df hY qF kI hoieaf? iswK qF hY. quhfnUM qF AuNj vI hux qoN toh rwKxI cfhIdI hY, afpxI lfzlI vfsqy iksy sfAU muMzy dI.

iekbfl, mYN sB smJdF. sfnUM sYxIaF nUM afpxI axKL nhI CwzxI cfhIdI. koeI kI afKygf? jdoN vkq afieaf, sYxIaF dy bQyry muMzy lwB pYxgy. huxy iPLkr krn dI kI loV hY? ajy qF ieh msF solHF sflF dI hY.

qy myrI Aumr ikMnI sI, jdoN qusIN sfzy muhwly dy gyVy kwZdy huMdy sI? Auh hws ky bolI. nfly ijvyN eys Aumry hI, muitafr kuVIaF vFg ieh hwQ pYr kwZ rhI hY, qy quhfzy mihkmy dy gLYr iswK lVikaF nUM muV muV ky Jfkx lwgI hY, kI pqf ieh dsvIN jmfq vI pfs krdI hY ik nhIN.

krm isMG, vYstrn rylvy dI CotI lfeIn dy mkYnIkl zIpfrtmYNt ivc iek sInIar suprvfeIjLr sI. pihlF kdI Auh kInIaf-XogYNzf rylvy ivc iek mkYink huMdf sI. 1947 qoN pihlF, purfxIaF irafsqF dy jLmfny ivc iek vfr Auh afpxy irsLqydfrF nUM imlx jYpur afieaf qF vYstrn rylvy vrksLfp ivc AusnUM loko-cfrj-mYn dI nOkrI iml geI. Bfrq afjLfd hox `qy, rylvy mihkmy df rfsLtrIkrx hoieaf qF Auh loko-PLormYn pRomot ho igaf. awj klH, keI sflF qoN Auh afgry qoN koeI vIh ku mIl qy pYNdy aCnyrf nfmIN ksby dy loko-sLYz df iencfrj sI. Aus dy iqMn muMzy aqy do kuVIaF sn. muMzy pVH pVHf ky rylvy `c hI nOkrIaF `qy lwgy hoey sn. vwzI lVkI gurlfB BfvyN ivafhI sI, pr Ausdf pqI imltrI ivc sUbydfr hox krky Auh vDyry mF bfp kol hI rihMdI sI. CotI df nfm durlwB sI, aYpr afpxI mF vFg AusdIaF awKF vI ibwlIaF hox kfrn, Aus nUM sfry lfz nfl ibwlo kih ky bulFdy sn.

ipCly awT sflF ivc, AuWqr pRdys dy ies Coty jhy ksby ivc vwzI hoeI durlwB, iek rUpvMq muitafr vFg inklI sI. pMjfbI islk sUt ivc Aus df bxn sMvrn df slIkf,  ichry dy idlksL KLqo-KLfl, sLrmfkl qwkxI. afpxI Aumr dIaF kuVIaF nfloN vDyry lMmf kwd kfT qy kihr ZfhuMdy puMgrdy aMgF kfrn AusnUM iek Br jobn suMdrI hox df aihsfs hox lwgf sI. ijs qrF sInf qfx ky, muskfxF ibKyrdI turdI dI cuMnI hvf ivc AuWzdI idsdI, AusdIaF shylIaF Auhdy myc dIaF hox leI qrsdIaF.

afpxy hm-Aumr lVikaF nfl Ausdf sMprk EdoN huMdf, jdoN kdy AuhnF df pirvfr luiDafxy iksy ivafh sLfdI `qy jFdf. jF iPr kdy afgrf sLihr KrIdfrI krn gey, iksy gurduafry ivc. solHF sflF dI awlHV Aumr ivc ieh pihlf mOkf sI jdoN ibwlo df, anUp dy rUp ivc iksy sunwKy iswK Xuvk nfl sfhmxf hoieaf sI. Es idn jdoN Aus ny acfnk qurI jFdI nUM KlHfr ky, suBfvk ijhy gwl kIqI.

siq sRI akfl jI.

ibwlo ny kyvl hwQ joV idwqy. Aus nUM smJ nhIN af rhI sI ik ikvyN jvfb dyvy. ijvyN sLbd Aus dy gly ivc hI atk gey hox. anUp dI slIky BrI afvfjL, motIaF motIaF sMjIdf awKF, qy BrvIN sLKsIaq df pRBfv Aus `qy acfnk hfvI ho igaf jfpdf sI. ikMnf icr Auh afpxy pYrIN pfeIaF cwplF nfl rylvy plytPLfrm df PLrsL KrocdI, nIvIN pfeI KlHoqI rhI.

          muafPL krnf, mYN quhfnUM pMjfbI vsqrF ivc, hwQ ivc kVf pfieaf vyK ky bulfey ibnF nf rih sikaf. asl ivc mYN puwCxf sI ik ibjlI vfly mihqfb isMG horF df kuaftr ikhVf hY?

          awCf. ijvyN ibwlo dI jfn `c jfn af geI hovy. Ausny glf sfPL krdI ny jvfb idwqf. qusIN rylvy kflonI dy aOs pfsy vwl cly jfE. loko-sLyz lfgy pihlF sfzf bMglf afeygf. agly moV dy swjy hwQ AuhnF df kuaftr hY.

          qF qusIN srdfr krm isMG horF dI bytI .

          pr Auh vfk pUrf hox qoN pihlF hI plytPLfrm qoN AuWqr ky rvF rvF ryl dIaF ptVIaF pfr krn lwg peI. sLfied Ausny dUroN afAuNdy afpxy ipqf nUM vyK ilaf sI.

          afpxy mihkmy dy asUlF anusfr, anUp isMG izAUtI ivc pUrI eImfndfrI vrq irhf sI.ijwQy vI koeI AUxqfeI vyKdf, krmcfrIaF nUM AuhnF dI Buwl `qy zFtx jF jurmfnf krn dI QF, isafxp nfl suJfAu idMNdf awgy vD jFdf. krm isMG nUM, horF qoN suxy suxfey gLlq pRBfvF dy Ault, Auh iek idafnqdfr aqy agFh vDU honhfr aPLsr jfipaf.

          lLoko-sLYz dI vyrIPLIkysLn iek hPLqf cwlxI sI. kMm sLurU hox dy dUsry idn hI jdoN Auhny apxI pqnI kol Aus dIaF cMigafeIaF bfry dwisaf qF iekbfl ny sLfm nUM sYr krn jFdy anUp nUM afp hI bulf ilaf, aqy aglI sLfm dI rotI df swdf vI dy idwqf.

          mF jI! quhfzy swdy leI DMnvfd. pr mihkmy dy asUlF kfrn, ijMnf icr koeI qPLqIsL cwl rhI hovy, mYN afp vwloN idwqI ienvItysLn svIkfr nhIN kr skdf. AuNj mYN ajy iek mhInf hor eyQy hF. jfx qoN pihlF iek cfh dy kwp leI jLrUr hfjLr ho jfvFgf.

          gwl sux ky iekbfl nUM pqf nhI ikvyN mihsUs hoieaf, pr mihMdI dI vfV ipwCy KloqIaF AusdIaF dohF DIaF ny AuhnF dI vfrqflfp sux leI sI. AusdI vwzI bytI gurlfB nUM AusdI sfPLgoeI bVI psMd afeI. durlwB qF ijvyN Es qy inCfvr hI ho geI. iksy nUM pqf vI nf cwilaf, jdoN dovyN BYxF loko-sLYz dy nfl lgdy KyqF vfly pfsy sYr krn jFdIaF qF gurlfB dI hwlf sLyrI `qy, ibwlo aqy anUp ivckfr pwqr ivvhfr sLurU ho igaf. pr duiBdf ieh sI, ik nfnikaF kol pitafly rihMidaF, AurdU pMjfbI skUlF dy pVHy anUp nUM ihMdI nhI sI afAuNdI. nf ibwlo nUM pMjfbI. anUp nuM stysLn dy iek pMjfbI itkt-klYktr hrbMs lfl dy ivcol puxy dI loV pY geI, jo dohF dy pwqrF df BfsLf rUpFqr krn ivc shfieqf krdf. drasl hrbMs afp vI ibwlo `qy awK rKdf sI.

          kuJ idnF ivc hI dohF ivckfr irsLqf pIZf hoxf suBfivk sI. hux jdoN Auh afps ivc imldy qF gurlfB pry bYT ky AuhnF dI cOkIdfrI krdI. 1953 df ieh Auh smF sI jdoN lqf mMgysLkr dI afvfjL iPLlmI dunIaf ivc msLhUr ho cuwkI sI. ibwlo nUM sMgIq ivc Kfs rucI sI. Auh anfrklI iPLlm dy gIq hUbhU gf ky afpxy skUl aqy Gr dy jIaF nUM moh lYNdI sI. anUp dy ipafr ny AusdI afvfjL ivc iek axoKf aMdfjL Br idwqf sI. pihlI vfr jdoN Aus ny anUp dI god ivc isr rwK ky, AusdIaF awKF ivc awKF pfky ies gIq dy sLbd gfey,

nf Xyh cFd hogf nf qfry rhyNgy,

 mgr hm hmysLf qumhfry rhyNgy.

anUp nUM afpxI pRymkf vwloN iek spsLt vfhdy df aihsfs hoieaf. Ausny ibhbl hoky Ausdy buwlHF `qy afpxy hoTF dI muhr lf idwqI. Aus ipwCoN AuhnF dI hr imlxI, ipafr dI isKr ho inwbVI sI.

pRfjYkt pUrf hox `qy iek idn anUp, ibwlo dy pirvfr nUM Aucycf imlx leI igaf. Ausdf iKLafl sI ik sLfied Auh sdIvI irsLqy leI koisLsL kr sky. pr krm isMG ny bMgly dy gyt qoN hI Aus nUM kyvl rsmI alivdf kih ky tfl idwqf. sLfied hrbMs dy dogly pn kfrn, AuhnF dI pRIq khfxI nUM gLlq rMgq ivc pysL kIqf jf cuwkf sI.

afpxy hYzkuafrtr, vfps afAux mgroN Aus ny durlwB dy ipqf jI nUM do Kq ilKy, aqy bVI inMmrqf nfl, AuhnF dI puwqrI dy irsLqy dI mMg kIqI. pr AuhnF vwloN koeI huMgfrf nf imilaf.

tryinMg Kqm krky, anUp ny ajmyr sLihr dy izvIXnl afiPLs ivc afpxI akfAUNts aPLsr dI izAUtI sMBfl leI. afPLIsrjL kflonI ivc iek bMglf vI alft ho igaf. AusnUM ibwlo nfl gujLfry rMgIn pl qVPLf qVPLf jFdy, pr Auh byvws sI.

iek vfrIN ibwlo ny mihkmy dy krmcfrIaF rfhIN Ausdf aYzrYs lwB ky AuhnUM KLq iliKaf:

                                                             

 aCnyrf

 15 sqMbr

ipafry anUp,

ijMnI mYnUM qyry aPLsr hox dI KusLI hY, mYN dws nhIN skdI. pr ieh vI koeI pRIq dI rIq hoeI. jfky koeI koeI vfq vI nf pwCI. aglf BfvyN sihkdf rvHy. pqf hY, qyrI afvfjL nUM suixaF muwdqF ho geIaF ny.

 sLfied socdf hovyN ik sfzI pRym khfxI df iksy nUM pqf nhI lwgf hoxf. ijs qrF eyQy DuMmf peIaF hoeIaF ny, pqf nhIN dunIaf iks qrF sUhF kwZ lYNdI hY. ikRsLn dI bRj-BUmI dy ies Coty jhy ksby ivc, afpxI rfs lIlf dy crcy, hr ividafrQx dy bulHF `qy ny.

sfzIaF aiDafpkfvF anusfr ieh Gtnf, inrI  kflIdfs dy sLkuMqlf nftk vFg lgdI hY. Audypur qoN iek Xuvrfj afieaf, qy iek alHV XuvqI nfl ipafr dIaF pINGF JUt ky qur igaf. kI qyrf ipafr swc muwc iek nftk hI sI? qyry ivjog ivc buJI hoeI, kdy kdy mYN afpxIaF shylIaF ivckfr bYTI, lqf df Auh gIq Coh lYNdI hF,

Xyh ijLMdgI AusI kI hY,

jo iksI kf ho igaf,

ipafr hI myN Ko igaf.

jdoN Auh CyV ky puwCdIaF ny, nI, Auh qyrf cIry vflf bFkf rfjkumfr Pyr kdoN afeygf? sfnUM vI qF imlf.  myrI qF Dfa inwkl jFdI hY.

mMmI zYzI myry nfl qF gwl nhI krdy, pr gurlfB dy vYrI bxy hoey ny. kihMdy ny, ieh sB qyrI kfrsqfnI hY, jyhVf qUM kuVI nUM GiDwqF idMdI rhI hYN. hux sfnUM dunIaF dIaF qrf qrf dIaF gwlF suxn nUM imldIaF ny. asIN hux eys klihxI df CyqI hI PLsqf vwZ dyxY.

anUp! swc jfxI. ies idl ivc hux hor koeI nhIN smf skxf. jyhVf pusLp iek dyvqf dy ByNt ho igaf, Blf Auh vI iksy hor dyy arpx hoieaY?

swco swcI dwsIN. ikDry qUM ivafh qF nhI krvf ilaf? jy kr qyrf AuWqr hF ivc hY, qF dws myrf kI bxygf?

hux qUM mYnUM kdoN idsyNgf? pqf hY, ijwQy asIN imilaf krdy sI, AuhnF rfhF `qy mYN afpxI BYx dy moZy lwg ky ikMnf roeI hF. vfsqf eI qYnUM, iksy bhfny iek vfrIN qF ivKflI dy jfh!

qyrI hI,

                                                    durlwB

anUp df jIa krdf sI, Auh ibwlo nUM AuWz ky jf imly. pr Ausdy mn ivc keI svfl AuWTdy sn. aCnyry qoN turn vyly krm isMG df ruwKf ivhfr, Aus vwloN ByjIaF icwTIaF pRqI sMkoc, ibnF iksy bhfny bgfnI QF jfx df KLqrf, smfj ivc Aus dI afpxI pojLIsLn.

icwTI qF Aus nUM iml geI, pr ibwlo nUM iks hIly phuMc kry? ikhVy aYzrYs `qy ilKy? eysy duicwqI ivc Cy mhIny lMG gey. Pyr AusnUM iek hor icwTI afeI. ies vfrI rijstrz.

 aCnyrf

                                                                                    25 mfrc

myry jIvn afDfr!

pqf nhI qYnUM myrI pihlI icwTI imlI ik nhI. eysy leI rijstrI krvf ky Byj rhI hF. ies nUM icwTI nf smJ ky, iek qfr smJ lvIN. myry mfqf ipqf qyrI durlwB nUM iksy hor dy lV lfx leI luiDafxy gey hoey ny, aqy 12 aprYl nUM vfps afx vfly hn. eyQy kyvl mYN qy BYx gurlfB hI hF. mYN iksy hor dI hox dI QF jLihr Kf ky mr jfvFgI. jy qUM swc mwuc kdI mYnUM afpxI bnfAux df vfhdf kIqf sI, qF smJ lY ieh qyry vI iemiqhfn dI GVI hY. jy qUM afpxy ipafr dI lfj rwKxI cfhuMdf hYN, qF mYnUM 6 aprYl qoN pihlF af ky lY jfh. nhI qF myrI moeI dI Kbr, aKbfrF ivc pVH lvIN. ieh qyrI ibwlo dI afKrI PLirafd hY.

nf AumIdI ivc iGrI,

qyrI durlwB

icwTI pVH ky anUp BY BIq ho igaf. kYsI inzr kuVI hY ieh? inrI ijLwdI. pr jykr Aus ny swc muwc kuJ kr ilaf, mYN qF afpxy afp nUM kdy vI muafPL  nhI kr skFgf.

Aus ny Jwt do hPLqy dI CuwtI mnjLUr krvfeI, qy aCnyry dI gwzI PV leI. sLfm df vylf sI. anUp KLflI hwQ krm isMG dy bMgly dy bgIcy ivc dfKLl hoieaf qF kfPLI hnyrf sI. sfhmxy df bUhf KVkfAux dI QF Auh bfhr pey mUVHy `qy jf bYTf. kuJ icr ipwCoN ipClf bUhf KulHx dI afvfjL suxfeI idwqI qF Auh cOkMnf hoky AuWT Kloqf. Gusmusy jhy ivc hI Ausny ibwlo dI qor pihcfx leI. kol afAuNidaf hI ibwlo dIaF vfCF iKV geIaF, qy Auh Bwj ky Aus dy gl af lwgI.

qUM af igaf? mYnUM pqf sI qUMN jLrUr afvyNgf. sLukr hY rwb ny myry ipafr dI lfj rwK leI.

pr ibwlo sfnUM ies hflq ivc koeI jld bfjLI nhI krnI cfhIdI.

ibwlo ny Ausdy bulHF `qy hwQ rwK ky hOlI bolx df sMkyq kIqf. qy Ausdy kMn ivc kihx lwgI, awj mYN qyry nfl Zyr sfrIaF gwlF krnIaF ny.  qy AusnUM bfhoN iKwc ky bMgly dy ipCly pfsy df gyt KolH ky bfhr nUM lY qurI. dovyN ajy ryl dIaF ptVIaF pfr kr hI rhy sn, ik iek sLMitMg ieMjx, bMgly dy koloN dI lMG igaf. ijs dI qyjL rosnI ivc aMdr Kloqyy zrfeIvr qy klInr ny, PLormYn sfihb dI bytI nUM pihcfx ilaf. ieh rfq dy hnyry ivc iks dy nfl jldI jldI bMgly `coN inwkl ky jf rhI hovygI? sLwk pYx `qy AuhnF ny ieMjx rok ilaf.

iksy hor dI njLr qoN bcx leI anUp aqy ibwlo ny afpxI cfl hor qyjL kr leI aqy ipCly pfsy pYNdy KyqF ivc alop ho gey. pr AuhI gwl hoeI ijs df AuhnF suPLny ivc vI qswvr nhIN sI kIqf. plF ivc hI do rUhF df axBol imln, guMzfgrdI df isLkfr ho igaf. awK dy Por ivc acfnk lokF dI iek DfV AuhnF vwl vDdI suxfeI idwqI. qy zrfAuxIaF  afvfjLF vI. pkV lo. Bfgny nf pfeyN. XhI khIN hoNgy. kdI kdI bYtrIaF dI ilsLkor vI idsdI.

kYsf smfj hY ieh, jo do ipafr BuwKIaF ijMdF nUM GVI pl imldy vI vyK nhI skdf? ieh kI ho igaf rwbf? sfzf qF koeI gLlq ierfdf nhI sI. socdy dovyN acfnk suMn ho gey. ajy qF AuhnF ny koeI gwl vI sFJI nhI sI kIqI aqy siQqI eynI iBafnk ho geI, ijvy Auh GroN corI nws ky jf rhy hox. hux jy Auh PVy jFdy ny qF sLfied roh ivc afeI dUsry Drm dy lokF dI DfV AuhnF nUM mfr mukfvy, jF pulIs dy hvfly kr dyvy. jy anUp ibwlo nUM Cwz ky clf jfvy qF ieh AusdI kfierqf hovygI. ho skdY acfnk bxy Auh smfj ihqYsLI, kwlI jvfn kuVI nUM vyK ky Aus nfl mUMh kflf krn `qy AuqfrU ho jfx.

vfps muVn dI qF hux koeI quk nhI sI. nf koeI slfh msLvrf krn df vkq. dohF ny iek dUjy dI bFh Guwt ky PV leI aqy iswDy rsqy jfx dI QF, Kwby pfsy df moV kwt ky ksby dy bfhr nUM ho tury. ijs pfisEN rylvy lfeIn, nfl dy stysLn nUM jFdI sI. hOlI hOlI afvfjLF dUr ho geIaF jfpIaF qF AuhnF ny suK df sfh ilaf.

durlB! kI qUM vfps jfxf cfhuMdI hYN?

nhI anUp! jo pYr asF pwt ilaf, Auh vfps jfx leI nhI. Kvry sfzy sdIvI imlfp df mwuZ eysy qrF hI bwJxf sI.

mYnUM gLlq nf smJIN myrI jfn! mYN iek sLrIPL prvfr df ho ky, qYnUM nsf ky iljfx df klMk nhI sI Kwtxf cfhuMdf.

duKI nf ho anUp! mYN qF qyrI hoky jIx df PLYslf kr cuwkI hF. sLfied rwb ny sfzy leI eyhI rsqf cuixaf hovy.

rfq dy hnyry ivc igwly suwky QfvF `qy quridaF, ibwlo dI sYNzl gfry ivc KwuB geI. anUp ny lwBx dI bVI koisLsL kIqI, pr sB ivarQ. kMizaF, JfVIaF, roVF AuWproN nMgy pYr quridaF, Ausdy kUly kUly pYr eynI burI qrF nfl iCwly gey ik pIV nfl Auh awKF Br afeI. aqy hMB ky iek pwQr qy bYT geI.

anUp ny AusnUM bfhF `c cwuk ky godI ivc ibTfieaf qF Auh jLfr jLfr rox lwg peI. ijvyN afpxy kIqy PLYsly `qy pCqf rhI hovy. anUp ny Ausdf mwQf cuMmdy ny idlfsf idwqf aqy AusnUM afpxf PLYslf bdlx dI sMBfvnf bfry Pyr puwiCaf.

anUp! mYnUM rfh ivc Cwz ky qF nhIN cilaf jfvyNgf?

qUM mYnUM eynf GtIaf iensfn ikvyN smJ ilaf durlB? kfsL! qUM ieh svfl krky myrI afqmf nUM nf JMjoiVaf huMdf. mYN qYnUM swcy idloN ipafr kIqf hY, qy mrdy dm qwk qYnUM awKoN Auhly nhI krFgf.  anUp dy bol suxky Auh Gwut ky Aus nfl icMbV geI.

pYdl qorn dI QF, anUp ny Aus nUM iek bwcy vFg afpxI ipwTqy cuwk ilaf qy ruk ruk ky pMj Cy mIl df sPLr qih kIqf. Pyr cMd dI cfnxI ivc iek rVI QF vyK ky ruk gey. sPLr dI Qkfn kfrn Auh iek ryqIly itwby `qy hI iek dUsry dIaF bfhF ivc inZfl ho geyy. sUrj df Aujflf hox qoN pihlF hI dohF dI awK KulH geI, qy AuhnF agly sPLr leI rylvy dI ptVI Cwz ky smfnFqr lMGdI jrnYlI sVk PV leI. sVk `qy iekf dukf trwk, koloN dI lMG rhy sn. sLfied iksy ny dohF pRymIaF nUM sLkI hflq ivc BtkidaF vyK ky afvfjLF vI kwsIaF hox. pr Auyh eys hflq qoN avysly, afpxy ainscq pMD `qy hOlI hOlI qury jf rhy sn.

anUp nUM acfnk iek iKafl suwiJaf, qy jdoN iek srdfr zrfeIvr df trwk koloN dI lMiGaf qF Aus ny hwQ dy ky rukx leI iesLfrf kIqf. zrfeIvr ny ijvyN rihm KFidaF qurMq gwzI rok leI. anUp ny ijAuN hI afpxI bycfrgI jLfhr krnI cfhI, qF afpxy KulHy pMjfbI suBfAu ivc Ausny bVy hI idlfsy Bry sLbdF nfl dohF df mn moh ilaf.

Eey Brfvf, QonUM vyK ky pRqwK idsdY ik iksy sMkt ivc PsI quhfzI axivafhI joVI, jfn qlI `qy rwK ky ikDry inwkl turI ho. qy eys kuVI dy pYrF `qy jMimaf lhU eys gwl dI gvfhI BrdYY, ik iek hor swsI afpxy ipafr sdkf, QlF dy kMzy imDdI afeI hY. CyqI dwso ikwQy jfxY, qy bYTo myry trwk dy mgr. ijwQy afKogy, lfh idaFgy.

dohF ny, rwb bx ky bhuVy Aus Audfr pursL nUM idloN asIs idwqI. mQurf phuMcx qoN pihlF zrfeIvr ny iek irksLf cflk nUM KlHfr ky AuhnF nUM irksLy `qy ibTf idwqf, qy kihx lwgf:

ieh rUhF dy myly vI sbwbF nfl hI huMdy ny. pqf nhI Pyr kIhny imlxY. myrI qF koeI BYx hY nhI. huMdI qF sLfied eys kuVI vrgI mlUk jhI huMdI. lY BYxy, afh lY qyry joVy jfmy leI iql Puwl[. iek vIr vwloN sLgn smJ ky rwK lY. Ausny sO rupey df iek not ibwlo dy hwQ PVf ky isr plos idwqf.

qy myrI iek gwl cyqy rwiKE. Aus ny gwl jfrI rwKidaf Pyr afiKaf. jy hux qusIN ijLMdgI dI jwdo-jihd ivc iTwlH hI pey ho, qF iek dUjy nUM mMJDfr `c nf Cwz jfxf. asIN vI kdy muhwbqF `c pey sI, pr ieh iksmq vfilaF dIaF hI isry cVHdIaYN. jfE quhfzf rwb rfKf. Aus ny afpxIaF awKf pUMJdy ny sLfied afpxy aqIq vwl ingfh mfrI.

pMjfbIaq df aQfh jjLbf mihsUs kridaF, ibwlo ny AusnUM pYsy vfps moVny cfhy, pr

cl beI jgIiraf. kih ky Ausny trwk stfrt kr ilaf qy vyNhidaF vyNhidaF awKF qoN Auhly ho gey. ibwlo acMBq hoeI anUp vwl qwkx lwgI, ijvyN kih rhI hovy.Auh swcmuwc koeI PLirsLqf hI hoxYN.

agly idn, tRyn lY ky dovyN afQx hox qoN pihlF ajmyr phuMc gey. anUp df nOkr sLfmUM, Aus dI qrs Xog hflq vyK ky hYrfn rih igaf. pr Auhdy nfl afeI AusdI koml jhI sfQx nUM vyK ky bhuq KusL hoieaf. nhf Do ky surq lYx ipwCoN anUp ny sLfmUM nUM  bjLfr qoN KrIdfrI krn leI iek ilst idwqI. ijs ivc bdfmF df qyl, vYjLlIn krIm, rUM df iek pYikt, do iklo dwuD, keI qrF dI imTfeI, kuJ Pl qy KusLk myvy ilKy hoey sn. Kfxf bnfAux df smF bcfAux leI, lwgdy hwQ Auh isrqfj hotl vfly srdfrF dy hotl qoN iqMn QflIaF df afrzr vI dy afieaf.

sOx qoN pihlF sLfmUM iclmcI ivc grm pfxI smo ky lY afieaf. durlwB dy nFh nFh kridaF vI anUp ny afpxy hwQF nfl Aus dy swujy hoey pYrF `qy, kosy pfxI `c lUx pf ky tkor kIqI.

iehnF nfjLuk pYrF dI cwtfn vrgI idRVHqf ny awj sfbq kr idwqY, ik mYN ikMnf KusL iksmq iensfn hF. qyry jhI hmsPLr dy qF, koeI pYr Do Do pIvy. Ausny lfz nfl Ausdy pwbF nUM afpxy hoTF nfl dulfiraf. ikMnf icr QwkIaF hoeIaF AusdIaF koml ipMzlIaF nUM bdfmF dy qyl nfl Jsdf irhf. aqy pYrF dIaF ibafeIaF `qy vYjLlIn krIm dy Phy rwK ky Ausdy pYrF nUM azol hI iek nrm isrhfxy `qy itkf idwqf.

lE srdfrnI jI. awj quhfnUM sOx leI do do isrhfxy imlxgy.

     iek isrFHdI, iek pYrF Qwly.

ibwlo ny Ausdf hwQ iKcHidaF puwiCaf.

  qy hux srdfr anUp isMG ikwDr nUM cwly?

Ausny jFdy jFdy ny awKF JmkFidaF jvfb idwqf.

   eys leI ik durlwB jI awj pYxgy kwly.

sLfmUM dohF dI hfisaF BrI nok Jok suxky lot pot hoeI jf irhf sI.

 sLfmUM, bIbI jI df plMG vwzy bYzrUm ivc ivCygf aqy myrf Coty kmry ivc. anUp dI gwl sux ky ibwlo ny gMBIr ho ky puwiCaf,

jy ieMj hI krnf sI qF mYnUM eyQy ilafAux dI kI loV sI? Aus df aMg aMg afpxy mfhI dy vjUd aMdr smf jfx leI ivafkul ho irhf jfpdf sI.

ibwlo, smJx dI koisLsL kr zfrilMg! jo hflq mYN qyry pYrF dI vyKI hY, qYnUM pUry afrfm dI sKLq jLrUrq hY. klH qYnUM zfktr kol `cYk-awp leI lY ky jfxY.

bhfny nf bxfE. mYN cMgI BlI hF, mYnUM kI hoieaY? KLumfr BrIaF awKF nfl Aus nUM glvwkVI ivc kws ky bolI.

durlwB, qYnUM mYN ikvyN dwsF? icrF qoN sDrF BrI syj nUM mfnx leI mYN afp ikMnf qrs irhf hF. awj qyrI qpwisaf kfrn, qyrf mfiKEN imwTf ipafr myrI JolI ipaf hY. rwb vwloN idwqI eynIN kImqI sOgfq nUM mYN pUry sLgnF bfad hI svIkfr krnf cfhuMdf hF. iek vfrI qyrI ishq TIk ho jfey. qyrI jfn nfl hI myrf jhfn hY. vyKIN sfzy jIvn df iek iek pl, hnImUMn vFg XfdF Biraf hoxYN. burf nf mnfeyN qF afpF kuJ idn qyry mMmI zYzI dy asLIrvfd df ieMqjLfr kr leIey?

kI quhfzy iKafl ivc, Auh eyQy afAuxgy?

kmlIey, DI puwqr BfvyN gLlqI kr jfx, kdy mfpy kumfpy nhIN huMdy. ieh iensfnI irsLqy vI kdy Cwzy jFdy ny?  jy Auh mYnUM psMd nhIN krdy, afpxI lfzlI nUM vfps iljfx leI qF AuhnF df afAuxf bxdf hY. ho skdY, mYnUM sbk isKfx leI Auh pulIs vI nfl lY afAux.

jy pulIs afeI qF mYN afp ibafn idaFgI, ik  ies ivc qyrI koeI gLlqI nhI hY?

pr AuhnF dIaF njLrF ivc qF mYN qYnUM agvf krn df dosLI hovFgf. AuhnF nUM kI pqf, afpxI ijMd jfn dI rfKI krn leI mYnUM ieh kdm ikAuN cuwkxf ipaf sI. bws, hux hor socxf bMd kr. do idnF qoN jPLr jfldI afeI hYN, kwcy GiVaF `qy qrn vFgUM.  qy lfz nfl Ausny ibwlo df mwQf cuMm ilaf. guwz-nfeIt.

svyry AuWT ky bRykPLfst ipwCoN, anUp ny sLfmUM nUM tYksI ilafx leI Byj idwqf. qy durlwB nUM mdfr- gyt dI mfrkIt ivKy sLfipMg krn leI iqafr hox vfsqy jdoN afiKaf, qF Auh puwCx lwgI.

EQy kI krn jf rhy hF, anUp?

qyry leI vrI df sfmfn KrIdx.

pr eynI kfhlI kfhdI ey?

lE puwCo. dulhn Gr afeI bYTI hovy. nf Ausny koeI suhfg df joVf pfieaf hovy, nf koeI tUMm nf Cwlf. jy mF jI af gey qF kI afKxgy, vhutI bnfx df cfa sI qy myrI DI ajy vI nMgI buwcI bYTI hY?

ibwlo ny Aus nUM lfz nfl Guwt ilaf.

sLfipMg krn vyly Ausny ibwlo dy psMd dIaF pMj sfVHIaF KrIdIaF. srfPLF dI dukfn qoN jf ky iek kImqI gly dy sYt nfl lMmy lMmy jVfAU Jumky, awDI drjn cUVIaF, mwQy df itwkf, klIry, pYrF dIaF pfjLybF aqy rUbI dI aMgUTI. Pyr minafrI dI dukfn qoN myk-awp dIaF Zyr sfrIaF cIjLF, nvyN sUtkys qy hor ikMnf sfrf ink-suk. afpxy hI ivafh dI KrIdfrI krdI ibwlo dy idl ivc, lwzU Pwutx dI QF zr df aihsfs vDyry ho irhf sI. GVI GVI Auh ardfsF krdI.

hy swicaf pfqsLfh! sfzy ipafr dI lfj rwKIN. ijnHF cfvF ivc asIN awj AuWzy iPrdy hF, kfsL, Auh pUry ho skx.

tYksI dI ipClI sIt qF lg Bg sfmfn nfl Br geI, hux bYTxf ikwQy hY? ibwlo ny Auqskqf nfl anUp nUM puwiCaf, qF Auh sLrfrq nfl Auhdy kMn `c kihx lwgf. qUM ipwCly pfsy, myry pwtF `qy.  Aus ny hwsdI ny anUp dI ipwT `qy ptokI mfr idwqI.

Gr afky iesLnfn krn AuprMq anUp ny bVI rIJ nfl, ibwlo nUM suhfg dI sfVHI puafeI. qy afpxy hwQIN sfry sLgnF dy gihxy. pyNitMg bxf rhy iek icwqRkfr vFgUM, apxy mihbUb dy inrCl ipafr BrIaF CohF Aus nUM bycYn kr rhIaF sn. pUrI myk-awp krn ipwCoN ibwlo `qy Auh rUp ciVHaf, anUp GVI muVI Aus vwl pRsMsk njLrF nfl vyK irhf sI. vfihgurU! myrI ibwlo nUM iksy dI njLr nf lwgy. Ausdy ichry qoN afpxy ipafr nUM ivvhfrk qOr qy apnfx dI qIbr iewCf Jlk rhI sI. aYpr iksy afdrsL dI mjbUrI Ausdf rfh rok ky KVHI sI.

sLfmUM  bgIcy ivwcoN PuwlF dI tokrI Brky aMdr ilafAuNdf, bIbI jI vwl vyK vyK muskVIaF hwsy. Auhdy Bfxy sLfied awj Ausdy sfihb, suhfg rfq mnfAux dI pUrI iqafrI kr rhy sn. pr awj dI rfq vI anUp ny gwlF gwlF ivc hI lMGf idwqI. jdoN durlwB dI awK lwgI,  qF AusIaF jLulPLF nUM sMvfrdf, mihMdI rMgy hwQf nUM plosdf Auh afpxy sOx kmry ivc af ky lyt igaf. koeI awDI rfq gey, sLfmUM ny anUp nUM aD nINdry ivc af hlUixaf.

sfihb, koeI mfqf jI afp ko imlny ky lIey pDfry hYN. Aun ky sfQ eyk lVkf BI hY. kihqy hYN khIN afgry ky pfs sy afey hYN. anUp df mwQf Txikaf. Ausny brFzy dI rosnI hyT, KwulHy bUhy `c KloqI durlwB dI mF jI nUM pihcfx ilaf qy pYrIN hwQ lfAux leI awgy viDaf.

siq sRI akfl jI!  sLfmUM , mfqf jI nUM aMdr zrfieMg rUm ivc ibTf.

Auh sB TIk hY, durlwB ikwQy hY? aYDr EDr JfkdI iekbfl bVy kurKLq lihjy ivc bolI.

mF jI, Auh vwzy bYzrUm ivc sON rhI hY. bhuq QwkI hoeI hY. mYN KVkf nhIN krnf cfhuMdf. cfho qF bUhy ivwcoN hI njLr mfr afE, svyry jgf lYxf.

sLwk dUr krn leI, iekbfl qy AuhnF df lVkf hrjIq, dby pYrIN jfky Aus nUM nfeIt-lfeIt dI mwDm loa ivc vyK afey. sLgnF dy vsqrF `c ilptI, sfry jLyvrF qy sLMgfr nfl dulhn vFg sjI DjI AuhnF dI bytI, iekwlI plMG qy inZfl peI sI. Aus `qy cVHy rUp nUM vyK ky sLfied AuhnF df jIa Aus nUM buwkl ivc lYx leI vI kIqf hovy.

          ieh kI? kuVI kwlI EQy, qy qUM[? iekbfl nUM smJ nhI sI af rhI, ik jo ivakqI iksy kuVI nUM Ausdy mfipaF dy GroN AuhnF dI iejfjLq ibnF lY ky afieaf hovy, Auh Aus nfl sMbMD joVy ibnF vwKrf[.

          qusIN hux cfho qF afrfm kro, ieh gwlF krn leI svyry bVf[.

asIN bQyrIaF byafrfmIaF kwt leIaF. asIN afpxI kuVI nUM lYx afey hF.

mF jI, mYN quhfzI bytI nUM vfps Byjx leI nhI sI lY ky afieaf. nf hI Aus dy rUp nUM mfnx dI mYnUM eynI kfhl sI. jy mYN gLlq iensfn huMdf qF quhfzI ies gopI nfl rfs rcf ky, ies nUM mQurf dIaF rfhF ivc ivrlfp krdI nUM Cwz afieaf huMdf. pr dUsry kmry ivc aCoh lytI quhfzI bytI awj vI EnIN hI pivwqr hY, ijMnI quhfzy GroN afeI sI. ijMnHF hflfq ivwcoN asIN lMGy hF, quhfnUM XkIn nhIN afAuxf. cfho qF afpxI DI nUM puwC skdy ho.

AuWcI AuWcI gwlF dI afvfjL sux ky durlwB dI nINd AuWKV geI. Auh hfl kmry ivc af ky ibnF kuJ khy, iek kOlLy nfl lwg ky Klo geI. AusdIaF pfjLybF dI Cxkfr iekbfl dy kMnI peI qF AuhnF ny guwsy aqy ipafr rlI muWdrf ivc AuWT ky bytI nUM bfhF ivc Guwt ilaf. Auh sfVHI df pwlf mUMh awgy lY ky sLrmsfr ijhI KlHoqI rhI.

qYnUM pqY, 17 sfl dI nfbfilg kuVI nUM kwZ ky ilafAux df kI nqIjf ho skdY?

kwZ ky ilafAux dI QF, ieh ikAuN nhI kihMdy ik quhfzI iewjLq nUM vihsLI dunIaF dIaF njLrF qoN bcf ky ilaFdf hY. nfly ijhVy ipafr krdy ny Auh kdy nqIjy nhIN socdy. ijhVI isrF DVF dI bfjLI lfky mYN ies nUM lY ky afieaf hF, qy ijs ihMmq nfl roVF pwQrF qy qur ky ies ny myrf sfQ idwqf hY, mYN sfzy dohF dI imhnq ajfeIN nhI jfx idaFgf.

sLukr kr asIN afpxy nfl pulIs nhIN lY ky afey. pr kMn KolH ky sux lY, mYN iekwlI vfps nhIN jfx vflI. iekbfl ny AuwcI afvfjL ivc Aus nUM vMgfridaF ikhf.

mYN iek vfr Pyr quhfzf qrlf krdf hF. cfho qF iKmf kr skdy ho. quhfzI lfzlI hux myrf jIvn sRoq hY. asIN iek dUsry bgYr jI nhI skxf. ies vyly suhfg df joVf pfky jo quhfzy kol KloqI hY, iek jnnI ho ky ies nUM sqI hox `qy mjbUr nf kro.

mYN iksy gwloN vI quhfzI bytI dy aXog nhI hF. mYN iek irspYktybl ijLmIdfr pirvfr qoN hF. pitafly dI coKI jLmIn qoN ielfvf Audypur `c do eykV QF `qy  sfzI koTI hY. pqf nhIN iek guriswK hoky vI quhfnUM jLfqpfq dI smwisaf ikEN prysLfn kr rhI hY. myry kol cMgI qflIm hY, ruqbf hY, vyKx cfKx ivc koeI mfVf vI nhI. sB qoN jLrUrI gwl ieh hY ik quhfzI bytI mYnUM ipafr krdI hY. mF jI qusIN ies durlwB hIry nUM mYQoN judf krn df anrQ nf kro, plIjL. quhfnUM rwb df vfsqf eI. qy Auh iekbfl dy pYrF `qy izwg ipaf.

mYN qyrIaF momo-TgxIaF ivc nhI afAux vflI. mYN srdfr horF nUM huxy qfr dy ky bulfAux jf rhI hF. qy gusy ivc Auh AuWT KVoqI.

qF Pyr myrI vI afKrI gwl suxdy jfieE. jy pMjfb qoN quhfzy afAux qoN pihlF mYN EQy nf puwjf huMdf, qF quhfzI bytI ny afh jLihr Kf lYxI sI. Ausny almfrI ivwcoN sfieafnfeIz dIaF golIaF dI iek sLIsLI kwZ ky AuhnF nUM ivKfeI.

pqf nhI iehnUM iks ny ilaf ky idwqI sI. pr eynI Kqrnfk vsqU, quhfzI DI ny ajy vI sFB ky rwKI hoeI hY. mF jI, asIN kfier nhIN sfbq hoxf cfhuMdy, pr jy qusIN sfzy nfl iksy qrF dI vI vDIkI krnI cfhI, jF pulIs dy jLor nfl sfnUM vwKrf krnf cfihaf, qF sfzy dohF dIaF lfsLF qoN ibnf quhfzy hwQ kuJ vI nhIN afAuxf.   _________ 0 _________

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"noH juwqI! nHo kuwqf!! -(khfxI)

-isLvcrn jwgI kuwsf

 

    bfbf bKqOrf iswD-pwDrf bMdf sI. pUrn PLwkr, sfAU, drvysL! dsF nhuMaF dI ikrq krky Kfx vflf mfnwuK! svyry, sfJry AuWT ky sB qoN pihlF gurduafry jf ky JfVU Pyrnf, pfxI iCVkxf, mhFvfik lY ky iPr kuJ Kfxf-pIxf Aus df pRx sI.    

    bfbf iewk gLrIb ijLmIdfr Gr df jMmpl sI. bfby dy bfp kol pMj eykV afpxI jLmIn sI aqy kuJ Auh awD-mfmly 'qy lY ky vfh lYNdf aqy Gr df qorf sohxf qorI jFdf sI. bfbf bKqOrf do BYxF df iekwlf-iekwlf Brf sI. BYxF vwzIaF sn aqy bfbf Cotf sI. dohF BYxF dy ivafh mgroN bfby nUM pMjvIN jmfq ivcoN htf ky bfpU ny vfhI ivc hI aVuMg ilaf. bfby bKqOry dy isr 'qy bcpn qoN hI DOly sn. ijs krky lokF ny Aus df nF hI 'bfbf' pf ilaf. afm qOr 'qy ipMz dy lok, iPr Grdy aqy iPr irsLqydfr Aus nUM 'bfbf bKqOrf' afKx lwg pey. bfbf bVf lihrI bMdf sI. iksy df vI guwsf nf krdf. jy glI ivc Kyzdy bwcy Aus nUM ivaMgmeI, "kI hfl aY bfbf jI?" puwCdy qF Auh bVf suafr ky, "TIk aY puwaq!" afK ky AuWqr idMdf.

     iek idn bfbf aqy bfpU Kyq kwsI df pfxI lf rhy sn ik bfby df PLOjI mfmf af igaf. KuwlHy suBfa aqy suzOl srIr vflf mfmf bVf dlyr afdmI sI. bfby bKqOry nfloN Auh isrPL ds ku sfl hI vwzf sI.

"Auey af beI srbMDIaf!" bfpU Aus nUM bVf ilPL ky imilaf. bfpU Aus nUM idloN ipafr krdf sI

"lot aY pRfhuixaF! qUM suxf?"

"bws DwkI jfny aYN gwzI-qUM dyh gwl KyzdI aY kfto PLuwlF 'qy ik nhIN?"

 "bws! sdF idvflI sfD dI cor dIaF rfqF." mfmf bVf KuwlH ky hwisaf sI.

 "Auh qF pqf eI aY-lMzr hYgF-koeI iPLkr nf PLfkf-nUMh ilafAuxI nHI DI qornI nI-qyrI qF BfeI afpy inwq duaflI aY-nfmF POj 'coN kmfeI jfnYN qy gurU Blf kry gulCry AuzfeI jfnYN-nf rMn nf kMn."

mfmf hwsI jf irhf sI.

"qyrf kI hfl aY bfbf?"

"TIk aY-." muwC PLuwt cobr bfbf bKqOrf mfmy qoN kuJ sMgdf sI. juafn mfmf kdy kdy Aus koloN 'kuVIaF' dIaF gwlF puwCx lwg pYNdf. pr bfbf ieho ijhf hY nhIN sI. Auh qF sfDU bMdf sI.

sLfm nUM Auh Gry af gey.

byby rotI lfh rhI sI.

"PLOjIaf qUM ibafh bUh idKfAuxYN ik nhIN?" bfpU ny dysI dfrU dI boql 'coN mwkI df guwl iKwcidaF qfiVaf. pfxI df zolU Auh pihlF hI Br ilafieaf sI.

"afh krvfAuxYN iehny ibafh! jdoN afKIey dMdIaF jIaF kwZ ky idKfdU." byby ny mwkI dI rotI 'PLfaVH' krdI Cfby ivc mfrI.

"pqf nHI myry pyikaF dI jVH rhU, pqf nHI nhIN-bMdf huMdY kdy qF gwl mMndY-iehdI akl 'qy qF TIkrf mUDf vwijaY!"

"iehdI akl qF mlwtrI ny crlI!" bfpU boilaf.

 "Auey BYxy! krvflFgy ivafh vI-aYnI kfhlI vI kfhdI aY?" mfmy ny kMgxIN qwk dfrU df Biraf iglfs aMdr suwitaf.

 "nf ajy qUM gIgYN? boZl kwtf hoieaf ipaYN-dfhVHI qyry igwitaF qwk afeI vI aY." byby qpI bYTI sI.

"lY sux lY pRfhuixaF!" PLOjI ny bfpU nUM sLkfieq ijhI lfeI. dfrU dy pYWg nfl srHoN df sfg KFdy dI Aus dI 'gpl-gpl' dUr qwk suxdI sI. mUMh dI 'twuc-twuc' itkI rfq ivc qfVI vFg vwjdI sI.

"ieh Qozf mslY beI-mYN ivc af ky kfhqoN GrUt mrvfvF?" bfpU ny hwQ KVHy kr idwqy.

"mYN qy bfbf 'kwTy eI ivafh krvfvFgy." Aus ny vwzIaF sfrIaF muwCF 'qy hwQ Pyr ky afiKaf. dfrU dy iCwty dUr-dUr qwk buVHky!

"iehdf qF rfm kury iewko eI 'lfj aY-suwikaf ivaf iCwqr lY-ly qy totx eI totx BMny-hor ikqy nf mfry-bws!" bfpU ny dUjI boql 'co guwl mroVidaF ikhf.

"vy qUM ivafh krvf nf krvf-Kf KsmF nUM-qUM ikhVf sfzI koeI gwl mMnxI aYN? pr sfzf iewk kMm jrUr kr."

"BYxy qyry khy qF mYN KUh 'c izwgx nUM iqafr aYN." mfmf rUVI-mfrkf nfl 'bfbU' bixaF bYTf sI. dIvy dI loa Aus dIaF awKF ivc zol rhI sI.

"qYnUM KUh 'c izwgx nUM jmF nHI afKdy."

"Kfqy 'c izwg pYnYN?" Auh vwzf sfrf jbfVHf KolH ky hwsdf sI.

"vy PHoat! mYN kihMnI aF sfzy CorH nUM vI PLOj 'c BrqI krvf dyh-vfhI 'c eI igwty iPrdy jfdy aY iehdy."

"kwlH nUM eI lE!"

"nI qUM rihx dy! juafk nUM lY ky bygy lihry bwjU-Pyr JfkyNgI-aYho jy nyVy qyVy KVHdy vI nI huMdy-pfksqfnoN lwB ky ilafAuxy pYxgy."

"vy qUM koeI cwj dI gwl kiraf kr!"

"pRfhuixaF afpxf pwkf vfadf irhf-mYN iehnUM POj 'c BrqI krvfAUN-dyKIN POj 'c jf ky qF ieh bMdf bxjU-aYQy rih ky qF rihjU qyry argf grVpONk!"

"dyK lY rfm kury! mYN iehdy mwQy 'c boql mfr ky tIk clfdUM!" bfpU dI sLrfbI jLbfn mUMh ivc 'zwk-zwk' vwjx lwg peI sI.

sfry hwsI gey.

    agly idn mfmf bfby bKqOry nUM lY ky qur igaf. puwq dy suinhrI BivwK dI afs ivc byby awKF 'coN mwlomwlI zuwlHdy hMJU bocI KVHI sI. bfby bKqOry nUM imltrI ivc BrqI krvf idwqf. hwz df krVf aqy imhnqI bfbf PLOj ivc cMgf qur ipaf sI. pUry swq sflF bfad bfby df ivafh ho igaf. mfmf pYnsLn af igaf sI. bfby dy GrvflI jYkur vI bfby vFg idl dI sfPL aOrq sI. rwb dI rjLf ivc rfjLI rihx vflI idldfr aOrq.

    iqMn sflF ivc ivc hI jYkur ny do sohxy sunwKy puwqF nUM jnm idwqf. mfmf vDfeI dyx afieaf. Auh iewk 'jIvn sfQx' nfl sLfdI krky hux amrIkf jf irhf sI. Aus dI jIvn sfQx amrIkf ivc vsdI ivDvf aOrq sI. ijs ny aKLbfr ivc 'jIvn sfQI dI loV' df iesLiqhfr idwqf sI aqy jugqI mfmy ny ies iesLiqhfr df pUrf pUrf PLfiedf AuTfieaf sI.

    mfmy dy amrIkf jfx qoN bfad hI bfby bKqOry dy byby-bfpU vfrI vfrI cVHfeI kr gey. srdI purdI imwtI ikAuNtx qoN bfad bfbf afpxy dohF puwqF aqy GrvflI jYkur nUM afpxy kol hI lY igaf. kuaftr iml igaf aqy muMzy Aus ny sYink skUl ivc dfKl krvf idwqy. jYkur dI, guaFZx PLOjx rukmx nfl bfhvf buwkl KuwlH geI sI. sfrI idhfVI AuhnF dI rfl-bol bxI rihMdI. jdoN sLfm nUM bwcy aqy PLOjI Gry af jFdy qF Auh afpxy afpxy GrylU ikwiqaF ivc ruwJ jFdIaF.

    srivs pUrI krn bfad bfbf bKqOrf sUbydfr pYnsLn af igaf. bwcy af ky iewk pRfeIvyt skUl ivc lf idwqy aqy afp bfbf imltrI 'coN imlI rkm bYNk ivc rwK ky sLfhI TfT nfl rihx lwg ipaf. jLmIn dy pMj eykV Auh awD 'qy dy Cwzdf. Kfx jogy dfxy hfVHI-sfAuxI Gry af jFdy. bfbf hr rojL gurduafry jfx lwg ipaf. gurbfxI suxdf, kIrqn srvx krdf aqy kdy kdy Kyq gyVf mfr afAuNdf.

    PLOjI mfmy df icwTI pwqr afAuNdf rihMdf. Aus dI GrvflI nUM koeI bfl-bwcf nhIN hoieaf sI. Auh hmysLf bfby dy muMizaF nUM god lY ky amrIkf lY jfx leI ilKdf. Auh ieh vI ilKdf ik muMzy qF bfby bKqOry dy hI rihxy sn. bws! Auh qF isrPL kfgjL pUrqI leI bwcy 'azfpt' kr ky amrIkf sYWt krnf cfhuMdf sI. Aus dy GrvflI vI ies gwl nfl sihmq sI.

"AUN qF jYkury juafkF dI ijMdgI bxjU-amrIkf qF koeI krmF aflf eI jFdY-kyrF qF nfmF rol kr dyxgy bwgy sLyr-nfly mfmf vI idl df mfVf bMdf nHI." bfbf bKqOrf jYkur nUM afKdf.

"afho nfly AuhnF nUM afhr bixaF rhU-AuhnF df vI afpxy ibnf kOx aYN? Auh jfxy bfhlf ikhf qF qor idaFgy." jYkur ny afpxy vwloN pUrn huMgfrf idwqf.

bfby ny mfmy nUM icwTI ilK idwqI.

    mfmf aqy mfmI srdIaF ivc af gey. mfmy ny vfl ktvf ky dfhVHI kqr leI sI. awDbwgI dfhVHI nUM Auh vfr vfr plosdf sI. bfbf, mfmy dy cohl mohl dyK ky aMdroN hws irhf sI. vkIl 'aYWn isMG' nfl gwlbfq krky sfry kfgjL pwqr iqafr krvfey. mogy kichrIaF ivc sfrf kys pysL krky donoN muMzy kulbIr aqy jgbIr 'god' lY ley. cfr ku hPLqy bfad mfmf, mfmIN aqy donoN muMzy amrIkf AuzfrI mfr gey.

"lY iehnF dy vfl nf ktvfeIN!" qurdy mfmyN nUM bfby ny Bry mn nfl afiKaf sI. bfbf aqy jYkur iekwly rih gey. hux AuhnF nUM isrPL gurU-Gr df hI afsrf rih igaf sI. dovyN mIaF-bIvI hux bhuqf smF gurduafry hI bqIq krdy. smF pf ky dohF ny aMimRqpfn kr ilaf aqy gurU vfly bx gey. hux dohF df vkq bfxI pVHidaF suxidaF hI inkldf. bfby bKqOry ny Dfrimk ikqfbF df aiDaYn sLurU kr idwqf. sRI gurU nfnk dyv jI dIaF AudfsIaF qoN lY ky Aus ny sRI gurU goibMd isMG jI dIaF jMgF qwk, sfrf ieiqhfs pVH ilaf sI. bfby nUM iswK ieiqhfs pRqI kfPLI igafn ho igaf sI. hux Auh nOjvfnF nUM iswKI nfl joVn leI XqnsLIl rihMdf. jYkur gurduafry dy afsy pfsy qoN iewtF roVy cugdI, bUitaF nUM pfxI idMdI aqy nfm jpdI rihMdI. lMgr ivc syvf krdI Auh 'pRsLfdf vfihgurU' afK ky rotI puwCdI. vrHy bIq gey. muMizaF dI aqy mfmy mfmIN dI icwTI afAuNdI qF qpdy ihrdy Tr jfdy.

    awj amrIkf qoN afeI icwTI ny dohF dy KMB lf idwqy. cfa nfl AuhnF dy pwb DrqI 'qy nhIN lwgdy sn. bfby aqy jYkur ny sRI gurU grMQ sfihb awgy swq-swq vfr nwk rgV ky gurU df sLukrfnf adf kIqf sI. kulbIr ny zfktrI pfs kr leI sI aqy jsbIr ieMjnIar bx igaf sI. hux AuhnF dy ivafh dI gwl cwlI sI. bfby aqy jYkur nUM amrIkf dI rfhdfrI aqy nfl hvfeI itktF leI lwK rupey df cYWk phuMc igaf sI. Auh amrIkf jfxf qF nhIN cfhuMdy sn, pr puwqF dy ivafh dI gwl df cfa AunHF nUM amrIkf vwl nUM iewk qrHF nfl GVHIs irhf sI.

    mhIny ku bfad hI dohF nUM amrIkf df vIjLf iml igaf aqy Auh amrIkf nUM AuzfrI mfr gey. dohF dy idl jhfjL nfloN qyjL AuWz rhy sn. puwqF nUM imlx df cfa ihwk 'c DUh pf irhf sI. Auh soc rhy sn ik AuhnF dy puwq ikwzy ku ho gey hoxgy? dfhVHIaF Br geIaF hoxgIaF! icx ky dsqfrF sjLfeIaF hoxgIaF? cfavF dy smuMdr ivc qrdy Auh inAUXfrk eyarport 'qy af Auqry.

    ieMmIgrysLn qoN ivhly ho ky bfhr inkly qF sfhmxy mfmf mfmI KVHy sn. mfmI qF hfr geI sI, pr mfmy dI zrfeIvr kwt dfhVHI kfPLI pRBfv dy rhI sI. dfhVHI nUM klPL lf ky Auh 'mor' bixaF KVHf sI. dfhVHI kflI krI hox krky ivcoN icwty dMd iKl-iblIaF Cwz rhy sn. sfry jwPLIaF pf ky imly. suwK-sFd puwCI geI aqy kuJ ku rvfieqI gwlF hoeIaF.

"kulbIry horIN ikwQy aY?" jYkur df idl kfhlf ipaf hoieaf sI.

"aYQy eI sI-afsy pfsy ho gey hoxy aYN-muMzy KuMzy aY-lY, aOh af gey!" mfmI ny ikhf.

    dyK ky bfby bKqOry df idl ihwl igaf! jYkur Bmwqr ky ipwtx vflI ho geI! kulbIr aqy jsbIr dI dfhVHI aqy muwCF 'ctm' krvfeIaF hoeIaF sn! vflF dy kuMzl bxvf ky, kMnF ivc murkIaF puafeIaF hoeIaF sn. kulbIr dy jIn dI GsI ijhI pYNt pfeI hoeI sI, ijhVI gozy koloN jfx ky pfVI lwgdI sI. jsbIr dy grmI hox kfrn lMzf ijhf kwCf hI pfieaf hoieaf sI. AuhnF df df cfa gPLUr dy huwky dI suafh vFg AuWz igaf!

"hfey zYz! hfey mMm!!" kulbIr aqy jsbIr ny EpiraF vFg ikhf. jYkur ny iZwz dI awg nUM vfrI vfrI kfljy nfl Guwitaf. bfby ny isr plos idwqf.

"mfmf qUM qF myrI aOlfd eI gflqI-ieh qF sfly kMjrF mFgUM kokrU ijhy pfeI iPrdy aY-mYN qF lokF dy muMizaF nUM iswK bxfAuNdf bxfAuNdf afp eI toBy 'c jf izwigaf." Gr af ky bfby ny AulFBf idwqf. Aus df idl roeI jf irhf sI.

"Auey Bfxjy aYQy mfhOl eI shurf kuC aYho ijaY-bQyrHy iswK bx jfxgy-qUM ikhVf juafnI 'c eI gfqrf pf ilaf sI?" mfmy ny pYWg pIx qoN bfad ikhf. Auh iqwKI ijhI muwC nUM vfrI isr vwt cfVHdf sI.

"........." bfbf cuwp sI.

"Bfxjy jYsf dysL vYsf Bys-jy iehnF dy vfl nf ktfvfAuNdy qF iehnF nUM skUl 'c dfKlf eI nHI imlxf sI." mfmf hwdoN vwD gwp mfr igaf sI.

"mfmf golI mfrdf aYho ijhy skUl nUM-vfps qor idMdf-AuQy afpy krky KfeI jFdy-BuwKy qF mrn nhIN lwgy sI-afbdf dIn Drm qF rwKdy!"

"cwl Quwk guwsy nUM-bQyrHI Aumr peI aY dInF DrmF afsqy-qUM aYDrlI dIn dunIaF dyK!" mfmy ny bfby nUM QfpVidaF ikhf.

    keI idn gujLr gey. mfmy mfmIN ny AuhnF nUM kfPLI GuMmf iPrf idwqf sI. vDIaf vDIaf, mhwqvpUrn QfvF idKf idwqIaF sn. kulbIr aqy jsbIr svyry jFdy aqy sLfm nUM muVdy. bfby nUM AuhnF df koeI cfa nhIN rih igaf sI. sgoN piqwq hox df duwK sI. hux bfbf aqy jYkur sB kfsy nUM 'rwb df Bfxf' mMn ky sFavyN ho qury sn. agly idn AuhnF df gurduafry jfx df pRogrfm bixaF. bfby aqy jYkur nUM kuJ sLFqI ijhI afeI ik amrIkf ijhy goiraF dy dysL ivc vI gurU dy lfzly isMGF ny gurduafry Ausfry hoey sn. KLflsf jI dy bol bfly sn. isMGF dI ihMmq nUM Auh aMdro-aMdrI dfd dy rhy sn.

     svyry inwqnym qoN bfad AuhnF ny nfsLqf kIqf aqy kfr lY ky gurduafry nUM cwl pey. gurU drsLxF leI AuhnF df mn iblbl hoieaf ipaf sI. pfrikMg ivc kfr KVHI kr ky AuhnF ny joVy lfhy aqy nMgy pYrIN gurU-Gr nUM ho qury. bfbf aqy jYkur 'DMn aYN mflkf-DMn aYN mflkf' krdy jf rhy sn. AuhnF df cfa nhIN cuwikaf jf irhf sI. jdoN Auh gurUGr phuMcy qF pRbMDkF ny AuhnF nUM drvfjy 'qy hI rok idwqf. kfrn puwCx 'qy pRbMDk ny AuhnF nUM sMKyp sLbdF ivc dwisaf ik aMdr iewk gruwp vwloN Drnf idwqf hoieaf sI aqy lVfeI ho peI hY. isMG pwgolwQI ho ky hty hn aqy sRI sfihbF dI KuwlH ky vrqoN kIqI geI hY. kuJ isMG aqy bIbIaF sKLq PLwtV hn. pulIs aqy aYNbUlYNsF dI AzIk ho rhI sI. bfbf aqy jYkur suMn KVHy sn.

    ajy Auh gwlF krdy krdy pRkrmf ivc dfKl hoey hI sn ik acfnk pulIs dy koeI qIh-cflI gory jvfn, juwqIaF aqy kuwiqaF smyq aMdr dfKl ho gey. BgdV mwc geI sI aqy bfbf bKqOrf, "nHo juwqI! nHo kuwqf!!" krdf krdf, kurlfAuNdf hI rih igaf! bfbf pulIs nUM juwqI aqy kuwiqaF smyq aMdr jfxoN rokxf cfhuMdf sI. pr suxnI iks ny sI? myly ivc cwkIrfhy nUM kOx puwCdf sI? pulIs ny kuJ isMGF nUM igRPLqfr krky hwQkVIaF jV leIaF aqy kuJ jLKmI isMGF aqy bIbIaF nUM aYNbUlYNsF ivc lwd ky hspqfl qor idwqf. pulIs df aYksLn ieqnI qyjLI nfl hoieaf sI ik sfry dyKdy hI rih gey sn!

    kfrvfeI KLqm hox AuprMq bfby ny mfmy nUM ikhf ik Auh duBfsLIey df kMm kry. Auh puls aPLsr nUM kuJ suafl puwCxy cfhuMdf hY. pihlI gwl qF pulIs juwqIaF aqy kuwiqaF smyq gurUGr aMdr ikAuN dfKl hoeI? kI AuhnF nUM gurUGr dI mirafdf df nhIN pqf? gurUGr dI mirafdf kfiem rwKx leI qF isMGF ny sIs dyxoN sMkoc nhIN kIqf! ies gwl df Kfs iKafl rwKxf jLrUrI sI! Auh gory aPLsr kol af gey. bfby dIaF gwlF df AuWqr puls aPLsr ny bVy ivaMgmeI lihjLy ivc idwqf.

    "imstr isMG! mYnUM sfzy crc bfry ieqnI jfxkfrI nhIN, ijqnI ik quhfzy gurduafiraF bfry hY-ikAuNik iewQy afAux df sfnUM afm hI mOkf imldf rihMdf hY! ijwQoN qwk juwqIaF aqy kuwiqaF df suafl hY-Auh ieh hY ik sfnUM mfhOl sLFq bxfAux leI hr sMBv koisLsL krnI pYNdI hY-mirafdf sfzy kfnUMn awgy koeI mhwqv nhIN rwKdI-nfly gurUGr dI mirafdf sB qoN pihlF pRbMDk BMg krdy hn-asIN qF bfad ivc afAuNdy hF-gurUGr ivc JgVy krnf mirafdf hY? ikrpfnF clfAuxf mirafdf hY? gurUGr dy pRymIaF nUM PLwtV krnf mirafdf hY? imstr isMG! qusIN pulIs nUM dosLI TihrfAux dI vjfey pRbMDkF nUM hI mirafdf brkrfr rwKx leI ikAuN nhIN kihMdy? sfnUM qF jfnI nuksfn hox dy zroN mjLbUrn aYksLn lYxf pYNdf hY-asIN mjLbUr hF imstr isMG! pr mYN quhfzI Bfvnf aqy quhfzy jjLbfqF dI kdr krdf hF." qy aPLsr kfr ivc bYT ky qur igaf. bfby smyq sfry hI inruwqr KVHy sn. aPLsr dIaF gwlF koeI JUTIaF vI nhIN sn. pYsf afpdf Kotf sI! bfxIeyN nUM kfhdf dosL sI?

"ieh gurUGrF 'c lVfeI hY kfhdI mfmf?" bfby ny puwiCaf.

"golk dI-cODr dI."

"hYa, QozI byVI bihjy!"

"iewQy qF Bfxjy inwq afhI hfl rihMdY-ikrpfnF qF kI? aYQy qF kdy kdy golI vI cwl pYNdI aY! pYsf qy pRDfngI hr koeI cfhuMdY!"

"Pyr qF guriswK hfry qy jwg jIqf aflI gwl hoeI." bfby df idl Gor duKI sI.

    Auh bfhroN hI mwQf tyk ky muV afey. bfby df idl DfhF mfrI jf irhf sI. sfrI rfq bfby aqy jYkur nUM nINd nf peI. Auh ijvyN hI pey sn, AuvyN hI AuT KVHy. bIqI sLfm AuhnF ny rotI vI nhIN KfDI sI. puwCx 'qy kuJ dwisaf nhIN sI. svyry inwqnym ivc vI AuhnF df mn nf juiVaf. mn KMzn huMdf irhf. bfxIN pVHdf bfbf iewk-do vfr roieaf vI!

"mfmf! muMizaF dy ivafh qUM hI koeI cMgf ijaf QF dyK ky krdIN-asIN qF cwly aF vfips." nfsLqy dy tybl 'qy bYTy bfby bKqOry ny kwC 'coN mUMglf kwZ mfiraf sI.

"ikAuN? kfhqoN?" mfmy aqy mfmIN ny iekwiTaF ny puwiCaf. Auh hwdoN vwD hYrfn sn.

"sfnUM qF mfmf gurU ibnf kuC nHI loVIdf-muMzy qYnUM idwqy-qUM jfx qyrf kMm jfxyN."

"aYzy vwzy iqafg df kfrn? jIa nHI lwgdf Qozf? dohF ny eI awg mcfqI!" mfmyN, mfmIN nUM AuhnF dy jfx df idloN dwuK sI.

"mfmF! ijhVy mulk 'c gurU dI afh hflq aY! mhfqVF dI kI hoAU?" aMdrUnI pIV dws ky bfbf pihlF hubkIN aqy iPr BuwbIN ro ipaf.

......qy agly hPLqy hI bfbf aqy jYkur ieMzIaf nUM jhfjL cVH gey.

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